Tonight was honestly the best night if my entire fucking life. It’s amazing how someone can go from being suicidal to realizing that the people in front of her just made you never want to leave. I had a second row VIP ticket and I GOT TO THE FRONT ROW UP AGAINST THE GATES and all the security were assholes but then they saw how happy I was and how much I was crying and they let me do what ever. During 5sos I GOT NOTICED BY ALL OF THEM but I stared right into Calum’s eyes and he was being all sexy and he just did a head bounce and then Luke was going crazy infront of us and I start jumping pointing at my boobs and he looks and does a shocked omg smirk and I died. And with Ash he saw my poster and it made him so happy. But MICHAEL OMG I WAS JUST STARING AT HIM A COMPLETE WREK AND I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH HIM LIKE NOT A JOKE AND I JUST KINDA FOLD DOWN IN A BALL IN SHOCK AND ALL THE GIRLS AROUND ME WERE LIKE LOOK AND HE WAS TRYING TO GET MY ATTENTION AND I JUST WAVED AND HE WAVED BACK SMILING AND OMG IT WAS FUCKING PERF. Then right before 1D came on I MET PAIL HIGGINS I FRICKIJG MET HIM I MET OUR PAUL I MET PAUL AND HUGED HIM OUR SELFIE IS ABOVE AND I GAVE HIM A BOOK I HAD FOR HARRY AND IT HAS A LETTER ON HOW MUCH HIM AND THE BOYS HAVE HELPED ME AND EVERYTHING AND PAUL PROMISED TO GIVE IT TO HIM AND NOT KIDDING HE WAS AN ANGEL LIKE THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER AND SO LETS GET TO 1D… Louis I can’t talk about because he looked at me so many times and wouldn’t wave to anyone but a 6 year old and fame got to him.. Zayn smiled at me… Liam winked at me and waved and omg we had so many moments just me and Liam and me and Zayn like through the show we connected a lot. And NIALL OMG SO FUCKING SEXY IM SO PROUD OF HIM AND HE JUST STANDS HERE LIKE WOW THE WHOLE TIME AND HE LOOKED AT ME AND WE ALL DIED. HARRY STYLES OMG YOU GOT ME ALL WET 3 TIMES WITH WATER AND THE GIRL NEXT TO ME CAUGHT YOUR SWEAT RAG AND SHE LET ME HOLD IT AND CRY INTO IT AS SEEN ABOVE AND LIAM THREW HIS SWEAT RAG IT TOUCHED MY HEAD AND fell and a stupid 8 year old got it. But after this is the best part once 1d went off I was crying and saying don’t leave me there gone and the security was like they are not gone calm now calm down and I said to one of them “I need to leave here with something can I get me a water bottle from stage” and he gets me it and I just cried into it for so long and I was skating and I think it was Harry’s and it had sips out of it and I didn’t open it and the spit is never to leave the bottle I win. I ACCOMPLISHED MY DREAM EVERYONE….. EVERY SINGLE MEMBER OF 1D AND 5SOS NOTICED ME AND I GOT REACTIONS OUT OF A LOT OF THEM.
Never lose hope and honestly I have preyed to god every single day because I wanted this so badly and it happened I got I FINALLY DIDNIT GUYS I DID IT. Don’t give up and to all of you struggling out there…. If you get what I got tonight every fear will go away because you will realize that you did it. And me and another girl next to me who feel the same way just held each other and nobody else got it but everyone was like sweetie are you ok!? And so were the guards and all I said was I have never been so happy. I fucking did it guys.
PLEASE REBLOG THIS EVERYONE BECAUSE I WANT ALL OF YOU WHO ARE STRUGGLING WITH ANY FORM OF SELF HARM TO COME TALK TO ME BECAUSE I WILL FUCKING TELL YOU THAT LEAVING THIS EARTH IS NOT A OPTION AFTER YOU JUST GOT WHAT I DID. PLEASE I WANT TO SHOW YOU ALL THAT YOU CAN DO IT AND THAT DREAMS REALLY COME TRUE THEY DO… And there’s never a reason to leave this worlds ever because when the people you love most wave back and see you everything becomes ok.
I have been wanting to do a follow forever since last year, so I figured what better time then now? I love all these blogs, and thanks to every single one of you for making my dash such a lovely place. :)
Also - this edit was made by the lovely hayley whom i love very much
I was tagged by datirish in the 20 beautiful people thing (thank you 🌸)
I’m gonna tag some beautiful people that i admire, that i’d like to talk, some friends and– yeah
i just want to tell you that you’re all absolutely STUNNING. make sure to tag me if you post a selfie because i wanna reblog it!
Hello everyone!! Here is my December Follow Forever! If your username is listed below, I love your blog and think you are fabulous. I really do appreciate you guys, from the support you give me, the weird messages you send me, and the amazing posts you fill my dashboard with, you guys are overall my favorites. I hope you guys had a great Thanksgiving, and continue to have a great holiday season. Love you all!! <3 xx -Sarah
I decided to do a massive follow forever and basically if you’re on your on here then I think you are hella rad B) If you changed your url for the holidays then your original one is probably on here so yeah im also really bad at edits leave me alone
Happy Holidays! I wish you all a happy holidays. Please don’t be upset if you didn’t make it on the list, I love each and everyone of the people I follow. If you are in bold that means I speak to you often and you’re special to me xx
So I decided to make a follow forever because I wanted to collectively thank all of the following people for making my blogging career extremely entertaining and enjoyable. Yes, I love all my followers and followees, but these guys are da best. The extra specials are bolded :)
Thank you to every single one of you beautiful people who follow me, reblog, and keep me here. So here’s my first follow forever and I’m really sorry if I forgot anyone, I literary did this like in an hour because 2013 is gonna end soon and I wanted to do one really bad and also sorry for this shitty edit.
Here’s to the people who are gonna get a paragraph bc we’re close
+Amanda:Wow, where do I start with you? I’m so so so glad we met because we literary leave about an hour away from each other and even though we haven’t met yet we talk a lot on daily basis and I can’t wait to see you soon and go to the warped tour(hopefully). Also, you’re absolutely gorgeous and I hope you know that and ily tons :-)
+Ha-vy: I remember we started talking because you were doing snapchat ships one day and we somehow just got on really well and I’m so happy we did because I can talk to you about anything and everything and plus we’ve the same favorite, idk what’s better than that. I love you tons beautiful!
+Rosalia:Don’t even get me started on you, omg. We are literary like soul sisters. We both go through the same boy problems and everything but you’re always there to listen to me and I don’t think you’ll understand how much I love you for that and how thankful I’m to have you in my life!
+Mia:You’re so damn beautiful and I wish I was you because you’re so perfect! I don’t even remember how we started talking because I’ve a bad memory, but that’s not the point. You’re one of the funniest, sweetest, and prettiest person I’ve come across on here and I don’t understand how someone can have all those qualities ah! Ily tons girl, so glad we met :-)
And now here’s the rest of the beautiful people that I don’t talk to (we should) but love seeing them on my dashboard - faves are bolded
I reached 1k today and I really don’t know what I can even say, except for thank you. Thank you for reblogging my stuff, and talking to me and sending me fanmail (i’m so???) and most importantly making tumblr a safe happy place for me. I love each and every one of you cuties so incredibly much.
Below are the blogs that make my tumblr a better place, as I hope I do with some of yours.
I really do smooch you.
(special people who message me every day, blogs i can’t believe are actually in a mutual with me and the ones that where here from the start when i was thesoulsailor are bolded, order is alphabetically)
First of all of course my one and only real life soulmate Nicole aka fenilov
hiii guys!!!! I made one of these about a half a year ago, so I figured it was time to make another one since met so many more people since then. I love you all loads and your posts and personalities always make me laugh or make my day better somehow. This website has impacted me so much for the positive and this is only a way to recognize a portion of the people who contributed to that. Stay fab y’all :-) -Sarah xx oh yeah and you bolded people are extra special
This means that there will be a series of One Shots this December as well. I published one last Sunday here -but these will not be Christmas themed! If you have a Christmas themed idea for a blurb, preferences, or a one shot, let me know xx
Okay so i decided that it was about time that i acknowledge all of the amazing people I follow. Thanks to all of you for making my dash fabulous and super thanks to the extra special ones i have bolded (:
Each url below is the blogger’s usual one, but the link should take you to their holiday url… I hope, I mean unless I screwed up which tbh I probably did, knowing me. I know the edit says Christmas, and I had this ready then but I’ve been on vacation so I haven’t been able to post it… sorry!!
Bolded means you’re super swaggy and we’re close/talk and stuff. Italics means we’re not in a mutual but I wish we were :3 (Everyone else is in a mutual and…) the list includes friends, blogs that I love, or people who are just awesome and have great posts. Thanks for keeping my dash interesting and covered in sexy (; To be honest I don’t know what you’re doing if you aren’t following all of these people.
Also… I’m like 103% sure I missed someone who truly deserves to be on here, so I’m sorry in advanced! I know a lot of people who I haven’t included have included me in their follow forevers ,and I promise it’s because I forgot not because I don’t love you. You’re still amazing xx