because i want to go to sleep!

hey all, i want to apologize for being a dick yesterday about the church post. there were two totally different conversations going on and i was reacting to one without being aware of the other - i had a bunch of people in my inbox shitting on me for posting a house that was converted into a church because it destroys the sanctity of christianity by letting people sleep and have sex in a “house of god” and other pearl clutchy things, and then there was a totally separate conversation about gentrification happening elsewhere in the reblogs that i wasn’t aware of. when i responded i was speaking to the 20+ messages about godliness and sin and didn’t know the home was in a black neighborhood or had been remodeled by white people. i don’t watch reblogs past my most recent post, if at all - my activity page is way too busy and i can’t keep up. i think it’s apparent from my other discussions regarding the gentrification i’m familiar with here in seattle that i am vehemently opposed to it and want to dismantle it. i’m not familiar with denver at all and wasn’t aware of the neighborhood or community politics. i’ll poke around more next time to make sure i’m not missing important context. back 2 the houses now.

aaron sitting at home like “love is a myth and robert can go fuck himself and tbh i never wanted to be married anyway i’m gonna be a free man you can’t change my mind no mum i don’t want to talk about it just let me eat my tea in peace look rob can go 👏🏼 get 👏🏼 fucked 👏🏼 for all i care which i clearly do not i am well rid” and then getting into bed and not being able to breathe because he fucking hates not sleeping next to his husband


You didn’t know how to handle me so you threw me in a hospital.

What’s happened since I came back?

Every word has become a battle.

I try to make small talk, because God knows you’d never want to hear what’s actually going on in my head.

But then you treat every word like it’s the end of the world.

You come to me in the morning saying you couldn’t sleep at night because of what I say.

I cause you pain.

So I stop talking to you, stop telling you anything at all.

But you don’t talk to anyone else.

You sit there in front of the TV and only get up to take a piss.

Ever since you realized I was broken you stopped trying to understand what I say.

Call yourself depressed and alone?

Don’t pretend to know what those words mean.

Tales of the Sleepless

So you know how when you wake up in the middle of the night and your brain is like “Let’s think about everything ever!” and it takes you an hour and a half to fall back to sleep, just in time for your alarm to go off?

Yeah, that sucks.

But I discovered the other night (4 AM, actually), when a thunderstorm was rolling in, that listening to the thunder and the rain lulled me to sleep in just a few minutes.  

So, after purchasing wireless headphones - because I flop around in my sleep and don’t want to strangle myself on my corded earbuds - I’m going to download an app to my iPad.  

Sorry about taking the long road to get to this question, but what apps do you guys like for white noise/sleep?  I don’t need to track my sleep - I couldn’t anyway because I don’t wear those Fitbit bracelet things.  I just need a good app that will give me some wind/rain/thunder/waves sounds.

Thanks, kittens.

Pillows are over-rated.

#146 in the Drabble Challenge 


Originally posted by elegantlyhepburn

I snuggled closer to Soda, if that were even possible. 

The gang was having a movie night, and the last movie was almost over. I was super thankful because I was exhausted and all I wanted to do was climb into bed with Soda and sleep.

Pony had agreed a long time ago that he’d sleep on the couch once a week when I stayed over. Darry offered to let him sleep with him, but Pony had refused. 

Once the credits finally started to roll, every started to get move around. We all said goodnight and goodbye. Darry excused himself to bed first, and not long after I gently tugged on Soda’s hand, letting him know it was time to go. 

He looked down at me and gave me my favorite smile and kissed the top of my head. Pony rolled his eyes before retreating to the bedroom to get all of his stuff.

I happily changed into one of Soda’s shirts once we got the room. I stated to lay down but stopped once I realized there was only one pillow. He laughed when I groaned and got into bed next to me.

“Come ‘ere.” He pulled me close, my head resting on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me tight.

“Pillows are overrated anyway.” He laughed. I couldn’t help but laugh too, but matter how annoyed I actually was. 

“I love you, Soda.”

“I love you more, babe.”

nonbinarydave  asked:

I just broke up with the love of my life and best friend today. I don't know what to do. I don't want him to go, he was perfect. But he lied to me about being poly as an excuse to sleep around with my consent and that's not okay. I'm genuinely dying right now I feel like I've been hit by a car.

Oh my god. I’m so so so incredibly sorry. I don’t even have any words right now because what he did is so genuinely awful. I know he obviously means a lot to you, but you honestly deserve so much better than that. And of course this won’t change how you feel or how much it hurts because only time can heal that, but I truly do believe that this will be for the best in the long run. I can’t even fathom that he would do something like that to you – it’s not fair at all. I don’t think he’s as perfect as he may have one been because you deserve someone who chooses you and doesn’t lie. I know it hurts though and I’m so sorry. I wish there was something I could do or say to make it better :(( I’m here for you though and sending much love your way. I care about you so much and know you’re worth more than what he did to you.

  • I'M SORRY IS IT JUST ME OR DOES EVERYONE ELSE'S HEART BREAK IN CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER WHEN CAP IS FIGHTING BUCKY (AKA THE WINTER SOILDER) AND HE SAYS "You know me Bucky" And Bucky looks so distraught and he yells "No I don't" like he's a child again, a small child that just wants something to go right, something to go his way, but it doesn't and he's upset about it so he lashes out into a temper tantrum. He tells Steve to shut up because he can't know/remember him he just can't. Or else he'll get punished again, and he doesn't want to get punished. He doesn't want to be hurt anymore. So he'll finish his mission, and go back to sleep until his next one. No one can hurt him then.

anonymous asked:

bonnie is so irritating in this fic. for real. she gives elena permission to do this. then she judges her for it. then she leaves, so she won't have to deal with the mess she contributed to. what is her agenda? does she want damon for herself? did she push elena to stefan so the way could be clear for her? ugh. i hope her judgy ass doesn't show up again.

I think you put way too much responsibility on Bonnie, anon. All she did in the previous section was tell Elena to go to Stefan, she didn’t make her sleep with him, she didn’t even make Elena go, Elena could’ve said you know what Bonnie, I think I’m going to go inside and if she did choose to go to the school, she didn’t have to sleep with Stefan. Elena and Stefan slept together because they wanted to, Bonnie being like you have one night to do whatever you want is really just an excuse because who is Bonnie to grant that kind of permission? She can’t grant permission for something like that, she’s not married to either of them and she’s neither of their keepers, she said something that Elena wanted to hear. And Bonnie does take responsibility for her part, she’s admits repeatedly that she’s going to have to live with the fact that she helped Elena go to Stefan. Bonnie helped Elena go to Stefan because Bonnie can’t not help Elena “live” whether it’s physically living or emotionally living but she leaves because after everything she’s done and is doing for these people, she has the right to excuse herself from the damage they’re going to create themselves. She told Elena not to tell Damon because she had her one night for closure and it’s time to move on, that’s her advice, but she knows Elena isn’t going to take it, that isn’t her responsibility.

autumnsunshine10  asked:

3, 13, 21, 27? 💜

Hey!!! 💜
Reblog that list so I can ask you or I will just text and ask you some anyway!

3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
I wish I had a cool answer but quite honestly, to be able to stop time for everyone but me. So I could read as much and sleep as much as I wanted. That would be pretty cool for me.

13. If the whole world listened to you right now, what would you say?
That is such a tough one and I was going through the list and hoping on one would ask that because I honestly don’t know. But I will think about it and get back to you for sure.

21. Do you keep a journal?
Yes! It shifts between a happiness/inspiration/food tracking/crazy dreams/dear diary sort of journal.

27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?
Okay I know this isn’t the answer asked but tomorrow I am going to watch this movie which I am hoping will impress me. Its called ‘Lipstick Under My Burkha’ and it was banned by the censor board and now finally it is out and I am so excited to see it!

Steven Universe: Prediction

I am so hyped for season 5, I want to see Lars!

When I seen Steven bring MC Bear Bear to give to Lars and said it was for him if he got scared and then I seen Lars drastically changed into a confident Captain and space pirate. “I’m loving this!”

I thought maybe at the end of the episode Lars is going to go to sleep while hugging MC Bear Bear because it’s a reminder of home.

I thought of another possibility. Maybe Lars will breakdown and tell Steven that his confidence is and act and he’s doing it for the rest of the off colors because it gives confidence and hope.

I also think that Emerald might think Lars is an off color gem. She did call him an off color and it’s possible she’s never seen a human. Maybe she thinks he’s hiding his gem, so she won’t know what he can do.

Tell me what you think might happen with Lars. Just send me an ask or repost with what you think could happen!

i want attention but just from one Specific Person but since i cant have that attention right now im going to sleep because staying awake and feeling like im shriveling up from lack of attention is transphobic

dgynork  asked:


Omg xD Thanks! ^^ My trip was gooood and I’m going back to explore the western areas of Latvia and Lithuania sometime in August, already looking forward to it! :D

It’s almost 5 am so I’m gonna get some sleep before I dive into the tags and reblog a whole bunch of posts (and probably queue them to spread them out throughout the day because I don’t want people to have to go through three pages of just my reblogs xD). Fat chance of me ever catching up with the rest of my dash tho. Oh well, I’m sure whatever new things that happened weren’t too major. :)

How Dan and Phil probably broke up #37
  • Phil: *gets Dan a whisk for Christmas*
The Gym Scene With Craig In A Nutshell
  • Craig: Do you want a protein shake bro?
  • MC: Nah bro.
  • Craig: Why bro?
  • MC: Because you're the one who gives me the strength to keep going, bro.
  • Craig: *teary eyed af* bRO.
Imagine your boss, Dean Winchester, flirting with you every time he can.

“And last but far from least-” you let a small sigh, looking at the door in case someone was coming “Mr Fury asked to see you.”

“Fury? As in Nick Fury?” Dean raised and eyebrow, his interest peaking.

“Exactly. It either has to do with the damage you and Mr Stark caused on your small trip around town or-”

Dean chuckled, leaning back in his chair “Come on (Y/n), we were drunk!”

“That does not justify it. On the contrary, it was reckless to go take his suits while being drunk.” you said with a pointed look and his smile turned into a softer one.

“You know-” he leaned forward so that he was closer to you “I love it when you care so much about me.”

“Mr Winchester.” you scolded softly, not meeting his eyes but still unable to hide a small smile from your face.

“I thought that by now we had agreed on that, sweetheart. It’s Dean.” he said, sounding a little disappointed.

“You know that can’t happen, Mr Winchester.” you mumbled, starting to place all of his files in place. Anything to keep you occupied from looking him in the eyes “I’m your assistant.”

“Well then we can arrange that. I could always fire you.” he gave you a cheeky grin as with wide eyes your head snapped to him.

“What?” you stood there frozen for a second until he started laughing at your expression.

“Just kidding. There’s no way on Earth I would fire my most trusted worker.” he shook his head “Besides, this enterprises would crumble down without you here to be honest.”

“Glad you appreciate my job then, Mr Winchester.” you chuckled with a small sigh of relief, shaking your head at your boss.

He rolled his eyes for a moment “That’s just not going to go away easily, is it?” he huffed, almost disappointed and you bit the inside of your cheek; still not looking at him.

“Wish it could.” you mumbled and saw him from the corner of your eye get up and walk towards you.

“You know it can-” you almost jumped at how close he had gotten without you realizing it, his breath only fanning over your cheek and his hand on your back “It’s all up to you.”

“Mr Winchester please-” you glanced at the door nervously “Someone might walk in. I just- I don’t want them to think I am taking advantage of-”

“Of who? Me? Sweetheart by all means, do so.” he gave you a boyish grin and you couldn’t stop a chuckle at his words, shaking your head.

“No. Of the time I spend with you. I- I worked hard to get this position.”

“I know, I saw it for myself.” he frowned slightly “That’s why you got the promotion.”

“Yeah, well if they see us like this they’re not going to think exactly that Mr Winchester. I don’t want people to assume I am here because I am sleeping with my boss.” you placed a hand on his chest, regretting it but still pushing him away. You couldn’t even dare look him in the eyes, you couldn’t take the heartbroken look on his face.

“But they don’t have to see us, if that’s the problem.” he suggested after a long pause and you frowned.


“I mean if that’s what you’re most scared of- we don’t really have to tell everyone. Let them find out on our wedding day.” he added with a wink and you couldn’t help but giggle at him.

“Mr Winchester-” you started with a small whine but you knew you didn’t have an excuse good enough. Honestly you were mostly trying to convince yourself that you couldn’t be with him than him in the first place. Besides, it was your own feelings you had been battling with mostly these days than your boss’s advances and flirty remarks.

“Come on, just give me a chance. You’ll see I’m not that bad!” he threw his arms in the air and you bit your lip.

“Mr-” you stopped yourself “Dean, I know you’re not.” you confessed looking him in the eyes “And I know that if the circumstances were different- I wouldn’t have hesitated for a second. Especially after such a surprise.” you added with a chuckle and he grinned.

“You like them?” he remembered the flowers he had sent to your apartment. One of his many attempts in getting you “Took my brother’s advice in it.”

“The flowers were amazing, really.” you admitted “But I was mostly referring to the sweets, especially the pie.”

“Well, that one was my idea actually.” he confessed, full of pride and you giggled.

“Oh I bet!” you shook your head with a laugh.

“Say-” he spoke up, a hand again being placed on your back “How about I take you out… for pie and burgers and we can make a fresh start?”

“Dean” you sighed “You’re not going to give up, are you?”

“Hell to no.” he confessed.

“May I ask you- why are you so interested in me? Up until a few months ago I was just one of the secretaries until I became your personal assistant. But still- nothing more.” you dared look him in the eyes, only to see confusion written all over his face.

“I think we’ve made it clear that you got this position because you are the only one that actually puts effort into their work. Plus, you’re the only one that knows me so well and doesn’t dress up on purpose to show off and turn me on.” he shrugged, before pressing you close to him “That happens either way.” he added and you rolled your eyes at his cheekiness.

“I’m only wearing a white blouse and pencil shirt.” you mumbled.

“As I said- too fucking hot.” he growled almost in your ear and for the first time you let him kiss your cheek without you pushing him away.

“Dean” the way his name left your lips was definitely something you weren’t planning on.

Dean grinned widely “See? Already getting there-” he licked his lips “Do you really want to know why I am so interested in you?” he said in a low rough voice “Because you’re special. Because every morning you have walked in my office, hair a mess, no make up on and clothes a little a little wrinkled with a few buttons undone-” he paused for a moment, his eyes roaming your body “I can only think of how gorgeous you look, and how I’d love to see this sight every fucking morning. Especially after an intense night of-” he paused grinning up at you, only to see a hint of red on your cheeks.

“Gosh I would so love that.” he breathed out huskily, his breath tingling your lips as his face stood only a few inches away from yours.

“I’m- I’m not that-”

“I swear to god, if you complete that sentence I am just going to grab you and prove you wrong right here and now in any way you can imagine.” he said with a slight growl and you swallowed the lump in your throat, feeling yourself shiver when his hands started traveling. You couldn’t deny you liked it a little too much.

“Do you even know the things you do to me when you lean over my desk?” he whispered, resting his forehead on the side of your head; his lips brushing past your ear “With those tight, black skirts. I’ve had such a fucking hard time concentrating during meetings just because of you. You don’t even have to touch me, hell not even say something and I know I am a goner. I can’t think straight when you are in the same room. And gosh, you’re not even doing it on purpose. You’re so clueless.” he grinned “So adorably clueless.”

“Mr Winchester” you whispered, fisting his suit jacket in your hand.

“And the way you say that- I hated it so much at first, it felt like you put a wall between us. I still do but at the same time-it sounds so innocent, so unintentional that you can’t realize how cute and hot it sounds at the same time.” he chuckled and you bit your lip.

“And as if all of that is not enough you- you are such an amazing woman. You actually listen to me when I need it, you try to understand me and you- you love rock too. You listen to me ramble about my car when my own brother always tries to make me shut up when I do. You actually know so much about me, every side of me, that no other woman I’ve been with has ever known. And that’s only because you are the one interested.”

“I can’t help it you know.” you whispered, looking at him through your eyelashes.

“I know. Trust me baby, I know.” he breathed out, cupping your face and before you had the time to react he crashed his lips to yours.

The cult ending isn’t canon. It was something that had to be datamined, which means it was either content that was decided against being put in the game (thus, not canon, because they changed their minds), or it’s something for future DLC (Halloween, anyone?), which could also very well mean it isn’t canon if it is just a spooky story type DLC.

The good ending for Joseph is glitched because of one of Mary’s final interactions. You’re supposed to walk her home and talk with her. Their marriage is failing, and she’s already been cheating on him. Even if she didn’t sleep with the men she flirted with, it’s still cheating. It’s not okay. Things are all going wrong. Their marriage can’t work because neither of them are happy. They need a good ending.

On that note…Please, can we have some wholesome Joseph stuff? I wanted to play a lighthearted gay dating sim (as a gay man, it’s really fucking upsetting that I can’t even have that) and all I’m getting is hate towards this character, hate against the people who romance this character, and creepy cult shit. I just want to look at my cute boy in the way the game intended. Something light hearted, sweet, sometimes sexy. I want wholesome Joseph stuff. Can we please pull away from this toxicity?

It’s not canon, the game is glitched, we need more information before we can officially shit on this character and the people trying to date him. Can you just give a gay boi his gay boi?

Dating Shawn Mendes - Headcannons

dating shawn mendes would include:

  • singing to you when you can’t sleep
  • 80% of his songs being about you
  • watching him work out
  • when he doesn’t have to get up early, u can bet you’re staying in bed with him the wHoLE morning
  • trying to cook something as simple as pasta but somehow burning it??
  • bLoWinG kiSsES aT YOu annd vise versa
  • ranting to you about how canada is so much better than any other country
  • trying to teach you how to play guitar
  • when he’s really tired he becomes a koala
  • head in your neck ((if u have a ticklish neck this will be hell for u))
  • his hair would kind of be across the bottom of your cheeks and in your neck and just kind of everywhere but its like REALLY ok bc his hair can stop wars
  • his lips would press to your neck during these cuddling sessions
  • his long eyelashes laying on his cheeks
  • his hair would be curlier and messier than normal
  • his skin would be kind of hot too like not warm but burning
  • he wouldn’t let u go while your sleeping either
  • he would groan if u had to leave
  • hIS GrOGGy aSS vOiCE
  • after like a month of dating and spending a lot of time together he would want you to meet his family bc they mean a lot to him but so do u and he is so proud to have found someone like u awwww
  • before he kisses you his BIG ASS HANDs would hold you face or your cheeks
  • i feel like he’s the jealous type
  • and because he’s a leo,,, he wants to be the ‘dominant’ one in the relationship whatever tf that means
  • tracing his tattoos oH LORd
  • homeboy can’t keep his hands to himself when he’s in the mod ;)
  • your friends would send him videos of u singing his songs and he would have THE MOST smug smile on his face
  • bc his gf/bf is whipped for him
  • jk
  • no probs
  • when he comes home y’all are attached at the hip for the first three days
  • telling u all the places he wants to take u some day
  • he’d be a boyfriend that would get u a promise ring bc he’s still pretty young and i feel like getting married would be;; responsible and he still wants to be young and reckless with you
  • bc he’s a giant he would sweep u off your feet a lot and carry u around no matter what size you are
  • when stuff gets intense ;) his eyes would b SUPER wide and kind of innocent looking oh lord help me after i write these
  • and his lips would pinker than normal and swollen
  • he’d breathing heavy fuehwijdks
  • his hair would be scattered in all different directions
  • god he’s a sight to look at
  • he would send u funny videos of himself when he’s on tour and away from u
  • screaming lyrics in his jeep
  • dancing together in the kitchen, bedroom, stage, bus, hotel, or anywhere really at like 2 AM
  • he would be so good to you and everyone could see that
  • and he would love you so much
  • he’s just not human and i love my baby boy ok bye this was really long,, you’re welcome…

Request: “peter parker smut where the reader is either the daughter of an avenger or maybe just an avenger or something but she lives in the avengers compound (let’s just say peter decided to take tony up on his offer) and she’s dating peter and he sneaks into her room and just as they’re about to start round 2 one of the avengers catches them”

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Word Count: 1.7k

Warnings: SMUTTT

“Good job team.” Tony gave a forced smile before quickly retreating to get a drink.

You looked to Peter, who was still heaving with bloody tears in his suit. You pulled him by the arm wordlessly to your room, sitting him down while you retrieved your first aid kit. He was still a little dazed from the fight, but as you pulled out a clean needle he gave you an adorable smile.

“If you say ‘this isn’t going to hurt’ I’m going to-“

“Kill me?” You smirked. Peter huffed a laugh, leaning back as you started stitching his wounds.

“You know, I think we’re too good for each other sometimes. We can barely get out a sentence without the other knowing how it’ll end.” You shook your head with a rogue smile. “We’re becoming a gross, sappy couple. I hate it.”

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Bts reaction to you using the safe word

Request: Bts reaction to hearing you say the safe word during rough sex with them

Genre: smut/angst

A/N: I am so happy my ask box isn’t dusty anymore


When you said it Jin got hella scared. He’ll stop right away, clean you up without saying anything, then cuddle you repeating only “I’m sorry, my love.”

Originally posted by jjilljj


Will get scared of himself. Because when he actually stopped he saw you were crying and you were begging him. He never ever wanted to hurt you, but he let the beast inside him take the wheel and now he did that. After he stopped dressed you, kissed you and said sorry, he’ll excuse himself to go sleep on the couch because he felt guilty. You let him, but once he was asleep, you put all your efforts in getting to the couch and cuddle his scared form.

Originally posted by mvssmedia


He knew he went too far. Namjoon didn’t knew your boundries so when you shouted out the word, he got surprised and after that guilty for not knowing your limits. After this situation you two put clear boundries on what you can and can’t go trough.

Originally posted by daeguboy


He’ll feel bitter for the next few days, sorry for what he did. He’ll try to keep his distance from you, thinking what he should do from now on, because that was the first time he let out frustration in that way and it didn’t end well for you and you were his temple.

Originally posted by jjeonguk


Jiminie will cuddle you like a teddy bear the weeks after the accident. He’ll blame himself all the time, while you asured him everything is okay remembering the tears that threaten to leave his eyes when he heard you crying in pain.

Originally posted by yourpinkpill


Tae would be speechless. He never thought you’ll use The word. He’ll forget about himself, only thinking about you, he’ll ask you constantly about how you feel what you need, how he can help. Tae didn’t mean it and you knew it. Of course you forgave him, you weren’t mad at him in the first place.

Originally posted by toughchim


Jungkookie honestly got so scared for you and what he did. For the next few days he made sure to occupy himself with work so he won’t feel the guilt and self-anger,but he did, so he came home, kissed you so much, repeating “Sorry’

Originally posted by sugutie

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