I’m not a big one on—I don’t know what to call it—getting all glamorous. I don’t really worry about my looks, and I don’t worry about getting old. Exterior beauty doesn’t mean a lot to me. I mean, sure I like to look nice—sometimes. This is going to contradict all the pictures with the interview, because I’m very glammed out. I’m a total hypocrite.
UPDATE: this is so weird but for some reason the texture of the old mesh I put this over is showing up for other people. Somehow this didn’t show up for me in my CAS but I know exactly how to fix it! I can’t get to my computer now but I’ll have it fixed as soon as I get back. Sorry for this inconvenience!!
UPDATE UPDATE: PLEASE REDOWNLOAD !!! it should be fixed!!! I feel so bad for not being able to fix it earlier but i literally couldn’t fix it until i got home from work. the file is updated so please download at the same link and let it overwrite the existing file in your mods folder.
Do you really doubt my love for you?” He asked me as I sat in front of him.
“No,” I reply as I wipe my tears. “I don’t doubt your love for me. But every day, every moment that you’re gone, I fear that I’m going to lose you. I fear that someone much smarter and more beautiful than I am will stumble into that coffee shop you love on North 30th Street and I’ll lose you. I fear that one day, you will wake up and lie in bed and wonder why the hell you’re still with me. I fear that maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but one day you’ll wake up and not want me.
“Because, you see, you changed everything. You changed my sight, from the way I see the tree outside my bedroom window to the way that I see myself. You changed the colors of the red bricks on the sidewalk, you changed the sounds of leaves and tennis shoes scraping the ground. You changed my life.
“As you sit there with your extra order of hash browns and your light brown coffee, 1,806 miles away from me, I’m afraid that you will no longer love me. And I know, I sound like a fucking lunatic, but damn it I’m in too deep now to let you go.
"So, no, I don’t doubt your love for me. But I will always have the fear of losing you until the moment I am back in your arms.”