because maybe that is a genre

The Anime Tag

I was tagged by @yamacuchi my cutie pie

1. Favorite Anime?

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

2. Your Worst Anime?

*war flashbacks just thinking about Vampire Knight*

3. Do you read the Manga that go with the Anime you watch?

yeah usually when i get really hooked i do

4. Favorite Genres?

adventure, comedy, gore, embarrassing shoujo manga

5. Least Favorite Genres?

harem and those animes about plain dudes entering video games???? like stop?¿ maybe¿¿¿

6. Favorite Character?

oh boi listen to me ramble because so many??? gokudera hayato and dino and oikawa and ushiwaka and literally every character from haikyuu and khr??? also mikasa fucking ackerman and kiryuin satsuki????? uraraka and yaoyorozu from bnha can just step on me please also i love bakugou so much??????????? and please just take a moment of silence for yuu kanda and alma karma because im really not ready for those episodes im really no

7. Least Favorite Character?

this asshole right here

8. Qualities you like in a Character?

the dorkier they are the more i like them also girls i like female characters

9. Short or Long anime?

man i miss animes that had like 50 episodes or so those were the shit. but between 24 and 100032956839034 77movies and 45 ovas i’ll pick the 24 episode ones

10. Anime or Manga?

depends on which one is the best

11. How do you choose the anime you watch?

by the promo image or the first 5 minutes of ep 1 i can already tell

12. Skip or listen to Intros/Outros?

i listen to it on episode 1 and then i skip it usually

13. How do you cope if your friends or family don’t like you watching anime?

no biggie they dont mind me either

14. Do you stop an anime midway if you don’t like it?

ya

15. Who are you tagging to do this?

anyone who wants to do this *thumbs up*

The Anime Tag

I was tagged by @iwaizumi–tooru wow thanks a lot!!!!!!!!!! <3 

1. Favourite anime?

Full Metal Alchemist. Period. 

but honestly FMA is my all time favorite anime because it had so much impact in my life and choices and idk, its just a beautiful piece of art. 

2. Your worst anime?

idk maybe Tokyo Ghoul Season 2

3. Do you read the manga that go with the anime you watch?

i should do that…. 

4. Favourite genres?

supernatural, psychological, fantasy…. i also like sports anime lmao

5. Least favourite genres?

anything involving harem and fanservice

6. Favourite character?

DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED OH ,MY GOD

Edward Elric, Ling Yao, Iwaizumi Hajime, Kuroo Tetsurou, Nishinoya Yuu, Lavi Bookman, Ichimatsu Matsuno. Saya Otonashi, Hideyoshi Nagachika, Olivia Armstrong, Killua Zoldyck, Morgiana (from Magi)……… 

7. Least favourite character?

Sasuke Uchiha, Hisoka and Tsukiyama Shuu. 

8. Qualities you like in a character?

Idk but i really like characters who are enthusiastic and smart, but who also have, either a tragic past or a misterious one. About the qualities, maybe i like when they are supportive and emphatic, and also im down for characters who learn from their horrible past and change for good, realizing they were bad at first

9. Short or long anime?

it depends, but honestly im astupid piece of shit who takes 199990 years to finish a 24 ep anime so i guess ill go with short anime

10. Anime or manga?

I watch more anime than i read manga, but both are cool

11. How do you choose the anime you watch?

i listen to recs from my friends and i also look up the genres i like 

12. Skip or listen to intros/outros?

it depends if the ops/eds are annoying or not (according my personal taste)

13. How do you cope if your friends or family don’t like you watching anime?

I just dont care??? like almost all my friends like anime as me, my family accepts it and they dont really judge me. When i meet people who literally says that what i like is stupid/gross/whatever, i just ignore them bc why would i just have a stupid fight with someone i will never ever make them change their mind? like if you dont like it, okay, dont mind me or just ignore me?? 

14. Do you stop an anime midway if you don’t like it?

not really, i usually finish them (and if i dont like it, i still can complain about it lmao) 

15. Who are you tagging to do this?

@iwaoiaf @fuckyourodani @smoltrans @feyvolution @imtotallynotastalker @ofsugarandmarshmallows (I LITERALLY HAD TO LOOK FOR U I FEEL BETRAYED lmao holiwi) 

[Fic][Request] Homesick

Thank you for the prompts! I hope you don’t mind me combining because they just… both fit… sorta. (Even though I probably didn’t include enough sass)

And I’m sorry it took so long. Life and writer’s block and all. orz

Title: Homesick
Word Count: 7.3k
Pairings: endgame Jikook, brief mentions of Minjoon
Genre: Angst, Fluff???
Summary: Jungkook knew, but he couldn’t help being selfish, anyway.

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Normally I wouldn’t really respond but this is actually kind of bugging me.

First off, the gifset I made is not a gifset of iconic female revenge films. It’s a set of MY favorite revenge films, a set in which rape and revenge films do not belong. So everyone telling me that this film and that film are better or deserve to be there more is missing the point of the set that I worked on.

I didn’t exclude Rape and Revenge films just because that particular sub-genre is often filmed in an unnecessarily brutal and degrading way, or because those films make me uncomfortable (and yes, I have, reluctantly, seen those films listed in that reblog). I’m actually surprised that anyone lists Rape and Revenge films as “powerful” or “empowering”, but maybe that’s because I don’t see it as powerful, I see it as sexualized shock value and therefore didn’t include it in a set that I did the work on.

It’s not a horror movie, but look at the recent remake of Mad Max and the recent premiere season of Jessica Jones. It’s 100% certain that the Wives were raped by Immortan Joe and Jessica Jones was without a doubt raped by Kilgrave multiple times. However, you never, EVER see these scenes. You literally never witness a rape in the entire running time of each series/film and the horror is still there because the filmmakers find ways to insert horror through other scenes and other implications. You can have a horror movie without filming a 15 minute rape scene in which you see everything on screen. I Spit On Your Grave and Last House sexualize rape, either killing off the victims or leaving them empty shells because of it. It’s not empowering.

And on a final note, Carrie is about a high school teenager who suffers not only physical abuse at the hands of her mother, but also verbal and mental abuse from her classmates and often teachers. So to say that I Spit On Your Grave has a much more powerful reason for revenge than the heavy abuse in Carrie is really off.

Why does it seem like exo-ls and Army’s are always butting heads? I just feel like ever since Exos comeback, a war just started. Maybe even before that. I don’t know, but it’s odd and I don’t like it. We gotta stick together, however because if we get bashed by a different band of a different genre (if you know what I mean) then we gotta put our conflicts aside and defend our idols.

only a game (Pt. 2)

Pt. 1 | Pt. 2 

author’s note: yall it is lit i fINALLY got this done thank god. I hope you go on a ride of feels. If i have the time, i may make a third part but who knows? Maybe this is the end ;)))) but idk this seems like a filler chapter to me but whatever. @snuggle-smut for my best bud lmao enjoy this when you get back from the beach. and @fairyjeons because you always want something to read lol. As you all know, i don’t read over my writing, so i guess we just have to deal with it

genre: angst 

word count: 1.7k

summary: Falling for a close friend, a heartbreaker, and a person who only wanted revenge. You probably could have been fine if it wasn’t Min Yoongi


Originally posted by bangtannoonas


It had been multiple weeks since the anniversary, since the day you knew you had lost.

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lingeringfears  asked:

Do you know of any fics where Catelyn and/or Robb survive the wedding? Or where Jon does leave the Wall to fight with Robb and they survive (Jon saves Sansa from the Keep)?? I've only found maybe 4 and its so frustrating because they're so good! Lol

Hi! Yesss those are definitely two great genres for sure. Here is a list of the Jon Leaves the Wall Au’s we know of! And here are some Robb and/or Cat survives fics I was able to find:

If anyone else has suggestions, feel free to add them :) ~Alice

Mirrored Illusions || Jeonghan || Pt. 7

Pt. 1 // Pt. 2 // Pt. 3 // Pt. 4 // Pt. 5 // Pt. 6 // Pt. 7 // Pt. 8 //

Word Count: 4122

Genre: adventure, superhero/villain!au, fantasy

Summary: Just because of one dream, your life is turned upside down. And you had the worst companion to go through it with.


“Maybe it was a bad idea to send Jeonghan to the Orphanage alone,” Seungcheol said, staring out at the already dark sky.

Jihoon and Soonyoung looked over at him. Jihoon frowned, “Where did Jeonghan go?”

“The Orphanage,” Seungcheol turned back around and sat down at the table. “The higher-ups said it was the yearly checkup and everyone was busy so I sent Jeonghan.”

“And he hasn’t called?” Soonyoung asked, raising an eyebrow.

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he’s not good enough for you pt.7

part one, part two, part three, part four, part five, part six / part eight

A/N; This story is getting extremely long… I’m going to wrap it up soon. I don’t think I’ll let it go over ten parts, I feel like that’s too much. 

Genre; Angst

Pairings; Jaehyun x Reader x Taeyong

~

Once you got to the restaurant, all the happy smiles and laughter made you feel so much better. You started to realise that maybe it didn’t take as long as you thought it would to stop feeling like crap because your relationship with Taeyong was as good as over a long time ago. Now looking at Jaehyun’s gleaming grin across the table from you, it felt wrong to feel so attracted to him.

You didn’t notice you were staring at him until Taeil, who was sat on the left side of you, nudged your arm and whispered, “you like him, right?”

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Winning Them Over (Chapter One) (Thomas Jefferson X Reader)

Length: 1956 Words

Genre: Family/Romance/Cute

AU: Modern

Pairings: Thomas Jefferson X Reader, maybe others later on?

Warnings: None. Not even swearing. Unless you want a warning about having twins, in which case…. Run.

Triggers?: None

Requester: None

Request: All me again. My sincerest apologies.

Request Status: OPEN

A/N: So I named your twins because if I read fics with kids and it says (S/N) or (D/N) I get really annoyed for some reason. Feel free to change the names of the kids in your head if you prefer. Also, Chapter One takes place in Disneyland. Mainly for cute possibilities. If you’d like to see me continue this story, please Like or Reblog (or both!) and remember you’re welcome to send me requests, asks, and messages if you’d like to chat.

~(*)~

“Are you really sure you want to do this?”

“More than anything.”

“Thomas, I really don’t want you to feel pressured or anything.”

“I don’t feel pressured! It sounds fun!”

“Are you really sure you’re okay with this?”

“Sure! I really wanna meet your kids, (Y/N).”

You eyed Thomas suspiciously. You’d been dating for about three months, but you were reluctant to call him your boyfriend or significant other yet, seeing as he’d never even met your twins. He knew about them, of course, but you were far too protective of your little ones to introduce them to any of your dates too quickly.

In all honesty, Thomas seemed like the best man out of everyone you’d dated in recent years. He was kind, intelligent, funny, confident, and had qualities that you thought might be good for your twins’ future father figure, such as patience and a willingness to listen and help. He did have a fantastic ego and amazing arrogance, but even then you couldn’t help but admire his high self esteem.

“Well…. Okay.”

“Meet you at the entrance?”

“Alright, but I’m paying for the tickets.”

“You will not.”

“Thomas, I will fight you.”

“Good.” He gave you a cocky grin. “You’re cute when you’re pissed.”

~(*)~

“Andre, please turn off the movie and put your shoes on.”

“I don’t wanna.”

“What, you don’t want to go to Disneyland?”

“Uh uh.”

You sighed to yourself as you helped Althea style her hair. “Andre, please just put your shoes on.”

“Momma, is Mr. Thomas nice?” your daughter asked.

“Yes, honey,” you said patiently as you dug around in a drawer for Althea’s favorite hair tie while she played with her doll’s dress sleeve. “Very nice.”

“Are we bringing snacks, Momma?”

“Of course. Anything in particular you have in mind?”

“I want cupcakes,” Andre called.

“Those will get smashed in the backpack,” you told him kindly. “If you’re good you can have a cupcake when we get home, okay?”

“Fine,” Andre grumbled. You sighed.

You weren’t sure why Andre was so much more angry and bitter than his sister- perhaps it was because he was lacking more fatherly affection in his life. He’d never known his father- as soon as your former flame had found out you were pregnant he had run off and left you to care for the twins on your own. You’d considered chasing him for child support and forcing him to acknowledge the two but never went through with it. You honestly didn’t think he was worth such an effort on your part.

While you did have your four friends, Alexander Hamilton, John Laurens, Hercules Mulligan, and the Marquis de Lafayette, to act as male role models in Andre’s life, it hadn’t done much to help his anger. You weren’t sure if that was because they were all just “uncles” or because was angry that his father had left him before he was born. Either way, Andre was angry. His teachers at school would tell you about how he avoided other boys and seemed miserable, how his art and writing made them worried. You’d talked to the counselor about him but his only solutions were you having Andre spend more time with his aforementioned uncles or for you to settle down with someone. Andre couldn’t really spend more time with his uncles than he already did, and you couldn’t really just settle down with anyone, so you’d been at a loss for any solution to how to help your son. You wanted him to be happier, but you wanted the father figure in his life to be a good fit, someone you could trust to help you instill good values in your son and protect him.

Of course, it wasn’t all about Andre. Althea could use a good male role model in her life, too- a father figure to show her how someone should treat someone they love. You obviously weren’t sure your daughter would end up being interested in men, but still, your relationships would eventually show her how she should expect to be treated. Since none of her uncles were currently in relationships (although you were fairly certain there was something between Alexander and John), you hoped that if you got into a serious relationship it would have a positive effect on her as well.

Finally, the twins were dressed in comfortable clothes with good walking shoes and you had a backpack with snacks, water, and a first aid kit, just in case.

~(*)~

When you finally arrived at Disneyland, it was about 10:00 AM. You saw Thomas standing at the entrance as you walked towards it.

“Hi, (Y/N).”

“Hello, Thomas.” Althea and Andre hid behind you, eyeing him distrustfully.

“Hi,” Thomas said kindly, bending down to the kids’ level and smiling at them. “What are your names?”

“I’m Althea,” your daughter said shyly.

Althea. What a beautiful name for a beautiful young lady,” Thomas told her. Your daughter giggled in response. “And what about you, little buddy?”

Andre didn’t answer.

“That’s Andre,” you said, after giving him a few moments to introduce himself.

“Well, it’s nice to meet you, Andre,” Thomas said sincerely.

“Mr. Thomas?” Althea asked, peeking around your legs.

“Yes, little one?”

“Will you ride the Winnie the Pooh ride with me, please?”

Thomas gave your daughter a look of complete surprise. “Me? You’d like me to ride the Winnie the Pooh ride with you? What an honor!”

Althea giggled at him. “Momma, Mr. Thomas is funny!”

“He certainly is,” you agreed, digging around in your bag for your wallet.

“Beat you to it,” Thomas grinned, holding up two adult and two child passes into the park.

You smacked him lightly with a couple of receipts. “I said I was paying.”

“Still beat you.”

You shook your head, urging the twins forward and following Thomas’s lead towards the park.

~(*)~

The day was turning out to be even more fun than you had expected. Thomas and Althea were especially enjoying themselves. You’d gone on the Winnie the Pooh ride (Althea had promptly demanded to go again, to Andre’s horror and Thomas’s amusement), the Dumbo ride, the Haunted Mansion, and the Indiana Jones ride. The latter two had been a bit too nerve-wracking for Althea’s tastes, so now you were taking a small walk break before going back to the Pirates of the Caribbean ride.

Suddenly, Althea began tugging on your arm. “Momma! Momma! Look! It’s Belle!”

You looked up. Sure enough, Althea’s favorite princess had appeared and was beginning to take pictures with all the kids gathering around her. Some had Disneyland autograph books she was signing.

“Want to go get in line to say hi?” you asked. “I’ll take your picture.”

“Pretty please?” Althea begged.

“This is stupid,” Andre muttered. “I wanna go home and beat Uncle Alex, Uncle John and Uncle Herc at video games.”

“Andre, please, be nice to your sister,” you sighed when Althea gave her brother a heartbroken look.

“You three go get in line,” Thomas said. “I’ll just pop into this shop really quick.”

You didn’t think much of it as you ushered the twins towards the line. Perhaps Thomas was getting annoyed with the hot California sun and had decided he’d rather subject himself to a cheesy park hat rather than walk around with sun in his eyes for the rest of the day.

However, he surprised you when he came back out, offering the twins each an autograph book.

Althea’s was gold with a matching gold pen and Disney princesses on the cover while Andre’s was dark blue with a matching pen and a sorcerer Mickey Mouse.

Althea’s eyes widened as she stared at the little book.

“Now you can get her autograph too,” Thomas said happily.

Althea squealed. “Thank you Mr. Thomas! Momma, Momma, look!”

Andre just stared at his book and didn’t say a word.

~(*)~

You spent the rest of the morning riding rides and getting autographs and pictures of all the twins’ favorite characters. Althea was still more enthusiastic than Andre, but even he couldn’t deny he was very excited to see Tigger.

Eventually noon rolled around and Andre was still unhappy. You couldn’t help wondering if that was less to do with Thomas and more to do with the fact you’d only been riding rides that were more Althea-friendly. Usually when you came to the park it was with Alex and the others, so you’d stay with Althea while the others took Andre on the fast-paced rides whose very names made Althea look sick and uncomfortable.

You watched as Althea and Thomas got of their It’s a Small World boat. Thomas looked a bit annoyed. “I’m not getting that song out of my head for a week,” you heard him mutter.

“Can we go again?” Althea promptly asked, turning to look at him with her big puppy dog eyes. “Please, Mr. Thomas?”

“Let’s go!” Thomas said, all trace of annoyance gone and replaced by excitement.

“Before you go,” you said quickly, putting a hand on Thomas’s shoulder, “I wanted to ask you, would you mind taking Andre on Space Mountain and Splash Mountain? They’re his favorites but Althea’s scared of them.”

“Sure! First, though, I have to take a trip around the world with little Miss Althea. We’re having tea in France at three, you see,” Thomas told you in a falsely serious tone that made your daughter squeal with laughter.

“Oh, of course,” you said, playing along. “My apologies. Do tell King Louis XIV hello for me, won’t you?”

“The Sun King will be sure to get the message,” Thomas replied, leading Althea off to another boat.

~(*)~

The day was finally starting to draw to a close. You were holding Althea in your arms while she clutched the Cheshire Cat plush Thomas had purchased for her earlier. She yawned and rested her head on the plush, smiling kitty’s back, mumbling “Sorry, Jeffs.”

Thomas had purchased Andre a plush too- specifically one of Tramp, whose head was poking out of your backpack.

You were currently heading over to Splash Mountain where Thomas had texted you saying they would be. He’d taken Andre on most of the other rides, focusing on Big Thunder Mountain Railroad, Space Mountain, and other roller coaster type rides. Splash Mountain was the last ride of the day, mainly because Thomas didn’t think Andre wanted to wander around in cold, wet clothes for very long.

When you arrived, you were disappointed to see your plan to try and get Andre to like Thomas had clearly failed. Thomas was soaking wet and looked a bit like a sad puppy. Andre, on the other hand, was equally soaked, but had an expression on his face as if Thomas had murdered his entire family with a cucumber.

“Hey, guys,” you said, trying to sound upbeat and cheery. “Have fun?”

“Well, I did,” Thomas said, looking at Andre. “What about you, little buddy?”

Andre didn’t answer for a moment before muttering, “I hate Disneyland,” and walking over to you.

You sighed. “Andre-”

“That’s okay,” Thomas said quickly to you. “Disneyland is kinda overrated.”

You stared at him.

~(*)~

“I’m really sorry about Andre’s attitude,” you apologized after buckling the kids into their car seats. “I don’t know what’s up with him.”

“It’s fine,” Thomas replied. “I’m sure it’s just because he’s not used to me. Maybe he wasn’t in a roller coaster mood. What else does he like?”

You blinked. “Well, he likes the aquarium-”

“Great!” Thomas interrupted you. “Maybe we can try that next Saturday.”

Without waiting for you to respond, Thomas kissed you on the cheek, then tapped the glass of Althea’s window and waved goodbye to the twins before heading off to his own car.

How do y'all think y'all sound when you use a white guy’s antics to dismiss all the pocs (that fans have been begging for since the beginning of time) in this movie and positive rep and positive aspects in this movie.

And therein lies my problem with people using Jared’s edgelord ways to judge the entire movie. Is what he did cringey and unsafe? Yes! But you’re really not gonna watch a movie with so many women and POCs because of Jared Leto being Jared Leto? Maybe you just don’t care about representation at all and are trying to dismiss a movie that is so important in the CBM genre because you’re upset that the MCU is years behind. :-)

Major contemporary list!

Because it’s summer and I like to read tons of contemporaries in the summer I thought I’d do a major contemporary blogpost! It’s simple: I’ll just give you a list with contemporaries (most of them I’ve already read). You’ll find all sorts of genres: romance, drama, heart-wrecking, suspense, … Most of them are YA with some exceptions (I’ll mark the ones who aren’t YA).

I hope you guys like this kind of post and maybe spot a few contemporary novels to read this summer! Because I’ve read all the books on this list, except maybe 6 books, I’d love to give you my thoughts about some contemporaries if you need any! Just send me a message and I’ll gladly respond.

Here we go:

I wish you all the reading pleasure in the world!

Rebekka

Attachment Disorder; Part 5

Genre: Angst , Fluff, Maybe some smut?

Pairing: Reader x Jimin (BTS)

Members: J-hope , and Jungkook will show up.

Description: Being treated as a kid and growing up was awful. You were neglected and abused. As you got older, not only did you develop trust issues and anxiety, but you also had a hard time forming relationships. You go to counseling, and the counselor starts to develop feelings for you. Do you fall for him? Or are you unable to form a proper relationship with him because of your past?

Previous: Part 4, Part 3, Part 2, Part 1, Prologue

Next: Part 6

A/N: Sorry I did that to you all. Or am I? Warning(s) mentions of neglect and abuse. Cussing will be present. When reading, make sure to imagine this gif, it’ll help A LOT to picture things. (P.S) be ready to be mind fucked. 

Originally posted by ashtonxbts

“You did what?” My voice was shaky.  

“Y/N, I’m sorry. I was drunk and vacuous. I would never do anything to hurt you on purpose. Please. I’m sorry.” Jimin wouldn’t look up at me. All he could do was stare at the ground. 

“I can’t believe how stupid I actually was to trust you. I shouldn’t have agreed to go to dinner with you in the first place.” Anger poured out of those words.

“Jimin. Look at me! How do I know you are supposed to be solemnly sorry if you can’t even look at me!” I yell. 

His head slowly ascends up, with his eyes following. 

He looked bad. Like he’s been crying. He knew if he told me this, I would end it. 

“How many times do I have to say it y/n, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so so sorry that I, Park Jimin did this to you. We haven’t even been dating for 2 weeks and I have to mess everything up. Look. I don’t expect you to forgive me, I honestly fucked up, but I want you to know that I recognize that I did, but I need you in my life. I can’t imagine being with anyone else.”

“Jimin save it for someone else.” I reply shaking my head.

Honestly, I just wanted to cry.

 “I trusted you, with everything. I told you more than I have ever told anyone. Even my own dad Jimin. I can’t do this. My life is already crazily fucked up enough, I can’t afford to put my own heart on the damn line, just so you can pick at it.” 

“What do you mean you can’t do this?” Jimin’s voice was shaky. 

“Jimin what do you think it means?!” I yell.

Jimin got up from the table and started walking towards me. As much as I wanted to forgive him, I knew I couldn’t. He’d play his little game, try and win me back with his charms. 

“Don’t touch me Jimin, it’s done. We’re done.”

But Jimin didn’t listen to me. Instead, he opened my clenched up fist and placed a note in the palm of my hand. 

“Wha-what is this?” I ask.

“You know what, be done with me all you want. But read this, please don’t just throw it away. I mean after you are done reading it go ahead. I’m not giving up on you either, so if you ever need anything call me.” He then turns away, and walks towards the door. 


*Flashback to when Jimin and Yoongi went out*

“Hey Yoongs, I’ll be right back, I need to pee.” Jimin says.

Yoongi nods, and rolls his eyes in annoyance. 

Jimin always talked about you, and it not only made Yoongi jealous but it also made him infuriated. 

“Ah fuck you Jimin.” Yoongi whispers to himself.

Yoongi waits for Jimin to turn the corner to the bathroom and smirks.  He reaches into the pocket of his jeans and pulls out a small, white packet. He looks up, checking one last time to see if anyone was watching him. When the coast was clear, he tore the packet top off with his mouth. Taking one last breath he poured the white powder into Jimin’s drink. He slowly waited for the powder in his drink to disintegrate before putting the empty packet back into his jacket. 

Jimin returned 2 minutes later, totally unaware of what his “friend” had just done. 

“Cheers!” Jimin yells. 

Yoongi and Jimin click their glasses together and take a swig of their drinks. 

35 minutes later Jimin found himself drinking endless amounts of alcohol, while feeling sexually aroused.  


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“Damn you Jimin. She was the one for you. You fucked it up, she won’t ever be able to trust you again!” I yelled at myself in the mirror. 

My hands rested on each side of the sink with my head hanging low. I threw myself onto the floor of my bedroom with my knees to my chest, crying forcefully into my hands. 

“Knock Knock” Hoseok murmurs.

“Come in.” I reply hoarsely. 

“What’s been up with you lately?” Hoseok questions while bending down.

“Hoseok cut the questions, have you seriously not heard already?” 

“No, honestly I haven’t.” He replies.

“I screwed up man. I screwed up, not small either, like I big time fucked up. I cheated on y/n. I was drunk and clueless. I didn’t know what got into me. I don’t even care at this point, it’s in the past. I just want y/n back man. You have to help me.” 

“Damn, that’s going to be hard to fix Jim-”

I give him a death glare. 

“But not impossible.” Hoseok continues. 

“Thanks.” I say. 

“How about we go play video games, then later we can think about how we are going to fix this.” Hoseok suggests. 

I nod and get up from the floor.

*

I didn’t feel like talking to anyone , so I decided to stay home on this winter night. To be honest, I was heartbroken. I can’t believe Jimin could do this, yeah yeah I appreciate the honesty instead of him keeping it from me, but as of right now he was my only source of happiness. My heart aches, I miss his phone calls, his texts, his hugs, his kisses, I miss Jimin, but it was taking all of my willpower to not forgive him.

As I change into my pj’s a note falls to the floor. My eyebrows furrow together not knowing what it was at first, or why it was in my pocket. 

I bend down and grab the note. I carefully observe it before deciding to open it. 

It was from Jimin.

To Y/N:

Hey, so I’m writing this because I have to let this out. I can’t hide my feelings anymore. I feel so, so bad for never telling you how I feel about you. 

When you first walked into my office, I found myself in awe. I have never believed in love at first sight, but when I saw you that turned into something I now believe. I had to have you. You needed to be mine, I just had to figure out how to break you out of your shell.

Oh boy, did that take a while. 

Anyways, I’ve never told you how beautiful you were to me. How happy your laugh made me, how happy it made me too see you smile. The feelings you made me have and experience were delightful, almost like it was just you and me in this world. You’re my everything y/n. I need you in my life, because without you, I don’t know what I would do.

When you agreed to go out to dinner with me, I was so happy and excited to show you that it’s okay to have a friend and that you could trust me. I never wanted to hurt you and my intentions were never to actually hurt you. I hate myself, still to this day that out of my own stupidity, had sex with another girl who I didn’t even like! 

Yoongi was the one who proposed the idea of us going out in the first place. I lied to you, just to go out and drink. I should’ve stayed back and gone to dinner with you. Like we were supposed too. But out of my own foolishness and selfishness, I lied. I’m sorry. I can’t believe that I lied to you. I knew you trusted me, but now it’s broken. All because of me.

I’m sorry I was selfless, and did what Yoongi wanted to do. I should’ve stuck with the plan and told him no, and trust me after I told you no, and lied, the guilt got to me shortly after. 

I’m sorry I lied. I was an idiot to ever think I had the right to lie, especially to you. 

I’m sorry I was a douche bag and cheated on some whore. I know this is weird I’m saying this but I, I should have been the one pleasuring you. Not anybody else. 

I can’t believe I now have to live with the thought that I did any of that. It will haunt me forever. 

I love you. Although I know you don’t exchange these feelings back to me, which breaks my heart, I want you to know I do, and I’m not lying this time. 

I’m so sorry, that I did this to you. 

And no matter what I say or do to try and fix this, I won’t be able too. 

Once again, I am so sorry. 

Sincerely,

  Jimin.

A tear fell down my cheek and landed onto the paper. 

*

Jimin’s POV

I threw the controller in disbelief that I had just lost. The batteries flew out. Loosing sight of the batteries, I get up and walk to were I thought they went. I lifted up Yoongi’s jacket checking to see if they ended up underneath it, but to my surprise, a small white packet fell to the floor.

“GHB?” I question to myself. 

“Woahhhh Jiminie calm down there, its just a game.” Hoseok says while chuckling.

“Hoseok, do you think I’d ever cheat, no matter how drunk I got?” I ask.

“Honestly Jimin, no. You are to real for that shit.” He replies.

“I don’t think I would either,” I reply. 

I stand up and show Hoseok the empty packet. 

“Whats that?” He questions. 

“I don’t know, just look up what GHB is.”

Hoseok nods and pulls out his phone. His eyebrows corrugated.

“All it says is that it’s a sleep medication,” Hoseok adds.

“That can’t be it, look up the side effects.” I order. 

“ GHB can cause many serious side effects including headaches, hallucinations,dizziness, confusion, nausea, vomiting, drowsiness, agitation, diarrhea, sexual arou-” 

“Sexual arousal?” I question. 

“Yeah that’s what it says.” 

“Hoseok, I don’t think I cheated because I was naturally feeling horny, I think Yoongi drugged me.” 

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Q: Not only doesn’t Robb avenge his father, but he’s denied that big, heroic, glorious death that we’re used to in this genre if someone is bumped off. Do you have any hard feelings about the way he’s going out?
A: I mean, it’s horrible, obviously. I don’t have any bitterness to it because I think Robb Stark dying in that way is one of the best things that HBO does so beautifully and Game of Thrones does so beautifully, which is just to rip these characters’ hearts out in front of you. It’s hard, and yeah, maybe it would have been better for Robb to die gloriously on the battlefield or something else like that. But this is such a – it’s so sudden and violent and horrible. The way that I’ve tried to build Robb Stark up, and the way that the writers have done, there’s no other way we could have killed him, because he is great on the battlefield, and despite his very poor choices, he is a great leader, and I think a lot of people would stick up for him and watch his back. Even in episode nine, they try to, and get slaughtered along the way. I feel it’s a really apt death because he’s been outsmarted, and it all comes from his good heart and his trust of other people, his trust that people will do the right thing and not just destroy each other like they do.
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Richard Madden, Rolling Stone 6/2013 (X)

Robb Stark appreciation month

Day 16: Favorite quote about Robb from Richard

Aptly describing what a betrayal and tragedy the Red Wedding was, that Robb was a good intentioned person, and he did have people that would stick up for him.

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I LOVE THIS SHADOW PLAY.

The show has largely supported the notion that Utena is the heroine she is because of the influence of a Prince on a white horse, whether that’s because of some actual change in her life (as is suggested by what we now know about the night her parents died) or just his inspiration and influence. 

So when the Shadow Girls tell us that there is no such thing as a Prince on a White Horse, what are we to make of it? How reliable of narrators and commentators are they anyway? We’ve maybe been taking them for their word, but now their word runs counter to the genre’s established rules. Are they overly cynical, like Touga, demonstrated by their conviction that kind-hearted true friends are merely fantasy? Are they encouraging us to question what’s presented as not-real just as much as they’d suggest we question what’s presented as undeniably true? Or do they know something we don’t?

When A-ko asks if we can just let her have UFO’s, there’s also the suggestion that believing in these things might have desirable consequences, even if we know they don’t exist. What good comes from pretending or buying into the idea that Princes on White Horses exist? What are the risks? And what labor does it take to keep the plates UFOs spinning?