because i refuse to believe she's not coming back

Kremlin Annihilation Week: Day 3 - Take 2

Okay, with less bitterness this time.

I know everyone’s gonna say 2x13 because it is legitimately the worst. So I’ll just start with 2x12 and explain why I think they are all The Literal Worst.

2x12: Kremlins like to point at this episode and say that it’s a really good representation of how good Man-Hell is because he doesn’t force Kara to return his feelings after he rejects her. Well, I reject that notion. Here’s my reasons why.
- Comes back to CatCo to ask out her co-workers, the same one he was so easily able to manipulate before and makes sure Kara sees him and knows why he’s there (”Well, you rejected me so I’m moving on”). This is what? A day after he confessed his feelings? Yeah, no, he’s not trying to move on. He’s trying to make Kara jealous, it’s a pretty classic move on the part of every fuckboy everywhere.
- Proceeds to spend the entire date he takes Eve on talking about Kara, ensuring that Kara hears about that the next day and thus has to hear yet again how he feels about her and that he’s CONSTANTLY thinking about her. That’s not stalker-ish at all.
- The club soda thing? Same idea. He never drinks club soda before or after this episode (that they show us) and if he does, it’s certainly not exclusively club soda and not for a week straight. So he intentionally does it to get Kara’s attention. Why would he be doing that after he seems to say it’s okay that she doesn’t like him back? Well, to remind her that he’s there and CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT HER AGAIN! And, again, the information is passed to her through a third party, so the emotional manipulation is subtle and can’t really be traced back to him as intentional.

2x14: Skipping 2x13 cuz the things there are obvious and everyone else will say them (has said them). This is supposed to be the beginning of their “star-crossed” relationship and it isn’t off to a good start.
- When she brings him flowers and coffee in the morning, he just sort-of stares at them and says it was “gentlemanly” of her to do so (rigid gender roles much?) and then dumps the flowers in a lamp shade (DO NOT TELL ME IT WAS A STUPID CULTURAL ERROR KREMLINS, HE KNOWS THAT’S NOT WHERE FLOWERS GO, THERE IS A 100000% CHANCE THEY HAD FUCKING VASES ON DAXAM) with zero consideration. Very kind and gracious.
- He tells Kara he wished he had been able to wake up with her even though he knows that she was out doing superhero stuff and getting him flowers and coffee and literally shows up like within a minute of him waking up. He needs to stop trying to get her to be ashamed of being a superhero, I swear to god. Being a hero is not about being selfish.
- There’s the obvious breaking his promise to her to keep their relationship quiet and then announcing it to the ENTIRE DEO and then never apologizing for it.
- Pulling her aside while she is happy to tell her his suspicions about Jeremiah being a traitor. Dude, let her be happy. This is her dad. Don’t try to spoil this reunion, it’s literally something they’ve been working toward for almost a year now. If you have suspicions, take them to someone else, someone like Winn who doesn’t have an emotional connection to Jeremiah. But honestly? Don’t say anything at all until you have valid proof, demon boy. It’s literally just you being paranoid and trying to isolate Kara from her family with your “suspicions.” 
- Again, the breaking of the promise to give Jeremiah the benefit of the doubt and then confronting him at the family dinner. Intentionally. Out of… jealousy? Again? Since he was getting all weird about Jeremiah being allowed back to the DEO so quickly even though they kept a much closer watch on him? Was that seriously his motivation in this scene? Fuckwad.
- That half-assed apology after Kara calls him out on him not listening to her (for the second episode in a row). Also, asking for her forgiveness for it immediately, despite having done literally nothing to earn it yet.
- Getting Winn to help him FIND evidence against Jeremiah and spy on him. Without telling anyone else, including J’onn, the head of the DEO. Granted, that sort-of helped since they were able to catch him doing the download thing, but like… why didn’t they LOOK at the download thing before they decided to bring it to Kara AGAIN? They’re able to do so in just the next scene, so why force Kara onto their side before they have any ACTUAL evidence from the data Jeremiah downloaded? Jesus Fucking Christ, these people are idiots.
- Having to go to Winn to ask what he should do to be a better boyfriend (no, he does not get brownie points for recognizing he’s been a bad boyfriend, kremlins). Needing the only other straight white guy on the show to tell him what Kara’s been telling him since 2x13 that she needs. Literally needing to be told that he should be listening to his girlfriend.
- ONLY being kind and attentive to Kara after he has been proven RIGHT and she is in an extremely vulnerable state, emotionally. She is in a more “submissive” position now and he can be in the more traditionally “dominant” role that he is clearly more comfortable with. Rigid gender roles again anyone?

2x15: Thankfully he wasn’t in this much, but what was in it was still bad. Here’s why.
- Not listening to why Kara is hesitating over posting the blog article and thus losing her job. Didn’t we just have two episodes about him listening to Kara and what she needs? No? Oh, well, must’ve just been my imagination.
- Pushing Kara to make a decision that will lose her her job, the one place where she can go without him following her. Intentionally pushing her to isolate herself more so she has to spend more time with him and pretending it’s support.
- Showing up to presumably cheer her up with food he has already started eating.
- Not being sympathetic at all when he comes back and she’s upset over losing her job. Telling her that she can just get another job. Not apologizing for his part in pushing her into the decision that led to her losing her job. Not apologizing for not listening to why she loves her job and didn’t want to lose it BEFORE he pushed her into doing something that would cost her her job.
- Kara saying that Supergirl is not part of “who she is” but only “what she can do.” “What she can do” as Supergirl is only doable because she’s a Kryptonian. Those powers, and her identity as Supergirl, are one of her last links to her Kryptonian heritage, a link she will always have with her, unlike Clark or her mother’s hologram or even the Fortress of Solitude. Her powers are A PART OF HER and thus, so is Supergirl. Supergirl is Kara Zor-El. Reporter at CatCo is Kara Danvers.
- Kara saying that being Supergirl and having Wonder Bread would be enough for her. If we go by what the narrative says, that Supergirl ISN’T truly who she is, and she’s lost the one thing that she pinned her real identity to (her job), then she has now just declared that her entire identity is as HIS girlfriend. She no longer exists without Man-Ew because without him, she has nothing, if we go by the narrative.

2x16: Some pretty obvious stuff here, so I’ll keep this one brief.
- I don’t believe for a second he didn’t recognize Rhea’s voice or the ship which means he allowed Kara to go into battle against that ship likely knowing she wouldn’t win because he didn’t tell her pertinent information (this is a pattern, isn’t it? It’s the same shit he pulled in 2x13 when giving her all of the information didn’t get him what he wanted). 
- Refusing to tell Kara the truth about his identity and why the Daxamites were here. Clearly intending to go to his parents and tell them off and come back without anyone being the wiser and coming up with some sort of lie as to why they wanted him.
- Calling himself a “hero of Earth” as if he gives a shit about Earth and humanity in general. As if he has in any way earned the right to call himself a hero at all. Period.
- Not actually speaking out against slavery and leaving that to Kara. Oh, yeah. He’s changed just because he said “Daxam was never great.” I totally believe it.
- “This is the point in the movie where the girl forgives the guy for whatever dumb stuff he’s done.” This is his first scene since Kara sort-of broke up with him, so he obviously has done nothing to EARN forgiveness yet.
- Trespassing into Kara’s home without breaking anything after she asks for space.
- Telling her that he has to tell her some things before he loses her forever even though he has no plans of leaving for Daxam which is the only way this entire scene could have been even remotely acceptable. 
- Claiming that he wants to be a hero so he can spend every day by her side (newsflash: that’s not herosim, that’s just selfish and the opposite of what being a hero is about).
- Choosing not to go back to Daxam when he has the opportunity to amend some of the mistakes he made while he was the Prince.

Crossover Musical: Again, mostly obvious stuff.
- Why is he there instead of Alex? Makes no sense.
- Lying about his relationship status with Kara while she is unconscious. Shushing J’onn when he tries to correct Musty-Eh, even though J’onn is his superior officer. Total lack of respect for authority? Still check. But he’s totally changed for Kara.
- Kissing Kara while she is unconscious and cannot consent.
- Not sounding even slightly worried about Kara when he sees she is dying in the musical world.
- Somehow this kiss WORKS? I know he SAID he loves her and all, but I’m not sure he knows HOW to love. Clearly he didn’t get good examples from his parents and he certainly doesn’t treat Kara like he loves her, so the kiss absolutely should have failed and J’onn should have pushed him out of the way and done it himself, kissing Kara on the forehead just seconds before she passes away. Or Alex should have been there. Hell, I’d have even accepted Barry asking Cisco to send him back in after he comes to and realizes it didn’t work and giving Kara a forehead kiss of friendship (or on the hand or something).
- Somehow Kara forgives him despite him literally STILL doing nothing to earn it despite kissing her while she is unconscious because some lunatic told him he should.
- Kermil being paralleled to WestAllen, a healthy interracial relationship, despite the only reason karahell even existing is because the show BROKE UP a healthy interracial relationship for racism.

2x17: I am so tired of this, but it’s the last one, so it’s almost over.
- Butting in with his opinion when Alex and J’onn are trying to convince Kara to stand down as if he is offended no one asked him for an opinion even though he literally has nothing to add to the conversation except, “Yeah, what they said.”
- BONUS: He is not included in the shot when J’onn says, “Those of us who care about you.”
- Suggesting running away to another planet as a viable solution, despite that meaning that Kara would be leaving behind her family and friends, her job, and her home. Not even suggesting that they take Alex with them or any of her family and friends. Or that just Kara go by herself until the situation can be handled. He wants it to be just the two of them. And we’re back to the isolation.
- When that doesn’t work, he calls her heroism annoying. Back to thinking herosim is about being selfish, not selfLESS. Also, insults towards Kara’s passions. That line typically goes, “That’s what I LOVE MOST about you.” But he doesn’t love her. So. 

Anyway, that’s my worst episodes list. 

anonymous asked:

Lololol what if a guest at the RFA party could perform black magic and turned MC into a cat! How would the RFA react to fluffy kitty MC!?!?

This one is actually super interesting because if you go with the stereotypes of black magic (I.e that it is only used to do harm and ill will), the guest probably turned them for some pretty malicious reasons and the only direction my brain went was MALEFICENT

so yeah, long story short, I’m rolling with the scenario in mind that the guest wasn’t invited, thinks they should have been, MC is turned into a little cat and then the guest disappears

Zen and Jaehee are completely unimpressed by this. They are the only ones who treat it as more than a mild inconvenience. Everyone else would be like “what a cute kitty tho” and “well it could have been worse!” and these two are in the corner like…B|.

Jaehee probably ends up taking care of cat!MC in the end, since regardless of route everyone either tries to foist MC off on Jumin or (Zen) refuses to allow Jumin to take care of them, which makes Jaehee a logical choice. Jaehee would also take time out to research how to reverse what has happened, perhaps by looking up other magic experts??. For the first few days, Jaehee absolutely gets annoyed at the idea of cat!MC and outwardly complains about whatever feline stuff they do, only to realise that she did so in front of poor MC and apologise moments later. It’s not their fault their claws are scratchy and they’re shedding. She gets into the habit of talking to MC like they’re still a person and opens up quite a lot because they can’t talk back. This actually gives her more positive feelings towards cats, I think.

Zen will try and look after MC if it’s his route, but his allergies will make it impossible! He’ll end up on a course of antihistamines and pass MC onto Jaehee. Otherwise, he’ll pretty much be like NOPE and refuse to come within five yards. (He will reassure them that it’s nothing personal once they’re human again, and best believe that it’s Zen who does most of the leg work in finding someone to turn them back).

Jumin and Seven would conversely be the most enthusiastic about this sequence of events. They’d need reminding that…actually…this is a curse and meant to cause havoc. Maybe the guest who did it is even confused by their enthusiasm. MC definitely is, but MC is a cat and confused about basically everything so

Jumin would offer to take responsibility for MC the cat right away since he has resources and the only other person actually offering to take them in is Seven. He’d pass them onto Jaehee, though, since it would get weird. He already has Elizabeth and already projects personhood onto her, so to have MC around as a cat would really push it. There would be moments when he invites Michelin star chefs over and the chef kind of has to ignore the fact that MC!cat is sitting opposite Jumin with a bib and everything and Elizabeth is very blatantly jealous on the other side of the room, leaving Jumin like “Look, we’ve discussed this, you can have your turn tomorrow-” “MRAOW” “MC, I’m sure she doesn’t mean it-” “MRAOW”. If it’s his route, he’d tell them afterwards that they were the picture of refinement, even if at some point he was witness to them coughing up a hairball. Also, Jumin funds Seven and Jaehee’s research efforts.

Seven would offer to take MC in but everyone would act like they didn’t hear him. He spends the next few days trying to break into Jumin’s apartment (or Jaehee’s) to cuddle with MC, all while finding out more about the guest that cursed them. He Skypes with MC a lot while they’re a cat if it’s his route (and it brings him loads of joy, since he thinks of himself as a cat in some phone calls in the game) and when the curse is broken he gifts them a pair of necomimi ears as a joke

Yoosung would be a ball of nerves. He’d be worried about the fact that MC is a cat. He’d be worried that everyone else is so worried about MC being a cat. He’d mostly try and keep the peace; offering to help Zen and Seven look up the hacker and bringing catnip to whoever is looking after MC. He possibly wouldn’t offer to look after them unless it was his own route because other people have more experience (and even then probably be overruled). If it is his route then he won’t sleep for days and might even skip class to hang out with MC. He’ll feel conscious of the fact that they might get lonely and he is limited in how much he can do to help.

V is the one who makes the WORST cat related puns and no one picks up on it.  “V called. He said you should think positively.” “V called again. He thinks we should refer you to a specialist.”

@leonhardtannie replied to your post “One thing I thought was interesting about this new chapter was that…”

I don’t disagree with this, but I also think it would be funny if Annie just had a resting bitch face.

I would relate, considering I have a resting bitch face. No, I’m kidding. I have some moments, and I’m sure Annie had those moments where her face muscles moved to express an emotion that isn’t disgust by how stupid everyone around her was (this is a joke before anyone attacks me). The emphasis here was on the atmosphere of the memory, though. It’s supposed to be a happy flashback that Reiner had of his friends being happy, but Annie didn’t look so involved in that supposedly happy moment.

I’m sure there were times where Annie smiled because people complimented her techniques

or times she spoke fondly of the people she admired

times where she cried because she missed her father.

Or maybe she didn’t. Maybe that’s what makes the time she spent in Paradis so special, because people there looked up to her, thought she was unique, saw her as a human being, and refused to believe she could be a monster threatening their safety.

Maybe because she discovered the similarities between the government there and the one in Marley, and it made her realize that’s what makes them humans, too, because corruption runs everywhere, and the world wouldn’t be the same without that. Maybe because some of the people there weren’t so afraid to chase after freedom, even in a corrupt government. People she thinks are stupid, but she admires them because they’re so special and she’s not.

Maybe I’m just trying to hurt myself even more by thinking about this. Maybe I just want Annie to come back already for the love of everything that’s good @isayama 

Break Me (3/?)

Summary: Y/N has been noticing a shift in her relationship with Bucky. A confrontation sets off a chain reaction nobody could see coming.

Relationship/Characters: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: Angst & Heartbreak. Bucky being kind of a jerk :/ My crappy writing. This was unbeta’d so all mistakes are my own. IDK if this is technically considered a spoiler, but the next couple chapters will shift to something of a mix between Bucky’s p.o.v. & third person omniscient p.o.v. Make of it what you will ;)

A/N: This is for @sexylibrarian1.  

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Masterlist

Originally posted by sibirr

Chapter 3

“On your left!” Sam called out, taking out the super aiming his rifle at Steve. 

“Damn it Bird Boy, I had that!” Bucky groaned, his anger vibrating through the comms. 

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Everytime godsdamned time...
  • Me: *reading a new Arthurian book*
  • Me: *isn't focused for one page or two but doesn't need to read back because I've read so many I know exactly what has probably happened*
  • Also me: Okay good, Igraine has managed to escape Uther. Now I hope she and her husband can make it safely. I'm sure they can resist Uther's attack on the castle!
  • Me later: Oh my god I can't believe the lords and Kings don't want to recognize Arthur as their king! How come?
  • Me even later: Lancelot is trying to seduce Guinevere! Come on, Guinevere, be loyal...! Yes, she has refused him! Keep going like that and everything will be fine! Now there's no risk she'll enventually say yes!
  • Still me: Mmmm... I hope this Mordred fellow is nto going to cause too much trouble. Oh, well, what's the worst he could do anyway?
  • Me at the end, as Arthur is dying: He's not actually going to die - the author just wants to create some suspense! He's the main character, he can't die.
  • Me, closing the book: ...
  • Me: *close my eyes*
  • Me: Gods i'm a fcking idiot...
In Her Honor

series: khr
tags: gen, wip, one-sided K27
summary: Tsuna was born a girl. 
notes: I could give you a full essay rant on the way genderbent Tsuna is potrayed in fanfic

Sawada Tsunayoshi is born a girl and although he is briefly disappointed, Iemitsu is mostly relieved. A daughter to dote on, he thinks. Far away from blood and mafia. Pure and innocent. His child.

“My little darling,“ he coos to the baby. “My tiny, itty-bitty tuna fish!”

The nurse in charge of writing the birth certificates hesitates over her name. Tsunayoshi, she mouths, brows furrowed and uncertain. This is a little scandalous, isn’t it? Out loud, she asks the couple if they are sure. After a minute of their reply, she writes the characters down, slowly and carefully.

The ink is barely dry when Iemitsu leaves for Italy.

Nana smiles distantly and thinks about nursery room colors and spinning mobiles.

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I know that Steroline’s wedding is meant to lure/anger Katherine but I still find it really disturbing that 1) they’re making Katherine sound like a crazy exgirlfriend 2) Caroline is wearing her neckace.

1) Katherine was more than that. She was a victim of abuse. Abuse from her family, abuse from Klaus and eventually abuse from Damon. This woman never had a moment of genuine happiness. My theory is that she fell in love with Stefan because he showed her the kindness, the warmth and softness no one else gave her. He was the purity she needed (coming from a Kalijah shipper).

She was not just a victim though, she was a survivor. A strong, brave women who continued to fight and live her life. A woman who unlike so many of the TVD females didn’t need someone to save her life. She was independent and wasn’t afraid to speak her mind and express herself. Someone who didn’t care what people said about her sex life. Someone who was smart and witty.

She had a life outside of Stefan. She had a daughter. I refuse to believe that Katherine is only coming back to avenge her own death and be a crazy ex girlfriend, when she had to watch her own daughter die because our “heroes” used her as bait.

2) what the hell? It’s not smart, it’s not clever. It’s not a good aspect of their plan. It’s petty. Completely and utterly petty. If this is a real wedding, why the fuck would Stefan want Katherine shoved in his face when he said his vows? The whole thing is just childish. I don’t even think that would anger Katherine, I think that would just make her roll her eyes and make jokes. I must of missed something too, because how did they get necklace? Katherine wore it in the twenties or has Plec forgotten everything that previously happened on the Vampire Diaries.

I really miss the old Caroline.

I really wish they wouldn’t insult Katharine’s character.

At least Steroline brought back Katherine…I guess their relationship had to do something, you know…besides ruining one of the best friendships on the show.

I truly wonder how things will go when Allen and Neah reach the Campbell mansion.

Will Neah be in control? Can Allen regain it? Which one of them will meet Katerina? How will Katerina react?

If she meets Neah will she know or Neah will tell him he is parasitizing and killing an innocent teenager to come back? Will she be glad to see him? Will she hug him and cry in joy that she has her baby back? Will she be burdened with guilt? Will Katerina refuse to believe it because she can’t bear the thought that Neah killed a child? Will she be angry at him? Will she slap him saying she’s disappointed in him? Will she push Neah into finding an alternative way to return from the dead?

If she meets Allen will she know Neah is in him, eroding him? Will she take in Allen as a poor traveler for the night? Will she believe that he’s on the third side? If she knows or learns that her son is killing Allen what will she do? Will she profusely apologize to Allen for putting him through this? Will she beg him to give her back her son?

Seeing her in pain, will Allen give Neah the reigns and risk being englufed again and disappear so that mother and child can reunite?

My sister and I have been talking about this post and we’ve decided that

  • the orphan that Gil adopts is a little girl who he decides to name Giselle
    • Bang: It was a ballet I saw.* Ballet is girly, right? She needs a girly name?
      Gil: She’s a girl???? So I guess????
    • *the only reason Bang saw it was because she heard it was about dead people; Gil does not know this
  • She’s one of those kids who refuses to talk until she’s four and capable of stringing a full sentence together, and afterwards turns into the most stoic six year old you’ve ever seen in your life.
    • Gil: [mournfully, while Bang laughs in the background] She’s gonna be a spark, and then nobody’s gonna believe she isn’t mine.
    • (spoiler alert: this is exactly what happens)
  • When Gil comes back to Castle Wulfenbach, he takes a detour to the school, hands her to Madame Von Pinn, and leaves. Giselle tells them her name and compliments Von Pinn’s sharp teeth and refuses to say anything else.
  • Theo is like the only person on the entire ship who believes Giselle isn’t actually Gil’s, because “of course you would manage to find the only orphan in all of Paris that’s actually white.”
  • Klaus believes that Giselle isn’t Gil’s but doesn’t care what people think because letting the 50 families think his illegitimate granddaughter is legally in the line of succession is hilarious
  • Bang is Giselle’s godmother, because she was there, Colette said no, and Gil hadn’t slept in two weeks and had lost all semblance of common sense

EDIT: I somehow COMPLETELY FORGOT to add that Giselle calls Bang “Tantie Bang-Bang”

anonymous asked:

I'm not saying that Lara shouldn't be morally ambiguous character, she totally should be. I love villains more than i love heroes but i believe classic Lara should have some moral lines too. She just doesn't have none, that make her look like pure evil and antagonistic. And characters don't need to have nice families to be good characters. Hell, my own mother was a wreck of a woman, she still is. And i'm not saying being sex icon is a bad thing. It's bad if you use it accomplish your goals.

She doesn’t have moral lines.

She is pure evil and antagonistic.

My eyes are bleeding. I will take some of my time to give you some scenes where she is sooooooooooooo evil:

Oh Lara! How you dare to save your friend Jean? That is so antagonistic.

This kiss to her mentor is so evil that I want to cry.

Kurtis was supposed to take care of Echkardt. Not Lara. She knows it but she is so selfish…

She is going to die but she is happy because her mentor is finally free. I don’t know if this is selfish or antagonistic.

She helped him. She doesn’t want to leave the submarine without him. Again, how selfish, right?

Oh look! Lara has given the Obscura Painting to Eckhardt just to bring back Kurtis. Okay, this is the most selfish action she has done in all TRs. I’m done.

Lara is coming back for Kurtis, once again. And she goes after him instead of going home.

She refuses to believe Karel and trust him.

To sum up, she is so selfish that the last thing she did was going after her friend and partner.

X- men pref. Hamilton Songs.

Originally posted by eavensmusings

I know my sister like I know my own mind
You will never find anyone as trusting or as kind
If I tell her that I love him she’d be silently resigned
He’d be mine
She would say, “I’m fine”
She’d be lying!

You forced a smile as you saw Scott kiss your sister, Jean, as she walked out of her class. It was hard being in love with your sisters boyfriend. Well, it was your fault that you were in this position that you just happened to be in. 

You met him a few months ago, he was new and a big flirt. After a few attempts of flirting with you, you introduced him to your sister Jean, knowing that it would be a chance to escape the horrible pick up lines. 

But after you got to know him more, you couldn’t deny your feelings for him. But he was already with Jean. 

You knew that you would just have to suck it up. You knew Jean better than anyone else, you knew what she struggled with, how kind and trusting she was. You knew with out a doubt that Jean would break up with Scott for you, but you couldn’t let her. It would crush your sister to give him up, to know that she’s too nice to say no. 

So you kept your emotions under control. At least my dear Jean is his. 

- Satisfied.


Originally posted by magnetosmind

An immigrant you know and love who’s unafraid to step in!
He’s constantly confusin’, confoundin’ the British henchmen
Ev’ryone give it up for America’s favorite fighting Frenchman!

You weren’t a mutant. Just a plan old human with combat skills better than the Avengers put together. No one knew of this of course, to the whole school and your boyfriend Peter, all they knew that you were a big deal and they don’t know why. 

“Mon amour,” You spoke to your boyfriend in your native language. “Stay safe.” With a simple kiss on the cheek, he sped off, ready to go on another mission with the X-Men. 

A few days later, you had been assigned to go on a mission, kill a few people who were working for HYDRA. The fight was easy, shoot a few guys, snap some necks with your thighs, the usual. It was almost amusing how easily they were to take down. 

“Y/N?” You heard a voice say, you turn around to lock eyes with your boyfriend. The moment of silence between you was odd, Peter was staring at the bodies with wide eyes. “Damn.”

- Guns and Ships


Originally posted by claracivry

Let me tell you what I wish I’d known
When I was young and dreamed of glory:
You have no control:
Who lives, who dies, who tells your story

To Kurt it wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair that the girl he loved, the girl who had the purest heart in the world had to die. Ever since your death, Kurt had been a mess. He locked himself in his room, refusing to see or talk to anyone. The only time anyone had seen him was at your funeral. 

“You know I use to believe that if you were good, good would happen.” Kurt told Scott, after he broke the door off. “I use to pray twice every day, go to church, help when needed. And I came her and met Y/N, and I thought ‘this is my good coming back’ because she was the most amazing person I have ever met.

And now she’s dead. She was so kind. Always letting go before her, giving away when she had none. All to die so soon. I find myself laying down at night, thinking why. Why her? She did nothing wrong. Why do bad things keep on happening to the best people?”

- History has its eyes on you


Originally posted by evanpetersxsophieturner


Oh, am I talkin’ too loud?
Sometimes I get over excited, shoot off at the mouth
I never had a group of friends before

You were Jean’s first girlfriend, first friend, first person to make her feel valid. You found it cute as she rambled, going on and on about she read a bullshit article in the news paper. 

“I mean did they even check their facts!” She exclaimed, her voice raising a bit. “Shit!” She yelled, realizing her voice was getting louder, before apologizing. 

“Don’t,” You told her. “It’s okay, you just got a little excited. It’s fine.” 

“Are you sure? B- Because I don’t want to be like screaming in your face, I mean i just don’t get to talk a lot so an-”

You cut her off with a kiss. “It’s fine.”

- My Shot

fxiry-land  asked:

what do you think wrens purpose will be ?? like why he comes back to rosewood after all this time

He’ll probably be the doctor that impregnated Ali - I refuse to believe Archer did that, because, like Ali said, he had zero medical experience. I also think he’s coming back to explain his link to Charlotte, in that he was authorising her to see Mona when she was strictly not allowed visitors. Also his mysterious phone call form 410 and overall, anything to do with changing medical records (particularly how the body in the grave was identified as Ali), I think it was Wren.

Arya was always meant to be a Water Dancer. That was always her path. 

DredgenWard posited a great theory/argument that could be revealed in the upcoming episode.

I’ve always had a problem with the way the Faceless Men seemed to reward Arya for failing to follow orders by advancing her to the next stages of training. It wasn’t until the other day when I rewatched S6E06 “Blood of my Blood” that Arya never stopped her water dancing lessons with Syrio Forel/Jaqen H'ghar, and just completed her final test.

“Just so. Opening your eyes is all that is needing. The heart lies and the head plays tricks with us, but the eyes see true. Look with your eyes. Hear with your ears. Taste with your mouth. Smell with your nose. Feel with your skin. Then comes the thinking, afterward, and in that way knowing the truth.”

“Just so,” said Arya, grinning. (Arya IV AGOT)


This is a water dancer’s greatest tool, but also the hardest to learn to use. Arya’s blindness allowed her to learn how to uses these physical senses to understand the world around her. The montage with the Waif fighting Arya in the show was a good depiction of Arya learning to use her senses to compensate for the lack of sight, but Blind Beth in ADWD also provides an example of the way Arya has begun to use all of her senses together to make sense of her world.

The blind girl rolled onto her side, sat up, sprang to her feet, stretched. Her bed was a rag-stuffed mattress on a shelf of cold stone, and she was always stiff and tight when she awakened. She padded to her basin on small, bare, callused feet, silent as a shadow, splashed cool water on her face, patted herself dry. Ser Gregor, she thought. Dunsen, Raff the Sweetling. Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, Queen Cersei. Her morning prayer. Or was it? No, she thought, not mine. I am no one. That is the night wolf’s prayer. Someday she will find them, hunt them, smell their fear, taste their blood. Someday.

She found her smallclothes in a pile, sniffed at them to make sure they were fresh enough to wear, donned them in her darkness. Her servant’s garb was where she’d hung it—a long tunic of undyed wool, roughspun and scratchy. She snapped it out and pulled it down over her head with one smooth practiced motion. Socks came last. One black, one white. The black one had stitching round the top, the white none; she could feel which was which, make sure she got each sock on the right leg. Skinny as they were, her legs were strong and springy and growing longer every day. She was glad of that. A water dancer needs good legs. Blind Beth was no water dancer, but she would not be Beth forever. (The Blind Girl, ADWD).



The purpose of training potential water dancers in the guise of the Faceless Men is to find out if the student’s personal identity is strong enough to keep true to who you are despite what face you’re wearing and who you’re pretending to be. The result of each of Arya’s attempts to become “no one”, is an even deeper connection to her true identity.

Winterfell, she might have said. I smell snow and smoke and pine needles. I smell the stables. I smell Hodor laughing, and Jon and Robb battling in the yard, and Sansa singing about some stupid lady fair. I smell the crypts where the stone kings sit, I smell hot bread baking, I smell the godswood. I smell my wolf, I smell her fur, almost as if she were still beside me. “I don’t smell anything,” she said, to see what he would say.

“You lie,” he said, “but you may keep your secrets if you wish, Arya of House Stark.” He only called her that when she displeased him. “You know that you may leave this place. You are not one of us, not yet. You may go home anytime you wish.”

“You told me that if I left, I couldn’t come back.”

“Just so.”

Those words made her sad. Syrio used to say that too, Arya remembered. He said it all the time. Syrio Forel had taught her needlework and died for her. “I don’t want to leave.”



Arya believes she needs to become “no one” to become a Faceless Man, but what she doesn’t realize is the Faceless Men are called “no one” because they are the dead bodies whose faces are added to the Hall. Her teacher is displeased because Arya refuses to say what what she’s thinking instead of what she thinks he wants her to say.

“Watching is not seeing, dead girl. The water dancer sees. Come, put down the sword, it is time for listening now.”

She followed him over to the wall, where he settled onto a bench. “Syrio Forel was first sword to the Sealord of Braavos, and are you knowing how that came to pass?”

“You were the finest swordsman in the city.”

“Just so, but why? Other men were stronger, faster, younger, why was Syrio Forel the best? I will tell you now.” He touched the tip of his little finger lightly to his eyelid. “The seeing, the true seeing, that is the heart of it.

"Hear me. The ships of Braavos sail as far as the winds blow, to lands strange and wonderful, and when they return their captains fetch queer animals to the Sealord’s menagerie. Such animals as you have never seen, striped horses, great spotted things with necks as long as stilts, hairy mouse-pigs as big as cows, stinging manticores, tigers that carry their cubs in a pouch, terrible walking lizards with scythes for claws. Syrio Forel has seen these things.

"On the day I am speaking of, the first sword was newly dead, and the Sealord sent for me. Many bravos had come to him, and as many had been sent away, none could say why. When I came into his presence, he was seated, and in his lap was a fat yellow cat. He told me that one of his captains had brought the beast to him, from an island beyond the sunrise. ‘Have you ever seen her like?’ he asked of me.

"And to him I said, 'Each night in the alleys of Braavos I see a thousand like him,’ and the Sealord laughed, and that day I was named the first sword.”

Arya screwed up her face. “I don’t understand.”

Syrio clicked his teeth together. “The cat was an ordinary cat, no more. The others expected a fabulous beast, so that is what they saw. How large it was, they said. It was no larger than any other cat, only fat from indolence, for the Sealord fed it from his own table. What curious small ears, they said. Its ears had been chewed away in kitten fights. And it was plainly a tomcat, yet the Sealord said 'her,’ and that is what the others saw. Are you hearing?”

Arya thought about it. “You saw what was there.”

“Just so. Opening your eyes is all that is needing. The heart lies and the head plays tricks with us, but the eyes see true. Look with your eyes. Hear with your ears. Taste with your mouth. Smell with your nose. Feel with your skin. Then comes the thinking, afterward, and in that way knowing the truth.”

“Just so,” said Arya, grinning. (Arya IV, AGOT)


When Arya goes to see the play to kill Lady Crane, she is up close to where Cersei’s monologue lamenting the death of Joffery takes place. Just off stage, the other actress that paid to have Lady Crane killed is mouthing the causing Ayra to start thinking about her own reasons behind wanting Cersei dead.

After the play Arya runs into Lady Crane ends up asking Arya how she would change the part where Cersei reacts to Joffery’s death. Arya’s answer make her understand that she has experienced the same loss and pain that Cersei did. Her final lesson from Syrio is showing mercy to those who have already suffered enough for what they’ve done. The important truth Arya figures out was even the ones we hate still suffer the same way we do, and taking a life is just as important as know when to grant mercy.

This will give Arya the water magic to change her face at will without the need of a mask, and she will kill the Waif before stepping onto a ship to Westeros.

Syrio sets up Arya being a futre sword of Braavos the first time we meet him in A Game of Thrones too.

“Boy, girl,” Syrio Forel said. “You are a sword, that is all.” He clicked his teeth together. “Just so, that is the grip. You are not holding a battle-axe, you are holding a—”

“—needle,” Arya finished for him, fiercely.

“Just so. Now we will begin the dance. Remember, child, this is not the iron dance of Westeros we are learning, the knight’s dance, hacking and hammering, no. This is the bravo’s dance, the water dance, swift and sudden. All men are made of water, do you know this? When you pierce them, the water leaks out and they die.” He took a step backward, raised his own wooden blade. “Now you will try to strike me.” (Arya II, AGOT)

Another interesting reference:

Arya lowered the splintery point toward the ground. “How did you know I was here?”

“A man sees. A man hears. A man knows.”

She regarded him suspiciously. Had the gods sent him? “How’d you make the dog kill Weese? Did you call Rorge and Biter up from hell? Is Jaqen H'ghar your true name?”

“Some men have many names. Weasel. Arry. Arya.”

She backed away from him, until she was pressed against the heart tree. “Did Gendry tell?”

“A man knows,” he said again. “My lady of Stark.”


Syrio Forel’s wooden sword is splintered in two when Arya last saw him, and now Arya has a wooden sword with a splintery point, she lowers it to the ground after seeing Jaqen like the broken piece that fell from Syrio’s wooden sword. (similar to the piece missing on the Titan of Braavos statue “Arya” was staring at in the last episode).

Jaqen H'ghar is from Lorath as such, he always refers to himself in 3rd person.

The only time he refers to himself in the first person is when he uses a first person possessive pronoun expressing a personal connection to Arya.

“My lady of Stark.”

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In a State, Lachrimae

Pairing: Bucky X Reader, Steve X Reader (it’ll make sense when you read)

Words: 1,447

Warnings: Angst…and like 2 stages of grief!?

A/N: I am afraid this isn’t a happy ending you guys I am so sorry! I live for angst..when I write it at least. Also, the story could end here and you could imagine what happens. Having said that, if you want me to write another part, I will. Just know that it will keep being angsty. Comment please!!

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French Fry – Ma Bijou, Part Three ( Lafayette X Reader )

Anon says: “Part three??????” like, 2 minutes after I said I’d do a third part. Simple yet effective.

For those of you who might not know, this is the third part to the imagine Ma Bijou, first being Ma Bijou itself and second Habits. Now, let’s get to it:

First off, no, I’m not writing a fourth issue. Not for now, at least. Time to move on, I guess, as requests are as open as Maria’s legs were to Alex jk. Second, I was gonna make this extremely angsty but I somewhat decided to spare you guys and make it not-that-angsty. It is, yes, fluffly-angsty, but you’ve heard the Act II of Hamilton and survived, this will only make you *swoon*. Really. I swooned over it while writing, even though it’s a kinda sad situation (it’s also really fluffy though. Like fluff all over. But whoa I’d have cried if I was this girl).

ANYWAYS, enough said. Hope you enjoy it!


Word Count: 1461.

You watched as Lafayette hugged his friends, ruffling Laurens’ hair and then batting on Mulligan’s back. At last, he and Hamilton shared a high-five, both melancholically smiling. His host family had already left, as he insisted on having some time with you and his friends before leaving given the past he could travel alone. Now, after the five of you had eaten unhealthy dinner at a random junk food shop on the airport (“America has the unhealthiest food in the world, and I wouldn’t forgive myself if I went back to France without eating it one last time”, he had declared when you and Hamilton told him you should all eat on that fancy restaurant),  the Hamilsquad was finally going home as well. Not that you didn’t want the guys around – you actually learned to enjoy their company –, you just needed some time alone with Lafayette before he went away.

“Take care of yourself, Laf”, Hamilton told him, still holding his hand up high. “And don’t forget to Skype.”

“Like you and that tortue (turtle) are gonna ‘ave time to talk with your favorite Frenchman while in Law school”, Lafayette retorted, pointing Laurens with his head. The four shared a laughter. “I won’t.”

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Manju-girl

I am here to announce that the next chapter of Manju-girl will be the last. Thank you all for your support through the journey of my first full-length fanfic, it’s been a blast! 

But wait- I’m acting like it’s over. Alright I’ll save the cheesiness for the next chapter. Until then ~


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Chapter Eight

Mitsunari, out of hopelessness, visited Azumi’s room and sat there. He noted the barren walls, the barren floor, the barren table-

Except that the table wasn’t barren. He staggered over to her desk and saw a note. In his panic, he had missed checking his surroundings. It was addressed to him. He felt warm at the sight of his name in her handwriting. Shaking slightly, he began to read.

“Dear Lord Mitsunari,

I’m heading back to Kyoto”

was all that was written.

His body froze. So it was true. She had gone to Kyoto, as the servants had said. Then, something occurred to him. Maybe she left because she wanted to leave him. Maybe…she wasn’t coming back. He didn’t want to believe it, but the longer she was gone, the more likely it seemed. A sinking feeling took hold in the pit of his stomach and refused to let go.

Dazed, he made his way back to his room, still clutching the note.

“ It would do you some good to look up from your books and see the world from hers.”

“…she’s been suffering all this time because of you!”

“If I had known that you were going to be such a vile, foul-mouthed bigot, I never would have fallen for you in the first place!”


How did he see her? How did she see him? What effect did he have on her? Mitsunari’s mind reeled with questions that, for the first time, he didn’t have the answer to. He didn’t understand women, and doubted he ever would.

Why did she leave…? It had nearly been three days since she vanished to Kyoto. He rammed his fist against the note on his table and buried his head in his hands, letting out a shuddering sigh. “Insufferable dullard…”

He chanted Hideyoshi’s name a couple times to remind himself who he was doing it for.

He stood up, once again asking himself why this was necessary.

She was just a manju girl.

Mitsunari stumbled back into his bookshelf, a sudden realization swallowing him whole.

Heavy books fell haphazardly from their places above, with many near misses to his head. Though for the most part he always skimmed over those parts, he had read just enough to know.

The reason for the unfamiliar emotions when he saw her.

The reason for his uncharacteristic actions.

The reason why her disappearance affected him so much.

It was all because of-

“…love?” He murmured, dumbstruck.

Loving her was nothing new. He had always loved her, so much so that he insisted on hiding it whenever she was near…or so he thought. The immense weight of emotion that had overtaken him made it difficult to breathe.

“I wonder how Hideyoshi’s doing.”

He steadied himself and went to go find his beloved Lord. On the way, however, he realized that all he had put himself through was never for Hideyoshi in the first place.

It had all been for her.


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Did you know the meaning of Soulmates?

A RUCAS ONESHOT  

Title: Did you know the meaning of soulmates? 
Summary: it’s horribly ironic; realizing who your soulmate was only when you are losing them. 

AU Prompt: In which the last words your soulmate ever says to you are tattooed on your skin: In which you realise who your soulmate is when you lose them.

I am trying angst…not sure if it workds 

FOR MY GIRL SHANNON who i adore and who wanted a soulmate AU for rucas. @ourprincessdancingsunshine

Can also be found on AO3 or Fanfiction


Did you know the meaning of soulmates?

Riley does.


If you think about it, it’s horribly ironic; realizing who your soulmate was only when you are losing them.

Riley knew that she had a soulmate, she knew because of the tattoos that were imprinted on her skin from the moment she was born. She just didn’t know what a soulmate was no did she understand the significance of the words until one day when she was 15 and her dad sat her down and explained.

Riley nods

“They are the last words your soulmate will ever say to you. It’s the moment where you finally understand the meaning of soulmate”

Riley thinks that’s the saddest thing she has ever heard.

“Was mom your soulmate?”

Cory pushes the sleeve of his shirt up and shows Riley the words “If anything happens I know you are going to make a great father to our little girl.”

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The Butterfly Effect

I said I wasn’t going to write anything else, and this will show you why, because it’s tripe :/

I’ve never been to Dubai or Bali, or scuba-dived, so if this makes no sense, blame google! 

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No warnings except for poor quality and excess length.



So they say that when a butterfly flaps its wings in New Mexico, it causes a hurricane in China.

Another way to put that: when you go shopping in London, you fall in love in Bali.

I’d never have fallen in love if it wasn’t for that new year’s resolution.

No, wait, that’s not the start, let’s begin again. It all started when there was nothing on at the cinema.

No, let’s go back another stage… See when that chaos butterfly started flapping its wings.

I’m only in love, because he cheated. No not him, not the guy I’m in love with now. The other guy. The first one. The creep, the jerk I stayed with too long because I was afraid of everything. The guy who, I can see now, belittled me, and treated me like crap. I’m in love with this guy now, because of that guy. Maybe I should thank him?

So, let’s start at the beginning. The day I finished my Christmas shopping too early. Maybe, just maybe, if I’d taken longer, things would have been different. There’s that butterfly flapping its wings. I’d told Brock I’d be out of the house all day, I was going to go tackle all my Christmas shopping in one day, the first of December, maybe catch a film after to celebrate, get home around 10 at night. That was the plan. Then, flap flap flutter… I was on a roll, I had half the shopping done before I stopped for coffee. Had a cake to celebrate, made a list, set off for the other half. I was like a demon, in and out of the shops, that for Mum, that for Dad, that and that and that for Brock, because, well, we were in love, weren’t we?

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A/N: hey bitches! i have so much inspiration lately, that i have to write it down. and here we have a story with our beloved, handsome and sexy Speedster! it’s a little bit sad, okay quite a lot and heart breaking. i hope you forgive me and like it as other stories. sorry for mistakes and tnak you for reading! (look at the pic. i’m so in love with this man!) (credit to the owner of the pic)


Paring: Pietro Maximoff/Quicksilver (AOU) x Reader

Warnings: angst, fluff


Pietro’s POV


This is the day. The day of our sixth anniversary. Such a long time, but I love her still the same and even more. She is my everything. My better half. She makes me better man. I remember her smile, her sparkling eyes full of love for me. I always feel like she doesn’t see anyone else, just me.

I thought that kind of love was impossible to happen. I thought that I was not born to love anyone, but she helped me realize that I was. She was, no, she IS part of me. She has been since we were born.

And now, she is gone. I feel like half of my heart died. I feel so empty. I tell myself that maybe she isn’t by my side, but she is still alive. Deep down, I know that she lives, because if she isn’t, I would feel that, my heart would break into bilion pieces.

It is all my fault. Only mine. I can only blame myself. I promissed her, I would always be with her, I would never leave her, that we’re gonna be together forever. I feel like I lied to her and I hate myself. I lied to the love of my life.

When we lost our parents, I was so angry. My rage was huge. I wanted a revenge on Stark. That was only thing on my mind then. I couldn’t think about anything else. And I should. I should think only about her. She had only me. And what I did? I chose the revenge above the love of my life. I volunteered for a sick experiments and took into it my sister. Wanda was also angry and broken. She wanted a revenge as well, but she wasn’t sure about it all what we were offered. But I made her agree. I hate myself for that. But the most, I hate myself for leaving (Y/N). She was begging me not to do that, but I wouldn’t listen. I saw only my lost. I didn’t listen to her. I didn’t see that she was broken too and needed me, needed my help. I was so selfish. Forgive me, please.

I remember the day before I left. I proposed to her. I asked her to marry me, to be mine till the end of the world. She said ‘yes’. Despite of those bad things which happened to us, it was the most beautiful day in my life. I remember her smile, when I got on one knee and shown her a gold ring with small diamond. I was collecting money for that ring for so long. I wanted ask her for so long, but I had no courage. She was so perfect and I?

After proposal, we spent a night together. A night full of love and love making. I remember how she was whispering my name. I remember her skin against mine own. So soft, so delicate. I remember her hands tracing paths on my naked body. I remember her every kiss, every sigh, every moment she said ‘I love you, Pietro’. My name on her lips souned so special, full of emotions. We were making love all night. I didn’t want it to end. I didn’t want morning to come, because I knew when morning would come, I had to leave her. I didn’t want to think about it then.

Unfortunately, hated morning came. She was sleeping peacefully in my arms, like every other night. We started living together a year before I asked her for her hand. Our parents and Wanda were so happy for us. They said that they knew from the begining that I and (Y/N) end up together as a couple. We were together since we were fifteen. I realized that I love her when other guys started hit on her. I felt so jelaous. I couldn’t let any other guy take her away from me. I was scared to tell her, but Wanda convinced me to show (Y/N) my feelings. I told Wanda that I had no idea if (Y/N) felt the same way and I didn’t want to make a fool myself, but my sister persuaded me that if I would not tell, I would not know. So, I told (Y/N) how I felt about her. At first, she didn’t tell anything and I wasaffraid, she treated me only like a best friend, but then I felt her lips on mine. I was paralized. I couldn’t move for a while, but then I took her waist and pulled her closer to my body. She smiled into the kiss and wrapped her arms around my neck. It was mine, her, our first kiss and not last, until the day I left.

I got up carefully and kissed her bare shoulder. I took the sheets and covered her body. She moved a little bit, but didn’t wake up. I took a quick shower, dressed myself and packed my bag. Wanda should wait for me dowstairs on the street. Before I left, I took a photo of me and (Y/N). I looked at it and smiled. (Y/N) was hugging me from behind. Her hands were wrapped around me and her lips were on my cheek. I was holding her hands and my face was directed to her. We looked so happy. We felt so happy. And then I was breaking her heart and leaving her. I hated myself, but there was no return. I took the door knob in my hand ready to open the door, when I heard her whispering

‘’You don’t even say goodbye?’’ I turned around and saw her pained face. My heart broke into pieces seeing her like that. Her beautiful eyes were sparkling, but only because of tears. Her beautiful body was wrapped in bed sheets. That moment, I wanted to throw everything and took her in my arms.

‘’I don’t say goodbye, because we will se each other very soon, my love.’’ I approached her and hugged her tight, kissing her head.

‘’Come back to me, Pietro.’’ She begged and I felt tears in my eyes.

‘’You know I will. I always am. Just wait for me.’’ I whispered and looked into her teary eyes.

She noded and kissed my lips. I hugged her again and walked over to the door. I looked at her and gave a sad smile.

‘’Te iubesc, (Y/N), toate de mine’’ I told her honestly.

‘’Esti viata mea, Pietro.’’ She smailed and then I left.

That was the last time I saw her. Those were the last words I’ve heard from her. ‘Esti viata mea, Pietro.’ ‘You are my life, Pietro.’


Months later, I thought I would find her in our old flat after I and Wanda joined Ultron. It was what I did first. But what I saw made my heart stop. Our old block was in ruin. There were only cinders. I got on my knees and screamed. I thought she was dead. That she lied under all of those wreckage. I cried so much. I thought, I lost her forever, but then I shook my head and refused to believe that. Maybe she ran away and was safe somewhere. I needed to find her.

All that time when I and Wanda were in that secret facility I thought about her all the time. Thoughts about her kept me alive, kept me sane. I needed to live, because I promised her that I would come back to her and I couldn’t let her down. But when I came back, she was gone. She was gone, but I knew she was alive. I felt it in my heart. If she would be dead, so am I. My life is hers and hers is mine.

After battle against Ultron and joining Avengers, where I almost lost my life, I came back to Sokovia many times. Wanda tried to find my love with her powers, but nothing. I needed to find her, dead or alive. I told myself all the time that she was alive, like mantra. Other Avengers helped me every time, even if I didn’t ask for that. But they were loosing hope for finding (Y/N). Even Wanda sometimes told me to stop, to let her go, to let her live in my memory and heart. But I couldn’t. They didn’t understand what I felt and still feel. (Y/N), the love of my life, lives ans still waits for me. I will be looking for her till the day I die. I promise you, (Y/N).


I am standing on the Avengers Tower balcony and staring at the same photo of me and her. It was all I have. One, old photo. My beautiful fiance. The love of my life. My strenght. My courage. My life. (Y/N).

‘’I know you are somewhere waiting for me, draga mea…’’ I whispered looking at the photo. ‘’I will find you and we will be together again. We will  get married and have kids, like we were dreaming about it. I promise, (Y/N), I promise.’’

I kiss the photo and hide it in my pocket. Then I start staring into the night sky, full of sparkling stars. (Y/N) loves stargazing. We did it as many times as we could.

‘’I love you, baby, wherever you are. Wait for me.’’ I whisperend into the cool naight air.


Wanda’s POV


I am watching my brother through the window of one of the Stark’s labs. I hear all his thoughs and my heart breaks into pieces. I couldn’t watch how my brother fags himself. I knew that Pietro loved (Y/N), but hadn’t got idea, that he loves her that much. It is true, pure love.

‘’Hey, what’s up with him?’’ I hear Natasha walks over to me.

‘’Today is his and (Y/N) sixth anniversary. And it’s one and half year after he asked her to marry him.’’ I explain to her and feel a little bit sad.

‘’Poor guy…He still believes that he will find her?’’

‘’Astfel. He won’t rest untill he finds her. She is the love of his life. I will suport my brother till he finds her.’’ I say fully confident.

‘’You two have mine and rest of the team suport as well. We will find her, don’t worry.’’ Nat smiles.

‘’Natasha, do you know where Vision, Steve and Old Man with Bow went?’’ I ask curious.

‘’I think mission intrected by Fury. They should be back soon.’’ She, pats my back and walks away.

While later, I take a breath and approach my brother. I embrace him around his shoulders and rest my head on it.

‘’How are you feeling, frate?’’ I ask him calmly.

‘’You are asking like you have no idea…’’ He sighs, not looking at me.

‘’We will find her. She was smart and took care about herself.’’

‘’Don’t talk about her in the past, soră. She is alive.’’ He growls.

’’Scuze, frate.’’ I sigh. ’’You will find a way each other. Love like yours can’t end like that.’’

’’I shouldn’t have left her. I shouldn’t have put us all in that situation. If I haven’t done that, me and (Y/N) would be marriage now and probably waiting for our first baby.’’ I see tears in his eyes. ’’We talked about getting marry and having a child often. We couldn’t wait for that. And I ruined all our plans, dreams. I ruined our realationship, because I wanted a stupid revenge on Stark. I chose that stupid revenge above woman I love. How could I?’’

’’Pietro, don’t blame yourself. You just wanted justice. (Y/N) understood that and she loved you and still loves you, that’s why she let you go to avenge our and her parents.’’ I caress his shoulders. ’’I’m sure she was and is proud of you.’’

’’Îmi place, soră, atât…’’ Pietro cries out loud.

’’Come on, frate, you need to rest.’’ I take him by his arm and walk to his room.

He changes his clothes and lies on the bed. I sit on the edge of his bed and start stroking his hair.

’’Dormi, frate. Vis despre ei.’’ I whisper and when i relize that his breath is steady, I go to my room.


Pietro’s POV


I hear knocking on my door. I get up and groan.

’’What’s going on?’’ I open the door and see Old Man.

’’Speedy, dress up and go to the lab on twenty eighth floor. We’ll be waiting for you. Hurry up.’’ Clint says and walks away.

I close the door suprised, but do as I was asked.

Few minutes later I speed to the lab. When I walk in, I see all members of the team. I have no idea, what is the matter. They are standing in the line. One next to another. It’s starnge.

’’What’s going on, again?’’ I ask calmly but suspicious.

’’Pietro, do you know anything about our mission, which we were on with Vision and Clint?’’ Steve asks looking me straight in the eyes.

’’No, I was not authorised, you know that.’’

’’So, first of all, stay calm. We will tell you everything.’’

I just nod.

’’Well, we went to Sokovia again.’’ Steve says and my eyes widen. ’’We went there, because Fury told us that S.H.I.E.L.D.’s satellite discovered quite big source of energy in old HYDRA facility, where you and Wanda were kept and experimented.’’

He takes a deep breath. I say nothing. Just listen.

’’When we got there, we started looking through the facility and in one of the chambers, in the lowest floor, behind the steel door, we have found something, rather someone, who was the source of energy. It was a young woman. She was still alive.’’

My heart skips a beat and my breath stops in my lunges. Was it…?

’’We took her and files which left there with us here.’’ He continues. ’’Pietro, we need you to tell us, if this is (Y/N).’’

When her name leaves his lips, flames of my hope rise. I can’t move, I can’t say anything. Then Steve and rest of the Avengers walk apart and my eyes see a high tests table with a woman lying on it. I hesitate at first, but then I carefuly walk to the table. She is sleeping peacfully. Her chest is rising and falling. I look at her and I would know that face everywhere. It is her. The love of my life. (Y/N).

I feel tears in my eyes and smile on my lips. I take her in my arms and hug. Tears are tracing paths on my cheeks now. I kiss her temple and tell her how much I love her and missed her. I look in her face again and kiss her lips. I feel like energy go through my body, but it’s warm and nice, like she gives me a sign that she knows I’m here.

’’Draga mea, printesa mea…’’ I whisper stroking her, a lot longer, (Y/H/C), hair.

’’I assume that is her.’’ I hear Steve’s voice.

’’It is her. It’s (Y/N).’’ Then I hear Wanda’s voice. ’’I feel that.’’

’’Pietro, we need to tell you something more.’’ Steve takes a deep breath. ’’We read the files and we get to know that HYDRA hijacked her not too long after they started their experiments on you and your sister. She was always next to you, Pietro. All that time. They knew that you were together, because they were following you after you and Wanda volunteered. Those bastards carried out an experiments on her which I think succeeded, because of that energy in her.’’

I breath heavily. How could they do this to her?! How?! My poor, little girl. I should take care of you, not abandoned you. It’s all my fault. They tortured you next to me and I had no idea about it. I knew that everytime I felt my heart ached, it was because of your pain.

I still look at her stroking her hair and giving her light kisses on whole face. Her eyes are still closed. Frumos îngerul meu.

’’There is one more thing.’’ Steve still has the voice.

’’What?’’ I whispered looking at (Y/N).

’’(Y/N) was expecting a child, Pietro.’’ Steve says sadly. ’’They wrote in the files that when they took her to the facility and examined on her, she was over three months pregnant, but during the experiments, she lost the child. I’m sorry, Pietro.’’

I pull her body tight to mine and cries out loud. IT WAS ALL MY FAULT! I lost her and our child. I lost two the most important things in my life. I will never forgive myself. NEVER!

‘’All of this, it’s my fault. I should have stayed with her. I should have never left her side. I should have never volunteered myself and Wanda.’’ I cries holding her to me. ‘’It’s my fault. I am only one to blame!’’

‘’Frate, stop it!’’ I hear Wanda’s voice. ‘’How could you know that things go that way? None of us could, none!’’

‘’I promissed her that I take care of her, that I never leave her. I didn’t keep my promise! And because of me she was tortured and we lost our baby! All of this just because of me!’’

I hide my face in her neck and sob. After a while I feel hands around me and hear a whisper.

‘’Nu este vina ta, dragostea mea.’’ It’s her beautiful, but weak voice.

’’Mea. Doar eu. N-ar fi să te las. Iarta-ma.’’

’’N-am nimic să te iert. Ai facut acest lucru, deoarece mă și sora ta dragoste.’’

I look into her (Y/E/C) eyes and only thing that I can see is love, pure, honest and never ending love. She puts her small hand on my cheek and pulls my face to hers. Our lips connect into a sweet, longing, full of love kiss. And then I realize how much I missed her, how much of a guilt I feel, how much I love her. When we stop kissing, our breathing is heavy. Seconds later we kiss again, but this time more passionate, more wanting each other. I feel her hands in my hair. I put my hands on her cheeks and deepen the kiss. She smiles into it and me too. Then we hug each other so strong. I will never let her go from my embrace. Never again.

’’Te iubesc, (Y/N). I thought I would never see you again, never take you in my arms.’’ I say resting my forhead against hers.

’’Știam că te-ai întors la mine, Pietro. Te iubesc cu toată ființa mea.’’

’’I’m so happy (Y/N) that you finally are with us.’’ I hear Wanda’s voice and feel her embrace around me and (Y/N).

’’We are together again, and forever I hope.’’ My love says and smile. Then she looks at the Avengers. ’’I want to thank you for what you’ve done for Pietro and Wanda, for helping them in Sokovia and for helping find me, even if that was not in your concern. I felt that you wanted to find me, but I was so weak to give any sign, even if I got powers. I felt how much Pietro missed me, how much he wanted to find me, so I tried to concentrate all my strenght to show where I was. And I made it. I’m here with you, here with the love of my life. Thank you for everything.’’

’’We’re happy that we could help you two be together again. Pietro was a huge mess all the time. I have never seen a person so much in love in my life.’’ Natasha says with a smile.

’’Thank you, all of you for helping find my whole world!’’ I say to all Avengers.

’’I don’t want to ruin that beautiful moment, but we need to take care of (Y/N), her health and find out about her powers. If you of course let us do that?’’ Bruce asked shyly.

’’Of course. I want to know, what those monsters have done to me, that I can hear other people voices in my head, make things levitate and the most important lost mine and Pietro child.’’ (Y/N) says strong but sadly.

’’We will do everything. You can be sure of that.’’ Bruce nods. ’’Pietro, you can take (Y/N) to your room for now, untill room for her will be prepare. Clothes for her are waiting there.’’

I nod and take (Y/N) bridal style. I speed to my room and sit her on my bed. She looks at me and smiles.

’’So that is your power after experiments. I quite like it.’’ She cups my cheek.

’’I would turn back time and give that power back just to save you and our baby from that horror. I don’t need anything, only you.’’ I close my eyes and snuggle my face into her palm.

’’My brave, handsome boy. I always know that no matter what happen, we will always find a way to each other. Always.’’

I lean in and kiss her beautiful, smooth and soft lips. Then we lie on the bed and I take her in my arms like every other night in the past. She puts her head on my chest.

’’I missed the sound of your heart.’’ She whispers.

’’Do you still want to be my wife? Do you still see me in your future?’’ I ask shakily.

’’Your life is mine and mine is yours, remember? There is no me without you, Pietro.’’ She says very confident. ’’I still want it, I still want you and nothing is going to change that. I still want to have a child with you, Pietro.’’

’’I promise we will get married as soon as Bruce helps you get better and we will start trying for a baby. I really want it, (Y/N).’’

’’I want it as well, iubit. I really do.’’ She kisses my chest and knuckles.

I hug her tighter to my chest and kiss her head. She is right. We will always find a way to each other.



TRANSLATION:

te iubesc, toate de mine – i love you, all of you
esti viata mea – you are my life
draga mea – my dear
astfel - yes
frate – brother
soră – sister
scuze – im sorry
Îmi place, soră, atât – i love her, sister, so much
dormi, frate. vis despre ei – sleep, brother. dream about her
printesa mea – my princess
nu este vina ta, dragostea mea – it’s not your fault, my love
mea. doar eu. n-ar fi să te las. Iarta-ma – mine. just mine. I should not let you down. forgive me
n-am nimic să te iert. ai facut acest lucru, deoarece mă și sora ta dragoste – I have nothing to forgive you. you did this because you love me and your sister
Știam că te-ai întors la mine – I knew you come back to me
te iubesc cu toată ființa mea – i love you with all of my being


A/N: WOW! you just won a 100 points for surviving to the end of the story! it is quite long, but i hope you like it and didn’t cry too much :) X