I might not be able to see Amanda Palmer in Boston

Her best friend, who’s been her best friend since she was nine has cancer
and he’s starting treatment now
and she might have to cancel the shows.
and I’m…I’m not mad. I’m not upset with her.
even if it means I spent $400 (for the flight from Arizona, for the concert tickets) for nothing at all.

I can’t find it in me to hate her, or be upset, or even be disappointed. Because I love her too god damn much.
She has done so much for me, she made me a better person, I love her so fucking much.
I can’t find it in me to be angry with her. I can’t.
If she cancels the shows then that’s okay. it really is.
Even though I’ve been looking foreword to it. Even though there are so many things I want to tell her.
I just…I love her, with everything I am.

Amanda wrote on her blog, a quote she’s held with her. “If you love someone enough, they’ll give you everything”

I think in this case, it’s the other way around. “If you love someone enough, you’ll give them everything”

Amanda I’d give you everything. Everything.

Do what you need to do, cancel the entire tour, it’s alright. I love you.

Stay strong.