My current level of being done with things is “I want to leave that website and for good this time” but at the same time got nowhere else to go plus I know I’d regret it once I calmed down
But also I want to start fights because I am super done with some people who don’t know/remember what it’s like to be in a tiny obscure corner of your fandom
“If you don’t like it do your own stuff!!!” Say the people with a network of followers and an active, well known ship tag that allows them to super easily reach their intended audience
As if we’ve never tried that one before

Facts about Matilda Broadway’s Matilda’s runs

In order of longest to shortest runs:

Fina Strazza: 328 days = about 10.9 months

Milly Shapiro: 317 days = about 10.6 months

Tori Feinstein: 314 days = about 10.5 months

Bailey Ryon: 309 days = about 10.3 months

Eliza Holland Madore: 294 days = about 9.8 months

Sophia Gennusa; 291 days = about 9.7 months

Oona Laurence: 286 days = about 9.5 months

Brooklyn Shuck*: 266 days = about 8.9 months

Gabriella Pizzolo =  265 days = about 8.8 months

Paige Brady: 248 days = about 8.3 months

Ava Ulloa: 232 days = about 7.7 months

Ripley Sobo: 230 days = about 7.7 months

* = she left early to do “Beaches” 

Average = 9.4 months

The Newtildas have the average shortest run time at 8.13 months 

The OBC and Tinytildas had the longest runs at an average of 10.01 months, but if Brooklyn hadn’t left for Beaches the Tinytilda’s would’ve had the longest runs. 

Out of the OBC, Oona had the shortest run and Milly had the longest run

Out of the Newtildas, Ripley had the shortest run and Gabriella had the longest run 

Out of the Tinytildas, Brooklyn had the shortest run and Fina had the longest run

Judging by the averages, the newest set of Matilda’s will probably leave late March/early April (but lets be real Matilda broadway never sticks to a norm) 

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so "straight-edge"

I wish I could drink and do drugs, and make stupid decisions. I wish I could lust and have sex, and have my fucking sexuality all figured out. I wish I was spontaneous, and not so nervous about shit. I wish I was fun.  

But, I can’t do those things. It just goes against my nature. 

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