badlove

I’d destroy myself to see that smile, the curve of your lips and your dimples..To see your eyes brighten up. That’s what they call love. It’s pain over pleasure; a pain that’s addicting. And in the end our addictions are our own demise.
Eu nunca vou ser boa o suficiente para os meus pais, não vou ser a filha perfeita com notas boas que não faz nenhuma bobagem. Também não vou ser boa para o vizinho, que, aliás, não para de bisbilhotar a vida alheia naquele bizarro binóculo. Não vou ser boa para as minhas colegas de classe que me olham com desprezo só por eu preferir conversar com homens a conversar com elas, narcisistas de quinta categoria. Mas de uma coisa eu tenho certeza: sou boa o bastante para você. Acredite, posso te fazer se sentir de uma maneira que ninguém o fez antes. Deleite-se em mim, meu bem, te farei esquecer até as cicatrizes mais profundas que estão no âmago do teu ser. Sou cheia de erros, incertezas e inseguranças, mas de uma coisa eu sei, sou boa o bastante para te fazer feliz
—  Velhacaria.

Namjoon as your boyfriend:
-butterfly kisses
-thigh grabs ( like while he’s driving fuck thats so hot omg)
-ALOT of hickeys..
-namjoon feeling slighly insecure and getting jealous
-you know not to disobey him
-namjoon will punish you (wink wonk)
-listening to 90s r&b together
-sharing headphones
-late night philisophical convos
-learning how to write songs with him
-studio dinners
-cuddles
-him being clumbsy 24\7
-always makes it up to you (lol why am i so perverted?)
-he will fucking spoil you whenever he can
-cute coffee dates

~sexy times~
-namjoon seems like he’d be rough but, he would only go hard on you when youve been bad
-loves to bite
-HUGE on praise “look at you baby, so nice and ready for me”
-rewards you when youve been good
-he will LOVE lap dances
-namjoon thinks you are a work of art: therefore he would love to worship your body
-HIS DEEP FUCKING VOICE “you like that babe?” (DAMN)
-music in  the background
-his thrusts will be to the beat of the music (i need me a freak like that ugh)
-when youve been good, he will come home with new lingerie for you
-Loves to watch you ride
-will always clean you up and pamper after a rough session
-him saying stuff like “only i can make you feel like this” (my inner hoe is coming out)

~names he will call you~
-princess
-baby girl (im such a sucker for this nickname tbh)
-my girl
-baby
-godess
-beautiful
~names you call him~
*daddy (this depends on if youre comfortable with that)
-babe
-honey
-dumbass (when he has broken something of yours)
-love
-my man




DAMN THIS WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO WRITE BECAUSE I STARTED FREAKING THE FUCK OUT BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT AND IGNORE MY INNER HOE COMING OUT IN THIS