because you loved me

Things I love:

  • Joe Wilson being mentioned for the first time since season 1
  • Slade learning that Oliver has a son
  • Slade and Oliver working together for the first time in nine years
  • Slade being in his right mind for the first time in nine years
  • The REAL Slade being back for the first time in nine years

Things I want:

The Real Slade meeting the team for the first time

Oliver and Slade being brothers again and Oliver sort of being able to forgive Slade for the things he did under the influence of the Mirakuru because a) Roy under the mirakuru and b) what happened with Billy and c) because Diggle was able to be on good terms with Deadshot so why not

Slade vs. Prometheus

Slade saving William

Slade learning that Oliver is the mayor and being proud

Slade and Oliver reminiscing and through that Oliver able to look back fondly at some aspect of his five years for really the first time 

Slade and Curtis and/or Slade and Rene interacting in some way

Slade NOT DYING and going off to be some sort of weird antihero who pops in occasionally in season 6

Slade talking to Oliver about what kind of man he is, and Slade actually being the one to get through to Oliver. Because Slade is the one who taught him to kill. Slade was there when Oliver killed for the first time. Slade is one of the most important people in shaping who Oliver is. And Slade saw the heroism Oliver was capable of when he was still just a scared stupid untrained kid. 
Oliver and Slade being on good terms. Lots of Slade.
Big Long Happy Personal Post

Hey all~ I haven’t been on tumblr much lately because I haven’t been home much and I deleted mobile to save on data. I just wanted to update mostly mutuals and irl pals (tho if you’re a follower and care about my life for some reason you are a sweetheart and this is for you too) on what’s up with life and where I’m at. 

I really just wanted to tell y’all that moving to Vancouver is the best thing I could have done for me. I miss all of you back home dearly and I’m hoping to come back and visit soon (maybe on my birthday weekend in 2 weeks???) but holy shit, I haven’t ever been this happy??? 

Like it’s probs a combo of the new meds and a new situation but like i’m energized and it’s not as hard to get out of bed in the morning, I’ve been keeping my home clean and like I’ve WANTED to??? I haven’t had any of my fucked up nightmares in weeks. I’ve left the house almost every single day, I’ve walked 20k since last week.  

I’m making new friends, I feel motivated and excited about life!? Is this what not depressed people feel like??? I have a job I don’t hate, I have a home i love, my roommate is super cool, and I like myself right now? 

I mean it has only been three weeks, I am sort of just riding this high, but I’m putting systems in place so that when the excitement fades I can maintain this kind of lifestyle because clearly it’s good for me and my brain. I know that I will have relapses and bad days, bad weeks. I know I miss everyone back home so bad. But I wanted you all to know that I’m really happy, I never could have gotten here without the support of every single one of my friends so thank you all so much. 

This post was super gay but I love you all <3

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— Your smile can brighten even the darkest night. ☆ 

Happy birthday to my precious source of happiness, inspiration and motivation.
Thank you Sehun for everything. ♡
Never stop smiling. ~ ☆ 

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Rivers ‘til I Reach You by Embodied

pairing: Harry / Louis
rating: Explicit
word count: 29k
summary

Louis can’t begin to understand how he’s always this close and still can’t manage to make Harry his. He stands up and gets another beer. 

AU. louis studies astronomy, harry studies louis. they spend their summers on the water and it shouldn’t be complicated. (spoiler: it is.)

For the @1dbigbang round 5, written by @southerngothicau

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                                                                                      I could only love in my dreams.

okay so I just feel the need to say why Brooklyn nine nine is the best show so strap yourselves in it’s gon be long

* first off, hella diverse cast
* and no “token” characters there just for the sake of diversity, each character has very different personalities from each other and represent the actual population
* despite totally different personalities they are all really good friends and care about each other so much- each character’s relationship is different and I find that beautiful
* wE HAVE A BLACK GAY MAN IN THE HIGHEST POSITION OF POWER IN THE PRECINCT?? that’s so cool
* amy santiago is never played off as “just Jake’s love interest/girlfriend” she has all her own plots and stories and is amazing and strong and the best
* healthy communication in amy and jakes relationship !!! making sure it doesn’t stop them from doing their job to the best of both their abilities !!!
* Terry is a very macho “man’s” man but isn’t afraid to show his feelings and it’s real nice to see them show how being emotional doesn’t make you a weak man
* the solidarity between the girls because we gotta stick together
* “I met god” “what does she look like?” “Ethnically ambiguous”
* constantly calling out the world for all it’s shit (homophobia, racism, gun laws, corruptness of the police, sexism, I cOULD GO ON)
* and now the reason I decided to make this now: THEY JUST MADE A WHOLE EPISODE ABOUT HOW BULLSHIT RACIAL PROFILING IS
* a show about cops still managed to find a way to talk about it bc they know it’s an important issue and did it in such an incredible way
* showed two sides of dealing with the situation, holts plan and terrys, and neither were ideal, both would have backlash for Terry more than the dickhead who stopped him tbh
* and showing Jake doing hella suspicious shit and not getting stopped
* oNCE AGAIN CALLING OUT THE WORLD FOR ITS SHIT
* (but this time with a whole ep not just mentions bless)
* also Jake and amy having to explain it all to Terry’s kids was v upsetting to see how scared they were at first that this would happen just because they were born as they were
* AND mentions of transphobia and telling the twins it’s okay if they don’t identify as female, what other show would

this ain’t even everything it was just getting v long

BASICALLY no show is as woke as brooklyn nine nine, it’s hella funny too with great plots and ships too if that’s what you look for and everyone should watch and @ fox if you don’t renew I will fight it is better than all other shows

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very lazy portraits of some of my favorite companions so far

STOP WITH WHAT YOU’RE DOING!!

AND LOOK AT THIS PICTURE OF BOB ROSS HOLDING A BABY RACCOON

you may continue with your day

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a soft and beautiful man and the sharp asshole that lives in his house

A langst head canon

I just thought of this, but what if one night, Lance just breaks down and is sobbing to himself and he’s looking at himself in his helmet, saying out loud everything he hates about himself and how worthless he feels and like “you’re not good enough”, without knowing that the helmet com was on, and everybody in their rooms just heard something from their helmets, not knowing what (say it’s like late after a battle and everybody doesn’t have the energy to take off the armour) it is and then they hear. Hunk is crying, Pidge is about to break down, Shiro feels so guilty because why didn’t he notice before or pay more attention, Keith is just in shock, Allura is on the verge of tears, and Coran is already making way to lances room. Lance realises his com is on and freaks the fuck out. Coran goes in there and just holds Lance, then the rest of the team come, Hunk being the first just sobbing out apologies and hugging him. This could end two ways, very happy yes yes wee haw, or sad because Lance is like “oh wow I can’t even suffer right”

I was talking with @lovelylangst and this just popped in my very sad mind so like here take it

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nct challenge
↪︎ [4] biases: #1 - YUTA

“Every time I look into his eyes, I just want to take the ice cream or whatever I’ve got in my hand and rub it into his face. That’s how much I like him.” ()
中本さん大好きだよ! ╰(*´︶`*)╯

It’s been a year since and a half since I came to Korea and in that time I’ve met many amazing people. EXO’s Lay hyung is a representative of those people. He is a great dancer and singer, but other than thatLay hyung has his own charm that can not be explained through words. I also want to have my very own charm one day.
—  Winwin (NYLON KOREA, APRIL)