because i post too much brendon

since we are all thinking about spencer right now, let me tell you a little story about the first time i met spencer:

back in 09, my friend and i went to see panic and fob. after the show, we were standing next to a gate and spencer shows up. i had made a small poster and he was so excited that i made it and honestly seemed still shocked that people cared about them so much?? so he signed it and then he goes, “where’s brendon’s autograph?” and i explained that i hadn’t gotten to meet brendon since the m&g planned for earlier had been cancelled. then he goes, “wait here” as he walked away with my poster. about 5 mins later, he comes back with my poster not only signed by brendon, but also by joe from fob and he goes, “hope you don’t mind but joe wanted to say hi, too. thanks for coming to our show in the rain, we love you!!” and honestly i feel like that interaction is spencer’s personality in a nutshell. he is so giving and cares about his fans so so much. i am so happy he is finally taking the time to put himself first, because it’s hard to think of someone more deserving of a break. we love you spencer; thanks for giving so much of your life to make ours better.

Aug 11, 2008 7:33 PM
Subject:  awaking from summer dreams is never easy,  
Body:  but being awoken makes it so much worse.

as summer comes to an end we lose and gain so much.
summer lovers become part time lovers, then slowly fade to just a simple memory.
maybe it’s not so simple to some of us, though.
maybe we can’t just forget at the first leaf of autumn.
maybe we remember every detail until our last breath of air.
maybe we really aren’t okay when asked.
maybe we’re holding on, as we watch them let go.

sometimes, it is quite apparent that our “significant other” doesn’t feel the same.
we deal, because we know that there has to be something there.

a twinkle in an eye. a shock when we kiss. whatever it is, it’s there.
and maybe one day they’ll notice it too.

you know, i’ve never really liked days off.
they make me think too much.

it’s time to start loving to live, not living to love.
we can only give so much without anything in return.

this was pretty much just something i completely made up because i wanted to say i had a totally awesome summer.
then again, maybe it’s not so fictional for most of us after all?
summer’s almost over kiddos.
time to get back to filling those brains of yours’ with knowledge or maybe just nonsense with a degree.

stay smart,
xo

—  brendon’s dog’s myspace page