because i know how much you love these lyrics

a letter to everyone who’s ever hurt me;

i am so god damn tired of hearing “you did nothing wrong, you deserve better, you deserve so much love, i don’t deserve you.” it is engraved in my fucking head. i want to rip out my teeth and slam them into your heart so you know how it feels to cough up broken pieces of a person you once loved. because you shoved all of these words down my throat and i was convinced, maybe for once, someone felt it too. it’s like putting money in a machine, fuel me and make me work and I’ll confine to your needs. give me happiness and I’ll give you all my love. with one smile i will give you my ribs, with one touch, one call, i will personally rip my heart out with my bare hands and place it right into yours and I’ll do you a favor and ignore your trembling hands and instead, I’ll shoot you with a, “hey, how ya doing? haven’t talked to you in a while!” text cause i have never been one for subtlety or expressing how i feel. “im sorry. you deserve more, you don’t deserve that, you deserve so much love!” then why does this keep happening to me? if i deserve more, why is all of my love one sided? unrequited? why is my heart layered in stitches and still im the one who always gives. if you are so sorry why in the fuck do you keep letting me crash and burn? why in the fuck did you think it was okay to tell me you loved me and then not speak a word to me for three fucking months? i have always been one to remember everything and i remember the way your lips felt on mine for the very first time and how i was so in shock i couldn’t even kiss back but i swear to fucking god i felt my veins turn into fireworks and my body into a land mine and with one more touch i thought that i just mightve exploded and jesus fuck i don’t even know how you feel and i have destroyed myself pondering over it and they tell you that their touch means forever but all i can think about is you telling me i deserve better but if i deserve so much more why will no one reach out and give it to me? i am choking on water and drowning in my own house because i gave you the key and i trusted you with all i had but when you walked away you left the faucets on and i wondered why i just couldn’t stop crying. i think you slammed the door too hard, i think my water bill is too high, i don’t even bother to wipe my eyes because all i can think about is your smile and how it made me feel like i was finally safe but all i ever am is somewhere for people to go when they need to take refuge, and i am never a permanent home, just a quick little stop, a let’s take a break, unwind and ruin the foundation kind of stop. an “oh its okay it’ll only hurt a bit” kind of stop, an “i love you.” kind of stop but i always love more, so can you stop? i can’t stop bleeding, i can’t stop scratching myself raw, i can’t stop screaming because all i am good for is always loving more and i am so beyond tired of hearing how i deserve better, maybe i don’t want better, maybe i am ready for a fight, maybe i am fragile and gentle and cry all the time over the smallest thing because one bad thing just sends my heart crumbling but i want a love that rips me apart and maybe im already in pieces but i really wouldn’t mind if you turned me black and blue because i swear to god, no matter what, im always going to love more so i might as well just see how much i can take before i collapse on the floor and i am so tired of always being the one with the brave face and im tired of forgiving without even a slight trace of an apology and i don’t even give a shit that you don’t talk to me anymore because maybe i did deserve more and maybe i finally found it but im afraid this fire is unrequited too and i am so tired of burning one second and being ice cold the next and all i need is consistency but i get summer days filled with winter nights and i am sorry for always loving more. I’ll make sure it doesn’t happen but we all know that is a god damn lie because my hearts already prepped and ready for the next gaping chest i see. // i think that’s my problem, im always one to give without them even asking for anything but i cannot stop stitching up soldiers in a war i wasn’t even drafted in.

‘wondering if I dodged a bullet or lost the love of my life’ is a lyric that hits way to close to home. I can’t even express how much i love this, because earlier this year I lost a person out of my life, someone who I loved dearly. I question every single day if it was for good reason, it it was meant to happen, or if I truly lost the love of my life. It doesn’t make sense and losing someone you love hurts like hell. it doesn’t make it easier to know you’ve felt this way @taylorswift, but its nice to know that I am not alone in this situation. love you tremendously .

anonymous asked:

I love your entire Masquerade fic so much but honestly Ch6 Interlude has completed a part of my soul that I never knew needed filling, from the very beginning quoting Crucify Me to the satisfying Victuuri end. I just feel the part where Victor says "You shot my Yuuri" with every fiber of my being and it'll never leave me I'm stuck with that impact forever.

Thank you sbsjsjsisjsjw I worked so hard on that chapter and honestly it was so important to me because I’d been planning it for a long time as well.
And yesss that line suits how Yuuri sees Victor so well, I love that song so much, I just love Bring Me The Horizon.
Lyrics below just incase anyone doesn’t know what anon is talking about, and yeah I just picture it with that woman’s voice and Victor going berserk and it’s such a strong image to me. Man I love that song.

“There is a hell, believe me I’ve seen it. There is a heaven, let’s keep it a secret.”

Draco trying to serenade Hermione

Draco: My father don’t like you because you are a mudblood
And he don’t want to agree being me with you.
And I’ve been so upset with my dad.
Didn’t listen to his nag
But now I know,
I’m going to rebel because of you

‘Cause if you like the way how I look that much
Oh, baby, you should go and love me, myself
And if you think that I’m so fücking hot
You should go and love me, myself

Hermione: …

Draco: …so?…

Hermione: I never like Justin Bieber’s song anyway. *lefts Draco frustrated and feeling rejected.*

Draco: Blaise! I thought you said muggles digs in with his songs!

Blaise: Well, yeah. But you changed the fücking lyrics into something racist and offensive.

Jon Bellion + Camren?

Okay first off let me just say that I don’t necessarily think this connection has anything to do with CAMREN and that I am aware my delusional level is at a critical level. That said, I just wanted to share one little coincidence. 

So as some of you may know Camila has been saying how much she love’s Jon Bellions music. 

Because of this, I started listening to some of his songs and loved all of them. Definitely a fan now. Anyways so I started listening to one called HUMAN. Let me just say that one particular part of the lyrics stood out for me.

Do you see what I see? I mean I’m not saying there’s any connection whatsoever but my Camren deprived heart has been yearning for some action, this as close as it will get for now.

 It is a great song and I can’t help but imagine our little banana princess drowning herself in it. Make of this what you will, I’m just saying…..

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“Just two more minutes of your time.”

I’ve seen plenty of people drown–

Some people aren’t human,
they manifest into oceans
and we forget how to swim.

“I know I have left before,
please, it won’t happen again.”

I’ve seen hearts and I’ve seen the dead.

If you admire like I have…

There isn’t much of a difference
between the two.

We are live under bridges because of the rain.
We asked the surgeon to send it to the sea.

Scratch my heart and scrape out your loving.

I’ve seen enough and I’m in too deep.

“Just two more minutes, please.”

Everybody who has said pleased,
shouldn’t always be forgiven.

“If you love yourself, you can fuck yourself.”

I guess some lyrics from Jaymes Young
has never hurt anybody.

I guess some water in your lungs
never killed as quickly as his lips.

I guess the sex didn’t meant a thing
if you never really loved her.

Two more minutes isn’t worth
the years of pain she’ll endure–

Two more minutes isn’t worth
a thing without this kind of break;

“I don’t want anybody.
I don’t need anyone.
I just want you.”

Where is the lie?

It’s inside of his smile.
It’s inside of his eyes.
It’s inside of his veins.

It’s on his lips, you’ve been kissing it.

It only takes two minutes to be destroyed,
but it takes a lifetime to forget you.

“It won’t happen again.”

Your hearts telling you to not trust it,
but we do things that never match
the whispers we’ve been telling ourselves.

shit, I guess I’m falling for it all over again

—  Two more minutes

I was listening to the song “Your Best Friend” from the RvB Revelation soundtrack and came across a very important realization.

If you didn’t know, the song is in Caboose’s point of view, talking about his “friendship” with Church. If you listen to the lyrics, it’s kinda tragically sad how Caboose truly believes Church is his best friend and how Caboose’s “situation” has manipulated his mindset.

There are cute moments that show just how much Caboose really loved Church, though, like:

Church, I’m your best friend. That’s what I am to you. And we’ll be together till the part where it’s over because we are brothers and not Red.”

“Because we’re such a great team when we’re together just like chocolate and peanut candy.”

“And Church, we’re gonna weather that storm together, and I’ll be right by your side.”

And then I came across this one lyric.

“We do everything together, like Hide & Don’t Seek, your favorite game.”

It hit me that Church has disappeared so much throughout Red vs Blue. Caboose, believing him to be his best friend, really was impacted by that, as we’ve seen in episodes. It just broke my heart that he compares it to “Hide & Go Seek,” an innocent child’s game. Church’s “favorite game” because he plays it so much. And for Caboose, he never is allowed to seek, but he always finds Church in the end, right? In some shape or form.

But there’s one time “Church” won’t be found, will he? And Caboose still won’t be able to search for him.

I wonder if Caboose ever sang this song to himself after the events of season 13.

You are my sunshine...

“You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey
You’ll never know dear, how much I love you, please don’t take my sunshine away…”


This song has followed me through the years, as a kid I fell asleep listening to this song. I realize now that the lyrics have so much more meaning to me now than 10 years ago. You may stop reading now if you would like to, because down below I’m just going to rant. WARNING: THIS INCLUDES BOTH FRIENDS AND YOUTUBERS BECAUSE I STILL CONSIDER THEM FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY ARE EXTREMELY HELPFUL TO ME AND OTHERS. IF LOVE ANNOYS YOU TURN AROUND NOW.

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The thing about the Emo Liar sequence

The trio were actually jabbing on Rem’s broken heart :“)

Because well, let’s not forget that Ritsuka practically shouted at him that she hates him just an episode before this song came along.

And this makes admitting that he loves her all the more harder actually imo.

If Rem wasn’t good at keeping up that poker face of his he probably would’ve broken down crying because as the lyrics go, he’s constantly reminded how much Ritsuka does mean to him and would further engrave that very moment she said she hated him into his mind.

Rejection is never an easy thing to accept from the person you care about.

I know, his expression doesn’t really solidifies anything I’ve stated here and could simply just be written off as him being ‘in denial ’ because of his ego but seeing how heart broken he was in episode 9, I think that’s the least of the case in this sequence. He was also fiddling with His king crown too before this.

Overall, I may be 'reading too much into things’ but that’s where the fun is when it comes to figuring out the behaviour of individuals like Rem who aren’t expressive in emotions or words. At least for me that is.

Take this as some sort of short meta on 'EmoLiar ’ Lolz

You know how Jack called us his future hearts. Now that is the sweetest thing I ever heard, but it also broke my heart because he said he hasn’t had many lady friends. Jack deserves so much love he is the sweetest angel in the entire world. He has that carefree, comforting personality that just makes him so fucking amazing to watch/be around. Any person would be so lucky to be Jack’s person. I just feel like he doesn’t get enough credit for the incredible human he is. I appreciate Jack Barakat so fucking much. Thank you for always making me laugh and making being a fan of All Time Low so much fun and the best decision I’ve ever made Jackamo. Love you.

Target!Everlark (Part 4)

This is an ongoing group!drabble with @dandelion-sunset, @everlylark, and @papofglencoe. This is where you can find Parts 1, and 2 and 3. Thanks to everyone who has supported this story so far! We appreciate the love so much. Here’s to hoping I don’t ruin everything with this very drunk, smutty installment. ;) (No one ever talks about how difficult it is to write drunk but not too drunk…)

By now, I think you guys know this project is rated Explicit for explicit language and graphic sex. 

Also, because it’s old school night, this installment contains lyrics from “Clan in Da Front” by Wu-Tang Clan, “It’s Tricky” by Run-D.M.C., “Baby Got Back” by Sir Mix-A-Lot, and “Ms. Jackson” by OutKast.

It’s pretty much filth from the start, so it’s all under the cut. Can’t wait to see where you go with this, H. LY!

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About Bears and Zouis

Ok, so due to recent events… Meaning this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POhmuyMQ3eo 

..in which Zayn mentions needing his teddybear on the tourbus (also known as BUS1)… I just got a little headcanon. Because look how he glances at Lou before answering and then Louis (and the other’s reactions). What is so funny about it? Maybe he means something (cough*someone) else when he says it? (AND it looks like Niall is looking at Louis and then he repeats it, and that is also when Louis seems to hear it and react, so… Just putting that out there.)

I just thought, based on Louis (very much disliked) nickname BooBear, you know, maybe that’s something Zayn would call him. Also Zayn has actually sung “to be loved by Boo” changing the lyrics while looking at Louis during “I want”. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sIUKZUQhq1E)

And then we have the shirt! I know some people have noticed before that Zayn own a shirt (I don’t think I’ve seen any of the other boys wear it? Tell me if I’m wrong.) that has two bears on it… Having sex. This is the shirt.

And did I forget to mention one thing….

Louis is the one who bought it… So he basically thought: “Let’s get a present for Zayn, let’s buy a shirt with two bears having sex on it. Why not?”

They also mentions wanting to be bears (Zayn just a bear, and Louis a Polar bear.) in this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubgujArDvJA&list=PL6B361619D12F5200&index=71 (Though it doesn’t really add anything…)

Added bonus:

See this bear? Who won it for Zayn?


(Ok. Probably not, but it’s fun and this is all for fun so…)

Last irrelevant bonus: Zayn wearing another bear-shirt while getting tats with Louis.

Basically BEARS are a Zouis thing and Lou is Zayn’s teddy. ^__^

(Also, these pictures are just found through google… I’m sorry if I stole from anyone. :/ )

Any thoughts anyone? ^__^ (also, IF someone feels the inspiration to write a fic about this I won’t complain.)

A Rant on Ravi

Do I really need to talk about this? I mean just look at him and his band mates. Look how he hugs them and constantly has his hands on them and just everything. I feel like he is the type of person who needs that kind of stuff. He works his ass off and appears tough because that all sorta comes with the Rapper responsibility but the way he cares for people like his sister and other members shows a bit into his actual personality. He is extremely sympathetic and honestly a giant sweetheart we have seen clips of him with kids, we have seen him cuddling…everyone, We know how much he loves his sister, and people have fan accounts of were they cried and he held their hands and just arggg. HOW CAN YOU GET BETTER THAT HIM! Seriously look at his lyrics and the way he talks about girls. I will also state that it was said that he liked pretty girls with nice bodies and is probably into porn but who isn’t? This boy is just arggggggg! Can we also talk about how many times we have seen him cry over things like wins and commemorative performances. He is such a soft little fluff and I think that is amazing. I find him caring and charming and just someone you want to be around and protect and love. I can’t even explain how much I want this boy to be successful in all he does because he deserves it. I also want him to rest and eat more and get a date and live happily doing what he loves. This boy isn’t even my bias but at this point that really doesn’t matter.

i don’t say it too much BUT I LOVE YOONGI the way he raps,his lyrics always get close to my heart,you can see from them how much of a thinker he is,how much he knows about the world and how a complex person he is.

He’s amazing both inside and out and i can’t stop crying because there’s so much about him so many things i wish i could know,i look up to him a lot and i’m really proud of knowing him,well not personally and maybe not the real real him.

I wish people will always give him love because he deserves it.He deserves so much more.

Please give him lot’s of love

how much you wanna bet calum has been practicing his part in ‘if you don’t know’ as much as he can like just whispering it under his breath in the morning and humming it to himself through out the day because he has a habit of forgetting the lyrics to his songs a lot but this is the song fans have been asking for for so long and he wants to make sure it’s perfect because it’s the crucial part of the song and he wants to do a good job for us and the band im so :(

Hey taylorswift my name is Alyssa, May 20, 2015 was the best night of my life! My sister (on the right) and I came to our very first concert to see you and had won meet and greet from a local radio station. I felt so loved and welcomed by you that I felt we had truly been friends all along so from the moment you hugged me my teary eyes vanished and my hear was filled with joy, I was so happy I forgot to tell you how much you’ve helped me and inspired me throughout my life, I also forgot to tell you my name 🙈😂 (I get odd when I’m nervous/stressed). Anyways, just wanted to thank you for changing my life forever with Tim McGraw and every day since then! Love you!
P. S. my fav song has been I Know Places but is currently flip flopping with Wildest Dreams because I’m going through a difficult time that that directly correlates with so thank you for that lyrical masterpiece!

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Hi Taylor,
I know you will probably never see this but I just want to explain how much you mean to me. The past 7 years of my life has been filled with your lyrics. I honestly don’t know what I would have done without you because whenever I felt terrible I at least had your music to cheer me up. Here is the story of my time listening to your lyrics💗
Age 8 - Love story was released and I was instantly hooked! My sister and I would dress up like princesses and dance around over and over! I began to sing and dance to it everywhere I went and from that time on, You were my idol✨
Age 8 - You Belong with me was released as a single and that’s when I bought the Taylor Swift & Fearless album😊 I didn’t have a phone at that time so YouTube was my saviour!💕 I even have a video of my cousins and I acting out the “You belong with me” music video! It’s hilarious!😂
Age 9 - Speak Now album was released and that’s when my love for your music was stronger than ever!😘 Ours & Mine was my favourite at that time and I would watch the music video EVERY day😂
Age 10 - The Speak now tour was performing all over however you weren’t coming to where I live😓 I got really upset because my parents said we couldn’t travel to see you😭
Age 11 - RED was released and you were literally the only singer I listened too. When I fell out with friends or anything I would turn on your music especially “Stay Stay Stay” to help me feel better💗 RED really helped me through a lot of times in my life so thank you for that😌
Age 12 - The Red Tour was performing and you still didn’t come to my country but this time I was a lot more saddened by it and I cried a lot😭 I sat in my room watching YouTube videos of the tour and cried my eyes out because it looked so amazing😢
Age 13 - 1989 was released and helped me through a huge downfall in my life😓 I was at school one day and once the bell rang to go home I had a phone call from my mum she said “ABBIE TAYLOR SWIFT IS COMING TO PERFORM IN GLASGOW!"😱 I was so excited and we got VIP tickets!😍 I am now coming to see you 6 days after my birthday!!🙈 AND I AM SO EXCITED LIKE I CANT EVEN😍 taylorswift

Do You Know
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160117 Masked Singer (round 3)-Golden Time of Miracle-  “Do You Know”

lyrics trans:
Do you know how much I loved you?
When I saw you I couldn’t stop shedding tears
So, I couldn’t dare to look at you
and I had to turn around

Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for you?
hiding at the corner that you pass by
I’ve wandered around
to see your back even from a distance

If you ask me why I didn’t tell you
that I can’t answer because it breaks my heart
You don’t have to know anything
Just remember everything
as it is between you and me

Do you know how hard it was
not to say the words I want to say?
Maybe when I get really sick
I might be able to tell you then

You probably didn’t know how much pain I was in
and I don’t care even if you don’t know forever
I’ve been able to carry on with the power of love
Without you I don’t exist

Even if I am born again a hundred times
I won’t be able to find a better place
 since you won’t be there
The reason this world is beautiful
 is that you live here

Today will be the last day
for us to be together
My love
Do you know..

So I know I say this all the time but seriously thank you so much, Queen. I’m laying here blasting It’s Late through my headphones and realizing all over again how much you guys really mean to me. Your music is medicine because it fixes all of my problems and makes me feel better, and it’s my best friend because it’s always there for me and gives me great advice. I have hung onto every single lyric and I have listened to every note Freddie hits and every powerful beat of Roger’s drums and every brilliant John bass riff and every uniquely amazing Brian solo. Like I really don’t know how I’d survive without you guys and I could never say thank you enough times, so thank you.

Why I Write

Sometimes you read a sentence, and you can feel the words resonate within you. You finish the book, and you turn it over and over again in your hands and you think about how those symbols and the emotion within them feel the same way as driving at night does, the same way as watching the last of the dusk light pass through your sheer curtains as you lie on your bed does.You hear that one song for the first time and you feel something that you’ve been wanting to say but didn’t know, and still don’t know, in the lyrics.

Words cannot even express how much I wish to be able to touch people like that with my writing. 

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