today i’ve realized that the only thing holding me back from doing whatever the heck i want are my insecurities. i can’t pick my course for college because i feel like i am not good enough to actually become something. i want to be an architect but im afraid my drawing skills and designs will never be enough to sustain me in the future. i want to be a doctor but im scared of failing my subjects because im not actually that good in memorizing terms. i also want to be a lawyer but i feel like i have a weak heart and i will never win my cases in the future. i want to be so many things, i can be one of those things, heck i can be all of those things!!! but these thoughts are driving me crazy!!!!
So I am a Transgender man but I am pre everything. I am masculine presenting so everyone just assumes I am a guy. I need to go to the doctor because I have so much discharge down there and it's really awkward to go to the doctor about your vagina as a Transgender man. Any advice?