banana tree

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my daily life of managing 82 banana trees at home and an entire vegetable garden at school! the universe answered my prayers of not wanting to cashier anymore and I got to spend a whole shift restocking plants and watering and taking care of them. I’m honestly so educated on plant care at this point, why am I even a cashier? I should venture out to other departments or even a whole new job. one step at a time. all this grounding activity has my root chakra EXPLODING finalllllyyyy!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ all my chakras are open, things are falling into place

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.