beat next to mine

JxHQ: I Can't Quit You

WARNING: Sexually explicit situations

And you say that I’m the devil you know, and I don’t disagree
No, I don’t see the harm
They say: “You crazy, just leave him, he’ll suffocate you”
But I wanna be in your arms

They say, “No, don’t pick up the phone, let them think there’s nobody home”
But I’m under your spell
‘Cause when you call my heart starts to roll
I always want more
It’s my heaven, my hell

We’re heading deep
Inside lives a voice, a voice so quiet
But I can’t hear that voice when your heart beats next to mine

I can’t quit you, I know I’m gonna regret it — Ariana Grande


It’s something completely draining. Both mentally and physically.

Relationships were never, ever, The Joker’s strong suit. He’d played around with women when he was younger and no sense barely, but even now it was rare for him to actually even be attracted to anything resembling a relationship.

And Harleen had struggled with the same thing.

They both realized they were never good at relationships. Joker came to the conclusion when he murdered his last significant other for trying to be controlling. Harleen accepted she was never going to ever settle down when she threw a whole stack of glass plates at her last boyfriend for lying to her.

But they couldn’t think back to those times as they stated at each other in the dim, firelight of his penthouse.

She was on a couch, fiddling with a small cross necklace her grandmother had given her when she was little.

Everyday she wore it, trying to cling to whatever sanity was left after she and Joker had started their little scandal.

She was still considered a doctor. His doctor. But she sure as hell didn’t feel like it anymore. There was far too much between them for her to just be his doctor at this point, and they both knew it.

Joker sat across the living room, leaning back in a chair, glass of scotch in one hand, cigar in the other.

He was still trying to think of how the hell to get out of the hole he’d been digging. He had the woman wrapped around his finger and now he was conflicted. If he stayed and let things continue on, people would talk. They’d say he’s getting weak. Going soft. He’s settling down. But if got rid of her, he couldn’t get his fix. And nothing, and no one, truly satisfied his hunger quite like her.

They both knew it wasn’t love, it was something beyond love. Something far more possessive and dominant. Something completely selfish and demanding. It needed the presence of the other in order to be at peace. In order to calm each other’s demons. It was too mean to let the other breathe. And far too poisonous to be love.

Obsession. Addiction. Possession. Pure, unadulterated lust.

Not just physically, but emotionally.

They were both in denial of it actually being that serious, she knew she could lose everything for feeling so strongly for him, and he knew he was too damned mean to be that serious with another woman.

They pretended that it was just for sex.

That She came over to his penthouse in the middle of the night some times seeking “counsel” and “advice” for certain elements in her life, just because she knew their conversation would end in her against a wall and him buried to the hilt in her.

That he showed up in the most random places to check up on her because he just had to make sure his fuck buddy wasn’t going to go anywhere.

But deep down, she knew she went to him for advice because she valued every word of wisdom he could give her, and she genuinely enjoyed talking to him. Despite if they ended the night in sex or not. She just wanted to be in his presence.

And he knew that he really checked up on her because he worried. He worried she would leave him and his pride would wither.

They calmed each other, they couldn’t get enough of each other. He fascinated her and she intrigued him.

So they sat. Staring at each other in dead silence.

She waited as he finished his drink before she spoke up.

“You haven’t said a word to me all night.”

He looks at her, his brows a little raised.

How dare she interrupt his silence? His peace? Just her voice made his entire mind peel back layer by layer.

He narrowed his eyes, rolling his jaw before forming a fist around his glass.

“I’m thinking.” He replied with sharply and she nodded gently. “Well, I was.” He gets up, flustered. “Until your loud-ass voice interrupted it.”

“Oh, fuck you.” She shot back.

Every now and then, when tension between them really built up, when they both questioned themselves and each other, it boiled over. And this was one of those times.

“You already have, dumb-ass.” He slammed the glass down and she rolled her eyes.

“Just forget it, then.” She snapped a look at him. “Fucking forget about it and go to bed.”

“Don’t fucking talk to me like I’m your fucking bitch.” He barked and she felt her nerves itch with anxiety. “Fucking telling me to go to bed.” He grumbled under his breath, slamming things about. “You go the fuck to bed, bitch.” He ground his teeth together and she groaned a loud before getting up and stomping to the bedroom door. “The hell are you going? Did I fucking tell you, you could fucking get up? Sit the fuck down.” He stepped to her and she looked at him in surprise.

“You just said go to bed.” She argued.

“So now you’re arguing?” He came closer and she was at a loss for words.

“You told me to!” She raised her voice and he grabbed her jaw harshly, gently shoving her into the wall behind them.

“Don’t fucking raise your god damned voice at me again or you’re leaving.” His voice was gravel and she scoffed, shoving him off her.

“Bye. Fucking bipolar bastard.” She grabbed her things. “Tired of fucking staying here anyway.” She stepped to the door and he grabbed her wrist tightly. “Fucking get off me!” She snatched away, stumbling back a little.

“You’re not fucking leaving me.” He said through gritted teeth.

“You better let go of me or I’m calling the cops.” She threatened and he cocked his head.

“And tell them what? Huh? You been humping me every night for the past month? Cause if you get them over here, I’ll tell them exactly that. Don’t think I won’t, you little brat.” His words were venom and she felt her blood rushing through her as adrenaline shot through her.

“I’m done with you.” She shook her head, trying to convince herself of it, more.

He laughed, making a chill roll down her spine.

“You’re not done with me until I say so.” He towered over her.

“I’m fucking leaving.” She spit at him and shoved him away again, this time when her hand grabbed the door knob, he let her go.

She got half way down the stairs of the building before she felt her heart ache.

He was drinking some more when she pounded on the door.

He knew it was her, because she always changed her mind.

The second he opened the door, she slammed it shut and attacked him.

Her legs wrapped around him as her lips and tongue and teeth tormented his. They both groaned, melting into one another.

He stepped to the kitchen and set her down on the counter before she started tearing at his belt.

His teeth bit at her neck and she arched into him, moaning out his name.

Her nails were biting into his shoulders as she pushed his shirt off of him and kissed his chest.

His large hands gripped her thighs, shoving her tight skirt up her legs so he could get easy access to what he craved most at the moment.

Her hands fumbled to get him out of his pants and when he was freed she immediately grabbed him, running her hand up and down his shaft.

“Ah, fuck.” He breathed out and she spread her legs more for him.

He looked down at her, his jaw slackened at the sight of her glistening sex.

Without even thinking anymore, he shoved himself into her, not paying any mind to her sharp intake of breath from the slight discomfort for a moment.

It always took her a moment to adjust to him, but even that didn’t stop him from railing into her the second he slid in.

She shouted curses, his name, everything in between.

At some point her shirt had come off, along with her bra and his teeth sunk into the flesh of her breast, only adding to her pleasure.

The sounds of their flesh hitting rattled throughout the apartment and she laid back on the cold counter top, mumbling profanities as he pushed her legs farther apart and grabbed her thighs so hard it would leave bruises.

Soon enough his fingers fell to her clit, and she couldn’t handle it anymore.

Her back arched, her eyes squeezed closed and she clawed at the marble counter as she convulsed around him.

He didn’t give her time to bounce back before he grabbed her and turned her over bending her over the counter.

He grabbed a handful of her hair at the root and yanked on it as he pushed back into her.

“Fuck!” She squealed as he pounded into her.

She felt her legs starting to give way and heard a low growl emit from his chest.

“Keep your fucking legs open.” He told her darkly and she moaned again, her hand going to his that was gripping her hip, spreading her legs even more for him.

His forehead rested on the back of her neck as he continued his assault in her.

“Whose is this?” He asked her, and she bit her lip, her eyes shut tightly.

“It’s yours.” She breathed out. “It’s all yours.”

“So this is mine, isn’t it?” His fingers fell to that bundle of nerves again and she squeaked a little, her forehead hitting the counter as she tried to keep quiet.

“Fuck, yes.” She cried.

He picked up his pace and went harder at her, making her hiss in a little pain but almost pass out from the pleasure.

Within a few more minutes, she went over the edge again, and he finished as well.

They both hit the kitchen floor with shaking limbs and tired, deep breaths.

“I hate you.” He laughed without humor suddenly and she stared at the ceiling.

“I hate you, too.” She admitted.

They weren’t necessarily sure if they truly hated each other or not, or just the fact that it was going to be fucking impossible to stop what they had started.

Quit (Sia & Ariana Grande)
Ariana Grande & Sia
Quit (Sia & Ariana Grande)

Cashmere Cat - Quit (Ariana Grande & Sia Duet Version)

And you say that I’m the devil you know
And I don’t disagree, no, I don’t see the harm

They say, “You crazy, just leave him, he’ll suffocate you”
But I wanna be in your arms

They say, “No, don’t pick up the phone, let them think there’s nobody home”
But I’m under your spell
‘Cause when you call my heart starts to roll
I always want more
It’s my heaven, my hell

We’re heading deep
Inside lives a voice, a voice so quiet
But I can’t hear that voice when your heart beats next to mine

I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
I know I’m gonna regret it

When you said, “Baby, I just want you to lay me down and we’ll fuck the pain away”
'Cause skin on skin, I feel nothing but the burning of desire
And that’s just foreplay

We’re heading deep
Inside lives a voice, a voice so quiet
But I can’t hear that voice when your heart beats next to mine

I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
I know I’m gonna regret it

I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you, oh baby
I can’t quit you
I can’t quit you, oh babe
Gonna regret it
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it
I’m gonna regret it
I’m gonna regret it
(babe, babe, babe)
Gonna regret it
Yeah, I’m gonna regret it

[Min Yoongi bios]

민윤기; Nothing I say will be as beautiful as what I feel. But do not forget that I love you, far and beyond what you can imagine.

— The joy of knowing that you exist is enough to overcome the sadness of not being able to hug you.

민윤기; I found happiness in your smile, in your eyes, and every detail makes me love you even more

민윤기; If you ask me today the meaning of the word love, I will say your name

[min yoongi]: It’s only in you that I find everything I need to move on.

{for min yoongi} The only thing I wanted now was to be able to run into your arms, hold you and never let go.

✧Believing that one day He will cause me to finally cross your path and feel your heart beating next to mine in the most anticipated embrace of my whole life. ✦

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the world makes more sense when your heart beats next to mine
—  (via sturzpoesie IG)
the signs as ×
  • Aries: Don't
  • "Don't fuck with my love, that heart is so cold
  • All over my own, I don't wanna know that babe"
  • Taurus: The Man
  • "I feel like writing a book, I guess I lied in the hook
  • 'Cause I still love you and I need you by my side if I could"
  • Gemini: I'm A Mess
  • "Ooh I'm a mess right now, inside out ; Searching for a sweet surrender, but this is not the end"
  • Cancer: Thinking Out Loud
  • "Cause honey your soul can never grow old, it's evergreen ; Baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory"
  • Leo: Afire Love
  • "With your body next to mine our hearts will beat as one ; And we're set alight, we're afire love, love, love oh"
  • Virgo: Tenerife Sea
  • "You look so beautiful in this light, your silhouette over me ; The way it brings out the blue in your eyes
  • is the Tenerife sea"
  • Libra: Nina
  • "And then again you should know Nina, 'Cause that's you and me ; Both in a road, won't you leave me now, Now"
  • Read more: Ed Sheeran - Nina Lyrics | MetroLyrics
  • Scorpio: Bloodstream
  • "Fading out again, I feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream ; So tell me when it kicks in, well tell when it kicks in"
  • Sagittarius: Sing
  • "I need you darling, come on set the tone
  • If you feel you're falling, won't you let me know"
  • Capricorn: Runaway
  • "I love him from the skin to my bones, but I don't wanna miss home ; There's nothing to save and he knows, I'll just runaway in the overnight"
  • Aquarius: One
  • "Another place to let their hearts collide
  • Just promise me, you'll always be a friend
  • 'Cause you are the only one"
  • Pisces: Photograph
  • "So you can keep me inside the pocket of your ripped jeans, holding me closer 'til our eyes meet ; You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home"

04.12.2014  /  12.06.2016

  • "They say she's in the class A Team"
  • "The worst things in life come free to us"
  • "It's too cold outside for angels to fly"
  • "It's too cold outside for angles to die"
  • "I wanna be drunk when I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed"
  • "You have your mother's eyes"
  • "My 3 words have 2 meanings"
  • "Out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now"
  • "Give me love"
  • "Maybe tonight I'll call ya after my blood turns into alcohol"
  • "I just wanna hold ya"
  • "All I want is the taste that your lips allow"
  • "Give me love like never before"
  • "It's been awhile but I still feel the same"
  • "Maybe I should let you go"
  • "I'll never leave again"
  • "You are the only one"
  • "Promise me you'll always be a friend"
  • "I wanna feel your love"
  • "For tonight, I wanna fall in love"
  • "I'm a mess a right now"
  • "I messed up this time"
  • "Don't fuck with my love"
  • "I'm not really looking for another mistake"
  • "You didn't need to take him to bed"
  • "I never saw him as a threat until you disappeared with him to have sex"
  • "I thought you were different"
  • "It's a bit too late if I'm honest"
  • "You should go 'cause I ain't ever coming home"
  • "I swear it will get easier"
  • "You won't ever be alone"
  • "I won't ever let you go"
  • "Wait for me to come home"
  • "You can fit me inside the necklace you got when you were 16, next to your heartbeat where I should be"
  • "I will remember how you kissed me under the lamppost back on sixth street"
  • "We are surrounded by all of these lies and people that talk too much"
  • "All that you are is all that I'll ever need"
  • "I wanna runaway with you"
  • "I don't want to hate you"
  • "He's not the right guy for you"
  • "It was never fine to lose you"
  • "I won't be changing the subject, I love it"
  • "I'll make your little secret public"
  • "I'm just disgusted with the skeletons you sleep within your closet to get back at me"
  • "Fact is you're mad at me because I backtracked so casually"
  • "You're practically my family"
  • "Tragically our love just lost the will to live"
  • "I don't love you"
  • "I don't need you"
  • "I don't want you"
  • "I don't wanna love you"
  • "Good things are over fast"
  • "Success is nothing if there's no one left to share with you"
  • "I still love you"
  • "I will be loving you 'til we're 70"
  • "My heart could still fall as hard at 23"
  • "People fall in love in mysterious ways"
  • "I fall in love with you every single day"
  • "Maybe we found love right where we are"
  • "You're a soul who could never grow old"
  • "Darling hold me in your arms the way you did last night"
  • "I could look into your eyes until the sun comes up"
  • "With your body next to mine, our hearts will beat as one"
  • "Kiss me like you wanna be loved"
  • "We're falling in love"

“Your Heart Next to Mine” - Digital Oil Painting

I have a headcanon that Tentoo has an additional reason to love kissing Rose, because he can feel her heart beating against his chest, and for a moment, he can remember having two hearts, and both of them beat for her. She is his second heart.

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Other Ships
~ Dok-mi + Enrique ~ Seung-ji + Pan Da ~ Taozi + Lu Tian Xing ~ Chul-Soo + Soon-Yi ~ Gong Xi + Bu Shang ~ Go Mi-nam + Shin-woo ~

I look at you and I keep going back to the times you held my hand under the table, on our way home, in the park. I hear your voice and I recall the nights you whispered how much you loved me and how you held me so tight on so many days that I can’t forget that this is how I should be held - close, close enough that I could hear how fast your heart is beating next to mine; close, just near enough so I could kiss the crook of your neck.
—  excerpt from a book i’ll never write #11 // R.L.

I often wonder, why it took so long for us to cross paths and now that we have, I want to tell you about the little things, because I love you doesn’t say it all.

I want to sleep next to you and feel your heart beating with mine; in our defenceless state; together; unafraid.

When you wake up in the morning, I want you to tell me that you love yourself, then tell the children and then me. I will be third in line and proud.

Let me write a new poem on your flesh, every day.

Know that I will sleep on your side of the bed if you aren’t there.

When we have a house, I want to paint the walls with you. You and I will start at separate ends and meet halfway.

We will hold hands and go for walks, but stay silent.

When it’s cold, we are going to be wrapped up in the blanket together.

When we are grey and old, we are still going to find the corner seat at the theatre and throw popcorn into each other’s mouths.

We will take turns reading to one another in the bath until our skin becomes weathered.

Dance with me; be it in a crowded room or on the empty streets, even if there is no music.

We are going to do all of this today, tomorrow and even when we are eighty five. We have lost time to make up for.

—  Navin E. (because I want to give you more than a diamond ring)
Currently, there are 7,260,103,550 people on this earth. That’s means 7,260,103,550 hearts, emotions, voices, faces, and characters. Out of all of those 7,260,103,550 people, I only want you. I want your heart beating next to mine. I want to lay on your chest and just fall asleep listening to the pound that makes me smile because I know you’re alive. I want to be happy with you. I want to love you like no one ever has before. From those 7,260,103,550 different, unique voices, yours is the only one I want to hear. It’s so beautiful, and just by saying hey to me when we start Skype, instantly, I smile because I’ve fallen in love with your voice. When I walk around, I see all the different faces. There’s 14,520,207,100 eyes and ears, 7,260,103,550 noses, lips, and smiles, but your face is the only one I want to wake up next to, after I’ve spent the night looking at you and thinking about just how perfect you are. And your character, your personality. I want to be around it all of the time. Your goofiness makes me laugh until I can’t breathe. The way you mock me makes me smile so wide. When I’m upset, you’re always there for me, listening carefully to each word I mumbled from behind my tears. Mostly, I love how much you love me. We argue a lot of who loves who more, but I will always truly know I love you more. I would crumble to pieces without you.
—  Just mee