Now, I know I may be called a hypocrite on the basis I’ve tried several times to end my life, including the night before my 17th birthday just under a month ago. I know how you guys feel, I mean, to pick up the pills, the blade, the rope and then the pen and paper or video camera then how it feels to just break down because you just wish someone cared, you wish someone would at least try to stop you but there was no one when you needed people most. You feel as though they left you at your lowest point so you turn to the blade or the pills. You wish that someone knew how much you put on the smile to make others happy when you’re completely dead inside. We’ll, guys, I’ve got news for you. People do care. I care. I care so much about you guys and I don’t know what I’d do if I found out one of you guys succeeded. I know how you feel guys. I don’t regret doing anything because I’m stronger now and I know that I’m not alone (NEITHER ARE YOU GUYS!!) and I’m loved (SO ARE YOU GUYS!!) It just takes time to believe in yourself.
So I guess what I’m trying to say is please guys. I love you all, no joke. I wouldn’t be here without my dear Tumblr followers and friends! Please don’t leave! We need you to stay and we love you so much. Please. I’m always here for you guys!