bc i know you have a thing for no name levi

FT 545 ANALYSIS+OPINION!!!

After reading and analyzing the chapter correctly, I must say that it was not a bad ending. I know that we all expected (and I include myself) that at least the famous ships known as the “Big 4” had their romantic moments with a kiss, confession, marriage or even children.

First we have to remember that Fairy Tail is not an romance anime/manga, it will be cliché my comment but it is a shonnen, it is true. FT focuses a lot on friendship, trust, union, laughter, etc. Mashima himself has made it clear. Even so I will explain ship by ship and part by part:

Gray and Juvia: yes, I’m a big fan of this couple and of course I also expected as everyone the Gray’s long-awaited “answer”. Unfortunately we could not witness it but, it is a fact that it was a positive one. Why? Well, to start, a year has passed since the end of the war. I agree that obviously Gray does not wait a year to tell her. Then, as Gray takes Juvia out of the party to talk alone, it’s something new, Juvia was the one who pulled him in the past and now, he is the one doing so and it’s telling her to not strip, means that he cares if they see her just like Gildarts did (lol) but the most important thing here and what I loved was that they mentioned the scars. At the beginning of the manga, Lucy asks Gray about a scar on his forehead, which replies that “It does not bother me to have scars as long as you can see them because it means something important for happened for me.” Gray tells Juvia to ask Wendy for help so that she no longer has the scar, again worrying about her. Juvia tells him that she doesn’t mind having it, because Gray has an equal one. I’m sure Mashima wants to imply that those scars attach great importance to their relationship. The memory that both decided to hurt themselves at the point of dying for each other, is confirming again that importance they have for each other. Then we see that Gray is in his usual “tsundere” mode, he still admits that the body of Juvia (or Juvia itself) belongs to him. Recalling that Juvia told Gray that “her life will always belong to him” and of course, also remember that Gray emphasize that “he would take her feelings seriously from now on.” Then, I liked that the personalities didn’t change, Gray is a character who has always struggled to open and it’s easily for him to turn red but come on, he admit it. This scene plus the previous chapters of how Gray acts with Juvia is a great development. Also, Wendy manages to hear Gray say “now you’re mine” thing after seeing Juvia who had a pretty face meanwhile she was in her knees making it something compromising to Gray… yes, Wendy’s red face along with Lucy’s comment from “You Re-imagined Things” says it all. I do not think Gray would say that to Juvia without being anything. If this is not cannon then I do not know what it is. LOL

Gajeel and Levy. The whisper of Levy next to that red face of Gajeel like saying “HOLY SHIT!” was gorgeous! But again the faces of Lucy and Wendy confirming that they heard “baby” can only mean one thing. Levy is pregnant and those twin babies that are shown in the imagination of Levy in the chapter that Gajeel is sucked by the hole of the underworld confirms it even more. Gajevy cannon.

Zeref and Mavis. I know that we had an end with them when they went together to the afterlife but it was nice to see them again because it is clear that it is a reincarnation, same look, different names and personalities but the feelings remain. Meaning that, no matter what they do, Mavis and Zeref were and always will be meant to be.

Jella and Erza I confess that I’m disappointed like many people because, how we can’t even see a talk of both???!? it’s very striking that Lucy thinks them both and says “Erza straightens her hair every day” showing Erza In a happy panel with casual clothes (not armor) plus Lucy’s face of that little smile while thinking about this and looks at Erza… I think a certain red hair girl sees Jellyberry very often;) and that’s why she dedicate so much to her looks! Don’t you think? Mashima left it open this along with those hints;)

And now, Natsu and Lucy. Many say they are in the “friendzone” but this is similar to Jerza’s: leave the situation open with hints. Let’s analyze … Lucy makes it clear in the chapter that she is a little jealous of the other couples plus some of the things she did when she was drunk saying “oh, I will never be a good wife”, her memories of Natsu, her tears and of course the Cute hug of a full page, implies that Lucy has illusions in love and more evident than by Natsu. Instead, Natsu is one of those characters who are clueless about love, he has the personality that can relate love with food really. A romantic Natsu would be very out of character. Natsu does the usual thing since the beginning of the story: Go to Lucy’s house along with Happy, make her smile, invite her to a job, implying that trust will always be there. Natsu in some translations says “We will always be together from now on” and in others “We will do what you want from now on” that comment is key, again: open situation with hints. You must understand Mashima’s game here: tell you things indirectly.

Leaving the ships aside for a moment, I was very nostalgic to see the team Natsu ready for an adventure and more because, Lucy returned to her main hairstyle with her first outfit, Gray in his white coat, Wendy in her red outfit when she entered the Guild and of course, could not miss: Erza with her suitcases. 

Also, some will say “If Gruvia is cannon … why is not Juvia out there with them?” For two reasons: 1) Because is the main team and 2) Juvia is shown in a panel chatting at ease with other members, implying that a couple does not always have to be together, meaning the trust in each other.. and bye to the “Love rivals” lol

To conclude, a couple to be cannon does not necessarily need a kiss, a wedding, a cofension or kids. What matters is to confirm that both characters have mutual feelings and there’s so many ways to do it. Let me tell that in the couples I mention, I do see it! Mutual feelings.

Do not get carried away by not seeing romantic moments and say that it was a “bad ending”. Yeah, I confess, at first when i saw spoilers I made a mistake by my impatience and got a lil influenced by others:c but after reading it and analyze it I come to this.

In other comments, I really liked Lucy fulfilling her dream of being a writer! Although, honestly, I would have liked to see Laxus as a guild master come on!!!

Anyways, different ending, but never leaving aside the theme of friendship, values and feelings.

I yes expect some more but I’m also not disgusted at all. At last, Fairy Tail is Fairy Tail and I love it and respect Mashima’s decisions! 

Now if you allow me … HIRO MASHIMA THANKS FOR THESE 11 YEARS, I’VE BEEN 5 YEARS IN THE FANDOM AND FAIRY TAIL HAS BROUGHT TO MY HEART, WITH GREAT ADVENTURES, LAUGHS, TEARS, ALL MIXED FEELINGS, SIMPLY EVERYTHING. ALWAYS BE A FAITHFUL FAN AND I WILL NEVER LEAVE THIS LOVE. I AM CRYING IN THESE MOMENTS BC MASHIMA INSPIRED ME TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS, I LOVE TO DRAW AND IN A LITTLE I WILL BEGIN MY CAREER OF ANIMATION, SOME DAY I HOPE TO PUBLISH MY MANGA THAT IN THESE YEARS I HAVE BEEN CREATING AND TO ARRIVE TO THE HEARTS OF PEOPLE LIKE FT HAVE MADE IT WITH ME! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!!! AND I HOPE SOME DAY I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SAY IT TO MASHIMA IN PERSON, FAIRY TAIL FOREVER !! AYE SIR !!

THANK YOU FOR READING.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @mongoose-bite!!! Crunchy is one of my favoritest fic authors and also one of the best friends I have made in this fandom! EVERYONE GO WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! And while you’re at it, go read and leave a comment on his fics! I’m going to list twelve of my personal favorites below (altho I could go on and on and on until I run out of fics!). LONG POST TO FOLLOW!


Fuck: My Life 

eruriren, snk

A streak of bad luck leaves Eren desperate for cash, and desperate enough that making porn doesn’t seem like such a terrible idea. He’s young, he’s cute, he’s horny, and his favourite studio is currently hiring. It seems like fate up until he learns that his two most admired actors, whom he spent the majority of his teenage years appreciating, have recently retired.

Still, he is nothing if not determined, and he sets out to see if he can persuade them to make one last movie. And then he gets to know them as people, and things start getting complicated.

Reasons I like it: This is one of the first fics of crunchy’s I ever read and I was obsessedddd. I swear I would be checking my phone for an email on update day like >.> c’monnnnnn. It’s eruriren and super persistent but adorable Eren. Erwin is charming and crunchy’s Levi is always so understated and muted it makes my heart ache. I don’t even like porn star aus but crunchy always makes me love tropes and ships I don’t usually like. 

A Sound Like Breaking Glass

ereri, snk

Eren lives by the ocean in a peaceful, untroubled world with his classmates. He studies, dreams of going out to sea on the boats to see what lies beyond the horizon, spends his afternoons by the water’s edge with his friends, and sneaks out at night more often than he should.
His greatest ambition is to join the crew of the Wings of Freedom, but after making a disastrous first impression on Captain Levi, joining his company will be easier said than done. Despite the insults and the bruising, Eren is determined and he vows to do whatever it takes to impress the captain before the ship is out of drydock.

Reasons I like it: Ngl, it took me several attempts to get into this fic bc I at first thought it was going to be a pirate au? I have the worst reading comprehension I swear. But it is not, it is perfect and I love it and it is actually my absolute favoritest fic of crunchy’s so even though it is in the #2 spot here, second is best. :P The characters are charming and the scenery is beautiful and I can’t say anything more about it without spoiling it. ;3 BUT AHHHHHH!!!

Breach! And Other Stories

winmin, snk

A collection on one-shots written for Winmin Week 2014. Mostly canonverse.

01. Superior and Subordinate: Armin was conflicted. They were superior and subordinate after all, kept apart by rules and regulations and just plain common sense. But the heart wants what it wants, and it wasn’t like there was much else that made Eren smile lately.
02. Stained Hands: Armin wasn’t trying to wash away the blood with ink.
03. Alternate Universe: Erwin is too big for his umbrella.
04. Role Swap: Their first night together after Erwin is rescued.
05. Hurt and Comfort: Faded names remind Erwin of a boy he met long ago.
06. (Free Slot): Breach! Armin goes to the ends of the earth for an interview.
07. The End: Armin insisted on the hood.

Reasons I like it: you know how some fics can ruin you on a ship and you can’t stand it? Well crunchy single handedly rescued winmin for me. I still think about Breach! A LOT. THE WHALES. WINMIN CUTENESS! ARMIN! ERWIN! BLONDE GENIUSES! 

My Old Friend

ereri, snk

When Levi was a teenager, the unrequited love of his life was Eren, his best friend’s father. Fifteen years later, Levi finds himself back in Whitecrest Cove to sell his late uncle’s house.

This story was mostly written for Ereri Week 2015.

Reasons I like it: Imagine, it’s the swinging 2015′s at the height of the the dilf!eren craze, in walks crunchy and suggests…what if…gdilf!Eren. Women are screaming, babies are crying, grown men walking around in a daze because their minds are so blown. No, but really, it’s actually a very poignant story of Levi reconciling his childhood and then grief as an adult and reconnecting with Eren who is a surfing silver fox. It’s quite beautiful. 

Blood Of An Englishman

hartwin, kingsman

Harry’s brains dried in the hot Kentucky sun. A fly landed on an exposed piece of his skull for a few seconds and then buzzed off. His blood seeped into the dust. In the distance sirens began to wail, and the crisp, elegant click of patent leather oxfords on concrete drew to a halt beside his ruined corpse.

“Oh dear,” someone said sadly, although Harry wasn’t alive to hear it. He heard, saw, felt, and was, nothing.

Death is not another country. Death is the deep blue sea.

Or, the one in which Harry is officially dead, actually a wizard, occasionally a small dog, and utterly unable to keep his distance from his young successor.

Reasons I like it: This fic has everything, Harry Hart dead but kindof not dead. Suddenly a wizard. A femme fatale Italian milf sorceress. Eggsy’s cute lil butt. Magic. It’s some impressive world building and I prefer it to the sequel we got instead. 

Too Hot To Handle

erejean, snk

Jean has recently joined MI6’s elite agents as 003 and he couldn’t be happier. His career is going places, his degree is paid for, his job is exciting, if somewhat dangerous, and his handler is the beautiful Mikasa, whom he will definitely certainly ask out soon.

Until it isn’t. Until Mikasa is replaced by Eren, who Jean quickly decides is absolutely the last person he wants talking in his ear when he’s getting shot at.

Reasons I like it: Well first of all I had to include this bc it was a bday present for me. :P I think this might be the only fic of crunchy’s I’ve read from Jean’s perspective? And I love him. He’s a cocky lil asshole and I still scream over this line: “He couldn’t believe how lucky he’d been to score Mikasa. She’d transferred from Foreign Office around the same time he’d been given his double-oh designation, and not only was she incredibly efficient, but she was absolutely gorgeous. Jean had seen an awful lot of movies and TV shows; he knew how this went. Sooner or later his roguish charm and devil-may-care attitude would thaw her icy exterior and the sex would be mindblowing.” HELP. I”M SCREAMING. Also it has SUPER SEXY hairy Eren (because crunchy knows my kinks, shush).

The Beneficent Gentleman

hartwin, kingsman

An act of heroism sees an unusual offer made to one Eggsy Unwin; if he can get accepted he can go to Oxford, all expenses paid. All he has to do in return is pass his classes, and keep his mysterious benefactor informed as to his educational progress via the old-fashioned medium of the handwritten letter.

An AU loosely based on Daddy Long-Legs.

Reasons I like it: this is incredibly ambitious for a fic. It’s all in epistolary form aka letters. It’s quite an undertaking to write but the result makes it seem so effortless. Plus I like handsome benefactor from afar Harry. 

Season and Circumstance

hartwin, kingsman

Circumstance dictates that there must be a great distance between Eggsy Unwin and Lord Hart, but the seasons turn and bring them together, and seasons turn and pull them apart. Seasons always change. Circumstances must be acted on. A Regency AU.

Reasons I like it: Hartwin Regency AU? Need I say more? Also crunchy always writes the best frot scenes like…if you want quality frot, look no further than crunchy’s fics. 

Magic Does Not Make A Garden

ereri, snk

Levi grows his garden peacefully on the edge of the desert, until the day he finds a boy with wings dying of exhaustion and takes him in.

Reasons I like it: Fuck this fic makes me wistful and teary eyed and hopeful all at once. King of crunchy’s short fics by far. I think about this fic nonstop. It’s too short to spend time describing it, just read and be full of FEELINGS for the rest of the day.

A Bird in the Hand

ereri, snk

Little ever changes in the Underworld, and few visit, but the arrival of a single songbird foretells a coming change for both the Underworld and its god, Eren.

Spring is here.

Reasons I like it: Hades/Persephone AU!!!!!!!!! Except Levi is Persephone and likes to wrassle and is so full of life I love seeing him like this. Also crunchy describes Levi’s naked figure so beautifully in the water i started salivating and it was so powerful it inspired beautiful art of the heichou booty by syn (nsfw link).

The Hero Who Traveled To Faerie in Search of a Bride

yurabek, yoi

The king is dead and in accordance with the custom all worthy aspirants to the crown must set out in search of a bride deserving of the throne. For one soldier, distinguished in battle, it was not enough to seek a princess among the neighbouring kingdoms, because for many years his heart had pulled him towards the distant spires and violet hills of Faerie, a land forbidden to mortals, for so few return…

Reasons I like it: sexy elf otabek with long hair :O and brave knight yura. I love the descriptions of the four courts and Victor is so goddamn perfect. The world building is sublime and everything feels so lush and perfect. ayaaaa to visit the fae for a day… 

Under Neon Skies

sheith, voltron

After the battle with Zarkon Shiro finds himself in an alien city, on an alien planet. Here Zarkon rules triumphant, the Black Lion tame under his hand, and Shiro’s own face appears on glowing billboards fifty feet high to advertise the arena fights as their reigning champion.

Shiro knows he has to get home because his universe needs him, but this universe just might need him more. He pins his hopes on the Blade of Marmora and learns that in this reality, Keith did not grow up on Earth…

Written for the Sheith Big Bang 2017. Not season 3 compliant.

Reasons I like it: i got to beta this fic but honestly crunchy doesn’t need beta-ing at all hahaha so it was a real treat to see it before anyone else. I love the alternate universe and the way it’s described so perfectly. Everything feels truly alien and you can feel Shiro’s loneliness. T_T And I love raised with the Blade Keith. He’s extra feisty. Also bc the most recent season has confirmed that alternate realities exist this is canon and nothing you can say or do will convince me otherwise.

The Garden of Wild Roses

allurivan, voltron

The galaxy might now be at peace, but Allura is not. A warrior without a war, a princess without a kingdom, she decides to tuck herself away for a while, take a well earned break and work out what to do with the rest of her life.

Earth is the obvious choice, the planet still coming to grips with a crowded universe but almost untouched by the recent war. Shiro organises a long holiday smoothly and swiftly, and it doesn’t occur to Allura to ask if she’s the only lonely alien he’s installed in the village of his childhood.

Reasons I like it: Okay i know, i picked 13, but that just goes to show you that i’m a liar. This fic has so many wonderful character analyses and I love how it shows Allura coming to grips with a war that has been won. And also I’m a slut for good pussy eating scenes what can I say. 

{ you just can't stay mad at those eyes | eren x reader }

Prompt: “i know i requested levi x reader smut one shot but can i pretty please with sugar and cherries on top double request and ask for a super fluffy eren x reader one shot bc the green eyed hot head needs love too 😍💖”
A/N: There are actually two versions of this. This one is the fluffy one. I hope you enjoy. ❤️
Word count: 537

Originally posted by oblivion-is-all-you-crave

“Are you really doing this right now?” Eren asked as he stood in front of you attempting to block you from walking away. You just stared stoically at his face and brushed your way past him heading to the girl’s dormitory.

“Come on, can I at least know what I did?” Eren pleaded following close behind you. You continued to ignore him and be on your merry way. You fought every urge to turn around and sock him right in the jaw.

There was actually one good fuckin’ reason why you were giving him the silent treatment. It was one of those rare days when everyone had a “day off” and Eren had made plans with you to spend some quality time together. It would have been nice to just get away for a few hours and worry about nothing but the moment alone with him, but he completely blew you off. The thing that really pissed you off was that HE made the plans and he forgot.

He left you waiting for hours waiting for him to show up at you guys’ favorite spot, a small garden, but he never did leaving you both in the situation you’re in now.

In what felt like one swift movement, Eren had pinned you to the nearest wall. Both of his arms on either side of you making you unable to move. His blueish eyes were fixed on you as you looked up at him with a cold emotionless stare. You crossed your arms and Eren noticed your favorite flower in your hair.

A sudden look of realization appeared on his face promptly followed by a look of immense sorrow.

“(Name)… I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to leave you. I was so caught up with-” By this time you had already muted out his excuses and he noticed because you had broken the eye contact you two had held.
“Please don’t shut me out.” Eren took his hand and gently put it to your chin making you look at him.

Looking into his eyes you somehow saw that he was truly sorry. You didn’t know if you could keep this game up for much longer. You couldn’t stand being mad at him because honestly who could resist him. Eren saw your face had softened from its stoic form it had previously had.

“Forgive me?” Eren said giving you a goofy smile. You couldn’t help but to crack a small smile at your boyfriend’s goofiness.
“You’re a dork.” You said as you rolled your eyes playfully. Eren quickly kissed your lips.
“But I’m your dork.” Eren said as he grabbed your hand leading you somewhere.
“Where are you taking me?” You asked suspiciously but still following him nonetheless.
“On that date. The night is still young.” He said cheerfully. God you loved him.

PSA for popularity discourse.

OK since I keep seeing a lot of ereri fans upset about supposed lack of popularity lately and I’m heavily invested in differences between The True Fandom™ and the hellhole we call western fandom, so……

Here, meet your lord and saviour PIXIV:

Yes, those are combined results for RivaEre/Ereri (Japanese fandom doesn’t set official names, they use it for top/bottom order, in case you don’t know that but please let’s not carry that trend here lol when we can just take example from how chill they are about ships instead)

The one above was from April 19 and today (May 4) I checked again for your convenience:

Fifteen days, more than 300 new additions. (Also, you know, those aren’t single fanarts. Most are logs/doujins etc. So yeah. Imagine that.)

To compare with other fandoms, so you can see the batshit crazy level of popularity they have (tbh Levi is even more obnoxiously popular, it’s just .. beautiful) I’m gonna use the one I’m heavily involved in currently, as it is highly known to most as well:

If you combine the two most popular ships in haikyuu fandom (kagehina + iwaoi, naturally both name orders for them too, i make it my job to be thorough lol), then double the results, they would still have less results than levi/eren

Let that sink in.

so yeah. The only reason tumblr is shit about ereri.. is bc tumblr is shit in general, lol. Popularization of sjw rhetoric naturally didn’t help that, so yeah, you all can chill my friends.

anonymous asked:

Do you know of any fics that deal with coping with trauma?

We have all sorts of tags you might be interested in [PTSD] and [this ask] stand out.

Paper Airplanes
Summary: Every day without fail, just before dusk sets in, Eren sits on the top of the great Wall Maria. He draws the things his disturbed mind conjures up, and then folds them into a paper airplanes to send out, believing they’ll reach the one who owns his heart, wherever he’s gone…

Under Freedom’s Wing
Summary: Levi finds a half-dead Eren propped against his door in the middle of winter. While his physical wounds aren’t hard to fix, it doesn’t take Levi long to see that it’s not the only wounds the boy carries. What lead Eren to the door of the Freedom’s Wing Youth Shelter is unknown, but getting him to admit he needs help is going to be a battle of wills Levi refuses to lose.

A Million Kisses
Summary: Levi had survived. He was the only one of his squad that was able to return home to the family that he barely knows. The war in Afghanistan has taken a toll on his body and mind, which explains why Levi wished he also hadn’t returned. Everyone that he knew has either died or moved on from their friendship with Levi since he joined the army several years ago. He feels damaged and broken as he sits in his wheelchair in his new room.
     Somehow this all changes when Mikasa, his niece, brings home a bright-eyed brunet named Eren to study with. Eren helps Levi with his nightmares at night when he wakes up screaming again and the warm tea that Eren provides Levi with after another rough night is the first thing the raven falls in love with.

if you hear a bullet go by
Summary: “Why are you still here?” Levi asks one morning over his cup of tea.
     They’re outside, and he’s still wearing his sleeping clothes while Eren does push-ups in his poor excuse of a garden. Sweat runs down his back and Levi’s eyes follow its path indifferently. Gross, he thinks.
    “Why haven’t you kicked me out?” Eren shoots back, panting.

A Voice From The Rubble
Summary: It all just took 30 seconds. Thirty seconds that kept replaying in my mind over and over again, the details so vivid. Thirty seconds that would change my life forever.
     Thirty seconds earlier we had all been safely tucked up in bed. Shiganshina Lodge was my home, my family was visiting for the holidays; it had now become our tomb.
     Shiganshina District had been a second home to all of us ever since I was born. I know this place. I know its beauty… I’m now learning its terror.

>>M.

random ik but...

okay so,,, i was just thinking,,, i love my mutuals so much… so why not let them know randomly in an act of an appreciation post ?? im sorry this is so spontaneous i just feel like shouting out to all my best internet buddies so everyone else can check them out bc theyre literally ALL THE BEST. just saying. FOLLOW THEM NOW !!! (pls you wont regret it i promise) in no order:

@smol-anime-phan133 : ty for being with me through life, you’re literally my therapist and i need you to know that any time you need it, i’ll be there for you bc you’ve always been there for me (even during my 12 yo random phase im v sorry) and I appreciate you💕

@malecfangirl101 man we go wayyyyyy back, but i still appreciate you so much, you’re actually one of the most fabulous people i know. it’s a shame we don’t see each other irl as much but im so glad we text bc seriously it’s great to be able to be so open and yet random and weird to someone as accepting as you ✨

@nutellalester don’t even get me started you are such a bean, daniel !! you contribute some of the best bants to the gc and all the amazing creations (art/writing) you make is literally so good,,,also youve got literally the best music taste ty for existing 💛

@huphilpuffs okay so not only are you literally one of the sweetest people, but you make the prettiest gifs ??? how is this fair at all ??you’ve got so much talent and overall just loveliness and support im super happy to know you ty for everything ☺️

@misshktt oml where do i begin?? youre funny, supportive, open and generally just a really great person to be around !! you literally are toriel it’s not even funny the resemblance is uncanny,,, except less goat and more pure bean ty 💙

@actualhatter there’s so much to say about how great you are i literally could ramble on forever but for everyone’s sake i’ll try to be short: you’re funny, kind, really good at drawing AND you share my addiction to tøp and josh dun in general?? how could a person literally get any cooler?? ty for everything fren 😊

@phantastically-over-life phil lester defence squad unite haha thanks for listening and even agreeing with me when i ramble endlessly about my love and appreciation for phil, you’re really great and friendly, i love talking to you tysm fren💗

@philmeup-dildo i have a feeling this might be the longest paragraph purely bc you are literally one of the best people i know,,, you listen to everything i have to say (im sorry i ramble and complain a lot lol) and overall are just so supportive and kind, as well as we share heaps of interests (okay our music not so much bUT STILL) !! ty for being so open and letting me vent and bant with you bc seriously you have made me laugh when i really needed it so ty for everything 🤗 (also my mum loves you more than me im pretty sure)

@totallynotlevi // @totallynotfics you were one of my first internet friends, Levi, and although some of our interest have changed im so glad we still talk regularly bc you’re literally such a great person and im so happy I’ve found someone who loves pj and tøp as much as me 💚

@you-could-say-im-relocating-it you are the purest and funniest bean to ever exist, our gc owes you for making us laugh all the time with your supportive, funny and relatable personality !! if you ever need anything pls feel free to talk bc id love to get to know you better 😁

@little-cheeky-monkey you deserve the world, honestly im so glad we are mutuals, you’re pretty (even if you don’t realise it yet,, believe me), funny, supportive, really kind and just generally share my love of dogs and hp !!! (pls pet your dogs for me btw so pure) ty for everything and just being yourself you matter a lot ❤️

@heck-yeah-fandoms funny! great! supportive! those are only some of the many words i could use to describe you, ty so much for being a great fren i appreciate talking to you, you make me smile 😋

@pepperminthowell have you ever met someone that’s just so great and the thought of them being in your life fills you with joy??? you’re that person to me and basically the whole gc,,, seriously thank you for everything it means so much you are way too lovely and good for this world 💜

@isle-of-the-glowing-eyes although we talk on my other side blog, i just wanted to add you here bc you are really relatable, kind and im glad i feel i can be open around you bc you’ve just got such a great personality !! not to mention we also have a huge addiction with tøp oml ty for listening to me ramble haha 🌸

@dan-phil-obsessed we’ve been talking for quite a while now, and i can confidently say that you are honestly one of the nicest people to ever exist. everyone is kind in someway or another so you probably hear me say this a lot in this post, im not lying when I say that but for you seriously I can 1000% say that you are so genuinely considerate, not to mention really pretty, and great at photography/writing 💖

@phandomsandbandoms ty for being such a funny, witty, relatable and overall amazing person. your taste of music is one everyone should aspire to, not to mention your personality and sense of humour !! basically you’re goals tbh 👌

@glittering-litter i can relate way too much to you honestly you have all the tøp (yes I went there) notch memes and literally such a good music taste !! ty for always listening to me annoyingly talk about phan and emo bands whenever we talk hah you’re really great 🙌

@lestersdog ty for making the gc and Tumblr itself just a generally better place, you’re so nice and easy to talk to !!! your kindness and awesomeness is appreciated by me and so many others 💓 also your pride selfies were actually the cutest thing ive ever seen oml

@pasteldoothowell we haven’t talked one on one, but seriously from what i can tell when you talk in the gc you are a really fun person to be around !! ty for just your general awesome presence i feel blessed 😄

@peachou okay so we don’t really talk on private chat but seriously this may come off as creepy but i love your blog so so much and for you to actually follow me and like my posts blows me away !! you are so talented and i just wanna ty for being really amazing 💟

@softiednp this whole group chat, incase i missed someone individually, means the world to me tysm for everything you all are great people that i absolutely love talking to !!! you don’t even know how much i love y'all !! oml 😩👌

honourable (mostly) mutual mentions that i stalk and admire from afar: (pls feel free to message me seriously you’re all super cool) @wispyphil @fringegaps @florallylester @phanamored @philester @disgustinglygay @stardustphan @hazyphil @macaronidan @decaffeinated-shipper @yodastolemylightsaber @femtastico @britishteacup98 @lozzyg @lost-boy-ben @nonbinary-lester @suchaderp @sparklephil @adorkablephil @astronautdan @clouds-howell @shittywerewolfstudent @fallinghowell @opinionated-internet @stumpostar @tea-and-cozy-idek @purepastelphan @dansforeheadcurl @japhannie @eli-howlter

if i missed anyone pls punch me, chances are i either wrote you on my list but accidentally missed typing it out bc there’s so many names or literally thought we weren’t mutuals bc you are too cool to be following me :))

Pizza

okay, i’m too stressed looking at election results (fuck you florida, get your shit together) so have a stripper au i was too chickenshit to post (bc i don’t really like stripper aus, so this was a challenge). i don’t think i posted this already, but i did share it with a bunch of people privately so my brain is all confused. ~1700 words, adorable cat named pizza


“Come here often?”

“I…”

Eren looked around at the half naked bodies lining the stage and the horny middle-aged women screaming at them and Jean smirking as the stripper pulled him into the VIP room.

“Relax, it was a joke.”

The man pushed him into the dimly lit room.

“Sit, but try to only sit on one asscheek these cushions have so much shit and spit and cum on them it’ll make your head spin.”

Eren’s mouth hung open, still a little buzzed from the shots earlier until the words registered.

“You’re…not very good at sexytalk,” Eren said.

“Not paid to talk, I’m paid to dance,” the stripper said, teasing by dipping his fingers down beneath his thong.

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there’s  a  lot  of  ugliness  going  on  in  this  community  the  past  few  months   .       people  have  been  exposed   ,   vauges  have  been  made    &    shit’s  been  dealt  with   .     we’ve  seen  racists    &    all  sorts  of  shit   ,   but  idk   .     i  wanna  talk  about  people  who  i  love    &    admire   ,   even  though  i  do  that  a  lot   .       this  isn’t  in  any  particular  order   ,   it’s  just  people  how  they  came  up  in  my  head  first   .

@spylot       .       i  think  there’s  a  reason  why  i  put  you  first    &    that’s  because  you’ve  done  so  much  for  us   .       you’re  the  literal  meaning  of  a  sunflower   ,   the  literal  incarnation  of  the  sun   .       you’re  a  shining  light  in  this  community    &    i’d  hate  to  lose  you   .       you’ve  been  through  so  much  shit    &    you  don’t  deserve  anything  negative  or  bad  that    ANYONE   has  ever  said  to  you   .       you’re  beautiful   ,   wonderful   ,   talented    &    amazing  to  speak  to   .       i  love    &    admire  you  so  much   .

@strlings       .       i  love  you  gracie   .       i  told  you  that  i’d  write  a  poem  for  you    &    i  truly   ,   truly  will   .       you’re  such  a  sweetheart    &    you’ve  introduced  me  to  archer   .       thank  you  so  so  much  for  being  around  when  i  need  you  most   ,   for  always  putting  a  smile  on  my  face    &    making  me  cry  over  two  fictional  characters   .       you’re  such  a  lovely  person  ilu   .

@runrisk     .       icb  the  way  we  started  talking  was  that  i  asked  if  i  could  pray  for  you   .       anyways   ,   i  love  you  tiger   .       you’re  amazing   ,   you’re  adorable   ,   you’re  a  huge  ass  meme    &    your  love  for  planes  is  so  admirable   .       i’ve  told  you  i’d  buy  five  boats    &    sail  to  cali  if  i  could    &    that  still  holds  true   .       you’re  such  a  beautiful  human  being   ,   your  personality  is  so  cheerful    &    you’re  such  a  sunshine  in  this  dark  spot   .

@tsunamial   .       allison       !       you’re  such  a  meme   ,   such  a  beautiful  human  being   .       i  love  you  mi  buttercup    &    you’re  just   … you’ve done so much for me, you’re always there when i need to talk to someone, always there to snap me in the mornings and tell me about your day!! i love you for that!!! you’re such a talented and creative person and your characer ideas always astoudn me. PLEASE CONTINUE TO BE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING OK I LOVE YOU

@agntsolo     .       wes  i  talk  to  you  so  much    &    you  get a special mention here because you deserve it. you’ve been through so much & you’re so strong. you’re so  strong    &    you’re  so  amazing   ,   your  bones  are  literally  made  of  steel   ,   i  swear   .       i’m  always  in  awe  of  you   ,   because  you  blow  me  away  constantly   .       i  love  seeing  you  on  my  dash    &    i  love  having  conversations  with  you    !

@ensavaged     .       dove   ,   i  love  you  so  much   .       you’re  literally  the  creator  of  the  serial  killer  oc   ,   i’m  sure   .     the  fucking  amount  of  dedication  you’ve  put  into  adelyn  literally  blows  me  the  fuck  away  constantly   .       you’ve  built  her  from  the  ground  up    &    it’s  something  i  admire  so  much???   like  pls  scalp  me  every  day  with  your  beautiful  writing    &    wonderful  character  development   .

@alleyspat   .       elijah  i  love  you  a  lot   .       we’ve  not  spoken  a  whole  lot   ,   but  you’re  such  an  angel   .       i  love  knox   ,   i  love  the  effort    &    work  you’ve  put  into  him   .       you’re  such  a  wonderful  person  to  talk  to   ,   always  with  a  sweet  thing  to  say   .       you’re  so  sweet    &    a  literal  fucking  angel  i  love  you  so  much   .

@viduamor   .       i  admire  you  so  much   .       jean   ,   you’ve  brought  one  of  my  favorite  comic  characters    &    fleshed  her  out  to  the  point  where  i’m  certain  that  you’ve  created  her   .       you’re  wonderful   ,   you’re  magnificent       !       seriously   ,   your  character  development    &    headcanons  astound  me    &    leave  me  thirsty  for  more   .       (     i’ve  reread  a  few  of  them  a  few  times   ,   tbh   ,   they  were  so  interesting  to  me     !     )       you’re  such  a  beautiful  person   ,   on  the  outside    &    inside          you’re  quick  to  stand  up  for  your  friends    &    you  take  no  shit   .       i  admire    &    look  up  to  you  very  much   .

@valorslain   .       LIA  I  LOVE  YOU  SO  MUCH   .       you’re  so  lovely   ,   so  beautiful   ,   so  talented   .       you’ve  stripped  dean  winchester  of  what  we    think    of  him    &    made  him  into  what  he    should    be   .       you’ve  created  him  into  your  own    &    that’s  so  admirable     ——-     you’re  such  a  beautiful  friend   ,   such  a  lovely  person  to  speak  to   .       you  make  me  cry  regularly  with  your  dedication  to  your  muses    &    your  skill  with  photoshop  makes  me  weep  even  harder   .      you’re  sweet    &    uplifting    &    i  wouldn’t  trade  you  out  for  anyone   .

@inheriteds   .       jannah   ,   i’ve  just  met  you  like       .  .  .      a  few  weeks  or  months  ago   .       i  love  you   .       you’re  amazing   ,   you’re  hilarious   ,   you’re  so  beautiful   .       your  blogs  leave  me  bald    &    honestly  my  dash  isn’t  complete  without  you  on  it     ?       like  wow  i  love  how  much  dedication  you  have  for  your  muses   ,   how  much  fucking  effort  you  put  into  everything   ,   how  fucking  into  your  characters  you  get     ?       your  fucking  dedication     &    admiration  of  your  characters  is  so  amazing  and  honestly  i  live  for  it   .       also  your  ooc  posts  make  me  laugh  every  time  i  see  them  so  that’s  definitely  something  to  look  forwards  to   .       i  love  you  so  much   .

@webfluid   .       honestly  i’ve  made  fun  of  your  name  so  many  times    &    i’m  not  stopping  now   .       levi   ,   leviathan   ,   lee  eye   ,   i  love  you  so  much   .       you’re  such  a  good  man    &    i’m  glad  to  have  met  you   .       you’re  into  spider   -   man   ,   which  i  admire  so  much   .       you’ve  taken  such  an  iconic  superhero    &    created  him  into  your  own   ,   complete  with  fucking  mythology  symbolism     &    motifs   .       it  blows  my  mind   ,   really   .       it’s  amazing  and  i  love  it   .       idk  you’re  such  a  wonderful  human  being  i  love  you

@kidowatt   /   @techpaired   .       i  added  you  on  this  bc  i  thought  you  were  cool    &    i  was  just  gonna  shit  on  you   ,   but  nah   .       you’re  amazing   .       you’re  so  fucking  amazing    &    honestly  it  leaves  me  without  speech   .       your  love    &    dedication  to  your  muses  gives  me  so  much  joy   .      literally  just  talking  to  you  about  your  muses  makes  me  happy   .       even  though  you  tell  me  to  relax  whenever  i  get  overwhelmed       —-     often      —-       and  you  bully  me  constantly   ,   i  love  you  so  much   .      you’re  such  a  sweet    &    kind  person   .

@pyrrhist   /   @fentons   .       mason   ,   i  love  you  to  death   .       you’re  such  a  bright  spot  in  my  life  like  gee  whiz  lemme  tell  you    !       you’re  such  an  angel   ,   such  a  good  person   ,   such  an  amazing  friend  to  have  around   .       i’d  literally  follow  you  to  the  ends  of  the  earth  if  i  had  to   ,   because  my  dash  is  never  complete  without  you  on  it   .

@jakelongs   .       twigs  i  love  you  so  much   .      i  love  your  presence  on  my  dash   ,   i  love  seeing  you  around    ,   i  love  fucking  ???   talking  to  you   ,   which  is  something  we  gotta  do  more   .       I  HAVE  SO  MUCH  TO  SAY  BUT  IT’S  SO  LATE    &    I  DON’T  KNOW  HOW  TO  PUT  IT  IN  WORDS     idk  i  love  you  so  much  ok  you’re  such  a  wonderful  human  being   ,   so  kind    &    sweet    &    friendly  ok  i lu

@flychild   .       bico  i  reblogged  ur  sp    &    you  immediately  came  4  me  so     :  //       but  honestly  you’re  amazing   .     i  love  you   .    i  love  ur  portrayals  of  dick    &    kory    &    they  make  me  extremely  happy  to  see  on  my  dash   .       you’re  such  a  wonderful  soul   ,   please  never  change  ok  i  love  you  i  love  talking  to  you   .

@bowstruck   .       jenny  i  love  you   .       you  fucking  talk  to  me  all  the  time   ,   send  me  meme   ,   pointedly  want  to  fucking  anger  me      ???       you  make  fun  of  my  discord  name    &    that  hurts   ,   though  y’know   ,   it’s  fine   .       i  love  you  so  much   ,   you’re  such  an  angel   .     i  consider  you  to  be  a  sister   ,   that’s  how  much  i  love  you   .      i  want  you  to  tell  your  mama  that  i  love  her    &    that  one  day  i’m  gonna  visit    &    it’ll  be  great   .

@glasye   .       javi  i’ve  just  met  you    &    already  i  love  you   .       hell   ,   we  don’t  even  talk  much    &    i  love  you  so  much   .     you’re  so  sweet   ,   from  what  i’ve  gotten  FROM  OUR  CONVERSATION  ABOUT  A FUCKING  IGUANA    &    you’re  the  most  fucking  dedicated  to  things    ??       idk  you’re  such  a  sweet  person  and  such  a  gift  to  this  hellsite   ilu

@nfears   .       magpie  ur  blog  is  literally  sinful    &    i’ve  never seen  the  word    daddy    be  written  more  times   .       but  i  love  you  so  much   .       you’re  an  angel   ,   you’re  a  sweetheart   ,   i  love  talking  to  you   ,   i  love  your  writing  and  ur  religious  motifs g ET  ME  MOIST  every  time  i  see  them   .       i  love  them  so  much    &    i  love  you  so  much   .

@icheros   .       heneen  you  bully  me  too  much   .       you’re  so  fucking  mean  to  me   ,   why  am  i  adding  you  to  this    ?       nah  but  real  talk   ,   i  love  you  so  much   ,   even  though  you  make  many  remarks  and  send  me  snaps  that  i  just  kinda       .   .   .      don’t  respond  to   .     I  WILL RESPOND  TO  THEM  I  SHOULD       .      but  honessli  you’re  so  wonderful   .       your  writing  makes  me  smile  so  hard  bc  it’s  so  lovely   ,   you’re  such  a  lovely  person  to  talk  to  i  love  you  so  much   .

@prodigicals   .       honestly   ,   ronnie   ,   you’re  someone  so  amazing   .       you  fucking  leave  me  scalped  every  single  day    &    i  love  you  so  much   .       you’re  such  an  angel   ,   the  true  meaning  of  glitter    &    stardust    !       i  love  talking  to  you    .       i’ve  told  you  this  so  many  times  but  i  love  talking  to  you   ,   i  love  having  you  as  a  friend   .      you’re  so  inspiring   ,   so   damn  motivational    &    i  wouldn’t  trade  that  out  for  anyone   .      i  love  your  disney    -    loving  ass  so  much    !

@sunwilt   .       jo  you’re  the  only  person  who  knew  what  this  was  gonna  be   ,   so  that’s  good   .      idk  you’re  amazing   .      you’re  so  encouraging    &    amazing  to  talk  to    ,   your  fucking  entire  being  is  like  made  out  of  fireflies    &    warm  stuff  that  draws  people  to  you   ,   i  think   .

@astralord   .       jean  you’ve  done  so  much  shit    &    you  really  bell  my  tacos   .       every  time  we  talk   ,   you’re   a  fucking  meme    &    i  love  you  for  it   .      you’re  so  wonderful   ,   so  amazing   ,   so  fucking  goddamn  awesome    &    i  love  you   .      i  love  ur  peter    &    i  love  your  writing   ,   i  love  talking  to  you  so  much  fuck  i  love  you  a  lot   .

@stardour   .       NIHI   ,   i  love  talking  to  you     .     about  your  projects   ,  about  your  oc  ideas     ???     i  love  them  all  so  much   .     you’re  so  creative   ,   so  fucking  innovative    &    i  love  it  so  much   .     i  love  your  writing   ,   which  is  literal  gold  spun  between  your  fingertips   .     i  just  love  you  so  much  it’s  so  amazing  ok  i  think  you’re  amazing  ok

@stargifts   .       dev  i  love  you   .       you’ve  made  me  laugh  too  many  times   ,   you’ve  made  me  smile  more  times  than  i  can  count   .       you’re   such  a  sunspot  in  my  life   ,   a  pocket  of  light  in  a  dark  world   .       you  never  fail  to  astound  me  with  your  writing   ,   with  your  portrayals       ?????       you  spin  pure  poetry  onto  tumblr    &    it  makes  me  so  fucking  happy  to  see  you  around    &    talk  to  you  .

@nexusbeing   .       i’ve  admired  you  from  the  first  time  i’d  met  you   .       you’re  a  beautiful  human  being   ,   i  love  you  so  much   .       you’ve  gone  through  so  much    &    you’re  so  fucking  strong   .     you’re  so  fucking  strong    &    i  aspire  to  be  as  strong  as  you   .     you’ve  literally  created  wanda  maximoff   ,   can  you  believe    ?       you’ve  brought  her  to  life   ,   tore  her  down  from  what  tonglr  has  made  her  to  be    &    made  her  genuine   ,   realistic   .       your  writing  brings  tears  to  my  eyes   ,   it’s  so  beautiful   .       please   ,   continue  to  be  so  beautiful    &    majestic    !

@gingertar   .       baecon   ,   i  love  you   .       you  love  so  many  things  as  i do    &    you’re  such  a  fucking  nerd    ??      idk  i’ve  not  followed  you  for  very  long  but  i  love  you  so  much   .       you’re  such  an  amazing  person   ,  such  a  lovely  human  being  i  love  you  so  much   .

@quinn   .       vic   ,   i  love  you  so  much   .      you’re  such  an  inspiration  to  me   ,  s uch   a  beautiful  soul  in  this  terrible  site   .       you’ve  explored  harley’s  character  so  much  that  i’m  convinced  that  she’s  your  own  creation   ,   honestly  you  introduced  me  to  her  character   .     i  love  you  so  much   .      you’re  such  an  amazing  person   ,   such  an  amazing  human  being  in  general   .

@rosesreds   .      you’re  definitely  gonna  have  a  lil  space  on  this  bc  i  love  you  so  much   .      i’ve  just  met  you  but  i  love  you  so  much    ?       you’re  such  a  beautiful  human  being   ,   such  a  lovely  sun  spot  on  the  dash   .     you’re  so  positive    &    sweet  in  our  conversations  i  love  you  so  much  ok  omg  i  lovee

@cnslt   .       ashley  i  love  you  so  much   .      i  tell  you  this  all  the  time   ,   but  i  love  you  so  much  .    to  infinity    &    beyond   .     you’re  always  there  to  talk   to  me  when  i  need  it   ,   always  there  to  fucking  start  a  conversation  or  let  me  yell  at  you  about  something  fluffy  that  i’d  just  thought  of   .    thank  you  for  being  such  a  beautiful  human  being    &    letting  me  keep  that  screenshot  of  ur  daddy  snap    ;   )))

@moraity   .       freya  i  loOVE  YOU   .     you’re  such  a  beautiful  person   ,   with  a  love  for  the  nuggs   .    i  love  you  so  much   .    i  didn’t  know  you  were  danish    &    i  didn’t  know  you  loved  danishes   ,   even  though  i  hate  them   .     you’re  such  an  uplifting  person   ,   such  a  beautiful  fucking  admiration  that  i  admire  ok  i  love  you  so  much   .

One drop, two drops, three drops

Fullbuster’s throat was ripping screams, his eyes too far gone in the darkness to show his enemy mercy. Ice was everywhere—on the ground, in the air, crawling on the two mages’ skin.

 Juvia was limp in the iron dragon slayer’s arms. The man closed his eyes, trying to drown the smell of his friend’s blood, the red liquid tainting his fingertips and the brims of his clothes.

  She’s dead.

 Fullbuster is shouting her name, over and over again as if the syllables would manifest itself into the water mage’s being and she would wake up, smile, and everything would go back to normal.

 He wants to kick the winter mage’s arse as well, but he knew that the death of the man would never justify the death of one of his closest friends.

 “Juvia wants to join Fairy Tail.”

 He sneers at her, propping his feet up the table in front of him and rolls his eyes. “Tch. Do what you want. Not like it matters to me anyway.”

 “Juvia would like you to come with her,” she prods gently, settling herself on the chair beside him. “It seems like a very happy guild. You deserve to be happy too, Gajeel-kun.”

 “A rain woman like you shouldn’t pry into other people’s business,” he says harshly, and she flinches at the nickname, biting her lip. “Just go. Go to those fairies.”

 He frowns at the memory. Tears were starting to form in his eyes, and he held his best friend tighter. “You selfish, selfless, stupid idiot,” Gajeel muttered under his breath, trying to ignore the wave of emotions that threatened to overtake his being. “You promised you would live for the ones you love.”

 “Gajeel-kun has to be more careful!” The blue haired woman dabbed a cold piece of cloth on his arm, and he hissed. She shakes his head at him, “there’s nothing we can do, just bear with it.”

 “If that stupid bastard hadn’t been aimin’  for that bookworm—“

 Juvia beams. "Does Gajeel-kun have a crush?”

 A dash of red passes his cheeks and he snarls, before looking away. The water mage smiles knowingly anyway.

 Invel is shouting incoherently but he doesn’t care because Fullbuster interrupts the bastard by sending a flurry of dark blades in his direction.

 “Why do you keep on showering him shit when he doesn’t give a fuck about you?”

 She glares at him as he takes a cookie, shoving it in his mouth. Pantherlily is a little more dignified sd he nibbles on a biscuit. “Gray-sama took Juvia’s rain away!”

 “So?”

 “So Juvia loves him!” Her voice softens, and she sighs. Gajeel raised an eyebrow at her sudden loss of confidence. “Juvia loves him, and she understands that Gray-sama might never be able to return the feelings she has for him, but she likes doing stuff like this because she is grateful.” She releases another sigh. “No amount of gifts I give him will return the gift he gave to me, though.”

 He ruffles her hair, and Juvia protests. She rolls her eyes, nevertheless.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers to her pale form, tears flowing freely down his cheeks. “If you had never told the master to let me join Fairy Tail… If you had never been my best friend…”

 “Gajeel-kun, wake up!”

 The first thing he sees is the dark. His breathing is ragged, short breaths entering and escaping his mouth. Sweat lined his brow, pupils dilated as he searched for the the water mage.

 “It’s just a nightmare,” she says, patting his shoulder comfortingly. “Don’t worry.”

 “Levy is—Levy,” he’s shaking, and all he can utter is the name of the person he loves. He can’t form a sentence, but he tries: “the tree.”

 Juvia’s nods in understanding, sitting beside him as he attempts to calm the rate of his heart and the guilt of nailing the girl to a fucking tree. When Juvia doesn’t speak, he mutters,

 “How many times?”

 “Three. You called Levy-san three times.”

 She’s willing to listen, he thinks, waiting for him to talk so he’ll be able to release whatever emotions he was concealing.

 “I don’t want that to happen again,” Gajeel says, placing his elbows on his knees and leaning forward. “I don’t want to hurt her again.”

 “You won’t. I believe it.”

 He looks at her. Juvia’s words were as sincere as her smile. She was right.

 She was alive at the start of the battle, whipping forward beside her loved one. How can someone so alive just disappear?

 Juvia doesn’t deserve this.

 She’s crying.

 For a moment, he doesn’t know what to do.

 The rain is strong as it hammered on the windowpane, and he peeks at her from the barrage of stuff toys she liked to keep close. “Oi.”

 Juvia flinches as she hears his voice. She looks at him, crystalline tears streaming past her cheeks as she attempted to cease her weeping. “Gajeel-kun,” she says softly, voice shaking. “What are you doing here?”

 “The rain smelled like you.”

 She groans at this, slumping over her bed as she rubbed a hand over her eyes. “Everything’s fine, Gajeel-kun.”

 “Doesn’t seem fine to me.”

 He rises from his position, crossing his arms over his broad chest and looming over her form almost threateningly. “Who did this to you?”

 “No one,” she replies, shaking her head. “Nightmare. Gray-sama…” She shuts her eyes, trying to forget the memory that had repeated itself in her mind over and over again. “… Died.”

 “Well, he’s alive now, ain’t he?” He blurts out. “Gotta keep him that way, then.”

 Despite everything, Juvia stiffles a giggle. “Of course.”

 He feels guilty. He wasn’t able to say goodbye. He was never able to thank her for supporting his relationship with a person he had once hurt, for incorporating him into the guild, for being by his side during missions, and for being his best friend.

 He was never able to thank her, and now, she’s …

 “Juvia’ll see you soon.”

 “Tch, ‘course ya will.” He’s slinging his pack over his shoulder, Pantherlily floating beside him. Levy’s bidding everyone her farewells, so he figured he should do the same. “Where ya headed now?”

 She shrugs. “Wherever the water will take Juvia.”

 “I have no idea what that means.”

 “Juvia expected that, Gajeel-kun.” A playful smirk is on her lips.

 “Why, I oughtta—“

 "Bye bye! See you soon!” She grins mischievously and walks away.

 “What was that about?” Levy asked suddenly. Gajeel flinches in surprise, glancing from one blue-haired woman to another.

 “Nothin’,” he says, shaking his head.

 He can hear Juvia laughing in the distance. He is so gonna kill her when they see each other again.

 “I’m sorry,” he repeats, as if Juvia could hear him. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

 Fullbuster stands victorious, his hands turned into fists. He’s motionless in the middle of the field, staring into space as if he was waiting for something to happen.

 "Thank you,“ Gajeel lets out. "For Fairy Tail. For being my fr—b-best friend. My fucking sister. For everything.”

 Her eyes remain closed.

 He hears a thud in the distance, and Gray is looking at the both of them, his knees slumped on the ground as he stared.

 She wasn’t going to wake up.

 Gajeel walks to Gray, trying not to think about the stories Juvia had told him—she would wed the person she loved and he would walk her down the aisle, like the brother he was.

 He didn’t know he was going to give her to the ice mage this way.

“I’m sorry,” Gray chokes out.

 He gnaws on the inside of his cheek. “I’m sorry too.”

 A drop of water lands on Gajeel’s nose, and he looks up. The sky is a pale gray. One drop. Two drops. Three drops.

 It’s raining.


i am an absolute sucker for gajuvia brotp. forgive me. and i showered a bit of gruvia bc MY HEART HAS BEEN RIPPED TO PIECES haha JK omg 

i hope you guys liked it! :) have a nice day! (this is also on fanfiction.net)

Title: Thanatophobia
Pairing: Mikasa x Levi
Rating: M (did u expect anything else)
Summary: Levi’s works for the Legion as a top assassin, assigned to kill a young girl named Mikasa Ackerman. 

ive been writing this fic since january 1st okay and i finally finished this is ten thousand stupid ass words and i hope you enjoy it bc my hand is cramping. Sorry for the mistakes as usual and lemme know if u like it!

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revisiting proper tagging (ereri & rivaere)

last year i made some posts about: why it’s important to use the proper tag, how to tag fanart when it’s posted on site such as pixiv, how to tag fanfic when it’s posted to website such as AO3

i will be speaking about these topics again, making corrections, and addressing other troubling issues. if you have not read these previous posts linked above, i greatly encourage you do so before reading this post

the first matter of topic i would like to begin with is one that has been troubling me since the last time i had conversations with shippers. a lot of ereri shippers spoke to me because i am a rivaere shipper, so my view is biased and i did not understand them entirely. one of their concerns was “why are rivaere shippers so insistent about the tag not being unanimous when their preference is the more popular one?”

i came to the conclusion that for either side, we both have this view (the ship not our preference is more popular) because you always want to see more of what you like so that is why we are both thinking “this preference is more popular than the other!” but to be honest, such a thing doesn’t matter. it doesn’t matter which is more popular… because you are going to ship what you’re going to ship, and ship it how you ship it, regardless because it’s what you like.

with that said i was still curious on why some shippers had that view so i figured i’d go check out both tags myself on place like pixiv

the above image is screenshot the search results on how many ereri エレリworks are on pixiv, as of 06/03/2016 there are 18813 results

i then searched the rivaere tag on pixiv, there are 30011 results for rivaere リヴァエレ works on pixiv as of 06/03/16

that is quite a lot more works in comparison… but it may just be rivaere shippers are more active on pixiv and ereri shippers are more active on sites like twitter or have their own blogs or self hosted websites where they prefer to post on. but to see this sort of comparison is a little disheartening to someone where such a thing as quantity matters and maybe newer fans who are swayed by such a thing as ‘what is more popular’ will view it as negative thing, but that is only the surface. both preferences are very popular. these are both big numbers!

i also decided to look over at results on toranoana, a very big doujinshi shop, as of 06/03/2016

the amount of rivaere doujinshi for sale is a little higher than ereri doujinshi for sale, but the number is still very close. our ship is popular through and through! don’t worry! 

but so far i am only looking at jpn fandom works because i am more familiar with them (i’m doujinshi collector, and strict tagger so it is expected…) and even though western fandom does borrow (and steal D:) jpn fanworks all the time, we still create our own fanworks don’t we? the most utilised medium of the western fandom is my second topic of concern: fanfiction

i made a post about properly tagging fanfic, on place such as AO3. like i mentioned before, i am a rivaere shipper, have strong preferences and am very strict about tagging. i myself have only used the tag “levi/eren yeager” and have never used “eren yeager/levi” and being more comfortable with the jpn mentality of tagging, i’m sorry, i did not know of this problem:

though the numbers are a little different, if you look through the results you will notice they are the same. the problem is not always “shippers are using both tags” but AO3 is treating both tags as the same tag. it doesn’t matter what order you put the names in when you search or tag your work, you will get all the same results. AO3 will change the order to the most popular order too. why is this so? the problem is western fandom usually has one dominant preference and it’s ok to use a tag unanimously; great! some of you are thinking, we can just use the tag unanimously as the majority have been doing right? can’t be helped? …sorry, im making this post because we are failing to have be unanimous… while i’m sure there are other fandoms that have had our issue of either preference being such big hot shots, i do not think they have experienced it on the same scale we have which is why there is always such abominable conflict between shippers of ereri and rivaere in the western fandom

ereri shippers are often frustrated that there “isn’t much” and rivaere shippers are frustrated that ereri shippers are “in our tag”. if we’re talking about AO3, ereri shippers are “in our tag” bc they are being forced into our tag and ereri shippers are having trouble finding eren/levi when it’s being constantly tagged levi/eren

because we are looking for fic for either of our preference through one tag: “levi/eren yeager”, it’s a lot of stress because we don’t know how it will go every time. because of this stress we have not been good to the other. we argue on stupid topics like who’s preference is “better”, or more IC, or more socially acceptable/progressive and so forth and that all just doesn’t matter. it is pointless conflict. we have different views and tastes to the chemistry of this pairing involving two of the same characters, that is just how it is. i’m going to like what i like and you’re going to like what you like and nobody should shame the other, or try to convince the other on what is “better” because we all decided based on what kind of person we are, and what experiences we’ve had before- what we prefer.

the solution to this problem is not difficult

to avoid conflict we need to have separate tags. 

it is what the japanese fandom does and why they have separate tags based on preference. to prevent this sort of needless animosity and disorder and instead be courteous and organised. we can do it. we are already borrowing their tags that do this: “ereri / rivaere”. we just need to use the tags correctly. 

shippers who are against correct tagging. please stop being lazy, and please stop bullying shippers who request correct tagging of you. please consider taking the high road and instead of harassing a fellow member of our fandom on something like their wording or preference, to be considerate of their feelings and tag. this also goes for shippers who request correct tagging and are refused it. instead of being as inconsiderate as those who refuse you and harassing them in retaliation, please just block the person you know will not tag correctly. not everyone can get along with each other.

this brings me to the third matter, how to resolve the second

presently, the biggest task is correcting the tag on AO3. what do you think? ereri shippers? rivaere shippers? shippers of both and どうでもいい? i propose the following:

1. we contact AO3 and request a distinction of name order for the tag so it can become 2 tags

2. top/bottom preference is to be also tagged like:

or

3. the borrowed japanese tags (ereri, rivaere) will be used on AO3 should 1. be refused by AO3

some shippers are already doing 2 and 3 regardless, but i think if it becomes a common practice then the mistake of trying to use ereri = “levi/eren yeager” as a unanimous tag can be fixed. shippers with strong preferences can stop mingling and stop viewing works they have no interest in. all it takes is a little of your time (much less time than you reading my novel of a post rn, sorry) and some consideration. you can do it. i can do it. we can all use the tags as they should be used.

we both have the same goal, to enjoy this pairing we love in the manner we love it. it cannot be done if we do not accurately tag our work or refuse to tag our work.

i will be accepting asks on this topic. if you are confused, would like to share your input, are familiar with the workings of AO3, or would simply like to have chat please come speak to me. please be aware unless you request to me that our asks be private i will post your ask(s) to the tags as part of this discussion. 

everyone’s input is important to resolving this issue and understanding it.

thank you so very much to all who read this, like this and reblog this

i greatly appreciate it and sincerely hope i will not have to make a post like this again

idk lol, emoruri (& emobuhan)

honestly levi’s behavior still reminds me of nothing else as much as mikasa when eren “died.” seemingly composed, even did cool speeches about fighting on but inwardly….. yikes. the only indicator that maybe something was wrong with mikasa was an increased recklessness.

wonder how isayama will go, for levi. him putting erwin over humanity isn’t the kind of thing one just sweeps under the rug. but there’s still so much the story has to cover aside from the eruri’s tragic love story. is he just going to suffer stoically in the background, a mouthpiece for the plot with minimal character focus, until the time comes for him to fight zeke?

hopefully the coming chapter will show us more on how he deals, since idt the commanders will just ignore erwin dying, and how (if it isn’t just a continuation of grisha’s diary infodump.) later’s fine too, i just want some focus on this, he built up the eruri drama for a whole year– way longer, really. there were little deets about their history & trust & shit since what, ch20? enemies using them against each other, that old fucking cliche. & after all that emotional turmoil it’ll be super weird if it just gets glossed over bc erwin dead lol

levi’s name, after all, means attached. he’s ackerbonded. did isayama pick this name, knowing its meaning? so much of him is tied to erwin, so much of who he is, is because of erwin. he made the ultimate choice because of love, of that attachment. idk just… pull the trigger piglet. have erwin leave behind a thank you letter or shit. make us glut on sweet misery.

speaking of mourning…. ofc eruri is my focus, but poor hange!! they not only have to contend with everyone’s selfish shit… lost erwin whom they cared for, believed in so much…. inherited his terrible burdens, thrust into a position they didn’t want… but they also lost MOBLIT

moblit, their primary support, always there for hange, working hard, trying to ground them, keeping them safe, dear earnest hapless moblit, who instantly turned stone-cold when someone insulted hange– did hange know? i have no doubt they cared for him, very very deeply. but did they find out just how much moblit loved them only in that second before he died? he loved them so much. so so so much. he loved them best.

i’ll miss him. he was such a good boy. i want isayama to take even a little time to make us feel his loss too, through hange.

im so emo just pour all the grief angst down me throat lmao

Save that Child

A year ago on 16/7/2015, I was taking a break in my workspace and decided to check out a new trailer on You Tube. It was the AOT live action version trailer. I was intrigued by the plot and found out there’s an anime version of it. I took a chance and the rest is history. A year later, here I am. Writing shitty self-indulging levihan fanfics. I don’t know guys. This is a mistake. lol.

Tumblr prompt from @prosotankutu : Levihan- Hanji saves a baby.

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1 Year Ago

Year 840

The Fall of Wall Maria

It was a beautiful day. A good day for an expedition beyond the walls. Everybody was in a high spirit as they crossed the gates, only a few titans spotted along the way to the checkpoint. And then it rained. Hanji didn’t expect her day to take a turn to the south. In the morning, she was excited to leave the walls and meet those pesky titans. Now, she only wanted everything to end. They returned with their heads hanging low and more dead bodies to throw to the pile. To add more to their despair, Commander Shadis just had a breakdown in the full view of the folks in Shinganshina. Crying and wailing to a heartbroken mother, what a day. It was supposed to be beautiful.

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Cosplay Researcher!

Hello hello! I’m Etoshima aka Levi, and I’m a research junkie. I love it, whether it’s for cosplay or even school. I was going into in depth research yesterday when it occurred to me people may not have time to research what they need for a cosplay, or they may even hate it because it’s so time consuming! This is where I come in.

I am very chronically sick, which means I can’t hold a steady job because I miss too many shifts. I can, however, work from home or from my laptop! So, do you hate cosplay research? Is your schedule way too filled to spend hours on this? Well, do not fret dear cosplayer, because do I have a solution for you!

Let me do it!

Yep, you heard me right. I will do every bit of your cosplay research for you. Where to get a wig, what patterns to use, instructions and tutorials on how to pattern something yourself, styling techniques, sewing techniques, prop construction, where to buy your cosplay, contacts, fabric suggestions–literally everything. This is upwards of 3 hours of work that you no longer have to deal with!

All I need from you is whether you are buying or making, the name+series of your character, your measurements, and a budget! I can work with any type of budget, trust me.

I know you’re thinking, wow, this must be waaay out of my price range. I assure you it’s not! My starting price is $15 dollars and it goes no higher than $20! I am affordable and ready to work, with a guarantee that the research will be available within 4 days!

How will I get it to you? Depending on your preference I can make a pdf, google doc, or Dropbox file and send it right to you!

I have 3 years of cosplay experience as well as many more years researching for different projects and companies. I am reliable and will work hard to make sure you don’t have to. I appreciate any and all work that comes my way. Thank you so much.

If you have any questions, or are interested, please don’t hesitate to send me a message!

-Levi

((a sequel to the android!eren drabble))

Levi wakes up with the scent of freshly brewed coffee tickling his nose.

For a few moments he thinks he might’ve died overnight and gone to heaven. The sheets are soft and warm against his skin as he burrows deeper into their embrace, his gaze drawn to the glowing red numbers on his alarm. It’s ten minutes to six, ten minutes before the damn thing will start ringing  He can’t remember the last time he’d woken up before his alarm, but that’s not the only strange thing here.

He can hear someone in his kitchen, opening cupboards and clinking utensils together, and when he sees the faint light shining from the doorway, he’s awake in an instant. It only takes a second or two to grab his phone from the nightstand, and just as he’s about to dial 911, he remembers Eren.

It’s just Eren, he realizes, tossing the phone aside with a yawn. Still, he could’ve sworn he hadn’t specifically assigned Eren to make breakfast. Unless their discussion in the car had counted as assigning Eren to it, though Levi has his doubts.

All these questions escape his head as he steps into the kitchen, because somehow, inexplicably, Eren’s standing there by the stove wearing a fucking apron.

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fic rec list!

for Fanfiction Writers Appreciation Day, i thought i’d gather up some of my favourite fics that I’ve read and that you should also read if you are into these ships!! Fics that are completed have a little “✓” before them. Fandoms included in this list are haikyuu and snk.

Sticking em under the cut because it’s quite a lengthy post and I don’t want to annoy people who aren’t interested. But i promise you, it’s worth checking out the fics I’ve thrown in here, because they’re all well-written and beautiful

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fics.

have a short list of some of the shingekyo fics i have adored over the years i’ve spent in this fandom. includes titles already well-known, though i’m hoping to give equal attention to some lesser-known fics and lesser-known writers whose works i have enjoyed greatly (even if they’ve since left the fandom). 

this is only a personal rec list based on very subjective personal taste; just because i loved these works doesn’t mean you definitely will (though i hope you do, of course) so your mileage may vary.

aside from completed fics being listed before in-progress ones, these are compiled in no particular order, since i pretty much just combed my bookmarks/ao3 history lists simultaneously. (i may comb through again at a later date and add more fics to this list, but we’ll see.)

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guyinlovewitheremika  asked:

Canon headcanons for Mikasa pleaaaase

Mikasita canon for everyone.

  • Titanic ending. I talked about this a while ago and I said I was going to write it someday. Mikasa dies in battle at the end, hearing Eren’s words screaming her name. She wakes up on a beautiful beach just like Rose in the Titanic. She’s wearing a white dress and a crown of flowers on her head, and Sasha is with her. Mikasa asks her what are they doing, and Sasha smiles at her and tells her that everybody is waiting for her; but Mikasa doesn’t understand, so Sasha grabs her hand and leads her at the seashore and Mikasa sees Eren waiting for her and everyone is there watching the scene with a smile, her parents and Eren’s parents, Hannes, the Scouting Legion and Armin (just imagine he died lmao so his presence it’s more emotional) Eren smiles and extends his hand to her like “come here”, once she does, Mikasa cries. “Am I dreaming?” so he shrugs, looking more alive than ever. Instead of answering, he kisses her and all the crowd starts clapping and celebrating their love forever.
  • I was watching The Hunger Games the other day and there’s this one scene in one of the latest movies that made me think of Mikasa. Imagine that during a mission the Scouting Legion is around a campfire waiting for more orders, taking a break and eating something, healing some injuries and stuff. And they’re all very serious and quiet, submerged by their own thoughts. And she’s kinda having this quiet conversation with Sasha and idk how she tells Mikasa to sing a song. And Mikasa remembers a song that her mother used to sing about the war and about the freedom of humanity, so Mikasa starts singing and everybody have their eyes glued on her. Like, imagine her voice and her face illuminated by the fire whilst her eyes get lost in the sparks making her look fierce af with her scar shimmering upon her skin, and slowly (picture this as a movie lmao) the scene changes with her voice still sounding and mixing with some kind of epic/tragic/japanese-oriental(?) orchestra as the whole army of the Scouting Legion march to their next mission ready to fight the titans and Mikasa’s song engulfs the scene with hope.
  • Mikasa finds an erotic book and Eren feels weird because she’s reading that stupid book every single day, the book doesn’t have a cover so he doesn’t know what she’s reading and it’s weird because even if Mikasa enjoys reading sometimes, she prefers to spend her time training or doing something more productive. So, one day, when Mikasa leaves the quarters to help Levi with some stuff, Eren sneaks out into her room to find the book and know what the hell is going on with her (because she blushes A LOT while reading it) and he’s like 😱😱😱 WTF IS THIS because the story is very explicit and then she enters the room and finds Eren reading the book and she’s like 😳 omg no, and Eren is super nervous but gladly Mikasa learned many things from that book (wink wink) so taking advantage of the situation and that they’re both alone in her room, well, I’ll leave the rest to your imagination. 
  • Mikasa playing with some kids inside the walls. Like, imagine her being sweet with little girls who express their admiration towards her for being the most powerful female warrior ever, saying that she is their hero “when I grow up, I wanna be a strong beautiful woman just like you!!!1″, and the girls want to play with her hair bc it’s super soft and they do some hairstyles to her. And Eren stares at her from afar thinking she’d be a great mother someday for his children lmao.
  • Mikasa getting drunk. SERIOUSLY. She’s usually so quiet and reserved, she’s never really open with her feelings in front of others. Could you imagine the crazy things she’d say if she’s drunk? Like, Eren taking her back to her room and she’s whimpering and groaning “I do everything for you, and what do I get? NOTHING!!1”, “Mikasa, shhh, you’re gonna wake up the—” “I won’t shut up! IT’S BEEN ALMOST SEVEN YEARS SINCE YOU GAVE ME THIS SCARF AND I’M STILL WEARING IT, YOU STUPID BASTARD WHAT ELSE I HAVE TO DO FOR YOU TO REALIZE THAT I LOVE YOU”, “Mikasa…” “ON CHAPTER 50 (lmao) I TOLD YOU HOW I FELT AND I WAS ABOUT TO KISS YOU AND I KEEP IGNORING HORSEFACE JUST BECAUSE—˝ “Hey, Mikasa…”, “BUT YOU CAN GO TO HELL I’M GONNA MAKE A GOOD USE OF MY JAPANESE POWERS AND I’M GONNA SHOW YOU EVERYTHING, I’M GONNA SHOW YOU WHO’S IN CHARGE OF—˝ but Eren kisses her. And then she’s like 😳😳😳😳 and Eren “you’ll shut up now?” 
  • Mikasa having a dream with her young self. She’s crying because she doesn’t know what to do anymore (with her feelings for Eren, her dreams, Armin’s death) and little Mikasa comforts her, repeating the same words Eren once told her, “you have to fight, you have to be strong, you have to be honest with your feelings(?), you can’t be a coward, this is not the Mikasa you used to be, you lost the spark in your eyes, be brave.” 

I only did six because ten is too long and six is the number of the devil and I’m kind of a devil so yeah. 

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