because even though it hurt like hell

Self Care Magic

✨Drinking iced raspberry tea infused with rose petals, or a pumpkin spice latte for the cinnamon allspice and clove but also just because you really like it

✨Power songs played during the morning commute and singing as loud as you can without worrying about other drivers seeing you, getting yourself fired up for the day

✨Banishing spells cast on toxic lovers and friends, because even though it hurts to let them go it also feels freeing as hell

✨Self cleansing rituals that make you feel recharged, whether it be fancy ritual baths, or that good smelling face wash that you use every morning

✨Wrapping yourself in the love of friends and family deity when you’re not feeling up to it yourself, they will love you no matter what so relying on them is okay and good

✨Going to a secret spot to be alone, or to watch the world go by and just be still, from a secret pond miles into the forest, to the quiet spot by the window in your favorite cafe

✨Protection spells cast before going out drinking and dancing to keep off the creeps and their unwanted advances, because you just wanna dance and that’s the last thing you need

Sex with the Avengers

Request: In your opinion, what is the favorite sexual position of each guy (Steve, Bucky, Pietro, Clint, Bruce, Tony) with a female partner? And for Natasha and Wanda (ONLY if you’re comfortable with)? I’M IN LOVE WIH YOUR BLOG! -Anon

A/N: Oops, I planned to write this quickly -like just tell you the positions, but now here I am, four hours later and all of the descriptions aren’t even containing one exact position. Sorry, I hope you like these anyway haha x AND THANK YOU DOLL ♥

Ps. Gosh, I’m such a trash for Steve.

Originally posted by starksokovia

Pietro

Keyword: His speed. Oh god, that speed. He would take time to have sex with you, but he would use his speed while teasing you –first, he’s kissing you against the wall and before you even realize, you are laying naked underneath him, his mouth devouring your dripping wet core, causing you to scream his name from the sudden contact.

Pietro would love to be on top; pressing you against the mattress, kissing your lips or sucking your neck demandingly. This position gives him everything he wants; chance to see your expressions, eventuality to touch you and the oh so good possibility to use his speed on you, fucking you hard while you tangle your fingers to his hair or dig your nails to his back, leaving marks he loves to see at the morning after your heated night together.

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Emma I don't know about you but I'm about 1000% certain that Derek Hale and Newt Scamander are related, when he was tiny he used to stare wide-eyed up at Uncle Newt who he admired more than anyone, he was so proud to be sorted into Hufflepuff even though the rest of the Hales were usually Gryffindors because UNCLE NEWT IS A HUFFLEPUFF, Derek went into magical creature studies like his beloved uncle and just like Newt he has an insane way with animals that impresses the BLOODY HELL out of 1/?

Stiles, a Slytherin who happens to be cultivating some rare herb somewhere years after graduation for his apothecary and gets approached by a Hippogriff, only for Derek to be nearby and be like “Oh no THAT HIPPOGRIFF MIGHT GET HURT!” and run to the aid of the animal, Stiles is always offended about how hard their kids laugh when he tells the story about how he and Papa met because Papa cared about a bird more than him (Newt, somewhere I’m sure, is equally amused).

The image of Derek trying to save the Hippogriff is priceless. Poor Stiles, he was probably very excited that a handsome young boy - oh wait, make that the handsomest young boy, now all man, from his school days - was running towards him, to save him (”not that I needed saving, BUT A GUY HAS DREAMS!”) and instead, he got knocked out of the way and watched, a little outraged, from the ground as Derek cooed and bowed to the Hippogriff. 

What if it had tried to kill me???

Shhh, you’re scaring him.

HE’S LITERALLY GIVING ME A DEATH GLARE RIGHT NOW.

Stop being so dramatic. I swear to Merlin, you Slytherins…

UGH, THAT IS UNWARRANTED STEREOTYPING. 

(Derek Hale was totally that kid at Hogwarts who hung out with Hagrid, wanting to feed the magical creatures and pet them, I’m sure. I mean, like, Derek Hale could have been on the Quidditch team (he could definitely show off when he wanted to) and he certainly looked like he wasn’t afraid to curse you something awful when you annoyed him, but in reality? Softest. Gentlest. Dork. To. Ever. Dork. But also, perhaps, werewolf!Derek at Hogwarts who feels like an outsider and is afraid to get close to people because while Hogwarts is progressing, they still have a long way to go when it comes to werewolf rights. And so, Derek makes friends with the magical creatures, finding peace with them, a place without judgement, reading aloud to them and writing his Uncle Newt whenever he feels lonely.)

Also though. Now I need kid!Derek staring up at his Uncle Newt in awe because Uncle Newt is the best. I want kid!Derek feeling honoured and privileged because Uncle Newt lets him and only him see his magical creatures. Kid!Derek’s face the first time he sees a Bowtruckle. Kid!Derek on his first day at Hogwarts and writing screeds back home to his family, making sure to tell his mom to tell Uncle Newt he is pretty sure he saw a unicorn today but not to worry, Derek acted just like he was supposed to and that he hopes Uncle Newt is proud of him. 

Gruff Derek, jock!Derek…these are all good choices. But sometimes I just need unreserved dork!Derek who uses cockiness as a front, yes, but wants nothing more than to read a good book in peace while feeding Buckbeak with Hagrid. 

1,050!
  1. We are hounds of God.
  2. He slammed on the breaks, his hand slamming across her chest to keep her from smashing forward
  3. This is Marcos, that’s Leo. Don’t trust anybody else in this place, and if you need something from outside, ask them.
  4. Turn your body when you punch, gives it more power.
  5. My apartment isn’t a storage facility, y’know…
  6. His idea of helping is to give you a passport and plane ticket, and tell you to stop bothering him
  7. You think so little of yourself  
  8. I don’t do secrets if they don’t benefit me anyway
  9. “What…? Are you going to jump?”
    “That’s the plan.”
  10. That’s the most sexual handshake I’ve ever seen
  11. You better watch that hand, boy.
  12. “It’s her own fault that she didn’t do anything of herself!”
    “No, it’s not her fault!”
  13. You have no idea how much you put her back.
  14. “I’m thinking of taking my old job back…”
    “Robbing people?”
    “What? No, man…”
  15. God, she’s gonna murder Chloe if she opens her mouth one more time to say something stupid
  16. I don’t care what you did, you understand? It’s not my business in anyway.
  17. Have you worked a day in your life?
  18. “No… Oh my God, tell me you didn’t…”
    “He won’t report it. The man has more warrants than I have family left.”
  19. Get a haircut you little monster.
  20. “Where you going?”
    “I have work. Meet me in library at 2?”
  21. “Are you gonna drink the whole bottle?”
    “Lost the cork, what else I’m supposed to do?”
  22. I had to threaten to kill over half of them for them to come here, but hey, nobody needs to know that
  23. “I’m sorry.”
    “No need to be, sweetheart. Are you still cold?”
  24. Their leader didn’t give much change to mistakes
  25. “Why do you say it like your pain doesn’t matter?”
    “Because at end of the day, somebody has suffered more than me.”
  26. “Are you drunk?”
    “Hardly ever.”
  27. “Why’s Marcus walking like that?”
    “He tried to do a cannonball to inch of snow.”
  28. I don’t know why I’m eating, I’m not even hungry
  29. Are you supposed to bring a present to a funeral?
  30. “How did you started working for Harry?”
    “I ran over him and he offered me a job. Easy.”
  31. Can you blow the candles next time you leave the room?
  32. Why does your voice sound like gravel?
  33. Would such a man pistol whip an eleven-year-old?
  34. You’re not even supposed to drink caffeine.
  35. Were you gonna stab me with a spoon?!
  36. This is wicked magic. It’ll bite your ass faster than you can ever imagine
  37. Is putting me behind bars not enough? You had chain me to a wall too?
  38. Keep him screaming, Nik. I want someone to call the cops
  39. The one time I need it to rain in Portland it doesn’t
  40. I wish to speak with you, my darling.
  41. “You’re gonna die alone!”
    “Everybody dies alone, you fool”
  42. why’s the woman yelling outside
  43. “Is this legal evidence?”
    “You and I have different meaning of legal, counselor”
  44. Did you manage to punch him before he got arrested?
  45. Let’s pretend we didn’t just break about sixteen laws in five seconds
  46. Any change that you can
  47. Oh shit, he’s a big fella, call Emma. I don’t wanna fight him.
  48. You want your kid back? Better confess to murder of that little girl or soon your son goes to fight a big men’s war in Uganda
  49. “Why are you sleeping on the back of the ambulance?”
    “Didn’t find any other place.”
  50. “What did you give to him?”
    “A illegal horse tranquilizer from China. Knocks you out in five minutes. I don’t know how he’s even standing anymore.”
  51. Hey fucker, my porch lights are not on! Fuck off!
  52. You managed to find a only gun store that doesn’t have Chicago’s 78 hour wait?
  53. “It’s not that easy”
    “Well it’s not that complicated either”
  54. I just inhaled chocolate cake. This is the best way to die
  55. I have to wear two sports bras to even think about exercising
  56. Where do you think I do at 2am? Taco bell, bitch
  57. I may not know your name but this won’t be your dying day
  58. The lady of modern day Edinburg pierced the knife through her heart and hoped the spell had worked
  59. That stupid grin on his face is almost enough of a reason to hit him
  60. “I read the police report, you know.”
    “Then you know what happened. So why are you bothering to talk to me?”
  61. Why aren’t they finding anything?
  62. God why the hell I’m so hungry? I haven’t done anything…
  63. “She has about four hours of air left.”
    “Who do you know?”
  64. “Why’s she’s screaming?”
    “Some kind of ritual. I think she’s a witch.”
  65. I got a headache for acting like I actually cared about his options
  66. “Why are you on my couch?”
    “I’m trying to come up with a plan to get your brother out of the trouble with Chinese mafia.”
    “Oh… Well you’re welcome to stay if you like.”
  67. I’ll call him. Let’s hope that he’s still in Barranquilla… And not in a ditch with cocaine blocking his nose.
  68. “He’s still looking for you.”
    “What does that mean? Are you in trouble?”
  69. “There’s dinner in the freezer.”
    “Ice cream is not dinner. But thanks.”
  70. Yes, I will break it, don’t let me touch it
  71. What was I supposed to think, you left giggling out of the room!
  72. I didn’t think I could fuck up so badly. I’m honestly quite amazed of myself.
  73. Don’t make the lie more complicated.
  74. “She had enough evidence to put him to jail for the rest of his life.”
    “Why didn’t she?”
    “I think part of her still believed in family that time.”
  75. I don’t wanna start begging, but I swear to God I will.
  76. How long have you waited to do that?
  77. Happy’s missing three teeth, Kevin has had his face purple for the past two weeks, and Rigg probably has lost half of his intelligence just hanging out with you guys!
  78. You can stop avoiding me, alright? I know what happened, so call me.
  79. I don’t know what your father taught you, but mine taught me how to take a beating.
  80. “You just let her walk out of the front door?!”
    “We didn’t know it was her!”
    “How the hell you didn’t know that! Her face is plastered all over the news!”
  81. “God, I don’t want to talk to you right now”
    “Well you have to. Does your shoulder hurt?”
  82. ”What the hell happened?! I though you promised not to lay a hand on him, no matter what he does!”
    ”Oh shut up. He started waving a knife around, I just made sure he didn’t poke his eye out.”
  83. I don’t know how she’s even moving after that.
  84. Don’t let me slam her face in, because I swear to God I will do it if she keeps talking
  85. “You want my jacket?”
    “This smells like weed, dude.”
    “It’s not my jacket so don’t blame me.”
  86. “Is this stolen?”
    “You want to see a receipt?”
  87. “What… Why are you checking your pulse?”
    “I just wanna make sure that I’m still alive.”
  88. I thought this was supposed to be one of those easy jobs!
  89. Don’t make it obvious that you’re an asshole, put your shirt on.
  90. You put on hell of a fight, I hope you know that.
  91. Do I get a list of rules when I go there or do I just have to be on my good side?
  92. They don’t look so happy… You think we should apologize?
  93. I don’t think you should eat something that has been in your apartment as long as that has.
  94. “Show me,” he whispered, starting to pull down the zipper of her hoodie. “It’s just a bruise…” She tried to push his hand away, but she was backed against the corner and the painkillers had stopped working, so even breathing was painful.
  95. You’re still replying my texts so it can’t be that bad
  96. “You’ve never been a man with few words.”
    “I only need few perfect words.”
    “And what are those?”
    “Marry me.”
  97. Looks like you’ve started finally to listen to me.
  98. I can feel the hair on my ass standing up
  99. I know all your dirty tricks… I know every step before you even take them
    .
    He’s my brother. I’ll always take his side before anybody else’s.
  100. When you decide to come in, there’s pepperoni pizza in the oven
  101. He seems to like avoiding you.
  102. It doesn’t matter how hurt she is, she’ll try to get up and fight. It’s her nature.
  103. I would have come to the wedding but the nurses threated to tie me down to the bed if I even try to rip off the tubes and stuff… but you know, congratulations.
  104. “Now you’re just being mean.”
    “I think the word you’re supposed to use is… a tease.”
  105. Are we just going ignore that the maniac just drank the whole bottle?
  106. She definitely has the balls to do it, no question about it
  107. I got concussion from a door. I ended up at ER, explaining that the door viciously slammed against my face, sounds great doesn’t it
  108. “How did you get mom here?”
    “I gave her two hundred bucks to stay the whole thing.”
    “What?!”
  109. If she starts to poke my chest again, I’ll walk out and leave you there to be tortured
  110. She grew up on lies. Either it was from her mother’s mouth or from the man who she always thought was her father.
  111. “Who long have we known each other?”
    “About fifteen years. Give or take. But that doesn’t mean I trust you.”
  112. Can you pull my shoulder back in?
  113. He’s going to kill you. He’s so going to kill for doing that to her.
  114. You used to be so much better at lying.
  115. Stay down! Don’t get up!
  116. “Do you believe in love with first sight?”
    “I don’t believe in love.”
  117. She had warned him and after he started pounding on Jon the third time, she didn’t think twice for making him bleed.
  118. Touch my brother and I’ll make sure that you won’t be able to move you hands an inch afterwards
  119. I know my limits. I know how much pain I can take before I pass out or can’t move. I know my body.
  120. “Nice underwear,” he pointed out with a smirk, expecting Alex to start pulling her shirt to cover herself, but she surprised him by pulling the top over her head. “Oh wow.”
  121. Are you asking for a permission? Because if so… I might just give you one.
  122. “People might just start to think you’re obsessed with me.”
    “Are expectin’ me to deny it?”
    “I might just have to start calling you my stalker then…”
  123. Prove me wrong then! Prove me that I can trust you, that you won’t fuck me over the second I drop my guard!
  124. “Can you stop sleeping in my bathtub?”
    “Why? Is so much better than the bed you made me sleep.”
  125. Do I need to tell you everything I love about you?
  126. Are you a predator or the prey?
  127. My mom found your bra in my freezer, why the fuck?
  128. I don’t remember if I ate today so… wanna go grab Thai or something?
  129. I told it was faster this way.
  130. I’m not great at driving when someone is trying to kill me!
  131. I’m gonna borrow your suitcase, mate! Your clothes are under the bed if you need them!
  132. This is not a taco. This is just disgusting.
  133. He pointed at me with a tattooed finger. “I’ll call you.” And then he was gone.
  134. “I thought you’d never drop down your guard.”
    “Consider yourself special.”
  135. You’re younger than me and you’re rocking in your rocking chair like old man
  136. “I don’t want fancy dinners or restaurants!”
    “Great, I’ll take you to the fanciest bar I’ve ever been in.”
  137. What was I supposed to do, huh? He punched me first, Bret!
  138. You’ll break your neck eventually by doing that
  139. You were literally falling while you were sleeping
  140. You used to have a longer hair than me, Phil!
  141. You look surprisingly angry while chewing gum
  142. We’re going to try push them back a bit, get Ricky to the truck!
  143. I think I might just kidnap you if you don’t get next week off.
  144. Fucking pew pew motherfucker
  145. My temper tends to land me in trouble more than often.
  146. You wanna know why she did it?
  147. She thought that maybe her nightmares would stop.
  148. You need to tell him. He deserves to know.
  149. “Brock? Where the hell are you going?”
    “Who the fuck does he think he is?!
  150. I learned at very young age that being quiet kept you alive
  151. I’m not that good with people who only disrespect me, I’m sure you understand.
  152. Of course I’m scared
  153. Her body was covered in mostly small scars and burns. The price of stupidity, her nana said. She didn’t care that much, the biggest burns on her back were mostly covered by tattoos, just like the whip scars on her abdomen and upper back.
  154. They should never put the crazy ones in the same room
  155. One thing he would never do was to stay down when somebody said so
  156. The look in his eyes was something raw and too familiar. She saw herself in him, and she hated that more than anything.
  157. They had been lucky that cops hadn’t looked in the back alley when they came to break up the bar fight. They would have had an easy arrest, the four who had started the whole fight inside were slumped in line against the brick wall of the next building.
  158. Kneeling before her were the men that didn’t believe in Gods. Her army.
  159. Just because his back is turned doesn’t mean he can’t hear you.
  160. This world is filled with more terrifying things than death
  161. You are meaningless. We all are. It’s our to change that.
  162. Don’t rely on happy endings
  163. It has been rumored for weeks.
  164. She’s a veteran in this business, she knows how to play.
  165. You’ve a have a gimmick of being a lost cause.
  166. I’d appreciate if you apologized in person
  167. Men starts wars, women end them. That’s just a fact.
  168. Every damn time I talk to you, I’m more convinced that you’re an actual alien
  169. You are just hurting yourself by doing that.
  170. Didn’t you two had enough already!?
  171. “She refused the help of the medics -”
    “And you just let her?!”
    “I didn’t think she could slip out, she couldn’t even walk by herself!”
  172. She hoisted her brother to his feet again, “You need to stop picking fights with them.”
  173. Goddammit, don’t just leave him laying there!
  174. So… this is how she spends her Fridays. Collecting debts for a mob. Nice.
  175. She decided that throwing a toaster at me was the best defense
  176. I mean she slapped him hard enough to break skin
  177. Keith! Stop shooting people in the living room!
  178. “What if I press the big red button? Will I start a war?”
    “That’d flush the toilet.”
  179. Don’t get him all fired up. I’m gonna be the one who has to calm him down afterwards
  180. You have two jobs in this family. To watch that Iain doesn’t do anything that lands him back to prison and that Shawn doesn’t disappear again.
  181. How did we ended up like this? Two against an army of thousands
  182. “Are you a coward?”
    “I’m a survivor.”
  183. Why are drinking milk out of my shot glasses?
  184. “Why is my boyfriend covered in blood?”
    “Why are you not asking him?”
    “Because he’s a lying asshole.”
  185. He cracked his gloved knuckles before knocking on her door
  186. God… stop with the undying love bullshit. Maybe there is some sort of love but nothing lost forever.
  187. “Do you even remember his name?”
    “I know it started with M, I think.”
  188. “I know you ain’t listening anything,” Johnny sat in front of her, tugging her other earbud off.
  189. With cigarette clenched between her lips, she wiped the coffee off her fingers to her ripped jeans
  190. “I don’t take no for answer, so…?”
    “That makes you sound like an asshole, you know that right?”
  191. He couldn’t help but to look at her through the mirror, she was trying her best to wipe off the eyeliner and mascara smeared on her face, she was a mess. But this woman was his mess.
  192. I don’t think it’s wise to look directly to their eyes
  193. Let’s play a game of stupid and a moron
  194. She laid on the hot concrete, blood dripping down her cheeks. Her temper had gotten her into a fight, was that a surprise in anyway?
  195. How far are you willing to go to convince that you’re alright?
  196. I don’t have a bra on, please don’t make me run.
  197. Can you stop smiling when people hurt you? It makes you look like a crazy maniac
  198. Allan lifted Sam with ease up to the table, tangling his fingers in her hair. “You are more stupid than I thought,” he whispered, running both of his hands through her hair.
  199. They watched the man carefully, like he was a time bomb ready to explode
  200. Wake up, kid. I need you to wake up, I can’t carry you if you don’t.
  201. She picked up a man twice her side. That’s power
  202. Didn’t anybody teach you not to taunt a trained MMA fighter
  203. “Your father wouldn’t want this.”
    “He probably doesn’t wanna be death either, so does it really it matter what he would have wanted from me?”
  204. “Are you lying?”
    “Through my teeth.”
  205. You wanna do this here or do we go somewhere were your friends can’t see me murder you?
  206. I’m not sure why you seemingly needed to share your weaknesses to me, but God… You made a huge mistake.
  207. I’m sure that this will backfire on me, but let’s pretend that we don’t know that already
  208. How the hell are you so pale? You live in Florida!
  209. I don’t think they should be here. They just manage to get into trouble.
  210. God that sounded better when I was rehearsing it.
  211. She wanted to forget the shit of a life she had
  212. Would it be such an immensely horrible thing if I just accidentally hit him?
  213. Past is supposed to stay in the past, especially her past.
  214. Just keep him angry. Please do that to me, I want to see him finally explode.
  215. “Pendejo!” Rosa shouted, slamming her hand flat against the table. “You have some serious problems!”
  216. Right information is very important in this line of work, son.
  217. “Fuuuck! We’re so damn late from his bullshit party!”
    “Oh shut up, we are only fashionable late.”
  218. Put your seat belt on. No? I ain’t driving anywhere before you do.
  219. Why the fuck did you bring your kid? I’m not babysitting!
  220. I think my hair is dying
  221. “Where are you?”
    “South of Houston, why?”
    “John left me to fucking Taco Bell, I need a ride.”
  222. My ass has feelings!
  223. If I found drugs on your brother’s room, can I keep it?
  224. Who the fuck put soy in my coffee?!
  225. That is the most uncomfortable thing I’ve ever seen.
  226. “I’ve have a vivid imagination.” He purred in her ear.
    “Then you can survive few more days…” she whispered back, pushing him away.
  227. Shit, she’s quicker than I thought…
  228. Cut her loose, her hands are turning gray
  229. You keep avoiding the subject. It a simple question, and I just need an answer.
  230. Ricky had lost his legs in Iraq, but still every time the national anthem came on, he propped himself up a inch or two.
  231. I know you have a high tolerance of pain, but this is ridiculous!
  232. That woman is as crazy as they come.
  233. He hadn’t expected for Mia to lunge forward, every intention to break Seth’s arms. Joe managed to step between them before her fist would bash against the younger man’s face, he had to pick her up from the ground as she almost hit him to face. V
  234. “You can’t handle me,” she purred, her fingers sliding to inside his jacket pocket, with intentions to grab his wallet. Hank was only smiling, grabbing her by the wrist, “Maybe I don’t want to.”
  235. Vinny had told many lies in his life, and only about two out of every fifteen had some truth in them.
  236. She hadn’t even realized she was angry before Tyler wrapped his hand around her lower back, leaning down to ask if she was alright.
  237. Is he old enough to play paintball? Or maybe laser tag?
  238. Alan watched as she wiped the sweat off her face, eyeshadow and eyeliner wiping down to her cheeks. “You enjoy staring at me?”
  239. I don’t think I did anything wrong
  240. He hadn’t seen her smile in the two weeks he had been here, but now that she did, it was one of the prettiest things that he had seen.
  241. Wes had curled himself in the smallest ball that the 6 feet 5 man could
  242. “You’re naked.”
    “Good eye, darling.”
  243. He looked great in the tailored Dolce and Gabbana suit, shame that he would have to die in it
  244. Sometimes the worst decisions lead to best outcomes
  245. ”What counts as medical emergency?”
    “Your whole body is a medical emergency!”
  246. What were you expecting? She’s a kleptomaniac
  247. You can cut off her arms and legs, but she won’t stop.
  248. She had found a perfect place between the top of the lockers and the ceiling, it was great place to sleep.
  249. I think we might just be alright..
  250. She might just be your worst nightmare
  251. Sascha gave a grimacing smile before clearing his throat. “We will consider your offer.”
  252. She circled her hand over the small back of the eight-month old, whose face had turned bright shade of red from endless crying. “Kiddo…”
  253. “Were you trying to break his back?”
    “To be honest I was trying to get him off my ass.”
  254. Sid plucked the cigarette from Colby’s lips, dropping it to the half-full wineglass. “Keep taunting me…” she leaned down to whisper in his ear from behind, “And I’ll make sure that your tongue is cut off.”
  255. Bastian lived on the edge. Quite literally. He lived in rusty van on edge of a cliff, maybe hoping that someday the car would drop to the rocks and he would be inside
  256. Thank God for waterproof makeup….
  257. This is for everybody who never supported me. Because I didn’t need you in the end.
  258. She didn’t want to cry. It wasn’t any more about not wanting show weakness or pride. She just didn’t want to be sad anymore

Big shout out to @ofpoemsandprompts!​

When one of his men hurt you because you threatened to tell that he’s a traitor to your BF

I REALLY LOVE MAKING THIS KIND OF REACTION!! This is so angst somehow but I know we love angst, so enjoy it. 

Part 2 here

Kim Namjoon : 

Namjoon wasn’t very protective to you because he knew that you hate being caged so he gave you one of his men to guard you. He didn’t know that his man was from a rival gang which joined as a spy. 

“Tell me his secret.” He always want you to tell Namjoon’s weakness and forced you until he beat you up. You denied to answer even though he beat you up like crazy. You covered the bruises with makeup and long sleeves even in a hot weather. Namjoon didn’t realize at first because you always wear long sleeves until he slung his arm to your arm and flinched. 

He stared at you in confused, “I don’t think I hit you,” he said. He opened your sleeves and widened his eyes, “who did this to you?” You keep your mouth shut. “Y/n, tell me who did this to you.” You spilled the secret you’ve been keep for a long time and he was in rage. 

“Next time, you’re staying with Jin hyung.”


Kim Seok Jin : 

He would noticed how you flinched whenever he told his man to guard you and you would tightened your grip to his shirt. “What’s wrong?” He asked but you keep silent. He would pretended to leave for work and stayed behind the wall. 

“Did you get the drugs?”

“Jin trust you, how could you betrayed him!” You answered, “you work for the other side for the whole time.” He pushed you and beat you, “don’t you dare to tell him.” Jin would come out after he heard you screamed in pain. Both of you didn’t expect this but clearly, you could see that Jin is not the usual sweet and caring boyfriend anymore. 

“I need to talk to you. Y/n, go upstairs and lock the door. I’ll have nice conversation with him.” 


Min Yoongi : 

He was at work at that time, on his desk, reading the documents and the market while Taehyung and Jimin were fighting like a kid. Suddenly, he got a video call from you and Yoongi was confused. 

“Maybe it’s important, answer her,” Jin said. 

Yoongi answered the video call and widened his eyes as he saw you being tied with bruise all over your body and blood dripping for your forehead. He tightened his grip on the phone without any expression on his face. “What the hell,” he mumbled. Then, he heard a familiar voice from the background, “hello, boss! Well, I did expect you’ll have this kind expression when you see her like this.” 

“What the hell are you doing?” He flinched as he heard you screamed in pain as someone hit you. “You didn’t notice anything? I work for your rival, a spy. Now I know your weakness and I’ll do the worst if you didn’t give the south territory.” He agreed as soon as he said the deal, “you dared to hurt my girl, you’ll have the consequence.”


Jung Hoseok : 

He noticed about you always put heavy makeup on your face even though you’re staying at home. He believed when you say because you want to look good in front of you. 

One day, you didn’t know that he came early and you just finished your bath. You teared up as you saw your reflection on the mirror. Purple bruise and some part of your arm got bruises. “Who did that to you.” You gasped when Hoseok leaned on the door. “So this the reason why you put makeup very often? Tell me who did this, I’ll protect you. Please, tell me.” You would cried and spilled the story. He got angry because two things, he let his girl got beaten up and second because he trusted people so easily. 

“It’s okay. Everything will just fine, you don’t have to put the makeup anymore if that makes you uncomfortable. I’ll come home late tonight, rest well.” 


Park Jimin : 

He knew you’re keeping a secret from him and he didn’t think that it would be something serious like that. He realized about how scared when you joined him to the office. “Hey, what’s wrong?” He asked softly while caressing your cheek, “are you okay? You look very pale.” You shook your head and heading to elevator before him. 

But then, you met that guy. You know he’s a traitor and he threatened you not to tell Jimin about it by beating you up. “Did you tell him?” You trembled in fear, “you know what will happen if you told him right?” You flinched as he touched your hand. Jimin was there on time, “what will you do and telling me about what?” He pulled you behind him. “H-He’s….on the rival gang. He will beat me up like always if I tell you…” You whispered in trembled voice. 

“So, you dared to beat my girlfriend? Dude, I need to talk to you.” He hugged you before he left with his men to do the business.


Kim Taehyung : 

He felt this like another trade, he prepared the things with his men and waited for another gang in the other side. But suddenly, he stood from his seat when he saw you being tied and a man pointed a gun to your head while walking.

He noticed that the guy who pointed a gun to you worked for him. “What’s happening?” Taehyung asked in panic. 

“Hey boss, it’s quite funny that you didn’t realize I worked for your rival. Your girl here, tried to tell you but I threatened him. I can’t believe you trust me to guard your girlfriend. Now, leave the drugs and leave this territory or she’ll die.” You shook your head furiously, “don’t listen to him!” You yelled. But he kicked you several times, making Taehyung flinched. 

“Stop, you’re hurting her. I’ll leave this place, but don’t hurt her. She’s in pain..” He said desperately. 


Jeon Jungkook :

Like Taehyung, he was waiting for the gang to trade with him. He came alone because it’s the deal. He waited for 15 minutes and thought that it might be a trap but decided to wait a little bit longer. 

“So, you came.” He confused when his man showed himself from the door. “Bring her.” He widened his eyes as he saw you unconscious in a man’s arm. He stood and prepared his gun. “Don’t do it or else,” he pointed a gun at you. Jungkook trembled as he saw your face with bruise. Sad, angry, regret, betrayed. All the emotions becomes one. 

“You worked for them.” 

“Yes, thanks for bringing the things even though we don’t need it.” Someone kicked him until he fell on his knees. The guy laughed and waved at him. “I’ll keep your girl for a long time. I hope you’ll find her, Jungkook.” He got beaten up while screaming your name and before he got unconscious, he saw the door being closed and making you apart with him. 

For all the people who seem to be in dire need of a reminder or two (or more) because, while I agree that Mashima has shown some homophobic streaks with Bob or Sugarboy for example (who/what has also something to do with why I believe Freed to be bi or pansexual rather than gay but that’s a whole different story) I personally wonder how people can honestly say that Fraxus is just a joke or that Freed has turned into one whenever it comes to Laxus. No actually I don’t wonder, it’s the anime’s faut and that people seem to like focusing on comedy relief majorly, what a pity.

Why not start with the current ARC?


Freed is genuinely worrying about him and this panel also shows how well he knows Laxus, already guessing (but for once hoping that this is not the case) that Laxus will do everything in his power to win and help even if he must sacrifice himself/his health.

Here we have Laxus worrying genuinely. Plus, for all those people who still go ‘Freed would never deny Laxus/he blindly does everything what he says’. HERE. One of MULTIPLE evidences that this is bullcrap lmfao goodbye.

Dammit, Freed is a leader. The leader of the Raijinshuu. Self-proclaimed Captain with great confidence. Self-proclaimed 'bodyguards’. If he’d blindly do everything Laxus says then he’d a) be a hella bad bodyguard and b) a hella BAD FRIEND which he is soooooooo not.

PROUD LAXUS FACE BECAUSE BADASS FREED SLAYED.

Some people have joked here that Freed dumped Sting so he can go search for Laxus but that’s not true either. Sting has STATED that Freed helped him to find his way and then, when they both thought it’d be safe to part ways, Freed probably left to go and search for Laxus. Because he hasn’t seen him since he left and of course he wants to make sure that he is safe.

Turned out he still hasn’t met Laxus by now and is fighting opponents instead right now alongside with Bixlow.

Oh yea, can’t you see Freed’s just a joke for Laxus? So much joke that he swear to revenge him?

And Freed friggin saved Laxus’ ass. Which Laxus is hella grateful for. You don’t hear such a compliment out of Laxus’ mouth very often and, once again, it shows the trust and support they have for each other. This was fucking great even though it would have been even better if Freed had been there in person.

S-Class Trial. And the moment he said this he already knew that it’s not true because he decided to throw the fight and lose on purpose. Bc he felt like he and Bixlow owed Cana and Lucy for what happened during the Battle of Fairy Tail. If this doesn’t fucking say a lot about Freed.

This is one of TWO slightly comical scenes. And even here it’s honestly just pure happiness that Laxus is finally back. Unfortunately I don’t have the second one of this nature saved but this missing panel was on Tenrou too so- yep, these TWO panels (wow, sooo many! in a 400+ chapter manga!) are the only panels that border on this comedy relief that’s picked up more often in the anime for the sake of the amusement factor, NOT for being in character or representing the character correctly.

And these friggin pages man.

Freed talking against Laxus again. Yea this has happened very early in the series already guys.

And look how this saddens him, look how much it affects him. To see Laxus this desperate. Now that he himself has woken up from this blindess and this bad plan he had probably hoped that he could convince Laxus somehow but Laxus is so desperate and deep into this that it just doesn’t work this way. It HURTS Freed to see Laxus like this.

Some funny drunk and protective Freed and Gajevy shippers get satisfied too. Also adorable confused Laxus.

Here is, again cough, Freed talking against Laxus. And again he’s so damn worried, he doesn’t want Laxus to endanger himself so much. But… well.

Freed’s scream just makes my heart ache…

And even though he’s sick as hell he has to make sure that everyone knows that Laxus saved the town. I’m glad that Makarov thanked Freed for bringing the five of them back home safely because Freed probs wouldn’t have given it any importance himself since he puts his loved ones’ safety before his own. But yea- he brought them all back while suffering mental and phyiscal pain, on the verge of death. Yet he needs to make sure that Laxus gets the credit he deserves, that he did something good, that he saved people (or so Freed thought at this moment).

'This guy is hopeless’. I think this speaks for itself.

Look at his face. Look at his face when he realizes Laxus is back from his exile.

THEY ALL ARE SO FRIGGIN HAPPY.

He’s so sad when Laxus leaves… but Laxus smiles…

… but no he keeps his hope up knowing that they will meet again. And he smiles. He will wait for him but keep on living his own life, strengthening the bonds he has at Fairy Tail while knowing Laxus will be back one day.

DANGEROUSLY PROTECTIVE BAE.

I don’t think just anyone would have dared to casually tell Laxus something along the lines of 'Don’t get cold feet now’ aka don’t wimp out now in this time, and not today either.


And this hug was so important for all four of them, honestly. Coincidence that Freed gets an extra panel? Who knows.

Stargazing.

So much faith and support.

One of many evidences how much respect Laxus has for Freed, even back then in his bad phase and that says a lot.

Freed supporting Laxus.

Cheering on his bae.

And he’s so

super worried as he sees Laxus struggle.

Like he knows something is up, this can’t be. He still believes in him.

But he’s still worried.

Again protective bae.

Another casual reminder that Freed is the team’s leader and they choose to support Laxus whenever they can.

No, I have not skipped any of those ridiculous and unfitting comedy moments the anime has. There’s the TWO I have mentioned above and by now I am really disliking those anime additions that give people distorted views of how Fraxus and/or Freed are and work.

There’s more panels PLUS great spin off ones but I think this post is long enough already. Fraxus and Freed especially need some more damn respect from the fandom. Laxus and Freed are two complex and great characters who trust each other with their lives and understand and respect each other. Love each other. Be it platonic or romantic.

Listen maybe by the time Theo finds Liam he’s beaten half to death and curled up on the floor but JUST IMAGINE THE LOOK ON LIAM’S FACE when Theo bursts inelegantly through the door and skids to a stop. Liam groans and says “what took you so long” which is definitely more attitude than is called for at the moment but he’s not ready to say anything else, not yet.

Theo rolls his eyes and sasses right back, “I can’t leave you alone for a second can I,” and Liam laughs a little even though he’s got like three broken ribs and a split lip, and Theo drops to his knees beside him and grabs his hand, what the hell, and squeezes tight and Liam’s heart stutters a little when he realizes what Theo’s trying to do, but he also knows why it doesn’t work.

“Theo, you can’t take pain if you don’t-”

“Care, yeah, I know,” Theo snaps. “It didn’t work on Mason, eith-”

But suddenly Liam gasps, because it doesn’t hurt so much anymore. He looks down between them and sees the dark veins pulsing in Theo’s hand.

Theo looks almost surprised as he is.

“You-”

“Shut up, Liam,” Theo cuts him off, immediately dropping his hand. But Liam can see the way Theo won’t meet his eyes, can hear his heart thudding just a little bit faster.

“Hey,” Liam says, nudging him awkwardly with a knee. “We’ll talk later.” He hauls himself into a standing position. “Thanks.”

Theo’s mouth tugs into that sideways grin that always turns Liam’s stomach into knots. “We’ve got a war to win.”

Lucky I'm In Love With My Best Friend

Feyre Archeron hated today.

And it definitely didn’t help that it was pouring with rain, which of course meant that there were no available cabs, so she had to walk home, arms aching with the strain of her art supplies and sketchbooks she was holding. And it had been a waste of time to even bring them, since the snobbish, judgemental art board had seemingly already made their decision about her.

 

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Lie to me - Dean Winchester x Reader - Chapter 8 (French Mistake AU)

Title: Lie to me

Pairing: Dean/Jensen x Reader x Sam

Word Count: … probs not

Warnings: None

Imagine: Imagine Dean and Sam getting transported to the French Mistake universe. Only for Dean to realize he is married to you, his best friend, love of his life and… Sam’s girlfriend.

Great thank you to @gaveherhearttotheliontattoo for being an amazing beta!

Read Part 1 here! l Read Part 2 here! l Read Part 3 here! l Read Part 4 here!l Read Part 5 here! l Read Deleted Scene here! l Read Part 6 here! l Read Part 7 here!

“Like they either-” Sam tried to swallow the lump in his throat, each option he thought of sounding as intimidating “They either kill her off or… our (Y/n) ends up pregnant too.”

“Wh- what?” Dean blinked “No, man’t that’s- no it can’t happen, it’s just-”

“What?” Sam cut him off “Stupid? Is it, Dean? That’s the only thing I can think of. Yeah she was pregnant before and yeah they didn’t incorporate that in the show but it’s twins now. Her belly’s gonna grow twice as fast and twice in size, and that is definitely something you cannot hide.” he threw his arms in the air and Dean clenched his jaw.

He really didn’t know what he wanted less. To lose the woman he loves or to have to endure you getting pregnant with his brother’s child when he wished so badly he could be the one to make you a mother.

“I mean if you have any other ideas shoot but- I- I seriously have not stopped thinking about it ever since she told me about her pregnancy and I’m- I’m terrified. I mean the pregnancy aspect scares and excites me at the same time and I-” he shook his head “I don’t know about it but the-” he swallowed thickly, fighting the unpleasant feeling in his chest “The other aspect I can’t even dare to think about for longer than a second, Dean.”

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So the V route has stirred up a lot of…issues that people either do or don’t have about Rika. On one side, I understand why people feel sorry for her. Yes she has a mental illness and it’s awful. And yes all the characters have some mental/emotional instability as well. However, I don’t feel like the game sets up Rika as a victim you’re suppose to feel sorry for, that’s Saeran for me. The way that the game is written and the plot plays out just makes it very hard for me to care about her for multiple reasons.

First, the biggest argument is that the fanbase is more forgiving of Saeran and Jumin and the crazy things they did. For me, they’re not in the same category as Rika. One no one should even be bringing up Saeran as a counter. The boy doesn’t know anything else but manipulation and abuse so there isn’t really a reason to expect him to act any differently. He went right from his abusive mother to V and Rika who fucked him up even more, only this time he lost the only stability he had which was Seven. Now Jumin is a bit more understandable. He’s clearly got some attachment issues that make him act crazy. The thing is, he does acknowledge he has issues and it doesn’t fully clear up by the end of his route or any of the extra DLCs but it does improve. Hell part of the reason he gets like that is because he cares about MC and doesn’t want her getting hurt, even though it’s misguided. And before MC he didn’t really have anyone to help him with that either. Rika had the biggest supporter in the world with V, who wanted to help her badly. She would have had support in all the other RFA members as well but she refused. And I get that maybe she was too far gone to even realize she needed it, but it’s frustrating nonetheless.

Second and this was a big thing for me. Before Rika’s role in the plot had even been revealed I was already tired of her. The game just kind of slams you with Rika, Rika, Rika in the prologue. How wonderful she was, how big of a role MC is trying to fill but probably won’t be as good as her. They paint her as this perfect person and put her on this god damn golden throne. Let’s not even talk about Yoosung’s first 3-4 days where he’d rather you just actually be her (and to an extent Jumin’s route during the Elizabeth arc). So by the time I finally find out that this perfect girl who I won’t stop hearing about from all these people is actually behind all this shit, it’s like yeah, fuck you.

Last it feels like even after everything is revealed, she’s not held accountable for anything. V spends the entire game protecting her, even though he knows you were put in danger. In the secret/true ending Jumin uses his power to cover everything up, Seven and Jaehee sorta just let him do it and they keep Zen and Yoosung in the dark. This annoyed the shit out of me. On Jumin’s route no one holds their tongue when they’re going on and on about how something is wrong in his head and how MC needs to stay away from him because he’s unstable but yet when it comes to Rika, they’re more worried about preserving their memories of her instead of acknowledging that she was gone in the fucking head and really fucked up a lot of people’s lives.

This was long but yeah, this is why I personally have no interest in Rika. It’s not just blind hate or because I want MC’s romance to be the focal point of the game. I don’t know what V’s route will contain but I know it will probably contain a lot of her. I’ll still play it of course, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it and others don’t either.

anonymous asked:

Okay so I saw a prompt 5ever ago and it goes like "If you lie to your soulmate it shows up on their skin" or something like that? idk I need some angst Stenbrough in my life tbh

oh shit bro here we go

•Stan and Bill find out they’re soulmates when they’re super young but they never really acted on it until they got together in the fall of 1989
•Stan found out when Bill lied to him about whether or not he wanted half of his sandwich back when they were little kids (but that my friend is a whole other story)
•Stan has a little ‘no’ on his wrist in Bill’s handwriting and it means the world to him
•Bill and him both get together and Stan makes them both promise not to lie to each other.
•for a few monthso… it doesn’t cause any problems
•but they’re only about four months in when It Happens and Stan takes his relationships very slowly
•One night him and Bill are spending the night together and laying together and Bill suddenly asks him out of the blue “so do-do you… luh-love me?”
•after a too-long pause Stan whispers ‘of course I do’
•The words don’t appear until 20 minutes after, each letter painstakingly slow in appearing and it burns and hurts like hell. Bill nearly starts crying just because of the physical pain but the emotional pain is worse, seeing ‘of course i do’ in Stan’s small and neat handwriting and knowing it was a lie
•He spends the rest of the night basically avoiding Stan (and the week after)
•Stan has no clue what happened and assumed that they were broken up and even though it wasn’t official he started distancing himself as well.
•Richie is the one who confronts Bill about what happened and Bill can’t even speak, just pulls his sleeve up and reveals the neat handwriting that’s covering his forearm
•Stan hasn’t even realized he lied and when Richie goes to talk to him about it too (richie is the fuckin matchmaker here) he’s completely amazed because that counted as a lie even though he didn’t realize it did?
•He starts planning how to go talk to Bill but every time he tries to, Bill just walks away but for once he’s not gonna give up on this.
•In summary, about three weeks later he scaled Bill’s house to his window at about two in the morning.
•Bill whisper-yells at him to get out and a full on argument ensues until
Bill shouts, stutterless and definitely waking up his parents, “I hate you!”
•Guess what appears on Stan’s forearm 15 minutes later?
•He’s still there but it’s awkwardly silent until he slowly shows Bill the slightly messy handwriting on his arm that proved he was lying.
•Stan, who’s teary eyed, whispers that he loves him.
•Not another lie appears on either of their arms that night.

Ex-Friends [Part 2]

Pairing: Peter X Reader
Warnings: Language
A/N: Thank you guys for over 100 notes on Part One! I’m glad you seemed to enjoy it, hope you like this part just as much :D

Part One

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It went on for a few days. You would sit at lunch and feel eyes on the back of your head, and when you turn around Peter would be staring, a slightly hurt expression on his face before he quickly looked away.

How dare he make it seem like you were the one that hurt him?

“Have you talked to him?” Your friend asked as you turned back for probably the tenth time that week after catching Peter staring. “Why is he acting so weird?”

“I have no idea,” you snapped, “He tried talking to me the first time you saw him looking, but I blew him off.”

“Smart,” she replied, pointing her fork at you, “You did the right thing. He was an ass for what he did to you, and doesn’t deserve the chance to explain.”

You nodded, though it still made you uneasy. Maybe you should have let him explain. But you knew you were only thinking that because of all the looks he was giving you. So you decided to put an end to it.

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Act Like You Love Me - Part Three

A/N: Feedback would make my day. 
Read part one here. Read part two here

Word count: 3,647

PART THREE

January 11 th, 2023

“Hey baby” you said lovingly when Leah jumped out the black jeep and starting running towards your apartment door.

You opened your front door and met her in a huge hug, picking her up from the ground. You kissed the top of her head, hugging her as close to you as possible.

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Imagine being Jensen's younger sister and falling in love with Jeffrey when you visit him on set.

“How long?” came your brother’s rough voice as you looked down at your feet.

“Wh-what?” you whispered as he let out a frustrated sigh, running a hand down his face.

“How long have you been fuc-” he cut himself off, shaking his head “How long have you been seeing him, (Y/n)?” you expected him to be mad, after all he had walked on his baby sister having sex with a man when you were supposedly single for a long time. And it wasn’t the lies about your personal life that angered him, more like hurt him because you’d always tell him everything, or because he had decided to surprise you by coming to see you first after getting done with the shooting for this season of the show and had to face this. None of that, you assumed, angered him more than the fact that he knew said man. It was his once co-star, friend and much older man, Jeffrey.

“I just-” youfidgeted with your fingers “Not long, not as long as I’ve been trying to fight this that is.”

“Then for how long have you felt for him this way?” he said through gritted teeth and you looked at him hurt.

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I know everyone is like: “IF THEY SHOW DICK MOURNING WALLY I WILL LOSE IT,” but I am seriously hoping they show it.

I want to see Dick and Artemis and Barry and the team trying to deal with the fact that someone they loved so much gave their life for the ultimate mission.

I want to see Artemis refusing to move out of their apartment even though it hurts like hell because there are so many memories she refuses to forget. I want to see her cuddling with a jacket that smell like the man she loved so much, and still making way too much for breakfast out of habit.

I want to see Dick dealing with the fact that his best friend is gone. I want to see him sat in front of that damn hologram talking to it about everything that’s happened since Wally’s been gone. I want to see him avoiding Artemis and Barry like the plague because he thinks they blame him for what happened.

I want to see Barry slipping up and saying something like: “Nice job, Wally!” to Bart when they’re in the thick of things and Bart does something especially impressive. I want to see him visiting the hologram and sighing and just being like: “I miss you, kid.”

I want to see the team trying to come to terms with everything. I want to see Kaldur defend Dick’s decisions, and snap at anyone who dares even insinuate that Wally’s death was their Leader’s fault.

I want to see flashbacks of off-camera moments, and even clips we’ve seen. I want everyone to deal with this fully and in character.

“We started this team together, and without him…” without him it isn’t the same, and it never will be. Something is missing. There’s a hole that can never be filled.

Show me how much the people closest to him are suffering.

Home Sweet Home

pairing: Ivar x Reader

fandom: vikings

Halloween Prompt: Serial Killer AU

warnings: nothing too serious, just Ivar being a creep

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Your father and brother had always been trusting people and you liked that about them. More than once had a stranger stranded in your guest room in the middle of the night. The family business practically consisted of workers that your father had taken in, ones that had nowhere else to go or wouldn’t be given a chance. You knew all of them, they were good people. Some of them had become your close friends, all were like a big strange family. 

Usually you did not disagree with anyone your father brought home. Maybe you weren’t as trusting of everyone but he had a good eye for people. Not this time though. From the moment he had walked into the house, you had felt a strange kind of inner unrest. 

“My name’s Ivar…” You had taken his hand, a shiver immediately running down your spine, “…I’m sure we’ll get along great.”

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Sleepy Kitty Pt 2

Genre: Fluff

By: Admin Podo

ReaderXYoongi

Words: 700

(Part 1)

When you woke up your back hurt like hell. Though Yoongi had held you in his arms all night, he had kept moving around the whole time, moving you with him. You managed to squeeze out of his embrace and put the blanket over him.

You quietly make coffee even though you know that your kitty will not wake up because of kitchen noises. After you have started sipping on your coffee you look in the fridge at ingredients. You have some blueberry muffin batter so you put that in a muffin tin and stuck it in the oven. Thinking about it Yoongi was not overly fond of sweets so you looked in the fridge again. In the meat drawer you had some tuna, so you took that out and some eggs. Remembering how much your boyfriend liked fish, you smile to yourself.

Realizing that Yoongi would probably wake up because of the smell when you opened the tuna you decided to go check on him.

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Falling to Pieces

MASTERLIST

A/N: This wasn’t requested, I just really wanted to write this. I might take it down again, I don’t really know. 

Word count: 1,901

Falling to Pieces

I was laying curled up on the wide, empty bed, still feeling my body trembling. The room was dark and quiet, way too quiet. It was probably somewhere around four in the morning but I wasn’t sure and frankly, I couldn’t care less about it.

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OK! So.

Due to popular demand, I have broken down the most egregious parts of Stefan’s bullshit speeches to Elena about Delena. I’ve said this all before in different ways so this might be repetitive but you guys asked for it so, lol.

So this is the speech from 5x13

Truth is, ever since the first time I know you’re falling for my brother. I’ve been awaiting for him to screw something up so badly, that you hate him. So I’ve been waiting, and watching him do all these horrible things. And every single time I think that he’s going too far, he’s there for you. Sometimes in ways better than I ever was. So the truth is, after a while I just stopped waiting for him to fail because I liked the person he’d become. And I don’t wanna lose that person.

And every single time I think that he’s going too far, he’s there for you. Sometimes in ways better than I ever was.

OK but where though?

The issue with this quote is that the show doesn’t take into account who the show says Elena is supposed to be.

Because, how is it that Damon is “there” for Elena?

He threatens people she loves to get to her or he explains that he would kill those people to save her, the way he’s there for her is always at the expense of people she cares about and Elena is meant to be a person who loves her friends and family recklessly and passionately, their well-being is supposed to be the most important thing to her

and when she is faced with their deaths or the potential of their deaths, this is what happens:

It’s emotionally traumatizing, it’s emotionally crippling, it’s emotionally scarring, being alive is just one part of an equation, it’s not the entire equation.

The way to be there for Elena is to be there for her loved ones, it’s to make sure that everyone else is safe because then she can be at peace. It‘s clear. When Stefan chooses to save Matt because she told him to

she’s at peace even though she’s dying

she’s supposed to love opportunities to comfort her friends

Stefan facilitating those opportunities and understanding the emotional nourishment they provide is being there for her

Not to mention there are direct instances in which Stefan is there for Elena more than Damon because Damon just doesn’t know what to do.

When Jeremy dies, Damon’s course of action is to turn off her humanity

which leads to Elena killing a waitress, attacking Liz, trying to kill Bonnie and Caroline and Damon can’t clean up his mess

but Stefan can

So the truth is, after a while I just stopped waiting for him to fail because I liked the person he’d become. And I don’t wanna lose that person.

How. Is. Damon. Any. Different. Loving. Elena. Than. When. He. Loved. Katherine?

In fact, in this very episode, Stefan points out that Damon is repeating old behaviour

I mean in this entire episode he is working overtime to make sure that Damon doesn’t do anything stupid because Elena broke up with him

and he FAILS. Damon kidnaps her brother

after he killed her friend

How has he changed exactly? What exactly is so different about him being with Elena than when he was pining for Katherine? In this season we find out he was systemically killing generations of an entire family behind Elena’s back and Elena even says it

And even if Damon did change when he was with Elena (which he didn’t) I don’t think people realize that if Damon actually became a better person because of Elena then he would just BE a better person, like Elena wouldn’t have to be in his life, he would’ve been irrevocably bettered, 5x13 is an entire episode full of contradictions.

The next speech in 6x04:

Believe me, I asked myself that for a very long time. And eventually, I saw it. Damon inspired you. He pushed you to own the darkest parts of yourself. And, when you died, he was the only one that could made you feel alive again. And you made him feel human. You loved Damon for the same reasons that I love Damon. Because in spite of every single thing that he did, we couldn’t live without him. And now, you don’t have to, but I do. So, I’m gonna do it my way. You do it yours.

I’m just going to go straight to the most offensive part of this offensive and idiotic speech.

And, when you died, he was the only one that could made you feel alive again.

Once again, the show is ignoring its own narrative, which it also did in season 4.

That looks pretty alive to me! Not to mention that save for actually having sex, Stefan is really the one who stimulates her in her newfound vampirism, it’s with him that she realizes what she can do and where you actually see physical intimacy enliven her

What do Damon and Elena really do in season 4 for “he makes me feel alive” to become their theme? The sire bond creates all of Elena’s problems, it actually, literally drives her crazy since Elena has to kill Connor because Damon told her to:

and even though Stefan and Jeremy actually got to the root of the problem and stopped the curse, because the sire bond means she is emotionally enslaved to Damon, yes, let’s look at that receipt one more time

he gets most of the credit for doing the least work, she is beholden to him even though that feeling isn’t in her control.

It’s the same thing as Damon saying that Elena has to drink human blood

and then her starving and spiralling because she can’t do anything else

and then telling her she doesn’t have to and she’s excited and grateful to him because that means she doesn’t have to “hurt people anymore”

That feeling of “alive” is manufactured because it’s the sire bond that makes her vampirism a living hell and it’s the sire bond that takes away the situations that make her vampirism a living hell, like someone who starts a fire and then puts the fire out, so Damon essentially controls her experience as a vampire, all the dialogue in the world doesn’t change that, it’s manufactured and contrived which makes that line in Stefan’s speech bullshit.

And eventually, I saw it. Damon inspired you. He pushed you to own the darkest parts of yourself.

This pretty much relates to what I just mentioned above because when did Damon did push Elena to own the darkest parts of herself?

Are we meant to believe that one night of raunchy dancing on a blood high is what got Elena to own the darkest parts of herself? Why. How does that help her grow, how does that help her own anything, all it actually does is reinforce how much she doesn’t want to be that person

If anything, it’s Stefan who helps Elena push her limits and take risks, to do things that require guts

and to confront the darkness of being a vampire and own it by not letting it consume you, that’s what owning something is and Stefan has been helping Elena do that from the jump

what Damon actually does is push Elena to admit she feels something for him

and the show wants to say that’s pushing her to accept darkness since he’s pushing her to realize she cares for a morally questionable man but that isn’t about Elena growing or being inspired, that’s about Damon being loved.

It’s Stefan who inspires Elena because she actually grows from the experiences he provides her

So basically Stefan was talking out of his ass.

Being Best Friends with Jackson would Include:

Originally posted by candyapplejimin

  • Hype little Wang Puppy
  • Constantly hyping you up anytime you bring yourself down
  • Going shopping? Need an opinion on something? Jackson is the guy to tell you
  • Whistles and shouts of approve to hype you up
  • “YES Y/N! YOU LOOK SO GOOD! YASSSSS SLAY MY LIFE!”
  • Skinship what is personal space? Because Jackson sure as hell doesn’t know
  • Cuddles you on lonely nights
  • Brings you food in the middle of the night
  • Drags you to the gym sometimes even though all you want to do is stay in bed and eat pizza
  • Is super dramatic when you make plans with someone else
  • “Why dont you love me Y/n? You have hurt me, my one true love.” que the fake tears
  • “Oh my god Jackson, stop being a baby. You will always be my number one.”
  • Gets really whiny and pouty but its the cutest thing ever
  • If you play hit him… good luck
  • Will probably act like you just stabbed him in the chest
  • Looks at you with a ‘how could you do this to me. I cant believe you’ face
  • “Ouch. Are you trying to kill me y/n.”
  • If you are on the phone with one of your girlfriends he will try and join in
  • “Oh my god, like totally.”
  • “No way girl.” *z snap formation*
  • Will probably breakout into laughter afterwards
  • Makes you kill spiders and big bugs
  • Says its because he is lazy but reallt he is scared
  • Comfort hugs whenever you need them
  • Whenever and wherever
  • All your girlfriends probably have a crush on him but you secretly hate it because it makes you jealous
  • Not because you like him but because he is your Wang Puppy
  • You want him all to yourself in the most unromantic way possible
  • He is basically a big ol’ teddy bear
  • Shoulder to cry on, advice giver, big brother love
  • Will fight someone for you
  • Everyone probably thinks yall are dating but you guys just laugh about it
  • Someone would come up to yall and say ‘wow yall are such a cute couple.’
  • “Oh yes, she is the love of my life. Oh how I could never live without her.”
  • “Oh and my dear Prince, how parting from you is such hell.”
  • Yall are extra as fuck ok
  • Hype hype hype

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