Thank you so much. I sobbed when I opened the first thing. The cat…. I just don’t know, I don’t know this feeling, I don’t know what to do. All I want is to see your face, but it’s almost like looking for home but reaching a dead end. Please don’t worry, I am not interested in anyone but myself and my growth, please don’t worry. We reached a level, an that level is sacred, I think we topped out.. For now. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you already. Please be well my grasshopper, thank you for all of your love. This is jumbled, whatever.