Uhh so this was in my drafts which I havent checked in weeks and totally forgot about? Anyway seeing as the fic I was supposed to be posting today got deleted,,, yall can have this one from like 5 months ago instead lmao.
Tony really should have noticed sooner.
On the surface, nothing seemed wrong. Steve was fine. A little ragged, maybe, but fine. He acted in the same way, smiled at Tony no differently, scolded Clint no less.
IM MEGA SHOOKETH LIKE? I DONT WANNA BE THAT THEATRE KID™ (which is kind of rhetorical bc i dont even do theatre) BUT MICHAEL IN THE BATHROOM IS SUCH? A FANTASTIC SONG? THE COMPOSURE OF PIANO AND THE WAY IT RISES AND FALLS LIKE AN ACTUAL PANIC ATTACK (finally feeling like you’re ready to go back out and getting another wave of emotion and crying harder) AND THE PERFORMANCE OF GEORGE SALAZAR IS PHENOMENAL? THE EMOTION IN HIS VOICE AND THE WAY HE PORTRAYS HIS CHARACTER IS JUST. OOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN
CHRIS: I don’t think you should be worried. I’m sure it’s fine.
VILDE: I just have a bad feeling in my tummy.
CHRIS: What’s that supposed to mean?
VILDE: No, I think there’s something wrong.
CHRIS: Something wrong? How do you know?
SANA: Hey, should we contact the police?
VILDE: What if he has killed her?
SANA: He hasn’t killed her.
VILDE: We can’t know that for sure. He has shown violent tendencies in his past and his brother is a psychopath. We don’t know if William is or not - those things are genetic.
CHRIS: Oh my God.. They’re fucking! Stop nagging!
SANA: For four days?
SANA: Without making a sound?
CHRIS: Well I don’t know, I haven’t heard them.
MAGNUS: Hey. Fucking hell, William’s car is so cheesy.
CHRIS: Shocking! She’s alive.
NOORA: William? I have to leave.
NOORA: It’s.. It’s just like.. Okay. Because I feel like we’ve.. Just talked about everything. That.. That we just.. He just opened up completely. Do you understand? I don’t know what I was doing before, but I understand how he thinks now. Sana Bakkoush, this is the best thing you’ve done. Thank you. But hey! Oh my God, how did it go with Yousef?
SANA: I don’t know.
NOORA: But you talked, right?
SANA: I.. Yes, or.. I tried talking to him, but.. He’s going to Turkey and he’s staying all summer and he’s not a Muslim and..
NOORA: But you have to talk to him! Just talk to him before he leaves. Just send him a text. Now!
SANA: I don’t have his number.
NOORA: Then write to him on Facebook.
SANA: We’re not friends on Facebook.
NOORA: But oh my God, Sana! Add him then! Now! Seriously, come on. Yes and then you write: “Do you want to hang out with me?” Sana! I swear I’ll log onto your account and write it myself and hit send. I’m not kidding, you know that.
NOORA: Yeeeeah! Good!
SANA: Oh my God.
NOORA: That wasn’t so hard, was it? You know what, now life is smiling. Now we can do anything we want. And I suggest that we skip. You in?
SANA: Yeah, but I already think we are. Class started a long time ago.
NOORA: Is it true? Oh my God. Yeah, well, then that’s it. I thought it be a bit more difficult.
NOORA: But it feels very natural.
SANA: Maybe because we’ve been good all year.
SANA: Summer vacation starts soon.
NOORA: Yes, now we’ll just go and hide, wait for the summer and wait for the summer.
SANA: What if he doesn’t answer?
NOORA: No! Everything is falling into place now, Sana.
if you are planning or have already come out today: then that’s awesome! you are brave and amazing and deserve all the good things in the world. Congratulations! I truly wish that everything goes exactly as you hope and that you’re met with acceptance and love and support.
if you don’t come out today: that’s awesome! you are brave and amazing and deserve all the good things in the world. Just because you don’t feel ready today doesn’t mean that you won’t ever, or that you’re weak or a coward or that there should be any shame in that decision. This is your path, take things at your pace. You can come out today or next week or in five years, whenever you feel comfortable.
if you’re already out: that’s awesome! you are brave and amazing and deserve all the good things in the world. congratulations on being wherever you are on your journey.
I remember feeling a ton of pressure last year to come out on National Coming Out Day, then berating myself and being really disappointed in myself that I didn’t feel ready yet. Which is bullshit! I wasn’t ready! And I’m glad I didn’t force it just because of an arbitrary day. Today can just be a day when you congratulate and support other LGBTQ+ people as they come out - there’s nothing wrong with waiting.
“Meaningless days, as I’m getting used to it, as I’m getting tired of it. More than half of my day is empty because the depth of my heart won’t be filled. It’s getting bigger, deeper and wider. When my head is pounding, when I’m exhausted you hold my worn out hand, you hold me warm and tight. My day’s been rainy, other people can’t see my sky. I can’t breathe, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep. I’m confused and lost. When my head is pounding, when I’m exhausted. My cuts get healed by your touch. I was completely destroyed before I met you. Now I’m okay, feel alright. Because I have you by my side” – GOT7: You Are ( 2017 )