because i literally cannot

i can’t believe supergirl just had a 5 minute long scene of alex talking about her sexuality with kara and how she had childhood crushes and didn’t realize it and how she doesn’t know if she’s gay and she stays up all night thinking about it and they just….. went into everything…. i’m so shook

  • Someone: why do u always say u feel sick
  • Me: because, my sweet dude, I literally cannot determine the line between my mental illness and physical unwellness anymore. I am Literally Always Ready To Die I am in a constant state of uncomfort my guy it always makes me feel like I'm gonna be ridin the queasy train to regretville
  • Me: haha

This is a make-up test - Geistermaske as Hal “Otacon” Emmerich from Metal Gear 4.

Pictures taken by me, textualpoacher.

Please excuse me while I cry.

Have you seen our pictures together?



Snake Solo

Been wanting to say this for a long time so here we go:

Can we please collectively stop making fun of the “meth fandom” or w/e the fuck nomenclature we’re using to describe real people who finally have a space and community to talk about their substance use? Like I’ve seen posts lump this part of tumblr in with literal fucking neo-nazis and if that doesn’t strike you as fucked up i don’t know what else i can fucking say to you.

I’ve even seen this shit from leftists. Like how can we recognize that capitalism is built on the exploitation of labor and mass disenfranchisement of working class people - and then turn around and mock people who use stimulants to cope with the godawful hardships of that life? If you can’t recognize meth users humanity, then what the fuck are you even fighting for?

I have adhd, but I still abuse my stimulants because my body literally cannot produce the amount of labor necessary for my survival. Thousands of others do the same. We’re not that different from the people on here using meth. Everywhere ~drug users~ turn, we’re denied the chance to talk about our own experiences in our own fucking language. We’re denied the chance to find our own community and engage with it on our own terms. Especially us women who use. Why propagate that shit here? What do you gain by mocking us and people like those in the ~meth fandom~? Who are you helping?

And i know this probably describes only a sliver of my followers, but I hope it’ll reach further. Because honestly? Some people on here need to step the fuck off. 

I’ve never seen a post on my dash condemning this phenomenon (which is often treated like a joke, like it’s not about you know, real fucking people), and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m not saying no one’s said this before, but I sure as fuck haven’t seen it. We can do better. We must do better.




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love is a word (you gave it a name) | harry/louis | 21 400 words

“It’s worth it anyway,” says Harry, looking into Louis’s eyes. He’s untucked his hair from behind his ear, and it falls down in silky strands to obscure his face. He looks so painfully young, even after everything. Louis’s strong, strong boy. “Just for the two of us. We get to be selfish for a little while.”

it’s christmas. in between snowman building, tree shopping, and ill-advised skating on a frozen lake, louis and harry get ready to take the most important step of their lives.

for inkedrope; written as part of the h/l winter exchange

i hate when ppl assume my adhd is Fake or Not A Real Problem bc i can function/do well in school like

you see the good grade but u don’t see the 3 hrs of stress-crying and general breakdown shit it took to do 30 mins of work on that project the night before it was due or the frustration in math class because i want to care but i literally cannot bring myself to focus on the textbook. it’s gonna take an hour and a half to make up 15 minutes of notes when i get home

so like ?? yeah i do pretty well in school but often at the cost of my general well-being/mental health. that might be a slight exaggeration. but yeah 

When the response to our question “What do I do for my kids who can’t even read or do basic subtraction?” is “Well, we really need to collect more data…”

Things I'd like to see in season 2 of YoI

I’ve seen a lot of people do this already and I just wanted to throw my 2 cents in because I literally cannot stop thinking about this anime and I’ve already annoyed my roommate and boyfriend because I won’t shut up about it but funnily enough I got my heterosexual male roommate to watch the last episode with me because even he was interested

-Yurochka gaining some emotional maturity and not constantly resorting to insults and violence
-Seung Gil dominating his routine at worlds
-OTEBEK EVERYTHING (my God I just love his characterization)
- Yuri training with the other Russian skaters and Mila constantly teasing him about his relationship with Victor even if only to make Yurochka blush
- the girl’s skating (bc reasons!!!)
-more Victor and Yuri pair skating even if only for practice
-Victor struggling to legitimately compete because he wants Yuri to win gold but also struggling with Yuri’s continuous improvement because he’s a bit of a sore loser
- No Makkachin death (this actually might legit happen in season 2 considering his age but nooooo) if it does happen I want Yuri and Victor to adopt a dog together
-Victor and Yuri waking up in the same bed half naked
-Victor and Yuri getting so drunk they have a media scandal and must deal with consequences (nothing serious but definitely embarrassing)
-we saw him cry now MAKE VICTOR FULL ON BLUSH 2017 or ugly cry because damn he can’t be beautiful 24/7
-more real life skater cameos, namely Evgenia
-Yuri experiencing jam in tea and other Russian cultural norms that cause culture shock
-Phichit posting at least 1 more ~scandalous~ photo of Victor and Yuri during a competion
-Victor pulling a Yuri at a Russian press conference (Yuri doesn’t understand and Yurochka won’t translate because it’s sappy and gross… +10 points if Otabek ends up telling him)
-new routines and costumes including a more mature eros routine for Yuri that makes Victor weak and Yuri purposely hiding this routine before competition in order to surprise Victor
-more pole dancing Yuri (I doubt I’ll get this lol)
-Chris being overwhelmed by having not just one but four good rivals (Victor, the Yuris, and JJ) and needing encouragement to not retire
-JJ becoming more humble
- Yuri winning gold and Victor getting so excited we get an uncensored kiss

So Like ...

I’m doing my second vid in my SE 8x16 marathon and each time I watch the scene, there’s always something different I love about it because there are so many nuances in the physicality of their parting. Today, what I find endearing about the goodbye is this hug:

Because it’s after Stefan says this:

So this is Stefan saying “goodbye”, he’s ending their time together without actually saying the word because like Elena in 6x22, he’s unable to actually say “goodbye” to her like she was unable to say goodbye to him:

to which Stefan agreed, “I can’t do this, Elena, not now, not ever”, which is literally true because like I said, even in 8x16 Stefan cannot bring himself to actually say bye.

But back to the point, he’s saying farewell and Elena can’t handle it, her devastation is quiet and subtle but the moment Stefan takes his hand away from her face because he’s about to leave:

Elena reaches forward to hug him because she’s not ready to let go:

and back when theories were flying around about Damon erasing Elena and Stefan’s memories of each other, I told anons the only way I would be OK with it is if they did something like BTVS where Buffy was freaking out when she was losing her memory of a Human Angel and she goes, “it’s not enough time, it’s not enough time”:

and while the SE scene was a lot more subtle and less urgent than the Bangel scene, I think that they did their own unique version of “there’s not enough time, I’m not ready to let go” with that hug:

and it showed just how much they love each other.

*none of the gifs are mine*