beautiful husbands

Just wanted to share something very special and personal with you. That’s us on our wedding day. Tomorrow it’s gonna be 3 months already and I must say, being married is Awesome! We’re so in love and happy and grateful for each other. Have a good day everyone and I hope you find love like that as well! :)

I can’t believe I’m supposed to just go about my fucking day after the Silicon Valley s4 trailer gave us whipped Gilfoyle supporting his beautiful husband and wearing the sleepwear that his beautiful husband wants him to wear. Fucked up.

I can’t remember who tagged me in this one. But it’s the make a moodboard using only images currently on your device. So here ‘tis. My matching tattoo with @phd-mama with an assist by the lovely (and not pictured) @allwaswell16 @realitybetterthanfiction @myownsparknow, the house I currently live in from the water (not for much longer), the most beautiful husbands ever, Port of San Francisco, my face + Prisma, HAMILTON!, my favorite tattoo by the ridiculously talented @xabjectlessonsx, my Randy’s Donuts sweatshirt from @twopoppies, and then me and Gina at the beach (or at least our hands).

If you want to do it, go for it!

FINALLY THE MAPPA YOI calendar. Team St. Petersburg, VICTOR BESIDE YUURI, SO SERIOUS AND READY TO KICK SOME ASS. BECAUSE NOW HE’LL WIN GOLD AND GET MARRIED, NO DOUBT ABOUT IT.

EVERYONE’S DRESSED UP. Look at that little makkachin puppy on Victor’s lap, and the katsudon bowl. ALSO A NEARLY NAKED CHRIS… AND THE CUTE TRIO IN THE FAR RIGHT CORNER, MINAMI IT’S FINALLY HERE. 

LOOK AT VICTOR IN THE BACKGROUND, SO PROUD AND CHEERING FOR HIS BEAUTIFUL HUSBAND.

THE “Welcome to the Madness” scene! GOD LOOK AT YURIO’S SMOKY EYES, NEED THAT MAKEUP, VICTOR SINGING HIS HEART OUT ON STAGE, BOTH MILA, SARA AND EMIL AND MICKEY PAIR DANCING.

And look at the back, IT SAYS “HASETSU EXHIBITION, ONSEN ON ICE”. MEANING THEY ALL TRAVEL TO JAPAN AND AND CREATED THEIR OWN PROGRAM TO SHOW.

AT THE END WE HAVE ALL OUR SKATERS IN A FINAL POSE, I’M DYING HERE. BECAUSE PRECIOUS VICTOR IS WEARING A FLOWER CROWN MATCHING YUURI’S OWN POCKET BOUQUET. CHRIS AND PHICHIT ARE SIDE BY SIDE. VICTOR HANGING OFF HIS BEST FRIEND AND HUSBAND. ALSO YURIO’S MAKE UP, AND OTABEK WITH HIS ARM AROUND THE SMALLER BOY. JJ WITH HIS LEATHER JACKET, JUST PERFECT.

6' 3"

when you were born
the doctor said
how you’d be six foot three

from that day forth
i fantasized
of all the big you’d be

you’d touch the stars
with fingertips
all words of wisdom
from your lips

she didn’t lie
that you’d be
three,
six feet: just you, your dad and me

that’s when we learnt
that you were really,
rather, very sick

something even a
six three can’t be
strong enough to fix

it was so fast
so cruel
so wrong
so soon to say goodbye

to our teeny tiny
giant hearted
lovely little
life

because I do believe
that all of you
was so much more
than me

though I understand
that giants need
a lot more room
to breathe

your fingers touch
the stars and I
realise my dream
came true

then cry for
not all dreams
happen the way
we want them to

I miss you every day // A.S

(a disclaimer: I am lucky enough to say I myself have never lost a child, I wrote this for people who have, and who have been unfortunate enough to experience such a trauma. I hope you each find your peace.)