because you know thats just how life is sometimes

anonymous asked:

may i request both of your crush headcanons (ex: how they act/treat their crush, would they pass notes, any specific things they do JUST for their crush, etc etc) for the hosts + haruhi? :oo i'm curious to see what you two think!

 awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww yeah (GOMEN IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE WE POSTED ANYTHING SO HAVE THIS RLY LONG HEADCANON POST)


Tamaki:

  • Tamaki is dense as hell about his crush but you guys already knew that so at first he’s just putting the charms on you because he sees beauty in you just like he does with his clients
  • and he’ll just attempt to spend as much time with you as possible and call you sweet nicknames and his usual princely shit but then he suddenly starts to realise w h o a h i really like doing this kind of stuff around you
  • he ends up trying to rope you into the host cub family and gets you involved with all their shenanigans and you just end up being swept along with the tide like gdi tamaki
  • and then he starts getting JEALOUS whenever anyone else especially tHOSE SHADY TWINS gets a bit too close to be considered friendly and at first he just thinks ‘well they’re a part of our family, im just being protective’ but then Kyoya’s just like ‘nope. not doing this shit again. you like them. in a romantic sense not a family one gdi tamaki you want to be their boyfriend now stfu.
  • que sudden realisation on tamaki’s part
  • and he doesn’t really know how to act around you now so he just decides to up the charm (and gets really flustered at the same time and usually ends up embarrassing himself horribly by staring at you for too long when you’re walking together and careening into a pole or something).
  • *PRINCELYNESS INTENSIFIES*
  • put it this way; to him a moment when he doesn’t have your attention is a moment wasted
  • senpai wants to be noticed so badly
  • plz notice him and put him out of his misery

Haruhi:

  • dude. its Haruhi. she has no clue that she even likes you.
  • but its pretty clear to everyone else so there’s that
  • she just makes an effort to spend time with you and hang out and she’s just always there being nice and helpful and friendly and w o w be still my beating heart just look at that smile
  • she’s so unbelievably good to you like ‘you’re worried about an upcoming test??? we can study together at my house. i’ll cook dinner!’ 
  • ‘you need notes from that class you missed?? i’ll copy out mine for you.’ 
  • ‘you lost your phone?? i’ve got time lets spend the next three hours traipsing around the building calling it until we hear it.’
  • she pretty much sees you as one of her closest friends who she admires very much because you’re really great and talented and attractive in her eyes and she - wait what attractive??
  • ‘oh.’
  • ding dong you got it Haruhi.
  • and now she’s just a big flustered MESS around you at all possible times and trying her best not to show it because is this okay am i too close or not close enough do oh no have they twigged because im acting weird they can probably tell what if they dont feel the same way somebody please kill me god damn
  • eventually Kyoya figures it out of course and sometimes he makes very sly comments when you’re around, hinting that she likes you and Haruhi just has to kind of discreetly kick him like stfu kyoya u heinous space herpe
  • not to mention the way her head just SNAPS to a conversation whenever you’re mentioned and yeah we all knew it Haruhi you are just too cute for words.

Hikaru:

  • YOU MEAN AFTER HE GETS OVER HIS GIANT DENIAL BECAUSE SWEET MAMA THAT BOY IS DENSE WHEN IT COMES TO HIS OWN FEELINGS
  • yeah at first he’s gonna avoid you like the plague because what is happening to him why the hell is he reacting so strongly wtf all u did was pIC K UP A PenC IL G oD
  • okay so AFTER Haruhi, Kaoru and Honey smack sense into him and he comes to terms with it its great because he’s not competing against his brother or anyone else this time so yeah he just gOES FOR IT
  • Hikaru will legit resort to any means to get your attention/an excuse to hang out
  • any means
  • srsly he’s the kind of guy who’ll throw notes at your head in class just so that you both get detention or nick your wallet or something when youre not looking just so he can ‘find’ it for you later
  • ‘you’re failing that class?? WHAT A COINQUIDINK im failing too we should totes have a study date or something’
  • ‘oh dear i seem to have spilled my coffee all over you whoops SO sorry here take my shirt and lemme walk you to class’
  • he really does take off his shirt. this boy has no shame.
  • and whaaaaaaat??? rumours that you two are dating??? he totally didnt see this coming or hope those would spring up but hey you know thats not such a bad idea >;D
  • prepare for him to be super jealous all the time whenever you talk to other people like ‘whoah hey wtf hikaru i was in the middle of a conversation’ ‘no dont talk to them i swear on my life they were leering at your ass. im just looking out for you here, they’re probably a sexual deviant. bad news stay away.’
  • whatta dweeb

Kaoru:

  • he’s so nice what the hell Kaoru this level of selflessness is inhuman i stg
  • he just loves spending time with you and hanging out and doing things together this puppy is pretty much at your beck and call what a sweetie
  • of course that doesn’t mean you’re exempt from the light jokes and teasing that accompanies it
  • he’s basically at your side as much as he’s at his brothers (which means that you now have both of the twin’s attention well done prepare for hell and mischief)
  • but he pretty much makes himself your own personal superman like ‘wHOOPS you nearly tripped lucky i was there to catch you’ and ‘you’re off sick?? ill copy my notes for you. also what kind of soup do you like cause im coming over’
  • Kaoru is fun! He’s the kind of guy who’ll just text you like ‘are you busy?? not anymore there’s a carnival in town so get dressed, im waiting outside!’ and then he just drags you off and its loads of fun and youre just like ????? are u just being a fun friend or do u like me????
  • yeah thats another thing he’s so good of a friend that it becomes really hard for you to tell that if he actually has the dokis for you or if he’s just really friendly because he’s not FLIRTING with you like he does when he’s hosting and its confusing, but really he’s treating you differently and genuinely because he does actually like you and he wants you to stop treating him like just a friend AND ITS ALL VERY CONFUSING and absolutely perfect for a tense confession scene aww yeah aHEM we’ll totally write that if u guys request it
  • also prepare for Hikaru to get tired of waiting for his bro to make a move and attempt to be his wingman and he’s just dropping hints everywhere BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO BE CATCHING ON
  • Hikaru is 4378436% done with both of you. ‘omfg just kiss already you’ll make a lot of people happy’
  • the host club has started a betting pool on which one of you is gonna break and confess first lets just say Haruhi ends up with a LOT of moolah by the end of this charade

Kyoya:

  • the denial is strong in Kyoya ohhh boy
  • YOU THINK HIKARU’S BAD YOU CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO FATHOM THE SHEER AMOUNT OF DENIAL THAT IS HAPPENING HERE like he’s used to being charming and suave with his clients but this is different he actually has feelings for you???? huh??????? what is he supposed to do with those????
  • feelings are too much hassle goodbye
  • its likely that Kyoya would try to shove these feelings into a box in the corner of his mind and never ever ever think about you or how you make his heart do weird things or how nice you look when you laugh or how attractive your smile is and god fucking dammit
  • and even though he’s trying to suppress what he deems to just be a ‘distraction’ his soft spot for you still shows in ways he doesn’t realise until after he’s done it
  • ‘oh my god did i just offer them a discount what the hell is WRONG with me’
  • /i wont say im in love plays softly in the distance/
  • once he actually comes to terms with his feelings tho he starts PLANNING
  • if he’s going to do this whole ‘crush’ thing he’s gonna do it RIGHT gosh darn it.
  • he ends up using the host club to his advantage by making sure that they’re always serving your favourite food or doing a theme you like cause hey if it gets you there, he’s happy.
  • expect to run into him everywhere and every time you somehow get roped into getting lunch at really nice and expensive places with him and eventually its like ‘???? are we on a date Kyoya??’
  • ‘Well, duh.’
  • ‘oh. cool.’

Honey:

  • Honey KNOWS he’s cute and he’ll be damned if he doesn’t use it to his advantage here
  • he is affectionate as hell and he’s always around you or holding your hand or giving you hugs or sometimes when he gets really confident or ahead of himself he’ll plant big kisses on your cheeks and HE GETS AWAY WITH IT because everyones just like ‘awww thats Honey-senpai for ya’
  • tbh about half of your life is spent sitting at his table eating with him because how can you say no to a face like that
  • but here’s the kicker *drumroll*… he saves food for you
  • i know right
  • like if he knows you’re coming today he will find your favourite flavour bring it to his table and protect it with his life if he has to no one is allowed to touch the desserts he saves for you
  • its terrifying tbh
  • Mori totally knows about his big fat crush tho and most of his time is spent hovering over Honey’s shoulder whispering ‘tell them’
  • ‘IM WORKING ON IT TAKASHI’
  • he’s confident - maybe even overly so - in interacting with you as his crush, and later as your s/o,  but we think he’d actually be pretty nervous about the actual confession part 
  • like he’s super worried that you only see him as this little brother figure and he knows that you smiling at him in that way that makes his stomach flip when he does something cute doesn’t equal attraction and you guys are pretty much surrounded by these other hot people who people are falling all over and bless his soul youre perfect just the way you are Honey don’t ever change you can be cute and a boyfriend at the same time my darling

Mori:

  • bruh. Mori is so unbelievably chill about this.
  • in fact, he’s SO chill that it presents a problem because it’s almost impossible for anyone but Honey to figure out that he likes you at all.
  • THIS MAN IS TOO TALENTED AT HIDING HIS BLUSH.
  • the one big factor? He talks more when you’re around. you bring out his more talkative (and flirty) side because he really just wants to keep your attention.
  • and you’re like ???????????????????????? did big silent Mori just FLIRT with you???
  • hell yes he did and you better respond my friend
  • doki doki
  • while he really wants to hang out with you he’s sometimes not exactly not sure how to ask, and that’s where Honey comes into the picture
  • Honey will often drag you along to spend time with him and Takashi and then have some sort of ‘emergency’ thats causes him to abscond so you’re left with Mori and Mori has no qualms whatsoever about this
  • PS Honey is a matchmaking genius
  • He also likes having study dates with you because you guys get to spend time together without relying on conversation to keep it going (also because he gets to call it a date and it makes him feel all wibbly inside)
  • spoiler alert: Mori is actually adorkable when it comes to romance
  • when he finally does confess its gonna be romantic (and surprising) as hell aww yeah

- Admin Kits and Beckett

What annoys them the most about their partner? Would they change it if they could?

Tonys eyes widen he looks down.

Peter: “What annoys me the most. Hm i guess when he is in his workshop for a few days without talking to anyone.”

Tony closes his eyes. His lips pressed together.

Peter: “That he sometimes forgets to eat.”

Tony nods.

Peter: “Well, thats it.”

Tony opens his eyes again. He gasps.

Peter: “But i wouldn’t change a thing about him.”

Tony: “Huh?”

Peter looks to him and smiles softly.

Peter: “I know that you still can’t believe that. But i do love you starlight. I don’t love a perfect person and thats completely alright. I’m not perfect either. Of course i’m sometimes sad when you are down there three days. But i love to carry you when you fall asleep there. And i’m frustrated sometimes when Jarvis tells me you haven’t eaten again. But then i can cook for you and feed you. I wouldn’t change a thing about you. Never!”

Tony wipes his eyes. He smiles shyly back.

Tony: “T-thank you.”

Peter: “I will remind you of that for the rest of our lives.”

Tony: “Stop making me cry.”

Peter kisses Tonys cheek.

Tony swallows and tries to calm himself.

Peter: “So what is annoying about me?”

Tony: “What happens if i say nothing?”

Peter: “Come on. Tell me.”

Tony: “Alright. Its annoying that he snores in his sleep. Sometimes i can’t sleep because of that…. but i also cant sleep without it.”

Peter laughs.

Tony: “Oh and that he always make me blush in front of our friends.”

Peter laughs even harder.

Tony: “And that he laughs at me!”

Peter kisses him between his laughter.

Tony: “But yeah i wouldn’t change anything about him.”


What do they fight about? What are their arguments like? How do they make up?

Peter: “Ohh. We fight after a battle. A lot.”

Tony: “Because somehow you seem to think that i can’t protect myself!”

Peter: “What no? I know that you are strong even without the suit. But you risk your life too often!”

Tony: “Pah i’m a superhero thats what i do for a living!”

Peter: “Are you kidding me? I know that! Just sometimes you could wait for me to catch up!”

Tony: “Its not my fault you are always so slow.”

Peter grins a bit.

Peter: “Maybe i’m just enjoying the view.”

Tony sputters.

Peter: “If you know what i mean.”

Tony slaps his shoulder.

Tony: “Stop that!”

Peter grins and bites his underlip. Tony yelps and sits on his lap.

Peter chuckles.

Peter: “Our arguments are exactly like that.”

Tony grumbles.

Peter: “We fight the most when we are worried about the other one. And then this results in a fight. But sometimes its enough when Tony comes out of his suit because his eyes are already wet then and i can’t help myself so i always kiss him senseless.”

Tony giggles against Peters neck.

Peter: “Also have you seen his butt in the under suit?!”

Tony laughs loudly and slaps Peter again.


What are they like in the bedroom? Any kinks/fetishes/turn-ons? Anything they won’t do?

Tony: “Peter they can’t ask us that!”

Peter grins.

Peter: “A gentleman never tells.”

Tony blushes a deep red and grins back.

Peter: “Hmm so nothing special. A few kinks yeah. Just nothing with blood or anything. But Tony has a few cute things he can wear. I like that a lot….”

Tony shuts Peter up and waves.

Tony: “Thats it for today!”

Peter: “But you look so great in it!”

Tony giggles.

Tony: “Oh i know.”

She is beautiful. She is sleeping there, probably mesmerized in a nonsense dream. I can hear the silent sound of her calmed breathing. She is surrounded by an invisible halo of happiness and peace that makes her look like a goddess. And I love her, I love the way she smiles when she sleeps like if all the happiness was represented in those narrow and soft lips. I love her big brown eyes that shine so bright that they could be stars and the way they look mine when she is talking about something she likes or when she is mad. They are like two big black moons that hypnotize you and you can not get tired of them. Now they are closed, and they are still beautiful, they are two black lines that irradiate so much beauty. She looks so fragile, but I know she is strong. She awakes my soul, she is little, I know but for me she is big, in fact she is my sun, my moon and all of my stars, she is the main reason why I’m here, she gives my life a sense and guess what? She is worth that and even more. She deserves everything and sometimes I get so frustrated because she deserves the whole milky way and I just can give her a hug. I know she will never know how much I need her and I think thats ok because when people know your weaknesses they can use them against you, so I like keeping things like this to myself. She is both chaos and disaster, darkness and light, passion and hate…I love her.
—  Dear sister…
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  • Eric Harris + psychopathy

Many psychatrists have diagnosed Eric as a psychopath. According to Dr. Langman who claims that “to understand Columbine, we need to understand Eric Harris.” Indeed, as a psychopath Eric can be considered as the leader of the massacre. Even if Dylan plays a voluntary part, analysis showed that the aggressive behavior of Eric was the main motivation. Eric considered himself as a God filled by nihilism.

I hate the fucking world, to many god damn fuckers it in. to many thoughts about societies all wrapped up together in this place called AMERICA. everyone has their own god damn opinions on every damn thing and you may be saying “well what makes you so different?”. because I have something only me and V have, SELF AWARENESS, Call it exortenstiolism or whatever the fuck u want. we know what are to this world and what everyone else is. we learn more than what caused the civil war and how to simplify quadratics in school. we have been watching you people. we know what you think and how you act, all talk and no actions. people who are said to be brave or couragous are usually just STUPID then they say later that they did it on purpose cause they are brave when they did on fucking accident. GOD everything is so corrupt and so filled with opinions little and points of view and peoples’ own little agendas and shedules. this isnt a world anymore, its H.O.E. and [no]one knows it. self awareness is a wonderful thing. I know I will die soon, so will you and everyone else. maybe will we be lucky and a comet will smash us back to day 1. people say it is immoral to follow others, they say be a leader. well here is a fuckin news flash for you stupid shits, everyone is a follower! everyone who says they arent a follower and then dresses diff. or acts diff. … They got that from something they saw on TV or in film or in life. no originality, how many JO MAMMA jokes are there and how many do u think are original and not copied. KEINE. Its a fucking filthy place we live in. all these standards and laws and Great Expectations (webb) are making people into robots even though they might “think” they arent and try to deny it. no matter how hard they try to NOT copy someone I still AM! except for this fucking piece of paper right here, and B.T.W spelling is stupid unless I say. I say spell it how it sounds, it’s the fuckin easiest way. hey try this sometime, when someone tells you something, ask “why?” eventually they will be stumped and cant answer anymore. thats because they only know what they need to know in society and school, not real life science. they will end up saying words to this “because! Just shut up!” people that only know stupid facts that arent important should be shot, what fucking use are they. NATURAL SELECTION. KILL all retards, people w/ brain fuck ups, drug adics, people cant figure out to use a fucking lighter. GEEEAWD! people spend millions of dollars on saving the lives of retards, and why. I don’t buy that shit like “oh hes my son though!” so the fuck what, he aint normal, kill him, put him out his misery. he is only a waste of time and money, then people say “But he is worth the time, he is human too” no he isnt, if he was then he would swalow a bullet cause he would realize what a fucking waste and burden he was. – 4/10/98

To sum up, Eric was not an average boy. His psychopathy was embodied in his obsession with setting fires and making bombs just because it was fun, his  fascination with Hitler and natural selection, his sadistic fantasies of raping girls he knew and ripping a knife through a human body etc. The most speaking fact was the vandalization of Brooks Brown car. After writing a fake apology letter, he posted a homicidal threat on his website, and wrote about wanting to go to the boy’s home and spit on him and his family, urinate on them, and torture them before blowing up the house.

i’d made a mistake in the third image (just because i’m human calm down, don’t burn me at the stake). it’s corrected. thanks to @kipkinky to point it.

(Please, don’t even try to insult me or say something to me like “Dylan was no follower bitch”. This is psychology, not a columbiner love letter)

I hate it when people excuse other people’s poor behavior with “That’s just how it is” and say you shouldn’t complain because “That’s just how it is”

Yeah, well, you know what?

It used to be that women couldn’t vote. That’s just how it was.

“Can we women have the vote? It’s unfair that we can’t vote while men can.”

“No. It’s unfair, we know, but that’s just how it is. Stop complaining.”

It used to be socially acceptable to keep other humans as slaves because they had different color skin.

“Hey, do you think we should stop keeping other humans as slaves? It’s inhumane.”

“No. It’s unfair, we know, but that’s just how it is. No use complaining because it won’t change anything.”

It used to be socially acceptable to marry off children. Goodness, it still is in some countries.

“Hey, should we stop doing that? It’s morally reprehensible and we shouldn’t do it.”

“Nah, that’s just how it is. it’s horrible and all that, but it’s not going to change. No use complaining.”
I hate people saying “That’s just how it is.”
No, it’s that way because YOU PERMIT IT TO BE THAT WAY.
Do you think social norms change because people shrug and just let the status quo as is?.

Don’t let people shut up your objections because “that’s just how it is”.

Stand up to people. Tell people to stop. If necessary, shout it in their face while waving your arms and drawing attention. People are more likely to stand up for something if they see someone else standing up for that something.

Like they say, “Well behaved women seldom make history”. While I have been led to understand that this passage is taken out of context from its original context, I still feel that the usual interpretation of the quote is appropriate here. History doesn’t change if people just maintain the social norms, good or bad.

God was right to compare mankind to sheep. We’re all a bunch of sheep, stupidly following the leader and waiting until someone else speaks up. We will only stand up against what we see as wrong if we see someone else doing it.

And I think that’s pathetic.

everyones like “oh ew this drama is gross i wanted a peaceful environment ):” like i did too but i couldnt have that bcos i was too busy feeling either stalked or vilified or just outright unwelcomed because your shitty clique thinks its ok to bully my friends about our sexuality. im sorry the truth is ugly but you know thats just how life is sometime

My take on how Riley realizes her feelings for Farkle.
  • <p> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b></b> It takes place after GM Goodbye.<p/><b>Location:</b> The Matthew's Living Room.<p/><b></b> Riley's family and friends are having a party to celebrate the good news. Everyone is dancing. Riley sits on the bench at the kitchen table. She doesn't look happy. She stares at the ground. Morgan goes to her.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Riley, why aren't you celebrating?<p/><b>Riley:</b> (looks up to Morgan) I just don't feel like celebrating at the moment.<p/><b></b> Morgan sits next to her.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Do you want to talk about it?<p/><b>Riley:</b> I don't want to even think about it, let alone talk about it.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> If you change your mind, I'll be over there. You can always talk to me.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Thank you, aunt Morgan.<p/><b></b> Riley gives her a hug. Morgan walks back to the rest of the group. Riley walks to her room. Farkle stops dancing with Smackle and follows Riley.<p/><b>Location:</b> Riley's bedroom.<p/><b></b> Riley is sitting at the bay window. Tears are falling on her cheeks. Farkle walks in.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> Riley, are you ok?<p/><b></b> Riley wipes her face.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Yeah.<p/><b></b> Farkle walks to the bay window and sits next to Riley.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> Why are you crying?<p/><b>Riley:</b> I'm just emotional.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> It's more than that. I know you Riley. We don't lie to each other. You can talk to me about anything.<p/><b></b> Farkle puts his arm around her. She rests her head on his shoulder.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I know. But I need to figure it out on my own.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> I'm always here for you. Now and forever.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Thank, Farkle. Same goes for me. But I need some time to think about things alone.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> Ok.<p/><b></b> They both stand up and hug each other.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I love you Farkle.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> And I love you.<p/><b></b> Farkle walks to the door. Riley sits down and stares at Farkle as he is leaving. Farkle looks back and smiles at Riley. Riley smiles back. Farkle leaves. Riley starts to have tears falling down. She hears a knock on her door. She wipes her face again.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Come in.<p/><b></b> Morgan walks in.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Farkle sent me to check on you. He's worried about you.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I told him I'm fine.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> But obviously you're not. I'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong.<p/><b>Riley:</b> You're gonna think I'm a bad person.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> I would never think that about you. You don't have a bad bone in your body.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Well, I think I'm a bad person.<p/><b></b> Morgan hugs Riley.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Just tell me what's wrong.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I don't know where to start.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Just start talking.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Lately I've been confused alot. I've been confused for a while.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Confused about what?<p/><b>Riley:</b> My feelings for Lucas. My feelings for Farkle.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Ok.<p/><b>Riley:</b> When Lucas and I started to date, I was really happy. He's my first love. But it feels like something is missing. A spark or something. I can't explain it. I love him, I do. But there are times when I feel that he doesn't get me. In the past when I was going through things, he wouldn't even noticed or he'll be the last one to find out. I don't think he does it on purpose, but it hurts. Sometimes I feel we are better off as friends than a couple.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> How does Farkle fit in all of this?<p/><b></b> Riley starts walking back and forth.<p/><b>Riley:</b> That's what I'm confused about. Farkle has always been my best friend. He's always just been there. I knew him as the goofy kid who had a crush on me and Maya. He wanted to take over the world. He used to wear turtlenecks. I missed those turtlenecks. He promised me and Maya that he would love us equally. He kept his promise. But there are moments when I see him in a different way and it terrifies me.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Why does it terrify you?<p/><b>Riley:</b> Because I think I could be falling in love with him. I look back on all the memories that we have together and I don't know why I couldn't see it sooner. We have great talks. We can talk for hours. We read each other really well. He puts my happiness above his. We both can tell when the other is lying. Today is the perfect example. He knew I wasn't ok, when I told him I was. There are so many things I wished I seen sooner. If I knew how I felt sooner, I wouldn't be in this mess. I'm in a relationship with Lucas. Farkle's in a relationship with Smackle. I don't want to hurt Lucas or Smackle. Plus, Farkle doesn't feel the same way. I can't let anyone know. I have to keep it to myself.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Can't you tell Maya?<p/><b>Riley:</b> No. I was the one who started the whole triangle dilemma. If I told her about my feelings for Farkle, not only did I take Lucas from her, but also Farkle.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> That's not what happened and you know it. Maya's your best friend. She would understand that your feelings changed. Sometimes what you feel for one person can just change. It's nobody's fault. It just happens. It's how you handle it, that makes you the person you are.<p/><b>Riley:</b> But I'm supposed to stay with Lucas. He's my first love. My mom was my dad's first love and they're still together.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Riley, I love you but you're acting stupid.<p/><b>Riley:</b> What?<p/><b>Morgan:</b> You're not your parents. Just because they fell in love at a young age, and stay together for the majority of their life, doesn't mean you have to do the same. You are your own person. You had feelings for Lucas since you were 12. You can't expect to have the same exact feelings three years later. I'm not saying he's not the one for you, only you can decide that. But it doesn't have to be now. You're only 15.<p/><b>Riley:</b> What should I do?<p/><b>Morgan:</b> In my opinion, I think you should break up with him, if you have feelings for another guy. It's not fair to him, you or even Farkle if you stay with him. You need to be honest with Lucas.<p/><b>Riley:</b> What if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore?<p/><b>Morgan:</b> It might be awkward at first, but I think eventually you two will go back to being friends. Just think about what I said. It's not right to stay with him when you love Farkle. You're not a bad person. I love you.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I love you too.<p/><b></b> Morgan hugs Riley and leaves. Riley sits at the bay window. Lucas walks in.<p/><b>Lucas:</b> There you are.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Hi, Lucas.<p/><b>Lucas:</b> Are you ok?<p/><b>Riley:</b> I don't know. But we need to talk.<p/><b></b> The end.<p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p>
Today I realised not all love is true love
Not every relationship is all-consuming,
Not every kiss is life-altering
Sometimes love is simple
It just makes sense
Two people fit together
And that’s all it is
But it’s still love
And it’s just as important as anything else
—  (based around caroline/stefan)
how libra sees the signs
  • Aries: the epitome of a person that LIVES! you know what living MEANS?!?! LOOK AT THEM! the have restrictions like everybody else but they also have an almighty instinct that exists outside of every limit known to mankind. one that is not set up for survival but living.
  • Taurus: on the same chill level thus very comfortable. no drama, just relaxing, calm and good times. very caring and "motherly". they might be very frightening when they feel overburdenend or attacked but can be appeased quickly with the right words and assurances.
  • Gemini: like a cloud that's fully visible and omnipresent in your life at one point and then completely disappears all of a sudden. they're not always aware of the repercussions of their actions and get very sad when people allege that they were purposefully doing harm. basically they're just pretty butterflies that everybody loves. but sometimes they might cause a hurricane here and there only by flapping their little wings.
  • Cancer: really loveable gentle souls who you just cannot dislike no matter what they say or do because you will always know where their insecurities lie and how vulnerable they are. their core will always stay the same but the shell may vary in size and thickness.
  • Leo: they can make you realize that every second of self-loathing was childishly ridiculous and that no matter what's your problem, it can't keep you from being a glorious burst of fire.
  • Virgo: so obviously the most troubled in this world. full of good intentions but clumsy with their execution. they suppress a lot to keep order in their own and everybody else's life.
  • Libra: versed at expressing the most crucial part of their being through any possible medium. cover up a lot that they're insecure about and might become very outgoing and aggressive about that later on as a reflex to not wanting to feel shame anymore.
  • Scorpio: don't try to aggravate them. you'll lose and tremble. appreciate their noble and pure ambition to get to know you and uncover the secrets about yourself that not even you know. once they get to the deep core they'll lose all judgement and become unconditionally empathetic.
  • Saggitarius: not so much concerned with the complexity of things but with the present force of something. they are not pulled towards analyzing and categorizing but towards pioneering and experiencing. if the road has already been walked on they might as well go home again.
  • Capricorn: very ambitious and attracted by success and prestige. but not as a way to feel elitist but to feel able to exist. a life on the ground is poisonous and destructive for them. seeing them losing already achieved goals is one of the most heart-breaking things.
  • Aquarius: they don't play with you ever. even if they hurt you terribly. there is no malicious intent in what they do, only a will to breathe and live. and that will might demand taking away your air to breathe sometimes.
  • Pisces: they always have the security of an alternative place to resort to which is inaccessible to everyone they wish to exclude from it since they create that place themselves and with such impenetrable boundaries that they might be in the same room listening to you but be galaxies away from you with their mind.

anonymous asked:

no but Pablo talking to them about life sometimes and he mentions he has a son and suddenly they all perk up like "son I want a son I want to meet the son where is son" and Pablo is so confused but that's just how they act around children ((totally not because finnick has the urge to protect them LIKE HIS SITER OOPS))

OOC: AWWWWW LIKE THE EMPLOYEES ADORE PABLO’S SON, ESPECIALLY FORMER OLDER BROTHER FINNICK. BUT PABLO IS STILL LIKE “Hell naw don’t touch him I know what horrible things you do you fuckin play with dead corpses of former nightguards when you’re bored ain’t no way I’m letting you near him.”

A year in the life of... The Aftermath. (fix it fic)

Rory was awoken from a deep slumber by a frantic knocking sound at her door.. she looked over at her bedside table and the alarm clock telling her it was 4am, whoever this was was in for a very rude and frankly insulting awakening. she swung her legs down to the floor and padded sleepily to the door where the knocking fiend was.

Groggily she rubbed her eyes and pulled the door open ‘Logan?!’ she was very shocked to see the blonde was the culprit knocking on her door, ‘What are you doing here? I mean not that im not happy to see you but this is a huge surprise last time we talked it seemed kinda final and now you are standing here at 4am with no coffee or donuts to warrant the sleep interruption.. I think my feelings can be summed up by huh?’

Logan smiled slightly, sleepy Rory was always adorable, he ran his hands through his (already mussed up) hair, ‘Hi Ace. Mind if I come in? I umm have some big news and i wanted you to be the first to hear it.’ Rory took in Logans agitated ,but somehow still extremely handsome state, damn him, she moved aside he swept past her and stared at her, he seemed to be vibrating with energy he was burning a hole in Rory when he finally spoke

‘I’ve done it.’ Rory looked at Logan warily already feelimg the pull of the Huntzberger heir ‘Done what?’ Logan laughed, it sounded slighly manic but amazingly happy to Rorys ears. ‘I’ve left the bastard and his stupid company. Its done. I told him I was through with him, through with his fucking company and most importantly through with being his bitch.’

Rory sat down, shell shocked, 'WHAT?’ Logan laughed loudly 'I’m done Ace. It’s over I told him he could respect my decisions and let me have the life I want and deserve and be a goddamn dad for once in his sorry life or… he can walk away from me and I’ll walk away from him as his employee and as his son..’

Logan paused the emotion of the situation finally gettin to him ’ It won’t surprise you to hear he didnt choose me.’ Rory came out of the trance Logans words had put her in and pulled Logan into her arms, 'I’m so sorry Logan. I know hes never been that great of a dad but even I thought he was better than this… she held Logans face tenderly in her hands ’ YOU deserve better than this.’

Logan put his hands on top of Rorys. 'I know I do.. so do you. Thats sorta why I’m here…. He took a deep breath in gathering the courage to share everything hed kept inside for years.

'I’m sorry I’ve been such an ass, I thought if I never mentioned the proposal and the ultimatum we could just carry on like normal no strings.. but I dont want that, not with you, I want you just you, but if you cant give that to me I wont walk away this time.. I’m in. I swear I’m all in. I will stay in your life in whatever capacity you choose for me because… he paused eyes filling with emotion held in for 9 long years..

'I love you, Rory.. You Gimored me the moment we danced at Richard and Emilys wedding. That was the moment I knew we were something and when you kissed me I knew that you were it.. the one….. I love you Ace. I always have and I know now I always will and if you dont feel the same way then that ok because just being in your life is enough for me.’

Rory took a step back pure love filling her entire body at Logans declaration but anger soon followed 'What?! Are you serious? You have a fiancée Logan you cant just turn up at my house in the middle of the night and tell me you love me thats not fair! I mean of course I love you too I always have but life doesnt work out how we expect it to, sometimes life just flys up over you and does a gigantic crap on your head ’

Logan reached for Rory unable to hold in the amusement at her very Rory Gilmore rant 'A gigantic crap? is that Sylvia Plath or..?’ Rory glanced at Logan thoroughly not impressed 'What do you want me to say Logan? Sure lets try again maybe this time we won’t both totally suck at being adults!’

Logan smiled softly. ’ No I don’t want you to say that, not unless you mean it. Please understand me Rory when I say I am not here to give you an ultimatum. I know that was my mistake last time… Logan looked at Rory, total reverance in his eyes,

’ You are Rory Gilmore you dont need anyone certainly not a screw up like me you are completely amazing by yourself you astound me you make everything brighter. I just want a chance to be in your life in whatever way I can. I just needed you to know how I feel, how I’ve always felt. I owe you that. Plus I dont have a fiancée anymore. I’m done with that too, I mean that was a buisness deal and since I have no buisness anymore and I am no longer technically a Huntzberger I have no need for a sham of a marriage.’ Rory stared at Logan her face totally unreadable

'Don’t you think thats what you should have lead with?’ She had tears running down her face Logan couldn’t take it anymore he inched down to her height and softly kissed her lips cupping her face gently as if he was afraid she might shatter Rory brought her arms round his waist and held him tight as if any moment he might disappear and after what she was about to share she thought that was a real possiblity.

'Logan.. I have some news too, see I was getting this weird craving for apples and poptarts and coffee made me feel so sick and I kept crying at dog commercials I mean I always cry at dog commercials but like I was sobbing…. She stopped her tangent looking at Logans amused smirk and crinkled eyes she sealed it away in her mind to hold on to when a Logan shaped hole in her door was all that remained of the love of her life standing in front of her…

'OK deep breaths.. so anyway I went to see the doctor and he told me i was preg…’ she didnt get the words out before Logan lifted her up and swung her around then brought his mouth to hers for another sweet kiss… 'Logan!’ Rory tried again ’ Didnt you hear me im pregna…’ she was interrupted once again by Logan and his lips…

'Ok you need to let me get this out because this is going to change everything you just said to me you wont want to stick around when you realise i have a bun in the ov…. Logan kissed her again silencing her once more with his mouth.

'Ace!’ Dont you think me kissing you is a sign that im actually quite satisfied with this news no pro con list necessary?!’ Rory could feel the tears, this time they were happy ones.. the happiest she had ever cried, slowly sliding down her face. She allowed herself to hope that maybe this time things wouldn’t come crashing down maybe this time they would be happy,

'You mean you want this baby… our baby.’ Logan couldnt believe that after everything he had just said Rory still doubted his feelings for her he vowed if it took the rest of his life he would convince her he was there to stay..

'Rory there is nothing I want more than to be a good father to our baby and to be a family with you a proper family one like I never had and one that you deserve to have.’ With that he kissed her once more slowly and passionately as Rory began to try to lead Logan into her bedroom laughing as she kissed every visable bit of skin on his face and neck Logan pulled away slightly.. 'Rory I have a question… does Loreilei know about this?’ Rory nodded still a little preoccupied with Logan and now the buttons on his shirt. 'Ace a follow up question…. this time will you jump?’ Rory looked confused for a second before the words finally hit her and she smiled safe in the knowledge she was completely sure of this decision and had the perfect answer to a Logans question

'You jump I Jump Jack.’ and with that the happy couple shedded their clothing as they made their way to the bedroom giggling and smiling like thay hadnt in years They knew they had a lot to work through and a lot to discuss but hey.. marriage and a baby seemed like a great jumping off point.

thats all folks… its not great but its the best I could do… my gift is my fic and this ones for you Rogan/Sophie shippers! Sorry couldn’t resist… I’ll see myself out.

he comes home and finds you tucked in bed so he fast walks to your side of the bed and crawls over the blanket that is covering you and asks you “how was your day?” and youre like “what are you doing this is my side of the bed” jokingly but at the same time welcoming him to bed because you havent seen him all day right and then you go “do you wanna know one of the reasons why i still keep you in my life?” and then he just stares at you waiting for an answer so you go “all everyones asked me is "have you done this have you done that were you able to do this were you able to do that” but youre one of the few people who actually cares about my well being and asks me how my day was or how am i doing and thats just a really nice feeling sometimes ya know???“ and so he shakes his head that is resting on your neck and go "awe baby” and pausing before saying “imma go shower first but after that im gonna hug the fuck out of you until you get sick of my hugs” and so you instinctively go “guess youre gonna have to hug me forever then or at least until tomorrow morning” and then he goes “love you be right back” and kisses your cheek before leaving for the shower but even in the shower hes entertaining and singing songs and replacing lyrics with words “her” with your name and its cute awe

The best way I have found to get over someone:
Is to always remember most people (unless they’re immediate family) are temporary in life. They temporarily come into your life to provide you with good times and sometimes not so good times. They peal back a layer of yourself and that may feel raw and painful but you find out more about yourself and other people, for instance what you want to find in someone or what kind of friends you need in your life.
And then they leave, they have an impact but they were never meant to be forever they just came into your life to make you realise more about yourself.
Thats how I get over someone because if you know they’re temporary their absence can’t hurt you.
So let them go, and learn from the lessons they taught you.
—  homeistheocean: Words I sent to Indie
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“What the hell are you doing?” I whisper.

“I can’t do this anymore,” he starts, swallowing a breath heavily. “I need you in my life, Katniss. I’ve been going crazy since I left and I think it has everything to do with you. Thats why I act like a prick because you just drive me fucking insane in every way and I love it, Katniss. I love you so much that sometimes I don’t know how to handle it.”

He’s brought his hands up to my cheeks by this point, is holding them in his strong hands and bringing his forehead down to touch mine.

“I’m sorry for ruining the other night,” he whispers, and his eyes flutter closed. “That meant more to me - I can’t explain it. And when I read those messages, I felt like I was actually going to die.”

“Well, I don’t want that,” I whisper back and his eyes open with a playful expression before he releases a small chuckle.

“You didn’t let me explain. You never let me explain,” I say after a minute and his lips fall a little with a knowing nod.

“I’m sorry,” he says again and the genuineness I hear there is enough to help me breathe again.

“I should have told, so you didn’t find out that way,” I admit, though I’m not sure if I’m talking about the kiss or the texts. Referring to the latter, I add: “It just didn’t seem important, until last weekend. I didn’t think I ever stood a chance, until then.”

He leans in and presses his lips against mine, blowing warm breath through his nose over mine and curling his hands around my middle. I don’t pull away until a languid moment has passed.

“So, what does this mean?” He finally asks the question that’s been hanging in the air between us.

“I don’t know,” I say, twisting the drawstring that hangs off his sweatshirt before looking up at him through my eyelashes. “What does it mean?”

He swallows, unhooking his arms from mine before taking my hands into his and nervously lowering himself down onto one knee. My eyes widen as I glance around in the darkness and he clears his throat.

“Peeta…”

“Katniss,” he says, ignoring the urgency in my tone. “Would you do me the honor of going on a date with me?”

I breathe out a sigh of relief, my shoulders hunching forward as I clasp my heart and he burst into hysterical laughter.

“You idiot,” I chuckle, smacking his chest as he rises to his feet.

“What? The idea of marrying me again scares you that bad?”

“Shitless,” I tease and he gives me a coy smile, poking my side before pulling me into his arms. He rests his chin against my shoulder, tracing idle patterns on my back.

“So, is that a yes to the date, though?”

“Yeah,” I smile. “Guess it is.”

C'est La Vie ~ Amelia_Day (toastbabies)

“I simply love this family. How can anyone not love this family? I’ve never thought I would love fan fiction that much. But here I’m. I can fangirl over this for hours.” - loving-mellark

anonymous asked:

'Anna what do you know about true love?' that quote breaks my heart. Because when paired with Olaf's "love is putting someone else's needs before your own." Elsa truly loved Anna, she isolated herself because she thought it was protecting her. Anna- in the end- risked her life for Elsa, and I think that's when she realized the true meaning of love. I just think about that sometimes and I cry.

Don’t worry we can cry about it together! Elsa’s face when Anna says “More than you! All you know is how to shut people out!” kills me too. I mean just look at it:

Because everything Elsa has done her entire life was to keep Anna safe, and it killed her that she couldn’t tell Anna that.