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anonymous asked:

This is a weird question, and I'm really really sorry if it's a bother or too weird. just ignore this if it is... anyway, I love your art and I was wondering if you've ever experienced any anxiety about posting it. If you do, how do you deal with it? I love drawing and I'd like to post some of it but I'm terrified of doing so. I'm scared it will get ignored or people will see it and think it's horrible... idk..

First of all, thank you very much! :)
And it’s not a weird question at all! I used to get super anxious about posting my art, and 99% of the time I still don’t like it anymore after a day (which is while I’m always posting it immediately after finishing haha).

I totally understand that you’re scared that people will judge it negatively because I had the same problem. But you have to keep in mind that you’re drawing for youself and not for other people and every single picture you paint is another step towards becoming an even better artist. That’s how I see most of my drawings these days. As a practice. And that really helps me with posting them. I just think “Okay, this is not perfect at all and there are way better artists out there. But this picture still taught me something new about art and deserves to be posted.”

So if you love to draw and you like your drawings even a bit, then they definitely deserve to be posted!

We are as thick as thieves, and you’ve stolen my heart. It’s a secret though, one you’ll never know.
Because every time I look to you, you’re gazing at her.
You’re in love with her and it shows in your smile.
I’ll always love you and it shows in my pain, for it is painful to love you when you love another.
I am alone in my suffering that you cause me.

And you still have no idea.

You have no idea how much I love you.

You’ve stolen my heart, and the worse part is I let you.

—  calmmydemons
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….nevermind.

So, the thing is i came across this blessed post from @saisai-chan and i just felt so inspired???? so i did this quick thing, it was funnier in my head but yeah here you have it.

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Second semi-final qualifiers: 1.Anja Nissen (Denmark) 2.Ilinca &  Alex Florea (Romania) 3.Imri (Israel) 4.Jacques Houdek (Croatia) 5.Joci Pápai (Hungary) 6.JOWST (Norway) 7.Kristian Kostov (Bulgaria) 8.Nathan Trent (Austria) 9. Naviband (Belarus) 10. O'G3NE (The Netherlands)

anonymous asked:

I'm feeling so sad right now and I keep crying. Emma Swan is the best character I've even know. I love your fics but I need more so I was hoping you could rec me some of your favorite, long captain swan fics. Thanks, I hope you feel better soon.

I could go on for hours about how much I love Emma Swan and how devastated I am but I’m sure that’s not what you’re here for so yay!! fic recs!!!!

First of all, if you haven’t read Light of All Lights by @ripplestitchskein , what are you doing w your life?? It’s Dark Swan and Deckhand Hook and it’s so beautifully heartbreaking and so wonderfully smutty and so gloriously glorious. Seriously, it is one of the best works of fiction (fan or other) I have ever read so do yourself a favor and read it. 107k words. Rated E

This next one might be my all-time favorite CS fic. I’m like a puzzle (but all of my pieces are jagged) by @somanyfandomssolittletime. A friends to lovers hockey AU w an integrated NHL. This one’s a little bittersweet for me rn because the Blues just got knocked out of the playoffs. I’ve read this one more times than I can count. It’s a blessing and I’m actually about to go read it again. 18k words. Rated M

Harbor in the Temptest by @acrobat-elle is a Neverland canon divergence and who doesn’t love a good Neverland fic? This one’s a bit of an emotional doozy, let me tell ya, but it is so so worth it. 18k words. Rated T also by @acrobat-elle Breathless a post-Underworld fic in which Emma and Killian come back sharing more than just a heart. Idk what’s more intense the feelings or the smut. 31k words. Rated E

Love, Kindness, and Other Useless Things by @joneskillian is a thing of beauty. A historical AU set in 1815 and the slowest of burns. Emma works for Killian, taking care of his lovely daughter Grace. This one’s a wip and it’s like the highlight of my day when I get the notification saying it’s been updated.

Talking Body by @killians-dimples is another fic that I’ve read too many times. Rockstar AU, guitar player Killian Jones is in love w his media agent Emma Swan. BED SHARING!! and dry humping, god bless. Her writing is a breath of fresh air and I guarantee you will be satisfied and your spirits will be lifted upon reading any of her fics. 10k words. Rated M

@nowforruin is a multi-chapter Goddess. She has written soooo many of my favorite AUs. I honestly don’t know where this fandom would be w out her fics. To name a few of my favorites, Dropping Anchor a broke, both in heart and finances, Emma returns home. Her mother gets her a job working for the Jones’. 37k words. Not Rated. The Trouble With Faking It A fake dating AU and by golly is it beautiful. Emma is hired by Regina to date Movie Star Killian Jones to clean up his image and help him land a role. 124k words (YEAH BUDDY) Rated E. A Change in Wind I can’t even form words for how great this baby is so just read it. 65k words. Rated M.

Lonely Hearts Club by @niniadepapa. If you want to read something just absolutely adorable and lovely, an AU in which Killian starts conversing with a random stranger through messages written on a table at Granny’s. Two guesses as to who the stranger is. 16k words. Rated T

Strangeness & Charm by @bluestoplights. OK first of all, I just wanna give this girl a shout out because back in the day when I was still a mostly Hunger Games blog, I watched OUAT but didn’t blog about it, and I followed her for Veronica Mars and it was basically her Captain Swan blogging that made me want to join this fandom so kudos to you for giving me the love of my life. This fic is probably the longest on this list and every single moment of it is spectacular. Pirate Captain Killian Jones and Savior Emma Swan unite to liberate the kingdom. 243k words. Rated M. Also, give her 1989 fics a try, Wonderland is probably my fave.

Something About December by @high-seas-swan is a 12 Days of Christmas fic in which Killian gifts Emma something new every day leading up to Christmas. And it has a bunch of flashbacks throughout their relationship. Beautifully fluffy, A+ and I’m not just saying this because it was my CSSS gift from her. 7k words. Rated T.

Lastly for this list, Her Crowning Glory by @captainnagata a Princess Diariesish AU in which Emma Swan has to find a husband or else lose her crown to Killian Jones. Beautifully written and tons of fun. 66k words. Rated T.

I just want to thank every person on the list for bringing such beautiful content to such a beautiful fandom. Shipping Captain Swan would not be the same w out you guys. ♥

I often find myself wondering if Jake is okay :/
(ALSO, @richardgoranski Because i legitimately just saw you would love to be tagged in BMC art in general, so here ya go buddy) 

i just want renjun and chenle to know how brave and strong they are for deciding to follow their dreams and leave their home country at such a young and scary age to learn a language they don’t know and be so far from family and friends and have to start over again they deserve so much love for being strong amazing boys