because I don't like my face most of the time

I remember in high school I was at a debate tournament and the girls on my team were doing this competition over who could get the most phone numbers as like a weird practice at gaining more confidence. I only got one because when I asked, his face fucking lit up and he was ecstatic. He ran over and told all his debate friends and they were patting him on the back and stuff and it was so cute. Buncha smart guys in suits getting pumped over their friend getting asked for his number. That one reaction gave me all the confidence I needed.

Guys can be so cute sometimes oh my goodness

🎉 archive moodboards & christmas rates !!!

guess what guys?! i reached 600 followers!!!!!!! (actually managed to get to 605 in the amount of time it’s taken me to organise this post and my face is like red with how happy i am)

okay this probably seems like no big deal to most of you because it’s still such a tiny number but you have no idea how long i’ve been close to 600 for - i think it’s like a few years?? so this is such a massive accomplishment you just don’t understand. :)

now, i asked you all to lmk how you wanted me to celebrate this awesome accomplishment and about 50% said archive moodboards so that’s what i’m going to do!


  1. must be following this very cool person of course!!
  2. you must reblog this post (likes count as a bookmark only)
  3. send me a 💓 for a archive moodboard (you may need to be patient though because if i get a lot of requests then it might take a while)
  4. if you’d like, you can also send me a ⛄ if you want a blog rate & christmas aesthetic as well (see format here - you don’t need to rb both posts, only this one & you don’t need to vote anymore!)
  5. the runner up in the poll was a network so i’m still considering doing that anyway, so if you have any particular ideas for what kind of network you’d be interested in, lmk!!
  6. also you can let me know if you’d like me to tag you in any of my future creations (i’ve got a small list saved atm)
  7. maybe also check out my creations??
  8. blacklist “natalie celebrates 600!!” to stop seeing these
  9. i’m going to be doing these until december 24th so feel free to keep sending things in until then!!

i’ll be posting the rates/aesthetics straight away & will get to the moodboards as quickly as i can afterwards. please don’t worry if it takes a while - i promise i’m not ignoring anybody! i just have no idea how many requests & if i get quite a few then it could take me a while to get around to them so we’ll have to wait and see how popular i really am lmao

i love you all so much & thanks for helping me get to this goal!!! i’m actually so happy just aaaahh!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D i hope you’re all having absolutely magical winter’s so far and may your christmas be merry as hell!

How is one person
So gosh darn cute
That I actually want to punch them in the face
Every single time they talk to me
Just because I want to stop them
From being so cute
Because their cuteness is killing me
How is one person
Such a dork
That it makes all other dorks look cool
In comparison
Yet they make it seem adorable
How is one person
Capable of making me feel
So happy or so mad
Just because of how incredible they are
How is one person
Whom I’ve only known for a few months
More important to me than people
Whom I’ve known for years
How is one person
That clueless to how amazing
They really are
When they could actually be an angel
In disguise