So I finally got around to watching Jacks play through of Far From Noise…
I didn’t watch it initially because I was going through some stuff and didn’t think it would be good for me, but I was wrong, what an amazing beautiful game..
That was so relaxing just the beautiful art style and the contemplation of life it just wow
I’ve been through some shit and there’s been times in my life when I was ready and tried to end it all but I’m so glad I’m here now. I’m in a better place with better people around me and I’m actually getting better and I never ever thought I would, ever.
I dropped out of University in my first year because I didn’t think I was good enough at it, because I didn’t think that career would work with a person who was (but isn’t now) in my life and I completely broke down about it and spent a month straight pretty much drunk the whole time because I didn’t know what to do with my life. But then I found the university and course I am on now and I’m half way through my 2nd year and I’m actually doing well at it. I still don’t know exactly what I want to do but it is a broad subject area so I know I have so many options at the end of it.
At the end of the day I’m just so glad to be alive. I could easily have not made it to this point if some things had gone differently, but I am here and I am going to make the most of what I have and I am going to do it for me and do what it best for me, and everything that happened and that will happen has been for a reason.
Thank you jack for being a safe and relaxing place for me to come too, your content means the world to me @therealjacksepticeye