because though i love my mama

This is actually something that I drew a few days ago bUT I really wanted to draw something and I wasn’t sure what exactly and I’ve had this particular idea for a long time so I GAVE IT A SHOT AND I’M SO SO HAPPY WITH HOW IT CAME OUT.  I’ve always thought that some of Robin’s hair styles that had her braiding or doing something with the sides of her hair were really pretty (though the short style that Carinus has is my fave obvs iaeirg.)  So I just had this idea of mama Carinus braiding and pulling Lucina’s hair back in a pony tail for her one day and putting white flowers in it because she thought it looked pretty on her and Lucina would love it and (*’v`丱)☆+゜

This was so, so much fun, I think I had the most fun with her hair.  I originally had it down and then the parts of her hair that were braided pulled back but I couldn’t get it to look the way I wanted it too so I tried putting it all up and I LOVE IT SO MUCH *゜✲ฺ(✿◕ฺ ∀◕ฺ)ฺノ゜* This whole thing I just couldn’t be happier with like uGH aoerihg  Also fun fact, with the flowers, I was trying to carry over the flowers from Lucina’s (just S?) support with male Robin.  I DON’T KNOW THE FULL CONTEXT BEHIND THEM I haven’t seen their support yet but I thought mama Carinus would find them pretty on her baby girl.

The fact that Bakugou takes after his mom so much delights me.

I’m still nominating mama Midoriya as best mom tho gosh.


Hello, love. You’re reading this, so I guess I’m dead. Wonder what got me this time? Just kidding; we both know what got me this time. Just can’t help biology… Fucking cancer.

Dean, I know you, and I swear to all that is holy if you’re even eyeing alcohol, even the medical stuff, I will freakin’ haunt your ass. I’m not there to dance that dance with you, so don’t even think about it. My death is not your fault; there was nothing you could have done.

With that out of the way, I want to thank you for everything. Ever since we met, you’ve been saving my ass. Remember when we were little and you pulled me out of the way of that car that almost ran me over? I was terrified that dad was going to kill me for almost being killed, but you looked me in the eye and said, “Bobby doesn’t have to know. This is our secret. Just be more careful.” And then when dad died, you pulled me out of a pool of liquor and my tears. You’ve always been there for me, so thank you.

Also, thank you for the little things. Thank you for kissing me when you couldn’t get me to shut up (those were secretly my favorite). Thank you for piggyback rides when I didn’t want to walk. Thank you for patching me up after a bad hunt. Thank you for cuddling with me. Thank you for listening to me when I was rambling about stuff that you didn’t actually care about. Thank you for Mary Jane. (Seriously, though, aren’t I brilliant for coming up with that name? It’s both your parents names in one! (Well, “Jane” is the girl version of “John”, but shut up!)) That girl is an absolute reminder that there is still good in the world. Thank you, Dean, for being utterly perfect.

Tell Sam that he needs a haircut because he might as well be Rapunzel. Tell your mom that I didn’t hate her. Tell Crowley that I wasn’t kidding when I said I wanted a hellhound, and I expect one for my birthday (dead or not). Tell Cas that even though he tried telling me that my period was a gift from God I love him anyway. Tell Mary Jane that Mama is always with her, and that I love her. Oh, and give her a big, embarrassing kiss for me! She hates that! And Dean, please know that I love you so freaking much; you were the best husband, best friend, and are the best father.

Being dead sucks probably, but don’t wait up.


Y/N Singer-Winchester

Originally posted by thebuckybrnes

If These Are Not Mentioned Then I Don't Understand

Ok so I see alot of EXO-L’s talking about EXO’s best songs but let just end this all now because if this isn’t your list then I don’t understand.

(It’s a long list but oh well and in no particular order here is the most amazing list in my opinion).


1. Baby Don’t Cry(my favorite EXO song ever).
2. Heart Attack(if this isn’t in your list then I don’t understand you).
5. Christmas Day(No Words)
6. Miracles In December(Chen…..That’s All I Got😭).
7. My Lady(D.O’s VOCALS THOUGH!!!!).
8. Lady Luck(Magic).
9. Love Me Right(D.O, Baekhyun and Kai😭).
10. Transformer(Chanyeol and Kai……🔫⚰).
11. El Dorado(Baekhyun……).
12. She’s Dreaming(#AppreciateSuho2K17).
13. What If……(Baekhyun……..).
14. Stronger(All Just All Of Them😭).
15. One And Only(Dead).
16. Thunder(KAI NIGGA KAI!!!!😭).
17. What Is love(Absolutely No Words Just Know Baekhyun And Kyungsoo Are Legends).
18. Run(Kai And Kyungsoo’s harmonization I CAN’T!!!!).
19. Peter Pan(LIFE!!!!).
20. Heaven(BAEKHYUN’s VOCALS!!!!).
21. LOTTO(Appreciate The Auto-Tune).
22. Sing For You(Beautiful).
23. Unfair(Suho’s Part Is My Favorite😭).
24. Lightsaber(This Song Saved My Soul).
25. My Answer(SUHO!!!!).
26. Black Pear(D.O!!!!).

And Some Bonus Songs:.
1. Curtain(#AppreciateKimJumyeon2K17!! CAUSE MY BOY SLAYED THE GODS!!!! He closed SM station like a B-O-S-S ok BOSS!!).

2. Tell Me What Is Love(Kyungsoo Slayed Everyone #AppreciateKyungsoo2K17!!).

anonymous asked:

I never interact with other fans because i fear finding out that they are actually like 14 and then what do I say? "Yes mhm the lip bite I know, but did you finish your homework and clean your room before you logged on? Isn't it past your bedtime?" it feels wrong.

Hahaha! I know what you mean anon. I feel so protective of all my young followers though. I just want to love them and take them under my wing. Mama Brittane’s got y’all.

Originally posted by crazydreampanda


Tupac - Dear mama

When I was young me and my mama had beef
Seventeen years old kicked out on the streets
Though back at the time, I never thought I’d see her face
Ain’t a woman alive that could take my mama’s place
Suspended from school; and scared to go home, I was a fool
with the big boys, breakin all the rules
I shed tears with my baby sister
Over the years we was poorer than the other little kids
And even though we had different daddy’s, the same drama
When things went wrong we’d blame mama
I reminisce on the stress I caused, it was hell
Huggin on my mama from a jail cell
And who’d think in elementary?
Heeey! I see the penitentiary, one day
And runnin from the police, that’s right
Mama catch me, put a whoopin to my backside
And even as a crack fiend, mama
You always was a black queen, mama
I finally understand
for a woman it ain’t easy tryin to raise a man
You always was committed
A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it
There’s no way I can pay you back
But the plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated

Now ain’t nobody tell us it was fair
No love from my daddy cause the coward wasn’t there
He passed away and I didn’t cry, cause my anger
wouldn’t let me feel for a stranger
They say I’m wrong and I’m heartless, but all along
I was lookin for a father he was gone
I hung around with the Thugs, and even though they sold drugs
They showed a young brother love
I moved out and started really hangin
I needed money of my own so I started slangin
I ain’t guilty cause, even though I sell rocks
It feels good puttin money in your mailbox
I love payin rent when the rent’s due
I hope ya got the diamond necklace that I sent to you
Cause when I was low you was there for me
And never left me alone because you cared for me
And I could see you comin home after work late
You’re in the kitchen tryin to fix us a hot plate
Ya just workin with the scraps you was given
And mama made miracles every Thanksgivin
But now the road got rough, you’re alone
You’re tryin to raise two bad kids on your own
And there’s no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated

Pour out some liquor and I reminisce, cause through the drama
I can always depend on my mama
And when it seems that I’m hopeless
You say the words that can get me back in focus
When I was sick as a little kid
To keep me happy there’s no limit to the things you did
And all my childhood memories
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me
And even though I act craaazy
I gotta thank the Lord that you made me
There are no words that can express how I feel
You never kept a secret, always stayed real
And I appreciate, how you raised me
And all the extra love that you gave me
I wish I could take the pain away
If you can make it through the night there’s a brighter day
Everything will be alright if ya hold on
It’s a struggle everyday, gotta roll on
And there’s no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated

Sweat lady and dear mama

anonymous asked:

I love it when antis have those, "I asked my mama about your pedo ships and she said its BAD" posts, because like. Well yeah JAN, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree your mama's probably crazy too tbh?! And like, I asked MY mama, and she thinks your all nuts. And my mama, knows everything so. (For real though...what shit show)

Any adult you ask who legit thinks suicide bating people over fictional ships is justifiable then they need some serious help and probably aren’t the sort of adult you should be taking advice from

Hey! Mama Maple here, and though I’ve never mentioned it here, I actually love to roleplay. Roleplaying can be a very effective coping skill and can help teach people how to identify emotional context and produce more mentally healthy reactions to different situations. Furthermore, I find that rping is a great stress reliever and a great way to make new friends!

So why am I bringing up RP? Because I’m inviting you to come meet me on one of my favorite RP Minecraft servers! (Before y’all judge or yell ‘cringe’, I’d like to point out that there is literally nothing wrong with Minecraft only that it has been demonized by the internet and I Shall Never Forgive That) This server is called The Forgotten Galaxies is a small, friendly community comprised of many amazing people from diverse backgrounds and offers a wonderful variety of RP options! They currently offer Warrior Cats and a Zombie Apocalypse RP, and are currently working on a Dragon RP that should be open soon.

Even if RP isn’t your thing, you should still come meet me on Forgotten Galaxies!


Dating Bucky would include

Originally posted by thespoilerwitchblog

●Catching​ ​him​ ​singing​ ​old​ ​songs​ ​from​ ​his​ ​era
●Kisses​ ​that​ ​leave​ ​you​ ​dizzy​ ​and​ ​hungry​ ​for​ ​more
●Holding​ ​him​ ​so​ ​he​ ​can​ ​fall​ ​asleep​ ​and​ ​rest​ ​easier
●Him​ ​teaching​ ​you​ ​how​ ​to​ ​swing​ ​dance
●Playing​ ​with​ ​his​ ​hair​ ​and​ ​occasionally​ ​putting​ ​it​ ​up
●Comforting​ ​him​ ​when​ ​he​ ​wakes​ ​up​ ​from​ ​a​ ​nightmare​ ​screaming
●Movie​ ​nights​ ​are​ ​a​ ​big​ ​thing​ ​for​ ​you​ ​two.​ ​He​ ​wants​ ​to​ ​see​ ​everything​ ​he​ ​missed
●You​ ​both​ ​taking​ ​turns​ ​being​ ​the​ ​big​ ​spoon
●Tugging​ ​on​ ​his​ ​hair​ ​whenever​ ​you​ ​make​ ​out
●Him​ ​being​ ​impressed​ ​with​ ​lingerie​ ​and​ ​him​ ​going​ ​shopping​ ​with​ ​you​ ​and​ ​picking​ ​out​ ​new lingerie​ ​he​ ​wants​ ​to​ ​see​ ​you​ ​wear
●Him​ ​cooking​ ​you​ ​old​ ​meals​ ​his​ ​mama​ ​used​ ​to​ ​make  
●Traveling​ ​to​ ​new​ ​places​ ​together
●Hand​ ​holding.​ ​Holding​ ​his​ ​metal​ ​hand​ ​even​ ​though he​ ​objects​ ​at​ ​first.
●Him​ ​being​ ​afraid​ ​of​ ​being​ ​too​ ​rough​ ​with​ ​you​ ​when​ ​you​ ​are​ ​intimate
●Encouraging​ ​him​ ​to​ ​be​ ​more​ ​rough​ ​because​ ​you​ ​know​ ​he​ ​would​ ​never​ ​hurt​ ​you
●Lazy​ ​showers​ ​together
●Making​ ​him​ ​laugh​ ​more​ ​than​ ​he​ ​ever​ ​has​ ​before
●“I​ ​finally​ ​feel​ ​like​ ​I​ ​have​ ​my​ ​life​ ​back”
●Loving​ ​and​ ​supporting​ ​each​ ​other​ ​more​ ​than​ ​either​ ​of​ ​you​ ​ever​ ​thought​ ​possible

anonymous asked:

I really love this blog, but since you guys are moving on to DA2, I'm unfollowing cause spoilers. Hopefully I will refollow soon! Just honestly have been struggling with awakening cause of the bugs lol. I wish my mom and I could play games together!

yeah, #1 had weirdo bug thingies didn’t it?

I don’t remember Inquisition being like that, not really.

That makes me pout that she had to unfollow us because of spoilers, but I guess I can understand.  The immature part of me is like “GET BACK HERE RIGHT NOW” though lol

- Mama

I actually forgot to mention this simple Nyx Ulric headcanon on my Ulric family sketch (minus Mama Ulric):

A few of his tattoos are copied from tattoos of deceased loved ones and I like to think that it’s part of Galahdian culture. Like the one under his eye - the dot and the dash - was the same tattoo Papa Ulric had. And one of the line tattoos on one of his fingers was the same tattoo that Selena had. 

And maybe same goes for Mama Ulric - Not tats on the face though, because her picture in the movie showed she doesn’t have face tats, (unless that string hair decor thing wasn’t actually a string, but I still think it’s a string and not a tattoo). 

anonymous asked:

any speirton headcanons that you have?:)

Buckle up, partner, because I LOVE me some Murder Babe ™ and Mama Lip ™

  • I don’t believe that they get together during the war, there’s sexual tension though - of course, that scene in the church - small brushes of their hands, lingering glances, Ron freaking the fuck out when Carwood gets so much as the sniffles but -
  • Ron holds back because a) their relationship isn’t exactly a-okay for the time period and b) he doesn’t want any distractions for either one of them. 
  • And sweet, sweet Carwood Lipton understands because he always understands, and Ron means so much to him that he’d give up anything for his happiness, even if it meant his too.
  • But after the war, after the war is when things get interesting.
  • They don’t see each other for months, maybe even a year, but they run into one another at some grocery store Ron has somehow found himself in West Virginia and it has nothing to do with Lip, of course not.
  • And they just kind of stand there, looking at one another, and Lip gets all flustered because holy shit, there he is what are the odds that they’d run into each other in a flipping Piggly Wiggly? 
  • And Ron. RON.
  • He’s thinking about how he’d just gotten through a single day not thinking about Car for the majority of it. 
  • Headcanon that Ron calls Lip Car all the time. 
  • Anywho, so now that they know one another is there they finish shopping together.
  • ~ Domesticity ~
  • After that, they head down to get a drink and end up getting smashed.
  • And of course they wind up in bed together because after all those months - years - of pushing down their wants, needs, and desires it all boils over after Ron stares at Lip just a little too long in some low-lit run of the mill bar and Car may have ran his tongue over bottom lip a few too many times in the past half hour so they’re out of there.

  • And the rest is some really gay history. 


Chapter 8: The Wish

Though usually quite cheery, one day the girl became sad again. Luma drew close and tried to comfort her. “Mama, you still have me!” “And don’t be sad about your mama, because she’s a part of you! That means she’s always close by!” “It’s like me. I love Star Bits because they remind me of my mama.” “No…no…” the girl said, unable to stop the tears.

A lonely look flickered across Luma’s face, but it was soon replaced by a wide grin. “I have an idea!” “I will transform into a comet, a soaring comet that can carry you all on this journey!”

With that, Luma, trailing bands of white, soared high into the sky and just as quickly started to plummet back down. KABOOM! KABLAM! The ground shook, and a bright light poured out of the crater that the Luma had created.

The bands of light twisted together to form a comet tail. And then Luma emerged, reborn as a comet.

The girl could scarcely believe her eyes. “But…how?” she kept asking. “Our destiny as Lumas is to transform into different things,” said a red Luma who had suddenly appeared. “Stars, comets, planets… We can become all of these things! When I grow up, I want to become a star that makes someone special smile,” said a green Luma. A blue Luma chimed in, “That Luma turned into a real cutie of a comet, didn’t he!”

All of the Lumas together said, “No more crying, Mama!” “Thank you…” said the girl in a whisper, and she pulled the Lumas close and hugged them. From that day on, Star Bits no longer fell from the girl’s eyes.

The comet set forth for the girl’s home planet, its long tail blazing proudly behind it.

"Please. Just Don't Leave Me." ~James March

*Your POV*

It was arranged affair, obviously, otherwise there is no way that I would have ever been here in the first place.

Women often speak of Mr.March and his reputation. How none of his four previous brides have survived over four months past the wedding. Now I the fifth soon to be Mrs.March am to meet my husband for the first time in our month of engagement.  And I am terrified.

My mother curled the ends of my hair as one of the maids plastered makeup on my face.

It would be the last time I saw my parents until December. Until the wedding.

“Mother must I go?” I muttered turning to her, causing the maid applying blush to my face to forcefully turn it back to the center. “You’ve heard the rumors about him surely.”

“Dear how crudely you think and speak of you fiancé. You best stop this immediately!” She snapped, striking my back harshly a single time before calming herself down by toying with the stiff ringlets, “Besides he paid a fine dowry for you. Mighty fine.”

He paid for me? Not vice versa?

“And remember. You mustn’t speak unless spoken too and do everything he demands.”

“And if he demands I throw myself off a roof?” I muttered barely under my breath.

“What was that?”

“Nothing mama.” I rolled my eyes before my mother walked towards me and grabbed my hands standing me up.

“Let me look at you my beautiful girl.” She smiled at me, her eyes scanning up and down my body, examining the black dress that she had bought the other day.

“It’s missing something…. Oh.” With a tearful smile she removed the pearls from her neck and placed them across mine. “There. You are perfect.” She smiled sadly at my figure, tears flowing from her eyes as she sniffled.

“Oh mama.” I whispered running into her arms, giving her a bear hug as she began to sob, a few tears also falling from my eye.

“I love you my sweet Y/N.”

“I love you too.” I sighed.

My tears weren’t of sadness though. They were of pain and fear because if my mother truly loved me then she wouldn’t have sealed my fate for a cash reward.


I sat on a seat looking around the hotel were I would be spending the remainder of my life. Yes, it was the most beautiful building I had ever seen but also set my nerves on edge.

My parents were told to meet Mr.March at a nearby restaurant for lunch and tea while I was to look around my new home. Well at least the lobby.

For a man of his wealth, I was surprised that me and James were to be living in a hotel. Sure it was that of his own creation, and it had it’s elegance, but it was still strange….

I jumped at the noise of the door opening and stood, staring at the blurred group of three engulfed in the light entering, recognizing my parent’s voices and they complimented March's creation. The door closed soon after and two figures strided quickly towards me. 

“It’s official child.” My father muttered, stroking my hair, “A fine fiancé and husband within six months you will have.”

“Oh he is such a gentlemen Y/N!” My mother spoke excitedly and I flashed her a fake smile, “Here he comes now. Stand straight and tall. That’s it. Wipe that smile away.”

The figure in a black tux in a top hat slowly inched his way towards me and my parents in a slow stride, so slow and careful it made the hair on my arms stand up.

“Ah Mr and Mrs Bensen. I apologize that I didn’t escort you inside.” He smiled at them then his cold, dark eyes fell on me.

Cold and dark, yes. Terrifying and hypnotic, yes. But none the less handsome.

He was tall, very classy looking and each step he took was filled with grace. His hair was dark brown and he had a small mustache under his nose. He acted very classy and old fashioned, clearing having a slight feeling of superiority over most everyone and looked at people as though they were peasants, but used charm to get them under is spell.

He grabbed my hand and brought his knuckles to his lips and smirked, “You must be Y/N.” I looked in his eyes, unable to look away. They drew me in and I was unable to snap out of it. I knew he could tell as a bright smirk formed on his lips. I didn’t snap out of my phase until my mother hit me on my shoulder blades causing me to blush and look down embarrassed as he was still holding my hand though he dropped our palms down towards the ground. My eyes, following the motion of arm as I stared at the ground.

Perhaps… Was he staring at me too?

“You’ll have to excuse her James. She is merely shy.” My father barged in. Looking at me disappointed and embarrassed.

“No. No. It is quite alright. A women as beautiful as her should have no shames.” He gleamed at my parents, “I might, even add, the prettiest of all of my former wives. Now. Mr. and Mrs. Bensen, I am really sorry but I must show Ms. Y/N to her room before I return to work.” It was a pleasure to meet you Mr. and Mrs. Bensen. Good night.“ He shook both my parents hand now dropping mine and escorted them out the door, leaving us alone.

He paused at the door for a short moment, taking a deep breath before approaching me once more. His grin widened and grew darker in a strange compelling way.

“Sit down darling.” He spoke, grabbing my wrists and sitting , “Tell me your story.”

About to open my mouth and reply, I remembered the words that my mother had spoken and the embarrassment expressed on my father’s face from my previous mistake. Sighing, I let out a small, “Not much to tell.” barely loud enough for him to hear and he nodded.

“Well what do you know of me?” He asked, “What of my reputation?”

I sighed softly and shyly replied, “Nothing truly. Besides your wealth I know nothing.”


“Ah…. Then why do you fear me?”

I widened my eyes in shock, “I… I do-”

He giggled, moving both hands onto my right hand, stroking my knuckles with one hand and my wrist with the other, “But you do darling. It’s in you eyes.” I looked down shyly and shook my head, “I must ask you why.”

“I… I cannot, sir.” I said barely loud enough for him to hear, “I’m sorry….”

He looked down awkwardly, “I know of my reputation dear. But I want you to speak freely to me. I don’t want you to feel like you are a prisoner here.” He sighed, “I want you to be happy with me.” He moved one of his hands in order to stroke my cheek, “Everything that’s mine will be yours and you shall be free. Free to speak, act upon, and express anything you feel. That is… Well the least I can do.”

Shyly I nodded, remembering my parents commands. He sighed again realizing what I was doing and grabbed my hand, leading me up to our room.

As he gave me the tour and run down of his hotel, he would repeatedly warm me never to roam without his blessing. I thought to question why but did not, remembering again what my mother spoke… I merely nodded in agreence smiling sadly towards his figure as he returned the emotion.

I knew that he had an… attraction to me. It was in his eyes but it was so different from anything I’d ever seen… Different from the stories that I had been expressed in his reputation. It all added up to the things that terrified me about him, preventing me from being able to trust him in anything he says. Be it regards of my safety or a promise of redemption. He could not be trusted.

“And this..” He said, unlocking the door, “Is our room.” He gestured for me to enter and then turned me around to face him. He grabbed my wrists again in the strange manner as I observed hum, questioning to myself why I was inside the door and he was still outside.

“I must leave you, my darling.” He smiled dully, “There is some work I need finish up. I sincerely apologize.” He brings up my right hand to my lips and dropping the other, “I will be home by dinner. I promise." And with that and a clicking noise, I was left alone in the room, that would clearly become with time my room.

After waiting a brief moment to where I couldn’t hear his footsteps anymore. Then I quickly jumped to the handle, jiggling it rapidly in prayer that it would open up. I refused to give up for several minutes then realized something…

The clicking…..

There was a reason that this was to be my room….

It was the only room in James’ hotel with an error….

It locked from the outside.


The plates of food James’ maid, Mrs. Evers had set out had gone cold.

Over an hour I had been patiently waiting my husbands arrival, staring at his empty spot. I wasn’t feeling boredom, nor shock, but instead disappointment. Disappointment that not only was I to be married to a man not of my choosing, but also one whose work will always come first. Miss Evers came shuffling in, I’m guessing to check on me.

"Miss you haven’t touched your food! The kitchen staff slayed over that for hours and wait till you see desert!”

“I apologize Miss Evers.” I sighed sadly, “I guess I just supposed that I best not start without Mr. March or he will think low of me. But please send apologies to the kitchen staff later. Come, sit besides me. Tell me about him.”

“Oh about the master?” She spoke so simply it left me confused, a small nod coming from my head, “Oh well he’s a lovely man. Handsome. Wealthy… but of course you already knew that. He is very hardworking and passionate about what he does.”

“And what does he do?”

“Oh well runs this hotel of course!” She laughed, “He built it himself you know! He takes a lot of pride in it. He knows were every person is at every moment. He can tell you the names of all the staff. He knows in an instant how many rooms and floors there are. This hotel is his mistress, you could say.”

Yes and I am his wife and I don’t appreciate being pushed aside.

“Miss Evers… I feel extremely bad asking, as I know you are James’- I mean Mr. March’s favorite maid, but can you please let me out…. I know you must have gotten in through another area…. Please.. As a friend… I need some air… Please-”

“A f-friend?”

“Of course.” I smiled grasping her hands, “My only friend in this cold… cold world.”

I could see the hesitation on her face as she smiled at last, “Oh fine! I’ll take you through the passages that lead to the master’s office.” She giggled happily, “Be sure to yell nice and loud though before getting too far to the end though.” And with that she grabbed my hand and lead me through a hidden door, explaining to me the path out.

She warned me their were two exits. The one too the outside and the one into March’s office. I had to be cautious that I didn’t enter my fiancé’s office unannounced. Or at all as he probably would prefer.

Sighing, I began my journey.

It was dark down there, the only thing which I had was a single candle where wax was dripping down onto my hand. It stung, yes, but not enough to kill the determination I had to get out of this place and breath the cold winter air again. Not the poison that lived inside the walls of this hotel.

It scared me almost more than Mr. March did.

As I wandered through the dark halls I slowly began loosing myself, my head crying out in despair, as if the further I walked into the darkness the more insane I was becoming.

I could feel my mind wrapping and twisting into this strange place of darkness and despair that made me dizzy and nauseous. Around me it appeared that the walls were becoming this taint of red starting faint, and the smell was growing thicker and muskier. The smell of iron and salt. 

I processed downward.

At last seeing a single light I paused, remembering Miss Evers warning.

"James.” I spoke in a shaky tone, “I mean er…. Mr. March?”

I paused allowing silence to enter the area. Oddly enough I found it a mix of unnerving and calming at the same time. The came an extremely loud creak causing me to practically jump out of my skin.

“Mr.March?” I asked as I cautiously approached the sound of the creak. Panic settled in me the closer I got as I inched my way towards where  I guessed the door was. Much to my pleasure and fear, I found it at last and before I could change my mind, I pulled on the golden handle and made my way into the room labeled Room 64.

The room smelt of rust, salt, and lemon cleaner, so much so it made me feel queasy. Besides that, the room seemed pretty normal. There were three sections of the fairly large suite and two doors leading into separate areas. There was a bedroom and a kitchen directly across from each other, both of equal size, however the weird part was that there was a long, narrow hall leading to the bedroom, over twice the distance between the bed and the fridge in the kitchen.

As strange as it was, I was rather satisfied with this. It made me think that he had a lover and that he and his lover would hide down here to keep the relationship a secret. That I could understand and allow him to continue though I would be hurt, but I couldn’t help but feel drawn to one of the doors. The one that lied down another long hallway and was strangely lit.

Naturally, I allowed my curiosity to get the best of me and made my way down without hesitation. And again without hesitation I dropped the candle in shock as soon as I saw what lied in that room.

Static flooded my ear and my vision grew blurry as I quickly strided back down the hallway and into the underground, wandering aimlessly till I reached my room where I promptly locked my self in the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. 

This has to be a dream…. This can’t be real….. This has to be a dream….

Tear fell from my eyes uncontrollably as I rapidly clawed up and down my arm, at my face, and pulling locks of hair from my head to wake myself up.

Giving up on the idea that any of this would wake me up, I began digging through the cabinet thinking that maybe… maybe if I killed myself… maybe then I could wake up… I mean in all my nightmares before they ended when I died…

And maybe if I did die and that this wasn’t a dream…


maybe it would be so bad


(James’ POV)

“Wait! Y/N!” I hollered, dropping the knife and reaching for her, “Y/N please….. don’t leave me….Y/N! Let me explain. ”

I ran, trying to reach for her but she was just too fast.

By the time I had reached the room, she had already locked herself in the bathroom.

“Dammit Y/N!” I hollered, banging on the door, “Let me in!”

The sound of her frail and panic wailing were the only signs of life so when they slowly fell to a stop I cursed under my tongue and broke down the door, only to see an empty bottle of sleeping pills I began to panic.

Not having enough time to think, I picked her frail body up into my arms and stuffed my fingers down her throat over and over again forcing her to throw up all the pills that I could make her. Then I picked her up and set her on the bed, feeling relief that she was breathing. I stood up, bring my hands to my head.

She had seen my doing my art. And she was terrified. Of course, I wasn’t surprised. I would be to if I was her.

But you see… I was in love with her.

I had seen her and it was like something clicked inside me and I somehow became whole.

Soul-mates, as society would say.

“MISS EVERS!” I hollered and she rushed in, “Check on Y/N. Alert me immediately if she-”

“She’s not breathing, sir.”

My word crashed as she spoke these four words.

“Go home, Miss Evers.” I whispered, “And take the weekend off. But first, call Mr and Mrs Bensen. Invite them over this weekend. I have a plan.”

Yes…. She would rise. But she wouldn’t remember what happened. She would forget that she had only been here for a mere day.

And we would be together, forever.

Things I Can’t Do if I’m Dead

I straighten out the wrinkles on my daughter’s dress
Even though my own blouse is far from smooth
But that’s okay because there’s a twinkle in her eye because Mama you’re so pretty
And I’ll tell her how smart she is after I tell her she’s lovely because
I never want her to judge herself based on what the mirror says back to her face
And my wife has a sad smile on her face in the other room because she knows the scars of the past
But I’m no longer afraid of the pancakes she’s making
And life is messy
And life is good

Well meaning people will ask how I’m dieting for the wedding
I’ll kindly tell them that I’m not because love is a feeling and commitment is a promise and neither of those things involve shedding pounds to fit into a dress that can be tailored to you anyway
On my wedding day I’ll be glowing in a way past anything foundation can provide
And my hair will be thick and in loose curls and when I look down the other end of the aisle a number on a scale will be the farthest thing from my mind

One day when I’m at work after grueling years of graduate school and clinical supervision that I survived only by the grace of God and a well fueled body
A smart and scared girl will ask me about freedom
She’ll want to know if it’s worth the agonizing and terrifying tightrope walk to the other side
If it’s worth shedding her self-destructive armor to embrace the fullness of life
In all of it’s glory
And all of it’s excruciating pain
And I will take this girl’s hand
And I will tell her the story of my life

—  Ellen AP

I got out of the shower thinking I was going to spend the rest of my night in my room watching Netflix. Mom came and asked me if I wanted to go to Kohls. I said yes because that’s better than being alone in my room. I asked why she was going even though I assumed it was for Mother’s Day gifts.

NOPE. NAH, SON. SHE BUYING ME A FITBIT! My mama is the best! I told her today that I don’t have money to get her anything for Mother’s Day and she is spoiling me with this gift still. I love her so much! And she is going to buy herself one and we going to be fitbit buddies! Yay!

monkeytights  asked:

Okay hear me out on this but a redemption au for Endeavor with Mama Inko and he learns about his mistakes and tries to make for them for Todo and ends up dating/marrying Inko and becom this giant redemption family and now Todos mom has a best friend

Hey sweetie, so sorry for taking a few days to get this answered!

First of all, I just LOVE the idea of a redemption au (redemption arcs/aus are like my fav things ever), though I’m not really feeling this pairing O.o And if you’ll forgive me for taking this in a slightly different direction, please consider:

  • Enji is bitter. Because All Might is too good at making everything he does seem effortless, so no matter what Enji does, it seems like he can never get closer to where All Might is. He works so hard, and then All Might just breezes in and saves everyone as if it were nothing, and Enji hates him and hates living in his shadow. But then, his wife pours a kettle of boiling water on Shouto’s face, and it really wakes him up because he just lost his wife and almost lost his youngest son in one fell swoop. And somewhere in his shriveled, emotionally stunted heart, he really does love them, and it really leaves him shaken.
  • He realizes what a shitty person he’s become and starts trying his best to become a better person, and there’s only one way he think of to do that. He swallows his pride and asks All Might for help. He has to keep reminding himself to listen to what All Might says and don’t yell at him and yes All Might can be an annoying ass sometimes just deal with it. But the two of them do end up becoming sorta friends and Enji finds out that…hey, underneath all that unbearable peppiness and pomp, All Might is actually a pretty cool dude?
  • Toshinori and Enji start off as kind-of friends, but when Toshinori’s step-son, Izuku, starts spending a lot more time with Shouto (because he’s the only person Kacchan can’t beat up and pressure into not talking to Izuku anymore), the two of them are forced to be together a lot more often. Toshinori is a really good influence on Enji, who slowly learns how to be a better father, how to be less harsh on his children, how to train Shouto in a way that’s less miserable for him and actually more effective.
  • The two of them become extremely close friends, and Enji is there for Toshinori’s family after his fight against All for One. He steps up to the plate as a hero, shouldering all of All Might’s work while he heals and standing in temporarily as the Symbol of Peace (it really makes him realize how hard Toshinori has it), but he also steps up to the plate as Izuku’s uncle. He’s there when Izuku needs a strong male role model to lean on and talk to about things he can’t talk about with his mother.
  • Enji is there to support Inko as well, as she struggles to deal with her fear of losing her second husband as well. It’s during this time that Enji tells her about his wife, and what he did to her, and how he’s too ashamed to even visit her in the hospital now.
  • Inko convinces Enji to go, to at least try to make things better with her. Enji is Inko’s strength as she tries to stay strong for her son and believe that her husband will get better. And Inko is Enji’s strength as he works desperately to atone for what he’s put his wife through. 
  • Enji and his wife have a backwards sort of romance, and it starts out really slow. At first, Enji talks to her about how the children are doing, or about his school day, or something weird a villain did during a confrontation. And this husband and wife slowly get to know each other and he finds out that his wife is actually amazingly intelligent and incredibly kind, and so incredibly beautiful when she smiles. And he finds himself falling in love with her and he’s horrified because he’d only wanted to build a friendly relationship with her, because she’s the mother of his children and even if they didn’t love each other, their marriage didn’t have to be miserable. He’s horrified because he wants to be her husband in more than just name, but he knows he does NOT deserve to be forgiven by this beautiful, amazing woman, and he does NOT deserve to be loved by her.
  • And again, Inko’s the one that convinces him to just go for it and tell her how he feels. And miracle of miracles, she forgives him. Not because she thinks he deserves forgiveness, but because she’s seen how much he’s changed in such a short time, and she can see that one day, he will deserve her forgiveness, and one day he will deserve her love, and she’s willing to work for that.
  • Eventually, Toshinori gets out of the hospital, and with Enji’s help and with the new, friendly relationship between him and his wife, her mental stability improves rapidly to the point that by the time Shouto is 12, she’s able to come back home.
  • She and Inko become fast friends, and she’s a loving, affectionate mother, just like Shouto remembers her to be.
  • Enji absolutely spoils his wife, and is always careful to be courteous and respect her opinions, though Inko or Toshinori do sometimes have to whack him upside the head and tell him what he just did was wrong. In those times, his wife laughs and tells him it’s okay as he apologies profusely to her.
  • By the time Izuku and Shouto start at UA, Enji and his wife have an amicable relationship, and by the time the two of them graduate, they’re that couple. The ones that are so sickeningly in love, that no one could even imagine what their relationship used to be like.
  • Shouto and Izuku are extremely close at this point, attached at the hip.
  • They often either get mistaken for brothers or boyfriends.
SCM: The King x MC - I’ll Protect Both of You (Extended Ending)

Yooo~ This is en extended ending of that The King x Mc fanfic. Hope you’’ enjoy it.


*5 years later:

Ever since the day Hiyori gave birth to the little prince of heavens, there’s not a day that she doesn’t feel happy. It’s a bit hard at first but eventually, she gets used to her job as a mother and she never fails at it. She doesn’t attend any meeting with the King since he says there’s no need for her to, because he will take care of everything. However, he often brings the prince with him so that he can start learning at a young age. Sometimes, he lets the prince be with other gods so he can learn from them too. Now, 5 years has passed, the prince has grown into a fine young god. He’s still learning how to control his divine power but he’s a fast learner. He inherits all the traits from his father, the King of heavens and his mother. Beautiful hair, charming eyes, bright and devilish smile (just like his father). Young goddesses around his age seem to attached to him a lot but he pays no attention to that. When someone asks, he just answer with:

“It’s more fun with the gods from both department of Punishments and Wishes.”


“I want to become like His Highness - my father and protect my mama.”

Whenever the little prince sees any of the gods, he gets excited and follow them everywhere. He’s eager and looks forward to what he’ll learn next. Not just that, everyone in the heavens love him a lot since he’s out going and he proves his strength even though he’s only 5 year old.

One beautiful morning, the King and Hiyori decide to spy him through a reflecting pool because they want to see how their kid is doing at getting experiences from the gods.

He’s with Leon at the moment and Leon doesn’t look happy to have the prince clinging onto him.

“What? You again?”
“Lord Leon, teach me how to become strong please.”
“Isn’t your trickster father the strongest in the heavens? Go ask him.”
“But he’s always busy…and you’re the second strongest of the heavens. Please?”

He pouts a little as he grabs on Leon’s sleeve. Finally, Leon gives up and bring the prince to a wide and beautiful to teach him how to attack enemies and some other small things. He ends up burning a hole on Leon’s coat though.

Next, he meets Zyglavis while wandering around the garden.

“Ah! Lord Zyggy!!”
“What did you just call me?”
“Teach me how to ride Pegasus please~”
“Don’t ignore my question.”

Ignoring Zyglavis sour mood, the prince just grabs his hand and jumps up and down excitedly. He falls off the horse a few times that morning but he doesn’t mind at all since he’s having fun. Even Zyglavis who always wear a serious expression on his face smiles a few times.

After that, the prince spots a group of gods from afar. He immediately rush to see what they’re doing in secret…and the group of gods are no one but Ichthys, Teo and Dui.

“Ah, it’s our little playmate!”
“What are you guys doing?”
“Shh…We’re pulling a prank on those goddesses over there…see?”

Ichthys grins devilishly as he points to a direction. Teo also laughs while Dui looks kind of concerned.

“Are you sure this is ok?”
“Lord Dui~ It’s fine! My mom won’t scold me.”
“…But the King…”
“He won’t~”

Then they all crouch down on the ground, crawling to hide behind a bush. Ichthys winks at the others as he snaps his fingers.


Just then, out of nowhere, a bunch of frogs start falling from the sky and they jumps everywhere, making the mud on their bodies flies in all directions.

“Kyaaa! Where are these filthy animals coming from?”
“Oh my god! My beautiful dress!”
“Nooo! Don’t go over here~”

The goddesses run frantically, bumping into each other and scream as if there’s no tomorrow. As for the culprits, they all hug their stomach as they roll on the ground, laughing nonstop. Just then, Teo pats the prince’s shoulder and asks, a grin pasted on his face.

“Hey, why don’t you try something?”

He then holds his hand toward the goddesses, and *snap*
A strong gush of wind blows by making the dresses of those goddesses fly up, their undergarments are showing as they try their best to hold it down.

“Ahahahaha! That’s a good one!”
“Lord Pervert taught me that.”

Just then…

“Hm? I heard my name mentioned.”

Partheno pokes his face out from a nearby bush, grinning at the little prince as if he’s so proud of himself and his ‘student’.

“Come here. I’ll teach you something new today.”
“What is it?”

The prince’s eyes sparkles as he crawls to Partheno, still hiding behind the bushes so the goddesses won’t notice. Then Partheno starts whispering into his ears secretively while describing something with his hands. Teo and Ichthys frown.

“Hey count us in.”
“I have a bad feeling about this.”

Dui says but he still sticks with the gang. A moment after, both Partheno and the prince wink at each other.

“Alright. Now according to what I’ve just told you, try….hm…that goddess.”
“Her? Ok…She’s…C cup?”
“Yes! You got it right.”

Teo and Ichthys’ eyes go wide as they realize what Partheno has just taught the prince. They grin at each other mischievously and join in.

“Hey hey how about her?”
“That’s a D cup!”
“Wow! You’re a fast learner huh.”

After that, somehow they start wandering around outside and inside the palace, pointing at one goddess after another and guess their burst size.

“Hehe~ Oh she’s a-”
“B cup!”

The goddess hear their banter and her cheeks turn red as she yell.

“That’s so rude!”

But they only laugh it away. Just then, the prince bumps into someone.

“I see you’re having fun, my son.”

When he looks up, the person standing before him is no one but his father, the King of heavens. Though he’s smiling as usual, there’s something dark behind it and it scares the crap out of the kid. Not only him but Teo, Ichthys, Dui and Partheno too. Slowly, they take a step back and retreat.

“Um…I just remember I have something to do. I’ll play with you later!”
“M-Me too!”
“Wait for me!”
“I’ll teach you something even more fun next time.”

Silence takes over for a moment until the King speaks up.

“Seems like we’ve been spoiling you too much.”
“What did you learn today?”
“I learned how to fight and how to ride Pegasus properly.”
“And how to measure burst size.”

The little prince says innocently and smiles brightly, proud of himself. But for a second, he swears he can see the King’s eyebrow twitch. He trails off to hide behind Hiyori, who’s come together with the King and has been quiet until now.

“Papa is scary…”
“Now now, listen to him.”

Hiyori says gently as she pats her little prince’s head with a smile on her face.

“Tomorrow you’re gonna spend the day with Huedhaut.”

*Later that night:


Hiyori lets out a soft sigh as she flops down on the bed. She then yawns tiredly as she recalls how the prince forced her to play with him after getting a small lecture from his father.

“He’s such an energetic kid. Sometimes it’s hard to keep up with him.”

She mumbles to herself and about to sleep when she hears a far too familiar voice which she loves to hear so much.

“Are you tired?”
“Hm? Ah, yes. Is there something you need your Highness?”
“Heh~ Do I need a reason so visit my queen’s room?”

She giggles lightly as she forces her body to sit up on the comfy bed. She reaches out and puts her small hand in the King’s outstretching hand. He sits down beside her making the bed bounce up and down a little. Then he leans in and drops a sweet kiss on her flushed cheek while touching her other cheek with his free hand. Slowly, his lips move to kiss her plump lips deeply. She can feel him smiles into the kiss as he bites and licks her bottom lip occasionally. Seeing her getting flushed only amuse him more and he decides to tease her further. Not letting her gasp for air, he forces his tongue inside her mouth swallowing her moans. Only when Hiyori thinks she’s about to pass out from the passionate kiss, the King pulls back with a small smooching sound. With a breathy voice, he whispers sweetly in her ears.

“Why don’t we make another kid? A princess this time…”

Blushing a deep shade of red, Hiyori pushes on his chest lightly, but he only chuckles amusingly.

“Let’s bet on this.”
“If tonight will give us a princess or not.”
“Y-Your Highness! Please don’t joke like that…”
“You think I’m joking?”

With his trademark mischievous grin, he refuses to say anything more. That night, even though tired after playing with the little prince, Hiyori just has no chance to escape from her beloved King. Are they gonna have another kid or not? Who knows…


That’s longer than I expected. Lol~ And I’m afraid you’re bored with after reading all about the prince so I wrote some *ahem* hot stuff at the end to change the mood a bit. Hope it worked and hope you enjoyed it. I’m sorry if it’s so crappy and the characters are ooc. *bows*

Btw, guess next part of Broken Promise (Zain x Mc) won’t be up tonight.

Much love