because we all know who's really driving


I came across these amazing prompts the other day and I immediately thought of how helpful all of these concepts have been along my journey, getting where I am now and where I’m going, and the overall mindset I’ve been in along the way.
Guys and gals, this is powerful stuff to ponder. To journal. To make goals. To reflect. To take ownership. Be accountable. To find that will power, that determination to reach your full potential.
So often we find ourselves “wanting”. Wanting to lose weight, wanting to be fit, wanting that six pack, to fit into that outfit, to feel good, to have more energy…
guys and gals, it starts in your head. It starts with knowing who you really are and loving that person enough to let that person shine through all the garbage we deal with in the world on a daily basis, to put your best out there with confidence knowing that you can and will still be standing with all your awareness, not letting the world take your courage and strength and unique amazing qualities away from you.
Because those qualities are what will drive you. It’s different for everyone. Beyond looking good, and feeling good about the person you see on the outside. It’s about finding yourself, and loving who you are on the inside. Taking pride of that person, taking care of that person.
And when you do, that positive energy will raise from you to others and spread like crazy.
I strongly encourage you to look inside yourself and find that thing that gives you energy and joy and determination.
And then go kick some booty and rock life.
You got this. As always, I’m here to be a friend and a cheerleader whenever you need. Stay awesome! 😘


Originally posted by always-klaus-forever-kol

Pairing: Sweet Pea x Reader

Requested: Nope

Summary: The Serpents enlist your help with the drag race and a certain one takes a liking to you.

GIF Not Mine

“Are you insane!” Sweet Pea exclaimed throwing his hands in the air. Jughead just told him, Toni, and Fangs about the race he had set up with the Ghoulies and what the stakes were. “You can’t just go around and put Serpent territory on the line without talking with us first!”

“Pea.” Toni warned.

“What!? He can’t. You know what happens when he loses-.”

“If I lose.” Jughead interrupted causing Sweet Pea to glare at him before carrying on.

“When he loses.” He emphasised on when. “We lose everything. The school, the trailer park, the Whyte Wyrm. We become the Ghoulies bitches.”

“That’s not gonna happen, Pea.” Toni tried to assure him.

“Are you telling me you have that much faith in him you are willing to risk everything we have.” Toni opened her mouth to say something but shut because she knew he was right. As much as she liked the leaders son she didn’t have that much faith in his driving abilities. To win they would need to the best of the best.

“What if Jughead doesn’t have to race.” Fangs spoke up.

“What do you mean?” Sweet Pea asked.

“I overheard FP talking about someone who goes by the name of Crimson one night. Apparently they are a crazy good driver. So good that at races they would place bets on them and make money.” He told the group.

Toni looked at Sweet Pea and shrugged. “It’s worth a shot.”


Everyone was here, from Ghoulies to Serpents. Even some Northsiders came. Everyone but the one person they need to win. “They said they would be here.” Toni said to an obvious worried Sweet Pea who was pacing. He was about to say something back when a grumble of an engine could be heard. All heads turned to a red car pulling up and parking on the starting line next to the Ghoulies hurst. The windows were tinted so no one could see who was driving. “That must be them.” Toni muttered to Sweet Pea and Fangs. Malachai, the Ghoulies leader, stalked over to where Jughead was leaning on his bike alongside Toni, Sweet Pea, and Fangs.

“You’re supposed to be driving. Not them.” He gestured to your car. “That was the deal.”

“No, the deal was the Serpents challenge the Ghoulies to a race. There was nothing said about Jughead here racing. Now, if you want you don’t have to race them but that would mean you forfeit and we would win automatically or you could race them and try and beat them.” Sweet Pea taunted.

“Fine.” Malachai scoffed before walking back to his car getting ready for the race.

Engines revved as everyone scurried to take their positions. You gripped the steering wheel tight and took a deep breath. Even though you have done these races thousands of times before this is the first one that truly has something on the line that means something to you so of course you were nervous for this one. Cheryl took her place at the starting line raising her red scarf before dropping it signalling the race has started.

Once the scarf dropped you were off, speeding down the road neck and neck with the hurst. It went like that for the majority of the road, them purposely crashing into you now and then which you returned. The bridge was coming up and you knew only one of you would fit through and if it wasn’t you you’d lose the race.

Back at the start all of the Serpents were anxiously waiting for your familiar red car to appear across the horizon. The cars could be heard before they were seen. No one could tell who it was coming down the road first. All that could be seen was a red blur that could be either car. The blur of red separated to the two cars who still appear to be neck and neck. This was it. This is when you use your secret back up. You pressed a button making your car go faster and ultimately edging yourself in front of the hurst as you crossed the finishing line. The crowd of Serpents erupted into cheers as you did whilst the Ghoulies groaned. You skidded to a stop as the hurst just carried on driving and leaving the makeshift race course, the rest of the Ghoulies following suit, not wanting to be around the Serpents rubbing it in their face that they won. You put your car in break and stepped out of the car. Sweet Pea and the others looked over to you, their eyes widened not expecting the infamous Crimson to be a girl.

You walked over and stood in front of the group, your hands stuffed in your pocket. “I just came to say that normally I require cash payment but for today consider this a favour that requires nothing in return. You’re not the only ones who don’t want the Ghoulies to run the South Side.” You told them before turning to walk back to your car. Toni excitedly hugged Fangs as they weren’t losing their territory but Sweet Pea couldn’t take his eyes off you as you walked back to your car, your hips swaying as you did. He quietly excused himself and jogged after you.

“Hey.” Sweet Pea called after you. You stopped and turned to him leaning against the car door. “I just wanted to say thank you for driving for us today and for winning.”

“It’s no problem. Like I said I don’t want the Ghoulies taking over.” You shrugged as if it wasn’t a big deal. “Besides if I didn’t race for you, you would have lost.”

“Hey, now wait a minute…” He started to defend himself but stopped when he saw you look at him knowingly. “Okay, yeah we would have lost. I mean have you seen Jughead? No offence to the guy but I really don’t think he knows how race with a car or a motorbike for that matter.”

“Or any of you Serpents.” You added. “Look, you guys are great and all but all you do is ride bikes so you can’t blame me for thinking that you guys can’t race with cars. How do you think I started working for the Serpents? It’s because they needed someone who could drive a car fast.”

“I’ll give you that.” Sweet Pea laughed. “How about this, you teach me how to drive.”

“Hm, I think something could be arranged.” You said pretending to think about it. You held your hand out so he could give you his phone, raising your eyebrows expectantly.

“Oh, right.” He said fumbling for his phone before handing it to you when he realised what you were after. Your fingers danced across the screen as you inputted your number into a new contact and taking a photo for the contact. You handed his phone back and opened your car door getting ready to get in.

“See you around…”

“Sweet Pea.” He told you his name.

“Sweet Pea.” You said, testing how his name sounded coming out of your mouth and smiled once you were satisfied with it.

“See you around… Crimson.” He returned as he looked down at the new contact in his phone smiling to himself.

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Tantalizing: 08

Originally posted by jikookfantasy

Tantalizing: 01 02 03 04 05 06 07 08
Ship: Jungkook | Reader
Description: Back in high school, you were nothing more than a nerd Jungkook wanted to deflower, to get a good fuck from. When he sees you at the club, though, things have changed drastically, and his dominance starts to teeter on the edge.
Warning: No Smut, Slight Angst
Word Count: 5,281
A/N: This is my last chapter from the series, and though it doesn’t have smut and it might not satisfy all readers, I do hope you enjoyed and continue to stick around after this fic to see the others I have in store. This was my first actual series/fic to write and start here on Tumblr, and I’m glad I had such great support for it!

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Wrong Place Wrong Time (17)

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Part 17 of an ongoing series, enjoy :)
A fanfic for a more Mature audience due to violence and language. Read at your own risk :)

Themes=😖,🌟,💣,🎭. (☠️- Harm towards characters, Strong language and Adult themes.)

Summary: You end up in the wrong place at the wrong time and it has negative repercussions. Main characters include: Reader and EXO.

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3 Part 4  Part 5 Part 6  Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16  Part 18  Part 19  Part 20  Part 21  Part 22  Part 23  Part 24  Part 25  Part 26  Part 27  Part 28  Part 29  Part 30  Part 31  Part 32  Part 33  Part 34 Part 35 (Final)  

Word Count: 3,951 

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You had heard two bangs followed by two cries, startling you. Yixing and Chanyeol were on the ground, blood pouring from their thighs. You panicked, ripping Chanyeol’s T-shirt off of his body and exposing his chest. You tore the shirt into two and wrapped the material around each of their wounds in an attempt to stop the bleeding. You needed help and fast, if someone didn’t find you soon they would most certainly bleed to death. Your mind was racing and your heart was banging in your chest, you felt as though you were having some type respiratory malfunction as breathing was proving to be almost impossible. Jongin stood at the other end of the section, beside a crate; you were crouched down on the floor next to an Injured Yixing and an Injured Chanyeol. All you could focus on was the gun that was spinning in Jongin’s hand. You’d all be dead in a matter of moments; you had no arms to protect yourself. How didn’t anybody realise who the mole was; the traitor in your squadron all along.

He was leaking information all this time.

He was the Tell-Tale.

It was Jongin.

You stared up at him, eyes widening in fear, he had his gun pointed straight at you. You had allowed yourself to believe that Jongin was a lovely and warm man who cared for you and had feelings for you, contrary to Yixing’s warnings, but boy were you wrong. You stared directly into his eyes and took a breath. What seemed to be the longest breath that you had ever taken in your life, and held it, you weren’t sure you were ready to die but at this point in time the power was not in your hands. Jongin smirked at you lowering his gun and removing a can of red spray paint from his holster, painting two red crosses on Chanyeol’s chest, he threw the can towards you and ran behind the crate disappearing altogether. You blinked hard, you were still alive. You let out the breath you were holding and began to cry hysterically, the shock of it all hitting you at once.

“Y/N, find help. Please.” Chanyeol groaned, you noticed they were both pale now, their trousers and the ripped shirt material soaked with their blood. You nodded vigorously and stood up in search for one of the others.

“Suho! Xiumin! Someone help me! Please!”

With two men down you had to fall back, there weren’t enough of you to win this battle. You sat in the van crying manically. The thought that you would never see Yixing again after you guys ended on a bad note, or never see Chanyeol again. Your best friend.

“Y/N you’re going to need to calm down.” Kyungsoo said, staring at you.

“Don’t fucking tell me to calm down!” You screamed, spraying saliva across the van. You were in a frenzied state and couldn’t calm yourself down. “We need to get them to a hospital.” You panicked, your eyes darting between Yixing and Chanyeol who were slowly beginning to look like corpses, their lives literally draining before your eyes.

“We can’t do that Y/N, have you forgotten who we are?” Minseok was rubbing your back. All you wanted to do was hold his hand right now, but you were too shaken to even successfully do that.

“No we can’t but I know who we can bring home. My brother.” Kyungsoo said, looking gravely at the two dying men lying on the floor at the back of the van.
“He’s a surgeon; he works in the hospital that Chanyeol’s dad used to work in before Genesis, we’ll have to make a detour.”

“But he doesn’t know who we are Soo, are you sure this is a good idea.” Sehun sat forward looking from Kyungsoo to Chanyeol and Yixing.

“No, but it’s our only option, Baekhyun can’t deal with this is alone, by the time he’s done with one of them the other will be dead.” He gave his family address to Junmyeon who was in the driver seat.

“Are you sure Kyungsoo?” Junmyeon asked looking at him through the rear view mirror.

“No. But we don’t have a choice.” He sighed, looking at the two corpse-like bodies. Junmyeon nodded swerving the van, knocking over a trash can. You kept your hands compressed on Yixing’s and Chanyeol’s thighs, trying anything you could to keep them alive, neither of them were moving now and it was scaring you beyond belief.

“Oh God! Please don’t die on me!” You began crying again, Minseok was rubbing his hand on your shoulder.

“This is all your fault.” Kyungsoo hissed, tears in his eyes, pointing at Minseok. “You had us ambushed didn’t you?! Tell me why I shouldn’t shoot a bullet through your brain right now. After everything we’ve all been through together.”

Minseok looked up at Kyungsoo, his face was expressionless.

“If you really think this was my doing then you’re really crazy.”

Sehun shifted in his seat, looking around the van “Minseok I don’t understand why, I thought I knew you better than this.”

“I thought you knew me better than this too.” Minseok frowned at Sehun.

You had enough of the bickering and arguing now, your best friend was dying and all they could do was pick a fight with the wrong person.

“It wasn’t fucking Minseok!” You screamed, shooting Sehun with a fierce look. “You’re all out here blaming the wrong person, meanwhile you’ve failed to realise that one of us is missing.”

They all frowned, Suho still speeding down dark streets, breaking every single road law out there.
Spinning his head around Sehun gasped in realisation. “Shit guys, we left Jongin behind! Fuck, we have to go back for him.”

“We can’t now; these two are almost dead we need to get to Kyungsoo’s brother.” Minseok said helping you to add more pressure to the gunshot wounds.

“No we’re not going back for Jongin; he can stay there and die. He deserves to waste away in a fucking crate full of Jay Lee’s toxic substances. Do you want to know why? Jongin did this. Jongin was the one who shot them. You see that?” You pointed to the two red crosses on Chanyeol’s chest. “’Kai’ did that. He’s the fucking Tell-Tale.” You screamed, your lungs felt as though they were going to burst, you felt your shoulders violently shaking again, but tried your hardest not to break down, this wasn’t the right time.
“Please Chanyeol, you have to make this. Please.” You whispered. “Yixing you too.”

The van was quiet; you were assuming everyone was taking a moment to process what you had just said. You were still in shock yourself, you couldn’t get the image of Jongin out of your head, you thought he was going to kill the man that was holding the gun up at you, but no, you were so wrong, instead he gave him a quick discrete nod, the man ran away from your section leaving you momentarily dazed, but before you had a chance to process what had just happened, Jongin was shooting both Yixing and Chanyeol, but why didn’t he shoot you too, you were obviously going to go back and tell the others what you had discovered.

“What… What did you just say?” Minseok’s breath was shaky looking at you through disbelieving eyes, waiting for you to say that you were only joking, but unfortunately you weren’t.

“Jongin was the mole all along. It explains how the letter got in the house; he probably just dropped it on the floor when nobody was watching. He probably planted the red spray paint in your cupboard too and planned the whole sugar incident.”

“No, it doesn’t make sense, how could he have planned all of this stuff we never let him out of our sight. Did he have an accomplice?” Minseok shook his head.

“I don’t know, but I remember him telling me that every midnight he’d go for a jog or something to get the stress out of his system, I guess that’s when he did whatever he had to do.” You shook your head, how had you been so easily fooled.

“Why didn’t you tell us?”

“I didn’t know he was a fucking traitor Minseok, this isn’t my fault! You’re only saying this because you’re blinded by hindsight bias. How was I to know that that would be relevant information at the time? Besides I’m sure there are other places that people visit that they’d like to keep secrets from anyone else, so I didn’t say anything due to privacy.” You gave him a knowing look; you knew where he went now so he couldn’t really say anything. He lowered his head. “Look can we discuss this later and just get to Kyungsoo’s house please!” Junmyeon nodded; driving faster now then he had been before.

You were all waiting impatiently for Kyungsoo who was standing at his front door, there were lights on so somebody was home, they were taking forever to answer, it seemed like forever, every second was crucial for you. Slowly the door opened up revealing a short woman. She was middle aged but looked withered, her hair had many grey strands in it and she had bags under her eyes. You all pressed your foreheads against the van windows listening intently to what was going on outside.

“Mama…”Kyungsoo breathed, almost inaudibly if you weren’t mistaken you were sure you could hear Kyungsoo’s voice catch in his throat, as if he was about to cry.

“Oh my God…Oh my God! Kyungsoo it’s you, Oh my God!” Tears were spilling down her face, as she pulled him into a hug. “My baby! I didn’t know whether you were alive. Kyungsoo where have you been, please just come back home. I can’t sleep knowing you’re not safe, it’s been 6 years, don’t you think you’ve tortured us enough.”

“Mama I’m sorry…But I don’t have time I need to see Babu, where is he?”

“Babu?” You whispered knitting your brows together.

“Yes. His brother. It’s not his real name though; it’s just a family pet name.” Junmyeon answered, pressing his header closer to the window and putting a finger up to his lips.

“Come inside my baby, it’s cold out here.” His mother said grabbing his arm and pulling him closer to the door, but he slipped it out of her grip just as quickly.

“Mama…I don’t have time, I need Babu, where is he?” He cleared his throat, but his voice was little and you could still sense he was trying to refrain from crying.

“Why what’s happening, have you gotten yourself into trouble? Kyungsoo, what’s happening with you? Ever since your father died you –”

“Babu!” Kyungsoo called from outside of the house, cutting off his mother completely.

“Shh, Or you’ll wake Rina.”


“Your niece Kyungsoo, you have a niece.” His mother’s eyes wondered up and down his body. She must have been terrified he looked a mess, scratches on his body, he looked rough and there were scraps of blood here and there. Suddenly a taller man appeared in the door frame; he was wearing a suit and looked well groomed.

“Mama, what’s all this noise? Have you not seen the time? Rina is…” He broke off when he realised Kyungsoo standing in front of him. His eyes widened in shock and then a frown descended upon his face.

“Wow, well would you take a look at what the Cat dragged in.”He crossed his hands over his chest letting out a deep grunt. “So you’ve decided to finally come home after six years of God knows what. Drugs I presume? Did you get bored Soo? You’re not welcome here, do you know how much shit you’ve put this family through.”

“Babu, stop it,he’s back now that’s all that matters.” Kyungsoo’s mother put her hand over his brother’s shoulder, but he shrugged it off violently.

“No Mama! He’s put us through so much, all those sleepness nights, all that worrying! And he rocks up here after six years. We had to grieve two losses. Dad’s and Kyungsoo’s and now he thinks it’s okay to just rock up here like nothing ever happened. What do you want money? Are you in trouble? Because we’re not going to fucking help you out Kyungsoo! You’re dead to this fucking family, do you understand me!?”

His mum began crying uncontrollably, hanging onto Kyungsoo’s arm. “Babu don’t say that. Don’t say that to my little boy. He’ll always be your brother. Your father would hate this.”

“He means nothing to me. Honestly you and dad should never have gone through the trouble of having another. I don’t know where you suddenly resurfaced from Kyungsoo, but you better crawl back under that rock, you’re not welcome at this house. You’ll never see Rina, you’re not worthy of being an uncle to her, you won’t even exist in her world.”

Kyungsoo stood there silently for a moment, his back was facing you so you couldn’t tell if he was crying or not.

“They’re taking too long!” You hissed. “Chanyeol and Yixing will die!” Things needed to be sped up.

“Babu I need your help…” Kyungsoo breathed

“I told you I’m not fucking helping you Kyungsoo. And don’t you ever call me Babu again, you lost your right to say that six years ago.”

That’s it, you thought to yourself, this was taking too long you had to do something to speed this up otherwise Chanyeol and Yixing definitely wouldn’t stand a chance. You stood up from your seat taking your trousers off, causing the others to gasp in surprise.
“Give me your jacket!” You motioned towards Sehun with your hand.

“What? Why?”

“Just give it to me!” You hissed. He took it off throwing it towards you. You wrapped it into a ball and tucked it under the jacket you were wearing and wiped the blood that was on your hands in between your legs and on your thighs.

“What the fuck are you doing?” Junmyeon whispered in shock, you could just about hear him.

“I’m currently in the process of saving Chanyeol and Yixing. Thank me later!” You hissed, jumping down from the van. You were about to put on as good a performance as you did at the Hotel launch, or better. You limped towards where Kyungsoo was stood with his estranged family, clutching on to your puffed out stomach. It didn’t take much for you to cry, just thinking of Chanyeol and Yixing set you off.

“Babe, you said you were getting some help.” You cried powerlessly, holding onto Kyungsoo’s arm with your free hand. “I don’t know how much more I can wait, I don’t know if the baby will survive. Kyungsoo do something.” You cried against his shoulder feigning physical and emotional agony. Kyungsoo stood there motionless and dazed for a second or two, but then pulled himself together when he realised you were trying to speed up the situation.

“Kyungsoo…wh-who is this?” His mother stuttered, looking you up and down in complete and utter shock.

“It’s my fiancée, we were in a car accident and the impact…the baby. Babu I didn’t know what to do, I panicked and came here first please help us.” Kyungsoo placed a hand over your stomach looking up helplessly at his older brother. His brother’s eyes widened with horror now looking down at the blood on your legs. He nodded quickly stepping aside from the door.

“Come inside quickly!”

“No.” You said more abruptly than intended. “I’d feel more comfortable in the van.” You began to limp over back to the van parked on the roadside.

“Quickly Babu! Please!” Kyungsoo called to his brother as he ran into the car behind you.

Seconds later Kyungsoo’s brother was in the van. Junmyeon locked all the doors and sped off back to the house. You removed the scrunched up jacket from under yours and threw it back to Sehun, taking your place next to Minseok again and helping to apply pressure to Yixing and Chanyeol’s bullet wounds.

“What the fuck is this?! What the fuck is going on?!” Kyungsoo’s brother shouted looking around the van frantically, realising you were simulating your pregnancy.

“Babu we need your help, please!” tears were falling from Kyungsoo’s eyes now, he was staring intensely at his brother.

“No Kyungsoo! What you need is God! What is going on here.” He looked around again. “Do Kyungsoo, what the fuck have you gotten yourself into.” His brother said losing his breath at the sight before him.

“I can’t tell you Babu. It’s better for everyone if you don’t know. But we need your help. We can’t take them to a hospital.” He pointed down at Chanyeol and Yixing. “But they’re dying so please Babu.”

“For Christ’s sake Kyungsoo, what have you done? What is go—Oh my God!” His eyes were wider now than they had been before, looking closer at the two injured men. “Is that?…”

“Mr Park’s son. Yes.” 

Kyungsoo’s brother gulped at the sight of his ex-colleagues son dying before him on the floor. “So please Babu you have to help, not for me but for Chanyeol. For Mr. Park.”


All of you were sitting patiently in the board waiting and waiting. Kyungsoo’s brother and Baekhyun had been at it for hours and you found in those hours, your tears didn’t cease to spill down your cheeks. You didn’t know what you were shaken at more; Jongin, or the fact that the other two may not make it. Junmyeon had told Jongdae about Jongin, but you didn’t say any more because you were in no frame of mind to speak. You were breathing heavily, your chest heaving up and down at an irregular pace, anger rising in your body. You were so mad that you hadn’t recognised you were grunting whilst breathing.

“Y/N. Calm down, you need to calm down.” Minseok put his arm on your shoulder, but you pushed it off immediately.

“Calm down? How can I calm down? Minseok I’m so angry, I’m so fucking angry. That stupid bastard Jongin!” You stood up pushing your chair backwards and running out of the board. You found yourself inside Jongin’s room, anger had consumed you whole. You were livid, absolutely fuming. You found yourself trashing his room, pulling his bed sheets off the bed, ripping clothes out of his wardrobe and kicking the wardrobe down. Crashing the desk onto the floor. You never knew it was possible to loathe someone as much as you did now, but it was hitting you like a tonne of bricks. You tugged at your hair letting out a spine chilling scream. This was too much for you, you couldn’t deal with this. It was too much. You began clawing at Jongin’s pillows, feathers flying about everywhere.
The sun was rising now, they had been operating for so long, there was no way they’d make it. You began clawing at Jongin’s walls, the stupid bastard. He had this all planned out, he buttered you up so you would never suspect it was him. The tips of your fingers were bleeding now, but you couldn’t stop yourself. Jongin had pushed you over the edge, you had turned into a mad woman.

“Y/N stop! Stop it!” You were being dragged back away from the wall by Minseok. “They’re done Y/N, they’re going to be okay.”

Suddenly you lost all sensation in your legs and fell to the floor, a wave of emotions taking over you, You were crying uncontrollably, they were going to be okay. They were going to live. You were gasping for air between your loud sobs. Minseok crouched down beside you, using his sleeve to wipe tears away from your eyes.
“I don’t know what’s gotten into me, being all caring lately. This is not good for my image.” He sighed. “But Y/N they’re going to be okay, so you need to relax now okay.” He pulled you into a hug and began rubbing your back. “Let’s go and see them okay. They won’t be awake, but it’s enough to know they’re alive, hmm?” You nodded your head allowing Minseok to drag you to the Op room in the basement.

“Thank you so much Babu” Kyungsoo breathed, his eyes were red. He walked up to his brother to embrace him in a hug, but he was met with a hard shove, falling backwards into Jongdae.

“Get the fuck away from me…” His brother breathed backing away from the everyone, closer to the metal door. “I don’t know who the fuck you all are, but this is sick. Somebody take me home, now.”
Kyungsoo looked so defeated; his eyes looked lifeless, even more so than on the day that Jongdae was injured.

“Babu, you can’t tell anyone about this.”

“Why the fuck not. This is an underground operation, you’re all scum you deserve to be rotting away in a cell. And here I was thinking it was just drugs. If only.” He scoffed disbelievingly at Kyungsoo. “You always were the worse child. The authorities deserve to know about this.”

“I hate to do this, but we know where you live. You, your mum. Rina.” Minseok raised an eyebrow. Here he was, the cold-hearted man you had first been introduced to, making a quick reappearance, and it was scary how quickly Minseok could change.

“Are you trying to threaten me?” Kyungsoo’s brother asked, frowning at Minseok.

“I don’t know. Would you like to take a chance and find out?” Minseok answered him rhetorically, putting him in his place. Kyungsoo’s brother silently shook his head, allowing himself to be escorted out of the room by Sehun. After you were sure he was away from earshot, Junmyeon finally began to release his pent-up anger.

“Jongin! That fucking bastard, after we took him in. We were a family! And he was working for them all along! He tried to fucking kill my boys, to get rid of them! Is he fucking crazy, I’ll fucking kill him with my own two hands!” Junmyeon shouted, his face red and consumed with rage, his body was shaking and his breathing was heavy. Baekhyun rubbed his back trying to calm him down but it wasn’t helping.

You frowned looking at Chanyeol and Yixing on the bed again, and only just really began to notice that Jongin had shot them in the thigh. You shook your head. “No…” You whispered.

“No what!?” Junmyeon screamed at you “Are you fucking defending that traitor you bitch!”

“No.” You shook your head again “Look.” You said pointing at Chanyeol’s and Yixing’s thighs.

“Yes I am fully fucking aware that he tried shooting them dead!” He stormed over to your direction, but Kyungsoo pulled him back.

“Are you crazy Y/N? Are you intentionally trying to piss him off?” Kyungsoo spat at you, trying to pull Junmyeon away to the opposite side of the room from you.

“No!” You squeezed your eyes shut tight, desperate for someone to just listen to you. “Look, he shot their thighs!”

“Yes we know that Y/N” Baekhyun said starting to get irritated himself. But then Minseok turned to you and nodded slowly.
“Oh.” He said pointing at their thighs “You’re right.”

“What!?” Baekhyun half-shouted “You’re confusing me, I don’t understand.”

“There’s something more to this. Don’t you see?” You continued, but only received blank stares from the other men. You sighed, rolling your eyes. “This is Jongin we’re talking about.” You walked up to Chanyeol placing your hand softly next to the gunshot wound on his thigh. “When we were on the way to pick up Kyungsoo’s brother I was wondering to myself why Jongin didn’t shoot me too. Why did he just leave me there when I was obviously going to come back and tell you guys everything that happened. But what bugs me the most is the fact that Jongin was out to kill them, but unfortunately for him he only managed to shoot their thighs, then it dawned on me suddenly.” You looked up to face Baekhyun.

“Jongin never misses.”

we’re all to blame ; 13 reasons why

fandom ; 13 reasons why 

summary/request ; guilt. it eats you up alive, until you just can’t take it.

word count ; 906

character count ; 4,886

estimated reading time ; 3 minutes, 17 seconds

warnings ;  mentions of suicide, reader has a massive freak out.

author’s note ; i’m aware that in my rules post i said i wouldn’t write about these things but it’s what happened in the show. this wasn’t requested, it was just a dream i had a few nights ago and i hope you guys enjoy it, please give me feedback.

Y/N didn’t have a tape, but she felt like she should. She didn’t hurt Hannah like Justin Foley did, or Jessica Davis, or Alex Standall. And she didn’t destroy her like Bryce Walker did. But she didn’t feel innocent either, and she couldn’t understand how everyone could just walk around acting like they did nothing wrong. 

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Kino fancafe update - 😭

My beloved Universe, you were really surprised, right?
I’m sorry for making you worry. And because I really don’t want you to worry about me, I came here to talk to you directly. 
I got back from the hospital safely, and like I told everyone at the fansign, I’m really okay. 
Honestly, seeing Universe earlier was like magic and I felt like I could throw away the pain. Even though I wanted to grab a pen and sign, and come back with an even cooler stage tomorrow, the sooner I go to the hospital then the sooner I get better but I won’t sleep tonight because I couldn’t do anything at the fansign for all those who came to see me. 😭
Also, don’t cry. I know it’s really upsetting. I’m sorry. 
Tomorrow the SImply Kpop recording will go on like normal, so stop worrying now, and relax.
One again I want to say sorry for worrying you about this, I love you my Universe. 
It’s raining today so be careful when driving, and sleep well. Have beautiful dreams 💜

Malec Fic Recs

So…Ive been meaning to do this for a while so here goes..Im trying to concentrate on fics I’ve found that have smaller hit rates because quite frankly there are some amazing stories out there by super talent writers that you really, really should give a shot… but realistically there’ll be some more well known ones as well because I’m weak

Anyway enough blithering on here goes…

Permanent Resident - Bumblebeesknees (rating E)  15015 words Complete

Full disclosure I’m a massive mythology geek so this is right up my street. This mythology AU features Magnus/Hades, Alec/Persephone, Jace/Hermes and Maryse/Demeter amongst many others.

It’s a funny and sweet take on a traditional myth and is a joy to read…I guarantee it’ll make you smile :-)

Devotion - JezTheMadFicster (rating T) 3707words Complete  @jezthemadficster

This little fic is simply adorable and a must read. Lecturer Magnus AU and the language of flowers and it’s lovely…truly. Jez is such a talented writer as I hope a lot of you already have discovered but this little gem is perfect in every way.

(Also if you haven’t read Jez’s WIP I Won’t Let You Fall read it cos it’s awesome)

It’s a Kind of Magic - Thealmostrhetoricalquestion (rating G) WIP chapters 3/?


What can I say about this fic…it’s a delight. Featuring Magical Magnus and Human Alec and a very magical flat. It’s sweet and funny and beautifully observed. If you want a fic to brighten your day and make you laugh this is the one for you…

Hour Of Separation - blj2007 (rating T) 5048 Words Complete 


Want some BAMFAlec and BAMFMagnus…well this one’s for you. I literally couldn’t not include it because not only is Britt a wonderful writer but she’s also an all round lovely human being. Seriously this is so good…do check out her other works, I promise you’ll be glad you did…

Sympathy for the Prince - Ketz  (rating M) 31,867 words Complete


Lucifer meets Malec..sign me up…Let’s face it everything Ketz writes is amazing and this is no exception. It’s funny and sweet with a detective background. 

Oh and do read some of Ketz’s other fics as well - you won’t regret it.

Count to Ten and Breathe - StarWitness42 (rating G463 words Complete


Ok so this little drabble post 2x12 is seriously angsty but it’s just so good…it may break your heart but trust me it’s worth it.

Cheer yourself up by reading StarWitness’ multi chapter fic Holding the stick immediately afterwards…honestly so good..

Lead The Way - clockworkswan (rating T) 28806 words complete


Doctor who/Malec fusion and its lovely…truly. Let’s be honest we all know that anything this writer produces is pure gold and this is no exception…I thoroughly recommend binging the rest of this writer’s works too..

Driving Him Insane - LadyMatt (rating M) 1504 words Complete @ladymatt

A perfect little smuttastic drabble by the lovely M. I had to include this because a) its really good and b) LadyMatt is such a great person and doesn’t realise how good a writer she is as well as being an awesome Beta to boot.

ok so that’s it for now… honestly i could go on for days because there are so many talented writers in this fandom I can’t even…. I’ve tried to include the less well known fics here (I’ve cheated a little with some very popular talented writers so there’s that) and there are so many awesome stories that I adore so I will almost certainly rec more soon…If anyone has any recs feel free to tell me - as an avid reader Im desperate for more…

Oh and don’t forget if you like any of these fics don’t forget to comment…you’ll make a writers day - and happy writers tend to write more so it’s win win :-)

BTS reaction to their S/O being asexual

requested by anon

Dear followers, as you can see, we have decided against doing a classic reaction to this, but instead write an address. All we ask of you right now is to keep reading, because we really want to do this right. So please lend us a second of your time, so we can explain ourselves.

So, we, as a team, decided not to do this request and here are the reasons why:

While both of us, Admin Krümmel and Admin Moon, are very passionate about queer rights and representation, we both feel like we cannot do this reaction justice. We both feel like writing this would not make people very happy, and that’s the opposite of what we want to do with our writing. We work very hard to do the best reactions and stories we can, but we feel like there is no right way to do this.

You see, it is easy to write a reaction to something trivial like getting ice cream, or something similar, because it is more open for interpretation. And even if you feel like a certain member would react differently, the way they eat their ice cream won’t hurt you or make you feel bad. 

When it comes to sexuality and gender it gets both harder and easier. Easier because it is simply basic human decency to accept a person for who they are, so it is easy for us to write those reactions, because even if the way they react isn’t exactly how you imagined, it is easy to do the group of people you are adressing justice. We don’t have to write anything that might hurt queer people because we can assume that every member of Bangtan is decent enough to react in a positive way, even though it is a more sensitive topic for people.

But in this case it is harder for us, because we are assuming the SO in the request and the member are already in a relationship. It might sound weird, but it makes things a lot harder, because it requires us to pass judgement on the members sexual drive.

You see, there is no doubt in our mind that the boys would accept you as you are, ace, aro, trans, nonbinary, gay, bi, demi or anything else. But it is an entirely different thing when we have to judge if they would be in a relationship with you because of it. While we don’t want to assume the sexuality or the sexual drive of any of the members, it is pretty clear that all of them have different needs in a relationship. So writing that all of them could be in a relationship without sex or physical intimacy would be dishonest of us. But it would be just as wrong to say member A would not be in a relationship with you because xy. So we really just have the option of painting a dishonest picture of reality or upsetting people for something they have no control over.

We want you to know that it’s completely fine to be asexual. As a person who doesn’t feel much of a sexual drive myself (Admin Krümmel speaking), I can guarantee you that that is completely normal and simply a part of your personality.

But just like it’s okay for you not to feel sexual needs, it’s also a part of a person to have needs and these need to be respected, too.

Let me say it in a different way. Imagine this would be a request about their SO having crooked teeth. It would be easy to write something good, that would make people happy because you don’t really have control over your teeth and we can assume that the members vanity would not be stronger than their love for you and their human decency. But sexdrive is something they don’t have control over.  

The problem is that to be in a relationship with someone who is asexual is that they would have to give up various degrees of physical intimacy completely. And to us it feels like lying, saying that every member would be 100% okay with that, because we can assume that most of them probably like sex.

And that’s where our interests clash. Of course we want to show you that you can have a beautiful, meaningful relationship with someone, despite the way you feel about romance or sex. But we think that we also have to acknowledge that some people  might feel different about sex and romance.

So we can’t please everyone, as much as we want to.

The point is that if we write this reaction, with our opinion of the members, we might upset some readers, who really like one character and we don’t want to upset the asexual community at all.

We think that all of you out there deserve happiness and a functioning, meaningful relationship, no matter how much intimacy you like. 

All of you, part of the asexual community or not, deserve happiness, and representation, and safety. 

And we don’t want to be part of the reason you feel bad.

We hope that you all understand our position; and that this is not supposed to mean that you can’t imagine being in a relationship with whoever you like.

We hope that you all have a nice day~

-Admin Krümmel and Moon

RFA + Saeran w/ an MC whose background/past image puts her in a problematic situation in the future

@juminsmcmysticmessenger asked: “maybe one with a lot of Angst! Ofc if you want! A mc who gets bullied because of her image? Via internet, people outside and at work?” 

I kind of broadened your request to give myself some more creative freedom. I felt that bullying kind of didn’t allow me to have variety from one character to the next so I hope you dont mind! You asked for angst and that’s exactly what I’m giving you :D You’ll notice that it just gets more angsty after each character ^^

Again, it’s a long headcanon (b/c personally I prefer long ones)


  • You never told Yoosung that you also once upon a time attended Sky University before him
  • You always hated to admit that you were that one perfect student in all the dramas on TV.
  • You were in your third year of your computer science major when it happened
  • A family incident occurred and you no longer had the drive to study
  • You disappeared from all your competitions that fall semester and never showed up back on campus.
  • The next thing everyone knew was that you had officially withdrawn from the University
  • Overall, there was resentment and animosity directed toward you then and now
  • That day you visited yoosung for lunch
  • Some girls who recognized you  followed you back to the parking garage and cornered you when you were going to leave
  • They didn’t get physical but they threatened you
  • “Does Yoosung know who you really are? Huh?”
  • “You know we lost everything because you never showed up to the competitions”
  • “We were almost kicked out of our majors because you!”
  • You just wanted to get in your car and leave.
  • They threatened to get Yoosung kicked out of the university in revenge against you. And they threatened to reveal who you were to the entire school
  • After all, you were the school’s greatest embarrassment
  • One of the girls had connections so the threat was not an empty one.
  • Yoosung insisted on you having lunch with him everyday and you reluctantly went
  • But the threats haunted you every time you came to campus
  • Each visit, Yoosung noticed that you were more anxious than before
  • “Jagi, what’s wrong? Is something bothering you?”
  • You shrugged it off as just something from work that was bugging you.
  • But you couldn’t hide it because the next day that you visited, those girls who threatened you approached you while you were having lunch with yoosung
  • “We told you not to come back. All I have to do is call my dad and I’ll have Yoosung kicked out too”
  • Yoosung was so confused but he was quick to defend you although he didn’t know the context behind the threats.
  • And then a broadcast appeared on all the TV screens
  • Your face was everywhere now. You were reliving your worst moments in front of Yoosung
  • Yoosung was wide eyed and he looked at you in disbelief. Somewhat hurt too that you never told him about this
  • You were drowned in shame and couldn’t face Yoosung
  • The last thing you said was “It’s not a crime to abandon my school. But I deserve this punishment…for not being there for my parents when they died while I competed.”
  • Pulling your hoodie over your head and covering up you ran away from campus all the way to the park you and Yoosung frequent.
  • Meanwhile at the University, Yoosung was dealing with things
  • He was utterly disgusted at the girls who would do that to you.
  • Disgusted that they couldn’t let go of the past.
  • If it weren’t for the fact that they were girls, Yoosung would have actually hurt them badly.
  • He basically towered over the girls and breathed down on the one girl who claimed her dad could get him kicked out
  • “Tell your dad he doesn’t need to kick me out. I’ll drop out myself. I don’t want to be a part of this kind of school”
  • Then he chased after you and comforted you once he found you by the river.
  • You let it all out. All the built up rage, guilt, and anguish.
  • And yoosung held you in his arms until you finally felt free of your burden.
  • A week later Yoosung told you he dropped out too much to your dismay
  • He didn’t want to go to a school all they didn’t care about emotions and expected everyone to be robots


  • You never imagined that your school days would catch up to you.
  • You committed some awful mistakes but you assumed your errors would stay in the past.
  • You never told Jumin that you were a bully back in high school.
  • You were the kind of bully that insisted on making every day a hell for somebody. 
  • So much so that you almost drove a girl to suicide. After that, you left behind your violent days.
  • You transferred schools and lived life quietly.
  • And 10 years later, here you were at Jumin’s side as his wife and economic advisor. You completely changed from who you were
  • It ran all too smoothly until now
  • The girl who was driven to almost suicide grew up to be a famous reporter
  • That girl hadn’t seen you since you transferred schools
  • She was in charge of covering a story about C&R which in truth, was a great report.
  • However, she took the opportunity to add on some information about you in the report
  • But then she claimed on public television that you were a fraud. That you nothing more than a gold digger and power hungry
  • You were watching it while you were in the lounge resting
  • Your heart was racing and your eyes began to water but when you heard the lounge door open you quickly wiped your eyes and acted as though nothing happened.
  • It was Jumin and he had also watched the report.
  • He embraced you so tightly assuring you that nothing will happen to you
  • He had been through so many scandals already he was sure that he would get through this one with you easily.
  • He thought wrong.
  • At home, you and Jumin were on social media like usual every night.
  • But on every single site, you and that girl were trending.
  • She even tweeted out photos of newspaper articles of the incident revolving around you and her suicide attempt
  • Your past was catching up to you and many of that girl’s followers sent awful messages
  • Jumin hadn’t seen what was trending yet as he was in the bathroom
  • Meanwhile you were in the beginnings of a breakdown.
  • Reading messages saying the Jumin should divorce you, you became anxious.
  • Your were shaking and cried out at you threw your phone
  • it ended up hitting the fish tank and cracking the glass.
  • Jumin freaked out and ran out of the bathroom at the sound of smashed glass
  • Then he noticed you crying on the bed
  • You told him to open up twitter and see what was trending
  • He was about to call his lawyer to sue the girl for defamation and well anything else he could
  • “No I’ll take care of it by myself. This is a personal matter and I’d like to get this cleared up as quietly as possible”
  • Jumin got you a new phone and everyday you kept up with the hate messages
  • They got worse every single day and you became a crying mess in the shower every night.
  • Jumin kept telling you to ignore it but he never told you to suppress your emotions
  • Jumin would accompany you even though he got soaked each time.
  • Gradually you were falling into anxiety and maybe mild depression after two weeks
  • He asked again if you were sure that you didn’t want him to file a lawsuit but you denied.
  • He gave you strength to face every day and the hate messages that filled your inbox.
  • You messaged the reporter girl and asked her to please be the better woman here.
  • The bullying didn’t stop though and you blew up
  • You cursed at her through messages. You used the most profane language that you’ve ever used in your life.
  • And that’s where things escalated out of control. It now became the company’s duty to cover up this scandal.
  • Jumin had to take over and filed a lawsuit that of course he won
  • You were unable to attend any of the court hearings because psychologically you were a mess
  • And damage had already been done to the company’s reputation
  • After the storms rage ended, Jumin took time off from work despite protests
  • A lot of workers under Jumin wanted you to be fired but one look at the Ceo-in-line and they kept their thoughts to themselves
  • Jumin knew you had gone through something way too rough and he made sure absolutely no one came to harm you


  • It all happened so out of the blue
  • Old neighbors from where you lived as a teenager created a video on youtube that ranted to everyone how you grew up to be such a snob by dating Zen.
  • It went viral
  • You never told anyone in the RFA that you were from a very very low income neighborhood
  • You thought that it wasn’t something relevant anymore
  • You really tried to progress and successfully did so
  • You proved that your background had done nothing but motivate you
  • But your old neighbors clearly didn’t know you studied abroad to move up in social status
  • They kept claiming that you were only with Zen so that you could leave poverty and the ghetto
  • You didn’t just spend 4 years in Japan to let your efforts get overshadowed by your previous social status
  • You took it fairly lightly and told Zen about the video
  • “Those assholes are gonna know what’s good for the God dammit. Tell me where they live, MC”. Zen was furious
  • Even though he didn’t know who you were in the past, he didn’t care for it at all because you made a new image for yourself
  • You’re a coordinator for the RFA
  • You’re a translator for a famous publisher
  • You tell him you’re fine
  • The days afterward were when the nasty comments started to appear.
  • The comments were directed both at you and Zen
  • The ones directed at you were harsher than Zen’s
  • You were tough and didn’t let the comments bother you
  • You’ve already learned that you don’t need to justify yourself for something you know isn’t true
  • it was the fact that Zen was receiving hate and bad news coverage that got to you
  • You felt so guilty
  • Paparazzi followed you more closely asking bizarre questions
  • They were invading your life so much that Zen had to take it upon himself to protect you from the public eye
  • When the paparazzi swarmed your home (you lived with zen), he would make sure that no one got close to you
  • But one day it was just too much for Zen and he hurt one of the paparazzi.
  • His agency had to make a public statement about Zen’s behavior
  • Basically your image turned into that of a bad influence on Zen.
  • The only places you were safe from any harassment was your home.
  • You rationally kept thinking of ways to fix all this
  • And you know that was a lie.
  • This whole situation kept chewing at you even at night.
  • In your sleep you weeped and it broke his heart. Zen wanted to take some blame but you never let him.
  • You only told him that comforting you was the best thing he could do.
  • And one day, verbal bullying from the public turned physical.
  • Cameras swarmed you and they pushed you against your car. There was so much going on that even your head got hit by a camera since they had no sense of personal space
  • You were actually hurt from what they did to you but luckily a fellow colleague defended you and made the paparazzi go away.
  • It wasn’t until you got home that blood started trickling down from your head and down your cheek. It was from an open wound when you were hit by a camera
  • That night he cleaned you up and well stayed with you when you took a bath. He wanted to be with you and comfort you every moment he could.
  • You admit, that even his company while you bathed was the best thing that happened to you that day
  • HE told you that things will get better for the both you you. He embraced you so lovingly and protectively
  • And well things led to the next and you two had a really heated make out session in the bathroom
  • The next day, Zen holds a press conference to express his disappointment in his fan base and the public
  • You were watching him from the sidelines until you took it upon yourself to speak at the microphone
  • You explained your background and how you studied abroad and moved up socially by yourself.
  • You reiterate that you’re with Zen because you love him and not for money or fame.
  • And since that day, the hate did die down. Of course there were some stragglers who still tried to instigate controversy on social media but it failed.

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Acceptance - Suga

Originally posted by yoonseok

Acceptance - Suga - One Shot

Request by the sweetest @rain-fall-2019💜

Pairing; Min Yoongi x Reader

Genre; Fluff

Word count; 2.325


“Oppa, how long have we been dating?”


“I was just wondering.”

“We have been dating for three months.” you nodded, you knew this of course but somehow it was a bit important for you as you had to tell him something important but if he didn’t really saw a future with you then you didn’t want to tell him.

“I hate to do this but do you really see a future with me?” he turned away from his computer. He was working on the new Bts album and normally you wouldn’t bother him like this but it was really unavoidable. “Is something wrong?”

“No not really I just need to know where we stand.” he rolled his chair until he was in front of you, he grabbed your hands and kissed them. “Just tell me what’s wrong, you can trust me.”

“It’s just something you might not like about me.” you looked at your hands and as you were biting your lip, you were already overthinking it. What if he didn’t like it, then you would lose him and you couldn’t even blame him. “You’re scaring me, just tell me, you know I don’t like it when people beat around the bush.” You nodded because you did know that and you hated that you were doing that yourself.

“Alright but please don’t judge me.”

“I won’t just tell me.”  you took a deep breath and looked him straight in the eyes even though you felt like you were dying. “I have a son,” you mumbled and the silence told you enough, he heard you perfectly. He let go of your hands and he even pushed himself back. “Did you just say you have a son?” You nodded and just waited until he could talk. “Can you please leave for now.” he was angry that was for sure but you didn’t say anything as you got up and walked away. It was probably shocking to hear you say something like that and maybe he just didn’t like kids, which you found strange as you had seen him with little kids.

You weren’t sure if he meant that you should wait outside or just go home but you choose the last one. When you came home, your sister came walking towards you with your two-year-old son, his name was Kim Jong Suk, as his father’s last name was also Kim but the bastard left you after Jong Suk was born, he didn’t even last two months when he disappeared, leaving you with no money or what so ever, you did not give up though and found a job real fast and you were happy to call yourself a publisher for a big company, so Jong Suk lived a good life. “Is that my little boy.” you stretched out your arms and as he laughed at you, your heart melted again. You cuddled him, which made you feel like you came home.

“Thank you for babysitting Unni.”

“I didn’t mind, he is so cute.” She kissed his cheek and left you alone and after you gave him a bath and dressed him for bed you were surprised to hear your doorbell, especially since it was already late. You lifted Jong Suk in your arms and walked to the door, you looked at the camera first and was stunned when you saw it was Yoongi, He looked like he had been running the entire way here. You opened the door and he really was breathing heavy. “What are you doing here?” he pushed the door open and stopped when he saw Jong Suk in your arms. “Is this your son?” You nodded and did a step back just in case he was planning on yelling but he surprised you when stretched out his hands. You hesitated just a few second before giving Jong Suk to Yoongi but as soon as you gave him, Jong Suk started to smile at Yoongi and you saw Yoongi melt instantly, there was no trace of his cold exterior that he often showed to the public.

“Hi I’m Yoongi and you must be the handsome Jong Suk.” he poked Jong Suk’s cheek gently and that’s when he started to laugh. Jong Suk had a dimple and he loved it when people poked it, it was the cutest thing ever.

“I think we need to become friends, what do you think?” he asked Jong Suk and that’s when your eyes started to tear up and as you followed them to the living room you couldn’t help but smile at the scenario in front of you because Yoongi sat down on the floor with Jong Suk in front of him and as he started to do silly games, you knew that Yoongi didn’t care about you having a kid, after watching them for a long time, you really had to put Jong Suk to bed. “Oppa, I need to put him to bed,” you mumbled but he just smiled at you.

“Can I do that?”


“Of course.”

“Okay just follow me then.” he followed you with a quiet baby in his arms and as he made Jong Suk ready you were taking pictures because this was gold. You had never seen Yoongi like this, it was like he became a completely different person in front of your son and you were wondering if you could love him even more.

“Let’s talk.” he walked past you after he put Jong Suk to bed and you followed him because you really did have to talk. “Do you want something to drink?”

“Coffee please.” you nodded and made coffee, you took water yourself as you couldn’t sleep if you took coffee this late. You sat down after giving him the coffee and waited for him to say something first. “You’ve got a cute kid,” he mentioned and you had to agree with this but you were dreading where he was going with this.

“I’m sorry for my reaction earlier, I was just a bit shocked.”

“I can understand that.”

“Still I shouldn’t have asked you to leave like that.”

“Don’t worry about it.”

“Why didn’t you tell me from the beginning that you had a son?”

“Would you have dated me if I had told you?”

“No probably not but not because I don’t like kids but because I’m an Idol and for me to have a kid, well I just didn’t know what to do, so I went to Bang Pd-nim and asked him for advice and first he scolded me for sending you off like that and then he asked me if you were important to me.”

“So what did you decide?”

“I decided that you were too important to let you go and that I should meet the kid but I also want to know where his father is.”

“Who knows, I haven’t seen him in almost two years, he left us a few months after Jong Suk was born, leaving me with absolutely nothing.” you shrugged because that was the truth. “Really?! He never once contacted you after he left?”

“Nope, he never did.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Why are you apologizing, it’s not your fault.” you still were wondering what he was planning, did he want to break up or not? It was nerve wrecking. He was quiet for a while when he suddenly turned towards you, forcing you to do the same and as he pulled your closer you almost sat on his lap. “You know I never imagined to be a dad this early in life but as I can’t imagine being without you, I really want to give it a shot.”


“Really, I just can’t promise you that I will always be there as I will be away a lot.”

“I know, It’s okay that Bts and your career are number one.”

“I do want to tell our Army’s though, they deserve to know the truth.” You nodded in agreement and you actually thought of something so that the fans would welcome Jong Suk. “Oppa, is it a possibility to introduce Jong Suk to your fans?”

“I think that won’t be a problem, I just have to talk to the company before we do anything, is that okay with you?”

“Of course.” He got up and pulled you into a hug. “Thank you for trusting me enough to tell me about Jong suk-ah.”

“Thank you for accepting him.”

“From today on you have my full support, I will be a hands on dad to him, that’s a promise I can make.” you looked up and kissed him, which he returned passionately. “I have to go but I will let you know.” You said goodbye and the next day you had to come to the company with Jong Suk, you did as they asked. When you entered the lobby you were greeted by Jimin and Taehyung and without asking Taehyung took Jong Suk out of your arms and started to play with him, Jimin also played with him and together you walked to Bang Pd-nim’s office. Yoongi stood up immediately when he saw you enter and he smiled reassuringly at you.

“So you wanted Army’s to meet your son?”

“Yes, I would love them to meet him.”

“We are having a fan meeting tomorrow and that’s when you can introduce him, is that okay?” he wasn’t beating around the bush, which was only better and you were totally fine with it. “That’s okay.” you smiled at him and bowed. “Now can I meet our new family member?” Jimin brought him over and the entire day everyone wanted to play with him but you had to draw a line when he started to get whiny. “I need to get him to bed so I will see you guys tomorrow.” you bowed and left the room after Jungkook gave Jong Suk back.

“I will bring you home.” you nodded and as he took your son out of your arms he walked happily with him to your house, he even put him to bed again. “Y/N, can I sleep here tonight?” you were shocked to hear him ask this but you couldn’t say no to him and it was not like you hadn’t done something in these few months. “Sure but don’t you have to be with the guys?”

“They know where I am, don’t you worry about it.” You shrugged and enjoyed your time with Yoongi. The next morning you took extra time to get dressed and Yoongi dressed Jong suk but when you spotted the two of them you made pictures again and had to smile at the way he had dressed your son. He looked like a mini version of himself, it was really cute.

“Are we leaving now?”

“We are, are you ready because after today there will be no way back.”

“I’m ready, let’s introduce Jong Suk to your fans.” The drive to the venue made you nervous. The minute you arrived you were led to the back and you had to wait until they called you, which didn’t take long. “You know Yoongi hyung has something to confess to you all.” The crowd went completely silent and you gulped a few times. “I do, don’t I?” the guys nodded and told him to hurry up.

“So I have to tell you that I met someone who has become really special to me, the reason she is special is, that she gave me a gift, do you want to know what for a gift?” they all shouted yes. “This lovely woman I met, has a two-year-old son, his name is Jong Suk, please don’t scream so you can meet him.” The room was completely quiet. Their manager escorted you on stage and the second you stepped on stage, Yoongi got up and took Jong Suk from you, you just stood there watching them and the fans were definitely in love with the handsome boy, which was a good thing. This told you, your relationship wasn’t doomed and the fact that the fans accepted your son, was something that meant the world to you.

“What do you think, isn’t he the cutest?” everyone answered yes. “Y/N, is it okay if we keep him here, whilst we talk to the fans?”

“Of course, just call me if something happens.” you waved at them before leaving the stage and as you sat down in a chair you could finally close your eyes without worrying about your son. He was in good hands with them and you knew this without a doubt. After the fan meeting, you went back home and Yoongi followed you. You put Jong Suk to bed and wasn’t surprised to see Yoongi lying on your couch. “Oppa?”


“Are you sure about having us in your life?”

“I’m one hundred percent sure, I love you and even though I just met Jong Suk, I already see him as my own son.”

“You do?”

“Of course, you’re the woman I want to marry to in the future. Jong Suk is just like a present, he is the cherry on the pie.” You chuckled because your heart suddenly felt light again, to see him accepting your son like that, it made you happy.

“I bought a house yesterday and I want you to move there with Jong Suk, so when I come back from tour or work, I have a home and a family waiting for me.” You smiled because you didn’t want anything else.

“I love to Oppa.”

“Good, then when I come back from the world tour. We should get married.”


“Yes because from now on you and Jong Suk are also part of my family.” You smiled because it was nice to have a family where you were accepted. You got up and hugged him, he put his hand in your hair and pulled your closer, just to kiss you. This kiss felt like a promise and you knew that finally, everything was going to be okay.

being with kyuhyun would include...

Slow progress is better than no progress. 8D

  • Kyuhyun probably being that guy who likes to sass you
  • Cause he’s annoying like that
  • But you start to notice he doesn’t like it when anyone else talks like that to you
  • And then you notice he’s actually being nice to you
  • And kind of awkward
  • Which you take advantage of obviously
  • Soon it becomes obviously that he likes you and then you decide he’s your boyfriend now okay
  • He doesn’t argue because now he doesn’t need to do the awkward asking out bit
  • The two of you hanging out together whenever you have free time
  • And probably tag team sassing people cause that’s how you roll
  • Kyuhyun being embarrassed about public skinship so you insist upon holding hands and hugging him because awkward Kyuhyun is the cutest Kyuhyun
  • He probably really likes playing with your hair
  • He won’t admit it tho
  • Which will lead to a lot of smack talk from both of you and him pouting whenever he loses
  • But he’ll eventually get over it if you admit it was a fluke though we all know the truth
  • You getting to watch him at his singing rehearsal since he always wants to have your opinion on every song
  • You probably having to be the one who drives most places for certain reasons
  • Kyuhyun attempting to make a big deal out of proposing to you
  • It’ll mostly go haywire, but that just makes it all the more memorable
  • Probably a small traditional wedding
  • The kind that goes by fast because Kyuhyun just really wants to get spend time with just the two of you
  • When the two of you make love you’re probably one top more often than not
  • Kyuhyun just really likes looking up at you
  • When you sleep he’s not much of a cuddler but he always sleep with his hand touching you in some way like resting on your stomach or something like that
  • Him not being the type to contact you when he’s away because he’s so focused on his job
  • And then he comes home to the house rearranged and he can’t find anything
  • Maybe he should have frickin’ called huh
  • You probably only have one kid
  • Your kid’s spoiled cause you know Kyuhyun’s not going to be the disciplinary parent because he needs to be the favorite
  • Just growing old together where he’ll spontaneously decide to serenade you
  • Even during all your old folks shows like shut the fuck up Kyuhyun
  • But he’s not going to because even as an old fart he‘s not gonna listen very well

Originally posted by boks

Ooooh, but if the theory is true that Mirio was supposed to become All Might’s successor and he trained under him… plus the fact that so much of his body language reminds of All Might… and counting on the fact that my bad feeling will probably prove wrong and it turns out that he is a complete sweetheart…

Then I really, really want him to become good friends with Izuku. The supposed successor and the real successor. All Might’s fanboys. The aspiring young heroes who can wreck their enemies when they turn serious.

Not only would they be one hell of a tag-team, they would also drive at least Endeavor and perhaps Aizawa and Bakugou up the wall by how similar the two of them are to All Might. XD

You know, like… Mirio starts with a loud, “Don’t worry!”

And Izuku recognizes it and joins in, “Why?”

Before they finish simultaneously, “Because we are here!”

(Somewhere in the background, you can hear someone whisper, “Look at these dorks.”)


Pairing - Simon x Y/N

Warnings - Much Smut 

Requested - From the smut queen @sidewomanxix “ SIMON SMUT PLS!!!! Y/n & Simon plus a couple of the other lads & idk maybe Sarah & Emily & Freya & them? Yeah, skiing trip in somewhere cold. It gets a bit frisky & Simon thinks of a kinky way to ‘heat things up’ in your cabin. But you didn’t know people where downstairs & when it’s done & you leave its all awkssssss😁 K THANK BYE, IM RETURNING TO BENEATH MY ROCK”

Notes - This is long but I like it


It had been a while since you and Simon had went on a trip, or any of the lads for that matter. It started out as a full group trip, but somehow it migrated into being a couples trip. This meant Josh & Freya, Ethan & Emily, Callux & Sarah, and lastly you and Simon. You were really excited for this trip, even though you were yet to know where you were going. 

Finally it was decided that you were to go on a skiing trip at Allenheads, a place sorta near Newcastle but not really? You weren’t 100% sure where, but it didn’t matter to you because you weren’t driving. The time came to head off for the trip. Goodbyes were said to those who weren’t going, and the rest took off. 

“Y/N, we’re taking this car.” Simon point towards the car Josh and Freya were getting into. 

“So we get the backseat all to ourselves?” You questioned you boyfriend who was a few feet in front of you. 

“Yes ma’am, but no naughty business Y/N, there are others in the car.” A wink was sent your way as Simon brought your luggage to the trunk. You followed, getting into the back with a blanket and a pillow. You wanted to be comfortable on the ride ahead of you.  

Eventually Simon climbed into the car after you. Instead of sitting next to the car door like a normal person, he sits in the middle seat. 

“Simon what are you doing?” You laughed. 

“Sitting next to my baby, that’s what.” He booped your nose. 

The ride was nice. The first bit was spent talking about sleeping arrangements in the cabin you were all going to share. Then it moved on to what skiing trails you all were going to try. Simon mentioned snowboarding instead, which you thought would be cute. 

Simon and Josh stated talking about videos they wanted to recorded. This was about the time when you started to get tired. You leaned into Simon’s arms. He wrapped them around your waist and pulled the blanket over the both of you. 

“Goodnight, Angel.” He whispered into your ear. 


The next day was probably one you were going to remember for a long time. The morning at the cabin was rushed and stressful. Simon fixed that with a long, sweet kiss to your lips. 

The mountain was so much fun. You learned how to ski, which proved to be a little hard. It look you an hour or so but finally you got the hang of it. You liked to say you were pretty good. You decided to sit and watch Simon on the bunny slopes. (That’s the slope that you learn how to ski on btw. At least where I live.) It was cute watching him fall, but get back up every time. He looked a little discouraged at one point, but you gave him a thumbs up, which you hoped would help. 

Once Simon had learned you started going on the green slopes with him. Both of you fell once or twice, before moving up to the blue slopes. 

“This lift ride is going to be moderately longer you know.” Simon said to you, looking ahead. The lift chairs were spaced pretty far apart from each other. 

“What would you like to do then?” You looked at Simon who met your gaze. His lips quickly met yours. This kiss was needier compared to the one you shared earlier. You lightly bit his lip, asking for entrance. He granted it, and your tongues battled for control over the kiss. Whilst this was happening Simon took off one of his gloves and slowly unzipped your skiing jacket so he was shown your undershirt. His hand snaked its way to your breast as he started to squeeze and massage it. You gasped into his mouth, and Simon took control over the kiss, exploring your mouth to his leisure. 

He stopped unexpectedly and quickly zipped up your jacket. “Look where we are!” He exclaimed before putting on his glove and getting off the lift. You quickly followed suit and followed him down the mountain. 

The rest of the day Simon acted as if the encounter on the lift didn’t even happen. You tried giving him looks but he pretended he had no idea what you were talking about. Finally the Skiing place closed and it was time to head back to the cabin. The whole way back Simon’s hand was very, very, close to your core. You tried to get it to move closer, but his grip was cemented on your thigh.


Simon stood changing out of his skiing gear in your room whilst you attempted to turn the heater up more. It was late-ish and you were tired so you and Simon went to bed. You both assumed the others did as well. 

“Simon the heater wont work.” You sighed in frustration. 

“It wont work?” He questioned from across the room. 

“I think it’s on a set temperature so this means our room is going to be freezing all night.” You crossed your arms and pouted. Simon crossed the room, wrapped his arms around you and pulled your back against his chest. 

“Did you know that sex creates body heat?” He said in a low voice directly into your ear. A shiver went through your body as he started kissing from your ear down your neck. After a few minutes he tugged at the bottom of you shirt, signaling he wanted it off. After your shirt came your leggings and underwear, leaving you bare naked in the freezing room. Your only source of heat now was Simon, who had left your side to go sit on the edge of the bed. 

You turned around to face him, your arms covering yourself for warmth. Simon was sitting on the edge of the bed, just in his underwear. There was a clear boner in his underwear as well. You averted your eyes back to his face which wore his classic smirk.

“Why did you leave me, I’m cold Simon.” You whined, walking towards him.

“Y/N, stop and put your arms to your side.” Simon commanded you.

“Why?” You asked, doing as he said. 

“Because now your nipples are hardening all on their own.” Simon licked his lips and you blushed. He motioned you over to where he was. Once you stood in front of his form, he picked you up and put you under the covers, his body hovering over yours and the covers over the both of you. 

His lips connected with yours into a passionate kiss, Simon grinding down on you. A moan left your lips. “Touch me Simon.”

“What do you say, Y/N?” Simon asked while grinding down on you still. “Please touch me Simon.” Once the words left your lips one of his hands went down to your core. His finger circled your clit, making load moans leave your lips. He stopped what he was doing. 

“Tsk, tsk, tsk, Y/N, we have to stay quiet, or the others might hear.” He scolded you. 

“They went to bed Simon.” You replied, wanting him to continue to touch you. He considered this for a second, and then continued what he was doing. One finger was pumping in and out of you at a slow pace, then two. You tried really hard to keep your moans quiet, but it just wasn’t working out. 

“You close Y/N?” He asked cockily, his fingers now moving in slow come here motions. You nodded frantically. “Good.” He pulled his fingers totally out of you, causing a high pitched whine to leave your mouth. You were so close, but now you were going to have to wait again. 

Simon pulled down and off his underwear, and his member sprung out. His tip was red and he looked painfully hard. You reached your hand up and grabbed his shaft. Using his precum as lube, you stroked him up and down. 

“As much as I love this feeling-” he paused to let out a moan which you felt go straight to your core, “I’d much rather be in you.” Simon got off the bed to grab a condom. When he came back, your hand was rubbing your clit. Simon batted your hand away.

“Baby, that’s my job.” With that, he pushed into you and set a moderate pace, faster than before. He slowly climbed in speed, eventually pounding into you. Loud moans and swears could be heard throughout the room. Hopefully not throughout the house as well. “I’m close,” He said to you, his mouth attached to your nipple. You both came as he hit your g-spot, over and over. 

Once you were both done, Simon pulled you into the little spoon position. 

“Are you warm now?” He asked, kissing your temple. 

“Yes, thank you.” 


The next morning Freya told you that you had a very high pitched moan. You and Simon skied without the others that day, not wanting to face the teasing from the others. 

Ouat Con San Francisco 2017 - Rebecca's Panel

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  • Emilie is her bestie :) even if she didn’t work with her a lot on LOST she’s glad to have done so on OUAT (x)
  • “Why was Emilie talking about me so much yesterday?? …she must love me.” (x)
  • “I feel like I’m a part of something bigger and that I’m proud of” (x)
  • “What if Hades wasn’t really in love with Zelena?” @bexmader “thank god I didn’t sleep with him!! …I make really good choices!” (x)
  • “It’s not easy being green… it’s hard to get it off” (x)
  • “When things are really crap, just know that the universe is just positioning you for something better” - the best advice from Bex (x)
  • “I love driving because then it’s like my recording studio and when I get to the stoplight I’m like nailed it!!” @bexmader on music (x)
  • “let’s not talk about it” on the Rumple / all of the Mills women (x)
  • “Friends (the show) are literally my friends” (x)
  • “I was thinking King Arthur..he has nice baby blues, he’s British we probably watch the same telly” who Bex would ship Zelena with (x)
  • #wickedcharming thoughts? “Ginny might kill me!! She’s strong, she may be small but she’s strong!” (x)
    • Q: what do you think of Wicked Charming Bex : I think Ginny would kill me! (x)
  • Bex has listened to both Defying Gravity and Wicked Always Wins at the same time to compare them (x)
  • Bex panel: The hardest about acting is that u don’t get a break&have 2 keep going even when you’re ill or cold or anything like that (x)
  • Bex panel Q: do you and Lana have a sisterly bond outside the show? 
    • Bex: me and Lana are very close and Lana is one of my most important friends. We know what they feel by just looking at each other. (x)
  • Bex thinks Zelena and Snow would get along and organize play dates for their kids (x)
  • Bex said she loves singing and when she sang along with her own song from the musical ep she’d think “I’m NAILING this harmony” (x)


Music Series: Liability by Lorde

I was excited when I saw her new music released last Friday, and I think this song is really great, musically and lyrically. As you know if you’ve been following me long, I’m a pianist/keyboardist, so I’m a sucker for piano in songs, whether featured beautifully in a nice ballad like this one, or an amazing piano solo or run in the middle of a song. I’ve been working up a huge piano accompaniment for the latter part of Harry’s Sign Of The Times that I love playing (where the music swells)…because I’m extra like that.

I like when a singer has a unique voice, literally and figuratively, and doesn’t just sound like what is popular. One of my pet peeves is when there are a handful of singers who all sound the same, having no individuality, no uniqueness. Drives…me…crazy…

So here is my creation based on Lorde’s newest single, “Liability”. If you’ve not heard it yet, you can find it HERE via my Spotify playlists called ‘Fresh Fresh’. Thank you for the request, Anon!

p.s. Because this song is Lorde’s POV, take it from concept. We can all imagine what life for, or with, Harry could be like with the frustrations of dating and relationships. Oooh, to have such a problem with Harry….




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Because I fucking hate Earth X

Since the CW verse is all about their alternate worlds and evil version of characters … 

What about an alternate Earth X that wasn’t about literal Nazism but was still a dystopia - a violent one with all the bad hallmarks and brutality and hatred that all fascism engenders?

What if there was a regime that didn’t come out of WW2 or the Nazis or even Germany - what if it came out of America? Or America and Britain together? What if the shows actually had a half-decent political message to deliver about police states and surveillance states and runaway hatred and fear in society and how that can spiral fast? 

I’m not talking Star City 2046 or even a future where companies/conglomerates are now nations, I’m really talking about a message about where our world is actually is / is headed in terms of politics and xenophobia and global crises, but dialed up and stylized. 

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anonymous asked:

Can you talk more about the reasons you ship Jamie and Brienne and not Jamie and Cersei?

Yes!!! I love this ask!!!

So first of all you have to understand what’s shipping for me. Shipping for me is either wanting two characters to get together or, if they are already together, wanting to watch them grow, challenge each other, solving their problems with empathy and communication. I don’t like unhealthy ships or ships that don’t even have the potential to be healthy because i feel this is wasting my time, i love love (and i have very strong opinions about what love is and what love isn’t), I don’t love  seeing characters i like being into relationships that stunt them emotionally or mentally.

Under a read more because I have a lot of feelings and I might not be very coherent:

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Jon & Daenerys Grr Martin

“ But years ago during the filming of the show’s first season, director Alan Taylor — responsible for Sunday’s episode and the penultimate episode in season one where Ned Stark was executed — learned directly from George R.R. Martin that Jon and Daenerys’ relationship was perhaps the driving force behind the entire enterprise. 

When we were shooting Season 1 and no one had seen the show yet, we were in Malta. Back then, there was not a lot of secrecy because nobody was paying attention, and George R.R. Martin came to visit and he was being quite open about his plans,” Taylor told the New York Times.

“He said something: That it really is all about Dany and Jon. I was surprised because at the time, you know, I thought, well Robb Stark’s going to be king next, probably,” he continued. “And who knows where this story’s going? But it was absolutely clear to him that within this sprawling scale the whole story was coming down to this partnership.”

I came across that one post saying that Rachel is manipulating Chloe, which is suggested by the nightmare sequence where William implicitly compares her to a wildfire that “wants all the beauty for itself,” essentially saying that Rachel burns so bright that she keeps Chloe from seeing the beauty in the rest of her life. I wanted to add my two cents to that, which is…

Y’all know the nightmare world is designed to fuck with whoever enters it, right?

It’s very heavily implied that the nightmare dimension Chloe finds herself in throughout Before the Storm is the same place where Max got lost at the end of the original Life Is Strange. It’s an uncanny mental landscape that takes things from their lives and turns them upside down for no discernable reason other than to mess with their heads. Max’s doppelganger confronts her over every selfish thing she did with her powers, but only to demoralize her, until Chloe shows up and Max gets set back on track by remembering the week they spent together, the good and the bad. Similarly, the William that Chloe sees in her dreams may not actually have her best interests at heart, and is merely wearing the face of someone she loves to lure her in.

Moreover, this analysis does a disservice to Rachel as a character. Rachel is bright, passionate, and a little bit selfish. She also genuinely cares about Chloe on an intimate level, and gets invested in her life well beyond how far she’d need to go if she were only trying to manipulate her. The thing about wildfires is that they aren’t malicious; they’re just out of control, and Rachel lacks the perspective to see just how much power she has over Chloe’s decision-making.

I’d even argue that Rachel is someone Chloe needs at this point in her life. The other thing about fire is that it’s cleansing. As Evan says when asking Chloe to sign his petition, forest fires can do good things for the environment, and some things literally can’t grow without them. Just as Chloe inspires Rachel to take action and stop caring so much about how other people perceive her, Rachel engenders feelings in Chloe that she otherwise might never have discovered.

Does their relationship involve some mutually self-destructive behavior? Yes, but Chloe was already heading down that path on her own, and all it really means is that they’re two emotionally compromised teenage girls who share an intense bond over similar experiences. It doesn’t mean they’re wrong for each other, and it doesn’t mean that either of them is intentionally manipulating the other. We know it’s doomed because of what happens later, but I fail to see how that renders their relationship worthless.

tl;dr just because someone drives you so crazy that you’d do anything for them, it doesn’t mean they’re only stringing you along for that reason. They might even feel the same way about you.

anonymous asked:

Can we talk about how Sara never hesitated when she gave Michael and Lincoln her grandmother's ring to help them board that cargo ship back home? We all know she doesn't really have anyone from that side of her family anymore, and it's conceivable that the ring was the last heirloom she has left, but she gave it to them anyway, no regrets. She has her own family now, with her son, Michael and Lincoln, whom she determines to protects.

yes, please, let’s talk sara.

one of the recurring, and driving themes of prison break is family.  almost every single person in fox river that we were introduced to was in there because of family…no one more so than michael, who literally tattoos his entire body and purposely gets himself thrown in prison to save the only family he has left…lincoln.

sara also starts the show only really having her father, who she isn’t even that close to, and who eventually dies.  stripping her of everything.

that’s when she turns to the origami, michael, the only person she really has at this point.  her life has started to spiral in a direction she never could’ve predicted, and when she was looking for answers, a plan, she was presented with the origami, this time not as a way to make her smile, but as a solution, a source of hope.

and eventually, as we know, the trust michael and sara have for each other turns into a love that has them literally creating a family with each other in the form of their son.

so yes, sara wears the ring of her grandmother, the only link to the tancredi side of her family, the past, only visible in the form of a piece of jewelry that she displays prominently on her hand.

but when michael’s life is in jeopardy, the love her life, the father of her child, she doesn’t even hesitate to give up the tancredi part of her to ensure that the scofield family stays together and alive.  she refused to give up scofield when she remarried, and she’s just as adamantly refusing to give up the scofield sitting next to her in that scene, having made her choice a long time ago, inking her own allegiance on her back in the form of an origami tattoo, because her name is no longer sara tancredi, she gave that away when she married michael, it’s now and always SARA SCOFIELD.