because this time he is the one who is losing more

anonymous asked:

Reckless yama and tsuk who is horrified at the thought of losing him. Yama has a bad habit of forgetting his seatbelt, not looking both ways before crossing the street, simple things like that. One day tsuk has to full force pull yama back onto the sidewalk because Yama nearly walked into a busy street. He doesn't say much more than a "be careful" but the thought of ever losing yama gives him nightmares. He'll wake up in a sweat, crying sometimes because they're so intense. - tadashit anon

yama tries to stop but it’s like habit? he doesn’t realize how dangerous it is?tsuk doesn’t say anything bc he doesn’t want to worry yams but at the same time oh my god yamaguchi please be more careful i can’t lose you

~mod ao

i. january

the feeling of another’s hands on your thighs will not make losing him hurt any less. you loved him deeply, more than anyone before. give yourself time, darling. time will heal everything.

ii. february

don’t wait for words you’ll never hear. he doesn’t love you; he only wanted you because toying with you was entertaining. don’t fool yourself.

iii. march

you are more in control of your life than you realize. do the things you always wanted. stay out until 3 am singing karaoke. fall in love with someone new. be fearless.

iv. april

you are capable of being loved. and boy, did he fall in love with you. you were enchanting and mysterious and bright. you longed to illuminate his darkness.

v. may

listen to your heart. sometimes love is one-sided. you learned this with the other boy, the one who broke your heart. sometimes you have to do the heartbreaking.

vi. june

let go. you have to forget about the one who broke your heart and you have to stop stalling and leave the one you do not love.

vii. july

don’t be afraid of new things. try being a vegetarian. dye your hair the color you were always too afraid to go for. swim with the sharks for once.

viii. august

sometimes things don’t work out. you don’t have to feel guilty for ending an unhealthy relationship.

ix. september

friends aren’t always forever. sometimes they wield the sharpest knives. just ask julius caesar.

x. october

heartache can only get to you as long as you let it. a year is far too long to hold onto a boy who has long since forgotten your name.

xi. november

you’re not in love with him anymore; you only want to be. you know you’re falling for another, but you’re afraid. don’t be.

xii. december

just kiss him.

—  lessons from the months of 2016 // lemonadeangelwriting

it sounds odd to say but I love how skam is normalising male crying?? like,, Isak has been having a shitty time and he’s cried lots and that’s healthy, never intended to make him look weak or foolish. none of this toxic masculinity mindset, men-don’t-cry buffoonery

and it’s different kinds of crying too. Romeo + Juliet? ofc you’re gonna cry at that. sad film. crying because of somebody else’s pain

estranged, deeply religious parent messages you, accepting that you’re gay and reaffirming that they will always love you? overwhelming, tbh. tears = perfectly acceptable. happy ones in this case

your boyfriend takes you to a hotel, you get spoiled with room service and champagne, you hecking lose your virginity to him (?), but throughout the day his behaviour becomes increasingly more alarming, culminating in him straight up going for a walk in the middle of the night NAKED and you have to ring his ex for help, who proceeds to tell you the entire relationship was just a by-product of his (previously undisclosed) bipolar disorder, and it’s cold and late and you’re completely bewildered by everything and carrying his clothes but he’s in police custody now???? I’m frankly surprised there weren’t more tears in that moment

and the smaller things too. having to tell your dad on the phone that you’re not bringing anyone to the concert this week. trying to joke about it, but then thinking ‘fuck it, I’m very upset’, and crying. the wobbly voice kind, where you’re trying so hard to keep it in

thank you, skam, for showing that men can and should cry just as often as women, because it’s a natural part of processing emotions, and not a sign of weakness

and props to tarjei sandvik moe for your delicate and sensitive and relatable portrayal

Neil Josten with a Service Dog

Neil’s last year.

Neil’s last year everyone is gone, and sure he has the new baby foxes but no one is around:

Dan- signed
Matt- signed
Kevin- signed
Allison- Of in France or something sending ridiculously beautiful selfies
Renee- Peace Corps then mountain trekking
Nicky- Germany
Aaron- got dragged to Germany because Kaitlyn thought it would be fun
Andrew- signed.

-And obviously Neil’s emotions are wacky because of the trauma he suffered and suddenly everyone who was there to hold him up? He started losing them and obvs he didn’t actually lose them they’re still there but he lets himself sink to the corners of their attentions and lets himself lose them (even if they think about him all the time they don’t realize how distracted they get from the original foxes).

-And Andrew reinforced that Neil needed to talk to Bee over the years because he (they all have TBH) gone through too much not to.

-Neil actually likes being around Bee more as the upperclassmen go and when the monsters finally leave Neil subconsciously clings to Bee because she’s another constant he doesn’t want to lose (he ends up with Wymack and Abbey a lot too for dinner and stuff).

-And Bee watches as Neil has to try harder for exy and running and everything. He’s totally gone to the opposite end of the spectrum- at the beginning he had so much anxiety he ran to get it out and he was always ready for exy and classes he enjoyed.

-Now he’s kind of… wilting. And she’d seen it since the girls left, this slow descent in Neil’s mental health. And he’s had years to get used to talking to her, to make Andrew happy. Relaying facts about his day and venting about any shithead baby foxes.

-But after the monsters leave he kind of hits the bottom of it.

-He doesn’t go to class often enough.

-He practices when he has too, and he thinks if the baby foxes weren’t depending on him he wouldn’t at all. He only runs out of habit. And he can’t really recall what he does with free time unless he was talking to one of the original foxes, because he just kind of checks out when he’s alone with no distractions.

-He hadn’t told Andrew, because he knows Andrew would understand but he doesn’t know how to say it without it sounding like blame, without giving Andrew a reason to give up on his team and the foundation for being happy Kevin and Neil and everyone had worked so hard to give him.

-Bee suggests things when Neil lets something slip, something that isn’t fact but emotion:

-“I can’t breathe when I’m alone.”

-“I have nightmares, waking up back in Baltimore or about Andrew in the next room with… him and I jerk awake looking for a weapon. And then I can’t stop even when I’m awake, looking for something that isn’t there because no one’s in danger but I’m alone.”

-“I think when that happens I’m the danger.”

-And Bee makes suggestions:
“Medication?”
It makes him think of Andrew, threatening Nicky with a knife and a smile. Neil says no.

-“Talk to Andrew?”
Neil denies that too.

-“What about a Service Dog?”
Neil stares at her.

-Bee explains Service dogs and tactile stimulation. At first the idea that a dog may persistently lick or nudge or whatever sounds irritating. Bee pushes a little harder, over the course of a few appointments. Finally Neil caves.

-Her name is Dana and she’s a Labrador retriever.

-She’s got a big smiling face and white blonde hair and within minutes of meeting her in Bee’s office Neil’s clothes are covered in hair.

-Within minutes of meeting him she has her head on his knee and is looking up at him with soft brown eyes and he slowly moves the tips of his fingers through the softest fur behind her ears.

-Bee has talked to the necessary people for Dana to stay in the dorms with him and all the baby foxes were warned (under the pretense that Dana was Neil’s pet, nothing more. Except for Cross, the baby fox Neil had been closest to due to Andrew’s obvious favoring of her) so when their session is over Neil walks Dana out to the car he had to buy when Andrew left with the Maserati.

-He doesn’t tell any of the original foxes.

-He doesn’t want to tell them he needs something to help him, he doesn’t want them to worry, he doesn’t want them to be disappointed if it doesn’t work.

-The same night he takes her home he jerks awake in a cold sweat at 4 am. But instead of empty air and a cold room and darkness he has a warm head on his chest that moves with his as he sits up, pressing a cold nose into his neck and licking his face.

-It’s so strange that the image in his head, his father and Lola looming over him, fractures and his head swims as he jerks out of his dream. She stops licking him obsessively when he pets her, and gives her one of the treats Bee told him to when the panic passed.

-Neil falls back asleep and wakes up to Dana’s head heavy on his stomach.

-Dana sits and waits for him in the stands while they practice, and it helps Neil go running when she’s next to him and he feels the responsibility of taking her out.

-The responsibility doesn’t make him feel heavy it feels like purpose.

-She sits quietly under his desk in class, sometimes with her head in his knee, and every time he thinks he might just stay in bed and do nothing she sits by the door and whines like she has to pee, but inevitably their walk gets him to class on time.

-He gets her midway-late in the season and before he knows it the season is over. And suddenly The Day is looming over him. The foxes had decided a day that they would all be free on and they’d use it as a day together, a day to make up every missed birthday and holiday.

-It comes quickly and before he knows it he’s going to a park (dog friendly) that they’d picked for this year and he’s twenty minutes early throwing a ball for Dana.

-Renee, Dan, and Matt get there first with a, “cool,” and a pet from Dan and a, “What’s her name?” From Matt.

-Allison shows up next and says, “what the hell is that,” until Dana licks her hand and Allison looks charmed.

-Kevin shows up next, right on time, and avoids Dana with a wary look until Neil falls over laughing at the noise he makes when Dana drops the slobbery ball in Kevin’s lap.

-Kevin looks a little more open to the dog if she makes Neil happy enough to laugh like that.

-The monsters show up a few minutes late, punctuated by Nicky yelling, “oh my god!” And Dana responding to him flinging himself to the ground with equal enthusiasm. Aaron just blinks as Kaitlyn joins Nicky in rubbing Dana’s belly. Andrew looks scornful.

-“Where did that thing come from?” And a part of Neil shrinks away, but he says in a level voice, “I brought her.”

-Andrew assesses him and only Kevin and Renee really hear when he asks, “why?”

-Dan and Allison are finally unpacking the food on the picnic table and Aaron, Kaitlyn, Matt, and Nicky are sifting through it for what they want.

-Neil looks at her leash bunched in his hands and shrugs, twisting the black rope around his fingers.

“Abram?” Andrew says and with one hand tilts Neil’s head up with his fingers, and rests the other on the back of his neck.

-It’s sounds plain and bored but Neil knows this man and there’s concern lacing his voice and in the shadow of his hazel eyes.

-Neil shifts his head to push it into Andrew’s palm and says lowly, “Bee got her for me,” and Andrew’s hand that had slid to his hair stills.

-“She’s a service dog for, like. Depression. And panic attacks,” he forces out and Renee’s eyes shoot to him before quickly away and Kevin is utterly still and not looking at them as he listens to Neil speak.

-Andrew’s hand doesn’t move for a minute until finally he says, “get her to come here.”

-Neil whistles and she’s there in a second, pushing her nose into his side and his hand and checking on him.

-Neil debates for a second before saying in a level voice, "she’s helping me.” Matt’s head snaps up and Dan slaps him gently and shakes her head telling him not to interrupt him.

-Andrew kneels and cups her face, holding the ball, in his hands. He scratches her ears a second and then opens his hand to ask for the ball, which she gives him. He turns toward the empty hill space behind them and whips it, the ball flying high and far and Dana entirely happy to go after it.

-“Good,” Andrew says and puts the hand without slobber and grass in Neil’s hair again.

The Consequences AU

Imagine an AU where there is a very, very good reason why Ladybug and Chat Noir can’t reveal their identities.

The reason being? Whenever their identities are revealed- one half of the couple dies.

It happens time and time again. No matter the story, no matter how much they try to prevent it- whenever a Ladybug/Chat reveal themselves one of them will inevitably die. Even if it’s an accident, the curse doesn’t have a fine print.

Imagine Adrien torn apart with the knowledge that he can never truly be with the woman he loves because he’d risk losing her- and he knows the pain of losing someone.

Imagine Ladybug, hiding her pain behind a mask of professionalism- to the point where Chat thinks she doesn’t care about him. He doesn’t know that she wants to know him too, wants to be his friend, wants to know who her partner is even more now she knows she never can.

Imagine the effect this would have on them as partners.

Imagine Gabriel finding out (a la Jackaday) that Chat Noir is his son.

But instead of hiding the fact that he knows- he confronts his son. In a blind panic, he hurries towards Adrien, clutches him by the shoulders.

Adrien is unnerved, confused, he’s never seen his father look so panicked before.

Imagine Gabriel desperately asking his son if he’s revealed his identity to Ladybug yet, and Adrien’s shock at his father knowing his identity.

“How- how do you know about that Father?”

Imagine Gabriel, going from terrified, to relieved, to resigned in the kind of haunted way which shakes Adrien to his very core. 

Imagine Gabriel leading Adrien to his safe, where the unused Peacock Miraculous lies alongside a photograph of Adrien’s mother. 

“Ladybug and Chat Noir aren’t the only ones at risk from this curse,” he says, “your mother and I learnt this the hard way.”

~

@nerds-and-nebulae ;) 

Burn

Lin Manuel x Reader
Words: 1132
Request: could you maybe do a lin x reader, where reader plays eliza and performs burn the night after they found out their s/o cheated on them and actually cries on stage and lin comforts them bc he’s in love with the reader and hates to see them hurt and it’s really super fluffy,,, bc whenever i hear burn i start crying and i need some lin fluff

i’m sorry i’m so mopey i’m just sick of losing all my friends, especially the ones who i thought i meant something to. 
I’m staying up for a while tonight. I’m quite tired, but my friend really wants anthony to notice her letter so i’m staying up for her. i’m going to do quite a bit of writing to pass the time, because i haven’t posted in a while and i feel bad for not doing so. I’m going to get back to normal hopefully. I just have one more week of school and then i’ll have time to myself.

thankyou all for sticking with me even if i’m super whiny and boring. requests are open, take care of yourselves friends x

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Originally posted by mselizabethkeen

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Everyone seemed to sense that something was off when you walked into the Richard Rodgers. Your earphones fitted securely over your ears, cutting you off from the rest of the cast. Your usually vibrant eyes were puffy, and slightly red. The smile that usually appeared when you got to work was nowhere to be found. You tried your best to act normal, but it was hard. You felt terrible, alone and betrayed. You were hurt, and you had no one.

When you found out that your partner had cheated on you, the world around you collapsed. The light in your life was gone. You were living out of a suitcase on your friend’s couch, and the couch was as hard as stone. You hadn’t slept since you found out. You were running on coffee and the knowledge that you had a show to complete.

You flinched when you felt someone tap you on your shoulder. You slowly pulled off your headphones, turning. You smiled weakly at Lin, putting your bag down.

“Are you okay?” Lin asked. You nodded slowly.

“Yeah, things are just a bit rough at the moment. I’m fine, honestly,” You croaked, ignoring his concerned gaze. His eyes studied your movements carefully, he gently pulled you into a hug.

“Just remember, we’re a family. If there’s anything going on and we can help, let us know,” Lin said, rubbing your back. You shivered at his touch.

“I… I will. Thank you,” You whispered, pulling away from the hug. “Ready for tonight, Hamilton?”

“Of course, best of wives and best of women,” Lin said, smiling. “I’ll see you soon?”

“Yeah,” You replied quietly, picking up your bag again and heading into the dressing rooms.

The show that night was hard. In Helpless, you weren’t even half as lively as usual. You found it hard to feel something for Alexander as Eliza when you felt nothing. In That Would Be Enough, you were flat. You had dreams with your partner, you had planned to have children. You had planned for the future…

Say No To This ruined your night. You had to leave side stage and hide until the song was over. You couldn’t bare to watch. You knew Jasmine was an angel and would never cheat on anyone, but… it hurt. You saw your partner in them. You saw the betrayl. You saw the pain that you had been feeling. For the first time, you saw history through Eliza’s eyes.

You watched from the wings as The Reynolds Pamphlet slowly finished. You grabbed your lantern and paper, smiling weakly at Anthony who had just come offstage. He gave you a supportive smile, standing back and letting you enter the stage.

It was then that for the realisation hit again. There were so many reasons that your partner could’ve cheated, which one was it? You recalled the conversations in your head, the words of hatred towards you. The love that you thought you had shared…

The tears slowly started to slip out of your eyes as you sang. You felt vulnerable, sitting in the middle of a theatre filled with people. You were sharing your experience with them, but they had no idea. You took a deep breath, trying to snap out of it. The tears kept flowing down your cheeks.

“I hope that you burn,” You sang quietly at the end of the song, grabbing the lantern and exiting the stage.

You began to sob once your mic was turned off, trying to compose yourself. Renee and Jasmine came running, pulling you into a group hug.

“That was the best I’ve ever heard you sing that song. We all had goosebumps,” Renee whispered, wiping the mascara from under your eyes. “We need to fix your makeup before you go back on.”

You nodded slowly, clinging to Renee weakly. “I… I’m sorry. I should’ve told someone. I…”

“Told someone what?” Renee whispered, rubbing your back. Jasmine pulled away from the hug, running to get some powder.

“They… they cheated. I have nowhere to stay, I haven’t slept in so long…. I’m hurt,” You whispered. You jumped when you heard the shotgun sound effect at the end of Blow Us All Away.

“We need to talk about this after,” Renee whispered, grabbing the powder from Jasmine and quickly applying it over your tear tracks. “Right now, you need to go witness your son dying.”

You laughed quietly, looking down at your dress. Your eyes widened. “Crap!” You exclaimed, quickly stripping your dress off and stepping into the other one. “Zip me up quick quick quick.”

Jasmine zipped up the dress, pushing you onto the stage. You wrapped your arm around Anthony, letting out your remaining tears.

Once the show finished, you found that almost everyone was hugging you and offering you a place to stay. After removing your makeup and costume, you headed for the stage door, only to have Lin stop you.

“That was the best I’ve ever heard you sing (Y/N). That was incredible,” Lin said, opening the door for you. You smiled politely, stepping out into the streets of New York.

“I was just doing my best. Some of tonight wasn’t that great, I’ll be honest with you. But it’s moments like these when you realise how loving the theatre community really is. I don’t think I’ve ever received that many hugs in my life!” You stated, smiling at the thought of the massive group hug the cast had a few moments before.

“I love the theatre. I truly do. And I love everyone in it. Tell me, where are you staying at the moment? I know you were living with your partner…” Lin asked, shutting the stage door and walking along beside you.

“Friend’s couch. It’s not much, but it’s enough. I don’t have any other choice,” You said, shrugging.

“I think you have plenty of choices. You know, I have a friend with a bed that I’m sure he’d be willing to lend to you until you’re back on your feet. I bet he’d even take the couch instead of you,” Lin stated, avoiding your eyes. He looked at his feet, smiling.

“Your friend sounds amazing. Do I know them?” You asked.

“Well, yeah. You definitely do…” Lin started, trailing off. He hesitated, before adding, “It’s me! I’m the friend!”

You laughed quietly. “That would be incredible Lin. But only if you wanted to deal with my lack of sleep and happiness,” You said.

“Oh trust me, you don’t even know what a lack of sleep is yet. When I was writing the show…”

You continued to walk home with Lin, happily listening to his stories. The week that had started off roughly was ending well, and you sure couldn’t wait to sleep in a real bed again.

Martin Luther King Jr.

“Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.” 

“There comes a time when one must take a position that is neither safe, nor politic, nor popular, but he must take it because conscience tells him it is right.”

“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.” 

“In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.” 

“If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream.” 

Too many people are using MLK’s quotes to cancel out the fact that he was a civil rights advocate, a non-violent fighter for equality. He stood up and spoke out against oppression and tyranny, as did the many others who worked and walked alongside him. Honour the gone correctly, and respect the sentiments of the civil rights icons still walking this earth.

There are so many headcanons about how Chirrut lost his eyesight and Baze is the one who kinda suffers more visibly from it and Chirrut is apparently chill with it because the force but imagine…

Baze is like visibly and audibly super upset and Chirrut tries to be calm and then one day he snaps, losing his sight is a terrifying process and he’s scared enough of it as it is and he yells at Baze “Yes, it must be so hard for you, poor Baze” and throws a fit because he’s sick of having to console everyone else about his own fears.

Also what if Chirrut hasn’t really believed in the Force before he lost his sight and because he starts feeling the Force more strongly now that he can’t see, he knows, he knows it’s real. But in the time that happened, Baze lost his faith.

Anyway, what up.

Edmonton Oilers memes
  • The Idea that McDavid was only drafted to protect Lucic
  • “Always recycle you never know when Ference is watching” going off of that Leon Draisaitl is a spy for Andrew Ference. You can never trust him.
  • The Gretzky Curse 
  • “You can’t say that Pat!” right as pat maroon opens his mouth but before he has the chance to say anything.
  • *someone mentions the gap in Eberle’s teeth* “yet another unrealistic expectation for men.” 
  • going off of the last one, the team acts like the gap is the hottest thing and when one of them loses a tooth the others accuse him of trying to be Ebs.
  • They fight over who loves Connor McDavid more and it usually ends with Lucic threatening to beat everyone up because he loves Connor the most. 
  • Just calling Klefbom sexbomb all the time.
  • “I remember the day Hallsy died like it was yesterday.”
  • “Hey nuge can you chill” when Nuge is doing nothing.
  • “Who’s faster McDavid or the crushing realization of mortality?” actual debates arise
  • “What would the 2011 boston bruins do?”
  • Calling Caggiula, Caligula 
  • Telling Cam Talbot whatever he’s wearing is so not his color.

I honestly didn’t go into FFXV expecting to fall in love with Prompto as much as I did. Ignis was on the surface more my type ( - glasses, suit, COOKING, hyper competence). And don’t get me wrong, I fucking love Ignis, but PROMPTO YO:

  • Overweight during childhood, but losing all that weight in healthy ways (which makes me more than miffed every time Ignis talks about gaining weight. Boy is as thin as a rake and you guys fight monsters everyday. STOPPED RIBBING HIM ABOUT HIS WEIGHT)
  • Suffers a lonely childhood without any parental love, but doesn’t turn creepy or angry at all
  • Has insecurity about his worthiness to join the team but doesn’t let it hurt his sunny optimism
  • Joining the Crownsguard just because he was friends with Noctis
  • Taking photographs and documenting the entire journey
  • Being a absolute goober with the camera
  • Taking so many pictures of everybody’s ass
  • LOVING CHOCOBOS
  • Being scared of the dark and monsters, but sticking around anyway
  • Later when Ignis gets blinded, Prompto is the one AI controlled character who sticks close to him and helps him when he falls. He does this ALL THE TIME.
  • During that awkward mission, is also the one character who tries desperately to keep everybody together the best he can
  • Loves the ladies but never aggressive about pursuing them

I JUST DIDN’T THINK I WOULD LOVE HIM SO MUCH, but PROTECT THIS RAY OF SUNSHINE YO!!!

I Promise You Won’t Fall

I did a thing because @halesheart was like someone needs to do this but a Sterek version. When ye asks ye shall receive. Happy Holidays!

Find it on AO3 (or read it down below)


Summary: “Derek! I’m not doing that,” Stiles gasped.

“I promise you won’t fall.”

“No you can’t promise that, I’m gonna fall and break my face. Or worse! My glasses! Do you know how expensive these are–?”

“Baby, breathe,” Derek shushed him.

Or the one where skaterboy!Derek loses a bet, and has to ride a skateboard with his boyfriend Stiles who more or less enjoys it.


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AU where Dib and Zim end up getting stuck in a cursed forest that otherwise functions as a purgatory on Earth–Limbo.

Any time they both die, they get sent back to where they first fell down and Zim is the one who remembers each failure and is increasingly more and more upset at how bad Dib is at not dying. He has to keep going back to the start because he loses his motivation to do anything if his nemesis is gone.

Maybe one day they’ll make a perfect run and get out of there.

I needed to do this crossover hhhhhhhhhh

Also not good at painting which is how I did this entire thing in save for the panels and character lineart. Rip

2 shifts left!

Gave my 2 weeks notice due to manager not knowing how to manage, and decided not to do my normal work and just skate through my last shifts. Who cares?! Apart from the days feeling extra long, I still felt more relaxed. And the best part? Having a customer come up to the counter while on the phone ignoring me for a minute or so, then asking for cigars that we were out of stock of. 3 times he ‘explained’ to me that he’s bought them here before, and they look like 'this’. 3 times I replied we only have x and y brand not that one. He then told me I have an attitude and rude and should lose it. I told him I only had one because I was sick of repeating myself because he wasn’t listening and that maybe talking on his phone while at the counter was also rude and to just leave. It has never felt so good to say what I wanted knowing I can’t get fired as I’m leaving anyway.
*side note, even though I’m skating through my shifts, I’m doing bare minimum, so that the other staff aren’t put out, just not going over and above like normal. I’m not that mean of a co-worker!

Hxh AU where Silva has a midlife crisis and fires all his kids, wife, father and grandfather and forces them all to get regular jobs and the only person who enjoys this new change is Killua while everyone else slowly loses any shred of sanity they had because Silva also made them move into a tiny suburban home and is now making “Family Game Nights” a thing so they’re all forced to bond and it turns out not one Zoldyck can stand another for more than an hour at a time and Illumi keeps getting fired from jobs because he “lacks any people skills and keeps stabbing people with those fucking pins” and Kalluto isn’t allowed to have a job cause ya know he’s eleven so he keeps ditching school for the troupe and also Hisoka is there cause that’s sorta his thing and ANYWAYS things get worse when Silva tells Killua he can’t have an allowance of two billion Jenny so he can only afford one chocorobot a day and Killua finally loses it too

anonymous asked:

Can i have headcanons (the gom+himuro+imayoshi) on what would they do with their female best friend that would make other think that they're dating/being more than friends (beside the fact that they are a lot together). And they are not together, it's just that other think they are because of the little things they do

Kuroko: The both of you tend to spend a lot of time together. Alone. Like having lunch on the rooftop together, or studying together, or going to bookstores together. And you’re one of the only people who never loses sight of Kuroko nor do you tend to not notice him. With that, people think there’s something special going on. 

Kise: He is particularly fond of showering you with a lot of affection like hugs and cuddles in public. He also comes to your class a lot, and treats you differently than he treats his fangirls. He seems more like his real self around you- more comfortable and relaxed. Since no one has seen Kise interact with girls who aren’t his fans before, they assume the two of you must be dating with how comfortable you are around each other. 

Midorima: He regularly buys you lucky items and you don’t tease him for his obsession with them. He also lets you ride in his cart, and they see him smiling a lot around you. Since such behaviour is so atypical of the tsuntsun midorin, people assume you’re his girlfriend. 

(When confronted about this, Midorima denies it with a furious blush on his face. ‘She’s not my girlfriend, b-baka!’ >///<) 

Aomine: (basically pretend u take momoi’s place) Aomine is fiercely protective of you. No boy can so much look at you without an angry Aomine intercepting said boy’s line of vision. His protectiveness is interpreted as jealousy, hence people thinking the both of you are dating. 

Murasakibara: He willingly shares his snacks with you. That, and he threatens to crush any boy who dares to flirt with you. Murasakibara hovers around you like a giant purple shadow, giving people the impression that he’s your clingy boyfriend. Murasakibara also willingly showers you in affection, like hand-holding and hair ruffles. This, of course, makes Okamura jealous until the both of you clear the misconception. 

Akashi: He seems to let his hair down around you. Akashi is no longer the stuffy basketball captain and heir to a conglomerate, rather he’s a regular high school boy around you. You’re also both physically affectionate around each other, such as resting your head on his shoulder and him wrapping an arm around your shoulder. Seeing Akashi act so carefree around someone makes people speculate that the two of you are in a relationship. 

Himuro: He smiles and laughs a lot around you. Gone is the poker face, instead there is a bubbly Himuro Tatsuya. Naturally, people think the two of you are dating, because even Himuro’s fangirls avoid Himuro when you’re around. 

Imayoshi: His teasing is somewhat toned down, and he’s one of the few people he’ll take teasing in return from. The two of you tend to flirt a lot with each other, something you two alone regard as simple banter. He’s also rather sweet- he compliments you and frequently gives you gifts. Sakurai is convinced you’re married. 

2

“Bloody hell Y/N I need you to answer the phone, please I’m sorry love…”. Frustration, panic and fear were all that Hook was feeling. The argument or fight depending on who re-told the story got out of hand and words were said, words that he would of never said with a clear head.

Now Hook had left several messages, each one more apologetic then the last. “What I said…I-I was wrong. And now because of that, I might lose you. The beep indicated the end of message, Killian run his fingers through his already messy hair and dialed again, leaving one last message.

“Love, I can’t lose you. I’ll do what ever it takes to make things right, so please call me back”.

Making Christmas

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes
Word Count: 2,094
Warnings: language
Summary: Steve loves Christmas more than anything. Bucky, Bucky does not. When Steve gets sick, it’s up to Bucky to make sure Christmas doesn’t lose its magic.
Author’s Note: Dedicated, as usual, to the loml @rogersxbarnesx​ who loves skinny!Steve almost as much (maybe more???) than she loves Christmas. It’s for @iamnotsebastianstan​‘s SoftStuckyWeek2k16. (I have one more fic for this because I write too much, I’m sorry.)

It’s two days before Christmas, and Steve’s sick, again. He’s irritable and cranky, and he doesn’t have any of the obnoxious holiday cheer he usually has this time of year. Bucky’s worried. Steve loves Christmas more than anything else, maybe even more than he loves Bucky.

Steve’s been in bed all day, propped up on a pile of pillows almost as tall as he is and surrounded by a mountain of used tissues. Bucky’s been doing his best to keep him occupied (when he’s been awake), volunteering to watch the Christmas movies he knows Steve loves and hoping those will cheer him up. Nothing’s working. If anything, Steve gets crankier with each movie. He hasn’t outright yelled at Bucky yet, but he’s gotten close.

He’s sleeping now, and Bucky’s grateful. Steve isn’t usually cranky when he’s sick, at least not on this level. He’s usually stubborn and upset, but he’s mostly upset with himself. This time, he seems to be upset with the whole world. Bucky wishes there was something he could do.

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(if the link isn’t working because tumblr sucks, here it is: http://archiveofourown.org/works/8942593)

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But first, let me take a selfie!

Hello everyone!
I’m very glad that I reached almost 70 followers starting from zero in one month! I see that people like my comics! I’m very glad! >_<
But I can only make about a comic per month, because I study all day and don’t have so much time T_T
And I realize that I’m losing followers, probably because I don’t post too much… So I’ll start making some sketches like THIS once a week at least ^_^
I hope that you enjoy it, my art isn’t so good enough yet, but I’m studying for getting better each day more!

Thanks for those who support me! ♥ ^_^

(Oh, and I’m working on a comic based in a HC from @zens-ponytail! Hope you like it!)

Not one to usually post a long-winded posts buuuuuuut lots of unprecedented things have happened in the past 24 hours so here it goes:

I fell asleep to a text from someone who is not white telling me they are scared for their life and woke up to one from my brother saying that he is sorry and knows this is a tough time for me because I am a woman.

I would love nothing more to get out of here after graduation and take my faith for this country elsewhere, but I won’t. I have the luxury to look elsewhere in the world for a job or for grad school, but I won’t. There are so many people who do not have that luxury. I will stay for them. I will stay for those who do not have the courage or the voice to speak up against the hatred that will come over the next 4 years. I will stay for my fellow women, who could lose the Right to Choose, millions of Planned Parenthoods across the country, and the fight for equal pay if I do not stay. I will stay for my friends and peers in the LGBTQ community who might lose marriage equality and continue to lose more rights to “conversion methods” and other bigotry if I do not stay. I will stay for my peers and friends who are POC who will lose their homes, jobs, and potentially lives in the US if I do not stay. I will stay for the environment, which will continue to die as we forgo the Paris Agreement and climb closer to the 1.5 degree mark if I do not stay.

I may not like the country now or many of the people in it, but no progress will be made unless we still care about ourselves, friends, classmates, coworkers, peers, and the rest of the world. Let’s have conversations with those who disagreed with us rather than shutting them out and name calling. Let’s work towards compromises where nothing else can be done because that is better than staying stagnant or moving backwards. Let’s work to keep the progress that we have made over the past almost 250 years as a nation.

I am not an optimist, but right now staying positive is the only way I can even get myself out of bed to carry on with my daily life after last night’s results.

Some Lloyd-centric headcanon/ideas because I started watching Ninjago again and I’m very passionate about this kid:

-He still loves candy even as an older teen but hates making a big deal about it. He never goes anywhere without half a dozen lollipops stuffed into his pockets. He gnaws on them when he’s stressed or thinking. He has a lot more in his room. He’ll share them if you ask, but don’t touch his stash without permission
-Lloyd idolizes the hell out of Nya. As much as he loves the other ninja, they all have traits that can drive him up the wall some days. Nya he just finds easy to talk to and he’ll go to her most for advice or for help. They train together a lot
-He and Kai most certainly at some point had a long, emotional, and somewhat awkward talk about their shared experience of losing parents. Kai was the one who approached Lloyd during a… stressful time to talk. No one knows exactly what they said but it was apparently good for both of them and they came to understand each other a lot better
-There was at some point probably maybe some calling out of Misako from the other ninja about abandoning her kid at a crappy boarding school without explanation. Because Lloyd was pretty fully one of them at that point and in what world would the ninja not stick up for each other like that
-Kai was Lloyd’s awkward first crush and Nya was probably a second or third. There was a phase when part of him just died with embarrassment when reminded, but he’s over it enough that he can actually occasionally talk about with tripping over himself
-He actually… has some anger issues that he tries to keep tightly controlled. Mostly because chosen one, green ninja responsibility, and he’s got pressure on him to keep it together up the wazoo. Lloyd is basically that one friend in the friend group who’s perpetually two sentences away from decking someone
-Okay but he actually does love dragons. They’re cool as hell and flying is cool as hell. Nothing brings out geeky joy in him like getting to serious riding an actual dragon!!

I also have some vague ideas swirling around in my head that are basically just a lot of Lloyd-Morro parallels and how Morro is basically Lloyd if he didn’t have the team. This will probably lead to fanfiction being written in the distant future (definitely maybe)