bc i wanted to put in everything

just thought I’d put my own opinion into the mix cos why not. ok so first things first yousef being non Muslim isn’t offensive or wrong in any way, my man can believe whatever he wants and I’ll still love him unconditionally bUT as someone who’s religious and dealt with having both Muslim and non Muslim crushes + still followed everything Islam tells me too, it is (!!!!!!!) a big deal that yousef isn’t Muslim to SANA. bc (for us), CULTURALLY the kids would follow the dad, they take his surname and faith. and for Sana (I’m assuming) she’d want them to share her same beliefs. I get I’m looking far into the future and who’s to say Sana wants kids blah blah blah BUT pls don’t come at us for suggesting shit like yousef converting back or something because we’re not suggesting him being non religious is a problem, no!!!!!! I’m glad he’s formed his own beliefs, just look at it from Sana’s perspective, who really likes this guy but always wants to hold on to her faith !!!! for her, him being non religious will be a struggle, and not what’s “”“"right”“”“”“.

i love being a millenial so much. i love it. i love taking pictures of everything. i love texting my sister when she’s in the room next to me. i love snapchatting my friends when they’re sitting next to me. i love taking selfies with everything. i’ll go on instagram in public all i want. i’ll put everything on my snapchat story. i don’t fucking care. cute dog? posting it. drink i just got? posting it. favorite song just came on the radio? posting the Fuck out of it. and you bet your Ass i’m gonna put all the filters i need on it. do you know how many friends i’ve made bc of social media? so many. and it pisses adults off so much. i love it. i love being born in this time. god bless america.

the ever-present prokopenko, or: k’s dream boy in his nightmare world

bodyguard!wonwoo

Originally posted by jeonfhan

  • for this sweetie’s bodyguard!wonwoo request!!
  • so, how wonwoo got to being a bodyguard was definitely not intentional
  • like he didn’t just put in an application and hope for the best!!! he was recruited by a friend actually
  • in wonwoo’s youth, he was always a pretty strong, tall kid
  • his mom would have him move the furniture whenever she felt like the house needed a change, or he would help the kind granny next door carry her groceries inside whenever she needed it
  • his parents were under the impression that wonwoo was getting all this muscle from being on the basketball team, which he was on (with good friend and basketball captain seungcheol) of course, but he was also working those muscles punching bullies in the faces
  • it was no secret that a friend of jeon wonwoo’s was a friend you didn’t fuck with
  • like his youngest friend lee chan would be walking home with the rest of his friends and wonwoo would see a bruise forming around chan’s eye and he’d just instantly lose it
  • so he goes to find that asshole who’d been picking on chan despite wonwoo’s warnings for the last month and he’d slam the dude so hard into the nearest locker that something probably broke
  • and the guy would piss his pants when wonwoo looked down at him, expression hard and emotionless
  • “didn’t I tell you last week that if you kept messing with my kid you’d be six feet under?”
  • of course, wonwoo doesn’t actually have the heart to kill on the usual, but when it comes to those he loves, he damn well just might
  • he’s basically the resident savior of the school and no one in their right mind would bother anyone innocent lest that person run off to wonwoo because that’s like death coming to your door
  • his parents would never allow such behavior and probably wouldn’t even believe anyone if they told them what wonwoo got up to at school, so wonwoo makes sure to keep his wounds minimal and the amount of friends he invites over small
  • but like, he didn’t know how famous he really was for his brute strength
  • and one day he gets cornered by this senior and wonwoo thinks he’s gonna have to show him a thing or two, but the guy just smirks and holds his hands up and is like “i’ve seen you fight before kid. you ever think about doing it for money?”
  • it’s not like his family has reached rock bottom yet, but it’s also not like he can pretend to watch as his mother eats only half a bowl of food so that wonwoo, his little brother and his dad could eat
  • and he can’t pretend he doesn’t notice how long it’s been since his brother had a new pair of sneakers
  • and he can’t pretend his dad wasn’t overworking himself at the office just to bring a few measly extra bucks home every night
  • the guy promises wonwoo doesn’t have to fight if he doesn’t want to, just tells wonwoo to show up to a place downtown on friday night to see what it was all about
  • so, reluctantly, wonwoo lies to his mother that he’s studying with jihoon and mingyu and goes downtown, perfectly poised and ready to make a run for it if needed bc the place is definitely not lacking in shadiness
  • the lines outside are kept to a minimum and the bouncer at the door is none too friendly until wonwoo flashes him a card the senior at school gave him, and suddenly he’s being ushered to a front row seat inside what looks like a huge wrestling dome
  • wonwoo starts to feel nervous when they bring out contestants, but nonetheless he stays like steel in his seat and watches as the night begins
  • and suddenly a rain of money is being thrown over his head toward the fighters as they begin to beat each other to what looks like the death, the fight quickly turning gruesome as the two men attempt to tear each other apart with nothing but force and violent fists
  • wonwoo knows it’s wrong, and he really shouldn’t be here, but he can’t even tear his eyes away, let alone find the will to get up and leave
  • the opponents include a big, strong dude with more muscle than wonwoo, and the other is a scrawny but quick thing who ends up winning in the end
  • “in the end, it’s all about strategy” a voice whispers next to his ear, and it’s the senior again, smiling almost wickedly as wonwoo looks back at him “even a guy like you could take down a brute like Big Papa over there if only you have a strategy. it’s not all about muscle down here. you can play as dirty as you like, for more money in one night than your parents make in a year”
  • and wonwoo knows it’s a terrible idea, practically goes deaf with the voice of his own consciousness telling him it’s wrong… or maybe that’s the sound of the crowd cheering his name…?
  • it’s a blur, but all he knows is that a week later, he’s in the ring, winning two hundred thousand won against an experienced fighter because wonwoo just so happened to be a pretty springy opponent 
  • he makes so much money that he’s actually able to get himself a place in the city when he graduates, and he’s able to put more food in the kitchen than his mom could store, and his dad could finally take that vacation he’d been wanting, and his little brother could get into that really good school his parents had been dreaming of for years
  • the only catch is, of course, that wonwoo has to tell his family where he got the money from
  • but because of the danger and illegality of the job, he knows that they could be hurt or worse if, say, a sore loser seeks revenge on him and finds his family 
  • so instead, wonwoo leaves them with more money in their savings than they could have ever dreamed of and promises that he’d take care of them no matter what, and then he’s disappearing from their lives for their own good, because the life he’s mixed up in is not a life his family should be involved in
  • he does underground fighting for about five years, and he’s not proud of himself or who he’s become
  • his family has been trying to get into contact with him for all of those years, but the most he ever leaves them with is a duffle bag of a few million won on the front porch and a letter letting them know he’s still alive, still misses them, still loves them
  • his mother caught him one early morning, when he had startled the resident stray cat by tripping over one of his mother’s flower pots
  • she had only made eye contact with him through the crack of the front door before he was dropping the bag of money at the step and giving her a small smile, before disappearing into the dark dawn of the day
  • his mother is just happy he’s really still okay
  • so, it goes on like this until one day the place wonwoo fights at gets raided and he needs to disappear for a while, but with that comes loss of income bc now he has nowhere to get money from and he’s not willing to go anywhere else to fight, especially since he’s gotten so comfortable and the places people are whispering about are in places he’s never even been to and of course he can’t just leave his family behind, it’d only be that much harder to care for them
  • and just randomly one day, he gets a call from his friend seungkwan who’s currently working in music
  • seungkwan mentions that there’s this new idol sweetheart who has just moved from her old company to the one seungkwan works for and they’re in the process of getting everything switched and yada yada wonwoo is almost bored of the conversation
  • until seungkwan mentions that they’re looking for suitable bodyguards for the idol, because the scandal with her and her last company was that her last bodyguard left her unattended in her dressing room and she got swarmed by obsessive fans after a show
  • so seungkwan is groaning about it bc he has to go through piles and piles of applications for the bodyguard position, a good chunk of which are just coming from stalker fans who want to get close to their favorite idol, when wonwoo is like “…could i apply?”
  • and seungkwan is like !!!!! hell yes!! you’d be perfect for this!!
  • he gives wonwoo the application and everything and seungkwan even puts in a letter of recommendation for him
  • and wonwoo is really only doing it bc he knows he’s no good at anything other than using his fists and protecting the people he cares about, and if this job means he has to do that for some stuck up idol then so be it
  • he’s not even expecting the call he gets from the ceo of the company the next day, asking him to come to the company for a “personal evaluation”
  • a personal evaluation happens to be an extensive background check and multiple layers of paperwork that wonwoo could barely remember the contents of before he’s really given the job
  • “the subject also has one question for you, to determine if you are really fit for the job: are you… are you fast enough?” the man at the desk reads off, looking a lil lost
  • until the two men hear a high pitched laugh outside of the door and the sound of pounding footsteps running down the hall
  • and sure enough, when the two go to investigate, there you are, grinning over your shoulder as you dart down another hallway, most likely on your way outside when you catch an elevator for the first floor
  • and wonwoo is off like a rocket, even as the doors shut and you’re already flying down several floors, he’s sprinting down the stairwells two steps at a time, determined to catch you before you get outside
  • he seems to be pretty good at this too, since he’s standing in front of your elevator just as the doors open and you clumsily collide into his chest where his hands grip your shoulders to push you back some steps so he can get a good look at you
  • your cheeks are rosy and your hair is all over the place, but you’re also laughing like a little kid
  • “you really are fast” you declare, folding your arms over your chest with an exhausted huff, looking him over as he stands completely composed and stoic
  • but on the inside he’s trying really hard to show that those stairs didn’t wind him lol
  • “i’m jeon wonwoo, your new bodyguard, nice to meet you” wonwoo introduces himself in a monotonous voice
  • you smile and pat his arm, nodding to the left of the elevators where the company’s complimentary cafe is “i’ll buy you a coffee and we can get to know each other, how’s that sound?”
  • of course, wonwoo respectfully can’t refuse so he follows you anyway, and tries to keep his order simple and plain because honestly, what would he look like ordering every sweet on the menu when you’re paying and it’s his first day?
  • he silently cries as he drinks his boring black coffee and longingly looks at the vanilla cream puff flavored latte you ordered and are currently enjoying very audibly to his disdain
  • “my manager told me this you’re the only candidate who wasn’t a bodyguard previously, but you seem pretty qualified. what did you do before this?” you ask, watching him over the straw over your drink
  • “underground fighting” he deadpans
  • “illegal?” “extremely” “are you any good?”
  • wonwoo is kinda shocked you even asked, bc he more than expected you to get nervous around him when he told you about his previous occupation, but instead you’re staring at him with excitement in your eyes like he’s just told you he used to slay dragons in his past life
  • and, ok, the sparkle you just got in your eyes when you asked is kind of adorable
  • “hopefully i’ll never have to prove it to you” he says, and your visage deflates a little at the thought but you know he’s telling the truth, and instead you nudge his leg under the table, instead focusing your eyes on the healing scars on and near his knuckles, which he hides from your sight the moment he notices
  • “you’re probably right, but i still think it’d be pretty cool. i can tell you’re not that kind of guy, anyway”
  • wonwoo wants to Object because what do you even know? you’ve only been talking to him for half an hour, how could you possibly deduct that about his personality?
  • and sure, the look in your eyes is something like absolute certainty but you were wrong. you knew nothing about him and you were wrong
  • right?
  • but then you’re telling him you’ve got voice lessons so the conversation is postponed and he is already on his way to escorting you to the room you’ve got to go to, and you’re waving him a goodbye for now, knowing he wouldn’t be needed until you had to go somewhere other than the building
  • so on his way back to the office he’s handed his suit by seungkwan which is “dry clean only and if you destroy this thing I will personally wring your neck”, a pair of nice shoes and an ear piece that would allow him to communicate with other body guards or even you yourself since it is capable of picking up phone calls
  • of course he’s expected to try it out for the first time and you just so happen to finish your lesson a little while after they get him suited and booted so you sneakily hide behind a wall and watch as he and his friend fiddle with the cufflinks on his sleeves and he wiggles the little earpiece around
  • and then you pull out your phone and dial the number you’d been given for him, which starts vibrating in his pocket and he presses a little button on the ear piece to answer “hello?”
  • in the creepiest voice you can muster, you whisper “hey there sexy, looking good in that suit”
  • almost immediately wonwoo twists around and catches you giggling into the receiver of your phone, and when you two make eye contact you bolt like sonic the hedgehog
  • and wonwoo just sighs
  • “she’s a handful, huh? don’t worry, you’ll warm up to her” seungkwan says with a small smile, nudging wonwoo who just huffs and broods
  • “doubt it”
  • and thus begins wonwoo’s job as your bodyguard
  • a job more entertaining than he expected
  • he spends most of his time trying to keep you from goofing off rather than keeping crazy fans off you
  • like you’ll literally just be en route to a restaurant up the street from the company to meet with some singer for a collab but you’ll do a complete detour and run into a store because “it’s a 40% off sale jeon! 40%!!!”
  • he’s always on the verge of doing a shit load of apologizing to anyone you inconvenience but no matter what you do, even if you break some priceless thing in an antique shop, because you’re famous, no one has the heart to say anything to you??
  • and he can’t help but feel a little jealous at how untouchable you are
  • at times he doesn’t even think he really needs to be there, if no seems to have the balls to get on your bad side
  • he just feels really out of his element with you, like he’s entering a world he shouldn’t have even thought about being in
  • and when you mingle with other stars or whatever he always has this urge to overreact bc he knows a lot of these ppl through his mom and chan,,,,,
  • like you’ll be in an interview with your upcoming drama co-star and he’ll be biting his fist cause fuck his mom would kill him if she ever found out he didn’t get a picture of kim ji soo while he was there sharing the same air
  • and when the interview is over and you’re talking with ji soo and a producer you see wonwoo staring daggers at ji soo and you get really confused until you see him fumbling with his phone and you suddenly 💡!!!
  • “wonwoo!! come over and meet ji soo!” you wave him over, and he nearly drops his phone but also ok,, ,he can do this,, ji soo is just a man and- fuck he just looked his way. how is he that handsome in real life
  • you start talking wonwoo up to ji soo like “this is my amazing bodyguard, wonwoo. he’s a big fan, would you mind taking a pic with him?”
  • and ofc ji soo doesn’t mind so he sidles up to wonwoo and wonwoo’s hands are shaking far too much to take a pic so you take the phone from him, fingers brushing against his sweaty palms with a giggle and you turn to ji soo like “he’s just a little nervous. you should put your arm around him”
  • wonwoo: 🚫HOLD❗️UP❌I DID NOT⛔️ALLOW❗️THIS
  • but ji soo is already squishing wonwoo into his side and damn… he really smells nice. his mom is gonna freak
  • you take multiple pictures of them just posing, but then ji soo turns to wonwoo and is like “bro you look really clean in that suit, like the men in black” and wonwoo is so pleased he thinks so so he just :)
  • and meanwhile you’re giggling and taking a few discreet pics of the both of them, focusing in on wonwoo’s cute fanboy reaction
  • when they finally part and wonwoo is back to his usual stoic self, you hold up the phone to his face and there’s a picture of him looking at ji soo with literal heart eyes
  • and before you can comment wonwoo is like “let us never speak of this moment again. also. which picture best captures my good side”
  • it’s the first time you’ve seen such of side in wonwoo and you can’t help thinking that you want to see more, if he’d let you that was
  • from then on, it’s like your mission to poke out that cute, innocent side of his that he worked so hard to keep from you and others
  • little by little, you began to unravel the being that was wonwoo
  • but as you grew restless with the waiting, you decided to turn to seungkwan for some help
  • and you know. seungkwan. might have said more than he should have
  • seungkwan ended up spilling nearly everything about wonwoo to you, from his high school days to the underground fighting
  • and even though you knew about the underground fighting, hearing just how strong and powerful he really was and just how many shady fights he’d been in, where opponents fight damn near to the death, you start to wonder if that cute side of wonwoo’s is really… him
  • wonwoo notices the change in you immediately, when you go from being all silly with him to kind of keeping to yourself, and at first he rejoices bc finally!! some peace and quiet
  • but hours of quiet turn to days of quiet, and then weeks, and wonwoo is really concerned that he did something wrong
  • so he manages the courage to ask you one day
  • immediately you try to act like you had been aloof to it the whole time, but of course, wonwoo can see right through you, and it angers you but it doesn’t surprise you
  • wonwoo has been the only person to see right through you since you came into this industry
  • “did you… did you like underground fighting? even when some people never really came back from those fights… the same?”
  • and wonwoo lightly curses under his breath bc he knows exactly who you’ve been talking to, and he knows that that person can be pretty bad at relaying information some (most) of the time
  • “no, i didn’t… like it. i didn’t like knocking people unconscious for sport, but i did it to help. my parents kept pretending like they weren’t on the verge of losing everything and i… was wasting my fists away in school, punching every bully in sight. at least with underground fighting, i got paid. a good chunk of that money i made went to my parents and my brother to make sure they were settled”
  • “you haven’t seen your family in a while, have you?” you ask, and he looks at you like you’re prodding into the innermost parts of his mind for him to open up, something that makes him squirm under you gaze despite the comfort you try to convey to him
  • he just shakes his head, unable to say more in fear of bursting when he’s been working so hard to stay together
  • you can’t fathom why this boy, trapped in a man’s body, works so hard to pretend nothing hurts him
  • why he does his best to be the unbreakable, unfeeling wall of steel
  • why he refuses to get close, and how even when you chip away at his facade, he’s always right behind you, ready to fix it back up again
  • you know that you’re a long ways away from getting him to open up completely, but you try whatever you can to at least encourage him to
  • he ends up meeting your family at a family bbq you invite him to one day and honestly?? he doesn’t realize until he’s helping your dad flip burgers and playing table tennis with your mom that this is the first time he’s been around a family setting in years
  • seeing the dynamic between you and your fam as you just kick back and let loose and drop the professional facade you have to keep when working sparks something in him he hasn’t felt in a long time
  • he nearly has to run to the bathroom to collect himself because he’s suddenly thinking of his parents and his brother and how much he misses them
  • by the end of the night, all of you are sitting by the fire pit and drinking a little bit but of course wonwoo takes something light because he has to drive you home later and you lean against him a little, to his surprise, and sigh, “i hope today made you feel a little less alone”
  • wonwoo externally is all poker face but on the inside he’s like
  • ,,,, not to be emo but wtf ;-;
  • so he’s driving you back to your apartment in the city, and when you arrive you ask him to help you take up the leftovers your mother has packed you because there are far too many for you to carry on your own
  • so wonwoo obliges and helps carry the damn near ten bowls of leftovers your family had left bc you couldn’t cook for your life and needed it all lol
  • wonwoo even helps you arrange everything in the fridge, being a gentleman and putting a few things in the freezer because he knows you might eat everything at once if it was readily available to you
  • and you perch yourself on the kitchen counter with a tired but content sigh, watching him fuss about your kitchen bc you “never clean up after yourself” and “can’t wash a dish right to save your life” and he honestly sounds more like your mom than your mom does at the moment
  • as you watch him, smile fond and gaze fonder, you grab his arm as he’s walking by and just pull him into a hug
  • he’s pretty startled so he freezes up in your hold and doesn’t really know what to do
  • i mean sure, being touchy is your thing and you often give him kisses on the cheek or side hugs when he greets you in the morning to start the day, but this hug feels…
  • consoling? soothing?
  • it feels like so much more than just your arms around his neck
  • “i know you don’t want to tell me everything yet. so i’ll wait for you”
  • and like that, the dam breaks, and wonwoo lets the tears fall, arms idle at his sides, “why do you care so much? i only work for you. nothing more” “wonwoo… don’t you get it? you’re a friend to me, of course i care about you.”
  • and carefully, you push him back with arms still wound about him so that you can see his red eyes and quivering lips
  • you gently brush underneath his eye with your thumb, “i can see when someone is holding too much in. it’s okay to let that go now”
  • he pulls you back in, for the first time hugging you first
  • you can tell he’s needed a hug like this and it’s a long time coming, so you hold him
  • and that night he spills all his burdens to you
  • about missing his family, and about the life he’s chosen and wondering if it’s a good one
  • he’s still afraid to acquaint with his family too much even after leaving the underground life bc he’s so scared that maybe some angry opponent from years ago would find them and hurt them
  • but underneath that fear is also the fear of rejection, and thinking that they wouldn’t want to see him again after leaving for so long
  • right?
  • when he’s aired out all of his feelings, he leaves for the night feeling a lot lighter in the chest
  • and that’s when the wheels in your mind start turning
  • you recruit the help of seungkwan, who reveals that wonwoo’s 21st birthday is coming up and that he wants to do something special for his friend
  • so you ask seungkwan to round up all of wonwoo’s friends from high school and put in a little special request so that you can make wonwoo’s birthday the best birthday he’s ever had
  • on the day of his birthday, wonwoo doesn’t act any more different than usual, coming in and greeting everyone and not dropping any hints of what day it is
  • he gets a funny text from you that day for him to meet you at the company rather than at home, so he takes his instructions, albeit a little confused
  • you tell him to meet you in your usual practice room and he’s on his way in, completely clueless
  • when he opens the door, the lights are off and seemingly no one is there
  • he flips on the lights, and immediately glitter is raining from above and a chorus of screams ring out in the room, all singing a discordant version of “happy birthday, wonwoo!” 
  • and wonwoo can’t even pretend to be unfazed, he’s smiling way too hard
  • he sees amongst his friends soonyoung, jun, seungcheol, joshua, vernon, seokmin, and even little chan who definitely isn’t little anymore (jesus, where does the time go ;-;)
  • all of his friends surround him and give him pats on the back and warm congratulations, and there you are standing in the midst of it all with a cake and his name on it
  • the cake is in the shape of a teddy bear that looks just like him, and he can’t help but shake his head at you before taking in a breath to blow out the candles
  • “wait!! you have to make a wish!” seungkwan scolds, and wonwoo blinks at the boy before shutting his eyes and doing as told, and then he’s blowing them out 
  • “what’d you wish for?” chan asks excitedly, clinging to wonwoo’s arm
  • the older boy just glances from chan to you, and then laughs a little “nothing for you to worry about, kiddo”
  • so the fourteen of you (and a few co-workers who heard the commotion) eat cake and reminisce on wonwoo’s life in high school and you hear so many good blackmail stories that nearly have wonwoo taping all of their mouths shut
  • chan’s got the most out of all of them lol
  • “i remember this one time wonwoo and i went-” “no chan, that story is boring” “well, what about that time we saw-” “no chan, that’s not appropriate” “okay!! what about that time we did-” “no chan, that was illegal”
  • but it’s all in good fun, and you find yourself cracking up more in one day than you have in a while
  • wonwoo is in the middle of scarfing down the last slice of cake when he sees you make eyes at seungkwan, and his suspicions start to rise
  • discreetly, or at least to everyone else, you leave the room, and wonwoo has a really strong urge to follow, but you’re back within three minutes
  • “i think it’s time for the gift for the birthday boy, don’t you think?” you say, and seungkwan walks over to wonwoo, his hand comforting on the back of the boy’s shoulder
  • wonwoo is really curious now, but before he can ask, the door to the room opens again
  • and in walks his family, smiling tearfully as they take him in
  • his dad looks like he’s trying not to cry and his mom has her hands over her mouth as she takes in her son, having grown up without her for the last five years
  • even his little brother, who he remembers barely coming up to his chest is now almost towering over him, smiling though his cheeks are already wet
  • wonwoo doesn’t even care that anyone else is in the room. he runs straight for them with unabashed love
  • they hug for a long while, the four of them just relishing in the fact that they had wonwoo back in their life and vice versa
  • wonwoo is apologizing over and over again like it’s the only words he knows, and they might as well be because he can’t find himself saying anything else as he looks at his family’s faces
  • he just feels so sorry and so terrible for how long he’s been gone, and he wants to beat himself up for it all until he’s gotten their forgiveness
  • but he doesn’t even have to
  • they already do forgive him
  • eventually, the other boys clear out to give them their space, and you offer to give them a tour of the company to pass the time
  • as they’re rough-housing with each other, you walk with seungcheol whose got his hands deep in his pockets and he looks pensive, smiling quietly to himself
  • “you like him a lot, don’t you?” seungcheol suddenly asks, and you look at him like he’s grown a second head
  • “l-like?? who?? wonwoo???? that brick wall?? haha. no. ha. no no no no no. he’s not even my type”
  • seungcheol quietly listens to you blabber on, grinning every time you stutter over a word
  • and then you turn to him with an utterly hopeless expression and just defeatedly nod at him
  • “thought so. both of you get a little puppy dog look in your eyes when you look at each other” 
  • to which. your interest is…… piqued
  • “both?” you ask, looking hopefully at him
  • seungcheol pats your head pitifully and is like?? you really thought huh??? that boy played you. he’s got a crush and it’s bad
  • so fast forward a little while later, wonwoo and his family find you all and the boys admit they have to head back to class or work so you bid them all adieu,,,,, and of course ,,,not before seungcheol smirks and winks at you and nods his head at wonwoo very unhelpfully
  • wonwoo ends up asking if it’s alright if he can take a few extra hours off to eat dinner with his family at home later, and instantly you’re like ofc!!! take the whole month off!!! talk to your family :)))
  • and then his mom is like “thank you so much for helping set this up. would you like to come to dinner too?”
  • wonwoo is about to break the news that you have a few interviews and recording sessions scheduled later that day and that you wouldn’t be able to take off, but recklessly you’re like screw that lol i’m coming with
  • wonwoo wants to scold you so bad but. i mean. you’re also the reason he’s going back home with his family for the first time in years so. ://. he’ll save it for later
  • when you guys pull up to his neighborhood, wonwoo, you, and his brother walk around the place, greeting neighbors they grew up with and pointing out all the places they spent their time at as children
  • some kids even stop by to get your autograph and wonwoo pretends to stop them as “your loyal bodyguard” but the kids just shove him out of the way like move wonwoo this is a once in a lifetime thing
  • and wonwoo is like rude. i babysat you when i was sixteen. show some respect
  • wonwoo’s brother also shares some embarrassing stories of wonwoo,,,, of which wonwoo wants to hit him for but decides that he can do that later after they’ve finished being all lovey dovey and catching up
  • by the end of the night, you’re gonna go home with a completely different view of jeon wonwoo than you started with
  • eventually, you all huddle in for dinner with his family and they’re all so warm and accepting of you, asking all about the life you live and the music you make
  • you end up making his parents into fans!!
  • wonwoo’s brother even admits to having a bit of a fan crush on you and you do a bunch of cute gestures for him just to get him flushed in the cheeks
  • as the night comes to a close, wonwoo asks you to meet him outside
  • and because his family lives out in the country, the view of the stars at night is spectacular
  • he sets out some lawn chairs his family has and the both of you just kick back and look at the stars, sharing a bowl of grapes (of which you and wonwoo continuously throw at each other, trying to see who has the better aim
  • he keeps catching them with his mouth damn it
  • “thank you, by the way. i don’t think i’ve said that yet today”
  • you look over at him just as he shoves a handful of grapes into his mouth with a content sigh
  • he smiles at the stars and takes in a deep breath “this is probably the first time in five years i’ve felt so… peaceful. so thank you, really. you’ve done so much for me, and i swear i don’t deserve it”
  • you pop his head and he lets out a grunt of pain but it mixes in with a laugh
  • “don’t say that, jeon wonwoo. you deserve this peace more than you give yourself credit for. you bring me peace of mind, so the least i could do is return the favor”
  • wonwoo ends up just kinda looking at you, the stars twinkling above and the sounds of his mother singing from inside the house carrying out into the warm summer night
  • “what’s… that thing you’re always telling me to do? be open with how i feel?” he asks, and you furrow your brows in confusion
  • “i’m probably jinxing the night, and that would be very typical of me, but i also can’t keep quiet so just… please listen okay? you’ve been something of a friend to me these past few months i’ve been working with you. especially after that night i spilled everything to you. i feel like i can trust you and i’ve never really had a person like you in my life. someone that just… understands me right off the bat. so i guess i was a little scared getting to know you and making any steps to form a deeper relationship other than professional because it felt too good to be true. but after tonight… i’ve realized something? and i think i should let you know what it is”
  • your breath is coming out shaky now, and all you can do is manage a stunned nod, the only thing on your mind being the words seungcheol had spoken to you earlier
  • “i think i have feelings for you. and i’m terrified of it. i’m used to pushing away people that could mean something important to me in fear of fucking up their lives like i’ve been doing to my family for the last five years, but i can’t… can’t live like this anymore. after seeing my family again, i’ve realized i can’t do that anymore. i’ll take all the consequences if i have to, and i totally understand if you want me resigned and out of your life by tomorrow morning. but if you feel the same, you don’t have to say it yet… just stay here with me for an hour longer. that’s all i ask. if you get up and walk away i’ll know-” 
  • “god…….. you’re such an emo, wonwoo. i’m not going anywhere. ya hear me? nowhere. i like you too, you idiot.” you push his arm lightly and he looks at you dumbfounded, so you just shoot him a tiny smile, nudging him with your foot 
  • but i mean, could wonwoo have expected any other kind of response from you?
  • “did you… i just confessed to you and you called me an emo and an idiot in nearly the same breath” “yeah, well, if the shoe fits”
  • wonwoo so badly wants to pull you into a headlock and give you a lil noogie but it’s also probably Not The Time
  • so he just nudges you back with content, watching the cute little smile on your face as his hand falls to lean over the arm of his chair and to brush against yours, just as you link your fingers together in solidarity, “how cliche. the bodyguard falling for the pop star”

i’m honestly shook at the communication this episode had with bughead?

like, it started off with a miscommunication anyway. Betty blatantly ignored what jug would’ve wanted (tbh it was pretty fucked up, even if she had good intentions) and convinced the party to happen. jughead then went into a panic mode. she didn’t understand, and at first didn’t want to, and called him “not normal” (also another thing that pissed me off bc it was an offhand comment that she probably thought was nothing but was /everything/ to him). and then he said things that have been on his mind (he went too far with it, and that also pissed me off, but I had way more understanding for that) that he said in a very negative way towards Betty that hurt her feelings, but put it in perspective to her how much he didn’t want this party at all.

but then we see them finally, actually TALK it out, laying everything on the table so they didn’t have anymore secrets. it’s literally just …. i’m so grateful this happened. i really am.

and like, they both made viable mistakes. and they both talked it out like mature people. it just makes me happy that something healthy like that is being portrayed.

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Finally actually did a screenshot redraw aaaAAA
Original shot from this post

Fragmentary Passage was so heckin good, I’m really really excited for KH3 

Forget Me Not | Jughead Jones

Originally posted by bansheesandhellhounds


Pairing: Jughead x Reader

Description: After an accident you wake up with temporary memory loss and can’t remember being in love with your boyfriend.

Warnings: mentions of a crash, basically the whole thing is based on someone losing their memory temporarily. 

Word Count: 2026

A/N: first of all i am v v v sorry if this isn’t 100% accurate but it was an idea playing around in my head so i just took things from what i know and shows ive watched. i also wrote half of this while i was in a crap mood and the other half when i was v sick so it might not be the greatest but it’s something. also forgot my tags list on this one i’m the worst. and i almost didn’t wannt post this bc i’m a lil iffy on it and don’t want to trigger anyone or upset folk but yolo i guess. it’s not too bad ???

Forgetting thing is always annoying. Whether it’s where you put your keys, plans with friends, if you’d taken your dog out - simple things like that. Trying to search your brain to see if you can figure out if you can remember is never anyone’s favourite thing to do but imagine if you couldn’t remember anything at all.

Nothing.

Never mind where the keys were. Imagine what it must be like to not remember anybody, memories and everything you used to know. Imagine having everything you ever knew ripped away from you.

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anonymous asked:

Hi, i love your damijon fic, its everything! Can I ask for damijon where damian is shy of public affection but do it anyway bc jon want it

Thank you so much anon! I’m not sure this is what you had in mind, but.

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“Have you really never seen Pinocchio?”, Jon asks, looking up at him from his lap.

Damian doesn’t know how and when he managed to put his head there. It must’ve happened while he was busy arguing with Dick on why fourteen years old trained assassins should not be forced to watch Disney movies by their self appointed older brothers, or with Tim on who should be the one holding the popcorn bowl, or with Jason and his sideways jokes about becoming a real boy - which Damian didn’t really understood but offended him on a principle. (Movie nights always offers a wide variety of arguments).

“Have you really never seen a pillow?”, Damian mocks, looking down at him. “It doesn’t look like me, in case you were wondering.”

“Was not”, Jon answers with a smile.

Damian growls at him but doesn’t push him on the floor, and his lack of reaction earns him a curious glance from Tim, who’s currently sitting on the couch next to them, the bowl of popcorn in his hands and one of Kon’s long arm wrapped around his shoulders. Damian can feel the tips of his ears reddening under his brother’s stare, and he keeps his eyes fixed on the television screen while he waits for the teasing he knows is coming.

Surprisingly enough, Tim scrunches up the corners of his mouth in what could be described as a knowingly smile, but he doesn’t comment at all - which is kind of a first in Damian’s book, but he’s not going to question his fortune or Tim’s indisputable ulterior motives right now.

He settles back against the couch cushions and pretends to watch the animated nonsense along with Jon and their brothers, while in reality his attention keeps shifting on the solid weight of Jon’s head against his stomach and - a couple of minutes later, after Jon decides Damian’s definitely more comfortable than the couch itself - on the warm touch of Jon’s hands on his thighs.

Overall it’s not a displeasing feeling, and it’s not a totally improper contact either, but the unfamiliarity of the situation makes Damian too self-conscious about it.

Though, thinking about it, he shouldn’t be so surprised about Jon’s confidentiality. He learned long before tonight - and at his own expense - that Jon’s a very physical person with little to no regard altogether for such a basic concept as interpersonal distances.

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anonymous asked:

Hc about Kuroo with a short s/o? If you've done it already, I'm sorry for bothering^^

I AM READY BC I AM SHORT — be prepared for anecdotes my dudes.

Enjoy!


  • he uses your head/shoulders as an arm rest and you are annoyed
  • when he hugs you he gets his chin on your head — TOTEM POLE
  • pro for short: hugs are warm and like a blanket
  • con for short: everything is tall
  • he teases you by standing just a bit too straight so you can’t reach up and kiss him easily (DARN 4′11″ GENES)
  • when kuroo wants to annoy you he puts everything just out of your reach and smirks at you making you want to punch him in his beautiful face
  • that feeling when u put on his sweatshirt and it swamps you and you are v v cozy
  • he is also ‘!!!’ when you put on his sweatshirt
  • measuring hand and shoe sizes and him cooing over ur small-ness
  • “that’s not a word, kuroo” “it is now loser”
  • he has to bend to let you ruffle his hair
  • “you’re too tall, get short, peasant”
  • *kuroo slowly lowers himself down to your height* “this hurts my knees”
  • whenever he annoys you and you’re wearing his sweater you just lift your hands and flap the sleeves at his face
  • “my smol birb”
  • “my tol cat”

What a beautiful scenario — I love this too cat v much.

[inbox is open for requests and to chat but not for matchups!]

- Admin Emi

looks like this is small enough for tumblr to accept without me having to post to youtube first yay!!!!!!!

anyway. here is my final project for web animation! which btw is not a Real Animation Class in my opinion… our assignment was to make a title sequence, about a minute long, for whatever show or movie we wanted!

so naturally I chose ninjago and decided on s3 because it’s my favorite season in terms of aesthetics

anyway I illustrated. literally everything here. from scratch. aaaaand also animated it bc lol that was the assignment and the point of the class and the font I used is called Trench. enjoy! I put way too much time into this and almost pulled an all-nighter to finish it lol

the-tiddybrothers  asked:

stingy sweet and amazing? i've watched like 2 seasons of lazytown and i dont see evidence of this. maybe i'm missing something? can you inform me? i wanna like him, i wanna believe theres some good redeeming quality to him

here’s an incomplete list off the top of my head from seasons 1&2 on why i love stingy:

•in Crystal Caper stingy feels genuinely guilty for stealing sport’s crystal and while he could have traded it to robbie for all that other stuff he was being offered he instead returns it. additionally, as reward for returning it he could have wished for anything like a lazytown holiday in celebration of him or to rename the bank after him or something but he!! wishes to never steal again. Pure Boy
•in Robbie’s Greatest Misses in pixel’s house when stephanie leaves and stingy keeps playing the game and gets excited that he’s beating stephanie and trixie needs go tell him that she left?? that was adorable???
•in Swiped Sweets when they’re investigating and he’s just in his car wearing a lowered hat and drinking (probably not) coffee
•speaking of his car in The Lazy Rockets when robbie bumps into his car and sends it flying off in the beginning of the ep and the entire time sport’s saving bessie from it stingy’s just telling robbie off and when it pans back to them he’s saying smthn like “i’m just a little guy who drives a little car with a piggy on the hood!”
•in Rottenbeard when he sings “me and my bird and my bird and me!”
•also in Rottenbeard when he gets sad about sport stepping on his toy shark? the fact that he dressed his piggy bank up as a parrot?? love it, love him
•in LazyScouts when they tell him to go to sleep and he just puts his head on the steering wheel in his car
•all of Prince Stingy tbh
•in Miss Roberta when robbie’s trying to trick him into opening the presents and he'a like “you’re toying with me!” “is there a hidden camera somewhere??”
•tbh?? also all of Secret Agent Zero
•in LazyTown’s Surprise Santa when he gives santa/robbie the huge book that is his wishlist and he’s like “you’re getting older and my presents are getting heavier, so you might need a wheelbarrow” (some might argue that this was bratty/annoying of him but i thought it was really cute)
•in Trash Trouble when robbie spits his gum on the ground and stingy scrapes it up all upset and says very seriously “don’t. do that. a-gain.”
•any interaction with robbie if i’m being honest
•any time he wears glasses (i’m thinking of school scam but i know he does in other eps? it’s like me as a kid when i only wore my glasses selectively aww)
•in Energy Book when he’s like “if i put the stickers in the book then they aren’t mine anymore?? they’re in the book permanently??” Extremely Relatable™
•in The Lazy Genie!!! he feels so bad about “accidentally wishing everything away” and wants to fix his “mistakes”!! and then when he gets the Actual Real Wish from the genie!! he wishes for robbie back bc lazytown isn’t the same without him!!! listen that was the sweetest thing ever i cried about it, i’m Still crying about it
•in Once Upon A Time when they’re first scanned into the story and he says he’s gonna build the straw house and realises that he’s..well gonna build the straw house and he goes “ugggh, think before you talk, stingy!! think before you talk!!!” all upset
•also in Once Upon A Time how scared he is of robbie/the wolf? i wanna protect him, the poor boy :(
•in Dancing Dreams when stephanie’s leaving and they all give her presents and he gives her this small replica of his piggy bank and says “it’s a baby piggy”
•and then really just look at him. his little vest and bow tie and his neat hair and he’s like 6 or 7 years old but he’s got cufflinks like?? what a cute and dapper little kid

in short he’s an adorable kid and this blog is a Stingy Appreciation Zone

anonymous asked:

The magazine cover doesn't really bother me, it's like the other anon said, 5SOS got the cover too. It doesn't mean much anymore. Larries hate much of it (even if they pretend otherwise), and they are starting to lose patience. The media expected a BB #1, which did not happen. They wanted to crown him. It was this big build up which did not work out the way they wanted. He's done so well though, and its unfortunate about unreal expectations not being met. They overestimated his fans and GP.

it’s the entirety that bothers me. everything. all of it. i am bitter, i am being petty perhaps, but i don’t give a shit.

i WILL make this a comparison bc well, it’s always been one whether certain fans want to dispute that or not, it’s been one since DAY ONE of 1d. niall has worked his fucking ASS off. he has not stopped at all. he’s given us everything, keeping us updated and with him every step of the way. he’s been in the studio for over a year now, for days and nights straight, WRITING AND RECORDING AND STARTING OVER AND DOING IT ALL OVER AGAIN bc he felt it wasn’t good enough for himself and wants to put out a killer album that ppl will hopefully enjoy. he’s doing this HIMSELF with one, maybe two other writers. his album is HIM. all him. he’s done countless charities, hosted and raised over $1m dollars IN THE MIDDLE OF ALL OF THIS. he’s started a business, a recording studio, he vists sick children, does countless interviews and performances, literally MAKING HIMSELF SICK OVER AND OVER while surprise dropping an amazing song on us “just to let ppl know what i’ve been doing”

BABY WE SEE YOU! WE HEAR YOU!! WE ARE PROUD OF YOU! that boy has talent oozing out of him, teaching himself guitar at the age of 12, learning more everyday, bettering himself, PUSHING himself to be better while still remaining humble and taking the bullshit he’s given by the media in stride. he’s so good. SO GOOD. and i want him to shine in the way that i always knew he would.

niall deserves better. it’s not even about harry anymore, it’s the fact that niall has been cast as nothing more than a back up singer in a boy band other than the talented and unbelievable artist that he is. the fact that he has to PROVE himself to ppl when others do not but instead get praised for less than, THATS what makes me angry. i’ve sat idly by for too long and i will not let this go. i won’t.

the absolutely record breaking success of spring day and not today just makes me so warm inside namjoon must be SO happy and fulfilled and overwhelmed by it all he COMPOSED spring day and he wrote the lyrics for not today he literally put his all into those two songs and to see them so successful? so well received? breaking records? it makes me want to hug him and thank him and i hope he’s really basking in this i hope people are constantly praising him i hope he’ll never forget how much he’s worth bc he’s worth everything

S/O is very selfless and worried (Keith)

Request: “hello can i ask for headcanons/scenario (whichever is easier for you!) for keith and his s/o who is very shy, insecure, trusting, and always puts him first to the point where they’d stop caring about their own health? like if they’re training and keith tell’s them to stop and get rest, they wouldn’t because they want to be as strong as him. just how he’d react to his s/o putting him first for everything they do. thank you!~”

A/N: im so psyched to write this and im mad bc its been in my inbox for like 300 years

  • Keith really isn’t used to having someone not only care about him, but invest their time in getting to his level in anything
  • So when he realizes what they’re doing, he just,, what??
  • And it takes him a while to realize
  • At first, he hates how fussy they are over him, and then he thinks that they’re trying to compete with him, and so he tries to compete with them, and then he’s all tired, so they fuss even more
  • It’s a vicious cycle
  • He doesn’t really notice until he and Pidge get sick around the same time
  • Pidge and them are pretty good friends, and so you’d think that they’d spend most of their time taking care of her
  • Nope
  • Every waking moment is spent at Keith’s side, and they’re constantly taking care of him
  • And then it kind of just dawns on him
  • And by dawns I mean he gets hit in the face with a brick
  • Which actually happened (and yes, they fussed over him so much)
  • He starts to think it’s really cute, and he sometimes fakes feeling bad to get the attention
  • They totally know, but he gets it anyway
  • He just loves being loved
  • Love my poor son
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Ok im the worst secret santa ever, and i’d like to thank you for your patience @loonysl !
So here’s a little solangelo drawing ! I dont really knew Will so it was kinda hard…but i tried my best !!!! I really hope that you like it and again im deeply sorry

(I put the sketch bc i like it, i also have a colored and ink version if you want, but im not really a fan of those)

P.S : i’d also like to thanks the @pjosecretsanta2016 for the patience and for organizing everything ! You did a great job!

Undercover - Derek Hale

Originally posted by hoechlin-alpha

Summary: Derek is wanted by the police for a crime that was staged to look like he had done it. Until Sheriff Stilinski has sorted everything out he had to stay undercover.

Warning: Swearing (just once from Derek bc he’s a sourwolf).

“No.”

“What do you mean no?” 

“I’m not wearing a pornstache, (Y/N)!” 

“You have to! Derek, if you wear something too similar to how you normally look then they’ll know it’s you!” 

“Can’t I just camp out?”

“No! For the last time we have to keep on the move! Mr. Stilinski told you that already. Put this on.” I say as I throw a dark blue shirt at him and some khaki shorts. I keep packing his clothes while he gets changed. When he walks out of the bathroom I do a double take and then start laughing.

“Alright, I’m taking it off” He says in a monotone voice before turning around about to go back into the bathroom.

“No, you can’t! Derek, I’m being serious now. I don’t know what I’d do without you. If Noah can’t sort this out then you could be behind bars for years… What would I do then?” He stops and lets out a deep sigh before grabbing the bags and putting them in the car and coming back. 

“Come on, then. Let’s find out where my first hide out spot is.”


We arrive at Stiles’ house and I see Scott’s bike out the front. I knock on the door and Mr. Stilinski opens it and quickly hushes us into the house. 

“(Y/N), good to see you” I immediately become engulfed in a hug from Scott who hadn’t heard from Derek and I in a couple weeks. I hug him back and as Derek walks in after me I feel Scott’s chest rise and fall with laughter. I pull away from him and Stiles enters the room and upon seeing Derek starts laughing too. Derek keeps a straight face but lifts his middle finger and looks at each of us as if telling all of us ‘fuck you’.

“Ok, so where are we saying first?” I ask Mr. Stilinski as he sits at the dining room table. 

“Here, motel 43.”

“Wow… it looks great…” I say visibly uncomfortable with the green pool - if you could call it that - and the blood stained beds. 

“It’s only a couple nights. Plus, this is the last place they’d expect to find Derek.” I nod my head and thank Noah for all he had done for us. We quickly say our goodbyes and head to the motel and check in under the name Mr. Stilinski had booked under which was ‘Miguel Dunce’. 

I could sense how stressed Derek was and looked over at him making his concentration face as he began to unpack one of the suitcases. I held his hand and he looked down at me. I smiled softly up at him and snuggled into his side.

“Together” I whisper.

“Always.” He says as he wraps his arms over my shoulder. 

anonymous asked:

if thats lenas apartment...... wow its so cosy and homey all the fics were wrong lol

U KNO ANON IM GLAD U BROUGHT IT UP! Another thing tha annoys me abt how some ppl headcanon lena is the fact tha they think lena wouldnt make her home like… the most .. comfy and warm place ever like she lived in this cold ass house all her life .. she prob had lillian breathing down her neck abt everything she prob wasnt even allowed to touch stuff… and they rly think tha now tha she lives alone and can fend for herself .. she wouldnt make her house the most comfortable place ever ???:?? Yall think she wouldnt put up posters and shit like … lena is a nerd she prob got action figures everywhere… she prob makes a mess sometimes just for the sake of doing so Bc she Can bc its her Home and she Can Do Whatevrr she wants … i love her so muchd i had to pause my train of thot cause i felt the tears comin

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GUYS HOLY SHITZ.
So while I was stalking S’s Instagram because I was just completely bored and had nothing better to do (I don’t follow him just clearing that up lol) I came across this beautifully written comment. I have so much respect for this person because they didn’t come and attack him, they stated the truth and everything I said in my last post. I didn’t know If they wanted their username to be in it and I didn’t want to disrespectfully put it on their so I blocked it out but if anyone knows them and would know they want credit for there amazing comment just tell me and I’ll gladly edit this with their username❤
But just Bravo to the writer of this comment at this point in life I don’t support Simon that’s just my opinion and I don’t hate people who do, it’s just how I feel.