because I don't like my face most of the time

I remember in high school I was at a debate tournament and the girls on my team were doing this competition over who could get the most phone numbers as like a weird practice at gaining more confidence. I only got one because when I asked, his face fucking lit up and he was ecstatic. He ran over and told all his debate friends and they were patting him on the back and stuff and it was so cute. Buncha smart guys in suits getting pumped over their friend getting asked for his number. That one reaction gave me all the confidence I needed.

Guys can be so cute sometimes oh my goodness

So I heard people say Seungri looks ordinary…..

Pfftt that boy’s face is FAAAAR from ordinary. Just saying.

I love his face so much honestly, he has a face that can be sweet and cute than sexy and handsome. He’s got eyes and a smile of a panda, self-explanatory. And often times, I find his face side profile REALLY attractive. 

He reminds me of Hong Kong actors from the 90′s and just really doesn’t look like most South Koreans if I must say. I remember when watching Healing Camp with BIGBANG, one of the MCs mentioned Seungri’s face passing off as an actor, I definitely have that same thought. He’s just so silly and cute that people don’t take him seriously. 

If I have to say, who cares most about their fans, it would definitely be Seungri. The effort and the extent in which he tries to master the language, remember each and every single one of his fans, is simply amazing.

Because I’ve loved BIGBANG and Seungri since their debut, I’ve seen how much he’s worked and how much of an effort he puts in his work so that he could be recognized by the public. To me, he’s also very fragile. All his hyungs are at a level that’s definitely recognized by the public and they have more experience as well. Seungri have gotten hate, been put down and ignored, and I’m sure he gets depressed often because of this. However, he doesn’t want people to know how much he hurts, so he always have this goofy cover in front of others. He never fully admits to being perfect but he knows he’s got a long ways to go compared to everyone else, yet he’s never discouraged to put his fullest into everything. In my eyes, that’s Seungri and that’s why I admire him on top of everything else that he is. He gives me motivation to try hard as well.

From the boy who nearly didn’t make it into BIGBANG, didn’t think about singing as much, to someone who has this unique tone and voice that can harmonize with the rest of the members, I know he’s practiced a lot.

I just want to say, I won’t stop loving Seungri, ever. It doesn’t matter if people think he’s ordinary, because that just means they only judge a book by its cover without trying to understand him. I’m sure a lot of us Seungri-bias knows what I mean, right? I could probably write an essay on how much Seungri has influenced me into looking at people and finding motivation to try harder but I won’t do that, hehehe. 

How is one person
So gosh darn cute
That I actually want to punch them in the face
Every single time they talk to me
Just because I want to stop them
From being so cute
Because their cuteness is killing me
How is one person
Such a dork
That it makes all other dorks look cool
In comparison
Yet they make it seem adorable
How is one person
Capable of making me feel
So happy or so mad
Just because of how incredible they are
How is one person
Whom I’ve only known for a few months
More important to me than people
Whom I’ve known for years
How is one person
That clueless to how amazing
They really are
When they could actually be an angel
In disguise

I’m planning to move out in like 2 years to to San Diego with my best friend. And I’m like super excited

BUT

most days I’m n the week she’ll be on base and I’m sure days because of the navy, she’ll leave for periods of time

And because of that and me having struggle of being in places alone me she understands that too, we won’t mind a third roommate!

Up for it?