because i am lazy you see

Shadow of Darkness planning

I am well aware that I’ve posted all this at some point through several posts way back when I first started thinking of the idea.
However, since I’m picking this back up, it’s time to let everyone see all of it in one post, I think.
The playlist is… slow in the works because spotify doesn’t want to work tonight, but I hope you enjoy this whether you’ve seen it before or not!

@kelandry5 @technomuffin @pockyrin all my current planning

  • Kuroko’s goal is less saving the GOM and more returning the harm they caused others.
  • He’s kept a list of every team that has disbanded because of the GOM, as well as a list of people who attempted suicide because they were so destroyed mentally by them. (He’s stopped a large number of them and has helped pay for the hospital bills of others - the KiriDaii boys are stunned to learn this)
  • His emotionless mask becomes a lot stronger - it’s almost scary to face against him in a game with it.
  • His grandmother is very understanding of him being out late or not coming home some nights, but she always makes sure to call or message him to make sure he’s alright when it happens.
  • His grades are surprisingly high - the others know he doesn’t study much and his grades at Teiko weren’t that great. It comes easier when he isn’t worried constantly about his team, they suppose.
  • Ignores any messages he gets from the other GOM players - besides Midorima, he replies the few times the green-haired athlete messages him. (Since none of them know which school he went to, they can’t track him down unless they show up to his house, which they won’t do.)
  • His stamina improves as he adjusts to the more demanding drills and practices at Kirisaki Daiichi, but it still takes him a while to fully adjust - he spends his first month exhausted constantly.
  • He spends time on his own training his skills and working on new moves using his Misdirection - he puts in a lot of time on them, and even approaches the others on the starting line to teach him to shoot normally so he can be more useful.
  • He is always underestimated when he’s on the court - most times, it doesn’t bother him but sometimes it pisses him off (it depends on what people say)
  • None of the KiriDaii boys have ever met his parents - they’ve visited, met his grandmother, but his parents are always away on business so they’ve never met the two. (They get a little concerned when they find out that Kuroko’s parents are out on business before they meet his grandmother and realize oh, he hasn’t been staying alone okay)
  • He’s a bit more expressive with the KiriDaii regulars than he is with anyone else, but he’s still rather guarded.
  • He’s closest with Hara - the other boy’s bubbly (pun fully intended) personality never fails to make him feel great
  • While he doesn’t like foul play, he does enjoy the mind games
    And honestly? He loves the stunned looks he gets from the other Miracles when they see him play, whether they’re the opponent or just watching. Revenge is sweet.
  • He’s not a sadist, but he definitely has a similar take-no-shit attitude to the others on the KiriDaii team.
  • Hanamiya and the other KiriDaii regulars adore his skills, and they’ve all found a way to get along off the court as well
  • Discusses books and games (mostly shogi) with Hanamiya
  • Has given Seto a new sleep mask after he lost his (it would’ve needed replacing soon anyway, according to the others)
  • If the opponent does something to make him angry, he will feel no remorse for making one of his passes into a weapon to cause pain (it stuns everything the first time it happens, his own team included)
  • He knows his limits, though. He won’t participate in foul play unless he believes the person he targets deserves the pain, and his team accepts that.
  • He can come up with some devious plans, though
  • His role in the Spider Web formation is basically creating threads that are more or less invisible until you’ve been trapped in them, plus he tends to help target certain players into a trap (these tend to be the GOM players)
  • They all know his penchant for vanilla milkshakes. If he’s mad or upset with one of them (it happens a few times, but not as often as they figured it would), they make sure to bring him one.
  • They also work together to make sure he has a birthday party - something he’s never really had (because, y'know, being a “phantom” can make it hard to make friends, and the GOM never cared to even learn when his birthday was - outside of Midorima, who always texts him a happy birthday message and his horoscope reading for the day)
  • He gets along rather well with Yamazaki due to their shared love of basketball - they choose not to discuss the idea of foul play to avoid arguments. He’s the only one that Kuroko can have a full conversation about the sport with.
  • When he finds out about Furuhashi’s love of gardening (it takes a bit to get that information from the others), Kuroko goes out of his way to gift the other with clippings and seeds for the boy’s garden.
  • It takes a bit of work, but the other regulars eventually teach Kuroko to shoot that way he can be of a bit more use to them. His main purpose remains the same, though.
  • His attitude shifts from how it was in canon to be a lot more sly and underhanded - he isn’t above playing dirty if he thinks the person deserves the pain, after all.
  • The adjustment time isn’t that big from Teiko to Kirisaki Daiichi - the regulars there are vindictive like the Generation of Miracles were, but they cause physical damage instead of just mental.
  • The similarities irk him a bit until he starts noticing that the people they target most are the ones who are already hurt and aren’t getting treated - there are weak points, and he figures that even if they aren’t choosing them to help them, they’re still managing to do so.
  • It takes meeting Kuroko’s family and visiting him to gather him for a last-minute hang out to get anything about his time at Teiko - and once they find out that he quit basketball and why, it’s an understatement to say that they’re pissed.
  • After that, they tone down their foul play a bit, and it takes Kuroko going off on them for them to return to normal. (“I don’t want you changing yourselves because of the past!”)

I don’t have as many headcanons for the others for the au yet but??? have the…five of them I have for Hara and Hanamiya anyway!

  • Hara is probably the most affectionate of the team anyways, but when it comes to Kuroko it’s near constant hugs once he gets the okay - he just looks so miserable all the time and that’s no way to live!
  • Easily excited, but hella serious if the situation calls for it - let someone bother someone he cares about, he will destroy them somehow.
  • Hanamiya’s much more relaxed when he’s talking on the phone to someone
  • He keeps a stash of sweets on him at all times (mostly chocolate and caramel, but that’s beside the point). He’ll deny it, but the other regulars know.
  • He’s sly, but blunt and has a bad habit of getting himself into awkward situations without realizing.

And now for other planning headcanons ^^

Sick Days:

  • He doesn’t get sick often, and it takes a while for anyone to realize it
  • His grandmother makes him stay home eventually, though, because he comes to breakfast with a high fever and looking like death.
  • Doesn’t answer his phone when his team texts asking where he’s at
  • All of them stop by following school.
  • Furuhashi immediately goes to get medicine for him upon hearing he’s sick and comes back with enough for an army plus some nice teas
  • They worry over him for a while, but it doesn’t make much of a difference.
  • After that, they’re always checking on his general health and pushing him to take care of himself.


  • He doesn’t get sick often either
  • Usually just headaches because his hair makes him strain his vision
  • It’s always quick to fix and he doesn’t miss school for it (he skips a lot, though)
  • He keeps track of when he gets sick, though, careful not to take things too far on himself if he hasn’t felt well or is still recovering from being sick.


  • When he gets sick, everyone knows it
  • He just looks feverish and is much more sluggish and tired and snappy than usual
  • But I swear he carried around a damned medical store with him so he is prepared for any illness that could come his way
  • I feel like he’s big into health stuff anyway so he’s careful with his health.


  • If he’s sick, it’s stress related
  • It’s tension headaches and him getting sick from not eating and resting enough
  • Because being captain and coach can do that to a person, especially when it’s a team like Kirisaki Daiichi
  • Usually just takes a day or two off school and practice and rests and drinks plenty of water when this happens and is good as new following.


  • Well, it’s never from lack of sleep
  • But I swear he’s got a weak immune system because when seasons change, he’s sick as hell
  • And it always takes a while for him to get the right combination of over-the-counter medicines to fix himself up again
  • He sleeps less when he’s sick so he’s always grouchy - that’s always the tell tale sign of him being sick.


  • He just pouts when he’s sick
  • It happens a lot, honestly.
  • He gets too cold? He’ll be coughing and sneezing for two weeks.
  • Too hot? Sick to his stomach and splitting headaches
  • Stressed? Migraines from hell and he will hospitalize the idiot who comes near him and tries to say something
  • He tries to take care of himself. He really does. But it’s so hard when he’s so busy with basketball and school work and friends.
  • Everyone knows when he’s sick and why though.

Weaponizing his passes (first time):

  • The first time that Kuroko actively aims to cause harm to someone on another team is in a practice match against Shinkyo
  • At first, it isn’t his goal - sure, he goes into the game slightly annoyed, but he easily puts that aside to play
  • But then he both sees one of the other team’s players gain a hiss from Hara and has to deal with Shinkyo’s international student being a dick and he just snaps
  • Doesn’t tell anyone what he’s planning
  • Instead, he waits for the opposing team to make a basket, positioning himself where he can send a pass across the court immediately following
  • Of course, he does make sure to tell Hara - who was closest to him when he made his decision and therefore would be the one he was about to send to the other end of the court - to stand just slightly off the mark.
  • It gets him a strange look, but an agreement as the lilac haired boy took off to the other end of the court.
  • Kuroko almost smiles when it’s Papa that moves to mark Hara - just what he wanted
  • And so, he sends the pass, putting more force behind it than he would if he were really sending it to Hara
  • The ball hits the taller’s arm, ripping a pained almost-scream from him, and everything stops.
  • There’s no foul called - after all, it was just an accident (Kuroko is glad that Hara’s great at hiding his mirth, because he apologizes for being just slightly off the mark to catch such a pass and everything is just fine)
  • While they get the injured player off the court and sub someone in his place, Hanamiya turns to look at Kuroko to see a spark of mirth in usually dead blue eyes and it all just clicks.
  • Since they have a bit of time, he approaches their shadow and pats his shoulder in acknowledgement of what he’d just done, making sure it looks like he’s just reassuring him that everything was going to be fine.
  • When the game ends - Kirisaki Daiichi coming out with the win - and the Shinkyo players are leaving the gym, Hara finally breaks out laughing.
    Kuroko doesn’t seem too bothered by what had happened, which raised questions in everyone else.
  • “I thought you didn’t like our foul play, but that was exactly the sort of thing we do,”
  • When he’s asked why he did it, especially without telling the rest of them, he just shrugs and responds with “he made me angry, so I made him suffer
  • They know it won’t be a common occurrence - honestly, they’re quite glad it won’t be a common occurrence, because they’d hate to get hit with one of those weaponized passes - but they’re still rather impressed by the way he pulled it off.

And now for some super exciting news!
We have a pairing set for Shadow of Darkness now!!
Make sure to thank Bry, because he’s the one who threw the idea out and I just fell in love with it so… credit goes to him!!
The pairing is (will be, I’m not at that point in writing yet, listen… I’m getting there) HanaKuroHara!!!!
I’ve never written a poly ship for this fandom and boy oh boy this is going to be a treat.
Anyway, I might have new planning for this done relatively soon?? I hope so, at any rate! (or some more stuff actually written for it, that’d be great too)

Thanks for the tag, @edsrich ✨💖

Name: Hannah!

Gender: Female.

Star sign: Capricorn! I’m a January baby. 

Height: 5′3.

Orientation: Not too sure, but definitely biromantic! 

What images do you have set as your desktop/cell wallpapers? My laptop background says “TOSHIBA: Leading Innovation” because I’ve just reset it recently and I am completely and utterly lazy. My phone, though, is JACK IN A SWEATER AND OVERALLS. 

Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? Nope! 

What was your last text message? “My name on my laptop is Han, and honestly, now I always see it and think of your voice.”

What do you see yourself doing in 10 years? Transposing my feelings into music. Maybe doing some writing on the side as well. 

If you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be? Deep in a forest or on the New York City pavements in winter. 

What was your coolest Halloween costume? I was Eleven last year! 

What was your favorite ‘90s show? FREAKS AND GEEKS.

Who was your last kiss? Somebody that randomly kissed me on my driveway over a year ago.

Have you ever been stood up? Nope. 

Favorite ice cream flavor? I work in an ice cream shop, so subsequently I like over 30 flavors! If I absolutely must choose, I’ll say toffee chocolate chip!

Favorite pair of shoes? Black Converse high-tops! 

Favorite fruit? I love fruit of all sorts, but pineapple is the best. Even on pizza. 

Favorite book? I haven’t been able to read in a good while, but when I was younger I was in love with the Percy Jackson series as well as one called Freak the Mighty. The Great Gatsby is also super good!

Stupidest thing you’ve ever done? I was so tired that I accidentally showed up to work with one black shoe and one white shoe. I’ve also laughed really hard and spit out food way too many times to count. 

What loser? Eddie. I, too, am an anxious hypochondriac.

Tagging @fleurderpin @bitchingbananas @serendipity-y @fightingtheangels @readyreddie @mullingarssweetheart @80smikewheeler @nearchild @captainnessie @reddieskaspbrak


Bonus (just sketchy, because I am a lazy human being) :

Alright! A lot of you asked for more Kuro’s small adventures - so I happily complied.

And since to me the Galra look like huge, ugly, purple space cats (and Kuro is at last half Galra) I made him a little more cat-like in his behaviour. At least that’d explain why he’s such a little shit sometimes.

So here and there he acts like a huge cat would - and did you ever see a cat that loves vacuum cleaners? No. (That one strange cat licking the vacuum doesn’t count. I’m sure that’s not a cat but an alien or something. seriously.) Space robot vacuums are no exeption!

Gonna add some more of these, soon. :D Oh and… Uh… I’ll add more Sheith to it, I guess? :3

I was bored and this happened 

Got fired because of a shoplifter

I was working at a specialty foods store, and some little kid stole two wine bottles from the place, I didn’t see him because I was helping an elderly customer take their cart of food back to their car.

I was chewed out by my supervisor, and yet the security guard of our store was right there and didn’t do anything to stop that kid. The manager said “Don’t make this about him, this was on you!”. I told the manager “I was helping a customer, I am not qualified to stop a shoplifter!”

Long story short, I was fired, and that lazy guard kept his job (he just got written up for letting it happen). I was a pre 90 day employee, and in a “[Fire] At Will Employment State” like California, I guess it’s no surprise. Just another reason I am moving out of this state.

  • person with epilepsy: i'm going to use a wheelchair today so i can shop without worrying about hurting myself too much in case I have a seizure
  • person with epilepsy at the grocery store: *briefly stands up to reach something on a tall shelf to add to their cart*
  • person with epilepsy: you know... there are other reasons people use wheelchairs for besides completely not being able to walk?
  • person with epilepsy: are you actually saying I should chance having a seizure in here and hit my head on the hard ass ground and possibly concuss myself at a much higher risk than if I am able to use this wheelchair.
  • them: well i didn't think of that because I'm an ableist fuck. (:
Turns and Steps, Explained (1/2)

Okay party people, after jumps and spins, are you guys ready to take your figure skating watcher know-how to its next level with turns and steps?

To avoid indigestion and to keep the post within not completely outrageous length I’m going to divide and conquer ‘em this time. This first post will cover the turns. A second post will follow to cover the steps and some additional interesting tidbits.

Before we get down to business, there’s one topic we must go over as a primer. I’ve actively tried to avoid mentioning it in the previous tech posts because according to my experience, bringing it up is a surefire way to turn off any spark of interest new fans / casual viewers might have in a skating discussion. However with turns and steps we cannot, repeat, cannot, circumvent this topic. So, let us talk about edges.

Now there are only 3 possible states a skater’s skating blade can be in at any given time on the ice: inside edge, outside edge, or flat edge. In order to tell them apart you just need to answer this question: is the blade leaning toward or away from the center of the skater’s body? If it’s toward, they’re on an inside edge, if it’s away, it’s an outside edge, and if it’s neutral, it’s a flat edge. Once we’ve established that, the next step is to check out the direction of the skate, is it backward or forward? Combining these two answers, you’ll get to whether it’s a forward inside edge, a back inside edge, a forward outside edge, or a back outside edge.

(In case you’re still wondering why you need to know all this stuff, well that’s because a turn is, by definition, a move in which the skater changes edges or changes directions or both, on one foot. A step is basically the same thing, but with a change of foot as well.)

Here’s an example on how to “read” edges: Yuzuru’s triple Axel at Skate Canada 2015. He entered the jump on an outside edge (note that since it’s a spread eagle, his left foot was on a forward edge and his right foot on a back edge). He moved to a forward outside edge on his left foot to take off for the Axel, finished 3.5 rotations in the air and landed on a back outside edge on his right foot. He transitioned out of the jump into another outside spread eagle and then changed edge midway to turn it into an inside spread eagle - pay attention to that subtle shift in center of gravity at the edge change. (And that, kids, is how you get a perfect score for your triple Axel.)  

Here’s the jump and transition in all of its real time glory to get your eyes some practice: 

With that done, we can move on to examine the 6 types of turns in figure skating. They are: twizzle, bracketloopcounterrocker, and three-turn

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break the chain

happy birthday @carryonsimoncarryon!!

length: 3.7k

genre(s): angst+fluff

triggers/warnings: none

simon and baz get in a fight during 7th year and end up magically handcuffed together 

a/n: thank you @cherryonsimon for ur beta skills and brutal honesty :p AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAILEY!!!! ENJOY BEING OLD 💜💜

(if the readmore doesn’t work then just click the url and it will take you to the post ^__^)


“I don’t think we should see each other anymore.”

My jaw drops and I stare at Agatha. She doesn’t look like she’s joking, and I start to feel sick.


“I want to break up.”

“But–but why?”

“I just don’t think we’re good together,” she says, like her words aren’t devastating. Like she hasn’t just unraveled all of my plans for our future together.

“But…but I love you…” I say, a bit pathetically, and her face hardens.

“I’m not doing this because I don’t love you, Simon. I just don’t want to be with you anymore.”

I don’t know what to say to that, and she’s not listening anyway. She’s looking at something over my shoulder and I turn around quickly to see what it is.

It’s Baz.

He gives her a lazy wave and a wink, and when I face her again she’s gone pink.

“Him?” I say incredulously. “You’re breaking up with me for him?”

“What if I am?” she says, and I feel my magic starting to rise. She takes a step back, looking scared. I curse and try to force it back down.

“Agatha,” I say, but she’s still moving. “Agatha! I didn’t mean it!”

She spins on her heel and walks off, leaving me behind in the hall.

I’m sure I look like a fish out of water; students are leaving the classrooms and everyone’s giving me a funny look. I’m still fighting to keep my magic under control and I only have one thought on my mind: this is Baz’s fault.

* * *

Baz had somehow disappeared after my confrontation with Agatha, so I go looking for him. I eventually find him lurking in an unused corridor–the one with the room where the Crucible is stored. Surely Baz isn’t daft enough to try and mess with it. He must have some other scheme planned.

I don’t care what it is, I don’t care about anything else right now other than the fact that Baz has once again ruined my life.

I’m attempting to sneak up on him when the sole of my shoe squeaks, and he whips around.

“What do you want, Snow?” Baz spits, and I rush forward without thinking.

“This is all your fault!” I yell as I shove him, “if you’d just left Agatha well alone she wouldn’t have broken up with me!”

He looks confused for a second and then smirks. That makes me angrier, so I shove him again. Harder. This time his head makes a satisfying crack as it hits the wall. I rush forward with my arm pulled back, ready to punch him. He moves to block me and our hands collide in mid-air.

I feel a shimmer of magic around my wrist and my stomach drops. Baz must have cast something too low for me to hear, and now…well, I’m not really sure what he did until I look at my hand and see the shiny metal bracelet. I don’t realize what’s happened at first; Baz tugs his wrist and mine comes with it.

Merlin’s tits, I’m fucking handcuffed to Baz. What is he planning to do to me? This must be one of his schemes! He’s going to…he’s going to…

Well, I’m not sure what he’s going to do, but it probably involves me and a pair of handcuffs.

“What the hell, Baz!” I growl, “let me go!”

He looks indignant. “I didn’t do this!”

“Of course you did!”

“Crowley, Snow, do you really think I’d attach myself to you on purpose?”


The air starts to fill with smoke, and I realize it’s Snow. Shit, I should have known this would happen. He’s going to bloody go off. I’m tempted to poke him as I usually do–because I know he’ll just shield me–but I finally give into my urge to just…help him.

“Deep breaths now, Snow,” I say, and his head snaps up. He narrows his eyes at me, but I keep going; keep holding his gaze. “Let it go. Some of it. Before you start another fire. Whatever–fuck!”

Snow shoves me into the wall for the second time today, only this time he comes with me and I’m hit from both sides.

“What was that for? I was helping you, you numpty!”

“I don’t need your help,” he snarls.

“Fine!” I spit, “let’s go find you someone else then!”

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simblr halloween edit challenge  *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

october/simblreen is almost here! so i thought i’d throw together a short list of prompts for those who want to do a challenge without having to create a post every day. because of this, there are no time constraints, and you can interpret the prompts however loosely you want. tag your edits with #simblrhec if you’d like me to see them! ✨

Second Chances

Summary: You and you boyfriend Lance have come a really long way together, but what happens when he overhears a conversation about your true feelings, and confronts you about it.

Lance Tucker X Reader

Word Count: 1508

Warnings: Some angst. Bad Language.

Prompt: “Will I ever be enough?” 

A/N: This is for the fucking amazing @just-some-drabbles 4K follower rom-com challenge! (Once again, Congratulations, you’re ridiculously amazing and talented). I really hope that this is okay! (And it fits well with your challenge! If it’s not, please tell me and I will happily re-write it for you so it does!) 

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Still really sick, but that wont stop me from joining in on some inktober action with @acecakes fusion, Dr. Fright. Ace, if you see this, just know I love your art and I’m sorry for the spam. 

i label this admin s took too much time on this.

hello! i am doing a small giveaway because christmas is just around the corner and i know that not everybody has a photobook from makestar. so i decided, since i got an extra, i’m just gonna give it away. the giveaway consists of:

  1. one (1) photobook
  2. one (1) poster
  3. the bookmarks
  4. the photocards
  5. special goodies that i will provide

now, keep in mind that it won’t be extravagant, but i do hope that it’ll come to your liking. now, on to the rules.

  1. you do not need to be following me. i’m too lazy to look though my followers to see if you all are following me.
  2. you can reblog and like this as many times. it won’t show up as extra. however, i don’t think your followers appreciate you spamming them with a giveaway.
  3. no giveaway blogs. that’s not fair to the people that want it and it’s definitely not fair to me. don’t be a douche.
  4. giveaway starts on oct 9th at 12pm pst and closes oct 30 at 12pm pst so plenty of time to procrastinate, but not enough time to do it. so reblog wisely.
  5. only one (1) winner. sorry but i only got one and that’s how many will win.

and that’s it. good luck to you all and i’ll see you on the flip side.

anonymous asked:

Why do you still believe? I can't deal with all the crap we are being fed. So I'm taking my life jacket (before they all go) and jumping off the lido deck, with my drink of course. Hopefully one day the games will stop, honesty will prevail and I'll be able to step back on the cruise. Take care you are truly a funny person x

It’s a combination of things, really. One, there’s a fine line between confidence and delusion, and I ride that shit like a bear on a unicycle. Two, I have years of practice picking apart celebrity gossip from fact. Four, I trust my eyeballs over my ears. Five, having a general understanding of how this shit works helps immensely when it comes to not falling for the fake tennis ball throw every time. Six, I’m not a gambler but I like my odds here because 95% of what I see points toward SC as the couple, and I’m not one to throw away my hand on a 5% chance. Seven, I fucked up the numbering and am too lazy to change it, which is a pretty good metaphor for how my mind works when it has already laid the groundwork for something and doesn’t feel compelled in any way to change it. 

Mark Imagine - Stress Sex (Smut)

A/N - Requested by @frostbittemyheart! I haven’t written a smut in a while so I hope this one’s still good haha. Enjoy everyone~

Omfg i am in dire need of a Mark scenario where either him or the reader is having a very stressful day and stress sex is the cure :) please and thank you! (P.s. can there be a mention of eating out? Mark’s lips look like they could give some serious pleasure teehee~ #teamMark #teamGot7

Today had been a long day. A LONG day. The kind of day where nothing seemed to be going right and you just needed some time at home spent with your boyfriend, Mark. He was always the perfect cure to a bad day. No doubt he’d had a long week preparing for the next comeback and was also willing to just sit at home and do nothing with you. When you arrived at home and walked in, you checked your phone to see a missed call from Mark. Ringing him back, you went to sit of the sofa. 
“Hey, babe. I just got in and saw your missed call. What’s up?”
“Oh I was just going to ask if you wanted to come over to the dorm. I’ve had a pretty long day and can’t be bothered to move so was hoping you’d be willing to.”
“I’m more than happy to drive over just because your lazy ass doesn’t want to.”
“(Y/N) please don’t make me sound even worse than I am. You know I love you even though I’m tired.”
“I know, I’m only teasing you, Mark. Let me change out of my work stuff and I’ll head over to the dorm. See you soon.”
“See you soon, love.”

After hanging up the phone, you headed into your bedroom to change clothes. While your work uniform wasn’t too uncomfortable, you definitely didn’t want to visit your boyfriend and his friends wearing it. Not to mention it wasn’t the cutest of outfits either. You’d much rather be wearing a nice pair of leggings and one of Mark’s large sweaters you had ‘borrowed’ from him. Feeling nice and cosy, you pulled on some shoes and got in your car. The dorm was only a ten minute drive away so you were more than happy to go over there even after your stressful day. You knew it’d be worth it to spend time with him. When you arrived, Mark was the one to answer the door. Immediately, he hugged you and held you close to him. 
“I’m so glad you’re here, (Y/N). I needed your cuddles.”
“I’m happy to supply them for you, Mark,” you replied, keeping your arms wrapped tightly around his body.
“Want to go cuddle in my room?”
“As long as your members aren’t in there teasing us for cuddling.”
“Don’t worry, they’re all out except Youngjae who’s currently sleeping because he stayed up way too late last night on some new game he bought.”
“Good. There’s no chance of him coming in and being mean to us then,” you giggled as you walked off in the direction of Mark’s bedroom.

As soon as you walked into his room, you jumped onto the bed. The mattress was really comfortable and you loved just lying on it. The temptation to sleep was huge. Mark laughed and sat down beside you, his arms trying to find their way around your stomach. He rested his head in the crook of your shoulder and placed soft kisses to your skin. 
“I like kissing your neck,” he mumbled against your skin.
“Well then don’t stop doing it,” you responded, closing your eyes as you let him work his lips on your neck. His hands crawled up your body, no longer sitting on your stomach and you immediately reacted by shuffling your body closer to his. Mark’s hands continued to explore your body, now traveling down towards your waistband. He playfully teased you with his fingers, making you ache even more for him. 
“Maaark, stop teasing.”
“As you wish, baby.” His voice went deeper, more seductive and it had you desperate for his touches. Mark crawled from behind you, making you whimper at the loss of contact. To make up for it, Mark moved between your legs and let his hands trail slow circles on your upper thighs. You wriggled your hips, praying he’d take the hint and give you exactly what you wanted. Chuckling to himself, Mark removed the leggings you were wearing and tossed them elsewhere in the room 
“What a naughty girl we have here,” he said as he smirked up at you. “Completely bare under those leggings. It’s as if you were expecting this to happen.”
“Can’t blame a girl for wanting it to.”
“No, I think you deserve a treat for being so damn hot.”

Mark glided his tongue over you, the sudden contact taking you by surprise. You let out soft moans as his lips worked their magic on you, unable to get enough of the blissful pleasure he was supplying. Mark could feel you squirming beneath his mouth and raised one hand to keep your hips in place, wanting to have full control over your body. He was worked up and needed to let it all out. And your body was right there, the perfect place to unload all of his stresses. The other hand was tracing shapes on your thighs, edging closer and closer to your dripping core. Not wanting to tease you much more, he slid two fingers into you, curling them perfectly so you’d react in the best of ways. You arched your back involuntarily, absolutely loving how your boyfriend’s fingers and tongue made you felt. Feeling yourself edging closer and closer to release, your moans got higher and Mark quickened the pace, wanting you to climax right there and then. Pleasure washed over you and your release came, leaving you breathing heavily as you came down from your high. Mark got up on his knees and smirked at your state.
“Don’t worry, babe. We’re barely getting started.”

I used to hate it when people would call me Mexican. I really did. Because the way their tongue would deliver that word felt like a slap in the face. It felt like a bad knot on my stomach. It felt dirty. It felt less than a human.

As a kid, you never really think much of the deeper racial issues that cause this. However, I made a long way. I now take pride in my ancestry, accent, and culture. I no longer feel ashamed, because you see, when you call me a Mexican I remember our work ethic. When you call me a Mexican, I remember the paletero and elotero working through the day with rain or the burning sun. When you call me a Mexican, I remember my people, my family, and my ancestors who continue to pick fruit in the sun on inhumane working conditions. When you call me a Mexican, I remember that while we are labeled as lazy, with not a word of English we work and never stop working for our families. When you call me a rapist and thieve, I remember how many of us are willing to leave everything one knows to cross to an unwelcoming country. You see, you may continue to label me. So go ahead, I’ll take the label and shape it myself. Because I am Mexican, I am here, I am not going anywhere. My existence carries in itself a long history of suffering, genocide, colonization, but above anything perseverance. So please, call me a Mexican.

Hi Taylor! My name’s Michelle and I’m 15 years old. Thank you so so so much for being in my life and writing songs, because now I play guitar and write my own songs! It feels like just yesterday I heard ‘Mean’ and immediately became obsessed! Since you don’t really know me, I thought I would make a list of 13 things about me.

1. I have a cat named Baby, who’s 14 years old. (I’ll show you a picture of her sometime!)

2. I’m taking a guitar class at my high school. We had to learn a song on the guitar and I chose ‘Sparks Fly’, which was not the best choice because I’m only a beginner. I was struggling with the F chord and my guitar teacher was laughing, but I got a good grade for my effort!

3. I live in Seattle, Washington, and I will definitely see you there (and maybe Vancouver too) for the Rep Tour!

4. My favorite color is light blue/aqua/seafoam greenish.

5. I write songs because of you, and my very first one was about my dream boy and I called it ‘Dallas’. Maybe I can play it for you someday!

6. I have a sister named Katherine who’s 11, and we’ve grown up with your music!

7. My favorite song of yours is ‘Sweeter Than Fiction’ because it reminds me of my relationship with you!

8. My favorite person (aside from you!) is my friend Hannah. She doesn’t have Tumblr but her Instagram is @parisnicole13.

9. I have an emotional attachment to the choker on the album cover, and I found and bought almost an exact replica, which I am currently refusing to take off. Even when I shower.

10. I’m a freshman in high school, and I was only in third grade when I heard ‘Mean’! It feels like yesterday.

11. My favorite donuts are maple bars. Like, I would die for them.

12. My mom once walked in on me while I was headbanging to ‘Better Than Revenge’. She scared me, I tripped, I fell right into her and knocked her over, which somehow caused my bedroom door to fall off. I still haven’t put it back on because I’m a lazy potato.

13. My favorite holiday is Christmas, because I just love sending out Swiftmas gifts to people on Instagram!! I did it last year too, and it was so fun to watch everyone’s reactions when they open their presents!

Anyways, that’s 13 facts about me. If you ever see this, Taylor, just know that I am probably listening to Long Live and strumming along with my guitar right now.

I love youuuuuuuu @taylorswift





Paint it  black and paint it white
Pull the blinds and meet the light
I see heaven up above
But I see you and I see love

And we’ve got a long road
We’ve got a burning coal
Sometimes it feels too hot to hold 
I hope it never goes cold

Very rough and lazy Zutara thing inspired by The Narrative’s newest song, Toe The Line. It’s hauntingly beautiful and I’m obsessed (please be obsessed like I am because it also gives me a lot of Zutara vibes)