bc i just had to

anonymous asked:

random vent sorry - i'm so goddamn tired of society and everyone i'm tired of 1. being hated for being aro, 2. being hated for being bi, 3. being hated for being nb, 4. being hated for being asian, and 5. being hated for being neurodivergent. i'm tired of blocking people and getting betrayed. i just had to soft block a favored mutual bc they reblogged crytyping jokes and earlier they reblogged the "some use x to cope???" joke. i recently found out i'm autistic so this just makes everything worse

honestly???? the thing that gets me is that people pretend to be some sort of ally to one group, and frequently will channel their hatred into another. just when you think you can trust someone with one part of yourself, they’ll go shit on another. this site is a lousy place for social justice and safety, but it’s unfortunately better than society at large. and that’s pretty scary

anonymous asked:

im genuinely wondering what yr first language is? theres a bunch of grammar mistakes in ur poetry (i love it!) and i was just wondering if this was bc u had another first language or so?

yesss english is not my first language i wanna cryyyyyy im sorry u have to read them

anonymous asked:

So I always thought I was weird because I never liked boys like the other girls at school. I never really thought there was a reason why. I mean I was obsessed with the girl who sang Barbie girl when it came out and I was 8 but I didn't know why.Fast forward to 12 year old me who watched the Lady Marmalade video and liked it perhaps a little too much and then in typical cliche form fell in love with my best friend I came to the realisation I was attracted to women and I've never looked back ๐Ÿ˜‚๐ŸŒˆ

did i write this

i had my german speaking test today, and i think it actually went well! the role card i got was a fucking godsend bc i just had to ask for directions, which was what i’d revised the most lol

the only problem was when my teacher asked if i had been on holiday recently and what did I do, and i was like fUCK cause i’d memorised a bit about what you can do in lisbon but my brain couldn’t put it in the past tense, so i was trying to say ‘ich bin im Meer geschwommen’ but all that was in my head was ‘man kann im Meer schwimmen’ and i could not for the life of me get the past tense to work lol

anonymous asked:

How was the car show?

car show was awesome other than the cars they had cool activities like interactive drag racing, Jeep demo courses but unfortunately I didn’t get to try those out bc limited time I had and amount of people there so I just stuck to checking out the cars. The Bugatti Chiron came to show this year, that car is beautiful too bad I was unable to get a good pic there were so many people around it, I barely got a glimpse of her. I was impressed with dodge this year the dodge demon is a beast of a car, so much power I’m almost tempted to consider it haha. It was nice to see Infiniti Q60S up close and really check it out, same with Jeep Rubicon and a few others. Of course, Mercedes AMG, BMW M, and Audi ( I especially liked the TT RS) always bring quality stuff to the show too. 

lovelyassdorks  asked:

About the hate, like do these people seriously think that they speak on the behalf of Harry? Like they're over here saying Harry wouldn't date you bc of this or that. First of all, Harry is too nice to ever say something like that. He's genuinely nice & would love someone for their personality. Second of all, they're out here preaching that he wouldn't date you bc you're fat? Harry wouldn't date that person because they're fucking rude. Sorry I just had to say that bc you don't deserve this hate

It doesn’t matter . Whatever haha.

thank you for the love ❤

anonymous asked:

My secret is not yet ready to be revealed. I actually just meant to send one message (on anon bc of the lovely social anxiety) but I just had to keep going bc I can see you getting happier in the replies and thats everything. Hope I'm making you happy-cry and not sad-cry. You can keep looking forward to more anon love. ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

it’s definitely happy crying!!! & dw if u have anxiety i totally understand <333333333

anonymous asked:

Some of your anons are so fucking rude- it's astounding! You were excited ab his selfie & wanting to share/gush over it on your blog ASAP- just like every other Niall Stan! & the UA's on tumblr/twitter are usually SUPER fast- like typically I get 2 notifs at once (for tweets or reg insta posts) from Niall's account & DN/njhnews! So when it takes a minute you're ofc antsy! In no way were you being rude to/demanding anything from the UA's or bashing them! You were simply excited & being "dramatic"

hahah i was just surprised bc it had been 44 mins since he posted it when i looked on insta and i had YET to see it on here and was like omg WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! WHY IS MY BABY’S FACE NOT ON HERE YET??

anonymous asked:

OK so a few days ago I told you this guy doesn't like me back but he's still being super sweet and today he confessed that he liked me back but wasn't ready for a relationship and I just- AAAAAHHHHHHH ok I'm done I just had to get that out bc he asked me not to tell anyone

Ohhh my goddddd

the drafts are cleared!!!

for the first time since I made this blog, Ed has zero drafts. it’ll probably last a day or two at most but I am going to enjoy this moment

as such, the queue will now be operating at two per day! hopefully it will remain like this for the forseeable future, too, but we shall see.

3:26 AM

I hate myself. Im the epitome of a piece of shit who cant keep people happy. I just cut and punched myself and punched my cuts. I hate myself. It’s hard for me to say sorry. But i feel sorry. Im the epitome of sorry. I hate myself for everything. I hate myself bc im a failure. I hate myself bc i can’t do anything correctly. I just wish i had the balls to kill myself. Then no one would worry about me anymore. At least i wouldn’t be how i am now. I wish i could keep people happy. I wish i could communicate. I wish i were perfect. I wish i were dead. I wish no one cared.

3:26 AM

I hate myself. Im the epitome of a piece of shit who cant keep people happy. I just cut and punched myself and punched my cuts. I hate myself. It’s hard for me to say sorry. But i feel sorry. Im the epitome of sorry. I hate myself for everything. I hate myself bc im a failure. I hate myself bc i can’t do anything correctly. I just wish i had the balls to kill myself. Then no one would worry about me anymore. At least i wouldn’t be how i am now. I wish i could keep people happy. I wish i could communicate. I wish i were perfect. I wish i were dead. I wish no one cared.

rememberstilinski  asked:

im joining in on this shit bc i just had a thought. do you think britt is dating dylan bc of who he is? like she talks about him bc of who he is, like if it was just some guy that wasn't famous, do you think she would be talking about that guy and sharing personal stuff as much as she does with dylan? -kenz๐ŸŒน

Oh for sure! I think about that a lot! Just the way she talks about him and how she’s almost ALWAYS the one to bring him up interviews really makes it seem that way. It’s like she needs him and their relationship to make her relevant and to help promote her projects. It’s pathetic. I’m sure if she was dating some guy who wasn’t famous no one would even know who she was and no, she probably wouldn’t talk about them like she does Dylan.