basically why i love them


#kdramawomensweek: day 8 // age of youth love-fest | happy international women’s day!

So I pretty much put together some of my favorite scenes from Age of Youth. They’re all scenes that really hit me hard emotionally or just personally resonated with me. When Jin Myung, whose feelings have slowly been bubbling underneath the surface, finally overflows with emotion, full of rage and agony. She finally demands the apology she’s been silently asking for. When she fell to the floor in sobs, I cried with her. I felt that grief. When Yi Na realizes she’s been holding herself back and finally lets herself go. Dammit, that scene just hit me. When Eun Jae blows up and just begs for the housemates to be nice to her I could personally relate to her pain and just how nervous she must have felt to finally let that out and tell these almost strangers how alienated they made her feel and how much it had hurt her. That’s not easy.

As you can see, most of my favorite scenes include the girls all together. The relationship that developed between these girls, different in pretty much every way, from being strangers just living in a house together to sisters that loved and protected each other in any way they could was really the main strength of the show. Even that hilarious scene when the girls beat up Eun Jae’s boyfriend because they think he’s some stranger out to hurt her shows just how willing they are to protect each other. I mean, they burst out of the house the second they heard Eun Jae scream. The girls immediately went to comfort Ye Eun when she finally broke up with a boyfriend she loved so much. And when Eun Jae finally comes home after being out all night, the girls just hug her, saying that everything is okay because she’s here and she’s safe. I’m tearing up just thinking of the scene. That love for each other that made them one of the best friendships of 2016 and just in general.

What I love about the girls individual stories is the journey they went through during the drama and where they ended up. They don’t end the drama suddenly complete and whole, but you know they’ve set themselves on that track. They learn to start forgiving and loving themselves. The ghosts they’ve lived with are never completely gone but they’re not held back and tortured by them anymore.

Anyway, what I really want to say is that I love these girls so so so so so much. There’s really nothing I can say that can convey the amount of love I have for this drama and the Belle Epoque girls. It warms my heart when I think of them and I’m just so happy there’s going to be a season 2.

This ship was the beginning of everything for me in many ways. 
At some point, they became a way of self expression. And sometimes I like to revisit… It’s because of MarcoAce, that I know how to express ‘love’ in the way I understand it.

i thought about death last on a tuesday. i thought about how decay is supposed to smell sweet and i wondered what that meant for its taste. i have no intention to find out, though i know curiosity, like cat to mouse, has a way of digging her claws in.

i thought about life last night. not just the sunrise, or the stars. not just the way the world goes dizzy at the edges when you hold your breath, but the way that the air feels in the aftermath of a storm. particles lightning-charged with the same kind of life that lingers in the synapses of a brain at the edge of discovery.

this morning i thought about you. you. you are hard to fold into words. i find that your curves do not like the way sentences feel when i try to hold them up against you, to see if i caught your image within them. the comparison is as weak as i was when i saw you last tuesday, or when you smiled at me last night.

tonight? who knows. the thing is, i think these days i laugh more than i cry, but i still think about death. i haven’t looked at the stars in a while but i still see them, and i will always watch for storms. you do not complete me as i was a person before you, but i like that we could live alone. it means we choose not to.

l.s. | i still think © 2017 


“On a night like this, a man might believe anything’s possible.”


Never before had the world seen four such giants coexisting. Sometimes friends, more often enemies, these men held Europe in the hollow of their hands.

anonymous asked:

this feels silly but how do you see Harry & Ginny arguing? They both have tempers & they both don't mind yelling so even though their relationship is pretty sexually charged I feel like they'd have to get into some arguments that don't end with sexy things? & even though Ginny is really patient with Harry's devotion to work, do you think it would ever get under her skin? I've been rereading the books and I love your art & was just curious to know if you had any thoughts? thank you :))

There’s this scene that I love so much in Order of the Phoenix… Harry is depressed thinking he was possessed by Voldemort so he avoids talking to anyone because he is feeling guilty, grumpy, angry and stressed. Ron and Hermione, his best friends, are not able to say anything but then Ginny goes all “That was a bit stupid of you, I was possessed I know how it feels, you should have talked to me”  (of course, not these words but something like that).  and Harry “I’m sorry, I forgot.” “Lucky you.” But then she gives him peace by saying he wasn’t possessed based on her experience in the second book.

So… I use this scene as base to write or draw Harry and Ginny arguing when they are married. Something bad happening at work and Harry refusing to talk to anyone. That’s alright, but he also avoids Ginny and that’s the worst thing he could do - not only to her, but to himself. She doesn’t yell, but her blazing look isn’t sexy - it’s actually angry.

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season two » You don’t feel like my sister. When you were talking about David maybe being your father, something - I don’t know what - happened where I was hoping that we weren't… that we’re not related. And I had this weird moment where I thought I had feelings for you, okay? And I know it’s sick and it’s wrong but it was just a moment. And I need to make sure that doesn’t happen again but it doesn’t help when you’re just around me all the time. Do you understand?

thefangirlhasarrive  asked:

Please share more of your headcanons they are awesome. from a fellow pukwudgie.

Ask and you shall receive my fellow Puk :) It´s been a long time since my last Puk headcanons I´ve missed them! 

1/ The Black Market run by Pukwudgie students is a thing okay. Everyone knows. The teachers would do something but… 

2/ Pukwudgie’s pureblood prefect and wampus’ no-majeborn prefect are dating and they are most terrifying power couple in the whole school (although to be honest there is this Horned Serpent couple from 5th year that is really next on the list to be The Couple when the prefects graduate)

3/ Girl gangs are definitely a thing in Ilvermorny but only the one integrated entirely by Puk girls have matching jackets

4/ Actually, the most dangerous dark lord from the last century in America was a Pukwudgie boy called Adrian Koch. But he has no tragic background. He was pretty okay all the way through his education in Ilvermorny. The only problem was that “he thought he was sick in his heart if you could be sick in that place”. Because the most terrifying thing about the heart is that when sick, it wants and wants and wants, but it doesn’t care it doesn’t fill it just takes.

5/ Pukwudgies that love reading team up with Thunderbirds and Horned Serpents to go to muggle cities during mid-term to go get the latest book from their fave series

6/ Pukwudgie’s own ilvermorny’s debate club. It might have been officially founded by Horned Serpents but ask anyone and yup Puks own that club they are terrifying you can present actual facts while they get there with a pen and two pieces of paper and they will still win. Devil’s advocate those ones.

7/ Pukwudgies are known as the most… how should i say this… promiscuous house. It’s mostly a stereotype, of course, but rumor has it the heart does what it wants and Pukwudgies are not ashamed of feeling love or any kind of desire, and some of the most vocal house members have given the whole house a ‘reputation’ through the years. This does make a lot of freshmen uneasy, living up to weird expectations or plain disgusted for being seen as ‘easy’ or 'eager’ or even interested in sex by default.

7/ Sooner or later every Pukwudgie sees the little carved quote that its half hidden in the stairs of Pukwudgie’s common room and smile every time they remember it.

8/ In summer the school grounds are basically full of two houses: Thunderbirds and Pukwudgies.

9/ Pukwudgies curse. A lot. Remember that post “Look im mad, and just saying 'gosh’ is not gonna do it for me Susan”. That’s Pukwudgie.

10/ Pukwudgies have archery training fields.

11/ The actual Pukwudgies (the creatures) have been seen teaching Pukwudgie students little basic fire magic when they find out the student its afraid of the dark

12/ Every Pukwudgie ever will deny they actually bake. Even while they are baking in that very moment in fron of your eyes. They will go full Mariah Carey on you 

13/ Pukwudgies, just like the creatures they are named from are incredibly easy to annoy

14/ Salty Pukwudgies are a Thing okay. Mean Pukwudgies are something to be avoided. They will lash out to anyone and everyone and perks of the heart: they know how to cut deep.

15/ Some Pukwudgies are terrible in potions and that makes them feel so empty they can feel their eyes water when asked about that particular stereotype.

16/ The most romantic Pukwudgies, when in love, will literally make flower crowns to everyone who even looks in their general direction.

17/ Pukwudgies are the type of people who get strangers phone numbers in public cafeterias.

18/ Some Pukwudgie’s love parties. Capital L love even. Some Pukwudgies can’t stand them at all. Every Pukwudgie is obsessed with at least one blanket from the common room and there would be fights for the best spots to cuddle in winter when it rains.

19/ House movie marathons are a thing.

20/ Pukwudgies value eye contact and is their preferred go-to when flirting with someone they actually like.

21/ During exams, Pukwudgies are either the friend who brings enough snacks to the library to feed their entire year or the one who forgets to eat 3 days in a row. There is no in between.

22/ Pukwudgies do love plants. That stereotype is 110% true. Not the actual plants mind you, allergy is a thing, but the aesthetic of it. The common room is filled with them and *magically enough* once you enter Pukwudgie’s common room allergies stop being a thing entirely. People have had to be physically removed from the common room during spring because *No you can´t stay here Marcos this is not even your common room get. out.* 

Just those late night successor thoughts

Mello and Near are just so damn good because they’re so relatable. L and Light are very pristine in their genius. There’s little vulnerability to those characters–which isn’t to say they aren’t well written and compelling, it just always kept me from taking them to heart, if that makes sense.

Mello has this palpable yearning to be acknowledged, to be admired, and that’s such a very human trait in a book where characters can seem more like machine than man.

And Near, beneath the distant exterior, has this hesitant, unsure quality where even if he has all the right answers, you sense a flicker of self-doubt there, that he recognizes his weakness in putting answers into action.

Basically, they’re good boys y'all.

Just a friendly reminder from your resident Loki troublemaker~

Due to me own forgetfulness I keep forgetting to put this in my rules. More like since the first day I made Kira’s blog. Anyway! This blog is CANON DIVERGENT/AU and is primarily setup to REFLECT THE GAMES more than the anime. Meaning, Kira DOES NOT BY DEFAULT live in the agency dorms. Kira has his OWN PLACE and only ever stays at the dorms when he too tired to make it back home. This double applies to the HEAVENS muses I have on @xxfabulae. All of them are basically setup to be more game than anime. I still take influences from the anime.


Week 1, day 7

Finally home.

And finally finished! The first week was definitely a challenge to myself, and while it was hard I’m happy with how it worked out. I’ll be posting a full version with all of them at the end of the month, and I’ll do the same (in separate posts) with the other weeks. I won’t be doing one a day for the other weeks, but I’ll definitely put out more than one per week. Hope you guys enjoyed them!

Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, Day 4, Day 5, Day 6