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“What did you say?” Ivar inquired as he shifted in the tub. His eyes never leaving you. The blue in his eyes almost gone at just the thought of you being a virgin. “Come here” He commanded softly. Walking to him your knees began to shake. You had always thought Ivar was in his own way beautiful to have suffered all his life to be apart of this world. But you also knew how Viking men are especially the Ragnarsson men.
“Are you ok?” He asked as he looked into your eyes. You nodded in response. The words right there but nothing came out. He began getting out of the tub his body glistening as the beads of water ran off of him. He began drying off as he moved in front of the fireplace. Laying out firs he beckoned you “Join me?”
You voice returned for a moment.
“Please don’t hurt me Ivar I trust you” You have no idea where the words came from but they felt right. He took a deep breath and reached a hand out to you drawing you down to him.
“I can promise I won’t hurt you unless you ask me to.” He said as he pulled you into a kiss. His hand sliding to your lower back to pull you close and the other resting on the side of your neck.
Shivers went down your spine as he deepened the kiss. Your heart was beating out of your chest as you pressed your body to his hard toned muscles. Your hand finds its way to his thick hair scratching his scalp. He almost purrs at the touch. Pulling away he looks at you while holding the side of your face.
“Are you sure Y/N?” He asked softly. You opened your eyes to see his eyes staring deep into your soul. No you weren’t sure but it felt right so surely this was the gods will right? You looked deep into his eyes there was something there you couldn’t look away from. This wouldn’t be a casual affair to him either.
“Yes I’m sure Ivar.” You replied in a whisper. The energy in the room changed. His eyes soaking in every inch of you trying to find doubt. When he found none he captured your lips in a deep soul consuming kiss as he began removing your dress. His hands working quickly leaving no spot untouched. His rough hands gripped your breasts with an unexpected gentleness almost unsure of his self. His eyes never leaving your face watching to be sure you were enjoying it.
You had never been touched in this way it was stirring a fire inside. Your face betraying all emotions you were attempting to hide. His hands slowly start pushing the dress over your hips his hands gliding over the milky soft skin of your stomach before he slides down and begins leaving kisses all down your body starting with your neck. You softly moan as he reaches your breasts taking each one and kissing them softly. He looked up with lust filled eyes to look at you it felt as if he was looking into your very being. Neither of you said a word there was no need. He continued down your body with kisses till he reached your core. He stopped to marvel at your body before burying his face and exploring every nook and cranny. Your whole body arched at his touch. Overwhelming pleasure overtaking your body as he licked and suckled at your nub like it was his life force. You released a guttural moan as your body shook as you had your very first orgasm. His eyes wide as he watched you fall over the edge. A feral look took over his face as he slid up to hover at your entrance. Looking deep into your eyes he slowly slid inside. The pain was not as bad as the stories had told. It was sharp but brief. Pleasure quickly took over as you began to move together as one. Both of your moans began to fill the room. Everything around you faded. You started to feel yourself getting close again. Then it happened galaxies began exploding. Your whole body quaked as you came causing him to also fall over the edge.
I am so sorry it sucks thinking about smut an writing it are two different things especially when I set myself up with a virgin story lol