If you haven't already, might I ask what you think of Neptune in the 5th house?
perception of life is dramatic, seen through enchanted eyes. There is
imagination, sensitivity and emotion put into the self-expression. If romantically inclined, apt to fall in love with those who are
unavailable or who need helping. Alluring, romantic and mystical kind of
personality. The soul and creative expression are intertwined; with every
creation the individual experiences an otherworldly sensation 💫