“You’re afraid to be happy” - Kakashi Hatake x Reader
Summary : Kakashi is in love with you…But pushes you away because he’s too afraid of loosing you, as every single persons he ever cared about died or left/betrayed him.
Some more love for Kakashi, because I’ve been binge watching Naruto Shippuden and I’m kind of in love with him (also, I received requests for fics about Luffy and Zorro from One Piece, and characters from FMA and more Naruto, so expect to see more anime around here), hope you’ll like it ! :
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It wasn’t often, that the famous Copy Ninja, Kakashi Hatake, talked about his feelings. Hell, it was so rare some would say he never does.
But Yamato, one of his only remaining friend, knew better.
Sometimes, when they were both very drunk, they’d talk. They wouldn’t always remember what about, but they’d talk.
About their lives. What they like, don’t like, what make them happy, what brings them down…Your name often appears on Kakashi’s lips during those times.
Like today, or rather, tonight, while Kakashi helps Yamato to walk home. Or was it Yamato that helped Kakashi ? They were kind of slumped against each other’s, walking with difficulties, cheeks red because of the alcohol.
After the scarecrow pronounced your name for the tenth time that night, Yamato finally dared to ask :
-So, you love her ?
-Who could I talk about ?
Yamato nods. Or, tries to nod, because every movement that are a bit too vigorous makes him want to throw up.
-Yes I do.
-…I am confused, Kakashi-senpai.
-What are you confused about, Tenzou ?
-Don’t call me like that please.
-Don’t call me “senpai” then. What are you confused about ?
-Well, if you’re in love with her, and she is in love with you…why don’t you two just date ?
-Because if we do, she’ll die.
-…I’m even more confused now. Maybe I’m too drunk. Or you’re too drunk.
-I’m definitely drunk, but I can still think straight.
-I don’t get it. I don’t get you. She’s obviously madly in love with you ! And she’s beautiful, kind, caring, nice, extremely funny…
-I know all of that Yamato. But I can’t.
-Because everyone I ever loved either died or betrayed me that’s why ! She has to stay away, or something will happen ! It’s simple really !