because this show is an emotional roller coaster

Sangwoo’s Feelings for Yoonbum

This is an analysis of Sangwoo’s feelings and thoughts throughout the chapters and how he developed feelings for Bum. This is basically Sangwoo’s POV of the story. It might answer some of the questions I’ve been seeing around about ‘Why did Sangwoo do this or that?’ and etc.

0. Emptiness

I think it’s very obvious that Sangwoo used to be really really lonely before Bum showed up. As a child he was abused and I think he was very attached to his mother so he lost the only person in his life that he truly loved. Imagine how frustrating it is to always pretend to be someone else. Be happy, smile, laugh, joke and hang out with people you don’t even like. You think they’re flawed, shallow, stupid, ungrateful and have ugly personalities (Sangwoo’s words) but this is the only way he can be with people. He has to wear a mask 24/7 that hides his true personality and I don’t care if he’s horrible, he’s still human. He doesn’t whine about it but he’s been subconsciously suffering. He has so many ‘friends’ and yet he’s completely lonely because nobody accepts him for what he really is. He literally does not have anyone.

Now before you blame his behavior and tendencies, I want to point out that I think Sangwoo has Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), shows signs of BPD and also he’s a victim of abuse so with those in mind, let’s start:


1. ‘A perverted stalker?’

A guy broke into Sangwoo’s house and when he got caught, he confessed to him, telling him that he’s been in love with him. Sangwoo smiles because ‘people are full of shit’ and say anything to save themselves. Let’s trust his words here and say he didn’t kill Bum because he hadn’t kill a man in 3 years but I also think at that moment he feels like he should keep Bum around. Maybe out of curiosity? He’s not sure why yet. He just knows Bum is a different case. To do that, he breaks Bum’s legs to make sure he won’t leave.


2. ‘Can I be attracted to a man?’

He doesn’t know what to do with this guy. Bum is not loud or annoying, he doesn’t disobey him and is powerless. Sangwoo started to rationalize things for himself and figure out if he can be attracted to Bum, a man, in any way, basically he started exploring,

But still, he doesn’t trust this ‘perverted stalker’ so he is thinking, ‘I’ll provoke him and I’ll have a reason to end his life.’ BUT to his surprise, his plan backfires. Bum likes the abuse (or at least pretends to). Despite mocking Yoonbum, Sangwoo is surprised! He loves what he’s seeing. I believe he never got a reaction like that from anyone before when abusing them. And so he takes another step forward and kisses him, still experimenting.

He likes the kiss. He decides to keep Bum for now. He keeps him in the basement for a week. He hurts Bum by cutting him (punishing him) but still Yoonbum doesn’t push him away. Sangwoo realizes Yoonbum really is not a threat and is powerless which is why he took him upstairs and when Yoonbum begged him not to take him to the basement again, despite rejecting him, he considered it.


3. ‘You will hate me!’ First Test

Sangwoo believed Yoonbum will eventually want to leave him. Because I think he is aware of his own wrong actions to some point at least. Why would anyone want to stay with him after everything that happened, right? But the big improvement was that he wasn’t planning to kill him anymore. Why? I believe this is where the feelings started to develop. When he sees his mother (the only person he loved), in Yoonbum. Although he can separate these two people very well in reality.

Yoonbum said ‘I love you!’ AGAIN even after everything and Sangwoo is once again surprised! He slowly starts to trust this person’s feelings. He even gives him a knife but… not because he trusts Bum. That’s a test. I’m not sure if this translation is right but I believe that’s what he means by ‘I have something I want to confirm too’. He’s testing Yoonbum’s loyalty. He wants to know if Bum really means it when he says he loves him.

After that the real abuse starts and I believe he’s copying his father’s behavior while Yoonbum is ‘the mom’. He makes him do house chores, beats him up, etc… Meanwhile he enjoys abusing him and is waiting for an excuse to hurt him badly because he’s not emotionally attached to him yet. He doesn’t care. But Yoonbum is always obedient and finally… Sangwoo lets Yoonbum sit at the table with him because he wonders why Yoonbum is so nice to him, always smiling and listening to him and even made him a really nice dinner. He suspects him and it happens to be the same night Yoonbum uses the rat poison. For whatever reason, the poison doesn’t work on Sangwoo and Yoonbum passes the first test!


4. ‘He really loves me?’

When Yoonbum got sick, is where we can see Sangwoo’s emotions to some point. Sangwoo picked him up and took him to the basement but he looked at Bum and actually felt sorry for him (or maybe he just couldn’t see him as a threat. Either way) He went back up and laid him down on his own mattress. He took care of him and told him to rest. You can see him sitting beside him and staring at him in silence and I love this panel so much because you can see Sangwoo caring. can’t help but feel like he’s worrying for his sick bunny xD His emotions aren’t strong but he doesn’t want to lose Bum.

I think the question Yoonbum asked (whether he really meant it or not) made Sangwoo happy a bit. Chapter 5 is where he finally feels attached to Yoonbum and shows him affection. They started exchanging stories. Sangwoo was actually interested to know about his story, although he was a bit disappointed, saying that it’s ‘boring’ and that he hates weak people like Yoonbum who self pity. “Stop going on about how lonely you are. I hate that shit.” Why? Because Sangwoo is not the type that stay sad and depressed over their misfortunes. He’s the type that wants to get stronger to beat whatever and whoever is in his way. But in a way he thinks Yoonbum is like him. He started comparing himself with Yoonbum which is a big improvement. He told him how Yoonbum made things easier for him. “Why? How? I looked for a reason. And then I saw you.” He told Bum he was glad they were together and Yoonbum’s love made him feel stronger which I believe means Yoonbum’s love and obedience gives him confidence. And by kissing Bum’s wrist he implied that the love can be mutual.
Although he still doesn’t fully trust him (which is probably why he also refused the bj) but he was letting himself believe that Bum’s love for him was real. He’s happy to see someone is still in love with him even after everything that happened and after he saw Sangwoo’s true personality. He has someone now that knows his darkest secrets and still wants him for what he really is.


5. ‘Almost there…’ Second Test

Everything seems to be going well after that. Sangwoo was kind and affectionate towards Yoonbum. He took care of him and joked around. Although I’d like to think he was being too nice on purpose and not really himself and that’s because the second test was coming. He wanted Bum to feel he’d lowered his guards. He reminded Bum not to cross the line then left the house and Bum fails the second test.


6. ‘Don’t be pathetic.’ First Lesson

Even though he was hoping Yoonbum won’t come out, he expected it (considering he had the basement ready for him). He does not trust Bum at all and I think he was trying to kill Bum until he saw him calling his name even in his last moments so that changed his mind. It’s as if you want to let go of someone you like but they keep coming back to you so you can’t make the right decision. He wants Yoonbum. He wants someone to love him and he knows he probably won’t ever find anyone like that again. He was disappointed in Yoonbum SO he decided to make him better! Stronger! Like himself. So after punishing him, first he decided to show him how pathetic he is. He found a guy for Bum to kill (’for practice’), meanwhile insulting both of them to show Bum how 'bad’ it is to be weak.

Sangwoo still cares about him and makes sure Yoonbum knows that. The sick little mind games he played, were only because he enjoys seeing Bum relying on him and trusting him blindly. As I said before, it gives him confidence and makes him feel stronger.

This first murder happened. It was supposedly to make Bum stronger, show him how it feels to kill and… the most important part, help Yoonbum understand Sangwoo and be closer to him (spiritually!?) so they can be together.


7. ‘He left me too! I won’t forgive him!’ The Breakdown

Fear of abandonment. I already wrote a long post and talked about Sangwoo’s fear of abandonment here. The panic that happens after he thinks he’s been abandoned and the roller coaster of emotions. Rage, Fear, Worry, Sadness. He feels betrayed. He goes mad … and I have one thing to add to it all. I think that might’ve been how he felt when his mother ‘left him’ AKA died considering the flashbacks. (I’m not sure if this person is his mother though. She might have been a replacement?) I don’t know if Sangwoo killed her or something else happened but we can be sure that he loves and wants Yoonbum equally.

When he finds Yoonbum… he realizes how valuable he is to him and so he finally decides, “Let’s stay together… forever…”


8. ‘See how disgusting people are’

I’m going to skip a bit to where Sangwoo introduces Yoonbum to his ‘friends’. I think this is all to let Yoonbum get bullied, emotionally hurt, to build up some anger in him and provoke him. To remind him this is how people will treat you if you let them. Sangwoo already knows Yoonbum has been bullied and hurt a lot in his life because in a way he can relate to him. They are the same people. They were both hurt and abused and they have the right to punish these disgusting people. And this is all for Yoonbum and for the both of them. Sangwoo is pulling him up to his level or at least close so that they can be together. Jieun was a gift to Yoonbum and Sangwoo was happy to see Yoonbum accepted that gift.



I tried to keep this as short as possible. I think I understand Sangwoo well and I believe this is also the reason why he kills… but still these are only my thoughts and how I see everything. So they might not be 100% true. Koogi might have more surprises for her readers. But still, I love this character a lot and I can’t wait to see and know more about him and his past. Also I kind of fast forwarded the last chapter because there are so many posts about it already.

My thoughts about episode 7x25

This episode. Oh, my God, this episode.

I searched “emotional roller coaster” on the Merriam Webster dictionary and this whole episode was there. 

Amazing, painful, heartbreaking, heartwarming. It leaves you full of fear and yet full of hope.

It’s an episode that literally oozes love out of every frame.

I will start talking about Steve and Danny, because I have so many things to say about them…

I loved how Steve shows up in Danny’s office as soon as he arrives, like he was impatiently waiting to show him his gift. How sweet can this man be? Same goes for Danny, so protective of Steve, constantly worrying about him, constantly checking – silently or explicitly – how he is. This scene is loaded with hints that foreshadow what will come later in the episode, it’s like Danny can’t help but feel something is wrong, and we start feeling the same way: the acting, the way the episode is built make you feel that way and it gets stronger and stronger minute by minute, and it’s so gut wrenching.

Plus, the way Danny and Steve act around Charlie is adorable. The way they look like a married couple, obviously, but – even more than that, if possible – the way they protect him, talking in code about Rachel and Stan’s divorce, because this little guy has been through so much already… To think they both were there the day Charlie was born, looking at him through the glass, loving him already even if they didn’t know yet he was Danny’s child… it makes me emotional.

And what about that scene in the car, when Steve starts talking about Rachel, out of nowhere, as if it’s something he can’t help thinking about… he’s worried, maybe even angry. He’s bitter, he’s jealous, most of all he’s still the man who, back in season one, told Danny: ““I don’t want you to get hurt. Okay? I just want you to be happy, Danny. That’s all”. 

Steve tries to joke – he tries so hard, how painful is that? – and says “if you ain’t got nothing nice and positive to say, keep your hole shut … unless you’re “talking” to your ex-wife”. He knows that Danny, out of his good heart – too good sometimes – is trying to put under the rug all the bad things Rachel did to him, but … they’re just under the rug, they’re still there, they can’t be ignored, or he’s going to suffer again, to be manipulated and walked over, again!

And so Steve says it, honestly… “I don’t think this thing with you and Rachel is a healthy thing”. It’s not healthy, he says. I think it’s a very meaningful choice of words. Both Steve and Danny have been dealing with toxic relationships that sucked the joy out of their lives and I hope with all my heart they’re done with those relationships for good. Please, let these guys be finally, truly happy, please let them heal each other’s heart with the love they have for each other. They deserve that.

What about Steve telling Danny “I know that I’m out of my mind, but I also know that you’re in love with your ex-wife […] you got a shot to make things right”? First of all, Rachel was the one who put Danny through hell with her constant threats of taking Grace away from him and not letting him see her and then lying to him for three years about Charlie, so it’s really not up to Danny to make things right, he didn’t do anything wrong, he was a victim! 

And I think that what we have here it’s Steve voicing his worst fears in the hope that Danny will prove him wrong. And I so hope Danny will prove him wrong. I believe he will prove him wrong. He already told Steve “you’re out of your mind” for thinking he might be still in love with Rachel and I think he was being honest, I think he’s just being civil and kind with her, he’s tired of fighting, he doesn’t want that for himself and most of all he doesn’t want that for his kids. I hope I’m not wrong.

Then Danny sees Steve taking some pills and his alarm bells start ringing, but his focus shifts on trying to talk Steve out of risking his life pulling probably the most dangerous stunt he has every pulled.

And just moments before Steve jumps, risking his life, the writers start working a whole new kind of magic, in my opinion, giving us some of the most subtle and yet most romantic and emotional moments I’ve ever seen.

How? The chef’s hat. Yes, the chef’s hat. I really believe they masterfully wrote some of the best, most touching declarations of love ever to be heard, just playing with words around that chef’s hat.

Even if he’s trying to pretend he’s not scared of the consequences of that jump, Steve knows that it could go horribly wrong. He didn’t want Danny to open the gift when he wasn’t there and now, thinking that jump could kill him, he needs to tell Danny those words before it could be too late.

Chef’s hat”, he says. Meaning: there‘s nothing I care about more than you, more than your happiness and your dreams, because I love you. 

And Danny understands what Steve means, he promises him he will be there when he’ll open his restaurant (when they’ll open their restaurant?) and, later, he says: “thank you for the hat, seriously”. Meaning: thank you for loving me the way you love me. And Steve closes his eyes for a moment and then says “You’re welcome, seriously”. Don’t tell me that wasn’t a “I’m in love with you”, because it was. I’m so sure it was.

And I obviously loved that adorable scene with them walking away together, holding each other, talking about Steve’s feelings and how the last thing on Earth Danny wants to do is hurt Steve’s feelings. The way these two guys cherish and love each other is so beautiful and it warms my heart.

And then… oh my God, my poor heart bled seeing Steve so tired, so pale, so scared… call me crazy, call me stupid, but I worry about him even if I know he’s just a fictional character… it makes me cry to see how he tries to minimize, how he tried to keep things for himself, to hide his health issues.. but he couldn’t hide from Danny, because Danny wouldn’t let him. 

Life made Steve believe that he was undeserving of love, that there always was someone or something more important than him, someone or something that made people walk away from him, and now that he needs love more than ever, now that he needs someone next to him more than ever, he tries to hide it… but Danny won’t let him. 

It broke my heart to see the look in Danny’s eyes, to see him so lost at the mere thought of Steve being sick. I so hope, with all my heart, there will soon be… I don’t know, another doctor’s opinion, something that will take this terrible sword hanging over their heads away from them. 

One thing I’m sure of is that Steve and Danny will be together through all of this, and together they can face and overcome everything. Danny will show Steve how deserving of love, how important he is, how much he needs him and can’t even imagine a life without him. More than ever, Steve needs to be loved, to feel indispensable for someone, and Danny will be there reminding that he is, every step of the way.

I talked a lot about Steve and Danny, for obvious reasons, but there was so much else to be loved in this episode.

Abby and Chin, their sizzling chemistry and their growing love for each other.

The party to celebrate Jerry getting his badge… it was so endearing to see him so happy because these people love him. He was so lonely when we met him back in season 4 and now he really has a big family.

That super sweet scene with Kono and Sara at the market, Sara being absolutely adorable and Kono buying a pregnancy test… a moment that sheds an even more meaningful light to many other moments in the episode… her scene with Moani, that chilling, heartbreaking moment where she found that doll in the girls’ room, the talk she has with Lou about being a parent … I loved, so much, what she told Lou: “I could feel them in that room. Their pain and trauma. The fear they went to bed with every night”, because it was my same feeling watching that scene. She wants to make the world a better, safer place for these girls and thinking she might be pregnant makes that purpose even stronger, even more urgent. And I know she will succeed, she’s a force of nature, so compassionate, so strong, so brave. I hope we will get to see her fighting this horrible crime, but I also hope she will be back in Hawaii soon. Maybe, and hopefully, the two things aren’t incompatible. Her Ohana - and we - needs her.

As I wrote when I started with this review, this episode leaves you full of fear and yet full of hope. I will hold on to that hope that makes me believe that these people will get the happiness they deserve. Steve will be fine. Kono will succeed in making the world that better place she desperately needs right now. And true love will conquer all, because today, more than ever before, I’m sure that Steve and Danny share the purest and truest love of all.

Thank you for this episode and for all the emotions!

Caught

You unraveled your hair from the twisted towel bun you placed it in after your shower, then fingered through it as you stared at your reflection.

Through the steam on the mirror from your recent shower, you imagined a certain pale body behind your own, your own hands mirroring what you wish his would do to you. You firmly grasped your breasts, then your fingers traced the prominent bones of your hips, tracing tantalizing patterns into your flesh.

So long have you waited to feel Jughead’s hands on your body, but it didn’t seem like it would ever happen. You guys shared prolonged eye contact and meaningful conversations. He was the best friend you’ve ever had, but you’ve begun craving for you two to become something more.

Especially after all of the bullshit he’s been through lately, you just wanted to show him that you would be there for him in a way that no one else ever has been. You were willing to commit to being the best thing in his life, you just didn’t know how to say that.

You sighed, your hands not working the magic on your body that you knew Jughead’s could. You threw your towel on the sink in frustration, then walked into your adjoining bedroom.

The television you left on was the only sound in your house, and since it was so late it seemed eerie so you flicked it off, and that’s when you heard him.

You recognized Jughead’s muffled voice saying “oh shit.”

Following the sound, you saw him perched outside your window, shielding his eyes so that he wouldn’t see your naked form.

You jumped from the surprise and used your hands to cover your private areas before yanking the blanket off the bed to use as a makeshift toga. You opened the window angrily and hissed a quiet “what the hell, Jughead,” careful to not wake your parents.

You grabbed his arm and yanked him inside so that none of your neighbors would catch him out there. He stumbled once inside your room. Once he got his footing he straightened, but he still wouldn’t make eye contact with you. There was an obvious blush creeping up from his collar.

“I’m sorry, y/n, I didn’t know-” Jughead started, but you cut him off.

“Of course you didn’t know, I don’t broadcast when I’m traipsing around my room naked! The point is, you don’t just creep up into girl’s bedrooms at night, Jughead!” You whispered angrily at him, yet there was a very primal part of you that wasn’t angry.

Part of you was aroused. Very aroused. That small little part hoped he had seen all of it. Hoped he wanted to see more.

He flicked his eyes at you now, keeping the gaze steady only when he saw how intense your eyes were. He opened his mouth to say something, but seemed like he thought better of it.

“What did you see?” You asked him, hoping for a very vulgar answer.

He blushed harder.

“Your window looks right into your bathroom,” He informed you. Your eyes got wider.

“So you watched me?” You asked, no longer yelling at him.

You were curious. You liked the way he was looking at you, and how he kept his gaze firm and steady now, as if he was once against seeing you how you were.

“Yes,” He admitted, and you couldn’t tell with what tone he was speaking.

“Why?” You asked, your volume barely audible.

He didn’t move. It almost seemed like he couldn’t- as if he tried to move in that moment, he wouldn’t be able to control his actions.

“I-” He started, but seemed to lose the sentence. “I just couldn’t look away,” He said.

You took a deep breath, his words making your head swim. His words were so similar to ones you imagined him saying so many times. Maybe this was one of your fantasies.

If that was the case, you may as well have fun with it.

“Did you like what you saw?” You asked him, the saucy words taking both of you off guard.

He made eye contact with you, shifting uncomfortably between both of his feet.

“I’m sorry?” He asked, his gaze flicking back and forth between your eyes.

You smiled softly at him, encouraged by how awkward he was. You were making him flustered. You made the great and mighty Jughead Jones baffled.

It was inspiring. Utilizing this new inspiration, you loosened your grip on your blanket and let it fall to the ground.

Jughead took a deep breath and his eyes scanned your entire body within the span of a desperate minute.

“I asked you if you liked what you saw,” You began, taking careful, calculated steps towards him. “If you didn’t, you can walk out that window right now and we’ll never have to speak about what could have been,” You were upon him now, so you placed a hand on the hemline of his pants, ghosting your finger over the flesh of his hips. You stared into his stormy eyes, darkened from lust. “But if you did like it, then please, let me show you more,” You pleaded with a sultry tone.

You could see his chest pulsate from his erratic heartbeat, but there was one of his familiar smug smiles on his lips as he looked down at you now.

He pulled out of your grip and took a step away from you, your heart getting caught in your throat as you imagined all the ways he was about to reject you right now. You took a wary step backwards.

“I didn’t like it, y/n, I loved it so much I was seconds away from nutting while watching you touch yourself,” He growled at you.

You stood there stunned, partly from the emotional roller coaster he just put you on, and partly because Jughead Jones was the type to say he was going to nut.

You quickly closed the distance between the two of you, pushing him hard enough to get him to collapse onto the bed behind him. He pushed himself up onto his elbows, loving the sight of you towering over him.

“Now what was it you wanted to show me?” He asked with a smile.

April 8th,

Geneva

Ok so watching 13 reasons why really left me thinking about so many things. The subjects of that series are so raw and real. I won’t be able to assure it on every point cause somethings I have never lived, but the whole scenery, the vibes of the show are extremely well represented. Just how tough school can be, not in the studying kinda way but more in the mental health way. How trauma touches literally everyone eventhough they may not show it, how frustrating life can be. I have not read the book, but the series has nothing that is exagerated for me: like it does not try to aricature something, it’s not romanticised or dramatised. It talks about serious issues like it should be. It shows flaws of the school system and education. It is just truly great.

I absolutely loved the show. Clay is my baby and I just want to hug him forever. It was such an emotional roller coaster and I will recommend to absolutely anyone. Plus if you can, watch the bonus episode because it explains why and how they filmed everything to get the right effects (which they did!).

I am probably going to rewatch it at some point, after I’ve recovered from the first watch…

There you go, I’ll let you do some research on the show for yourself because it is so muchmore complex than the little I talked about so yeah…

And I just finished. And I’m still crying.

This whole storyline is heartbreakingly believable. Everytime something like this happens irl, it’s one more time than is acceptable.

It’s incredibly well acted, and very well put together. And does it not shy away from real and extremely upsetting scenes. I’ve cried a few times in earlier episodes but the final one literally had me gasping for breath because I was sobbing so hard at certain scenes.

I would say that everyone should watch this show or read the book but I also don’t think everybody is ready to.

If you are going to watch this then take the warnings posted at the start of the episodes seriously because they are very serious.

It’s seem weird to say that I enjoyed this show because it almost feels like I shouldn’t have.

I guess I’ll say I enjoyed the emotional roller coaster.

koifuu  asked:

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aaaah we’re so glad to be your favorite !!!!!!! love you too ♥ ♥ i see you a lot in our inbox and it feels so nice to see the same people often !! here you go, part 3 of the small s/o roasting bullies !! and don’t worry, i’m working on your matchup too ♥ - mod mademoiselle


Rei :

  • Going out with Rei isn’t exactly the most relaxing activity you could have. Should you take him out during the day, he’ll essentially behave like a vampire on the brink of death. Besides, he doesn’t exactly go unnoticed : he’s tall and he has eccentric looks and mannerisms…
  • You absolutely love him for who he is, but sometimes you forget he’s a bit… unusual. People often stare, but they generally don’t do anything more, and that’s for the best. You don’t think you’d take it lightly if they did anything to your boyfriend…
  • That one day was different. You were out with Rei on a date, enjoying yourself and laughing happily at his every joke and comment. He was holding your hand on the café’s table, and everything was going perfectly well. Until you heard what the group of guys seated behind you were saying.
  • They were making fun of your boyfriend, and pretty loudly at that. They didn’t seem to care if any of you could hear them, laughing and mocking Rei’s looks and habits. You were wondering if you had to intervene, but Rei looked as relaxed as usual. Maybe he didn’t hear them… ? You kept the conversation going, hoping he wouldn’t notice.
  • But the rude assholes behind you were talking much louder now, frequently looking at you to check if any of you were mad yet. Rei was acting as though nothing happened. As suave as ever… You had just decided to follow his lead when they started insulting your boyfriend, and your resolve snapped.
  • You got up and started roasting them, furious they’d make fun of your boyfriend just because he looks eccentric. They got quiet all of a sudden and just stared at you. They definitely weren’t expecting the sweet person their victim was on a date with to start insulting them…
  • People were starting to stare, but you didn’t care : you kept going, slapping the rude bullies with the truth. They were making fun of your boyfriend, huh ? Well, maybe that was because he was kind and sweet enough to actually have a date. Very much unlike a certain group of rude assholes, who couldn’t help but make people feel bad about themselves just because they’re jealous.
  • Rei just observed you the entire time, smirking lightly. He looked pretty unfazed about the whole thing, but gently put his hand on your arm when he noticed a waiter was coming your way. “That’s quite enough”, he said audibly, and all the customers who were looking your way turned back.
  • Turns out the waiter had seen the entire thing and came to apologize for the rude guys’ behavior, explaining they were regulars here and they often did that. He arranged to have them out of the café and got you free cake as an apology !
  • Rei didn’t exactly comment on what you did, but he was looking at you proudly for the entire day. He was about to deal with the situation himself, actually, but was really happy you stood up for him. It just showed you care about him, and that’s not exactly an unpleasant situation…

Wataru :

  • Dating Wataru is essentially an emotional roller coaster. You never how he’s going to react or what’s going to happen, because he’s always surprising you with reactions you wouldn’t have thought of. But hey, that’s why you love him !
  • He’s always doing great things and getting invited here or there. Of course, since you’re dating him, he always takes you along ! This one time, he was joining other theater clubs in the region for a joint practice. They were planning to have a big performance together, using the fact that idols would be part of it as an advantage !
  • Wataru was pretty excited about the situation, not only because he’d be spreading the word about Yumenosaki Academy, but also simply because it sounded fun ! He spent a lot of time working on the script for the performance with some other theater club leaders, and you knew for sure he was pretty happy when the day of the joint training finally came.
  • And yet you got disappointed pretty quickly. Most of the students were nice, but there was another club president there, and he was bullying absolutely everyone : his own underclassmen, the other people here… Tomoya was completely unsuited to theater, according to him, and he even found faults in Hokuto’s perfect performance ! But of course, Wataru wouldn’t let him ruin his fun…
  • Your boyfriend started to arrange for funny “accidents” or mishaps to happen every single time the annoying guy was bullying someone. A live chicken would come out of nowhere to attack him, a part of the set would fall right on him, his trousers would rip right when he was on stage… The only problem was, with Wataru’s flamboyant behavior, the other guy quickly understood he was the one making all that happen.
  • He started humiliating Wataru in front of everyone, apparently delighted at the thought that everyone would see it. But you wouldn’t take it : he ruined your boyfriend’s fun and now he was trying to ruin his reputation ? He’d better be ready to taste your wrath !
  • The entire room fell silent when you got up on stage and slapped him. Mind you, it was a real, actual slap, not the fake ones Wataru was so fond of. You started defending your boyfriend and roasting the bully in front of everyone, not even letting him interrupt you. Only once you deemed he had enough did you stop to take time to breathe.
  • That’s when everyone started to applaud you. The bully was so angry he left on the spot, and everyone was so relieved you and Wataru had stood up to him ! Wataru just winked at you to thank you for your impromptu reaction, and quickly went back on stage to replace the bully as the new head of the project.
  • You suspect Wataru greatly enjoyed the situation : he saw you flying right as his rescue, after all ! And there’s nothing he loves more than when you surprise him. He’s keeping that in the back of his mind and you can be sure he’ll try to repay the favor someday, preferably when you’re least expecting it !

Tsumugi :

  • Since your boyfriend is the Library Committee chairman, he often spends after-class hours in the library, watching over the room and making sure no one makes a fuss. You took the habit to stay with him there and spend nice, peaceful afternoons, quietly reading or studying by his side.
  • Usually, the two of you almost have the entire library for yourselves : it’s not like the school’s main focus is on academics… Sometimes a few people come, but either they’re just looking for a book in particular or they want a quiet place to study. Or nap, sometimes. As long as they’re not making noise, Tsumugi generally lets them do as they please.
  • One day, you were reading along with Tsumugi, resting against him when you heard sudden noise and agitation coming from a corner of the room. Your boyfriend was about to get up and investigate, but the offenders quickly got quiet, so you just smiled at him and kept reading.
  • But soon enough, it became apparent that they had no intention of keeping quiet. They were laughing and shouting, and this time Tsumugi decided to go and tell them off. You went with him, holding his hand in yours : you know he has a peaceful personality and hates conflict…
  • Tsumugi gently explained they were disrupting everyone else’s concentration and that the library was a place of calm and study. The group of students, however, didn’t look like the type to like calm or study at all. It looked to you as if they just wanted a warm place to hang out after classes. It wasn’t the first time a situation like that happened, and you were trusting your boyfriend to resolve it peacefully.
  • Except the guys had other plans. They started picking on Tsumugi, asking what he’d do if they just refused to comply. Your boyfriend started to stutter, visibly nervous about that confrontation. They kept going, this time making fun of him, insulting him and even stealing his glasses. When they got up and started to push him around, you couldn’t help but step up.
  • You’d been hiding behind Tsumugi the entire time, so they didn’t really pay attention to you, but now that you were walking up to them and roasting them, they sure noticed you. A few of them even got quiet. You made sure to put them back in their place, yanking your boyfriend’s glasses from the hands of the guy who was playing with them. Everyone in the library was looking at you, and the dudes were obviously uncomfortable with that outcome.
  • Eventually, as they noticed everyone was staring at them in disapproval, they just left. Besides, you didn’t seem like you’d make things easy for them. You just stood there, hands on your hips, as you watched them leave the library. You only went back to where you were sitting when you were sure they wouldn’t be coming back.
  • Tsumugi was very flustered about the whole situation and thanked you at least a million times, stating he didn’t know what he’d be doing without you. You’re just glad you were here to help your boyfriend out, especially when you know he’s so kind and gentle to people…

Izumi :

  • With that personality of his, it’s no wonder Izumi gets into trouble sometimes. And yet you came to love his arrogant side too ! You love every single part of him, after all, and this one is no exception !
  • Izumi gets a lot of modelling jobs and is fairly well-known in the industry, and he always brings you along. Maybe it’s because you’ve been working as his producer, or because you date him, or just because he wants to keep an eye on you at all times ? You don’t quite know… It’s also possible that he just wants to show off in front of you. That boy, really…
  • You’ve been in a lot of sets, with a lot of different photographers and themes, and yet you don’t think you’re ever going to get tired of watching Izumi modelling. He’s so goddamn perfect in front of a camera ! Well, he’s always perfect actually, but still ! It’s always a pleasure for the eyes. You can’t exactly say the people who work with him are as delighted as you however…
  • One day, he got asked to model together with another guy. They didn’t specify who it was going to be, but you faintly knew Izumi wouldn’t be pleased regardless. On the day of the photoshoot, it became clear that you had underestimated the situation : it turned out that the guy in question was one of Izumi’s rivals. You asked your boyfriend to try and be as professional as he could, but he told you he had no intention to lose to his rival.
  • Izumi was being as abrasive as ever, and the other guy sure didn’t like that. During breaks or inbetween shoots, he’d belittle Izumi and insult him. Your boyfriend pointedly ignored him, but you felt your own patience being tested.
  • When he followed Izumi in his lodge to make fun of you instead, claiming you were so tame and Izumi really was tasteless, you knew Izumi’s berserk button had been pushed. Out of nowhere, he started rushing to the guy and tried hitting him, and that’s the moment you chose to intervene.
  • Pushing your boyfriend behind you, you started roasting the guy, telling him that belittling Izumi wasn’t going to make up for his own lack of talent. He tried to talk back but you cut him off and didn’t stop until you deemed he had enough.
  • He went away soon enough, glaring at you. That was not a fight he wanted to get into : you were two against him, and two fiery opponents at that. You asked if Izumi was okay, and it took all of his composure not to snap at you, instead remarking you didn’t have to intervene and he could have managed well enough on his own.
  • Izumi was very protective during the rest of the day though, making sure you were doing fine and everyone was being nice to you. He didn’t really tell you, but you just know he’s worried about you. Even though he appreciates you standing up to him and preventing him to do things he might regret later, he really wants to protect you and avoid you being in such situations in the first place. Given how you’re also very protective of him, the two of you are a very well-matched couple…
It took me many, many years of having my life ruined by Shonda Rhimes to realize that the world won’t end if I stop watching a television show. Just because it once gave me sky high feelings doesn’t mean I have to pull out all the stops to try and prolong the emotional roller coaster ride. When you’ve fangirled for a few decades, you learn to cope with the reality that one day you will wake up, look at a photo of your favorite actress, and discover that the feeling is just…GONE. Or you’ll watch your ship sink and shrug your shoulders, knowing that two more random idiots will soon enter your life and reign supreme. For every ship there is a season. A time to weep, and a time to read every smut fan fic you can possibly find, and a time to move on. The 30-year-old fangirl gets this.
— 

Why Fangirling Is Better In Your Thirties [x]

There wasn’t a word of this that I didn’t nod my head at. Leaving a show behind, quitting a ship, staying out of petty fights, shrugging off haters, picking the friends that matter… fandom is much sweeter the more perspective on life you possess. You realize that the fandom itself doesn’t really matter, but how it enhances your life does. So make your fandom life a happy place. Lord knows no one else will do it for you.

edited to add: I am saying this because *I* identify with it. I’m not saying you all have to too. I assume we’re all able, regardless of age, to decide our own truth and level of investment with fandom. That was sort of the whole point with the post, actually: figuring out what you like and owning it. That’s what I’m doing it. If you disagree with it, good for you and I’m glad. I can only speak for me, but I’m not going to let someone else tell me what I feel is wrong. 

Monsta X Beautiful in NYC Fan Account

To put it lightly, this concert was an emotional roller coaster.

It rained on and off for the 7 hours I was in line, but I met some really awesome people and we spent the whole time talking, laughing, and jamming so the time passed like it never has before. They were late letting us in, but I think that’s because there were just so many people.

I got packed into the pit, which proved to me beyond a doubt I will try to never do that again, but more on that later.

The show started 45 min late due to a “medical emergency,” but the boys all looked fine when they came out and I didn’t see any of them in pain, so I’m not sure what actually happened. I was also afraid they’d cut the setlist like EXO did, but the boys spoiled us and performed the whole thing and, damn, did they hit it out of the park.

Monsta X displayed just how flexible they are as a group at this concert. Not only did they cover perfectly for Hyungwon, bless his heart, but they also showed us a nice mix of their discography with some of their harder, hyped songs alongside some of their ballads. My top songs of the night were White Love, Ex-Girl, All In, and Shine Forever. Watch fan-cams and you will understand. I will say, I never really noticed how masculine Monsta X’s dances are but to say they all looked sexy as hell is an understatement. They really are the beautiful ones, from all the fan service they gave us to talking each other up to the really cute habit they have of randomly mouthing each others’ lines. They are all that perfect combination of cute and sexy. I will say they didn’t speak as much English as I thought they would, but I guess they were nervous about it.

My bias is Shownu and the man did not fail to ruin me. He is even more handsome and cute in real life, a human teddy bear. I really should be used to that but I’m not lol. My problem comes because I’m still not used to having a dancer for a bias. So when he makes sexy faces while dancing instead of the “I need to concentrate on controlling my body so I don’t mess up this choreography” face, it kills me. He really showed off both his dancing and vocal skills. His dancing is that kind that’s so controlled it looks flawless and makes you want to keel over, especially during 24K Magic and All In (that shoulder move!!!). He was also so, so on point with his notes that it made me fall in love with his voice all over again. It’s just so pretty! On the other hand, when he smiled, especially during his intro, your heart stopped from the utter adorableness. They did a VCR where he admitted his favorite nicknames from fans were Shownu-minator (from Terminator/robot Shownu) and Shownu bear. Also, while everyone was changing from their solo stages, the members took turns telling us which one of them was the most romantic, and Wonho spilled that Shownu is always buying his friends presents. Such a sweetheart.

Let me say this first: Wonho, along with Jooheon, is my worst bias wrecker in this group. He really, really tried to make himself the bias last night. Just everything about him. His face is a given, like wow, it is perfect. In the VCR, Hyungwon compared Wonho’s body to Hercules and I happen to think it’s even more perfect. He showed it off during his solo stage where he forwent a shirt in favor of an open jacket and let me tell you, I think the concert hall exploded with sound. Even when he had a shirt, like at the end when he threw off his jacket, it was lovely. However, as much as Wonho is recognized for his beautiful body, I think he should be talked about just as much for his beautiful heart and talent. His voice was incredible and he wrote his solo himself! He said the lyrics are about coming from nothing to something and damn if that didn’t squeeze my heart. His smile too when we sung the lyrics back to him is something I’ll never forget; it was this mix of wonder, delight, and gratitude. He certainly showed us with all the hearts he threw and his teasing (he made us chant his name and looked like a happy little kid when we did it really loud). He and Shownu messed around a lot and it was so adorable, like he made Shownu show off his arms but Minhyuk smacked Shownu for it lol. Finally….  I CAUGHT A PIECE OF CANDY THAT HE THREW AND WILL TREASURE IT FOREVER!!!!

As much as we all regard Minhyuk primarily as Monsta X’s mood-maker, he really is so much more. Of course, he’s known for that role for a reason. He talked so much and did a lot of teasing and joking around both with us and the members. He did things like imitating Jooheon’s rap in his and Kihyun’s solo, immediately claiming he was the most romantic member but then going back and saying it was Jooheon, and saying he fell in love with us after seeing how many of us were dancing and singing along. Speaking of dancing and singing, Minhyuk showed off that he is just as talented in both categories as the others. I honestly sometimes forget he’s a vocalist because he’s just so bubbly and bouncy it makes you focus on him being literal sunshine. But last night he reminded me just why he is a vocalist. There’s just something about his voice, even though he doesn’t belt it out like Kihyun for example, there’s power there and definitely a voice to pay attention to. He looked so happy when he was watching us, like I think if it had been possible, he would’ve come down and hugged every one of us. He was also ever so cute when he would speak English for us and really polite when he did too.

Okay, so even though Admin V’s bias is Kihyun and she said he made her make dying whale noises when she saw him, I didn’t think he would be that bad. I was so wrong. If I had to choose one word for him it would be EXTRA. And yes, the all caps is intentional. However, it’s not the bad extra like he’s trying too hard; he just puts that much of himself into performing with every ounce of passion in his body. Whether that was throwing himself into the choreography with body rolls and thrusts or belting out his power notes, I’m surprised he didn’t run out of energy because he was like that the whole concert. I’ve gotta say watching him perform Mirror was one of the sexiest things of the night, notes and head banging and all. He didn’t stop gifting us when he wasn’t performing either; he gave constant fan service that included flashing his abs, making all kinds of faces, and such big smiles. Even though he gave us so much attention, he also took really good care of his members, like he wiped away Wonho’s sweat for him, beatbox for Jooheon, hyping them all up, and made IM delay a song so he could get something off his face. Also, in the VCR, he tried to tell Jooheon the trick to good selcas is to make your facial expression spaced out but Jooheon just teased the hell out of him lol.

Jooheon is right up there with Wonho for bias wrecker. That did not change after last night. All the things I love about him are 1,000 worse in real life. Not only is he gorgeous, that blond hair!, but his facial structure is just perfect. And his face is just the tip of the iceberg. He did a little bit of aegyo and I’m pretty sure there was a collective squeal. It was worse when he was trying to prove he was the most romantic by singing and then got all flustered about it. So precious. We all know Jooheon is incredibly passionate about music and his performance was a pure embodiment of that. The way he just spit out his rap in Mirror, and every other song honestly, proved his talent and stage charisma beyond a doubt. That said, it was his singing lines in songs like White Love that really killed me. Out of all the members, I think he appreciated us singing the lyrics the most. He had such a huge smile that looked ready to break his face and it was pure joy itself. He held out his mic for us so many times and we did a pretty good job with the lyrics too.

So can anyone tell me when IM grew up? For real, when did the little maknae I knew become a man, ever present boy aside? He looked like such an adult, so handsome and all grown into his face and shoulders. Despite that, he’s still got that same personality I love so much. He was obviously nervous in the beginning, quiet and straight-faced, but by the end he was so into it and was breaking into a smile even while rapping because he was so happy with our response. Yet he still got bashful and shy when the others made him sing to show he was romantic and when they announced they only had a few songs left, he hung his head and made the “T-T” with his hands by his face. I really love that about him: he’s himself and doesn’t try to force himself to be always on. I wanted to hug that cute little thing so bad! Those hugging thoughts did go out the window temporarily during their songs though. He was able to go from smooth romantic during their ballads to charismatic beast during their harder songs. His is another voice I could listen to for hours.

Even though Hyungwon wasn’t there, Monbebes gave him almost as much love as if he were. He got extremely loud screams when he came up on the VCRs and when Wonho asked us to chant for his name, we did not disappoint. He was also super adorable in the VCR because Wonho made him do aegyo and his immediate response to the request was to bang his head on the wall lol.  Let’s hope he recovers well and can come see us next time.

Overall, Monsta X gave us such a passionate concert and were completely open with their unabashed appreciation of how much we loved them. I can’t wait to see them again.

Now, I’m sorry to end this on a slightly negative note, but I feel like this needs to be said:

Monbebes, I have to say, are the second rowdiest fandom I’ve dealt with. I’m sorry, but I have to call us out because so many of us were rude. Even before the concert, people were cutting the line so I ended up beside people who got there hours after I did. The boys had to ask us to move back twice and I got pushed out of the way so many times. I almost cried because I couldn’t see anymore because all the people had their phones held as high as they could so I could barely see any of the members. When the translator was speaking, I could barely hear him because so many people were screaming instead of being reasonably quiet. I get it, you were excited and maybe it’s because a lot of you were younger, but some of you were older and should know better. I was really excited for yesterday too, but this concert was very nearly ruined for me because of other fans. Please, be considerate of other fans so everyone can have a good time and see the group, no matter whose concert you go to.

anonymous asked:

what people dont realize before questioning so much the branding and management of these groups of idols is the fact that they want this, each trainee knows that this management, tv people, mean stability, job stability, financial stability. we should be glad the guys are getting jobs diffusion and stability at what they want to do, and for anyone who finds it sketchy, welcome to the world, its heartbreaking to be at the disposal of the public but thats the industry, each artist goes through it.

As someone who has been following kpop since the late 2000s, I understand that contracts are like this and the industry is cut throat. However I don’t agree that we should be glad about this simply because the guys will be getting more exposure because exposure does not equal financial stability. You need the popularity of Somi and Sejeong to get a semblance of stability. Even then, Sejeong split her profits with Gugudan because they still have debt to think about. 

And there’s honestly little stability if you don’t get into the final top 11. Look at all the people who didn’t make it: Sohee is in limbo, Chaekyung is in a group (but April isn’t exactly making bank), Hyeri is in limbo, Cube Soyeon is in limbo. Juna released a solo that got no recognition, same with Insun, there’s probably more I can’t remember from the top of my head, but you get the point. 

In addition, 2 years of stable promotion (if YMC does it right) does not translate to future stability in their respective groups because they essentially have to start from square one, promoting constantly to make it (unless they’re Somi and Sejeong tbh, or their company plays their cards right). I have no doubt the final group will be popular, but it’s short sighted to say that those 2 popular years will equal stability. 

Being in a group doesn’t mean you’re making money. Music show performances don’t pay much, albums don’t make much (not when you take into consideration the money that goes into them). The real money is in dramas, some variety, and CFs (which are the biggest ones). I’m skeptical that Mnet will be paying the eliminated concert team much if we take into account last season’s contract where any profit the trainees made from music (like the concept eval. songs) was split 50-50 between the agency and Mnet. Plus, in most groups no one gets paid until they pay off trainee debt (and like Sejeong/Mina did- some will probably choose to share their money with their future group). 

What’s more, I’m mostly mad about how unfair this is to the trainees who have spent months in this show, worrying about rankings, appealing to the public, some have gone through scandals and for what? In the end none of it will matter if they’re not on the right team. This show is exploiting their dreams, stringing them along one way and then the other, building them up to bring them down. That’s what I hate the most. I’m sure the boys knew what they were getting into in terms of contract, not getting much pay if they do make it, etc. because exposure is at least exposure (and almost all are in/have been in companies before so they should be familiar with the struggle). But I’m sure none of them signed up for the emotional roller coaster that produce 101 turned into. 

Each artist goes through hardship, yes, but it’s not always done in such a public matter like survival shows make it. And this isn’t just a company survival show or kpop star. This is a mess of a survival show with a lot of emotional investment in part of the voters. 

I’m sorry if this answer is all over the place and I don’t mean it as an attack on your response. I’m simply frustrated over this entire show + I wanted to clear some things up in terms of how idols make money. I’ll probably come back to this response when I’ve had caffeine and am more awake ;__;

It’s okay to grieve.
— 

Peter Mayhew remembers Carrie Fisher.

Full quote

“It’s okay to grieve. 

Our Princess: We in the Star Wars family have had a very difficult week with the passing of Carrie Fisher, and her mother. We are grieving. For most of us, it’s real grief, whether you met her or not, we all knew her. But it’s New Year’s weekend, and a lot of us will be getting together with “our family” to ring in the New Year. If you are at a show where we are, and plan to stop by our table, we want you to know it’s ok. Talk about Carrie, mention her, share condolences. We grieve with you. And then, tell a joke and be happy, because it’s what she would want us to do. She was a one of a kind, the emotional roller coaster is one we are all riding on together. Most importantly, as in all things Carrie Fisher, be real. May the Force be with you.

Peter Mayhew”

DAY 107:

let’s not merely say that we love each other; let us show the truth by our actions. 1 John 3:18

My dear sister,

It’s not enough for him to say he wants a relationship with you. It’s not enough for him to just flirt here and there, send you texts here and there, kiss you here and there…whatever it is, love is more than just words. It’s actions, and as followers of Christ, if we truly desire to do things His way by being intentional and godly in our relationships, we have to give our all to it, not just parts of it!

Love goes deeper than just going on dates or going on an emotional roller-coaster with a guy. Love must be deeply rooted in Christ and deeply rooted in the things of God. We don’t just do things just because. We don’t just enter into relationships out of boredom. Because of Christ, everything we do has purpose.

So if you’re talking to a guy or are interested in someone who has words with no actions, it’s time to really look at the time you’re investing. This is important because no matter what this guy says, it is his actions that will really show you where his heart is! Remember this when it comes to:

1. That guy who just wants to text and talk but never commit
2. That guy who likes to flirt with you, but flirts with other girls too
3. That guy who is not respecting your time, your heart, your body
4. That guy who you’ve been thinking about all day, even though you know he is not willing to pursue you
5. That guy who is leaning on you emotionally, physically, or spiritually and he is not committed to being in an intentional relationship
6. That guy who are not in a relationship with but keeps sending you mixed emotions
7. That guy who you are no longer in a relationship with but still wants to talk to you regularly and be completely involved in your life
8. That guy who you are constantly going back and forth over if this is “the one” God has for you

Whatever it is, don’t retreat back to what he said. Think about what he does. Don’t think about the time he said, “Yea, I’m a Christian!” Think about how he LIVES for Christ!

Biblical context + further reading: 1 John 3:11-24
Written by itsmorganlife

00746602  asked:

I've seen my fair of series finales and let me tell you.. they all suck... emotionally. No matter if the ending is disappointing or what not, the emotions are very real. Especially if its a show you've watched the whole time and have some sort of connection to. Rather it be for the character or for the actors themselves, it will always be emotional on some level. I don't know about you, but I'm a crier.. haha so, I suggest having tissues nearby. It will be a roller coaster of emotions.

I will cry mainly because the show ending actually means my whole life will change hahaha. It sounds silly but this show and this blog take up a lot of my time- it’s actually like a part time job sometimes!! It’s really the end of an era and I hate change!

I will do everything in my power to make you happy.
I will take the trash out when you are too tired to do so or when you simply just do not want to.
I will buy you an endless supply of those unwrapped Starbursts to sweeten and brighten up any bad days.
I will go on walks with you and the pup no matter how tired I am because the light in your eyes and your radiant smile are worth waking up for.
I will learn to grind and make your coffee for the days you are too sick to get up or be bothered to make your own.
I will watch Grey’s Anatomy so we can go through the emotional roller coaster of that show together.
I will rub the back of your neck when I know you are stressed.
I will buy you clothes and things you tell me you want because I love making you feel as beautiful as I see you.
I will remind you often about how much I care because I don’t want there to ever be a moment that you forget.
I will look into your eyes whenever we speak because they are prettier than any sunset or view I’ve seen.
I will watch your lips curve at the edges whenever you laugh because that sight and that sound are seriously like music to my ears.
I will give you my love you for as long as you will allow me to.
I will love you on your good days and your bad nights.
I will love you forever.
—  I will, I know I will
recap (3.07):

the episode starts off with wes lying.. and that’s never good.

oh well. at least annalise is still delivering on them one liners.

wes and laurel are in honeymoon bliss.

but of course that doesn’t last very long, because frank is back.

it seems annalise may have replaced booze with food.

michaela and asher are suddenly THAT couple and are playing cupid and matchmaker for oliver.

waurel is redefining relationship goals and everything is sunshine and rainbows. 

lol, just kidding. once again the lies have caught up to them and the keating 5 are pissed.

annalise ain’t trippin’ though, because at least she still has bonnie.

true to form, frank shows up at bonnie’s door unannounced.

but bonnie isn’t having it and refuses to be frank’s sloppy seconds.

oliver finally realizes what we’ve always known:

and asher finally has his #bromos back!

with nowhere to go, frank decides to scare the crap out of laurel and show up at her bedroom door.

and it ends with laurel wanting to know where her boo is…

and wes being revealed as the anonymous source.


so overall, this episode was a fucking roller coaster for our emotions and we are a MESS. first of all, why they gotta go and make puppy dog wes be the traitor? and how is frank getting into laurel’s house so easily? like girl, lock your door. ugh whatever. at least our ship is sailing… for now. don’t kill it, pete nowalk. don’t you dare! also, bonnie bringing annalise cake is the kind of friendship everybody should have. 

leave us your thoughts, opinions, or theories in our ask box! :)

anonymous asked:

How would Cody Wolffe Fives and Rex react to getting absolutely just snapped at by their terrifying s/o who's on their period? Ohhhhh boy I'm horrible.....

>:) (Hello I am also Horrible)

Cody: Freezes with a regretful expression: “Oh boy I should not have done this.” Refuses to engage and turn this into a fight because he knows you don’t mean it - he’ll come back later.

Wolffe: Unfortunately he will most likely snap back and it’ll turn into a shouting match - but b/c you’re on an emotional roller coaster (and don’t like getting yelled at) you start tearing up and he’s just “??? what do i do now I made them cry?!”

Fives: First he’s very afraid but because he’s trained not to show it, he’ll scoff and roll his eyes. He turns around and leaves with his hands thrown in the air, tossing a “I’ll come back later then,” over one shoulder.

Rex: Deals with Anakin Skywalker on a daily basis and so is very used to emotional outbursts. He’ll lift one unimpressed eyebrow, pat your shoulder, and leave to go get you ice cream because that usually makes you feel better.

FT Island ‘I Will’ Review

The Low-Down

FT Island returns to Korea after what feels like an eternity (in K-pop terms) with what we’ve all been waiting for: an entirely self-composed album. The album is hard-hitting, impactful and incredibly reminiscent of their recent Japanese music. From hence forth, gone shall be the days of a ‘Korean’ and ‘Japanese’ sound, and instead, we shall embrace a sound that is simply ‘FT Island’. They’re in a box for their MV. Guess what happens to that box? It shatters.

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Little Fairy Tale [7/10]

Part 1 >> Part 2 >> Part 3 >> Part 4 >> Part 5

Part 6 >> Part 7 >> Part 8 >> Part 9 >> Part 10

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Coming back to the room, Alfred hadn’t expected Arthur to be awake just yet.

“Hey…” He said softly, shutting the door as gently as he could as the omega’s eyes met his. “How are you feeling?”

Arthur picked at the sheet covering him, looking at it. “… I’m alright.”

“I brought you some tea.” He tried, setting the steaming paper cup down on the side table.

“Mm.”

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bird set free |  laurel lance

This video was such an emotional roller coaster for me to make. I have so many feelings about Laurel Lance (and Katie Cassidy) and it’s so hard to properly express how I feel sometimes. I’ve watched so many shows and fallen in love with so many characters, but none of them mean as much to me as Laurel Lance does.

It’s easier to find a bit of strength in myself when I work on these videos because it reminds me of how strong Laurel is and how great Katie is and was. I was so worried that after 4x19 I’d never be able to vid Laurel again because of how angry and heartbroken I was, but time has proven me wrong.

All information is at the end of the video. If it’s blocked you can watch it HERE.

This is also dedicated to @bisexuallaurellance, @laurivcr and @wouldyousingalong. Thank you guys for helping me run @theworldneedslaurellance and constantly bringing new Laurel content into my life. :)