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anonymous asked:

Hey Karla hope you're well. Today i was reading and started crying. I was fine but couldn't stop thinking of how much thought i still place on my ex. I know i deserve better but theres so much that i question. Ive been trying hard to create more connections with others and keep occupied and for a while i was feeling great, more than great. But for some reason the last few days have been really hard. I just want to purify my head and move on but its taking forever. suggestions?

ty bb i am more than well! 
i know that feeling, like you’ve come so far but there are still moments when you find yourself getting tangled in nostalgia. this also sounds like a nice case of venus retrograde. ex-things come back up a lil extra, i’d read up on it. 
the only suggestion i have is let go of your expectations. 
being vulnerable means being invested and unfortunately that means getting unstuck is quite a process as well. i feel like when we heal we expect ourselves to go back to who we were before _____ happened. but that’s not how it works, because we experienced something. it changed us. we grew. we cannot go back, we can only move forward and be present in the process. so no expectations, just continue to do your best. if you feel sad, let it out.
keep going lil 1
 

  • <p> <b>Delirious:</b> "I like how Wildcats playing the game but not in the call"<p/><b>Everyone:</b> "He is in the call"<p/><b>Marcel:</b> "He's in the call u just muted him"<p/><b>Delirious:</b> "....oh"<p/><b>Everyone:</b> *laughs*<p/><b>Delirious:</b> "I'm sorry Wildcat"<p/><b>Tyler:</b> "It's cool it was from in GTA u and Evan muted everyone"<p/></p>
  • Moo: Where's Delirious?
  • Terroriser: Doing stuff
  • Moo: I don't like the sound of that, where's Vanoss?
  • Terroriser: Trying to stop Delirious from doing the stuff
  • Moo: And Wildcat?
  • Terroriser: Trying to stop Vanoss from stopping Delirious from doing the stuff
  • Moo: I see, and what are you doing here?
  • Terroriser: I'm supposed to be stopping you from stopping Wildcat from stopping Vanoss from stopping Delirious from doing the stuff

ALL I DO NOW IS DRAW POE DAYUMERON, SOMEONE HELP ME

Gave Poe a new jacket. He seems like the kind of guy who’d match his clothes with his droid. His ship already matches, and plus he’s down one jacket anyways~

actually i just wanted to see him in black but don’t mind me

I want to get killed by Evan’s thighs

I want to get killed by Delirious’ psychotic laugh

I want to get killed by Toonz’s bootiful beard

I want to get killed by Wildcat’s thick arms

I want to get killed by Mini Ladd’s puns

I want to get killed by Moo’s cuteness

I want to get killed by Terroriser’s CHOPPA

I want to get killed by Basically’s anger

I want to get killed by Lui when he’s using his squeaker voice

I want to get killed by Daithi’s doggos

I want to get killed by Ohm’s DAMN HANDS MMMMMMMMM

I want to get killed by Bryce’s sweet smile