because this blog isnt what youre thinking its suppose to be

hi, this probably isnt the usual kind of submission you get, but i wanted to share a cool thing i noticed with this blog.

i remember back on your old blog you made a few posts about fictional wolves/wolfdogs and how they very rarely seemed to fit the bill as wolfy looking, esp not balto who is unfortunately the only cartoon wolfdog that comes to mind for me at all.

i think i found a pretty good example of a fictional wolf that displays some very recognizable wolfy traits, and that’d be midday lycanroc from pokemon sun and moon. one of the things i noticed right off the bat that are specifically more visible in its 3D model and animations, is that it was designed with several actual wolf traits in mind.

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imean, obviously theres a lot of creative liberty here seeing as its a wolf based pokemon, and not actually a wolf at all, but physically i think its one of the more convincing cartoon wolves i’ve seen. more noticeable w the 3D model is its narrow chest, head being held lower/appearing lower due to the mane and never actually raising higher than it is shown here, the thick mane itself over neck and shoulders, narrowed eyes, and long legs.

coloration isnt wolfy at all, perhaps simplified without a very high contrast between the colors, that’s cool, but not showing any blending. and blue eyes, with some other more obvious anatomical alterations such as the horse tail. but again, it’s a pokemon. to explain some of that also, if you wanted to i suppose you could consider it a wolfdog, since it’s pre evolution is entirely dog in appearance.

overall it registers pretty well as lupine in my head, i personally think it looks like the team actually did study the anatomy of real live wolves to recreate it in a simpler stylized form. what do you think?

I actually love that you shared this because how “wolves” are represented in games/movies/media is something that I think about quite often! The only issue I really have with getting super into these discussions is that they’re super opinion based. I mean, you can always weigh which representation has more actual wolf traits as being the better one but I don’t know if that’s always true when it comes to things with this much creative liberty.

I like the idea of Lycanroc being a wolfdog with how doggy the base evolution is. And all the wolfy traits you pointed out are definitely visible and are the same ones I found myself. Blue eyes on “wolves” will always bother me but, it’s a game, what can do you?

Here’s the adorable and doggy dog base evo of this guy:

Talking about wolfy video game characters just makes me wanna talk about all the others that I really like. We’ve come sooo far with animals in games and I just..I love it so much.

Here’s my all time current favorite wolf in any game, Sif, The Great Grey Wolf, from Dark Souls:

Sif was the companion of Sir Artorias, the Abysswalker. After Artorias passed away, Sif became the guardian of Artorias’ grave in the Darkroot Garden and wields Artorias’ Greatsword. Sif also uses some of his former companion’s moves during combat. All in all, Sif is very well done and looks about as close to an actual wolf as you could in a game when DS came out. Obviously, wolves are not this size and don’t go around swinging greatswords in their jaws but it makes for a really neat boss and character.

Another really cool wolf character, and one that’s much more of a fantasy wolf, is Link’s wolf form in Zelda: Twilight Princess:

Definitely a lot of doggy traits (shorter muzzle, round paws, defined markings, pointed ears) but it is a totally different world from ours so it’s hard for me to be too picky about it.

And then you have the reincarnated sun god Amaterasu, currently residing inside of a statue brought back to life, Okami Amaterasu:

The statue was of a wolf name Shiranui that saved an entire village from a curse brought upon them by a demon named Orochi. The games is a telling of one of the legends surrounding Susanoo-no-Mikoto, who is the brother of Amaterasu, the goddess of the Sun, and of Tsukuyomi, the god of the Moon. Ammy is definitely a pretty decent representation of a white wolf, not many complaints really. Okami is also a simply beautiful game and I highly recommend it to anyone and everyone who likes animals, nature, wonderful storytelling, and beautifully arty graphics. The game was released for the PS2 but it was incredible graphically for when it came out, at least I thought so.

Since I’ve only shared wolves so far I feel it’s only fair that I share a couple of my favorite dogs as well! There are many dogs in the world of Okami and they’re pretty adorable but I think Dogmeat from Fallout 4 will always be my favorite video game doggo.

I can’t tell you how many heart attacks I had before I learned he couldn’t die. I died so many times trying to ensure he’d be alright… >_>

And one last “dog” that I love is D-Dog from Metal Gear solid 5. Okay, so…I guess this one is weird, he is most definitely a wolf but he’s being called a dog and is called one throughout the entire game. So it’s the only case I know of with completely backwards misrepresentation of wolf in the media. He’s wonderfully animated though.

He’s also an incredible companion to have on the battle field as he wields a combat knife and can take out targets for you.

He’s pretty much the most badass wolf I know of in video games. Well, besides Sif, I don’t think D-Dog could take on that monster and come out on top.

Well, this post turned into something much longer than I originally planned but it’s fun to share personal likes sometimes! Thank you again for your submission!

anonymous asked:

Can you just tell us what coding is? Google isnt being much help ;;

ugh god FINE but this is the last thing im talking about re: race in su and i mean it (maybe)

coding is hard to explain so this will be a very poor explanation (as well as possibly inaccurate) so if anyone who understands coding wants to jump in and explain it not poorly then please do

first of all, coding has to be definite and indisputable. it has to be ingrained into the character and be 100% INTENTIONAL from the writers. it’s not merely a fan interpretation, its something the writers are purposefully and EXPLICITLY portraying in the character that really CANT BE ARGUED

for example, you cant argue that garnet isnt coded as black. people who say “oh but shes an alien she doesnt have a race” just don’t know what coding is. like, you wouldn’t say jenny pizza is “coded” as black, you would say she IS black. garnet ISNT black, shes CODED as black. representational coding (there’s a lot of types of coding) is reserved for nonhuman characters, as it basically means youre ingraining real-world groups of people into the character

and it’s pretty clear why garnet is coded as black

afro, dark skin, physical features, voiced by a black woman, etcetc. if anyone looked at her who isnt familiar with steven universe, they would say she was a black woman, no doubt. she’s probably the most explicitly coded character in media that im familiar with

the point is, it has to be inarguable and extremely explicit and intentional by the creators. some people think pearl is coded as East Asian because of her fighting skills but that’s simply not definite enough. its an interpretation, and its arguable. you could argue that pearl is supposed to be a suburban white mom stereotype as well. pearl being east asian is just a headcanon. same with rose being latina. there’s not a lot of canon basis for that and it could be argued that she’s just white. even amethyst being latina can be argued, as she could also easily be interpreted as black by some people. the su fandom gets “coding” and “headcanons” really really confused.

if you want more examples of representational coding, i have some from other media…i cant believe im about to talk about knuckles the motherfucking echidna on my su blog but here we go

so im just gonna be straight up: knuckles is coded as black. his color scheme is intentionally supposed to be rastafarian, he has dreadlocks for that reason, and his main music genre from the earlier sonic games was rap/jazz/soul. he was originally supposed to have a jamaican accent but sega scrapped that idea. they basically wanted him to be an “island guy” as he was born on Angel Island. (he also has Mayan coding from his ancestry but thats just gonna make this complicated) HOW much he’s coded in different sonic games varies. the sonic adventure 2 game stressed this and even gave him a significantly darker snout color to emphasize it. it’s pretty much inarguable that in this game, knuckles is coded as black. it’s just extremely clear that this was the creator’s intentions…i remember everyone used to call him the “unofficial black sonic character”

there’s other characters who have clear racial coding from other media too…there’s a great post that ive seen floating around that talks about Eduardo and Wilt from foster’s home being coded as mexican and black, respectively. they also compared that coding to garnet’s coding in su. it was more geared towards those of you who think that “garnet is an ALIEN and there’s no instances of black in her” whereas this post im writing here is geared towards people who get “coding” and “interpretation” confused. id love to see that post again if anyone happens to find it

but yeah, coding has to be clearly intentional from the writers. if not, its just a headcanon/interpretation. garnet and knux are explicitly coded as black. pearl can be interpreted as east asian.

and whether representing poc through nonhuman characters is offensive or not is another story.

(anyone who actually truly knows about this stuff, feel free to correct me cuz maybe im just completely wrong. who the hell knows anymore)

@memekeymouse the NSFW stuff appearing even on safe-search, that’s Tumblr’s problem.
It’s not the artists. Because they’ve tagged it as NSFW (yes I went back and tagged most of them as such since you dont wish to see it..). And Tumblr for some reason still shows them. You should be directing this towards Tumblr, not artists who draw yaoi and Mpreg. Also Im not drawing these because of a fetish. Mpreg is not a fetish. Its a thing thats literally IN japan. Same goes for yoai.. A uke cuter and submissive one and a seme is the more dominate one in the relationship. I can name a few shippings that have all of what you’re trying to go against me in it.


Meta Knight X Kirby
Shadow X Sonic
Mario X Luigi (yes people ship that..dunno why…)

Villager X Toon Link
Edgeworth X Phoenix
Zero X Megaman
Descole X Layton
Layton X Luke
Ness X Lucas
Claus X Ninten
Red X Blue (Pokemon)
Gary X Ash
Yurii and his seme (forgot his name but its from Yurii on ice)
Ganon X Link
Dark Link X Link
Chara X Frisk (can be identified as any gender but it still counts)
Vegeta X Goku
Trunks X Goten Broly X Trunks

Need I go on? Because there is a ton more.

“Yaoi” in of itself is NOT pornographic (in some cases there is but mostly there isnt). It’s simply just what gay relationships in manga/anime are called. If you’re going to be bashing people for having ships and calling it what its SUPPOSED to be called in anime, you shouldn’t be allowed to have ships yourself. You need to realise that YAOI, UKES, SEMES, AND MPREG ARE NOT FETISHES! And its NOT illegal! However, you act like Im committing murder. So why does that make such a big issue with you?? And SIN can literally be ANYTHING. Look i get where you’re coming from. But you had no damn right to post any of that stuff! You didn’t even try to come to me nicely! My drawings aren’t the problem. It’s certain people in fandoms. Like you.
And as for anything related to sin, it happens in every fandom. EVERY. FANDOM. Nobody said that gay ships were “sinful”. It refers to NSFW or suggestive content. Yaoi LITERALLY MEANS GAY. AND YURI MEANS LESBIAN. REGARDLESS OF WHETHER IT’S SEXUAL OR NOT! If anybody is in the wrong, it’s you. I’m not physically harming anybody. I’m not insulting anyone. I know you didnt mean to hurt me but you did. Once again. You could’ve just told me privately.. And nicely that i had offended you. But no. You decided to make me look like the bad guy here! You judged me by my art first and not me as a person! Im literally one of the nicest people that you will ever meet…!! I have no hatred towards you, because I’m not like that. I just can’t bring myself to hate anybody. But that doesn’t mean that I will tolerate hurtful comments.
And the last time I had checked, this was my blog. Not yours. I don’t just go around telling people what to post on their blog or anything. And on the subject of MPreg, how does that automatically mean that I hate women and trans? happen to be female.
I love all genders equally, and non-binary people. Saying that I hate women and trans people just because I draw something related to Mpreg makes absolutely no sense. So apparently everyone who is okay with mpreg hates them right? We don’t.
Anyways, everyone. Regardless of what others think of what you like or don’t like, don’t listen to them. Especially if they’re hurtful. So please, don’t complain about something that isn’t that big of a problem. Especially here. And most people here ARE in fact okay with yoai, ukes, semes, and mpreg. Like @livewiregoth @asksecurityofficermitchellandco @bluehatchingrooster @thecurseddoll and many more. As a side note, that Skype screenshot that you were talking about was a crack roleplay. That means it’s used for HUMOUR. There’s something called tag blacklisting, so you won’t have to see anything with certain tags. I have the same right to ship and draw what I please just as you and everyone else do, regardless of what anyone says. If you dont like it then oh well. Maybe you can take something from this and not post hurtful things like that again.


Also. @mickeyofficialtwitteraccount had wanted to say this to you for a while now.

“Listen here ya lil shit; its none of your business what someone else does on their blog. Oh, your worried about offending gay people? I’m only attracted to people who identify as female in any way and I myself am a female, but it doesn’t offend me. Its just a tag. There’s no need to attack someone over this. You should be ashamed of yourself! You didn’t even try asking nicely first!”


Also if I receive anon hate for this. There are many ways for me to deal with a coward hiding behind a mask…

anonymous asked:

I read your meta on hinami,but i still dont get her. Why all this hatred towards akira? Akira didnt kill her parents,kureo did. And hinami,in a way,helped touka killed kureo. She's had her revenge,isnt it enough? But the way she put it,made her look like the sole victim in this case. Akira is also a victim here. Yes,hinami isnt responsible to make akira feel better,its something she must do on her own. But,if anyone has the right to be angry now,its akira,she lost her parents and yet no revenge

I’ve never said anything negative about Akira. This isn’t a blog for my personal opinions on whether I like or dislike certain characters, I was simply stating what Akira’s narrative flaws are. I find the way Akira is reacting to be realistic and in line with how the rest of the characters in Tokyo Ghoul are developed. That is they have brief moments of revelation and then fall back on old habits. Akira had a moment where she finally got to express the want she’s had her entire character arc, which was to be an individual person, rather than a carrier of her father, her mother and the CCG’s will.

This is hinted throughout her entire arc, (I did a post on it x) but even stated in the same chapter she took the blow for Takizawa. What annoys him about the student next to her is that he called her a ‘natural bred investigator’ which makes it seem like her talents are due to her parents rather than her own. 

Takizawa at least always looked up to Akira as a rival. He saw her as an individual that is to say, even if it was just so he could compete with her on an individual level. Which Akira clearly appreciates. 

However the moment she wakes up she has difficulty breaking away from her old way of thinking. This might be because one) the person she saved Takizawa is not around (who even knows where he is Ishida’s characters just disappear) and she wakes up in an entirely unfamiliar stiuation. Take’s right in the fact that she’s most likely still just processing. 

That being said, Akira still has a habit of saying some really mean things when she has her bouts of selfishness. I already discussed how saying “you’re not the person I know” is dehumanizing to Kaneki after she had been the one who affirmed his sense of identity when he needed it the most. 

She also told Takizawa that he was better off shutting up and dying because he was a ghoul now, even though he’s technically one of her closest friends and he had also just saved her life five seconds ago. 

Akira says these things because she’s shutting her emotions off and forcing herself to be cold, it’s a reasonable enoguh explanation she’s not doing it to be cruel, but she still says them.

As to your point about Hinami, Hinami never even cared about revenge, it would never satisfy her. 

However, the assumption that Hinami should be the one to help Akira through these troubled times smacks of… I’m not sure what word to describe it, “privilege” on Take’s part. He’s just assuming their situations are equitable. I don’t think he, Kaneki, or even Touka right now at all understand what Hinami is going through. 

It’s telling that of all the people she was close to, she confessed to Ayato miles away from their own base. Hinami is literally that considerate of other people’s feelings she puts on a smile while Akira is around, and then breaks down crying miles away because she can’t force herself to be totally comfortable with somebody that reminds her of her past trauma. 

Hinami’s extremely considerate and conscious of other people’s feelings. Akira is not because she spends most of her time bottling up her own feelings.

That’s not the only difference between the two of them though, Akira possesses still a lot of conditioned bile and terrible beliefs towards ghouls. She still thinks ghouls are better off being exterminated systematically by the CCG, even peaceful ones who were Hinami’s parents. She still sees no problem with using Quinques, and actively picked which ghouls from the jail to experiment on for drawing more Quinques like they were objects rather than people. 

Hinami’s trying to do her best to be respectful to Akira for Kaneki’s sake, and also because it’s the right thing to do not to keep on hating her. I highly doubt that Akira will extend that same regard to Hinami as she still has a lot of systemic dehumanization of ghouls to unlearn. 

This is a lot of emotional burden to put on Hinami, for little emotional benefit on her part and a lot on Akira’s. Also as a last point, Hinami’s 17 at this point and Akira’s 25. I’m only 21 and it’d still be weird if I went to a seventeen year old and expected them to help fix my emotional messes for me. 

There’s an implicit power difference between them is what I’m saying. As to quote @hysyartmaskstudio

Goat is supposed to be an organization to better the lives of Ghouls - to have them acknowledged as equal to humans, to have their thoughts and feelings and pain respected as valid. The way this is being handled is proof that Goat, and it’s King, have a long way to go.

Goat an organization of ghouls for ghouls has already gone out of its way to protect both CCG investigators, and Akira Mado, who have in the past relished in the systematic extermination of ghouls. If Kaneki wants to uplift ghouls, he should actually yunno do that try putting them first for once. 

anonymous asked:

saucenao isnt 100% reliable either. As an artist myself you guys are waaaay too strict on that. My art also got reuploaded somewhere else but I didnt care because I saw the person doesn´t want to make money or self-advertising with it. The lone use of my art is making me happy since its the hugest reward I could get. Maybe I´m alone with this but playing the source-police and attacking someone publicly instead of writing them it per PM is the worst in my eyes. Nice evening/day to you :)

I know it’s not. Sometimes there’s no way to know who the artist is tbh. And this is why it’s better not to repost at all.

Attack? When have I attacked somebody on public? Sourcing police? Do I go to every reposted fanart and attack people? How do I attack them? Do I invade their privacy, harrass them, insult them, tell them they are the worst for not knowing something most people don’t know? Do you have proofs? Or are you just upset and putting words in my mouth?
I only speak about matters like this in public when the issue is brought about in general (right now, the user pretty much directly replied to my post, so I thought I had to reply at least) or when the reposter has their askbox closed or blocks the owner when they try to warn them. If not I PM them. I always do this.

Idk if the person feels hurt about my reply, if they do, I’m really sorry. I thought it was a given that I wasn’t talking about them but about the issue in general. I’m really sure I didn’t use any insulting words. Point them out if you think I did, please. Point out the exact words I used, so I can be careful next time.
I was talking in general and sharing my experiences. I tried to be very polite. I only insulted zerochan and they deserve more than that tbh.

Good for you for not caring I guess. Most of us do. And just like you don’t care and I respect you for that, you are supposed to respect my feelings and wishes about my art too. It’s mine. I decide what I do with it, no one else should
The way you feel is not what we all are supposed to feel (there’s no rule about how one is supposed to feel).

I have no idea what I’ve done so you react like this and I don’t appreciate your sarcasm. I’m not shaming anyone on public, I’m sharing my experiences (in my blog) so people have in mind how it feels for us sometimes not all of us but for a great deal of us. So that out of the sympathy you may have for me, you think more about it next time. I was not judging or being police….

“ My art also got reuploaded somewhere else but I didnt care because I saw the person doesn´t want to make money or self-advertising with it. “

That doesn’t mean another person isn’t gonna find it and see it’s selling material. The more art pieces you reproduce without permission, the more people are gonna see it, and the more people see it, the probability that someone who dares selling sees it will be higher. It shouldn’t matter since they have your permission to repost it (since you saw them and all). But when it’s done behind your back, you have no control over it and it suddenly happens. It’s scary and disrespectul.

Anyway I apologize if I made anyobdy feel bad, I talked the way I did so people think about it a little, not to insult people or shame people, I even made sure to not attack anyone by saying we all have to learn. I’m extremly disappointed to have such a spiteful reaction. I respect your feelings, but next time be clearer about what I did wrong.

I always want to learn.

Try again if you want, but you can’t use the anon button this time, be brave.

okay, here’s the thing about the ‘but im tagging it properly and therefore making it avoidable!’ argument.

i realize that a lot of you really do think that you aren’t doing anything wrong, and that kids (or people who dont want to see that) wont find your nsfw/disturbing content because it is properly tagged. that is not the case.

1. you can find them outside of tumblr

tumblr isnt a vacuum, tagging it will not prevent kids from seeing it.

for example; my younger cousins (i have like ten sets of younger cousins my family is huge) like to look up pictures of their fave characters, sometimes even print them out as posters, or, if they are black and white, use them as coloring book pages. i used to do that when i was little. my younger cousin’s friends do that. when i did service learning for the younger kids in my k-8 middle school, all the kids would do that during computer time. its a thing kids do.

when i typed in ‘black butler’ with the safesearch on into google images, i immediately got a picture of a naked ciel wrapped in ribbon.

okay, but lets try specific characters, and maybe a show with an even younger audience. 

‘steven universe garnet’, with the safesearch on. scroll down just a tiny bit, not even an inch of the scrollbar down (and of course the scrollbar will be moved down in all of these situations, why would you just stare at the first page over and over again??? but im giving these searches the benefit of the doubt and not digging really deep trying to search for stuff).

BAM, garnet wrapped in a small towel, dripping wet coming out of the shower in a sexy pose.

well, im just a kid who wants to look at pics of my fave mystery twins! let me search ‘mabel and dipper pines’… is that them kissing? on the mouth??? yep. after about a cm of scrolling down. with the safe search on.

there are also even more pics of them kissing (they are all by the same artist i think… different pics tho) if you search ‘gravity falls dipper and mabel’

and whats the worst about this is that thing that happens when you click on a pic, and google shows you related pics/pics like it… so even ONE slip up opens the door to much more (yIKES the stuff i saw while researching garnet…)

what that also means is that, when clicking on a totally innocent picture, not even a questionable slip up, you’d get recommended a nasty one. while searching ‘steven universe rose’ i clicked on a pic of her, and in the ‘related images’ thing that popped up there was a pic of rose and greg… doing stuff.

also, when i searched ‘hiro and tadashi’, i clicked on one of the very first pics that came up, where hiro was a toddler and got mad ‘cause tadashi took a pic where his hair was up molded all weird form his bath. related images? hiro and tadashi very close, blushing, and looking into each other’s eyes romantically. 

and kids probably wont search ‘___ nsfw’, but just as a test i searched all of those fandoms with the safesearch on, and still got nsfw/suggestive/incesty stuff. so that proves the point that safesearch doesn’t block everything, and you cant just say, “well, the parents should monitor their kids!”, because a responsible -but not smothering- parent would make sure that their child’s computer or devices had safesearch on– that doesn’t 100% work.


(with the exception of black butler i guess, but that dosent really matter considering how young (starting at 11) the fanbase is) these shows are childrens cartoons. as the ‘big kids’, the older audience, it is not right to make these spaces unsafe for the target audience. no one is saying you cant enjoy these shows, but you should not be drawing (and most importantly, posting) harmful things involving these shows.


2. not everyone can blacklist things

not everyone can blacklist things. whether its because their computer or device isnt compatible with xkit, or they are relatively new to tumblr and aren’t even aware that ‘tumblr savior’ is a thing, not everyone has the ability to keep stuff off their dash, even if you do tag it properly.


3. spammers

shippers who ship minors and adults. they post pics of said minor/adult pairing.

when they post those pics or comics or whatever, they do tag it properly! #seba//ciel, #ere//ri!   yay!

but do you know what else they tag it with? the name of the show/series.

not even just the name of the show/series. everything related to the show or series, because they want more notes. looking for a pic of alois trancy? boom! seba//ciel. even stuff that isnt seba//ciel, but is tagged as seba//ciel. why is there a gif set of sebastian in the alois trancy tag???

goodness help you if your favourite character is a character in the ship you hate, because the tag is probably full of that minor/adult pairing. that’s rough, buddy.


4. then just dont follow me!

first - unless you have it stated on your blog or in your about or whatever, something along the lines of ‘hey btw i draw/post child porn’ (and yes, it is considered child porn even if they are drawings, and not photographs of real children) (EDIT i recently found better links than that one, so have some more: <3 <3 ), how are people supposed to be aware that they shouldn’t follow you?

and it has to be specified. just saying ‘oh btw this blog posts nsfw sometimes’ isnt the same, because there is a difference between adults being depicted sexually, and minors being depicted sexually. 

one may be a bit embarrassing to show up on your dash when your friend is looking at the screen, or maybe might make a follower a bit uncomfortable- but they can handle it, its just sex.

the other is highly disturbing, and can upset/trigger panic attacks in a lot of people.


second - they might not even be following you.

someone could see a (non nsfw) piece of art you did on their dash, and they could go to your blog to check you out because they liked your art.

then, they could be greeted by pics of an adult and a minor f*cking. (im looking at you, seba//ciel and ere//ri shippers)

is it your fault they clicked on your blog and saw stuff they didnt want to see? 

no.

is it their fault they clicked on your blog and saw stuff they didnt want to see? 

no.

the thing to take away from that situation is, did tagging your posts prevent them from seeing your posts?

no.

wanna chat? pt 3

on ao3

pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3

for those of you wondering, yes i will shut up after this. i’ll go do something ACTUALLY productive. hopefully.

i no longer know what’s going on here

TIME JUMP!


7:23 PM

flour power: Does anyone get the physics homework cause Im beyond lost

undead zombie model: Yeah
What do you need help on?

the real ladybug™: NOPE
NO HW TALK IN THIS CHAT
THIS IS A HW FREE ZONE

the real ladybug™ renamed this group “HOMEWORK FREE ZONE”

drop the bass: for once i agree

flour power: But physics

undead zombie model: I’ll PM you

the real ladybug™: …………………………….

drop the bass: whats that for
al theyre talking about hw

the real ladybug™: pM NOW

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POC fetization/ace struggles and fears

letmedrivemyvan-intoyourheart submitted: 

 I’m a black (never liked saying african American honestly what a mouthful) panromantic ace, and seeing as I just turned 18 it’s been pretty difficult to figure out my sexuality over the years without the constant ‘youre too young’ thing. Firstly I feel that’s bullshit, how is it with boys are jizzing their pants at the age of eleven, at 18 im too young to understand how i feel about my own body and its desires.

My story is pretty boring, I had big crushes but never any relationships. I only realized I was different when I started processing my friends behavior (i never put much faith in the medias depiction of romance). Mid high school I discovered asexuality and it instantly piqued my interest, but at the time my mental health was shoddy and familial support was bare so that wasnt my priority. Then my psychiatrist invalidated me when I told him i thought the ace community might fit me by saying I still have sexual urges. Bc he’s the doctor i assumed he was right and ended up super down over this for the next little while, especially when i //cough// tried masturbating.
Only last year i got a more solid hold of my gender/sexuality and it was honestly bc of porn. Usually when I tried to watch porn it took me (liTERALLY) at least an hour to find a video that didnt frighten, offend, or just turn me off, and even then I couldnt invest myself into being attracted to the media, most times i’d listen to the audio alone (then I discovered the grace of BL-CD’s). Literally every time I would try to watch porn id get distracted by the anatomy and start drawing or something and one day(okay over the course of several days) i was said ‘SCREW THIS. IM JUST NOT INTO IT.’
I’d never experienced sexual attraction but I didnt want to go back to my condescending doctor and that conversation so i spent a long time doing research. I tried to invalidate myself time and time again, my main reason being something my friend said. “You’re just insecure.” She accepts me now but i will probably never forget those words because it constantly has me questioning whether my sexuality could just by a hyped up byproduct of my mental illness. I did have a minor revelation moment though after that. A boy had been flirting with me and at the time I had been trying to convince myself that I was cishet so I flirted back. I ended up getting stoned at his house; nothing sexual happened, in fact we didnt even kiss (mostly bc I didnt move and inch from my spot on the bed). This wasn’t the revelation part tho, that came as soon as I got home. I had a full on panic attack, one of my worst. I suppose it was because while I was there he was touching me. All I could remember where his hands and the pressure in the room and it made me physically sick. He hadn’t been out of line at all, had only cuddled me and I hadn’t said a word at the time (which I do regret) but getting home it felt like the biggest violation. It wasn’t just the touching, it was everything it pertained, even though I knew we weren’t gonna have sex or anything, the complete and utter lack of want frightened me. Even now I still feel bad and dramatic for reacting that way but the only thing that reaffirms me is the fact that I know, deep down, I didn’t want to feel that way but I did. I couldn’t change how I felt, because it’s something you just Know. So after swearing off boys forever (metaphorically) I decided to get my ass in gear and follow my heart¿

The interweb is a blessed place. Everything I found (including the tumblr community) was like opening the gates of valhalla. I wasn’t quite 'there’ yet but damn, I was Here. After that has been a series of finding support online since practically everyone irl thinks of my sexuality as a joke, they dont even take it the littlest bit seriously; and i didnt want to keep myself surrounded by that mindset. Finding blogs like these was a godsend and I can’t appreciate it enough.

With that out of the way, my most relevant issue as a POC as well as ace is the constant sexualization towards me. Even my friends do it! Because of my body type, being afab and curvy people just assume i’m a sexual figure??? I cant count how many times my own friends have touched my ass. On Canada Day a few weeks ago, my friends boyfriend slapped my butt as a joke, and all my friends are cool with it. In fact as the only POC in my friend group, my ass comes up a surprising amount. I know for a fact my friends don’t mean harm, they’re very open minded and it’s only bc of my long friendship with them that they frivolously touch me, and thats the main reason I havent said anything.

Mostly I feel as though, open minded as they are, they wont ever understand my sexuality. That’s only because it honest to god baffles me that sex is such a big and meaningful part of people’s lives, and if I can’t understand them, how can they understand me? Thats not so bad as not accepting it though, which they (the ones ive come out to) didn’t at first (until I showed them some colorful diagrams and had a serious 30second talk). My biggest fear in the end is the expectations people have of me. My parents have never had a health relationship with me so their opinion on my sexuality isnt a conversation that will ever happen, but im more concerned about a potential partners needs. I’ve always believed that if I really liked someone, I would do (very few) sexual things for them, bc thats part of the deal right? But a big part of me doesn’t want to compromise. Its honestly like giving a phone to a child, telling them to dismantle it and then put it back together again. I know how the mechanics work, how things should be, but Why? I just dont Feel like it’s something I Want. And then I’m scared shitless that bc i cant meet someones needs, they’re going to belittle/discredit or leave the relationship. Of course these are p reasonable worries but damn is it scary to have such a big heart and such a tiny chance. I guess i just wanted to rant and put some stuff out there, bc it affects me way more than I probably realize, especially in lieu with my mental health.

Here’s some advice I guess out of all of this; use labels to include, not exclude. If you think you might be ace, come right down into the community bc its p freaking rad. If you change your mind then no loss, if you hit the mark (like moi) then HOLY BALLS THE COLOR SCHEME IS DOPE.

thanks for listening, im always looking for new ace/aro friends so stop by, say hey, lets grab a cup of metaphorical coffee and not talk about sex

anonymous asked:

Ok yes I agree with you that many insider blogs are fakery but dont group yrrlrw in with the rest bcause the things he predicts actually come true !

lol that one is just as bad as all the others. this is the proof they posted that they knew harry before deleting it because people were calling it out as hilariously fake.

the ‘shady timeline’ that is the reason many people believe in them and that they claim is theirs wasn’t even posted on that blog. it was posted on a blog which went away and then someone created this blog, adopted their style of url and claimed they were the old blog. if you are just treating it as a bit of fun carry on but if you actually do believe that this person is a ‘close friend’ of harry and louis please have a look under the cut

for reference, more proof the blog is a crock of shit

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

i read on another blog that your godtier is how you impact reality. that it has less to do with a desired end goal and more with just how you are as a person behaviorally and socially. like eg dave strider, he never really seemed to enjoy any aspect of being a knight and he eluded to not wanting to be that way on occasion, but thats just how he impacted reality and his friends whether he liked it or not. so like someone could have Seer of Heart ideals but behave and think like a Maid of Breath

I think I would disagree with that to be honest

Dave’s problem wasn’t the idea of a Knight or Hero in of itself, it was that he had a skewed idea of what the idea of heroism meant. He believed to be a hero you had to be like his Bro or John, and couldn’t reconcile the idea of himself, the way he was without changing anything, as a hero, because he wasn’t like either Bro or John

He didnt like combat, metal sounds, blood, death, he was abused with this intense “warrior training” by his guardian growing up giving him a natural distate for all forms of fight and combat and couldn’t get over the roadblock that Knight = Warrior and only Warrior

so because he believes Warrior and Knight to be equivalent, and couldnt dissociate those two things, he rejected the idea of himself as a Knight

In reality a Knight is so much more than that, their function is Application, the idea of applying objects to situations, any situation, or using tools to achieve ends, and a weapon is only one kind of tool

but to be fair I think the fandom also does this too, like they have trouble perceiving a Knight who isnt also a Warrior so maybe that’s where the confusion comes from

but to answer the idea of whether personality/who you are or what you do/what impact you have on reality is more important than the other, i think they are inextricable ideas, you can’t seperate them

because in order to have the greatest impact on reality, you need to be at your highest potential, and being true to yourself and god tiering without falling into inversion or overembracing is how you reach your full potential

the idea being you as yourself is valuable and powerful and how you make your greatest impact

so to me, I can’t really separate those things and can’t see, especially when every character with a classpect in homestuck has both of those things line up as well, except in cases where they misinterpret what their class means, like Dave and the idea of Heroism/Warriors/Knights

So no, I think if a persons true nature is represented by a certain classpect, i think they are that classpect, because allowing their true nature to shine is what allows them the greatest impact on reality by letting them truly reach their full potential

and also because their is no behind the scenes decision process going on when you god tier

the game isn’t sentient nor does it make decisions at all, much less decisions about you against your will, its more like it just scans you, sees whats there and makes that happen

my proof for stuff about Knights can be found in the tag “Knight Class” on my blog or just by searching Knight and reading stuff their or by the other strong examples of Knights Karkat and Latula, who can hardly either be said to supposed to have made their greatest impact on reality by being warriors either. Well, Karkat for sure anyway, his whole and Dave’s character arcs are about that, who knows maybe Latula is the actual warrior knight, we never saw enough about her

Request: 
Hello girls! I just love your blog ^^ and I wanted to ask for a Leo scenario where you two are girlfriend and boyfriend for a while, but He starts to act strange, to avoid you and cancel dates, and you think he wants to break up with you, but isnt that! he wanted to ask you to take things to the next level because he really thinks you’re his true love of his life, he was just too shy and dont know how to do it ~ kk. Thanks in advance!! I just LOVE your hongbin and N scenarios <3 see ya!
Pairing: Leo x Reader
Genre: Fluff
Writer: Sabsab
Authors note: We are glad to hear you like our blog :D we really appreciate it. as for the request I hope you like it and enjoy reading. 
PS. we still got one Hongbin scenario left along with some others with the other members but Robo Ro is in charge of that Hongbin scenario and she’s a busy woman drooling over hot Asian men with long hair (aka, Hongbin Super hero era, Leo hyde era, Taemin Lucifer and Sherlock era and some other idols with long hair) and she’s also drooling over Ravi and his abs.  so she get distracted easily so it might take a while

“He wants to break up with me. I just know it. He acts so strange.” you said to your best friend on the phone.
“You shouldn’t worry so much. You know he is an idol maybe he’s just busy with his job.” she tried to calm you down
“Of course I know that. But he always text me to say good morning and good night on the days he has a busy schedule and now he has stopped texting that to me. And also when I ask him to go to the movies or something. He says "Not now (Y/N).” or he totally ignores me like I don’t exist.“
"There must be a reason why he acts like that but I know for sure he won’t break up with you. I mean you mean the world to him.”
“But still what if he doesn’t love me anymore? What am I supposed to do then?”
“Just don’t worry, he still loves you.” she said

The two of you had been talking on the phone for almost two hours. Talking about Taekwoon’s weird behavior and how you though he probably want to break up with you after all the years you had been dating. It all started like three weeks ago when he started to ignore your text messages and phone calls, first you just let it go not thinking anything about it since he’s an idol after all. But later he came home and left when you were asleep. Still you didn’t think anything about it but then he started to ignore you when you were together or he just gave you short and cold replies.

“You know how he acts, seriously maybe its just better if I disappear from his life just now.” you said with a hint of sadness and hurt in your voice.

You didn’t want to loose him, but you were afraid you would. You have been crying for the passed days when you were alone. You were hurt you, you knew maybe it was better that it just ends but still there was some part of you that didn’t want to let go of him. But you just couldn’t take it any more, the endlessly crying and the hurt feeling that thorn your heart apart you were sick and tired of it.

“Listen (Y/N), you make the choices in your life, do what you think is best and you know I’m always there for you.” she said. You really loved your friend she was so sweet.
“Yeah, your right. Thanks a lot, you are such a good friend to me.” you said, the whole situation with Taekwoon made you already emotional and those words that she just said really touched your heart and made it harder for you to hold back your tears. “But I’m going to end the call. I’m pretty tired.”
“Okay, but promise me when you need me. You call me okay?”
“I promise.”
“Okay. Good night.”
“Good night" 

You ended the call and started crying. You sure had a hard time. You slowly stood up, pulling a suitcase from under the bed and placed it on top of it. You opened it and start packing Taekwoon’s stuff. Tears kept rolling down your face but you knew you had to do this. When you finished packing his stuff you took the suitcase with you to the living room knowing he would see it there since he always take a midnight snack before going to bed. You then took a paper and wrote down a note and stick it on the suitcase with tape. 

You changed into your nightwear, went to bed without eating dinner just like all the other days. You didn’t felt like eating at all, only drinking water from time to time. You had lost pretty much weight but Taekwoon never noticed, he never asked you why you didn’t eat. You hugged your pillow, crying your self asleep knowing that Taekwoon won’t be in your life anymore when you wake up.

 -

It was around three in the morning when Taekwoon walked in. He put his shoes off and hung his jacket on the coat rack. He walked into the living room spotting the suitcase and the note. He walked over to it and picked up the note.

‘Dear Taekwoon,

I want to thank you for all the sweet memories that me made, I really enjoyed the time we spent together but I guess nothing last forever. I think it’s the. Best to end this relationship, I feel like we are drifting apart and it won’t take long until you break up with me so that’s why I end it now. I just can’t take it anymore. I wish you the best and lots of happiness. Don’t worry about me I will get over you and I’ll be happy again. But I just need time for that.

Lots of love,
(Y/N)’ 

He stared at the note in horror, getting angry at himself that the way he acted made you think he wanted to break up with you. He put the note down and walked back to the coat rack. Pulling a small box out of his pocket. He opened the box looking at the beautiful silver ring with a small sapphire on it. That ring has been in his pockets for weeks. He wanted to ask you to marry him for a while but he just didn’t know how to do it. He always got really nervous when he tried to propose to you and because of that he act the way he does.

"Okay pull yourself together. You can do this.” he said to himself, letting out a sight. He was already nervous but he has to do it now before it’s to late.

He walked to your room, opening the door slowly. He walked to your side of the bed and he slowly shook you.

“(Y/N), wake up.” he said softly

You let out a groan, turning on your back stretching your arms. You slowly opened your eyes as you let out a yawn.

“Taekwoon?” you said sleepy
“Can you sit up? We need to talk.”
“Talk? Right now?”

He nodded walking to the light switch and turned the light on. You started to feel more and more nervous as Taekwoon walked back to your side and took a seat on the edge of the bed. You couldn’t help but tears ran down your face, He really was going to break up with you.

“(Y/N), please don’t cry.” he said as he leaned in and whipped your tears away with his thumb “there is no need to.” It was silent for a while until he spoke again.

“(Y/N) this is something I really had to do sooner but I had no idea how to do it and the way I acted only pushed you away. You see… The years I spent with you were the best of my life, I enjoy your smile… I enjoy watching you sleep and many more things. And well… I don’t want you to be my girlfriend anymore… I want you to be more than that.” he paused, you looked at him with big eyes as you saw him getting down on one knee, holding a small box showing the beautiful silver ring with a sapphire on it. “(Y/N) do you want to marry me?”

You couldn’t believe it, you were so glad that he proposed to you. Taekwoon is the one you want to share the rest of your life with and something happening like this made you so happy. You were so wrong, thinking he would break up with you while actually he wants to marry you. He just didn’t how to do that.

“Yes, of course I will.” you said happily with a big smile on your face. You hugged him right after he put the ring on your ring finger. “I’m so sorry I thought you wanted to break up with me.”
“It’s okay, I was acting like an idiot and pushing you away. If I were you I would had thought the same as you did now.” he said and smiled before kissing you on the lips. 

anonymous asked:

pROTS i am the anon who found you via your habbo raid poster... I HAVE BUT 1 HUMBLE REQUEST, can you write a big post about your feelings+thoughts on 4chan like your post on furry culture from awhile back i believE ONLY YOU ARE QUALIFIED FOR THIS GREAT TASK IN THE HOUR OF OUR NOSTALGIA

oh my gfucking god are you kidding me

uh

alright

fuck

well ive been drinking stout for an hour now so i think im liquored enought to shitpost at length about it at this point.

i think 4chan is important to the overall health of the internet and a core component of the culture inherent to it which we celebrate from 48 point IMPACT font macros to activism attributed to the web.

cue the noise of my friends, especially one who begrudgingly refollowed me recently against their own inhibitions because of shit like this, shuffling out of the room, shouting OH JESUS CHRIST, PRAT. So hi, hello, sorry you are faced wiht this post lol

There are a couple reasons i feel it’s important.

Right now the internet is going through a process that has commonly been referred to before as the “walmartification of the web” in that, over a decade ago, the internet was comprised of an infinite sort of anonymous communities, BBS chatrooms, webphp forums and other micro communities where you can come and leave without that past sticking to you after your final post. Much of my own past, i suppose from 1996-2006 was spent hopping from community to community year after year depending on how i felt about that community. Since 2005 I’ve mostly stuck with the same three communities because new ones just sorta stopped appearing. Everything new is a facebook group, tumblr blog, etc etc. Since almost a decade ago, the arrival of giant bloblike organizations like facebook, google, etc have had the impact of like dropping a walmart in a small town. Mom and pop shops close and everyone is pretty much forced to shop at that walmart. Great for convenience at the cost of culture and community. Because these huge communities have swallowed up internet traffic and have opened it up to commercialization and other unsavoury bullshit.

God i had a concise idea with regards to bringing up the walmartification thing, but my head is fuzzy and i feel i trailed off from it. REGARDLESS, I PUSH ON

facebook and google are intent on being YOUR ONE STOP SHOP FOR EVERYTHING INTERNET and for some reason that also includes tethering your real identity to your internet shit. I can’t escapse it.

Part of this includes selling your privacy to advertisers, like this one time i said CONGRATS ON YOUR WEDDING to a friend on facebook which was like, one of maybe 6 posts i make on facebook a year, and for two weeks after all my internet ads were about bridal dresses and catering. That creeped me out. That my one post was logged and made an opportunity by corporate interests. That;s not to mention that its all being logged by governments. WOW COOL, A SURVEILLANCE STATE.

Part of this also includes fashioning content around what you post, your own biases and so on. So if you post about, idk, the republican national convention, you can expe[ct for algorithms to tailor your feed to benefit your conservative bias and feed you more “relevant information” that jsut reinforces your biases and suddenly we are all living in information bubbles because our realities are all being make up for us by a computer that decides what we want to see more of rather than what we need to see that challenges our biases. If not that, then you have tumblr where we can voluntarily choose to face only information that feeds back into our own biases. We lose wisdom and our biases are never challenged, only reinforced. The internet then stops being something that broadens our horizons, but rather builds walls around us.

Part of this also includes the fact that since your real name is attached to your posts, you end up worrying about how to phrase and soften your opinions to others. So online discussions are frequently disingenuous, or that most people just never vent opinions out of fear for their reputation being damaged.

So this is where a large Anonymous forum like 4chan comes into the picture and is important for the internet IMHO. It defies the trend against the walmartification of the internet, the information bias bubbles information aggregates provide us, and it also defies inhibitions to be raw, real and honest with our thoughts.

Here’s the beauty of a large forum which is nothing but anonymous posts. Its the one true, and fucking fight me on this because i know I’m right, forum on the internet where you can post an opinion and be CERTAIN you will be challenged on the merit of your opinion alone. wihtout a name attached to your post, any opponents are forced to address the meat and potatoes of what you wrote rather than who posted it. And unlike forums with names on it, there are no “celebrity posters” or popular users who dominate the community and form cliques around themselves (see: argumentum ad populum) that form defensive armies. Your sex or ethnicity isnt attached to your posts either (unless flags are enabled, IE to weed out the australian shitposters) so your post cant be disregarded by the face value of your appearance. You can post in the same thread as say, fucking noam chomsky and your post will be read along with his in the same weight of consideration. 4chan, unlike tumblr, unlike reddit, unlike any other website, is a TRUE equal society on the internet. Everyone is equal by merit of their posts which is not able to be hidden, downvoted or arbitrarily marginalized. It is colour blind, it is gender blind, it is blind to celebrity, it is blind to wealth, it is blind to privilege and relative power dynamics.

Additionally, you can participate in a argument without threat of being doxxed/harassed outside of it (shoutout to gamergate re: twitter), you can participate in an argument without fear of every opinion you post henceforth being disregarded because “oh that person said or did one thing stupid so therefore i wont listen to anything else they say.” You can post without ever fearing becoming a target for it.

You can post an honest real thought out of innocent ignorance without fear of brutal reprisal, have your faulty logic corrected and have that embarrassing thought from your dumb statement disappear when the thread prunes. All that remains is what you have learned from the discussion. Everyone is better for it.

I’ve posted alot of dumb, ignorant things on tumblr and have had people go after my friends and intimidate them for reblogging something of mine because they disagreed with me. This unfairly hurts them as well as I. That’s fucked up. I can never fear that happening over a post i make on 4chan, ever, unless i of course post my name. So honestly, I find tumblr a more frightening forum to participate in than 4chan. I never fear reprisal or dealing with psychos on 4chan because they disappear as well as the browser tab i exit out of. Being intimidated out of expressing an opinion or just being present is not even remotely a possibility.

So i feel with regards to thought, safety and discourse, 4chan is the most important and honest community out there. Because of the anonymity, you may have people posting generally disgusting opinions, but you are just as able to challenge them and destroy their argument. Just because its visible there doesnt mean it isnt just as present elsewhere. You can moderate against hate, but that will just sweep it under the carpet and it will never get addressed, only fester and deepen. Freedom of speech is problematic, as they say, but its an important right for everyone involved. it allows us to face and deal with ignorance just as much as they are able to present it without immediate repercussions. Look at a society which has hate moderated thought/speech laws. Look at Europe. You can walk around certain you will never face hate speech but look at how that manifests. The hate just works around the thought control and becomes subversive. How else do you think Europe, a land of hate speech laws, somehow has countries like france, england, et al having 15-20% of the population voting for straight up nationalist parties? Shouldn’t the banning of offensive speech actually have the opposite effect? The hatred just becomes subversive because it’s never challenged and their biases never put to the test of argument. You can’t cry to have “a discussion” about topics like whiteness, race, sexism then outright ban, delete, downvote and marginalize the other side. They just aren’t present to begin with. its fucking mental masturbation if you arent directly communicating with an opponent. That’s just soliloquy and the ones you wish to address aren’t even learning from it because they aren’t even included in the discussion to begin with.

But on the topic of culture? generally, because of its anonymity, the community isnt hijacked by cliques who jockey and buttfuck eachother into WHOS THE MOST POPULAR GUY and then decaying under the weight of superstar content producers. There is no pewdiepie on 4chan. Its why 4chan is consistently producing the FRESHEST comedic, and cultural material that influences the rest of the web because on there, no one poster or content producer has more weight over the other.

plus its fucking fun and 2easy to jump into

i dont need to sign in, i dont need to manage a profile. I dont feel pressure in keepiung up subscribers or tracking progress. its a great fuckin easy access time sink. I can just jump right into a relevant discussion

shrug.

i hope i made sense

I AM SO SORRY THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE UPLOAD ABOUT A WEEK AND A HALF AGO AND I JUST KEPT PUTTING IT OFF BECAUSE THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE FO R ME TO MENTION IN HERE I HAD OVER 300 AND IM A LAZY SAID EXCUSE OF AA HUMAN AND THATS WHY IT TOOK MW SO DAMN LONG AND IM SO SORRY!!! BUT HERE YOU GO I WONT KEEP YOU ANY LONGER

So as you can see I’m doing another follow forever!! This is for me hitting 2k, 1k, and 2.2k And since i hit three milestones this one will be longer and totally different from my other ones. So lets go :)

For 2k I will be listing everyone i follow

For 2.1k I will be highlighting my faves and mutuals

For 2.2k I will be giving a description for a few of my friends

Mutuals - Italicized
Faves - Bolded
*** - Recommend Following Them
All 3 of those things will be my friends.

#: 

2cute4me, 420-omaha,  5idiotsofsummer, 5secondsof-preferences, ***5secondsofimagines,***  5secondsofmagult, 5secondsofmaloley5sexonds-of-smut, 5sos-dreaming, 5sos-fake-text, 5sos-smut-only, 5sos-vegemite, 5sos-writing, 5sosarepunkrockers, 5soscry5sosnsfw

A-C:

aaronfthood, ***acidcxlum***,  ***amylillian22***, angelicnarry, anxietybates, areyou5sos-af, artisthowell, ashton-hugs, ashtons-babygirl, ashtons-unquiffable-hair, ***audibleglitter,*** ***awesomexstiles***, babygirlysides, badlannds, bananashemmo, bangmelikey0urdrumsbeautbiful, betamyass, bitchingirifriend, blackmagicgirls, blink18muke, byeemmalouise, calfm, callingmendes, calum-hood-is-life, catchingnarry, cdizzlethomashood, chilllhemmo, classicclifford, ***clawmichael,*** clemmingsqueen, cliffordismyidiot, cliffordtattoocoloursluke, cuddlenialls, ***cuddlingwithcalumhood***, ***cuddlyhemming***

D-F:

dafuqashton, dankmememichael, dialingstilinski, dogemikey, dreamy-luke, drunk-wonderland, drunkoffmichael, dunbarsmalia, dundundunbar, dylaniscrazy, ellamariea, erraticwoo, fairlylocalloser, fandoms-off-the-wall, fandomsoverlife, fangirlandweeabooshit

G-H:

g-o-t-t-a-g-e-t-o-u-t, gilinskywhat, gmajormike, gorgeousmichael, gretchynmarie, grunge-nations, heartless-soul, hemmingsluts, hemmosconda, hesitantrisha, holladnroden, holynatemaloley, horanforirwin, huflucas

I-K:

***i-write-supernatural-imagines*** iamemotrash iamnateslilmama ilike5secondsofsummer intomuke iobeyfandoms isaachale23 itsfrigginpizza itsmejazzdee itsrainingfandoms iwantlukesdick iwanttohugcalum jackgilinskisbae jackjacksammyomaha joeleena ***@just5sossmut*** ***kissableirwin*** ***kissmekissme-clifford*** koalacal 

L-M:

littlenuggetluke lovely-mendes lucas-the-emoji lukehemmings-princess lukepetal lunarcalpal lyndseygunnvlfsen magcon-omahasquad ***magconsmut*** majesticmendes maloleyftirwin ***malumsnudes*** matt-ft-hemmings ***mattismysmile*** maze-scorch-cure melancholyclifford michaelacoustic michaelbangmeclifford michaelspimp micool5sos mikeyass misshemming moonriseland murderizedshae 

N-P:

***natemaloleyisbabe*** ***nathanmontgomerymaloley*** necktattoo nevergrowup96 newtgallyminhothomasaremybabies nialls-gold ***nofearinthedarknesss*** not-a-boyyband numbfrmyourkiss nutella-luke nxshtonsboo nxwtimagines odetohood ofclukey omaha-imagines omahasexgods omahasquadconfessions ***omahasquadislife*** owhbrien paigelouisemcneill pale-n-punk pandaaabear-cutie peteypieafi playboyhalsey plshalsey 

R-T:

ridinghemmo riotvancalum rose2640 rowysomuke scrixtaa sexwithrejects sexycliffconda shawnm3nd3s shawnsbeautifulmuffins shen-mendez shitbaghemmo sideeyecal ***sidemenbanter*** skatesbabygirl skatetoughlwt skinsmichael slays-and-baes smut5sos soon-5sos sourstilinski stilinskxi tay-taytay the-hood-butt thecaniffinator theoskraeken thespicegirlsvevo toofunnot2love trillsos troylerisdaotp ***txrinxy***

U-Z:

uninfluential ur-not-from-omaha-tho vegemiteash venomuke ***voodoolucasx*** wetsuitlashton whatthehellanutella whtieskimo wtfmagcon-1 wwwildest-dreamsss ***yascuteboys*** ***yeet5sos*** yikesmichael 

amylillian22 Hi! i haven’t talked to you in a while or have had the time to read your imagines and whatnot but i plan to free up my schedule soon (like tonight) to read them and catch up. You are probably one of my favorite Teen Wolf blog and i love you! 

kissableirwin Hi hi!! I love you and you’re amazing and i love your blog and i looove it when you tag me in  your audio cover posts because o m g you can sing and i love your voice!!! Keep making them and keep tagging me!! 

magconsmut Okay so i know you followed me like a year or two ago but i still cant believe that you follow me. I know i havent talked to you in a while. im sorry. but you’re still one of my favorite magcon blogs and yeah! Love you!

omahasquadislife Hi hi hi!! Okay so i am in love with your blog and your blurbs and your writing and you in general and you are absolutely gorgeous and you’re doing great with your blog and i always think about your blog, but ii have to avoid it also because you will kill me with them nate and swazz feels and keep doing what you’re doing because thats awesome and your doing it right because you have so many people who love you (including me) and you’re just great and yes. great. great. perfect. on point. on fleek. yes. that shit i like it. your blog?? yeah thats the shi ti like. sign me the fuck up because YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHH

mattismysmile Okay so where do i even begin with you?? I have no idea so i guess ill just go for it. You are literally the best person ever and i love you. I talk to you about anything and everything and you are one of the best people in  my life and on tumblr. You my friend are one of a kind and very special and loved by sooo many. and every possible nice thing can anyone can say to another is what i have to say to you. My vocab isnt that big so just imagine a lot of really nice heart warming loving comments are here. I love you💞💞💞</p>

nofearinthedarknesss You are amazing and i love you and just know that i will never stop talking to you and you have made a friend for life. You can never get rid of me now. You are stuck with me until the day that i die💕💕💕💕. 

nathanmontgomerymaloley first of all, Roomie, No i did not forget your birthday. i have spent the last 3 weeks thinking of what to do for your birthday and i came up with several things but nothing worked because i cant write, or sing, or draw or do anything that involves talent, and i was trying to think of something before your birthday came and then it came and i still didnt have anything for you and i thought of doing this follow forever for you but i had already planned it and it was suppose to be a regular surprise and it felt wrong trying to use this as a birthday present but i dint forget and m still working on making you something because i wanted to give you something when i said happy birthday. so give me a few more days and ill have something for you i promise. But also you have a friend and roommate for life. You also can not get rid of me and im in your life for the rest of eternity. I will be with you in our next 100x plus infinity lives💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖.

txrinxy Tati, I love you and i miss you and i hope all is well. The last time we talked things werent all that great and i hope everything is okay and better now. i love you to death and i really miss talking to you. For the longest time you were one of two people who were my only friends on here and for that im forever grateful. You talked to me and became my friend when i had no one. So thank you. I love you a lot for that. I hope everything is okay and you’re doing great. 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘

sidemenbanter Oh man, where do i begin with you. I’m not sure, so i’ll just start off with, i miss you! I havent talked to you in some time and i miss talking to you. For a while you were my only friend on here. Earlier this year from January to about mid-May you were literally my only friend. On tumblr and in real life. When i had no one you were there. always. You were one of my best friends and i still consider you one of my best friends. I will never forget you and i am forever grateful to you for being my friend for almost two years now. I want you to know that i love you and i miss you and you will always have a friend on here. I will always be here for you. Whatever you need. whether its to talk or vent or just need someone to listen to you. I will always be here. Whenever you need me just message me and if you still have my number text me. Ill answer you. You will always have a friend and someone who loves you and wants you around. Even when you feel/think that no once cares or loves you and you think anything like that just know that i think the complete opposite. i love you and i would miss you and i do care and i do notice. Ever since we stopped talking my days have been weird but by the time i think about messaging you its always waaaay late and i never know if you’re on or not. And i shouldnt be making excuses, but i do care and i promise i will start talking to you more. I’m serious though, whenever you need someone message me. Anytime of day/night. ill answer you back. Also you can never get rid of me. The only way you can ever get rid of me is if you tell me to leave you alone and get out of your life, and until those words come out of your mouth you are also stuck with me. Also thank you  thank you thank you thank you for being my friend when i had no one. At one point i only had you and Tati as a friend you two were my best friends and you two still are. Nothing will ever change that💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙. 

anonymous asked:

Do you know bothers me about people calling Zayn anti black or racist ? It's that white celebs like Lewis have said the N word. Have been racist constantly but noone reminds him of that. Not like the way they do to Zayn. Anything Zayn does, we get ppl making posts about him being racist. I'm like uh ok it's up to u to b offended but next time ur whites so something then plz go ahead and remind them of their anti blackness like u do when Zayn so much ad breathes.

Exactly. I also find it extremely pretentious that it is the white folks who are the most offended by this. I still cant believe Louis’ blatant racism was swept under the rug like that. He DID say the n word twice, his family has been PROVEN to be racist af but yet no one condemns him. No. Its like it never happened. Harry did black face. Black face! I get so mad thinking about this. Maybe white people dont understand the significance of this. Hell even some non black poc dont. But nope, lets all act like Harry is a sweet little angel.

No one ever calls these whites out unless it is the affected people. This fandom has definitely developed a cult of hating on poc while turning blind eye on their whites. What did Zayn do? A shady vid where I’m still convinced he never said the n word while singing that song. Maybe he did. Maybe he didnt. I found more offense in his tweets. Black people are allowed to feel however concerning that situation. You can be offended and unstan or you can be offended and continue stanning. It is a matter of choice really.

Yeah I fucking dont want to see another white person acting extremely offended on my behalf coz guess what you pretentious ass you DONT know how it feels and you NEVER will. I understand sympathizing with the situation and calling out so both the offender can learn from their mistakes and the offended can feel the support. I understand calling out a person if it is coming from a place of love. But this isnt the case in this fandom, is it? No. People just call out Zayn for the sake of spreading hate and making his fans feel stupid because “all this time instead of stanning Zayn, you could be stanning these 4 whites.” Because these whites are angels. Because they are unproblematic. No do not support the brown Muslim guy. It is not acceptable.

I saw most of these popular blogs are white people spreading their racism in such a way that it feels wrong not to be racist towards Zayn.The other poc ex fans, while I understand being mad and leaving the fandom, it is unacceptable how these same people flourish on spreading hate and making Zayn fans feel like they are on the wrong side. Just the things these people say are so racist ableist, islamophobic and downright abhorrent. Their behaviour, I dont even believe they say these things in real life; just here, behind their screens because yeah that is how cowardly they are.  

Is there a perfect person in this world? No. Are people allowed to make stupid mistakes and learn as they grow yes. Do you crucify your friends like you did Zayn when they make mistakes? No you dont. So it is time people start using their brains and quit blindly following concepts propagated by evil minded folks. Decide for yourself. Either stan or dont. But do it on your own terms.

I’m also going to say it is hilarious for someone to expect me to stan a white person. A person who has had white privilege all their life and does not understand what racism is. The fact that Zayn is a poc is what made me stan in the first place. Sure he is talented and attractive and it made me take a closer look. I relate to Zayn coz he has faced racism before, he understands the feeling of people hating you just for existing.

While y’all (4d fans) making these essays about Zayn’s mistakes,  I want to see the essays on the 4 whites mistakes too seeing as y’all refuse to be educated and reasonable. I want to see daily posts about Harry and Louis’ racist behaviour. I want to see posts on Liam’s homophobia and black appropriation. I want to see posts on Niall’s pedophile scandal and lord knows what. I want to see long ass posts on all the mistakes these 4 whites have ever done in their lives. But this wont happen now will it? No. Because white people are allowed to make mistakes and be racist as possible and still considered human. God forbid if a poc does the littlest mistake of them all coz then the crucifixion begins and never ends.

If Zayn had never debuted at no 1…I dont even want to think. But here you have Niall fans calling Zayn a flop lmao. Because people make the softest bed of them all when it comes to these whites but want Zayn to sleep in a cactus bed.

All this hate just because he dared to be different. Because he took his health first finally after years of entertaining spoilt brats. After defending his supposed friends all these years only to have them react in the whitest way possible: spoilt, privileged, snooty, childish and selfish behaviour.   Behaviour that would have seen Zayn buried alive were the roles reversed.

So yeah I get mad af every time 4d fans ‘call out’ Zayn because their only intent is malice. These people should start personally calling out themselves because no one should aspire to be such a vindictive bitter and frankly stupid af racist piece of shit.