because he knows deep down that this is the last time

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without, but you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him. yeah? well, he’s that guy for me.
—  Daily Tumblr Love Quotes
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without, but you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him. yeah? well, he’s that guy for me.

He can call you his baby girl as much as he wants but he’ll never own you and you need to remind yourself of that before you find yourself inside of his heart and locked up behind his ribcage. I know that you love him but every night while the pulse on his wrist murmurs again your skin it’s telling you to get out, get out, get out, and you know deep down that you should’ve packed your bags and left a long time ago. You can’t fix a broken person if they’re busy hurling pieces of themselves off of cliffs and into the river. Don’t let him trick you into jumping in after him just so that he doesn’t have to die alone.

When your heart is breaking and it feels like a black hole is inside of your head where you used to keep memories of him don’t let it consume you completely because I learned in science class last year that after a forest fire destroys land for miles it makes it easier for flowers to begin to grow. He might have dropped a cigarette down your dry throat and watched you go up in flames but you’re better off without him and soon enough you’ll start to blossom again without any weeds around to choke you out. Give it some time. Rome wasn’t built in a day and neither were you.

While you’re crawling into bed after too many shots and don’t have anyone to take your shoes off for you please god don’t start to cry because once the thought of him hits your stomach it’ll cause a worse hangover than any vodka ever could. Choke down an advil and hide under the covers until you’re sober enough to go wash the feeling of his touch off of you & watch it swirl down the drain. There is nothing beautiful about sadness but recovering from it is goddamn amazing.

—  Three things I learned about living when all I wanted to do was die (via shakingleaf)
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without, but you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him. yeah? well, he’s that guy for me.
Whispers In the Library: Hook X Reader

Requested by anon: A imagine where y/n is belles sister and hook loves y/n but she doesn’t want nobody to love her because she doesn’t believe in true love but he breaks her walls down.

you guys have way to much faith that I can be this deep. also I would have written this sooner, but I’ve been moving for the last few days so *shrug*

Originally posted by missfords

“Don’t forget to lock up!” Belle called to you as she left the library.

You glanced her way, “I won’t, I know what I’m doing.”

She chuckled, “Alright, just making sure. Goodnight!” After she left you continued stacking books until there was a knock on the door.

Without looking up you shouted, “Sorry we’re closed!” You heard the door open and were about to scold the intruder before you saw who it was.

“Killian,” You said, “You’re not supposed to be here! What if Belle sees you?”

He grinned, “I made sure she was gone before entering. Besides, I wanted to see what you were up to.”

“Stacking books as always.” You answered.

He leaned on one of the shelves, “Need a hand?”

You snorted, “Very funny. Start putting the ones on the desk over there.” You said, pointing to a shelf. He did as you said without a comment.

“So,” You began, “What have you been up to lately?”

“Oh the usual. Sailing the Jolly Roger, commanding my crew,” he paused, “thinking of you.”

You sighed, “Killian,”

“Come on Y/N,” he stopped you, “I know you. Why don’t you believe that I love you?”

“Because you don’t mean it.” You began, “You’re a pirate. You’d go for the first person you see.”

He groaned, “You know that’s not true.”

“Besides,” You admitted, “I don’t need love right now.” You continued to stack books not looking at him.

“Just because you don’t need it doesn’t mean my feelings towards you are any less.” He reasoned.

Throwing the books to the floor you shouted, “Killian maybe I don’t love you!”

A look of pure sadness crossed his already torn face, “I don’t know who you’re lying to more, me or yourself.” He continued to put books away without looking at you.

You walked towards him, “You don’t need to do that. I can get it.”

“Y/N I have never left your side. In case you haven’t gotten it yet I’ll let you in on a little secret.” He turned towards you, “I won’t leave you. No matter how much you push me away.”

You were on the verge of tears, “It’s not like I try. I, I just, I don’t-”

“Want love?” He stopped you. “I don’t know why, but for whatever reason you push everyone that gets to close away.” He closed the distance between you and him, “No matter how much you’ve pushed me I haven’t left. When are you going to see that I’m not leaving you?”

“Why do you care so much about me?” You raised your eyebrows, “I’m no one special, and like you said I push everyone away. Why would you want to stay by my side of all people?”

He took you hand, “There’s no one else in the world I’d rather stand by.”

Suddenly all those feelings you’d hidden came flooding back. You looked into his eyes and knew that this was the man you loved, and who loved you back more than anything. And at that moment you wanted to feel his lips on yours. Your lips met his and their warmth sent a current through your body. It’s lasted only a second, but felt like forever. Pulling away his eyes met yours.

“Well, that was unexpected.” He grinned.

You laughed through tears, “Killian,” You paused, “I don’t have any words.”

“That’s alright love,” He murmured, “I’m sure you’ll find them eventually.”

NASCAR driver Austin Dillon talks Taylor Swift.
  • Q: I’ve been asking each person to give me a question for the next interview. The last interview was with Kevin Harvick, and he wanted to know: Taylor Swift or Miley Cyrus?
  • A: (Laughs) Oh man. I’ll go T-Swift, because Miley has gone off the deep end. T-Swift is pretty cool; I met her. She’s like six feet (tall), and I like tall.
  • Q: What was she like when you met her (before a concert in Charlotte on behalf of Xfinity)? Was she down to earth, or did she have that celebrity aura around her?
  • A: She definitely had a different aura. I’m not at a loss for words very often, and it was definitely a celebrity kind of moment. She was just that much better, you know? It was pretty cool.
  • Q: I can’t imagine you at a loss for words.
  • A: I spoke, but the response time was really off, you know? Like I started the conversation because I thought about what I wanted to say. That part was easy getting out. But when she responded, it was like…yeah. That was all I could get out.
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without, but you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him. yeah? well, he’s that guy for me.
—  Daily Tumblr Love Quotes

OKay but bedtime Iwahina

  • Hina being the big spoon because he is always the last one to go to sleep and because Iwa thinks its comforting to be held
  • But those rare times when Iwa is the last to go to bed, he holds Hina close to his chest so he knows he’ll never leave.
  • Sometimes he’ll go out of his way to stay up late just to run his fingers through his boyfriend’s hair
  • Iwa mumbles in his sleep and Hina listens to his ramblings and whispers until he falls asleep.
  • They both drool tbh
  • Hinata is a whistler.
  • Its very subtle but you can still hear it.
  • Iwa doesn’t snore unless he is really tired or in a deep slumber and bOI
  • he has that scary snore that sounds like a beast is camping out in your room
  • but he’s actually just a big grumpy bear
  • iwa wakes up first and the first thing he notice is just how calm and peaceful Hina looks. He looks so snug and its always a struggle to leave the bed with this little sunshine next to him
  • Hina wakes up first and always waits for him to wake up. He feels so honored cuz he gets to wake up next to this great ace and he feels like he doesn’t deserve this guy at all
  • he’s just a smol dork who who wants to be the next little giant why does he have such a great man in his life???
  • but tbh they both feel that way about eachother and it’s disgusting

CS + Irritated

Dedicated to the lovely xhookswenchx

This word really got me thinking of Emma and how irritated she could get by something that Hook is saying. I really love the way she would get irritated because deep down she knew he was right.

Hook has constantly faced Emma with the truth she wished to deny, with her mistakes, with her desire to run a away. And every time she would make one of these irritated faces she was actually acknowledging her own mistake.

I love this about their relationship! It’s like I said in my last meta about “true love”, Hook would not stop facing Emma with her mistakes and issues because he knows she would be happier and evolve as a person if she would face them. He knows her so well, better than she knows herself even, and he is not gonna stop speak up when he sees she needs his advice. Even if she doesn’t wish the hear it. 

This is one of the things that makes them strong. At the end of the day, Hook was the one to help Emma realize where she belonged and to open up her heart. And it wouldn’t have happened if he would only tell her what she wishes to hear. 

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No trust | Luke imagine

You took a deep breath and looked back down at your phone; your hands shaking. 

You couldn’t read what all the comments said because the tears that were falling from your face blurred the screen but you didn’t need to read them to know what was happening. The pictures were clear enough.

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I Can't Lose You

Summary: Steve and you are dating and he doesn’t want you to go on a mission.

Word Count: 641

Warnings: mentions of injuries but like nothing major at all

Gender-neutral Reader!

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Eisuke Ichinomiya fanfic: Talk Dirty

This was requested by an anon. I had to rewrite this a few times because I don’t know how to talk dirty 😁. One draft was too fluffy, the other was just plain rude (I don’t like to cuss so I feel bad adding swear words to fanfics), and I hope this one is all right. Enjoy!

After a long day of work you finally get to go home. You’ve been working overtime lately because you need to train a new employee. Everyone who’s been working at the Tres Spades for a certain amount of time has to train the newbies that were hired last week.
“Eisuke, I’m home.” You call as you enter the suite.
You drop your bag and room key and plop down on the sofa and let out a deep sigh.
“Ahhh I’ve been waiting for this all day.”
You still haven’t heard a response from Eisuke since you’ve arrived. He should be here unless he’s at a meeting or maybe he’s taking calls right now. Oh well, he works just as much as you, if not, even more.
You decide to go upstairs and look for Eisuke in his office and surely enough he’s there on the phone. You open the door a crack and peep your head in. Eisuke turns around as he’s speaking. He gestures you inside with a grin. You take a seat and wait for him to finish his call.
He finally hangs up and looks at you, “when did you get here?”
“Not too long ago. I said I was here but you didn’t respond and I figured you were still working.”
“Yeah, but you’ve been coming home later than usual too ____.”
“We have to train the newbies so it takes a bit longer to get things done.”
“Don’t overwork that fragile body of yours. I can call Kenzaki and let you have tomorrow off to relax and destress.”
“Haha thanks but I’m fine, really.”
You love how considerate Eisuke can be.
“Well I need to destress…” Eisuke says with a mischievous smirk.
“Eisuke, I’m tired for that kind of thing right now.”
“You don’t need to do a thing. I’ll do all of the work.” Eisuke paces towards you.
“I still get worn out though.” You take a step back every time he takes a step forward.
This is so embarrassing. Why are you guys taking about how much he exhausts you after having sex. It’s true, but still.
“Hmm moving away from me, ____.”
Before you can say anything back to him you realize you are now backed up against the wall with no way out. Your eyes dart in every direction trying to find an escape. Eisuke places one hand on each side of your head to trap you.
“Aren’t you going to help he destress?”
“Is affection the only way?”
“No I guess not. There is another way.”
“What is it?”
“Talk dirty to me ____.”
“No way!”
Eisuke chuckles as if he was expecting that response from you and leaves light kisses on your face.
“Fine I’ll talk dirty to you.”
Eisuke presses his lips on yours before you can say anything else. He deepens the kiss every time which makes your knees go weak. Eisuke moves one of his hands that’s by your head and uses it to support your body. His kisses travel to your earlobe and playfully nibbles on it.
“That’s it baby, let out your sweet sounds.” The hand that’s supporting you sneaks under your skirt and he lightly caresses your inner thigh.
“C'mon I need to destress.” He whispers in a raspy voice.
“Holy shit that’s hot.” You gasp.
“What was that?”
“Umm…” You can’t tell him that his voice was really sexy just now.
“If you don’t tell me then I’ll force it out of you.”
“Your voice sounds hot when it’s low and raspy.” You say straightforward.
“Damn.” Eisuke stops for a moment. “That was hot ____.”
Eisuke’s lips start to travel back to yours.
“What you just said kind of turned me on. You’ll have to pay for it later.” He gives you a kiss that leaves you breathless. “With your body, of course.”
Your face is probably redder than a tomato at this point.
“I’ll make you feel so good ____.”
You love it when he says your name. It’s even more seductive when he says it in his low, raspy voice.
“I’ll have you screaming so loud that the guys will hear you.”
“Your skin is so soft but your folds are softer.”
His fingers inch to your drenched entrance.
“Holy shit you really want me.”
Eisuke grinds his hips on yours and you can feel his rock.
“I want you so fucking bad ____.” Eisuke pulls down your panties and rubs your entrance. He brings his wet fingers to his mouth and sucks you juices off of them.
“Eisuke I want you!”
“You have me.” Eisuke teases.
“Eisuke I want you inside of me. I want to feel you.”
“Well shit, when you beg like that…” Eisuke undresses as fast as he can and you do the same. Soon enough, he’s inside you.
“Make those noises I love so much.”
“That’s it baby. Good girl. I want you hear you scream. Scream my name baby. Be a naughty maid.”
Eisuke picks up the pace below. You wrap your legs around his waist and allow him to have more access inside if you.
“So wet and so tight. Aggghh ____.”
“Ahhh Eisuke.”
“I’m gonna make you scream my name dammit.”
“Ahhh Eisuke you’re going so fast.”
Eisuke is panting but still maintaining his pace. You’re getting closer to your high.
“Cum for me my naughty maid.”
“Ahhh Eisuke!!!”
Eisuke places your either if form on the forums and crouched down next to you. He grabs your chin so you can look him in the eye.
“You did great baby.”
“Are you destressed?”
“Not yet. You should know that one round isn’t enough. Don’t worry we’ll go nice and slow so you’ll be able to walk tomorrow.”
“I love when you scream my name,” Eisuke kisses you, “but I like hearing your sweet moans too.” Eisuke whispers in your ear, “especially when you moan my name in pleasure.”
“Mmm Eisuke.”
“Like that.” Eisuke carries you to the bedroom where you enjoy a nice, slow, and passionate evening.


Yeah, this scene has been gifed to death 400 million times, but I don’t care because I am now going to talk all over it.

This is just so sad because they’re both desperately trying to stave off the inevitable. They’re both completely sincere when they say they want to stay together forever, but at the same time deep down I think they feel that it can’t last forever and that someday, somehow, it will have to come to an end. Yugi’s outburst when he shouts “Enough” always gets me chocked up and I love how Yami just stares at him in shock for a second. I don’t think he quite realized that this conversation would affect Yugi so strongly until that moment.

The “I’ll give you all my memories” line is interesting because Yugi already essentially has been sharing his memories with Yami ever since he solved the Puzzle. There’s no way Yami could have known anything about the modern world or how to interact with Yugi’s friends if he didn’t know everything that Yugi knows. Imo, it’s kind of Yugi’s way of saying “You can keep being me for as long as you want, you don’t have to be anyone else.”

Also Yami’s smile in response to this and the hands thing… I’m going to cry nowwwwwwww…

The dub’s “But what if I fail again? How do I know I won’t lose you?” and “I believe in you, Yugi” are really beautiful as well. Yugi is just as afraid of losing Yami there, although more due to his lack of confidence in himself than the fear of an inevitable separation.

So long story short, this is the most epic of bromances and I love it.

You know what my favorite thing about Zuko is?

His relateableness.

deep down, we all probably secretly want to scream, yell, firebend at people and just be generally upset and bitter and angry all the time, even if we might not want to admit it out loud.

zuko is the kind of character you pour all this into

and then we have uncle iroh, whom feels bad for him and takes him under his wing after the scorn and hurt that has befallen him and tries to be jitty and cheerful because he loves his nephew and just genuinely wants to see him go down the right path, his own path, and be loved and be happy 

zuko trusts the wrong people (abusive and manipulative ozai and right-hand-kid azula [also abused herself and has her own arc later on but for zuko storytelling purposes staying with that angle here] and the fire nation) and all this time he’s chasing down the avatar he later realizes that hey, these kids may be younger than him but they’re not going to hurt him just because they gain pleasure out of it. they know real friendship and real love, and they show that to him (abeit cautiously at first) that love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, etc etc.

All this time he was trying to seek honor from his father to get back to the fire nation was just a guise, he really wanted love from his father. His mom left when he was young and his father and sister were nothing but cruel to him since. And although he may never get the love he wants from his father, he wont have to bend through hoops to get it, they just love him because he’s him. And whenever he gets all dramatic and woe-is-me his friends and real family are just like wtf? of course we love you zuko. you may make mistakes but you are not your mistakes. and that’s a mighty important thing to remember.

you see, you dont have to have been in any abusive relationships to be able to relate to the guy. he’s there for that reason. I mean, honestly, there’s no such thing as a fire nation or firebending or any of that, but you can still get hurt and betrayed and lost. I love how they show what love, true love, honestly and truly is. Even when Zuko hit his lowest point and was incredibly, incredibly unlovable by most, Uncle Iroh didn’t want to hurt him. He was just scared that he’d lost his way, and he HUGGED HIM. And didn’t ever blame him for any of it. 

I just…I have a lot of feels over Zuko/Uncle Iroh dynamic and Avatar: the Last Airbender in general.


Desmond tried to comfort Pascal a bit and pursed his lips slight not really knowing what to say at all,he rather his actions speak more then anything.

“Yea okay” Lucifer said sighing as he sat on the couch tapping his foot as he looked up at Pascal waiting and attempted not to look so tense.

Pascal took a deep breath and let go of Desmond’s hand, hiding her face behind both palms, and running them down her face, before she got any more courage to say something.

“You remember when we went to Italy? Last month? For our anniversary? Because it had been where we went the first time together?” the blonde asked him and waited for his reply.

He cheated. Derek Luh.

You didn’t want to believe it. In fact, you couldn’t believe it, you just couldn’t. You have invested so much time, love and energy into Derek. Even through the bad times, you both got through it. Together. And now, here you sit on twitter, looking at pictures of Derek with another girl from last night when he said he was out with Nate.. The way he was holding her in that picture, you knew it was more than a friendship….because he held you like that. The way he was looking at her…. that’s the way he looked at you. You were his girlfriend, not that girl. Hell, you didn’t even know who she was and you know most of Derek’s friends. You knew deep down inside, he cheated on you. He cheated on the love you two shared. As you sit there, the tears start to fall. Somehow, through the strangled sobs coming from you, you heard your phone ring. It was Nate. 

Now you and Nate were friends since you both were three. You and him have been best friends since your first heartbreak. He was the one who introduced you to Derek.

“Hello” you said, the pain leaking into your voice. 

“I’m so sorry, Y\N. I thought he was a good guy,. I didn’t think he would do such a thing. I’m so stupid for introducing him to you,. I hope you can forgive me. “ His words were rushed and you could tell he felt guilty. But it wasn’t his fault. It was yours. You should have known better. 

“It’s not your fault, Nate. Of course, I can forgive you.”

“I’m gonna kick his ass.” 

“He’s not worth it, but let me call you back, I have to to text him”

“Okay, I love you”

“I love you, too. “

As you hang up, you look over to the wall…..where the picture of you and Derek hangs. That was a good time. It was from your one year anniversary and Derek surprised you with a beach trip where there was a carnival. Those were the good times, you thought to yourself. Here you are now, two years invested into a man who wasn’t invested in you. What were you gonna do now? You knew you couldn’t stay with him. You just couldn’t. No amount of sorry’s would fix your broken heart. 

You started packing your stuff, after you called your dad and told him what happened. he told you to come and stay with him. He wanted you to leave Derek behind for good. You told him you’d be there in about an hour. You just had to pack your stuff. 

You left everything behind that Derek bought you. Including the necklace he bought you for your birthday. You hadn’t taken it off until now. It hurt , but you needed to make a clean break, 

As you started unpacking once you arrived at your dads, after the hugging and the water works , you got a text from Derek, 

do you ever think about han and luke saying goodbye? do you ever think about how this time it’s luke leaving? do you think han tried to convince him to stay and when it became clear he wouldn’t let him leave with harsh words because that’s how han covers up his emotions? do you think luke never meant to stay gone for so long, searching for answers from ghosts long dead but he has no one else to turn to after this failure? do you ever think about that last goodbye, luke knowing somewhere deep down that they were never going to see each other again? do you ever die?

Been a while, hasn't it?

It’s been a year, since Von and Syndra last spoke, all that she told him was she was going away. She only told him and a few others, because Von was a friend of hers, and has been for awhile. Now she was back, and very different, chilled to the heart by the frigid north called Freljord. But she knew deep down she owed Von a visit. Hoping he hadn’t moved, she walked up to his door in Bilgewater. Her echoed voice spoke. “Von…It’s Syndra, I know it’s been a long time but…Can I come in?”


Von heard the call to his door, and got up to answer it with a surprised look on his face when he saw the new ice-based Syndra at his front door.

“Sy…Syndra?” Von spoke nervously as he blinked.  "Well…I’ll be damned…" He was pretty speechless after that.