because i am so tired

I almost never go in the ace tags lately, because it’s filled with all sorts of stuff that I frankly do not want to get into, but on the rare occasions that I do, I find myself getting incredibly mad about some anti-black bullshit that I keep seeing people on both sides of the argument do at random.

So I just wanna say: please, if you’re not black, for the love of motherfucking everything, can you stop bringing up black movements and black issues and things that effect the black community as your personal GOTCHA to win arguments?

Like, you wanna wanna talk about cisgender heteromantic aces or aromantic heterosexuals in the lgbtqia+ community? Fine. You do you. But don’t fucking bring up Rachel Dolezal in your argument, because it sure as hell ain’t cute, and frankly, I’m mad as hell I even had to see that argument made more than once.

And while I’m at it, I’m mad I had to see someone “joke” about how they were suddenly gonna decide that they were black now and that everyone was just gonna have to be okay with it. (See: Rachel Dolezal.)

And I’m mad I had to see multiple non-black people in multiple conversations base entire fucking arguments around Black Lives Matters when they’re actually discussing whether or not cishet aces and aros should be considered allies or members. And I’m tired of non-black people bringing up All Lives Matters when trying to insult the other side in order to defend aces and their inclusion!

Seriously, people. It’s both incredibly inappropriate and deeply disrespectful, so can all non-black people please take that into consideration? And please, whatever side of the argument you’re on, take the time to call people out when you see that happening in a discussion.

Note: This does not mean calling out actual black people. I’m gonna say this straight out because I know some of y’all would actually do that. That is not what I am saying.

also im purposefully mispelling all the Words because. i am so extremely tired of getting in fights w those morons and getting asks out of nowhere months later like “YA SCARED OF A LIL BLOOD??”

i desperately need people in my life that don’t trick me into thinking we’re friends one day and completely drop me or replace me out of the blue for no apparent reason the next because this keeps fucking happening to me and i am so tired

Raise your hand if

YOU ARE SICK AND TIRED OF SPN CONSTANTLY “TEACHING” DEAN THAT HE’S FULL OF CRAP, THAT HE IS CRAP, BECAUSE YES WE GOT IT OKAY HE’S HAD TO MAKE DIFFICULT CHOICES AND ACCEPT HARD RESPONSIBILITIES AND HE FEELS LIKE HE MADE A MESS OF THEM ALL

AND SO

YOU ARE READY FOR THE SHOW TO MOVE ON AFTER TEN YEARS TO DEAN LEARNING SELF-WORTH AND BEING ABLE TO LOOK AT HIMSELF IN THE MIRROR AND THINK OF ALL THE LIVES HE SAVED NOT THE ONES HE MAY HAVE DAMNED
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EB: don’t encourage him.

TG: been married for years

EB: oh my god.

TG: got one kid

TG: a lil salamander daughter

EB: leave casey out of this.

TG: shes a real nice kid

TG: does the blep thing a lot though

EB: she does actually! it’s really cute!

TG: pretty damn cute yeah

This world hurts my heart

I am so tired of seeing people killing other people because they don’t believe the same thing.

I am so tired of people not seeing the value of human life because they are too focused on the thought of an afterlife.

I am so tired of seeing people kill and die for a book written by people who didn’t know where the sun went at night.

Why can’t we just be good people because its the right thing? Not because we want to go to heaven and fear hell. Why can’t we just live this life and make it the best we can for ourselves and everyone because it’s all we are guaranteed? Why can’t we just live and love and be in awe of this amazing world. It doesn’t matter how we got here, we are here and we are in this together.

I am so tired of seeing things that divide people. We are all people. We all matter. We are all worthy of life and love and we need to unite rather than divide ourselves.

It just hurts so much to see so much pain

brown girls arent drawn enough in aesthetics, they arent given a chance to be pretty and soft, the “harsher” aspects of them like their brows and hair are co-opted by white softcore feminists as juxtaposition, as shock factors, and i am so so tired and fuck you if every character i ever draw is brown because no one else is drawing me

Life stuff once again!
  • I’m in Akureyri right now, the heart of the north!
  • everything is great tbh
  • (until I leave on Tuesday obviously)
  • I love my friends so much I could barf
  • Silja’s birthday party was last night and we all looked fine fresh fierce OF COURSE and we got her the BEST MOST HILARIOUS cake
  • I took like five billion pictures, some of which will possibly end up here when I can be fucked to load them onto the computer
  • I got another part-time job at a coffee shop so now I can woo babes with the powers of both coffee AND alcohol!!!!!
  • bullet point pertaining to kissin’ dudes idk idk let me be vague
  • I have Ben & Jerry’s Half Baked in the freezer
  • I could have eaten it already but the thought of it sitting there, waiting for me, makes me really happy, so
  • y'all should go listen to Fantastic Baby regardless of whether you like kpop or not because that shit is my jam

HOME and doing somewhat better. Thank you everyone who sent me messages or replies, you guys helped me calm down a lot.

(I actually had fun towards then end when the argument calmed down and we had a rousing discussion of supralapsarianism ((my favorite word I never get to use!!!)) but the stretch in the middle was rough)