luresong isn’t dead, but i do apologize for the long hiatus. i didn’t work on it for a while mostly because of my overwhelming workload and the fact that it was killing my desire to draw. its hard for me to push myself to work on something that comes from the place i draw luresong with when i’m super uninspired and low, but thank you guys for still caring about it. it means a lot to me how much its touched people already and if i ever do decide that i don’t want to continue it, i would tell you guys immediately
with that being said, i hope to update within the week (and heres a little peak)
summary: Best Friend!Calum finds out y/n has never had meaningful sex so he offers to help her out where feelings are admitted and closeted crushes are revealed.
requested?: yes, I hope you liked it @skinnylukes I kinda changed it around a bit and made it so their feelings were brought out at the start instead of the end, I hope you don’t mind :) I’m really sorry for my mini hiatus, school has been killing me and I just started and tbh I was really struggling to even start writing any of my requests because of lack of inspiration. But I’m back now and I’m going to uploading another smut this week to make up for my hiatus! enjoy ;)
Calum looked shocked as I told him and I was embarrassed to admit what I had. I shouldn’t have been embarrassed, Calum is my best friend after all but I am, maybe because we don’t usually talk about my sex life. It’s always Calum’s, probably because I enjoy making fun of Calum being a fuckboy than talking about my sex life.
I really loved that interview of Niall with Zach. One of the highlights for me was when he said that he did not feel the need to compete or compare himself with anybody because all artist belong to one music world, and that they complete each other. sth in that sense. his interviews are so insightful, and easy going but sincere.
Niall is…………….so good. I adore him. He honestly seems like he has such a good head on his shoulders and I’ve always respected him, but my respect has grown significantly since the hiatus started tbh. I really love the answers he’s been giving in all of his interviews and he’s not saying anything that makes me think “omfg Niall please shut up” and I’ve been learning a lot about him as a musician that I didn’t know before and it’s just….really nice to see. He’s lovely and it’s been great to hear about his process for the album. Also, once again, I’m so grateful for the Zach Sang interviews. I hope both Liam and Louis do interviews with him too because he killed it with both Harry and Niall.
Go BlameThank @binaryflower010@nozomiyuki and @angisam for this, because if it wasn’t for them, I would never have done something about this group. How dare they to inspire me to the point I need to draw it! shame on them! nah, not really, love you guys <3 you’re the best xoxoxo
This means I will do comics with them in the future? not really, only if I want to, same with the asks about them, so don’t be disappointed if I don’t answer your asks, you’ve been warned.
So, there you have it, Swapfell and Fellswap pets and owners! / Fellswap rabbit and doggy inspired by @dust4148 design
“The talented group never quite blew up in Korea like they deserved to, and their growing momentum was abruptly killed when contract issues with their agency, TS Entertainment, put them on hiatus for almost a year. BTS have since hit the big leagues with a similar sound and style to B.A.P, from covering social issues in their music to being fronted by a gravelly voiced rapper. It’s turned B.A.P into more of a mid-tier niche act, rather than the BTS-sized stars they deserve to be. It’s a shame, because Rose is one of the best releases of the group’s career. Title track “Wake Me Up” is one of the few B.A.P singles to meld the angst and aggression of their political or socially-charged tracks with an easily digestible dance beat and addictive chorus. With this group, it’s usually one or the other. “Wake Me Up” also has a more personal touch, with lyrics about leader Bang Yong Guk’s battle with depression and anxiety that should touch fans”
I cannot get over this article
Not comparing B.A.P to BTS but putting them on the same level musically
praising Rose correctly (none of this “it’s different than what most groups are dropping these days which is okay but not great” type bullshit)
Mentions how deep the lyrics actually fucking are
“Wake Me Up” also has a more personal touch, with lyrics about leader Bang Yong Guk’s battle with depression and anxiety that should touch fans”
i really don't know how this candy morningstar situation is really going to be solved i am losing sleep over this i cannot believe lucifer is going to marry some random stripper as a revenge plot against his dad chloe doesnt deserve this lucifer doesnt deserve this I SURE AS HECK doNT deserve this what is going to happen to them they were so happy and in love for two and a half episodes and now it's all come crashing down and it's all mother and father's fault and my poor babies i just need them to be happy and chloe is going to be so devastated she will try to shut him out she had just allowed herself to open up and feel for him to take a risk despite all of his flaws despite the fact that she knows he has issues that hes trying to work on and lucifer is going to give her the cold shoulder and be miserable thinking what he had was never real with her that she could never truly love him in the real ways that he wants to be loved because all he has ever known is being an outcast that was unwanted and manipulated with no true friends besides a demon so when 2x14 airs i am going to be in pieCES and to top it all off this hiatus is killing me slowly but surely and youve got FOX out here releasing canon deckerstar fan vids and renewing for s3 so these two tragic cases can come back and haunt me for 31 more episodes
as a quick excuse EXPLANATION: I generally don’t like sports manga. And despite the domination of series such as Haikyuu, Kuroko and Daiya in the current anime/manga fan landscape, I like to imagine that there are others that are like me…. others who find sports manga tedious for a variety of reasons.
And thus, this list was born out of me doing backflips around the definition of what counts as a “sport.” Basically, it came down to this: if the manga takes on a structure that is standard of a sports manga, or people are competing for something, I decided it was a sport!!!
Additionally, I tried to find manga that subverted a major thing that I don’t like about sports manga, and that is a complete lack of female characters. You can expect most of these titles to have a strong presence of female characters in the plot (purely fueled by my bitterness at how much of a misogynist furudate is) !!!!
Anyways, titles and basic explanations under the cut!
(images used with permission of @squirrellygirlart)
This is a little late and I originally hadn’t planned on participating in the blackout at all. I had a few big Ladynoir July prompts I wanted to get to and was probably gonna get another SBIB Chapter up since I’m now past the worst of this writer’s block but in light of recent events I’m putting all my ML Fics on hold for a while. Maybe until July 15, maybe longer.
Maybe I’ll just can the rest of SBIB and spin it into a novel; make a few bucks off the ideas I have for a change because god knows fancreators don’t get paid a nickel for their stuff. We do what we do because we love the material, we like interacting with fans, and we like sharing our creations with others. Key word; sharing. But some people tend to think that anything put on the internet is up for grabs and when that happens, talented creators just up and leave because they don’t want to spends hours if not days if not weeks if not months working on something only for some jackoff to clip the watermark off and slap it on their Youtube channel without asking.
I am so unbelievably over this entitlement that seems to seep into the Ml fandom like some kind of sludge. As much support as I’ve gotten for my works, this idea that you can copypaste someone else’s hard work and use it to spin internet fame for yourself has gotten to the point where I can no longer stand it. I am unbelievably pissed off right now because this attitude is what kills fandoms. It’s what drives creators away until the tags dry up, the fics stop coming in, and regular art gets fewer and farther between. And fandom, as a whole, dies. This hiatus has been carried by fan creators who keep finding new and interesting stories to tell, new looks at season 1 with AMV’s and Gif Sets, and new works of art that capture what drew us to this fandom in the first place.
Explain to me why we should stick around, keep making content, only to have it taken away from us and used without our consent. Explain why we should devote time and energy to something that someone is just going to pass off as their own anyway? We work for free, we ask only for respect, and when we’re not even afforded that, why should we stick around?
Thank you to all my readers who have supported me throughout this and who will continue to support me whatever the future holds.
This picture has caused some spontaneous analysis. There’s a lot going on here and it seems to me that it’s hinting at what’s to come on Andi Mack season 2. I know I’m probably crazy but here goes….
The main focus here is what everyone has suspected will happen some sort of triangle storyline. So of course right up front we have Andi and Cyrus grabbing at Jonah since they both like him but there’s more going on.
Jonah: He’s right in the middle of this and he’s not sure what to do. Kinda happy about the attention he’s getting from Andi and Cyrus but also confused. He likes them both, he’s probably bisexual, but he’s going to struggle to understand who he wants as a friend and who he wants as something more.
Cyrus: He knows what he wants and that’s Jonah. He’s been crushing for a long time but it’s time to act. He has a determined look on his face as he stands behind Jonah. He’s got his arm around Jonah’s waist holding him tight which indicates they have a stronger connection to each other.
Andi: She’s still struggling to know how much Jonah she should have in her life. It was too much before but Jonah free wasn’t good either. She’s happy and she’s leaning into him with her hand on his shoulder which is a more friendly and less intimate position. But she’s also pointing at Cyrus so while she may still have some interest in Jonah it looks like she’s telling us it’s going to be Cyrus that wins Jonah’s heart.
Buffy: Totally grossed out and gagging because she loves her friends but just doesn’t get why they are all about Jonah. She’s going to be in the middle of all this too trying to make sure neither of her friends get hurt.
Amber: Still here but nobody knows why. She’s not with Jonah anymore so what is she even doing?
Um? Can I just quickly say “…to kill another person who she loves” is obviously a huge omission on the part of the writers in and of itself, but I’m sitting here staring at the script, analyzing all of it, and here’s what I’ve come to realize:
Another. That word says everything.
You might argue that there’s still some ambiguity, that it leaves the question of what *kind* of love up in the air, but there’s not and it doesn’t.
As a lot of people have already pointed out - this whole scene comes down to a direct parallel to 2x08, when Clarke kills Finn for the sake of her people. What we see here is that she can’t bring herself to kill Bellamy, or even harm him in any menial way, not even to save the whole human race.
Because the fact is that she loves Bellamy in a bigger, deeper, truer way than she loved Finn. And she did love Finn romantically, as we all know. As Clarke knows better than anyone. So if we’re being told that her thought process is “I can’t do this again, not to *another* person I love,” well, then that means she’s admitted to herself that it’s the same situation all over again, except two-fold. Because it’s Bellamy this time.
What other person that she loved has Clarke killed? Sure, she’s got a thousand deaths on her hands at this point. People she cared for or felt responsible for or wanted to protect in some way. But people she loved? Only Finn.
She sees it as we all do. She loves Bellamy, better than Finn, better than anyone in the world.
(Don’t hate me I wrote all but the last one during the season 5 winter hiatus. Some of the jokes at the end are confusing, basically in the bottom two paragraphs “Killian” is wondering why they’re killing him instead of Ian because his name is Kill Ian…In the other bottom paragraph he thinks the name of the person taking those pictures is “Stalker” Just thought those needed clarifying lol)
You do realize the reason she died was because the actor is literally leaving the show, right?
When David Duchovny wanted to leave X-Files, his character got “fired”
When Colton Haynes left Teen Wolf to film for Arrow, they said his character went to study abroad. And yet when Crystal Reed left the show for similar reasons, they killed her character in cold blood.
Angel left Buffy the Vampire Slayer and he just moved away.
When Michael O’Hare asked to leave Babylon 5, the show was willing to go on hiatus for him.
In the Misfits, Robert Sheehan’s character, Nathan, was written off by saying he went to Vegas with his love interest.
Steve Carell left the Office with the door open and waiting to invite him back with open arms.
Those are but a few examples. This isn’t about an actress wanting to leave the show she signed on for because there are ways of writing off the main character of a show without killing them off.
Let me repeat that again:
THERE ARE WAYS OF WRITING OFF A MAIN CHARACTER WITHOUT KILLING THEM OFF.
Say it with me now:
THERE ARE WAYS OF WRITING OFF A MAIN CHARACTER WITHOUT KILLING THEM OFF.
Putting aside the fact that Abbie Mills’ character was treated so poorly throughout season 2, and that Nicole Beharie was pushed off to the side in favor of a white couple. Which, if I was an actress who was promised a lead role and then cast aside like that, I would want to leave too.
This isn’t just about killing off a character of color – which is a huge problem in and of itself. But it’s also about how female characters and POC or LGBTQ+ are almost always killed off when they’re being written off the show.
I could go on, but I’ll leave it at that.
The fact that Abbie Mills’ story ended the way it did was just poor writing and nothing, not even the actress herself wanting to leave the role, excuses that.
@sapphicgeek: So, I want to tell you all what happened in the store today. It’s probably the single greatest moment I have ever experienced working here. After the usual Saturday rush, a teenage girl comes in. She looks absolutely terrified and when I greet her she jumped. She starts going up and down the new release wall and the poor thing looks completely overwhelmed. So, I make my way over to her and ask if I can help her find anything. She quietly admits that she was looking for Supergirl. We’re walking to the Super area when I ask if she watches the show. She smiles a bit and nods. Says Alex is her favorite. I mention that I’m a huge #Sanvers shipper and the poor thing just breaks down in tears. I’m trying to figure out what the hell I did to upset her. She’s crying and I’m freaking out. After a minute or so, everything clicks. I’m staring down a crying baby gay. One who was having some big issues. I tell her that it was hard for me when I wanted to come out too. She finally stops crying and asks me if it gets easier. We sit at the coffee bar and talked for a while. She tells me that after seeing it all over Tumblr she binged SG. And when she got to Alex’s coming out arc was when things hit her. She tells me that she’s just wanted to kill herself for so long and that she had tried but just made herself sick. But as Alex’s arc continued she said she realized that she started to see that she could be happy, that she could be loved. She didn’t want to die anymore. For the first time, she didn’t want to die because she got to see Alex be amazing and be queer. She said she came to the store hoping to find something to get her through the hiatus, so she wouldn’t fall back in depression. She had no idea gay comic characters were a thing, but wanted to try. I tell her about Batwoman, Midnighter, and Renee Montoya. I pull out my starters which are Batwoman: Elegy, Midnighter, and Gotham Central. I also dug up a copy of the Adventures of Supergirl, just to get her through. She had enough cash for one and was torn on which to get. She decides on Batwoman and asks if I can hold the rest for a while. I was having an internal crisis at that time, because this kid was me years ago. I was barely holding off my own tears. I ended up buying the other 3 for her and I make her promise me that in 10 years she’ll help another queer kid. So, I’m out 60 bucks and I cried in the bathroom for an hour but it was damn worth it. So, @TheCWSupergirl@SupergirlStaff@chy_leigh and @florianalima the work you do means so much to us. Thank you. So, so, much.
Requested By Anonymous. a lethal sickness has started to spread in camp. Clarke comes down with it. During this Bellamy was on a hunting trip or something and he has just come back. I hope you like it!!
Clarke hadn’t been expecting the sudden virus that struck over Arkadia, it hit fast and her mother and herself had been rushing to and fro, doing their best to keep people from over heating, they couldn’t afford their enzymes shutting down, not when winter was so close. Jackson and a few other volunteers helped out as best as they could but there wasn’t much anyone could do. Like before, they had to wait it out.
Clarke had went to the stream that passed close by the camp, dampening cloths with the cool water, hoping it would keep peoples temperature down, they couldn’t afford to lose anyone. Clarke was just glad Bellamy had left to hunt with Miller, Monty and the others a couple of days ago; that way he couldn’t get sick. Clarke herself hadn’t been feeling too good, but she knew her mother couldn’t do this by herself and the trainees weren’t experienced enough to know how to help. She returned to Arkadia, the guards moving quick towards her so that they could run the cloths to Abby and the patients. Clarke inhaled sharply, her body was achy and she knew that was one of the symptoms, it was what started this whole thing. Everyone began to complain about their achy bones, then people started throwing up, burning up, sweating and struggling to breath. So far it hadn’t had fatal effects, no-one had died.
She decided maybe it was best to get some rest but she wanted to check on Raven first, she’d been hit by the sickness too. Clarke had visited her everyday so far, making sure Raven was alright, she couldn’t imagine losing her friend. She moved fast seem as she knew the cloth wouldn’t stay cool very long in this weather. Raven was in her room–she refused to stay in with the other sick people–slouched on her bed grumbling as she toyed with a piece of metal. Clarke sighed, capturing the girls attention.
“I’m not moving around, don’t worry. You don’t look too good yourself.” Raven muttered as Clarke came and slid down beside, handing over the cool cloth. Raven took it gratefully the cold feeling good against her warm skin. “Bellamy back yet?”
“I feel as bad as I look but I’ve got to help my mum,” Clarke groaned as she shifted her limbs, “And no, I hope he stays out hunting until the sickness passes.”
“Clarke, Abby would want you to rest, knowing her she’s feeling ill herself.” Raven pondered, it was impeccable how similar Clarke was to her mother. Clarke glanced at the dark-haired girl as she pressed the cloth to her head, her breathing thick and she pushed the metal piece aside. “Have you two figured how long this is going to last?”
Clarke shook her head. “No, everyone who was first sick are still sick, mum thinks their getting worse but the little boy seems to be getting better, he was talking today, something he couldn’t do yesterday, so maybe it’ll wash over in a few days. I don’t think it’s critical.”
“Great, only a couple more day then.” Raven sighed, folding the soft cotton sheet and handing it to Clarke, she smiled and placed the cloth on her head closing her eyes at how much it made her feel better. “Go and get some rest, like you’ve been saying, there is nothing we can do but ride this out. Don’t use the rest of your energy.”
Clarke knew Raven was right, all Clarke could do to help people was get them cold cloths to ease the heat, but she couldn’t do anymore than that and she knew rest would probably be good for her so she nodded. “No walking around, ok? I don’t want to have to drag you to med-bay because you’ve passed out.”
“Yeah, yeah Griffin, I know the rules.” Raven rolled her eyes playfully, giving Clarke a short wave before the blonde vanished out of the door and down to the hall to her own room. She could feel the toll the virus was having on her now, her stomach knotting and making a horrible growl. Clarke grabbed a bucket that was just laying around in her room just in time to throw up, she hadn’t been sick since Murphy brought the sickness to the drops ship. She’d forgotten how horrible it had felt. Clarke placed the bucket beside her bed and collapsed onto the sheets, wrapping the blanket around her shaking body, praying she’d drift into sleep before she could throw up again.
Bellamy strolled through the gates, proudly holding the two large deer’s that he’d shot, Arkadia would be eating well with all the meat they’d managed to hunt in the three day trip. Miller lifted the deer so that he could help Bryan carry it, the two had been all over each other during the hunting trip, hence the reason why Bellamy had been the one to get the biggest kills. But they weren’t greeted by the usual gasps of excitement at the food, in fact everyone seemed to be gone or in their tents, the guards at the gates looked awful, their eyes barely open and they’d swipe their noses every now and then. Bellamy scanned the camp for Clarke to emerge, she usually did when she got notification that he had returned but there was no sign of the blonde. Bellamy knew a sickness had fell over the camp, that could be the only explanation for the absence of people.
“What’s been going on here? Where is Clarke?” His voice was low and determined, as he approached the guard although he kept his space, not wanting the food to be affected. “Miller, Bryan, take the meat away from camp, guard it. We don’t need it getting effected, I’ll find Clarke.”
“A virus swamped over not long after you left, Clarke and Abby have been doing their best, but I haven’t seen Clarke all day, I’m pretty sure she’s caught it too.” The guard replied, his voice scratchy and he looked weak. Bellamy didn’t step closer to the man but he nodded his head.
“Get some rest, Miller and Bryan will alert us if anyone approaches.”
With that Bellamy moved swiftly to Clarke’s room, tapping lightly on the door. He didn’t get a response and he wondered if she was in there but a hoarse, familiar voice called from behind the door.
“Come in.” Bellamy’s heart ached at how weak she sounded. He hadn’t expected to return to any of this. Bellamy gently pushed open the door, doing his best not to make it creak and disturb her, but when she saw him the worry that was swarming his expression had washed over hers. “Bellamy, you shouldn’t be here…you’ll get sick.”
“I won’t get sick straight away, I’m not going anywhere, Clarke. Look at you.” Bellamy whispered, moving to her side, nudging the sick bucket out of the way, it was more than halfway full, usually he’d cringe at the sight but he kept his eyes on Clarke, her hair sticking to her sweaty forehead, body curled up as she looked at him with sad eyes. “I’m going to look after you now that I’m back, do you need anything?”
Clarke shook her head gently, not wanting to worsen the headache she’d woken up with. “I want you away from this virus. Other than that, no.”
Bellamy sighed, rolling his eyes. “Clarke I haven’t slept in two days, I’ve had to lug an entire deer back by myself and I might not be sick but I’m definitely not going back out there. I’m staying here.” Clarke bowed her head, she didn’t argue, she felt bad for trying to push him away but she just didn’t want him getting ill too. The feeling of his cold hand brushing her hair from her face made her lean into his hand, Bellamy smirked as she did. She was touchy when she was sick.
“You’re cold.” She whispered, basking in the coolness of his hand against her skin, he watched her and shrugged.
“We didn’t pack blanket’s, plus the early winter air doesn’t help.” Bellamy spoke but Clarke cut in.
“It’s feels nice.” She mumbled, her eyes fluttering shut as she led on her pillow, Bellamy’s thumb stroking her cheek. He didn’t think the cold was nice but he understood why she liked it because her skin felt like fire beneath his hand.
“Would you like me to–”
“No, stay.” Clarke said softly, her voice barely above a whisper but he heard. A smile playing softly across his lips as he watched her drift to sleep, a smile across her own lips.