because we all know it's all about me

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The Preath Head Tap™️️ 2013 vs 2016

To those of you out there creating transformative fan works for the sheer delight of it: You are rad. Never stop doing what you’re doing. It’s so easy to beat yourself up, so easy to feel like you’re not good enough, and so hard to be objective about your own work, i know, but we could all stand to be a bit kinder to ourselves. 

Sometimes I’m writing and I’m like… is this good? I don’t know! But I sure am enjoying getting these words out of my brain! And it can be so easy to forget that feeling once you share the thing you have created with the world. I’m still trying to learn how to not compare myself to other writers and then immediately drag myself for not being as good as them. I still fight against the urge to delete everything I’ve ever created at least once a week…

So, whatever you’re creating, whatever you’re daring to breathe into existence and share with the rest of the world, I think that you are amazing and hella rad and I hope you keep on doing the thing that you love for a long, long time. <3

All the bright places quotes for the signs
  • Aries: "What if life could be this way? Only the happy parts, none of the terrible, not even the mildly unpleasant. What if we could just cut out the bad and keep the good?"
  • Taurus: "We are all alone, trapped in this bodies and our own minds, and whatever company we have in this life is only fleeting and superficial."
  • Gemini: "The great thing about this life of ours is that you can be someone different to everybody."
  • Cancer: "Because it's not a lie if it's how you feel."
  • Leo: "You're all the colours at once, at full brightness."
  • Virgo: "The problem with people is they forget that most of the time it's the small things that count."
  • Libra: "All I know is what I wonder: Which of my feelings are real? Which of the mes is me?"
  • Scorpio: "But I can't promise I won't pick you apart, piece by piece, until you're in a thousand pieces, just like me. You should know what you're getting into before getting involved."
  • Sagittarius: "Drive anywhere and everywhere, even if there's nowhere to go. (Note: There's always somewhere to go.)"
  • Capricorn: "I've learned the hard way that the best thing to do is say nothing about what you're really thinking. If you say nothing, they'll assume you're thinking nothing, only what you let them see."
  • Aquarius: "I've always been different, but to me different is normal. I decide on a version of the truth."
  • Pisces: "I have this feeling like I'm waiting for something. But I have no idea what."
Can I just take a moment to appreciate the Sterek fandom?

Round of applause to you all because you guys are amazing.

I just can’t believe how far we’ve actually come. Seriously. We started out so little, barely any shippers, barely any Sterek dedicated blogs, accounts, etc. (well, at least in the first few episodes because this fandom grew pretty fast). We had little fics, little arts. Can you honestly believe that there was once a day where Sterek only had 100 fics, a handful of art and a couple hundred shippers? Because I fucking cannot. 6 years later and there’s 46k+ fics, thousands of gorgeous arts, fanmixes, many dedicated blogs and accounts, thousands and thousands of stans and events guys, so many Sterek events that only help broadcast even more of what this fandom has to offer.

Guys, we’ve expanded so much throughout the years. Our fandom has grown rapidly and we just keep building up.

And don’t even get me started on how much we’ve been through. Because we have been through so much together. We’ve been slammed for wanting to see these characters together, we’ve constantly been told that “Sterek is non-existent” and “Sterek will never happen,” yet we’re still here.

We’ve been used by Jeff and tossed out by the network and the show. We’ve seriously been through more than any other fandom ever associated with Teen Wolf, but you know what’s beautiful? We only kept going.

We literally gave a bunch of “fuck you"s to everyone who’s ever spoken down on us by continuing to progress the way we are. We’ve been so successful in creating something that we never even dreamed of becoming this big.

Hell, people who don’t even watch the show ship Sterek! That’s how amazing this fandom is. That’s how talented and dedicated we are.

And no one can even argue against the dedicated part, because regardless of all the constant hate we’ve received, we continued on and progressed. Guys, we’re so dedicated that we made our. own. fandom! We made our own fandom guys! How insane is that?

And in all honesty, I know it may suck sometimes, thinking about how we were baited and all, but don’t let that be a bother. We still got something great from all of it, many things actually. And also, the joke is all on Jeff because when his show is done, we’ll still be here!

We really are victorious, honestly. And no one can ever make me think differently.

This fandom is filled with so many strong, talented and absolutely amazing people. And yes, like every other fandom and ship, this one has its issues, but we always make things work and I think that’s truly beautiful.

We are still this massive group of people who have yet to falter in our constant expansion. We are still this group of people who are incredibly devoted and we are still this group of people who still have yet to come to a dead end in all we do.

I honestly couldn’t have asked to be part of a better fandom. I know it sounds like all talk, but I’m serious guys.

We may not have gotten canon, but I think we still got more than a lot of other fandoms. Friendships flourished, some talents were discovered and some talents were strengthened, creativity continues to blossom throughout this entire fandom, support is a constant thing, we’ve got people to lean on. We’ve got each other and we’ve got these two beautiful characters with all this potential that we used and created into what it is today.

There aren’t enough words to describe how much I love this fandom!

And from here on, we’ll just keep growing. So thank you all so much, thank you for all of it. And special thanks to the first person in this fandom who ever brought up Sterek because I’m pretty certain that is a major factor in the growth of our fandom.

You guys are astonishing, and I appreciate all of you so much.

This fandom, to me, is pretty God damn iconic. And every single person in it has been a part of what makes Sterek and the fandom itself as astounding as they are.

So round of applause to us all!

Coming Home

Originally posted by lachicadeloslibros-y-lasboybands


A/N:
Honestly thought this would be longer and better than it is but I hope y’all like it nonetheless. Dad!Shawn is always good for the soul, so is feedback x


You sat on the couch watching your son set himself up on the window ledge with a blanket and a pillow, he didn’t want to miss Shawn coming home and you weren’t going to argue with him; in fact you’d set yourself up on the couch with full intentions to move your eager four-year-old beside you when he fell asleep. You sipped on your coffee and watched as he laid his blanket out, trying to cover every inch of the ledge, and put his pillow down before tucking the stuffed monkey Shawn brought him, Mr. Keggles, into bed. You giggled as you watched him carry down his toy guitar and set it at the end of the bed so he’d remember to show his dad that he was a rock star too.
When he finally got under the covers himself, you brought him a warm cup of hot chocolate and played the waiting game till he fell asleep, but not before he made you check that there was enough for when Shawn came home because they always had hot chocolate on cold days.

You woke up to your son tossing and turning beside you, you looked up to see the daylight shining through the living room curtains and looked to your phone to see what time it was.
A bright 10 am shined on your phone in white but it was a message Shawn left that really woke you up.

Shawn: Hopping on the plane now, I love you so much baby. Can’t wait to see you both xx’

You weren’t too sure when it was sent but it was enough to get you excited. You slowly climbed off the couch, careful not to wake the peacefully sleeping boy beside you and made a cup of coffee, nervously playing out scenarios of Shawn in your head. You went into the bathroom and did a look over your appearance, you decided to stay in your sweats and one of Shawn’s old t-shirts because the first day Shawn came home were always lazy days but also because you didn’t want to make it too obvious that you wanted to look good for him. You ruffled your hair in the mirror and assessed the overall look before hearing a car pull up. Your eyes widened, you turned to wake your son but he was already bright-eyed and up at the window with a smile spread across his cheeks, “Daddy is home!” he bounced up and down.

You heard his voice outside thank the driver and it took you a minute to realize that the voice wasn’t coming from your phone. Your son ran to the door and pulled at the handle, finding it difficult to turn and pull at the same time until finally the light shone through the opening crack and he dropped from the doorknob and ran out to Shawn. Shawn immediately dropped his bags and landed on his knees to catch his excited son and pull him into a tight hug. His small head nestled into Shawn’s neck and you watched as Shawn breathed in relief and smiled “I missed you so much buddy!” he kissed the top of his head. “I’ve got so much to show you” your son wormed his way out of Shawn’s arms and pulled at Shawn’s hand to get him inside but Shawn swept his tiny feet off the ground and pulled him into another hug making his son giggle wildly, “I’m going to say hi to mummy, how about you go get it ready and then I’ll come make the hot chocolate” he nodded and jumped from his father, running inside excited to show Shawn his loot. You and Shawn stood there, looking around and waiting for someone to make the first move but he quickly gave up on the joke and pulled you in for a hug, kissing your cheek over and over. “Holy fuck I missed you so much” he breathed heavily, putting his hand under you to support you as you jumped on his waist. Your lips joined and neither of you wanted to ever pull away “So, so much” he mumbled “not yet” he smiled as your lips connected again “okay that’s it I’m just never leaving again” he shrugged, smiling as you pulled back. “I love you so much” you looked up at his eyes, not realizing how much you’d actually missed them the last two months, he connected your lips together once more before you jumped down and he reached for your hand to go inside.

You walked in and were straight away bombarded with your four-year-old holding his stuffed monkey, you rested your head on Shawn’s chest, trying to take in as much of the moment as you can. Shawn picked him up and put him on his hip, “Hello Mr. Keggles, is this your guitar?” his voice was slightly higher when talking to the inanimate object “no daddy, this is my guitar I’m a rock star like you” he laughed and tried to wiggle down from Shawn’s grip so he could show him how he plays it. You looked over at Shawn as your son put the guitar strap over his shoulder and noticed Shawn’s eyes watering up, “babe” you breathed a smile wiping at his eyes. He smiled back at you and kissed you again “he’s so big” he put his forehead on yours, laughing as happy tears began to fall from his eyes, “you’re not watching?” a small voice came from beside you. “Why are you crying?” he dropped the guitar onto the floor and climbed up his parents to see their faces. He held onto your face and wiped the tears that had begun to gather before then doing the same for his dad “what’s wrong?” his voice saddened, you sniffled and kissed your son’s head, “it’s okay baby, they’re happy tears”.

When it was bath time, Shawn insisted on taking him which you knew was a disaster for trouble because the bathroom was always a mess by the time they were done. You heard a big splash of water hit the floor and ran up to see Shawn soaked from head to toe with your four-year-old laughing hysterically, Shawn looked up at you like he’d been caught in the act and you just laughed and turned around. You later snuck up and watched them at the sink as they brushed their teeth, both of them having a towel wrapped around their waist and their hair sticking up as Shawn instructed him to brush in circles. You brought them both a change of clothes and watched your son get excited when he saw his captain America shirt, “who’s your favorite superhero?” he looked up at his dad as Shawn dressed him and waited for an answer “your mum” he whispered in his ear before putting a finger to his lips as to signal that it was a secret. “Go sit on the couch buddy, I’m coming” you called out as your little one ran down the hall, ready to watch the first Harry Potter movie like they always did when it was Shawn’s first day home. He waited till your son was far away enough to not see or hear you before he pulled on your waist to bring you closer and began kissing your neck, “wanna dress me?” he raised an eyebrow to which you laughed “I know you’ve been away a while but you really gotta work on your dirty ta—“ he tickled at your sides making you squeak. Your eyes when wide in a way of telling him to stop “not now” you whispered and motioned to walk out of the bathroom “oh honey” he called you back and you peeked your head around the corner expecting to get another one-liner “I haven’t said it yet but you look gorgeous” you blushed “I’m a mess” you corrected making him walk over to you and hold you around the lower of your back like he previously had been “you. Look. Beautiful” he kissed your lips “you always do”

When your son crashed halfway through the first Harry Potter movie, you and Shawn sat together barely watching what was left because you were so distracted by each other. “I feel like I’m missing out on so much” he whispered, running his thumb along your cheek as you laid on his chest looking up at him. “Shawn, you’re a good dad and a good husband”, you softly smacked at his chest for doubting himself, “you’re here as much as you possibly can be and that’s okay” you assured him but you could still see the worry in his eyes “I haven’t even been here long enough to put this in concrete” you popped yourself up to look at him better “what do you mean?” you smiled having an idea at what he was hinting at. He put his head to one side “c’mon,” he rolled his eyes “I’ve asked a million times but I want to ask you seriously, I want to do the whole romantic gesture thing that takes your breath away you deserve better than me just asking in the moment” you boosted yourself up and sat across his lap so that you now sat taller than him. “The moments that you’re talking about are some of my favorites and just because it isn’t a big, all-out-there gesture doesn’t take away any of its meaning” your eyebrows furrowed, “it still doesn’t take away the fact that he’s four years old and we still aren’t married” “Shawn, there isn’t a time limit on this” you leaned down “I know that you and I are forever and that that little man of ours sleeping beside us is the best thing that we’ve ever done. I don’t need a ring or a certificate to tell me how you feel about me, okay?” you kissed him, putting your hand on his cheek “we’ll do it all in our own time but don’t go making yourself feel bad because you can’t be in two places at once” he looked down shaking his head before he looked back up at you with a hearty smile on his face “how, after all this time, are you still the only thing that can make me feel better when I’ve felt like shit?” you softened your posture and laid back down on his chest “because I’m your savior” you joked making you both softly chuckle in attempt to not wake your son. 

“Come on, we should go to bed” you slid yourself off his lap and watched as Shawn picked up your son and carried him to his bed. He leaned over and tucked him in with his stuffed monkey and turned on his star night light before stepping back and pulling you into his arms, giving you a small kiss on top of your head “he really is amazing” “we did a good job” you agreed before he turned you around, reaching out for your arms “c’mon let’s go to bed”

castielinparadise  asked:

Hey tink, I was wondering if you could give me a little positivity about season 13 with Cas and Misha? All this panel stuff about them laughing about Cas being dead and Singer saying stuff about how they went where the writing was going has really gotten me upset, and I really don't want to give up on this show because it's become a huge part of my life. 💖

IM SO CONFUSED.

THIS WHOLE PANEL WAS GOLD!

Misha is IN ON IT. Come on. They all joke around, they all troll everyone. They know we all know he is coming back because they’ve already SAID SO and Misha is all over comicon so why would he not be in the panel - its all a JOKE and a HOAX.

Because they KNOW they have to keep Misha onboard and Cas in the story. They told a whole story about how show running is CHANGING and how different show runners did things differently and how they are not going backwards and retreading but going FORWARDS.

HAVE YOU SEEN THE SEASON 12 RECAP?!!!!

IT ENDS WITH DEAN COLLAPSING OVER CAS DEAD BODY WHILE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS PLAYS OVER THE TOP WITH THE ONLY WORD SAID OUT LOUD DURING THE WHOLE THING BEING DEAN’S “NOOOOOOOOOOO!”

Cas is going to be a huge part of season 13. He has SO MUCH story to tell just in himself and in regards to Dean, Sam and the overall plot re: Jack. DO NOT WORRY.

On top of that Jared made it clear that they LOVE Misha and it’s NOT PRETEND and they are true FRIENDS.

Yes, the panel was very heavy Singer/Jared and I would have liked some more Jensen/Misha/Dabb and I would like a gagreel and a preview.

But what we got was GREAT and POSITIVE. 

They are not assholes, they are not dicks, they love us and they love each other, they want us to LOVE THE SHOW. It’s gonna be GREAT!

Originally posted by aborddelimpala

Its been a year now since you left and i guess I’m doing fine. I have days where i cant get you off my mind and i check up on you all day, then i have days where you only cross my mind once or twice. There are days where i feel everything and just wish you would come back, then there are days where i feel nothing for you and don’t think about you at all. It sucks cause deep down i know i really just want you to come back, but checking up on you, i know you’re happy alone and i probably don’t even cross your mind anymore. We text here and there but its only because i have stuff to give back to you. But now I have nothing left to give back, and we stopped talking completely .a year now and i still cant forget about you. A year now and you’re still all i think about, all i dream about, it sucks. I wish i can just erase everything, forget all the memories because they make me more sad than happy. I’m slowly forgetting about you, losing feelings, letting go… just a few more months and hopefully ill be ready to let you go and move on..

anonymous asked:

#6 for Gaston?? ;)

HERE’S A LIL ONESHOT. srry if its not what you guys expected lol i was super tired while writing it! Thanks for reading, reblogs and likes are all appreciated! Have a good one.


Originally posted by good-gay-sherlock


Title: The Night Before.
Pairing: Gaston x Reader.
Words: 1,368.
Rating: T.
Summary: After sharing a kiss the night before, Gaston meets with you and tries to explain what he’s feeling.


Pretending that nothing happened isn’t going to help either of us.” Hearing that voice in the morning was the last thing you expected. Hearing it as the first sound to awaken your senses after opening your front door was also to say the least, a big surprise. Stepping down from your front door, you pushed on his chest to get him to back away so you could walk. He did, but only half a step. Sighing in defeat, you stopped trying to maneuver your way around his broad body and cocked your hip to the side. You were all to aware of what he was referring to. You had been thinking about it ever since last night. You had gone to bed thinking about it and you had woken up thinking about it. 

You didn’t quite expect Gaston to be outside your house door though, ready to pester you about the mishap in the tavern the night before. You figured he’d have been too hungover to actually be awake this early, but here he was in all his post-war glory. Reckon, he did look a bit messier than his usual self, with a few stray hairs, bags under his eyes, and disheveled tan jacket that clung perfectly to his structured torso.

Looking at him in astonishment, it appeared as if he didn’t sleep at all and spent the night waiting to see you again. Clearing his throat, Gaston fixed his jacket, buttoning a few buttons in the middle before slicking back his hair. Rolling your eyes at the thought of Gaston performing such a romantic task specifically for you, you acknowledged his words. Swallowing softly, you grasped your skirt and tugged the fabric out of his hands swiftly. It left him a bit starstruck as you flattened the front of your dress and muttered to him, “It didn’t mean anything. It was just a kiss.”

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Do you guys ever wake up in the morning with an ocean of tears behind your eyes and all you want to do is cry for hours. Not because you’re sad or miserable; just because. For a reason unknown. Maybe it is because I’m depressed and miserable, I just don’t know what it feels like anymore to feel otherwise, besides, I’ve always had this condition. It is almost as if I have found peace in accepting my state of misery and loneliness. I’m just ranting here..

I hope you all are doing “ok”. I may just be a blogger but I genuinely care about all of you who follow me. You all sort of feel like family.. as if our condition creates a bond within us that keeps us together. Who knows the reason. Do we ever truly know anything for its actual reality? I don’t think so at least. After all, most truths seem to make sense when we are only speaking with ourselves..

I hope you all have a wonderful day. I love you all

- Promethean Dread 🥀💕

when we rise was mostly based on cleve jones’ memoir so it’s going to focus on what he did. yes, there was erasure but keep in mind all of the things this show did that no other show has done before. see how they showed a black gay man standing up for trans people. show the asian trans women pic who tried everything to make him better. think about how they showed this black gay man experiencing hate from both communities he was in. or how he kept his religion and got funding for his lgbt refuge church. how roma fought for lesbians to be included in women’s spaces. how cleve never stoped even after an assassination and almost every single one of his friends dying, including his love.

think about all the lgbt people who had no idea what happened in their history because schools never teach it, and them now knowing what has happened. all of the people watching getting a new found fight in them to keep moving forward and never back.

the erasure is valid, but this is history. this is the best exposure we have ever gotten. please, watch this show.

okay but could you just imagine

  • reDDIE SNUGGLES DURING THE WINTER 
  • it’s cold okAY it’s cold ya boys need to be warm
  • together
  • extra long kisses after

  •  AND RICHIE COMING THROUGH EDDIES WINDOW IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND EDDIE HAS TWO HUGE MUGS OF HOT CHOCOLATE SO THEY COULD WATCH THE FIRST SNOW TOGETHER 

  • and omg cute snOWBALL FIGHTS
  • Eddie hitting Richie in the face with a snowball and is all tore up but Richie like SO PROUD HE THREW IT LIKE A PRO and just smiles with this stupid in love look on his face

  • RICHIE DRAWING FACES IN EDDIES SNOW ANGEL
  • Eddie “getting mad” but actually loving the little faces omg

  • Richie making sure Eddie always has his three jackets and his thick gloves and hand warmers so he’s xtra toasty ™

  • and even though Sonia absolutely hates Richie she’s glad he makes sure her little boy is warm because Maine winters are rough
  • Eddie ALSO making sure Richie is wearing a jacket because we all know he’d worry about his little Eds and completely forget about his own shit
  • blanket forts, don’t fight me on this
  • like they find all of the blankets they can and just make a HUGE fort over the bed and turn on a flashlight and jUST LAYING AND TALKING AND TICKLING EACH OTHER OML
  • don’t you dare fight me on this
  • sleeping in really late and going to bed really late because
  • LATE NIGHT TALKS (so many late talks omg it’s their thing)
  • CHRISTMAS SONGS ALL THE TIME AND ITS NOT EVEN THANKSGIVING
  • so many beep beep’s about those stupid songs lord help them
  • omg one of them getting a cold (cough cough richie we’ve gone through this he forgets jackETS AND ITS LIKE 2 DEGREES OUTSIDE) and Eddie just babying him and head pets and soup and 
add if you want omg

THIS!!!

This right here!! This has been the single greatest panel of this arc for me. Because now its canon. 

Bokuto has self awareness. Bokuto knows his weaknesses and is willing to admit them out loud.                                                                                         Look at Akaashi. He is in shock. This is someone who has a numbered list of all the weaknesses of his teammate (best friend, boyfriend, whatever) and yet he had no clue. 

For the love of God, Furudate please, give us the backstory. Don’t have them deliver all this commentary and reveal so many things about them, only to leave us hanging. I need to know their story.

✰ * º ❛ more popular text posts starters. ❜

‘  plot twist: you let someone in and they don’t fuck you over  ’
‘  you would not believe bill nye… if ten million Science Guys  ’
‘  the lack of cuddling i am experiencing right now is upsetting  ’
‘  why was shrek’s soundtrack so incredible like who sat down and decided that a movie about an ogre would have a beautiful rufus wainwright ballad followed by a smash mouth/eddie murphy cover of i’m a believer and how can i thank them  ’
‘  i justify my impulses by the fact i’m going to be dead one day and none of it truly matters in the grant scheme of things it’s that “treat yo self” nihilism  ’
‘  all i do is listen to music really loudly while i walk in circles and daydream :/  ’
‘  but you are an entire universe and i am a bigger cooler universe where everyone skateboards  ’
‘  my insecurities have destroyed so many opportunities   ’
‘  maybe you and i exist together on a different wavelength than the rest of the world. perhaps, we are on a separate frequency.  ’
‘  will u still love me when im no longer young and ok looking  ’
‘  ʸᵉᵃʰᶜᵃⁿ ᴵ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵘʰʰʰʰʰʰ some fuckin physical affection  ’
‘  stop thinking about everything so much, you’re breaking your own heart.  ’
‘  concept: me traveling the world alone, figuring myself out, taking tons of cute aesthetic pictures, befriending kind strangers, drinking a cup of tea on a cute cafeteria, and trying out things for the first time.  ’
‘  holy shit thank god vine is gone like can you imagine all the vines about fidget spinners  ’
‘  me: reads the bad reviews of a book i didn’t like to seek validation  ’
‘  if you think you’ve hit rock bottom, just remember that my bank once froze my accounts because I bought a healthy ready meal at my local supermarket and they classed it an “uncharacteristic purchase”  ’
‘  i’m a dumbass and that’s just how it is  ’
‘  y'all actually seek validation from people that don’t give a fuck about ur feelings??? LMAO bitch me too why are we like this  ’
‘  special thanks to all the 10 year olds out there for making all those music lyric videos on youtube  ’
‘  i am so gentle and kind hearted… and stupid  ’
‘  there she goes again being over dramatic and by she i mean me  ’
‘  just letting everyone who’s ever told me a secret know that its safe with me (and my mom)  ’
‘  me n my eyebrows…………we been thru a lot  ’
‘  i wanna jump off a building and not die just relieve stress by slamming onto the sidewalk and then get up and go get a slurpee or something  ’
‘  all I want is vintage lingerie and good skin  ’
‘  nsfw: nobody’s safe from wonderwall  ’
‘  do you ever wish you could unmeet someone…. like,, we had fun times,, but it’s time for me to wipe my memory Sorry Bud  ’
‘  date a boy who reads. or better yet date a 37 year old recent divorcee with a highly diversified stock portfolio who’s looking to feel young again and can treat you to what you deserve  ’
‘  if you knew me in 7th grade i’m sorry  ’
‘  *cha cha’s real smooth away from academic responsibilities*  ’
‘  anyone else feel like they’re inherently worth less than everyone else  ’
‘  be open with your love and loud with your laughter. life is so much brighter when lived genuinely.  ’
‘  i really wish i could get a refund for all the love i’ve wasted on people like! repay my emotional labour your bill is in the mail  ’
‘  i’m such a tease. i’ll tell you how bad I want to fuck you and then probably fall asleep.  ’
‘  i’m crying my best  ’
‘  i want to be known as someone who’s full of love and radiates light  ’
‘  i’m in philosophy and were talking about how you can doubt everything’s existence except for your own consciousness and the guy that sits in front of me just turns around tears streaming down his face and goes “i am on so many drugs”  ’
‘  how fucked up would it be if an astronaut was coming back to earth and everybody hid for a bit  ’
‘  some kid just skateboarded down my street crying  ’
‘  do you ever get in an “i don’t know” phase in your life. where you literally don’t have a solid answer to anything. you. just. don’t. know.  ’
‘  which of the three pillars of modern music is your favourite, burnin’ up by the jonas brothers, beautiful soul by jesse mccartney or lucky by britney spears  ’
‘  i guess at this point i should just consider dating myself  ’
‘  there is no doubt in my mind i’m really that bitch  ’
‘  after you hit 21, you start forgetting your age cause ain’t nothing else to look forward to, besides sweet death.  ’
‘  why am i not currently in the italian countryside with a fruit plate wearing a light linen dress? unacceptable  ’
‘  hands are weird because one of them can do absolutely everything without a problem and the other one can’t even hold a spoon  ’
‘  remember to drink a fucking shit ton of water every miserable day of ur life  ’
‘  is he………you know…….*makes football throwing motion*….straight?  ’
‘  mATH, deATH – wake up america  ’
‘  does anyone else have a resting bitch face™, but kinda enjoys looking intimidating  ’
‘  time flies when u take a 2hr depression nap in the middle of the day  ’
‘  roses are red, i’m going to bed  ’
‘  u know when ur hairs greasy and it makes u feel so so so bad about urself. and ur entire life. everything is awful bc my hair is greasy  ’
‘  i’m just so glad the word “ugh” was invented  ’
‘  just another day of loving with all my heart and believing in the universe  ’
‘  you know when dogs sit outside with their face turned towards the sun and their eyes closed and they look so relaxed and when you pet them they’re warm? that’s how I want to feel always  ’
‘  come into bed and listen to the rain with me  ’
‘  people are so petty and then here i am, me, an angel,   ’
‘  can someone please be proud of me like fuck i’m trying  ’
‘  concept: a really nice Italian restaurant but it’s spelled “spagooter” on the menu and the waiters won’t take your order unless you pronounce it like that  ’
‘  just found out neanderthal passed on the dna for depression and now we know why they stayed in caves and painted horses all fuckin day   ’
‘  i want kids but i’m scared they’ll blame me if they’re ugly  ’
‘  does anyone have any tips for not thinking about it  ’
‘  “what’s a queen without her king?” well, historically, better  ’
‘  i want something that doesn’t taste like alcohol but has a lot of alcohol in it  ’
‘  my kink is getting some fuckin sleep  ’
‘  i’m alive out of spite  ’
‘  not to vent but: fuck  ’
‘  i think i accidentally break my own heart a lot  ’
‘  can’t wait to be balls deep in love  ’
‘  why are there so many days?? i feel like we just had a whole day yesterday… they don’t stop  ’
‘  i walked in on my 4 year old nephew sitting alone on his bed eating grapes in the dark and i didn’t even get a chance to say anything before he said “i don’t have answers”  ’
‘  *adjusts my tinfoil hat* y’all are crazy  ’
‘  do raccoons have people hands or do we have raccoon hands?  ’
‘  mark your territory by crying on things  ’
‘  any size titty is lit  ’
‘  love lemon trees! i too am bitter but growing  ’
‘  my only constant is the black hair tie around my wrist. no mans gonna be there for me like this hair tie has. no ones presence is gonna be as reassuring  ’
‘  me???? tired???? sleepy??? yes constantly  ’
‘  the box says “four servings” but my heart says one  ’
‘  the lengths i would go to to both get attention and avoid it….astounding  ’
‘  i hope everybody is doing their best even tho we’re all doomed  ’
‘  young adult things: washing your colors with your whites because you don’t care you JUST don’t fucking care  ’
‘  I just want to help out all the people with no money but i am people with no money  ’
‘  bricks are just domesticated rocks  ’
‘  being nice is so easy just do it  ’
‘  lets start wearing cloaks and swords again. its time  ’
‘  classes are like a high level dora the explorer episode. person up front asks a question, stares at you blankly for a few seconds, and then answers their own question.  ’
‘  the average orgasm is 7 seconds. keeping a feral hog in your basement lasts for 5-16 years depending on your ability to care for it. the decision should be clear  ’
‘  will i ever have my shit together  ’
‘  i live in a time where a major selling point for food is that it uses “real” ingredients.  ’
‘  “what the fuck” is an emotion now and its the only one i have  ’
‘  it’s not a real party until you sneak away to the bathroom to question your existence as you stare at yourself in the mirror haha  ’
‘  every hard day you make it through makes you one day closer to stranger things season 2  ’
‘  assert your dominance by calling your friends by their student i.d. number  ’
‘  i feel like each year has progressively gotten worse since the year of luigi ended  ’
‘  um that’s u’re* not ur  ’
‘  i wanna be a villain so I can just saunter everywhere. the heroes are always sprinting, always running. you ever seen darth vader run? hell no. and I ain’t about to either.  ’
‘  i have nothing to say but will i shut up? No  ’
‘  i cannot believe another week is like beginning we just finished one  ’

anonymous asked:

I'm not saying this to hurt you or to police your blog. You do you <3 Since you asked for honesty: what keeps me from enjoying your writing lately is the way you advertise it/yourself. Too many self-reblogs, tagging your own fics as fic rec, whining when not getting asks... I get it, we all want attention and exposure, but I personally feel you are overdoing it and it's killing the joy by making your content (which i enjoy!) feel enforced with desperate means which leads to responses of defiance

You know, someone usually says this once every couple of years and it always takes me by surprise … because this kind of thing is what Tumblr is all about. There are two types of people on this site: those who create content and those who reblog it. I create.

Now some of the people who create things are lucky and gain a quick and wide following, so they don’t really need to promote themselves too much, but the rest of us do– and I know I’m not the only one who does.

The content I create for this site is something that I’m proud of, especially the writing. I work very hard on each of my pieces and I treat the feedback I get on each story as fuel to keep on writing the next. If I don’t get feedback, I stop writing, and writing is the only thing in this world that makes me feel accomplished. So yeah, I self promote and I self reblog, and I get depressed when no one seems to like the work that I’ve poured my soul into. It’s tough, and it may seem like I’m begging for attention but really, I’m begging for purpose, and I’m not going to be shy or ashamed about that.

And putting all that aside, I asked for honesty on my one particular story, because I wanted to make sure that it was good enough for you guys. So you can say that you didn’t intend for this comment to “hurt me” all you want, but it seems like that was really its only goal, and it succeeded.

This site is all about self-promotion and exposure. I don’t understand why people get so surprised that I utilize it.

One of the most liberating feelings in the world is realizing you don’t owe anyone shit

You don’t have to be friends with someone who treats you like crap even if you’ve known them your whole life. You don’t even owe them an explanation either. You get to choose who gets to be in your life. It’s a privilege, not a birth given right. 

If someone is hurting you or just flat out annoying, you don’t have to give them the time of day. Please cut the shitty people out of your life and surround yourself with awesome ones who make you happy. You deserve nothing but happiness and anyone who brings you down doesn’t deserve to be in it. 

catch my hopeless romantic ass zoning out and fantasizing about being domestic with the love of my life sitting on the floor of our apartment eating take-out  in our underwear

ok i need to talk about this particular part of TDM that’s seemingly always slept on because it’s one of my All Time favourite scenes and it’s so important

In Chapter 20 (page 312), there’s this section: 

“What?” he whispered. “What are you smiling about?”

My fingers brushed against his hair, trying to smooth it down. I realized what I was doing a full minute after Liam had closed his eyes and leaned into my touch. Embarrassment flared up in my chest, but he grabbed my hand before I could pull back and tucked it under his chin.

“Nope,” he whispered, when I tried to tug it away. “Mine now.”

Dangerous. This is dangerous. The warning was fleeting, banished to the back corners of my mind, where it wouldn’t interrupt how good it felt to touch him—how right

“I’m going to need it back eventually,” I said, letting him run it along the stubble on his chin.

“Too bad.”

THIS SCENE means so much to me, let’s reflect on why really quick:

My queen, Ruby Elizabeth Daly, has spent the last six years of her life in the most treacherous conditions, terrified to touch or be touched by anybody. This poor cinnamon roll has lived in fear from the age of ten onward. Here in front of her, she has this beautiful boy with the bluest eyes and the kindest heart, who has been soOoo patient with her since they met. 

This scene, friends and neighbours, is so incredibly important because Ruby is letting herself, for the first time in six damn years, touch not only another person, but someone who she holds so much care for. In her mind, she knows it’s dangerous, but guys!! She’s pushing past the fear and giving into something that she wants for the first time in so freaking long!! This particular moment (to me) is so symbolic of what’s to come for her and Liam because when she reaches out to him, Lee keeps her there with him, letting her know that !!!!! it’s okay to want to go for what you want—that he’s not going to let this fear keep him from being with her or there for her. That he’s not going to leave, even if Ruby pulls away because of what she is afraid of; especially if she’s afraid of what she’s going to do to him without intentions of inflicting pain—especially if she is afraid of herself, because Liam understands Ruby, and will never, never, never leave her to fight her demons alone.

After they have this marvelous little (massive) moment, Ruby Tuesday starts to open up to Puppy Lee about her Orange abilities as he inquires. When she tries to pull away after he asks if she was in his head (because TDM Chapter 20 Ruby chooses flight rather than fight in most situations), Liam holds on tighter, telling Ruby that he isn’t mad (because he knows this about TDM Chapter 20 Ruby). THEN !!! when they’re holding hands, Liam asks if it’s okay—and we all know that if she said no, he would have nodded with a smile and let her hand go, but wouldn’t have left her side. This entire passage is so symbolic of their relationship guys!!!! The patience, the reaching out, the holding on even when things get tough? Not only this, but all of the following Luby Rubiam parts happen because of this one?? This scene means the world to me and I can’t stress it or its importance enough.

so as some of you may know, i recently took a hiatus to work on my mental health and now im back!! this is my official notice that i’m back just to inform you!! it’s been a good few weeks but i have realised how much i missed some of you guys, so i decided to do a follow forever!!

special mentions

@sevenyearsdead jud!! my husband!! honestly you were literally my first friend here and you’re definitely my bffl and im never going to get over how much you mean to me and how happy you make me just by sending me snapchats and seeing your posts, idk, i just love you a lot and im so so glad that youre in my life, it truly is one of the best things that has ever happened to me

@reneewvlkers al albert egotisticAL wALuigi ur literally one of my favourite people okay?? playing games with you is literally the highlight of my days and i love playing ultimate chicken horse and town of salem and oh sir the insult generator and how focused we got playing plague inc. if im being honest, for so long u were my tumblr crush and i almost cried when you followed me and now we’re here!! we’re like albert and lovecraft and every time i see a text or snapchat from you im just like !!!

@kevcnday mal my love!! loml!! my love!! honestly youre like the sweetest, kindest person ever and i love you so much!! i know youre sad a lot right now and i just really really want you to be happy more than anything because you totally deserve it!! you deserve to be happy and i want you to be happy more than anything because youre always there for me whenever i need you and youre really really brilliant and i love you

@droidcore yannic!! ilysm honestly ur like the sweetest ever and youre my lil dragon child and i love you because you got me into flight rising and your dragons are just awesome and you really make me feel like im wanted!! which is rare because i always feel like whenever im talking to somebody that they dont really want to talk to me but!! you make me feel like im wanted and i love you so much for that!!

@thedreamtwats ronan my child its been a while since we’ve spoken but you always mean a lot to me and i always love hearing your stories about your life and just how wild it is because it brings some joy to my life and i love u so much honestly youre just incredible

@extrajostensquad guys!! plexiglass fuckers anonymous!! my dudes!! youre honestly like the greatest collection of people ever and the fact that we’re the Fandom Police and that youre basically the only people left in this fandom that i trust im so glad that i got to know all of you! youre all so incredible and you make me feel so welcome like i never have been in a group chat before and its like so fun just to talk to you all and be salty about everything!! we all need to take photos in our fandom police jackets soon so we can literally be squad goals in every single way!! you were all there for me when that thing was going on with my mother and im so glad for that because it really helped to calm me down and i cant thank you enough for that. you all mean so much to me, honestly, im so so so glad that i met and spoke to you all, it’s so incredible!

mutuals are italicised and there’s no favourites because youre all my favourites!!

a - c

@abramsjosten @adnromeda @aelin @agronaa @ahthena @alekzandermorozova @allisongaynolds @allisonreynolds @alucardsemery @aly-naith @amhinyard @andreil @andreil69 @andreiwminyard @andrevvminyrd @andrewnminyard @apollonic @artcmis @athsna @biallisonreynolds @bookthiefes @bramlouisgreenfeld @cabeswaeter @cabeswaterlovesthem @calmpercy @capameribruh @cecilyherondales @cedricdiggoury @cindurellas @clvssical @coffeebisexual @cuipid @czernys

d - i

@daggersau @damnwilds @danwjlds @deehaan @doctorkot @droidcore @emeryalucards @empyrreal @enotrobin @exybee @exyjosten @faeheys @fcyre @fineiljosten @floweringbisexual @frances-janvier @gangseyys @gansaey @gayneil @georgvweasley @glendowers @goldstiens @hanrywinter @haylehkiyoko @henrimontague @hermioneggranger @herxnstairs @howlingremus @hxrryspotter @hynpos @ignitesme @inejghvfa @isakvaltzrsen

j - l

@jeanmoneau @jeanmoreaue @jeanmoreeu @jeanrnoreau @jeansmoraeu @jeansmoreau @jehanprovairre @jeremoreau @jeremynox @jesparfaheys @jimkivk @julietteferarrs @katarras @katiebells @kayleighsday @keterdam @kettersdam @kevcnday @kevindayofficial @kevinwymackday @kickfoxing @klosehemmick @larajeahsong @lehmony @le-lex @lilaabard @lilabard @lilyqvans @lindseymorgan @lunascope

m - p

@magnussalexander @maliayukimura @mariarosales @matsboyd @mcttbcyd @merpeopl @miniminyardd @minjard @minyardx @mivyard @mnvrds @mvgnvsbane @nathanieljostn @neiljoster @neils-josten @neilswesninski @nejighafa @nevillxes @nickyhemmick @ninazeanik @ninczeniks @noahsweetwne @nvckyhemmick @opalynch @opheliai @oscarwlds @pacifistpadme @patrioclus @perseajacksn @persrephone @petalloso @pipedream @pipvdream @poethry @posiedcns

r - z

@remusluvpin @reneewvlkers @reneison @requiemofkings @revneewalker @ronansparrishs @roryglimore @rosesau @rosewatre @rosewealseys @rustofstardust @sangradora @sevenyearsdead @simonspear @stormybisexual @thaleias @thebetterminyard @thedreamtwats @thedreggs @thef0xholecourt @thelouvvre @thunderbiirds @thxief @tinyjosten @todorokishto @transbeaulieu @trialsofapollo @vangcgh @vanillasweet @veinus @victorvalc @waldensbeck @wesnenski @wesnihski @wesninskie @williamherxndale @wveck @zelvars @zoyalina

I don’t know if this makes me a terrible person, but waiting for Stiles all season was worth it. Because honestly the amount of Stydia was beyond words. I am actually speechless about it. Its come out as squeals for the past week. But not only that, Stiles came back as his original sassy self. Ever since Season 3 when Void Stiles was present, Stiles has not been the same lighthearted goofball that he always was and we have finally been reunited with Stiles in all of sassy glory.

Originally posted by redstringstydias