because face off was so good last night

I am so tired of Louis never being given credit for the wonderful things he does. These days, literally every single good thing he does, every gesture, every word; is discredited; brushed off as something he had to do, a stunt, ‘his team’ doing it, twisted to fit one conspiracy or other. Can’t we just accept things at face value once in a while, and acknowledge that maybe Louis just wanted to do something nice, because he is a good person and he wants to make other people happy?

Last night was a perfect example of that. I was disappointed not to see him at the Brits. I had assumed because he was there last year when he had nothing to promote that this year, he’d go, especially when he had music to promote, an award to possibly win, and when he did the promo for the nominees show and said how important they in particular were to him. When he flew in 3 days before, it seemed pretty much a given that he’d attend. And it was strange to not have him there and not know why; especially as he was on social media and didn’t appear at the time to have other things going on. And when he posted the video it was such a sweet gesture, to show that it was still important to him that we voted, that he still appreciated the award, that he wasn’t taking it for granted. And it was great that he was getting to spend time with his family. Yet I still wasn’t sure why he chose to go back home at that specific time, why he chose then of the several nights he had been home to do something with them, especially because it really would benefit his solo career to be with the music industry people.

Then, I realized that there was a reason for it. Louis specifically chose that time and that night *because* it was the night of the Brits. His mum went to the Brits with him last year, and I believe she did in prior years. He spoke very fondly of sharing his first Brit win with her, and always said how special they were to him. And, his family probably always watched the Brits together, or, once he was there himself, attended it. Louis PURPOSELY stayed home to do something with them, because it was more important to be there for and with them for support because the Brits was a big thing to his family. Watching it with them and maybe having dinner or something was his top priority and he wanted to show that, instead of being about himself and going to promote himself. Then, to add to that, he then made us a really sweet video, which was posted only 12 minutes after the award was announced, proving that while his family means everything to him, he really does care about us and is grateful for the things he wins too. And not only did I totally understand it then, but I was so proud of him for it.

And seeing people dismiss it and brush it aside and say ‘he could have tweeted that’ or making it about him refusing to attend the awards show for some sort of rebellion or to fit some theory, I just felt like I needed to say something, this time. He went out of his way to make everyone happy, and why is it never good enough for people? He really does do special things to show how much he cares whenever he can, and, too many people dismiss them and turn them into something they’re not. He deserves more credit in all areas than this fandom ever gives him.

nanika69  asked:

Ok I was going to cut down on the sabriel but this was too good! sabriel in highschool at Math class and the teacher calls Gabriel but the blonde smirks and says "Im sorry, I dunno because Sam was whispering things in my ear" and Sam chokes and knocks over his water. He is bright red as Gabriel gives him a flirty look cuz no one understands the reference to what happened last night.

Ahhahaha what are those tears of laughter racing down my face omg. 

this is so great omg. Just image the teacher’s eyes narrowing because she’s sensing that something is off about it all. 

and sam stuttering out his next answer

and gabriel poking fun at him

and sam taking away his candy canes. omg stop this cuteness. ahhhhhhh

Games

Characters - Dean x reader

Word Count - 1119

Warnings - Light language, A little angst? I guess

Fully based off - Games by Luke Bryan

A/N - This was an anon request. Loved the song! Not my best ending but hope you guys like the story!

Your name: submit What is this?


It’d been at least eight months since you last seen the Winchesters so when you saw them walk through the door of your favorite bar, your face went hot with panic. Dean looked good, maybe even better than the night you hooked up with him a while back. You couldn’t really call it a one night stand because he at least had the decency to try to keep in touch with you after he left the next morning.

You made sure you were out of sight when you saw them make their way to the bar. After grabbing their drinks, Sam and Dean sat at a booth where one of your co-workers immediately turned on her charm and took a seat next to Dean. “What is she even doing here?” you think even though you knew it was the best bar in town. The bats of her eyelashes must’ve worked because you could see Dean wrap his arm around her shoulder and bring her in close just as his eyes met yours. “Okay, you want to play it like that Dean?” you think as walk over to the third best looking man in the bar, making sure to put an extra swing in your hips as you do. He was a little taller than you, had a little scruff and bright blue eyes

“Hey” you blink at the stranger and give a sexy smile “Hi, I’m-” you cut him off, you didn’t care who he was as long as he helped you make Dean jealous “Dance with me darlin” it wasn’t a request the stranger realized as you grab his hands and begin to dance sexily with him. You look over to Dean to see him fuming for a second before he took a deep breath, lean close to your co-worker and shoot you a wink before giving her a quick kiss.You angrily push the bar door open with a loud and frustrated groan after ditching your dancing buddy.

You take a few deep breaths of the warm summer air to calm yourself. After a few minutes, you see the door open next to you. You look away when you hear footsteps coming toward you. When you turn your head back, you find that Dean is standing right in front of you. “You call me once after I leave, never return my calls and when you see me again…your first instinct is to dance with someone else?” the aggravation in his voice secretly made you happy. It told you that he still had it for you. You decide to try to play it cool, crossing your arms you look off to the side again “I don’t know what you’re talking about Dean, I never called you. And I didn’t know you were in the bar until after I started dancing besides..you were all over my friend” He steps closer to you, pressing his body against you making your legs shake as he takes your arms and wraps them around his neck. You look into his intense and piercing eyes “Y/N, tell me you didn’t miss me and I’ll leave you alone” His voice was low and rough, causing your lips to part in anticipation. Just as you thought, Dean started to lean in and you leaned away “I have missed you Dean but it’s not gonna be as easy as last time” your arms leave his neck “Sorry” you couldn’t help but to smile as you hear Dean sigh behind you as you walk away.

—-

“You invited Dean Winchester to your party?” you ask your co-worker in disbelief. “Well I mean, yeah. He had to leave the bar so soon the other day that I figured I would invite him” You just shook your head with a smirk as an idea comes to mind “you invited his sexy younger brother too right?” you ask, trying to sound romantically interested in Sam. She quickly nodded with a happy smile “good” was the last thing you said before pulling  out your phone and walking out of the room.

You walk into the party wearing a low-cut white tank top and your tightest jeans with a pair of biker boots. You quickly make your way to Sam and Dean who were being talked to by your co-worker, both of them clearly not interested in what she was saying. “Hey boys, I didn’t know you were going to be here” you faked surprise only to see Dean’s eyes narrow in suspicion. As the night went on you found little ways to mess with him like dancing with different guys and talking to Sam and ignoring him.

Eventually, you announced that you were heading out for the night. That’s when you saw Dean headed straight for you. He grabs your hand and brings you over to the Impala “Sam told me you’ve been with someone else lately?” you shrug and roll your eyes at him. His next words and the passionate kiss he gives you after gave you an idea of where you’d spend the night “Now baby why you gotta be like that?”

The next morning, you woke up with Dean’s arm around your waist. It’d been a while since you had a night like that and it was fun but you had to leave him wanting more. You slowly slip out of his grip and get your clothes on. Just as you start to walk away from the motel room door, you hear Dean walking up behind you “Y/N, really?” you turn on your heels quickly and face him “I’m sorry, can you not take a dose of your own medicine Mr. Love and Leave Ya?” Your words make him squint at you while releasing an angry sounding breath. “Listen Y/N, either you’re gonna cut the shit and be with me or you’re gonna leave me alone. One thing I bet you don’t know is that I tried to keep in touch with you because you actually mean something to me and I want to be with you” You inhale lightly and stare at him with guilt in your eyes “but I’m sick of these damned games”

princessbilbo: Got to meet #jushhutcherson at #120filmfest last night ♡ and, of course, I got him to do a silly face with me xD

He is so nice! And I’m so honored I had the chance to meet him. I admire him a lot, tbh. He is this amazing speaker and has such good morals. I adore people like him: able to speak their mind without coming off as insulting. Too bad I was a mess in excitement because my boyfriend just won his favorite award at the film festival, so I couldn’t gather my thoughts xD

Your Dirty Little Secret...

“ I hate him”..

Chapter 9

Warning;Sexual Content…

I woke up feeling great I had the best sleep ever until I remember what happened last night.

I kissed Luke Hemmings and I got naked in front of him and he fingered me. I am modified. How am I going to look at him in the face now? I bet he will just smirk at me because he knows he got me off. I feel disgusted at myself, I let Luke hemmings do this to me. No more no more of this. He is fucking with me I know he is I bet he is enjoying this.

My mum came into my room and said “ Oh good your up, you went to bed early last night and I seen you ate a lot of food” and then she smiled at me and said “ It’s time for school baby, I have a meeting this morning so move your but out of bed” and then she left.

Well she is happy this morning she must have had a good night with whatever his name is. When my mum has fallen for him I will find out his name because I’m sure she will have invited for dinner and stuff typical.

I got up and went to take a shower because I felt dirty after last night. I could feel how much food I ate last night and I didn’t like it but I pushed all those thoughts out of my head and got in the shower.

Crap I was meant to text Faith and Meg’s back. Once I got out of the shower I got my phone and looked at their messages and repilyed.

To Faith

“ Sorry I haven’t texted back I just so crap when I got home I went straight to bed and went to sleep, ill see you at school I have things to tell”

I wasn’t going to tell them about Luke but I could tell them about my mum..

To Meg’s

“ I know I’m a crappy friend and I’m sorry I didn’t text back I went straight to bed when I got home, I’ll talk at school I have things to tell you’s.

I hope they are okay with me, I really need to stop doing this I need to repily more to them. It’s all Luke’s fault but I can’t tell them that.

I was dressed and ready to go in 20 minutes. My mum was downstairs waiting for me so I had to hurry. I just put on my black skinny jeans and my guns and roses t shirt and then I just grabbed my shirt. My mum was waiting by the door when I was walking down the stairs it must be a very important meeting..Not!

When I got to school before I got out of the car I seen him. Luke hemmings standing beside the door with Calum and Michael he was laughing at something they said or something I don’t know. I wasn’t expecting him to pay attention to me so I got out of the car like nothing had happened.

I walked past them and I heard them stop talking for a second and then they started talking again I didn’t hear what they were talking about and I didn’t want to. I just felt really awkward even being near him after what happened. I mean he seen me naked and he fingered me.

When I walked into school I could see Faith and Meg’s at my locker and they did not look happy I guess they haven’t forgiven me. What am I going to say, I can’t say oh sorry I didn’t text back I was making out with Luke and he fingered me so I didn’t have time to text back? No I don’t think that will go down well not that they would believe me I don’t even want to believe it myself.

” Heyyyyy" I said to them when I got closer to them.

They just looked at me probably waiting on me to tell them what was so important…

“ Are you guys mad?” I asked them…

They crossed their arms and leaned back into the lockers oh great they are mad what do I do now.

Before I could say anything I saw Ashleigh walk out way with Luke’s arm around her and his and her friends tagging along behind. Great this is just what I need.

Faith and Meg’s saw too and they looked as annoyed about it as I did.

“ Oh look is there trouble going on with the losers?” Ashleigh said

I kept my head down, I couldn’t look at Luke right now.

“ I didn’t think you cared about us losers Ashleigh? Faith said back

Ashleigh laughed and I heard Luke laugh so I looked up to see him staring at me.

Was he really laughing at us?

” I don’t" Ashleigh said

I decided I wasn’t going to let her bother me.

“ Well just fuck off and go suck Luke’s face off then” I said back to Ashleigh I don’t know who was more shocked.

Faith and Meg’s or Luke. The look on their faces were priceless.

“ Oh look who finally got her voice back” Ashleigh spat back

“ Oh aren’t you a smart ass bitch well done” I said back

I was on a roll and I was loving this new confidence right now but I knew I would be regretting in it like 10 minutes.

Ashleigh just gave me a dirty look and dragged Luke off down the hall. He gave me a mug look before Ashleigh dragged him away.

“ Wow what has gotten into you?” Meg’s said when they were gone

I strugged my shoulders and said “ I’m sick of her thinking she can just talk to us however she likes”

They agreed and then I think they have forgiven me because they hugged me and said they loved me so all is good.

The bell rang meaning it was time for class but it was Friday so I was happy about that because it was a short and easy day the quicker I get out of here the better .

I had English and Maths first thing which means I have Luke and Calum in my first class great. I just hope Calum keeps his mouth shut because I will speak up for myself if he says anything.

I walked into English class and Calum and Luke were already there. It was 3 of us in the class. I hope to god they don’t say anything.. Please don’t say anything..

I sat down and prayed that Calum wouldn’t say anything but I spoke to soon.

“ Who knew you had such a dirty mouth little virgin” Calum said.

He came over to where I was sitting and sat in front of me. I looked up at him but I didn’t say anything.

he laughed and then said “ Cat got your tongue virgin?” I rolled my eyes at him and said

“ Go away Calum” I was in no mood for him I heard footsteps meaning Luke was coming over here fuck!!!

He stood beside Calum and smirked down at me but I didn’t smirk back when I looked at him what was he doing??

“ No” Calum said and then he leaned forward onto my desk, I sat back because I didn’t want to be anywhere near him.

“ Even though you’re a virgin I bet you would love your dirty little mouth is wrapped around dick” Calum said.. Was he for real?

I leaned forward so my face was close to Calum’s and said “ I wouldn’t touch you if my life depended on it god knows what diseases I would catch” I sat back and Calum looked pissed he turned around and stormed off to his seat. Ha did I actually annoy me? Haha

I looked up at Luke and he gave me a wink before following Calum and going to sit down. Did he just wink at me? why did I get this weird feeling in my stomach when he done that?

The rest of the class came and along with the teacher. I tried my best to forget about Luke but it wasn’t working.

English was finally over which means Maths and Luke was in this class but Faith was so I was happy about that maybe I will stop thinking of him for a while. Ha I wish.

Finally break time. I was starving. Me and Faith walked to the canteen and sat down where we normally do. We could hear Luke and his friends before we seen them. They were as loud as anything. When we seen them Luke had a girl by his side, he had his wrapped around her. She wasn’t in our year so I didn’t know who she was but she looked like a slut. I felt jealous I was really fucking jealous and I don’t know why and I know I shouldn’t be.

“ What’s wrong with you?” Meg’s said while sitting down, I didn’t see her come in.

“ Nothing why?” I said back trying not to seem pissed off because I was.

She strugged her shoulders and got out her break. I felt sick now I didn’t want to eat anymore, I looked at Luke and he was looking at me while his arm was still around that girl. I had enough. I got up without saying a word and walked out of the canteen in search for a bathroom. I needed to calm down I was about to explode. I know he isn’t mine but after yesterday I don’t know it was just messed with my head.

I turned the corner to the bathroom when I was dragged into a storage room. I started to scream because he scared the fuck out of me. I knew who it was, he’s the only one who does this but why?

He turned the light on and took his hand off my mouth and then I spoke

“ What the hell”..

Luke smirked down at me but I wasn’t going to smirk back I was still pissed.

Luke pushed me up against the wall and started kissing me hard, I didn’t respond at first I wanted to let him know I was annoyed but I couldn’t stand it anymore. I gripped his top and pulled him closer and deepened the kiss. Luke groaned and pulled me closer and then he said “ I want to fuck you so bad” between kisses and fuck me that was hot.

we pulled away and I pushed Luke away and said “ You need to stop doing this, what if someone saw?”

“ So?” Luke said oh yeah like he doesn’t care If someone saw us together or even him talking to me.

I rolled my eyes and went to walk out of the storage room but I was pulled back by Luke.

“ Where do you think your going?” He said pushing me up against the door

“ Back to the canteen” I said back as if it was obvious

Luke smirked down at me and then he brought his face so close to mine our noses were touching and then he said

“ Your not going anywhere just yet” and then he kissed me. The adrenaline was running through my body like mad, I pulled Luke closer I don’t know what it is about him but I can’t say no to him when I should.

“ Do you want me to make you feel good again baby?” Luke breathed in my ear and oh my god that was so hot.

I couldn’t speak i just nodded my head. Luke smirked and then he started unbuttoning my jeans and things just got real. I cannot believe this was happening again, at school in a storage room. Luke hemmings was going to finger me again but this time in school. I was brought back to reality when I felt Luke hand rub up and down my vagina I felt something deep inside me and I knew that feeling and I loved it.

“ Does that feel good baby?” Luke whispered I couldn’t speak so I just nodded and he smirked and inserted a finger. I had to grab onto his arm because my legs were starting to feel like jelly and I knew I needed support or I would just fall.

Luke’s finger started to move and I knew I was close, I couldn’t hold in my moans anymore, he speeded up but things got more real when he added another finger.

“ Do you like that baby?” Luke whispered in my ear, I moaned in response and then he said “ so wet for me” I was getting close I got feel myself ready to cum again and within seconds I felt wetness between my legs. I was glad I was holding onto Luke because I would have fallen if I wasn’t my legs felt like jelly.

“ You taste so good baby” Luke said and I looked at him to see him licking his fingers.

“ One day I’ll taste you properly” he said.. What did he mean by that??

me and Luke were looking at each other when we heard the bell go off meaning break was over shit!

I had art next which means so does Luke.

“ See you later princess” Luke said before moving me out of the way and walking out of the storage room.

Did that just happen? I was just standing staring at the door, I didn’t want to go back out. Luke was enjoying this I knew he was, he was fine with fingering me and then just getting on like nothing has happened where as I am freaking out. I didn’t want to go to art class I didn’t want to look at Luke I didn’t want to be near him for some reason this anger came out of nowhere and now I’m pissed at him.

How dare he think he can just come along and fuck me up again and again and think that’s okay. I shouldn’t let him do this to me not anymore.

I walked out of the storage room but when I opened the door I hit someone. Shit!

“ Thanks idiot” the person said and I knew who it was.

“ Sorry Faith I didn’t see you there” I said to her she looked at me with wide eyes

“ What were you doing in there?” Faith said

Oh shit what do I say???

“ I just needed to think” I said back.. I didn’t know what to say so I just said the first thing that came out of my mouth. She looked at me weird and then she walked off because she said she really needed the toilet. I was glad because I didn’t want her questioning me anymore I would crack. I didn’t want to face Luke again but I didn’t know where else to go so I walked to art class. I am so late and I’m never late this is what he is doing to me. I am full on pissed at him now.

I walked straight threw the door and everyone stopped and looked at me. I looked at Luke and he was smirking at me the bastard. I looked at the teacher who looked confused and mad not good.

“ What time do you call this Hailey?” The teacher said

Umm……

“ Sorry I just needed some fresh air” I said back I was glad she just said to go sit down but I know she will pull me about it. I went to sit down affording Lukes stare I kept my head down and didn’t lift it up unless I hate too. I could feel the awkward tension in the room but it was probably only me. I was still angry at him and if he was gonna try to do anything again I will let him know just how angry I am.

The bell rang for lunch time but I was asked to stay back. Shit I shouldn’t have been late now I am going to have to make up an excuse of where I was and what I was doing crap! I watched everyone get up of their seats and walk out, I seen that Luke looked at me but I didn’t look at him.

“ Miss Wilson come here please” the teacher said once everyone was gone.

Shit! How can I lie to a teacher???

i have never done this before what the fuck do I say?

I walked over to her desk and she looked up at me and said

“ What’s going on with you lately Hailey? You haven’t been yourself the last couple of days is everything alright?”

Oh god what do I say???

“ Nothing’s going on miss, everything is fine” hopefully she believes me…

She gave me a weird look and then said “ Okay just try not to be late again, you’re one of my best students I would hate for you to fall behind”

I didn’t know what to say other than “Thank you” and then I walked out of art. It was lunch time so I walked to the canteen hoping Faith forgot our little run in but I know she probably won’t. Faith and Meg’s were sitting at our normal table so I went to walk over but Ashleigh stopped me. Great.

She stood right in front of me and said “ Well look it’s big mouth who finally stands up for herself”

Really? Is she for real? What does Luke see in her? Oh yeah wait.. Her vigina..

I just rolled my eyes and walked past her I didn’t want to talk to her at all. I walked over to my friends and sat down.

“ What did she want now?” Meg’s asked

“ The usual” I said and they understood what I meant.

“ So what is this you need to tell us?” Faith asked

Oh yeah I forgot about that…

I went to respond but I stopped because I saw Luke kiss Ashleigh ugh he is just a prick.

I tried my best to hid my hurt face and I told my friends all about my mum. They couldn’t believe the way she is getting on and neither can I he must be some guy. The bell went meaning Lunch was over and I was going to make sure I wasn’t late for another class. I had French with Meg’s and then RE and then I had a free hour which isn’t so bad so me and Meg’s made our way to French class while Faith had a free hour.

School was finally over. I was getting a lift home today with Faith and Meg’s something I haven’t done all week. My anger towards Luke hasn’t gone yet and I thought if I went to the forest he would follow me and at the minute I do not want to talk to him. I didn’t know where my friends were so I just went to wait outside which was a bad idea because as soon as I stopped walking Luke started walking over to me.

I looked all around to see if anyone was looking at me and to see if Faith and Megs were coming. Luke stopped in front of me, I looked at him and then he said “ Come to this party tonight”

Was he for real right now??

“ I’m not going anywhere with you” I said back. I sounded angry and I was glad I did because I was really fucking angry at him.

“ What’s wrong with you?” he said back looking at me confused oh really he doesn’t know why I’m pissed at him? I can’t do this especially outside of school where anyone could hear.

“ Leave me alone” I said back crossing my arms

“ I have done fuck all for you to get on like this” he said back and I wanted to laugh right there and then.

“ Ha good one, I have to go have fun at the party make sure to use protection” I said back and then walked off. Faith and Meg’s were just coming out of school I heard Luke shout something and then I seen him walk over to his motorbike.

Faiths mum pulled up and we got in the car. I cannot wait to go home and I just lie down on my bed and not deal with all this crap. I want to go home and forget everything that is Luke hemmings.

Finally I was home I said goodbye to my friends and Faiths mum and then got out of the car. My mums car wasn’t in the driveway which means she is still working. Good then I can have some peace for a while. They drove away once I got to my door. I seen Luke’s motorcycle outside his house.. Great he’s home. I am going to make sure i lock my door because he is not bothering me anymore this day.

Once I locked the door even though my stomach started making noises I ignored them and I walked up to my room and face planted myself onto my bed. I grabbed my pillow and screamed into the pillow.

“ You should never leave your window opened” ….

Okay.. i know it has taken me a while to update and i’m sorry i am going to be honest.. i have been struggling to finish this chapter i just had trouble and i kind of lost interest in writing for a couple of days as well and also life got in the way. I have had so much stuff happen but i’m back.

I hope you guys enjoy this chapter.. i know it took a while..

Let me know what you guys think about it…

What do you think of Hailey and Luke’s relationship so far??

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sometimes i get really irrattionally mad because i realize that if ford grew up in Our time, then he’d 100 percent be one of those kids whos all “i differ from the crowd around me, im not like other kids my age I read Real books instead of tapping away on ‘Face Book’” like you know that one comic where its like “what did you binge watch last night?” “real life” like ford would see that comic and relate to it so badly and it pisses me off (and when ford gets older he’d be super embarassed but no one who knew him in these years will ever let it go)

OTRA Baltimore-- My Concert Experience

Okay okay okay I don’t really know how to start but last night was the best night of my life?? Like the absolute best??? I don’t know how it can ever be topped because One Direction just brings so much joy into my life they’re literally the best thing in the world.

There were only three not-so-good things that even happened last night that I can think of so I’ll get those out of the way first:

•Liam was sick :( poor baby. He said he had the flu. But he also said we made him feel better and I really hope so.

•Right before the show ended, someone threw a glowstick at Harry’s face. I witnessed this happening feet away from me and was really pissed off. He was in a ton of pain, you could tell. So. Don’t throw stuff at their faces. (which should be obvious…..)

•Some fans are really gross? Like the person behind me had a sign saying something like “Liam be my Daddy” and I saw one that was like “lapdance for backstage pass?” and just no. Ew.

But anyway, the bad was greatly outnumbered by the one million good things I remember:

•Harry.

•HARRY

•I was very very close to the end of the cat walk and so I was very very close to the boys for a good part of the concert and I am going to be quite honest with you Harry is the best looking person I have ever seen. He was toned and looked incredibly fit and his HAIR okay his hair was thick and curly and looked soooo soft and clean just oh my god.

•Harry WAVED AT ME. He was being a sweetheart the entire time, noticing tons of fans, smiling with his DIMPLES okay.

•They’re all amazing and adorable and the best things to exist. Like, they’ve been on this same tour for ages but they still give it their all. Unbelievable.

•Liam. I also got to see Liam really really up close. And just wow. I don’t know if he just got that haircut or what but it was incredibly sexy and for a while he was wearing a plaid shirt unbuttoned down his chest and you could see his chest hair. He looked like a really sexy werewolf. And he was Liam Payne from One Direction and he was right there in front of me.

•Liam also waved at me. I had a sign that said “Liam I wish I could HUG you” because if anyone deserves a hug it’s Liam. Anyway he pointed at it and gave me a little fluttery-fingered wave. It still has not fully sunk in.

•He was sick but he still did an amazing job, he was so interactive and his TWIRL in girl almighty is the cutest thing ever. So A+++ Liam, as always!!!!!

•Musically they were all fantastic. Sometimes Liam would make slight variations to the original song and everyone would go crazy because it was amazing. So yeah. They can all sing. Really well.

•I cried during 18. It was a very emotional moment. It also looked like Harry was crying during that song but it may have been the lights. Anyway. Yeah. It was beautiful.

•I also cried during No Control because they did it right after 18 and Louis had his solo and sang it so well I am so proud oh my god……….

•On to Louis. Louis was very rarely over by my side of the catwalk, but I was still so close to him. Jesus Christ. He would interact with the fans, but more quietly than the other boys. He would make faces and wave and blow kisses and he was an absolute doll.

•Louis in real life is… glorious. He is so good looking. His legs are so curvy and beautiful and I could not deal. Also to me his arm looked very tan but also sort of soft like if I touched it it would be slightly squishy with muscle underneath the softness. Which is just. I wish I could touch Louis’s arm. But that would be kind of invasive and strange so I’ll settle for looking at it.

•I feel like Louis was pretty quiet for most of the show but the thing is, I was close enough so I could watch him sometimes even when he wasn’t on the big screens and he was always up to something, usually involving Liam. I got to watch him pour a bottle of water on the ground by Liam’s feet before they even began the water fights. It was… an honor.

•LOUIS’S SMILE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING ON THIS PLANET HANDS DOWN AND HE IS THE MOST ADORABLE PERSON IN THE WORLD WHEN HE LAUGHS THIS IS A FACT

•I saw him smile. In real life. In front of me. He. Smiled. Crinkly eyed. So happy.

•Lilo is real and I would like to personally thank Liam Payne for making Louis so happy and award him the Best Person in the Universe award. After watching that concert I’m sure that, no matter what happens in Louis’s life, if he has Liam as a friend he’s going to be all right.

•Okay moving on to Niall. I am not really a Niall girl but he sang everything perfectly, played the guitar, was really sexy and had nice jeans. Also he gave a really long speech before DFWYB. It was sweet. Niall is just a blessing.

•The sign reading part was quick and fun and I think Louis (or was it Liam? I couldn’t see them and it sounded squeaky) read one that said “Investigate Wellington” and he was like, “ what does /that/ mean?” and I was laughing omg it was the greatest.

•Harry made everyone put up the peace sign and said “Peace in Baltimore. I love to see that,” or something and that was literally so sweet I’m overwhelmed.

•Harry is obsessed with dads in the audience again. It’s really cute.

•The whole thing with the cookies??? Oh my God. Harry is perfect. I love Harry. To be honest he was tied with Niall at the bottom of my rankings before this and now he’s back up to #2 (Louis and Liam are both #1). What a difference a day makes.

I’m sure I’m forgetting stuff but I’m so overwhelmed right now. These boys are one of the best things that ever happened to me. And they work so hard. I have nothing but love for all of them and I hope Liam feels better soon.

All the love.