The full weight of anger sadness and confusion is upon me. What sucks even more is that for my sanity I have to sit with these emotions and embrace them. It’s hard. There is a little tiny me in my head that is angrily smashing a bat into something. Maybe it’s me, maybe it’s the world, idk. I want to swing a bat and demolish a car or something but where can I do that lol? Until I find a bat and a person willing to let me hit their car repeatedly I remain here with anger sadness and confusion huddled up next to me keeping me warm, as I caress and embrace them, saying everything is gonna be alright and just give it time.