because i just fell in love with them

I push people away and i always do that because i always have this feeling that they will leave anytime they want. And you should leave me because you will never understand the hurricane that’s ranging in me and the disaster i might bring to you, i’m a total mess.” he said sounding so defeated

“We will come to a point where we will push people away to see if they’ll pull us close to them but some chose to just leave. The moment i realize that i love you is the time that i fell in love with everything about you. I am not looking for a perfect one, all i want is someone who will be brave enough to tell me and show me all his flaws and that he’s a mess. Your imperfections makes you the person i fell in love with. And i am ready to calm those ranging elements inside you.” She said

“Dangerous Woman Tour”

I’ve just done 54 lockscreens of Ariana Grande’s “Dangerous Woman Tour” because I fell in love with its photography. I don’t know if any of you are Ariana’s fans, but I’d like to know if you want me to post it. It’ll be about 6 photosets and I’ll probably post them all at once.

So, would you want me to post them?

EDIT: I’ve posted them, guys!

pandorem  asked:

I just have to say that Designation Miracle is personally responsible for me retrying Kuroko no Basket and the reason I even heard of and started watching Big Windup. I came for the original Haikyuu fic, but got curious enough to read the rest of the series and fell in love with Midorima and Takao and everyone else. Thank you very much for that. Also I have now read your series like four times going on five, because I love it so much. (part 1)

Thank you so much, friend! I am always so, so happy that people are willing to check out other shows because of my fic, largely because I want everyone to watch all the sports anime ever! And Kuroko no Basuke and Oofuri are both some of my absolute favs (along with Haikyuu) so yay!! And I am very glad you enjoy rereading the series!!

Also, thanks for your question/suggestion! I LOVE Mob Psycho 100, it is rapidly becoming one of my favorite series of all time. And because I am absolute crossover trash, I also completely adore Kageyama and Mob as cousins.

At first I was thinking, “although I probably wouldn’t ever write that into Designation: Miracle” and then I was realizing, “oh ha, well, actually, the current arc I am working on with ‘Filthy Halls’ would actually make it incredibly easy to include that particular crossover.”

And. Dang it. I really like that idea more than I should.

(I mean, it would make a really interesting plot point in that theoretical Haikyuu sequel that I keep flinging theoretical plot points at).

*coughs*

ANYWAY. I’m not sure if that is something that would ever appear in Designation: Miracle, but would you like a random tumblr short that is just some other random crossover where they are cousins? Because that would be super fun to write. I can’t tell if I’m more interested in secretly!psychic Kageyama Tobio because it runs in the family, or if he’s just the incredibly athletic older cousin that Mob looks up to but he has no powers of his own.

Thanks again, friend!!

Originally posted by jihen

HOLY FUCK HERE COME THE SPOILERS BECAUSE A LOT HAS HAPPENED IN EPISODE 10 OF YURI ON ICE

FIRST OF ALL IT’S VICTOR’S FUCKING POV

TALKING HAVING NEGLECTED LIFE AND LOVE HERE PEOPLE.

THEN HE CALLS YURI A SLEEPING BEAUTY

THEN HE STARTS TALKING ABOUT YURI’S HOME

I FUCKING KNEW HE FELL IN LOVE HERE.

WTF VICTOR YOU ARE SO IN LOVE TO NOTICE SHIT LIKE THAT

BUT THEN YURI TAKES THEM INTO A JEWELLERY STORE?!?!

HONESTLY VICTOR I HAD THE SAME FACE AT THIS POINT

THIS IS HAPPENING

HOLY SHIT

I’M DEAD. I’M HONESTLY DEAD RIGHT NOW.

OUR CAPTAIN LADIES AND GENTLEMEN

YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN  THINKING MARRIAGE YURI (but come on you don’t buy rings unless you’re being romantic) BUT VICTOR IS NOT LETTING YOU GET AWAY. HE KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS

ALSO I LIKE HOW EVERYONE IS JUST HAPPY FOR THEM BECAUSE SHIT YES.

THIS WHOLE BEACH SCENE FUCKED ME UP. HE LOVES YURI SO MUCH.

THEN THE CREDITS BECAUSE i DIDN’T MENTION IT ABOVE BUT APPARENTLY YURI GOT DRUNK AND ENTERED INTO DANCE BATTLES WITH EVERYONE AT LAST YEARS BANQUET BUT I ONLY CARE ABOUT HIM DANCING WITH VICTOR BECAUSE LOOK AT IT

WHY IS THAT SECOND ONE SO FUCKING HOT? I NEED TO KNOW FOR SCIENCE

ALKDFAOPDSFIFDSAOPIHRAAKDSFADSLHDSALFJKA

FUCKING WHAT?!?

THEN APPARENTLY HE ASKED VICTOR TO BE HIS COACH?!? AT THE BANQUET WHILE DRUNK AND LOOK AT HOW VICTOR FUCKING LOOKED AT HIM WHEN HE ASKED

I TAKE IT BACK. HE TOTALLY WAS IN LOVE WITH YURI OR AT LEAST INFATUATED BEFORE HE EVEN FUCKING SHOWED UP AT HIS HOUSE


I AM SO FUCKING DEAD


BONUS:

YURIO AND OTABEK BECOMING FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY ARE BOTH FIGHTERS WHICH WAS BEAUTIFUL BUT I WAS TOO DISTRACTED BY THE FACT VICTUURI GOT FUCKING ENGAGED (in Victor’s mind at least. Yuri will get there eventually if he hasn’t already)

I fell in love with this scene, especially this act. And you know, we’ve kind of seen it all, hugs, kisses, intimate touching, having them sleep together. But they keep surprising us with the depth in their relationship. Because this simple act, Victor kissing Yuuri’s hand, he treats him with such fragility, like he’s afraid to break him, he holds his hand with such warmth, and devotion, which you get to see just through their body language. Such gesture was made in a way it actually gets to depict this sense of fidelity, as if it was some kind of pledge between one anoher. They are not explicitly saying “Please, Marry me.”, but the meaning is there, behind all the dialogue in this scene and all these other small motions with each other, and that’s what makes it even more meaningful.

Anyone who has seen New Hope should remember the line about the fact that many people died to get those Death Star plans so that eventually Luke could to blow it up. So I expected to lose at least part of the Rogue One crew. But the movie did such a good job of giving each one of them their own time (obviously some had more than others… Jyn was the lead and integral to it all and Cassian was next) within the movie to shine and for you to love them. And because of that, it really hit me hard when each one of them eventually fell. They didn’t all just get their own moments to shine. Each one got their own death scene and got to face it head on knowing it was their choice and that what they were doing was worth it. It was sad, but it was powerful and moving too. I really did expect at least Jyn to make it out. But they went out heroes. Without them, the Rebellion would have died. They gave it the New Hope. May the Force be with them.

Not A Fairytale, Just This

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: Bucky believes you deserve more, but all you need is right in front of you.

Warnings: Angst, fluff, angst, fluff, kissing, fluff, *mic drop* the end

Word Count: 2331

A/N: Kind of a song fic based on Something Just Like This by The Chainsmokers and Coldplay. I didn’t include lyrics because I thought it flowed better without them, but this story follows the song. I would love to know what you think :)

Originally posted by perfectfeelings

He was to be living with heroes. The righteous, the worthy, the ones who had been given a second chance and redeemed themselves.

He was given a second chance and he failed. After he fell and woke up alive, Hydra broke him. He couldn’t escape. He complied. How did he deserve the third chance he was given now?

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I’m like 100% positive that when Jack visited Georgia for the 4th of July both Mama Bittle and MooMaw fell in love with him, and not because of the charming accent or his slammin’ hockey bod but because of his ability to just inhale food.

Like after Jack finishes his first generous helpings of potato salad, macaroni salad, baked beans, and burger complete with all of the fixings, Mama Bittle and MooMaw plop themselves across from Jack in the shade. They both fuss over him, telling him that there’s plenty of food for seconds and thirds and to help himself.

So Jack stands up with his festive red, white, and blue paper plate and disappears for a few minutes before returning with an extra plate in his hand. Both women look over his plates with a wide smile; one plate was piled high with all of the different sides, and the other plate was holding three burgers and two hot dogs.

The two women chatted eagerly as they fanned themselves and sipped at their sweet tea, watching Jack with lovestruck eyes as he tucked into his plate quietly.

When dessert time comes around everyone serves themselves but Mama Bittle fixed up a plate especially for Jack with extra helpings of everything, which he absolutely demolishes in minutes.

After Bitty finished helping clean up dinner stuff he found Jack rocking on the front porch swing, his head tilted backwards, and his eyes closed.

“Mama get to you?” He asked with a small smile, sitting down next to him.

All he got in response was a soft, “Mhm”.

sometimes my mother tells me she loves me and i don’t want to say it back / i say it anyway. she taught me long ago that what i want is not as important as what other people need.

i am still trying to untangle that lie.

sometimes my father hugs me like i am all he has left in this world. i want nothing more than to leave. i stay because i carry his heart on my shoulders and my shoulders are already shaking. if i move it will fall.

i refuse to break hearts if i can help it / i cannot always help it.

yesterday i fell in love with an idea, with a floating cloud of dust / half-invisible / choking on air, on the particles of you.

tomorrow i will try to remind myself to look at the stars. i will forget to stare at the sky but this is fine / this is fine / i can find them in your eyes just as easy. next week i will try to remind myself to hold your hand. i will forget.

i am too busy staring at andromeda / the chained maiden. love never lasts and this is how i navigate home.

l.s. | HIRAETH © 2017

You fall too fast too quick they say
But who are they to tell you how to feel
How to love
How to care
I was taught from a young age that if I don’t give love what’s the point of living
I held that close to me as a I grew up
Loving everyone and everything to come my way
Because maybe just maybe if I loved them they would go and share love with others
But life doesn’t work that way
I fell in love with people who didn’t love me
Who didn’t care
Who barely batted an eye as they ripped my heart from my chest leaving it hollow, smirking as they carelessly dropped it when they left shattering what I thought was my biggest asset in life
My mom didn’t warn me of that
She didn’t warn me of those who would do anything in their power to steal the happiness from your very own skeleton to fill the empty holes in theirs
But still
I loved
I loved with everything I had left in me
Until there was nothing left
Maybe that’s why I feel so empty
Because I gave all I could to get nothing in return
My mom said just wait, someone will come and fill you back up
But mom don’t you see that’s not how life works
I think I finally figured it out
You give love and sometimes you don’t get it back
But when you feel empty no one can fill those crevices in your aching body besides you
You are your own greatest love
So continue to spread love
But never forget to love yourself

sometimes i think about how william ‘selective loyalty is my middle name, i would do literally anything for the people who matter to me’ magnusson first noticed noora sætre because she was defending one of her friends against him, and i fall in love with them all over again because at least part of his fascination had to have stemmed from the fact that he saw that same fierce loyalty in her

JJ Abrams on Rey and Kylo Ren - TFA Commentary

Some very interesting tidbits from JJ Abrams about Rey Kylo

“ And now we go to this scene, where we actually get a very different side of Kylo Ren. Where we see how unlike Vader he is. How tempestuous he is. How uncontrolled he is. […] We were really throwing sparks his way. I think the moment I actually just fell in love with Adam Driver was in his timing of this line. “Anything else?” This is the moment of course where Kylo Ren learns about Rey. And now, these two disparate pieces come together.” - its called fate JJ

“And this idea that she [Rey] won’t share with him here is, of course, because she feels like the only belonging she’s ever going to have is her family and if she leaves she’ll never get a chance to see them. So there was a very powerful idea that what she desperately wanted was belonging, which she’ll get, but just not how she expects.” - you’re right JJ, Rey is going to find her belonging in the most unexpected way

“This whole location of Maz’s, of course, mirrors the cantina from A New Hope, as this Starkiller Base mirrors the Death Star. These were the kind of locations that felt like a given in Star Wars. For example, we looked at it like a Western or a fairy tale. What are the elements that you’re going to see that makes it this genre, this specific genre? You’re probably going to have a castle, and a prince and a princess, if you’re looking at a fairy tale. We wanted to give these sort of, fundamental, not cosmetic, but, sort of, prerequisite elements. These locations in which we can set our new story and our new characters.” - Just before Rey and Kylo meet in a very fairytale-esque forest. He also described Rey as Cinderella and Kylo as a Prince later on. 

“One of the new relationships that we were focusing on was between Kylo Ren and Rey. They’ve never met but he’s heard of this girl. And so, now comes a moment when their meeting is inevitable. […] And now we’re back to our heroine. And this moment where she is about to, for the first time, be confronted by Kylo Ren, a character who she’s going to have a very interesting relationship with moving forward. […] The takes we have of Adam Driver being unable to see in that mask and tripping over these rocks, I think, it just added to the rage that he used in the character. It really is a very specific kind of talent to be able to perform a character when your face is completely hidden. His body language was very specific.” - I wonder what he could mean by ‘ineresting relationship? lol

"This now becomes the first time that you see who’s behind the mask. And because of Vader, I think you expect him to need the mask. That, like Vader, it’s some kind of breathing apparatus, some sort of necessity. But when his mask comes off, you see Adam Driver, and he just looks like a sort of prince.”

“So the idea here is that Kylo Ren’s gotten inside of Rey’s head, sees that she has seen the map and is now letting go of the droid as his goal, and focusing just on her. And clearly you think, well he must be able to just extract the information he wants now. But because he’s taken her, you get a sense that there might be something else going on here.” - Of course JJ, he’s thinking with his dick

“So the two of them, working together in this scene…It was fun to imagine what kind of sounds there would be. And if you listen to what Gary Rydstrom and Matt Wood did for this scene, the kind of sounds of the Force power between the two of them… There’s kind of this war going on. This battle.”

“Well, the planet’s ripping apart.” So, Larry and I decided what if the two of them, in this kind of, operatic moment, actually get separated and the decision is taken away from them and left for another time.”


Hmm, very interesting JJ, very interesting. 

Okay but one time I fell asleep in class and had a dream that there was another episode similar to On the Run but Jasper was the one that goes after Amethyst and they have a talk about who they are, what they could be, and then Amethyst calls her Sis and hugs her leg because she’s so short and Jasper gets all flustered because she actually succeeded in making someone feel good and it makes her feel better about herself

I JUST REALLY NEEDED A QUARTZ SISTER EDIT AND SO I MADE ONE EXCUSE THE SHITTY EDITING

The biggest lesson that I learned in 2016 was to never settle for anything, especially not love.

Because as much as I hate to admit it, that’s exactly what I done, I settled and in the end my heart was still broken.

I was hurt and I was angry because deep down I knew that I had settled but I was still the one who ended up getting hurt, how was that fair?

But it was my own fault. I fell in love with this idea of him that I created in my head, I overlooked all of the bad moments and only focused on the good, even though there wasn’t very much to focus on. I ignored the red flags, fell in love with his words, created the person who said them. Convinced myself I loved him and not just his words. So when he left I couldn’t understand why. But people can tell you that they’ll love you unconditionally for the rest of their life while in their heads trying to think of how to leave you.

So what I’m trying to say is, if all pain is inevitable and you’ll eventually get your heartbroken by the person you never thought would, isn’t it better to find someone who’s worth hurting over, someone you had genuine feelings for and not somebody you had to convince yourself to love?

—  in 2017 please don’t settle for love.

i just wanted you to tell me.
when things were getting hard again,
when all you felt was a whirlwind in your head,
when you went out with girls who weren’t me.

i wanted you to describe the people you fell in love with:
why you loved them, how they treated you,
if you still fight with yourself about
if you are worth anything or not because
they made you question your self-worth every day.
i wanted you to tell me about the things they did right,
about why they’re still in and out of your life,
about how you ran into them in the supermarket
the other day and you still felt something
when you hugged them goodbye.

i wanted you to tell me
about all of the the mistakes you made
and why you made them.
i wanted you to introduce me
to all of the monsters under your bed.
i wanted to hear about the happiest you’ve ever been
even if it wasn’t with me.
i wanted to hear about your boss and your job
and the new car you were thinking of buying.
i wanted to see the two apartments you were looking at
and try to decide with you which is better.

i wanted to know about the times
you’ve thought about driving your car off a cliff
and the little moments that made you re-think it.
i wanted to be there to celebrate your triumphs
and admire your strength - i wanted to know everything
about you so i could love you anyway.

but i guess with you, i found out not everyone is like me.
not everyone blurts out their whole life story
every time they are given the chance.
and i just wanted you to tell me
who made you feel like you couldn’t open up,
who hurt you so bad that you couldn’t let me in,
somebody who honest to god,
would have loved you no matter what.

but i ask you how you are and you say “not bad”
and then you ask about me
and you wake up in another girl’s bed
because you don’t know how to open up
and you let me find out months later
because you don’t know how to open up
and you let me hear stories about you from other people
because you don’t know how to open up

and it’s just sad, how all i wanted was to help
but you’ve never done anything but run from my love
and i get it
i guess
some people are just more reserved
and some people are afraid
and some people don’t take people up on offers to talk about it
even if the other person insists
and you can’t force people to let themselves fall in love with you.
you can’t force them to open up.

but aren’t there things that make you want to scream?
aren’t there things that make you want to cry?
aren’t there things you are so passionate about that
if you don’t let them out, you feel like you’re drowning?
don’t you ever hear something and can’t wait to tell me?
i guess what i’m trying to ask is
if you really have so little passion
or if you’re just not passionate about me.

—  we were sitting across from each other screaming, but i was the only one making a sound
Your Love

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Summary: Dean thinks about the love he has for the Reader

Word Count: 973

Warnings: Light Smut, Fluff

Author’s Note: Hey my loves! This is my entry for @jpadjackles‘ 1K Celebration. I got the song “Higher and Higher” by Jason Manns. I hope you guys like it!!! I had fun writing it!! Feedback is always welcomed!!

**Special Note** Lyrics are italicized because Dean sings them *winks*



Imagine being in love.

I know, right? It’s a scary feeling. Downright terrifying. Just the thought of it makes goosebumps rise up and down my spine. You see, I never thought myself to be the type that fell in love. The life I led never made room for any of the normal stuff that happened to guys my age. I was twenty five for the love of god. Guys were married at my age already, right?

The point of the matter was that love never crossed my mind. Sex, however, did, and for a moment, I loved the ‘no attachment’ rule. The “wham, bam, thank you ma’am” sort of deal that always ended with the woman pouting before I slammed the door in their faces.

Total dick move, I know, but that was sex. It was never meant to be emotional.

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Beronica is like the fluffiest ship out there I stg all of the beronica stans (including me) are like “omg what if Betty and Veronica like fell asleep on the couch embracing one another with content smiles on their faces” or “What if Veronica writes cute post it note messages and puts them around the house before she leaves for work and when Betty wakes up she finds all of them and they all say stuff like ‘u r cute’ and 'I love you so much’”

youngjae is the embodiment of light like he just radiates this feeling of warmth and comfort and he’s absolutely the cutest being alive like he’s always smiling and it’s the cutest thing ever especially whenever he imitates the otter photo or looking at photos of coco, videos of coco, coco standing in front of him can you tell how much he adores coco and his laugh oh my goodness it has got to be the most melodious sound i’ve ever heard and whenever he laughs, the members laugh, i laugh, everybody laughs because its just so contagious and how he’s always thinking about the fans like even when he fell sick, he was more concerned over the fact that he couldn’t perform for them instead of taking rest and how bright his expression turns whenever someone compliments him for his voice or whenever they bring him an otter toy or whenever somebody mentions coco his head whips around so fast it looks like he’s about to get whiplash and how you can tell how much he loves music how passionate he gets whenever he sings especially those high notes and how serious he gets when he’s dancing and how his eyes light up when he’s on stage, especially when he hears the fans sing their songs like he’s an actual angel that deserves all the love