the lights hadnt even gone up on ben yet on the bed and people were already applauding like it was the end of the world. the applause just..kept going. and ben had this choked up look on his face and he was trying not to cry
the same for rachel bay jones just. raucous applause.
and also? when the murphy family breakfast rolls on people lost it and they had to wait like 85 minutes before going back into the song
ben forgetting his lines in the middle of sincerely, me and just kind of standing there with a little grin on his face as will was just staring at him like omg
during ywbf ben walked toward the front of the stage as usual, you know, but he was looking UP at the screens and all around like he’d never seen it before in his life and he wanted to memorize it all. he had his head entirely craned back just looking UP
after smthng jared says about the Gay Emails ben sat there and did his normal little head shake but ppl laughed so much, and he did it again and people laughed, and he just kept doing it an incredible amount of time just. shaking his head and everyone loved it
he wiped his hand ENTIRELY down to his foot when he meets zoe for the first time. like not just a dramatic little shirt wipe. he lifted up his leg and wiped it the ENTIRE length to his off-brand shoes
after zoe was like “im not breaking up w you” ben was facing out toward the audience and did this little hand moment like Oh but again. we all laughed. and he kept doing it for like 5 hours
also his FREAK OUT when he thinks zoe is breaking up w him was SO DRAMATIC he did lunges and shit i have never seen a human body move in that way before
mike really pummeled him in sincerely, me during their little Buddy Buddy part. and BEN !!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKIN RAN HIS HAND THROUGH MIKES HAIR INSTEAD OF DOING HIS NORMAL TINY POKES
sincerely, me was basically a rock concert ppl next to be started to clap along it was wild
bens hug with jlt after for forever didnt end they just did not let go of each other
mike was especially kind today as the computer lab connor he was very very kind. gentle. until you know, hes not
ben hugged michael park after to break in a glove
this is not specific to today but whenever rbj struts up the center of the stage during good for you i lose my mind
there was a half standing ovation after words fail. a good portion of the mezzanine stood and i couldnt see the orchestra. man, you could see him concentrating all his energy just NAILING every single not and i think he was legitimately sobbing when he told the murphys the truth. he had to take some breaths. i mean, sobbing more than usual. i was worried for a second
so big, so small was impossible to watch bc it was the most truthful beautiful quiet thing ive ever seen. the looks they gave to each other. the words they said without speaking abt how much they love each other. i cannot express the power of the beat that evan and heidi spent looking into each others eyes doing nothing but being together. they took their time on this song and it hurt so bad
the finale was ridiculous it was just everyone weeping weeping weeping. laura dreyfuss was WEEPING her face was red with tears but she somehow held it together to talk to ben and say “i wanted you to see this” but even from the MEZZANINE i could see the sparkle of tears in her eyes and i was like laura please if you start crying, im really gonna lose my composure and fuckin shriek or something
when everyone came out to sing for forever at the finale and theyre all looking at him ben just looked at them for a good long minute and theyre all smiling at him, and the look on rachel bay jones’ face is ethereal, and hes in the spotlight, and he steps forward to sing his final lines and he closes his eyes and just feels it
and then its done
laura gives him a huge bouquet of flowers and he keeps motioning for the rest of the cast to come on and bow with him again and again bc the theatre just wont shut up and he has to keep coming back and bowing
Can Tumblr stop with the idea that minors/teenagers are all “precious babies uwu”
and can do nothing wrong??? like when I was fourteen I had an idea on how my actions affected people and could possibly hurt people like please.
⚬ warnings⇁public sex, slight voyeurism/exhibitionism, dirty talk, dom!junghope, demeaning names during sex if you aren’t into that, jealousy
⚬ word count⇁5.5k
You’re not supposed to fall for Jung Hoseok and his repertoire of awful pick-up lines—but you do. The problem is: he’s afraid of commitment, and bolts at the idea of settling down. After that, you decide to stay far away from fuckboys, but his friend decides to test your new found resolutions.
↳ or : Jungkook wants to see how far he can push Hoseok until he snaps
this was… in it’s own way.. a hard fic to read (which makes it the best fic to read! pain! i love it! help me!) it’s very very very beautifully written and i hold it very close to my heart….how it portrays jack by himself and how hard it must’ve been…it also manages to weave in how mental illness plays its own role, even once you get together with the person you’re pretty sure is it for you. somewhat painful but cathartic and achingly tender.
BUT then there’s feelings! and angst! and misunderstanding! (the best type too! u know when one is like so crazily in love with the other and thinks its shockingly obvious but surprise, it’s not!) it’s just fantastic!
imagine a world where jack jumping over the snowbank, bringing bitty coffee, going on long walks classifies (in jack’s mind) as dating. so when bitty gets asked out, jack cannot believe the b e t r ay a l! we’re dating bitty! just read this and be happy :)
considering how popular this fic is it actually sat open in a tab for a looong loooooong time just bc…well… it’s 285,748 words. im an all or nothing girl as in i once read the entire maze runner trilogy in one night so i had to find the right time
first of all: angst. second of all: angst. third of all: ….. u guessed it… angst. BUT don’t worry, for every drop of angst there’s a metro-fucking-ton of smut and sweetness :)))) ;))) what this fic does brilliantly is create an OMC that is at the forefront of the story and do it seamlessly. this is a pretty iconic fic and tbh im definitely not one for fics longer than 100k but this was a fuckin’ beaut man
oh god this was P A I N F U L but in a very beautiful way??? (that’s how u know the writing was siCK) ambiguously happy ending but tbh in the end this fic is really just abt the unspoken quiet truth of being in love, of loving, of being human just lke Fffffffuck me up
not usually a big fan of soulmate aus but what i love about this fic is the pacing and even tho soulmate aus where seeing your soulmate = seeing color for the first time isn’t totally new this felt super fresh and original!
aw MAN this gave me the feeeeeels. established relationship but jack is not out, it’s a bit angsty but the jack perspective is just so gooood
EXTRA: It all started with a big Russian hockey player calling a small cat-loving hockey player a rat. You either h8 it or u luv it. In my case, I Love it, capital L, so enjoy: Alexei “Tater” Mashkov/Kent Parson
Kent has been telling himself a story, ever since the Q. It’s the epic story of Parse and Zimms, and he’s in love with it. // this fic is specifically meant for patater newbies and this fic does an amazing job of showing why kent and alexei just make sense. its honestly a Blessing.
lmao im gonna be 90 years old and still reccing Febricant’s fics…for real when i saw they wrote patater i was like…no..im dreaMing…or im dead? is . is heaven?? rlly unique approach to how she gets them together and gr8 build up :)))) Bless Febricant
Request: Do you do one shots too or only
imagines? If you do, I was thinking maybe an teen wolf x Riverdale crossover.
Like the reader goes to Riverdale for the summer to hang out with her cousin
that just moved there (Veronica) and she meets jughead and he reminds her of
stiles the guy she’s been in love with since forever and she starts getting
close to jug and Stiles finds out and gets jealous bc he’s lowkey in love with
her too and he goes to Riverdale to get her and maybe there’s some angst and
A/n: I haven’t posted
anything in months (probably 6 months? Idk) and I’m really sorry about that. I
had zero motivation to write anything and if I did nothing would come to me, so
I’m really sorry. But now I’m back with school almost being over, I have a lot
of time now. So enjoy this imagine that I wrote and sorry if it isn’t perfect
and sorry if there’s any grammar error. Love you guys x
“Do you have to go?” A sad
looking Stiles asked from across the room. You sighed, nodding your head as you
packed some clothes in your suitcase. Stiles let out a puff and got up from the
chair he was sitting in and walked over to your bed. “I don’t want you to.”
“Stiles, it’s just the
summer. It would go by pretty fast.” You told the brown haired boy and gave him
a smile. He gave you a forced smile and you threw the shirt you had in your
hands at him. Stiles let out a loud squeak, making you burst out
“That was so not cool.”
Stiles claimed, glaring at you. You stuck your tongue out at him and giggled a
bit. “Tell me again why are you leaving?”
“I haven’t seen my cousin,
Veronica, in a really long time and she always lived on the other side of the
states and now that she’s 5 hour away I can finally go and visit her.” You
exclaimed, getting excited about the fact that you’re going to see your beloved
cousin after so, so long.
“What if a monster invades
the town?” He asked and you stopped folding your clothes to look at him,
raising your eyebrows at him.
“Stiles, if anyone invades
the town there’s always Scott, Malia, Lydia…” you started to say, your face
feeling hot before finishing your sentence, “and they have you. If anyone can
stop those monsters, it’s you..”
the hardest part about being a sports fan, for me, is knowing that no amount of cheering or wishing or wearing the right shirt will make my team win. like, literally nothing i do can or will change the outcome of the game, but i still want to find something to do to make me feel like i can do something to effect the final score.
Nunvil is like a really light beer to Alteans so they have a naturally high tolerancy
Allura doesnt drink that mess so shes the designated Castle Driver
“ Coran, that junk is like rat poison even to Alteans i don’t believe this was a good idea”
Coran is the Altean equivalent to a vodka aunt, and he drinks nunvil like water and doesnt feel a thing
he gossips with aliens across the universe over a few bottles
The “sociable drunk”
shiro doesnt let her have any at first but she sneaks a drink while hes not looking
Forgets shes on an alien planet and talks to everybody
Swears like a sailor even more than usual and tells wild stories that have even the bravest aliens in the galaxy quaking in their boats
Pidge, to a group of sketchy alien pirates: so there i was, 3rd grade, dragging her by the pigtails around the playground! and the bitch still had the nerve to say smth so i socked her right in the mouth n pulled the rubber bands from her braces!! yea Susie didn mess with the Holts after that! The aliens, visibly terrified: *scoot away*
Shes also a dancing drunk but once she and Keith started jumping on tables and stools Shiro Shut it Down
Pidge, hopping on a stool: “ykno what fuck it hEY EVERYONE ANOTHER ROUND FOR THE WHOLE BAR ON THE PALADINS OF VOLTRON!!!!!!” Shiro, slamming a hand over her mouth: “nOPE no its not we’re not doing that”
The “emotional drunk”
Also known as the ‘relentless crier about eveything’
“Lance listen ur like my best friend in the whole world idk what id do without u ur a good man come over here, pidge, u too ykno ur so brave for cutting ur hair and sneaking into the garrison matts a lucky dude if i had a lil sister id wish she was half as amazing as u u guys r like the brother n sister i never had, u too keith and shiros like my chill uncle of smth n i love u all so much i jus”
The “came out to have a good time and is bitter he can’t actually get drunk” drunk
Its not fair he offered they do this! he was honestly ready to go to a space bar and get space wasted but he still hates the taste of Nunvil and after 4 drinks he feels nothing like is the universe out to get him or what!!
Doesn’t flirt with any of the aliens that come on to him bc they’re drunk so he just politely declines all night but he takes pride in knowing he looks good under drunk goggles
After 6 rounds he gives up and settles on drinking something fruity from a thin glass and taking embarrassing pictures of Keith
Even if he can’t get drunk he can still have a good time
First of all, he’s a huge light weight. Even more than Pidge n shes half his body mass jot that down
All it takes is like 2 rounds during a competition with Lance and hes Out
Somehow switches between the “goofy” drunk and the “always dtf (down to fight)” drunk in 4 seconds flats
Keith: Lance is really pretty…. Anyone: really? I don’t see it- Keith, holding a knife to their throat: what the fuck does that mean
Laughs at everything. A lot. No one has heard this much laughter come from Keith not even Shiro and hes known the kid for years
Thinks he can fight the sun and he will
All Shiro hears is “Hunk hold my cup” and hes up in 3 seconds to stop him
He somehow starts a fight over space cryptids with some alien and nope they have to leave their whole planet has declared war on them gdi keith
Is reluctant at first but eventually he’s tired of watching everyone so he takes one (1) drink
He regrets it to this day
The “venting” drunk
He goes off on vents about the Garrison for so long he doesnt even realize the alien he was talking to has already left
“I’m like an elephant, ok? if i walk into a room, its like, woah hes in there”
On the ride home, Allura is grumpy, Coran is unaffected, Shiro is already developing the Worst Hangover in the Universe, Pidge is knocked out on the kitchen counter, Keith is passed out on Hunk’s chest while he snores like an animal and Lance is just now feeling tipsy.
so i found this when i was fourteen and searching for stuff to buy with an amazon gift card for my birthday. honestly, the whole thing
looks like a scam. the packaging looks like something one of your mom’s old high school friends would give your family for a free trial at a high school reunion as some sort of slimming supplement and your brother takes two and ends up in the er with persistent stomach cramps. it looks like something youd find in the back of a trader joes and pass without a second thought.
however, i was fourteen and had nothing better to do, so i bought it. and this is actually pretty fucking cool. you let one of these tablets dissolve on your tongue (they taste kinda nasty, but bearable), and for about half an hour to forty-five minutes afterwards, sour food tastes sweet!!!! REALLY sweet. theres a huge difference. i ate like half a lemon because it tasted like candy. i drank vinegar and it tasted GOOD (though u probably shouldnt do that bc who knows what drinking a bottle of vinegar will do to your stomach. i know i sounds like a tumblr user trying to convince you to use one of those free survey websites, but this shit ROCKS
the link is http://amzn.to/2x6Zit4 if u want to buy it, and help me out a little bit in the process (though i swear that has nothing to do with my recommending it to you. i really do love this stuff)
something that bothered the shit outta me is how they used matt and foggy’s disagreements in daredevil season 2 to minimize foggy’s importance in matt’s life. in that scene where the defenders were going after their loved ones to bring them to a safe place, i was hoping that i’d see matt grabbing foggy at some point. but he didn’t. he went straight to karen, and i don’t condemn it, she’s his friend and he loves her. but foggy is in another level. back in the comics, matt went to jail and shit went down bc he thought he’d lost foggy. it almost drove him insane.i shit you not, matt murdock gets scary as shit once he thought foggy had died while visiting him in jail. matt could pick foggy’s heartbeat in that jail with hundreds of people, and he had to hear them “killing” foggy, and there was nothing he could do about itll. it haunted him for weeks, until he started get shit done. all the goddamn guards in the prison were so scared of him they’d anything to be on his good side. his inmates in would rat everyone out if it’d save their skin. i think the punisher was there too at that time but nvm. his level of PTSD was no joke.
more recently, matt faked foggy’s death when foggy got sick bc it was too dangerous for him to not stay in the shadows. it broke him when he knew he could lose foggy to a disease; he even took foggy to a “ride” with daredevil around the city to cheer him up, it was cute and sad at the same time.
also recently, when matt had one opportunity to see someone bc he got his sight back momentarily, he went to foggy. he wanted to see foggy’s face; his best friend, someone who has been with him in all his ups and downs in life as matt murdock and as daredevil. that’s how much foggy means to him, and to see that over looked and cast aside pisses the shit out of me.
my point is that matt needs foggy just as much foggy needs him and despite the catholic bs, he knows foggy is his moral compass.
don’t get me wrong, i don’t hate karen or any other of his friends but you gotta see that the role foggy nelson plays in matt’s life goes way beyond their fights, goes way beyond matt being a stupid little shit, goes beyond their paths being in different roads but always converging. they always come back to their friendship no matter how much damaged by each other they got. foggy is the most important person in matt’s life; it has been proven over and over again and i don’t want to diminish karen or any other of his friends’ roles. i love that karen has her own storyline, her own fights (let's be honest: her romantic plot with Matt doesn’t have any chemistry at all, they’re good as just friends); it makes her an incredible character. but it is just how it is. it always has been nelson and murdock, and even when foggy didn’t agree with what matt was doing and how he was leading his life, putting himself in danger, he still stayed at matt’s side for as long he could. foggy bringing him the daredevil suit it’s just not a proof that foggy supports matt even in crazy shit like that, but also that he believes in him, and in the daredevil. that he believes matt could help make their city a better place. foggy knew a day would come that matt wouldn’t come home anymore, he just wished that ninja asshole could pull one more stunt, one last time. but he didn’t, and a bit of foggy died with him back there. once matt asked him if foggy wished he’d stayed and fought for nelson and murdock, but he meant about them. it’d be too selfish to foggy to ask him to stay.