Anon, I wanna thank you cause I agree with like all of this!!! 

In fact here’s a good list to expand on more of this:

( Train AU Beginnings )

The Train AU takes place in a town much like the ones you would find in southern Ireland. I have family over there and the scenery is so beautiful, the train rides I took to visit all my cousins were some of the most peaceful trips I’ve had. I want you guys to imagine a place with wide open fields and close-knit neighbors. But also cobblestoned city streets with more places to walk than drive. I want you guys to picture warm nature and stone fences. 

Altea Academy is a private institution located in the modern downtown district of Finch (a made up town based on Dublin). The high school caters to talented and wealthy students and offers them a college preparatory education. Most of its students are child prodigies and scholarshiped athletes. The school itself is very reminiscent of Trinity University in Dublin. Due to its prominent nature, the school is known for being uptight, but its students are known for being quite troublesome. But since their students are regarded as the “best” the school rarely punishes them. If they did the child’s important angry parents would be breathing down the principal’s neck. The school’s football team is known locally and statewide, they have always dominated the competition.

Students of Altea:

  • Takashi Shirogane - Team captain and quarterback of Altea’s Black Lions. Shiro is seen by teachers as a straight-A senior and perfect student. But his friends and fellow students see him as tired soul. He stays up late to do homework and runs on nothing but willpower and energy drinks. He is constantly making bad decisions when his friends are not with him. Bad decisions include: Random piercings his current hairstyle, and regrettable tattoos. He is a huge space nut and can talk to you all day about the stars, their constellations, and their meanings. His affinity for stars has earned him the nickname Space Dad. He’s an Instagram legend thanks to his friend Matt and is sought after by every guy and girl in the district. 
  • Katie Holt - A computer science prodigy, Katie was able to skip three grades and at age 14 she sits with her brother in the senior class. Due to the strict dress code, Katie was forbidden from wearing the men’s uniform and is constantly writing emails to the faculty about how unfair it is to deny her pants. She may look like she is diligently typing notes but Katie sits in the back of the class for a reason. She’s either hacking the school’s internet and database or playing video games, yet whenever called she can answer the question correctly. Unlike Shiro, the school knows Katie is not as sweet as she looks. Along with her brother, Keith, and secretly Shiro, she has pulled off countless school pranks. 
  • Matt Holt - An angel in the eyes of teachers and best friends with Shiro. He pretends to scold his sister for her troublesome pranks when called to the office, but it’s all an act. Computer science and mathematics prodigy Matthew Holt is the face of several school adds along with Shiro. Due to his father’s strong government ties, the school can hardly punish his sister and thus could never touch him. Matt is Shiro’s lifeline making sure he studies, supplies him with Monster, and treats him to breakfast every once in a while. 
  • Keith Kogane - A reckless punk in the eyes of teachers and staff. But a school icon none the less. No matter how many classes he sleeps through he always aces them. He’s on the football team with Shiro and has scored most of the school record-breaking touchdowns. He’s a golden boy at everything and anything and the teachers can’t do anything about his reckless behavior without incurring the wrath of his uncle, CEO of Galra Industries and Sciences, Zarkon. Keith’s parents died when he was very young. His mother’s brother took him in and raised him alongside his own son Lotor. He loves Keith like his own son and bought him the house his parent’s lived in on the outskirts of the quiet town of Creek.

(Lotor goes to another elite high school in Finch where the football team is co-ed. Lotor is the quarterback and captain and the girls he leads are hella strong. Their team is usually ranked third in the district and is constantly trying to one-up Altea. )

West Creek High is a local high school in the much calmer town of Creek, about a four-hour train ride from Finch. The school itself is a community high school, lots of local kids go here. It’s an old building with laxed old rules, and well-behaved students. The school’s pride is its football team, most kids go to West Creek just to make the team. They are ranked second in the county. In Creek, the streets are more for walking and less for driving. There is a local Somoan bakery that makes fresh pastries every morning and next to them is a cafe. The owners are good friends and together bring in business for both shops. 

Students of West Creek High

  • Hunk Garret- A lovable sweet boy with a heart of gold and the body of a god. Hunk is the school’s famed linebacker, he’s a hulking beast on the field and could break a normal high schooler in two. But Hunk couldn’t hurt a fly and only joined the team for the scholarship so he could save his mother money. He helps run the local Somoan bakery with her and is looking to take over the business when he graduates. He’s best friends with Lance and has been since pre K. They have matching wristbands, the one Hunk wears is Lance’s favorite color while the one Lance wears is Hunk’s favorite color. Sometimes he and Lance stay up hella late playing video games with their online friend Pidge. 
  • Allura - The resident hottest girl in school, Allura is rather down to earth and sweet once people get to know her. She runs a fashion blog and dominates Instagram with gorgeous selfies. Although her father is the CO-CEO to Galra, and she could have gone to any school she wanted, she chose West Creek out of all the fancy prep schools. She thought the homier the neighborhood the kinder the friends. She became friends with Hunk and Lance because she frequently eats at Hunk’ s bakery. Lance is her wingman and always lets her know if a guy at a party is trouble. She currently has a crush on this guy who keeps showing up on her insta feed.He’s got a fringe of bleached hair and piercings. His friend’s feed is filled with pictures of the said bleached boy doing hilarious stunts and sweaty football pics. It’s a blessing. 
  • Coran Smythe - Is the schools most eccentric and loved history professor. He somehow has a strange unheard historical fact for every era they cover in class and often judges the textbooks on getting certain events wrong or the author being completely off base. Not only is he a great teacher but he is also a great coach. He coaches the Creek Creatures football team. The mascot is some kind of cryptid, the current costume resembles Mothman.  
  • Lance Sanchez - A straight-A student and all around excitable guy. He wants to be an astronaut, or a fighter pilot, or something to do with the sky. Lance loves the idea of flying and wants to get his piloting license when he graduates. Lance lives on the outskirts of Creek where his family owns a farm with horses, cows, and lots or sheep. So his mom makes him take the train to make sure he gets to school on time. He’s always been a little bit of a daydreamer and is often caught zoning out in class.

The train ride from Creek to Finch is an hour and a half, the train consists of mostly leisure cars where you can sit at a table and be treated to a snack trolley. Otherwise, you can sit in the many standing cars with minimal seating and more standing room. 

my thoughts on logan *spoilers*

-never in a million years did i think i would cry so many times during an xmen ~related~ film but bitch!!!
-this movie came after me so many times i am shook
-this was such an emotional experience
-it was so packed too i usually go on discount days but i had to see this and wow literally not a seat left open!!!
-first movie from the franchise to be rated r and damn!!! It really needed it, i can’t imagine the film being pg 13
-i really loved the r rating… the gore the cussing the darker and more mature tone was something i didn’t think i needed til i saw this film
-the darker tone made it so much more intense and made logan feel more human
-fight/action scenes were all pure gratuitous fun i enjoyed all of it
-laura is adorable and shes a bad bitch my daughter will be like that!!! like wow this girl got paid to deadass be silent for half the movie but when she talked i was shook af
-and the nurse gabriella being aleida from oitnb like hey girll!!
-the banter between professor x and logan ugh and when logan called charles his dad
-this side of wolverine/ logan was so raw and sad.
-he def was not the mutant hero ive grown up watching but that was also the refreshing part bc it made it seem more realistic to me
-heartbreaking to watch someone spiral downward especially with the drinking and self hatred and the suicidal thoughts ugh
-laura is a mini wolverine but gonna grow to be so much stronger i love her every time she fucked someone up i was screaming YAAS
-finding out shes his daughter ugh i knew it bur dang!!
-honestly pierce the bad guy was sexy af i was having dirty thoughts while hating him at the same time
-i’m not a box of avocados logan
-logan is really so broken and traumatized inside
-charles telling logan that this is what its like to be normal before he left with that mans to fix the water or whatever
-and its sad to see charles so weak and sick and trapped in his mind and broken as well after what he did in westchester
-losing control is so awful and seeing someone who was once so great be at this point hurts
-when charles woke up in that familys house and was talking about how he remembered things and that it was the best night of his life but he didnt deserve it I WAS CRYING
-then i was like OMFG LOGAN IS ABOUT TO KILL HIM??? Turns out it was his fuckass clone mutant but i was still shook
-hugh jackman is a daddy he can still get it
-logan coping with charles was so sad this father son relationship rly fucked me up it was so cute when they were joking abt the past at academy during dinner
-laura gives me life!!! W her docs and cute ass outfit in sunglasses but she still vicious yas queen
-her relationship w charles was so beautiful too
-her driving!!! Aha and finally speaking that was a funny cute lil scene i was expecting her to be a little sassier but that wouldnt fit the tone of the movie so its all good
-all the cute lil mutant kids!!!! omfg so adorable its really fcked up what they were doing at transigen i was heated ugh
-they were so sweet helping him and ugh the scenes just between logan and laura rlly fucked me up like when she held his hand after he buried charles…
-my god the development of these relationships really messed me up!!!
-honestly his self loathing and pity party was getting a little annoying and the whole im no good for you act etc etc but i understand i guess
-telling laura she and her friends reminded him of the xmen RIP
-“people hurt me” “were different i hurt people”
-ugh i literally love them so much when he told her he was gonna shoot himself w that bullet then she took it from him wow cryin
-him being like u dont need me everyone i care about gets hurt or killed then she roasted him with the “THEN I GUESS ILL BE FINE” like damn girl
-ugh him coming to the rescue and taking the green stuff ugh i just knew this wouldnt end well but the fight scenes and seeing some of the kids use their powers was nice
-also enjoyed all the bad guys gettjng absolutely destroyed
-literally FUCK clone logan so hard she was really goin at him but i knew logans fate was inevitable since it was hughs last hoorah but wow
-i was in fucking puddles then she held his hand and called him fucking daddy!!!! THAT RUINED ME WHEN SHE ACKNOWLEDGE HE WAS HER FATHER HOLY FRICK
-“so this is what it feels like” logans last words realizing what its like to care for someone again/what it feels like to die omg laura crying made me cry
-the end. thank u for sticking w me if u read this whole thing talk to me about it im emotionally unstable
-idk i prob left some stuff out but this is a lot already im lowkey so sad rn
-i cant wait for the next xmen movie with the other cast i need more this was all my childhood upto now i need it all please


7 years of Glee:

7 years since we first fell in love with Finn Hudson, and more importantly, Cory Monteith, while singing “Can’t Fight This Feeling” in the showers

7 years since we first grew to admire Rachel Berry - as annoying as she might have been - through her passion and strive for stardom

7 years since we met with the original diva, Mercedes Jones, through the song R-E-S-P-E-C-T and her assuring us that she will forever be Beyonce

7 years since we we saw that adorkable wheelchaired kid Artie Abrams, and knew we wanted him to be a part of our squad

7 years since Kurt Hummel taught us everything this show stands for, that it’s okay to be different because your real friends will accept you

7 years since we heard Blaine Anderson sing Teenage Dream for Kurt, with over-gelled hair and the biggest smile you’ve ever seen

7 years since we instantly fell in love with Trouty Mouth through his rendition of “Billionaire” (the Glee fans still have their theories about the real reason the Kylie Jenner challenge got started)

7 years since Noah Puckerman reminded us that people do change, and no matter how much of a jackass you may have been in high school you can still come out on top

7 years since we met the most complex “prom queen” stereotype of all time, Quinn Fabray, as she taught us to chase your dreams no matter where it leads you, and don’t let your past define you

7 years since we were introduced to resident bad girl Santana Lopez, and we realized that appearances are deceiving - the high school bitch can also be the one with the biggest heart

7 years since Brittany S. Pierce proved that self-esteem is where your intelligence comes from, regardless of what anyone else says

7 years since Tina Cohen-Chang showed that no matter how dim your light appears right now, it can still shine just as bright if you want it to

7 years since Mike Chang taught us to follow our dreams, no matter what anyone else has to say about it

7 years since Sue Sylvester and her evil bitch facade walked into our lives, ruining and saving every bit of it

7 years since Will Schuester taught us to chase our dreams, if it leads to stardom or not

7 years of the show that changed our lives forever.

7 years of the show that gave us new perspective

7 years of the show that taught us about acceptance, love, and dreams

To an outsider, it’s just a show

To us, it’s family

Sun + Venus Aesthetics


Aries sun / Aries Venus: scraped knees, red lipstick, ripped fishnet tights

Aries sun / Taurus Venus: floor tickets at a concert, dark chocolate, combat boots

Aries sun / Cancer Venus: cuddling next to the fireplace, camping, woven blankets

Aries sun / Aquarius Venus: breathless conversations, red sunsets, cacti and succulents

Aries sun / Pisces Venus: getting lost in an unfamiliar city, driving in the rain, tired eyes


Taurus sun / Aries Venus: classic rock, red long-stem roses, nose rings 

Taurus sun / Taurus Venus: bubble baths, daffodils, classic dark wash jeans

Taurus sun / Gemini Venus: bubblegum, crinkled-up laughing eyes, champagne

Taurus sun / Cancer Venus: pastel balloons, the moon reflecting on a lake, acoustic guitars

Taurus sun / Pisces Venus: bluebirds, getting caught in the rain, high waisted shorts


Gemini sun / Aries Venus: lightning, laughing in the middle of a fight, stiletto heels

Gemini sun / Taurus Venus: mountain air, a perfect smile, wildflowers

Gemini sun / Gemini Venus: going out dancing, slapstick comedy, maraschino cherries

Gemini sun / Cancer Venus: pastel yellow sundresses, a worn out denim jacket, daisies

Gemini sun / Leo Venus: gold eye shadow, margaritas, long manicured nails


Cancer sun / Taurus Venus: first kisses, baby pictures, vintage dresses

Cancer sun / Gemini Venus: strawberry milkshakes, blowing bubbles, old convertible Volkswagen bugs

Cancer sun / Cancer Venus: clover flowers, silver lockets, sunshowers

Cancer sun / Leo Venus: piano music, sunflowers, promise rings

Cancer sun / Virgo Venus: polaroid pictures, forehead kisses, silvery moonlight


Leo sun / Gemini Venus: golden retriever puppies, braided hair, orange cream popsicles

Leo sun / Cancer Venus: red wine, engagement rings, Valentine’s Day chocolate

Leo sun / Leo Venus: perfect winged eyeliner, gold jewelry, crushed velvet

Leo sun / Virgo Venus: cashmere sweaters, caramel popcorn, high heeled boots

Leo sun / Libra Venus: aviator sunglasses, palm trees, 80′s cult movies


Virgo sun / Cancer Venus: freshly cut grass, crescent moons, flannel shirts

Virgo sun / Leo Venus: black coffee, thigh high socks, short bodycon dresses

Virgo sun / Virgo Venus: oversized sweaters, black framed glasses, old newspapers

Virgo sun / Libra Venus: windswept hair, coffee shops, lace stockings

Virgo sun / Scorpio Venus: black cats, crop tops, vinyl records


Libra sun / Leo Venus: lemonade, charm bracelets, gold tiaras

Libra sun / Virgo Venus: fairy lights, sparrows, a seedling just poking out of the soil

Libra sun / Libra Venus: cupcakes with pink frosting, designer brands, first dates

Libra sun / Scorpio Venus: converse high tops, smirks, amethyst 

Libra sun / Sagittarius Venus: private jets, tequila shots, seashells


Scorpio sun / Virgo Venus: Doc Martens, obsidian, stargazing on the roof

Scorpio sun / Libra Venus: strawberries, angel wings, sly smiles

Scorpio sun / Scorpio Venus: acid wash denim, vintage concert posters, things said in the heat of the moment

Scorpio sun / Sagittarius Venus: broken glass, chipped nail polish, beach bonfires

Scorpio sun / Capricorn Venus: werewolves, vanilla candles, smiling through tears


Sagittarius sun / Libra Venus: bioluminescent beaches, quick kisses, flirting with a perfect stranger

Sagittarius sun / Scorpio Venus: crunchy leaves, wild eyes, losing baby teeth

Sagittarius sun / Sagittarius Venus: making people laugh, sneaking out, music festivals

Sagittarius sun / Capricorn Venus: the smell of smoke, old maps, iced tea

Sagittarius sun / Aquarius Venus: sunburns, the feeling of wind in your hair, sand between your toes


Capricorn sun / Scorpio Venus: thunderstorms, first love, the satisfaction of getting your way

Capricorn sun / Sagittarius Venus: sarcastic remarks, septum piercings, the “bad boy”

Capricorn sun / Capricorn Venus: crooked smiles, classic cars, cinnamon whiskey

Capricorn sun / Aquarius Venus: postcards, walking through grass barefoot, staying up until sunrise

Capricorn sun / Pisces Venus: foggy mornings, herbal tea, shooting stars


Aquarius sun / Aries Venus: exploring abandoned places, debates, laughing so hard you cry

Aquarius sun / Sagittarius Venus: spontaneous midnight road trips, borrowed sweatshirts, beanies

Aquarius sun / Capricorn Venus: ghost stories, fireflies, skateboarding

Aquarius sun / Aquarius Venus: hawks, ripped jeans, the irresistible urge to do something reckless

Aquarius sun / Pisces Venus: pastel hair, fairy tales, constellations


Pisces sun / Aries Venus: black pearls, burned out matches, ferris wheels

Pisces sun / Taurus Venus: tide pools, the smell before rain, cotton candy

Pisces sun / Capricorn Venus: meteor showers, crystal-covered caves, daydreaming

Pisces sun / Aquarius Venus: crystal balls, watercolor paintings, Greek mythology

Pisces sun / Pisces Venus: hypnotic eyes, unconditional love, wild hair

touches & kisses

✩ jb (im jaebum) x got7
✩ bad boy / pierced!au
rated x warning; sexual content – kinkiest scenario i’ve written so far omgsfowehjfewo
✩ for nini :’)

The reputation your boyfriend held was personified from mere stereotypical advances. From his icy stare to his intimidating demeanor, his studded leather jacket to his ripped skinny jeans, and his revving motorcycle to his silver lip rings; Jaebum was defined as the town’s bad boy from his looks alone. You hated the fact that nearly everyone judged your beau for his appearance and not for the kind hearted man you fell in love with.

Quite truthfully, Jaebum was nothing but sweet and charming and a complete gentleman. A young man who was rough around the edges gave your cookie cutter town something to leer about. Looks didn’t define the charming man who opened doors for you, helped the elderly carry their groceries and volunteered at the animal shelter with you.

Im Jaebum was the definition of the sweetest guy in your eyes.

But those qualities weren’t the only reasons you adored him.

Keep reading

Liberty Pt.3

Originally posted by ageofdestruction

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Reader

AU: Pirates of the Caribbean Universe

Characters: Bucky Barnes, Natalia Romanoff, Clint Barton, Tony Stark, Wanda Maximoff, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, Peter Parker, Baron Zemo (mentiones briefly)

Warnings for this fic: Angst, eventual smut in future chapters (slow burn), running away, profanity, violence (future chapters).

Word count for this chapter: (2590)

A/N: So here’s chapter 3, it’s a little longer than the rest. I hope everyone enjoys it, I’m trying to make it as interesting as possible without droaning on. Any feedback is appreaciated!

I listened to this whilst writing

Part 1 / Part 2

Captain James ‘Bucky’ Barnes was a peculiar man, how he sailed the seas for most of his 27 years. He was born at sea, he would most likely die at sea. All pirates, including those in the farthest corners of the maps, had heard of the infamous Captain. You? You were the governor’s daughter, secretly hoping to be taken out to seas and to be set free.


He could feel the blush spread from your bust to the tips of your ears, he could feel your heart fluttering behind your ribs as he neared you. As he spoke his breath gently whisped across your forehead.

“Yet.. an innocent soul like you has never traveled the seas? Oh, darling, you will be of great use to me, I will show you the world beyond this one, just you wait.”


The boat that rocked…

That’s what you were going to call it, not the St. Brooklyn.

Of course, you wouldn’t speak a word of your nickname for the beautiful boat. As you both left the captain’s cabin, the rough water made the ship almost capsize, sending you tumbling everywhere. You wondered why the currents were so strong; for only the gods of the sea knew what creatures lay beneath the salty water of the Caribbean sea.

Bucky led you to the main deck, having you tailing behind him, watching as the crew eyes you suspiciously.

Stop the gawking and get back to your stations, we’re in rough waters, not a blasted paddling pool.” Bucky quipped. Everyone’s gaze shifted towards the ocean surrounding them and scurried back to their stations.

You didn’t look where you were going and bumped into the tall, bulky frame of a man. “See what I told you, Pierce? Bad luck having another woman on board, let alone one, get out of the way you feculent bitch-

Before you realised, he had raised a hand to swipe, you squeaked and waited for the impact, though it never came. You peaked your eyes open to see the Captain himself holding the wrist of the burly man.

The moment you raise your hand to a woman is the moment you seize to be a man. If I see or hear you speak ill of the two lovely women aboard my ship once more, I will personally throw you overboard, savvy?” The intimidation in Bucky’s voice left you weak at the knees. The man mumbled an ‘aye, captain’ as Bucky released his arm. “Don’t let the salt of the sea get to your head just because you haven’t gotten laid in 2 years, Brock, get back to your station.

You saw your captain smirk at you before gesturing for you to follow him to a lone crate. He rolled out the large map on the flat surface and pointed to 'España’.

This is where we are heading first, now the water is deceiving, it’s giving off the illusion that there is plenty of wind, but there is not. We aren’t gaining speed at all and the way the water is stalling movement, but I believe as soon as we leave the Caribbean the wind will pull us through to the Atlantic fast, probably about 35 to 40 knots every passing hour. What do you think, Y/N?

You watched as his lips moved with every word, curling over the syllables of your name.

Your fingers traced the lines and inking on the map.

Aye, judging by the contrast between these waters and the Atlantic, with the speed of 20 knots, I say we could arrive within… ten days- at least, if the wind pushes against us.” You smile up at the captain to find him already staring down at you, he seemed to be studying you and biting his lip.

Suddenly the ship hit a large wave and violently lurched up, sending you crashing into the man in front of you, he caught you with the ease.

S-sorry Sir! I uh-” You gasped, he rolled his eyes in a slightly playful manner as he whipped around.

Wanda! A little help with the waves would be nice, please!” Bucky bellowed, suddenly you saw a flash of red light and a woman appeared in front of both of you, you couldn’t believe.

Crow’s nest?” She questioned, there was a slight twinge to her accent that you had never heard before. She wasn’t from Britain, and she wasn’t from Port Royal, her skin was pale and her hair long, falling in brown waves along her slender shoulders and back. She was the replica of a mermaid, such beauty in her features you could barely believe she was human- you couldn’t fathom as you saw her levitate upwards towards the top of the main mast.

Needless to say, you were shaken, for the rumours and stories had been true all this time; there was another world just waiting to be discovered by man, you just hoped they wouldn’t destroy it.

You watched in awe as the witch’s hands were surrounded by red magic, and the sea had become less daunting and calmer. You had to admit- you felt slightly sick due to the constant bobbing and the shock.

You admired the woman as she floated gracefully down. You kept your distance, not because you were shy, because you didn’t want to say anything ridiculous that could probably tempt the witch to hex you.

Miss Y/L/N would you be so kind to follow me once more to the quarterdeck?” His voice snapped you out of your daze,  "Aye, sir-

You know darlin’, as much as I adore you calling me 'sir’, I wouldn’t mind if you were to call me Bucky.“ He cooed, the way he looked at you made you shiver, you shook your head and followed him up the steps to your destination, there stood Sam and another man you didn’t know the name of.

I’m astonished, sir- I mean, Bucky, at the power of such a woman, if she wanted, she could rule the seas and alter the tides for all eternity, it’s brilliant, yet terrifying.“ You made light conversation and heard Sam chuckle at your words.

Indeed Ma'am, though as wonderful as that sounds, Wanda isn’t as strong as she used to be, you see without her heart, her powers are fragile and can only be used to a certain extent, for she gave it to someone else, sacrificed maybe, I don’t know, but that person or being probably meant a hell of a lot.

You were deep in thought as his words processed through your brain, why didn’t she have a heart? Was she cursed? It explained why her skin was alabaster. ”It’s not my place to say, I’d rather you hear it from someone who deserves to tell you,“ Bucky whispered. You nodded in agreement and started looking at the charts again. ”hard to starboard, Sam.

Aye aye Captain!


As night fell and the waters were calm, you took a moment to observe the beauty of the open seas, the sky was black and speckled with the constellations. You wondered how many were out there, thousands? Millions?

I’d like to believe there are are at least 700 billion.“ You jumped at the voice behind you. It was Wanda. ”Hello, I’m Wanda, of course, you already know that. You are Y/N, correct?“ You nodded in response, offering a timid smile.

It’s a pleasure to meet you, Wanda.“ You held out your hand for her to shake and she took it with a smile. You found out she was 23, from a place called ’Sokovia’ a place on the map you had never heard of before, it was located somewhere in eastern Europe.

So, why did you run away- oh, lord forgive me I apologise for being so bold, I er, have abilities more than in my hands and my mouth seems to wag without my consent.. nevermind“. Wanda grumbled and you could tell she was embarrassed due to the red tinge in her cheeks.

"It’s okay, we all have things we can’t control.” You reassured her, she returned to smile and mumbled a ’yes, that much is very true’, you explained briefly why you boarded the ship in a few short bullet points.

Hey, Wanda!” You heard Sam shout from the forecastle. He was grinning and beckoning her to come over to him. “Excuse me, have a pleasant night, Y/N!” You could tell her mood was brightened instantly, you could tell there was something…

Goodnight, Wanda.” You peered around the main deck, there wasn’t a soul in sight, apart from a crew member everyone must be below decks having supper, you thought, and maybe Bucky was in his cabin, probably reading over some charts and preparing to show you the ropes for the morning.

You walked along the deck, fingers ghosting over everything you passed, you inhaled the gentle ocean breeze and breathed a sigh of relief.

You didn’t think liberty would be so tranquil.

You closed your eyes for a minute and let your other senses take over, the whisper of the wind dancing around your locks, the smell of the salt and gunpowder, hearing the water lap at the sides of the ship.

It was magical.

Captain Barnes was a well-mannered, intelligent man. His intimidating exterior disguised his emotions, you had an inkling that on the inside he was pure cotton, judging by how he had defended you against Brock. You wouldn’t mind sailing with him to the end of your days, the idea made the corners of your mouth curl upwards, only slightly, and you let out a light giggle.

And what are you giggling about, sweetheart?” You yelped in surprise at the voice.

Good evening, B-Bucky. I would have assumed you were eating supper in your cabin!

I haven’t eaten yet, I was going to ask if you would join me and then discuss the journey afterwards.” He regarded with a sweet smile.

O-oh! I wouldn’t pass up that offer, sir, I’d love to, may I wander the ship a bit longer until you beckon me?

Only if you allow me to lend you a coat, the wind is picking up and the only warm thing you’re wearing is that beautiful smile.

Flirting, was this it? He draped a heavy coat over your shoulders, his hands lingering just a few seconds longer than they should have.

Thank you, Captain, you can accompany on my little stroll if you would like.” It was more of a request than an offer, he nodded and walked along with you.

He pointed out many of the stars and told you what their names were, occasionally coming behind you and gently craning your neck so you could see what he was seeing. The gentle touch of his fingers sent a pleasant jolt through your body.

What is this feeling?


Crickey O'Riley, look at the time, shall we head back? I would assume supper is freshly cooked and ready to be eaten, and you could do with some food and drink?” Bucky suggested, he was right, now that he reminded you, your stomach made it clear that you needed some food, and your lips and mouth did feel a little dry, but that wasn’t just because you were dehydrated.

As Bucky lead you to the Captain’s cabin again, he held the door for you, you thanked him and then stood awkwardly as you waited to be told where you were to be seated.

Allow me,” Bucky beckoned you to sit in a chair, he tucked you in under the table and made his way to his own seat.

Rum, or water?

I’d much prefer water, thank you, I’ve never tried rum before and all I need right now is to be hydrated instead of intoxicated.” You sassed, you could feel his gaze on you as you ate what was on your plate.

So tell me, Y/N,” you watched as his lips wrapped around the fork he was eating from, “what do you think about the journey plans?

They’re reasonable, judging by the distance of the journey and speed of the wind, currently, we’ll probably arrive at Singapore in about 39 days… At the most.” You smiled, taking a swig of some water.

Bucky watched you as he ate his food, though you were deemed harmless, he was still weary; you didn’t know what the 'new feeling’ was, in your stomach. He could feel your emotions, all of them. He took a liking to you.

Oh shoot, er, Bucky, where am I to sleep? It has completely missed my mind until now-

Shit… you may I sleep in my quarters if you’d like until I can ask Wanda to conjure a cot for you at dawn tomorrow, would that be too bold?” Your skin flushed pink at his cursing and his suggestion, share a bed? With a man whom you had just met? It seemed absolutely ludicrous.

It’s a queen size, I will keep to my side if you keep to yours.” He was serious.

Thank you, is there a particular side that you would like to claim, Captain?”

Yes, the right side is mine, I hope you don’t mind.” You laughed lightly at his comment, even the most famous of pirates have their tiny needs.


You awoke to the sound of grunting and moaning. You slowly flipped to your opposite side to see Bucky writhing and covered in sweat. You were asleep by the time he had come to his chamber, so you didn’t know what he would be wearing.

The covers of the bed had slipped down to his ankles, you assumed this as because of the thrashing. You watched in awe as one of the mightiest Pirates was in a vulnerable state. His head kept twitching from side to side.

You leaned up and gently brushed a piece of hair from his forehead. “James, er, Bucky? Wake up, it’s okay, it’s just a nightmare.” You placed a gentle hand on his shoulder and slightly shook him, attempting to shake him from his slumbering state.

His eyes snapped open at the contact and he automatically grabbed your wrist, he rolled over and trapped your soft body between the mattress and his weight. His right hand had cuffed both your slender wrists as his left came to wrap around your throat. “Who are you?” He ground out, he was still in a state.

Why do you like to choke me so much? Bloody hell- Captain James- Bucky, wake up! It’s me, Y/N!” You pleaded, “it’s-It’s okay, you needn’t be afraid, I won’t hurt you.


Bucky snapped out of it and came back to reality, loosening his grip on your wrists, your hands instantly came to rest upon his face to stroke away the liquid trauma leaking from his eyes.

I, fuck, I’m sorry, Y/N…” He didn’t realise how the proximity between both your faces had slimmed. He licked his lips, and he felt your soft, sweet exhale fan on his lips and he leaned down, slowly, as if not to startle you.


You felt the slightest graze of his lips upon yours, and your eyes fluttered close, the feeling that burned in your chest could compare to a cannon fire and it felt so good. You pulled him a little closer and your lips pushed a little bit harder onto his, reveling in the softness. You felt his tongue swipe across your bottom lip and gasped, you had never been kissed like this before, and the burning sensation in your lower tummy grew larger and more intense.

You slowly broke apart, his hands leaving your body.

I’m sorry miss, I-

Go back to sleep, Captain. You’re delusional.


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The Car Crash

Originally posted by imaginesbts

Characters: Jungkook x Reader/ Taehyung x Reader

Summary: Jungkook knew it was wrong to be with you. He knew that the moment you and him become anything more than friends everything would shatter. It was a love, an infatuation that was meant to be one sided. After all, you were his brother’s girlfriend. And he couldn’t dare to break that up.

Length: 7245 words

Genre: Angst/ Fluff

-July 22, 2012 [11 pm] -

Jungkook and his brother, Taehyung, were going to Hongdae for a friends graduation party. Their friend had invited them last minute and they both decided to go since they had nothing better to do. Plus, Jungkook knew you would be there.

When they walked into the club, it smelled like sweat and booze. It was an aroma that hit him instantly. As Jungkook followed Taehyung across the bar, he bumped into people. It was completely crowded but he tried to focus on his brothers bright shirt. They finally made their way up the stairs, toward a private booth where their friends were.

He saw that you were standing around because there weren’t any more seats left. Jungkook chuckled at his best friend’s awkward stance.

Suddenly you locked eyes with him. “Jungkoooook! Yay you’re here!” you yelled over the loud music that was playing. Jungkook smiled at you. He was surprised and curious as to why you were so happy to see him. But he didn’t question it because it made him happy. Especially since he had been in love with you for a while now.

“Hello Y/N” he grinned mischievously.

You rolled your eyes at his attempt to be flirty “Ew Jungkook,” you stated. While those words left your mouth, part of you couldn’t ignore that being flirty suited him. His white shirt and black jeans echoed a bad boy image. His piercing brown eyes also made you melt. You definitely noticed those things about your best friend. But at the same time you knew him for too long to put much thought into his attributes. Afterall, sometimes he was still the kid who would steal your gum and put it on your clothes when you weren’t looking. You chuckled at the memory of you running after him in frustration when you were younger.


After a couple of shots Jungkook was beginning to feel loose. His body moved on its own but he was still able to function. He walked over to the dance floor when he suddenly spotted you in the middle. His eyes lit up when he saw you were laughing and dancing to the music. He made his way past the sweaty bodies and tried to grab your attention. Those extra drinks made him feel more confident so he began dancing near you.

You noticed that Jungkook was being more touchy than normal. At first you were trying to ask him if he was drunk, but he kept shaking his head that he wasn’t. So you continued dancing because afterall it was a club. When the song was about to end Jungkook turned to face you and whispered in your ear.

“Hey can you come out with me? I need to tell you something,” he said stuttering his words a bit. Even though he had said he wasn’t drunk, you were beginning to think those shots were kicking in. You looked at him for a second trying to examine his expression but you couldn’t make out if he was serious or not.

“Okay,” you agreed. You weren’t sure what he wanted to talk to you about but you decided anything would be better than the thick air of the dance floor.

As you were making your way toward the door, you were both stopped by Taehyung. He was clearly tipsy. “Brooo lets do some shots cmon…it’s on me,” he stuttered. You were shaking your head that you didn’t want to drink, but Jungkook grabbed your arm and led you to their friends who were all doing shots. Everyone was gathered around the table talking loudly and laughing.  

“I got two more people!” Taehyung cheered lifting his cup of beer. Everyone cheered in response. As you made your way to the booth, there wasn’t enough space so you and Jungkook were squished together. You could feel his thigh touching yours. And for some reason you weren’t mad.

Your classmate Jimin began explaining the rules of the game. It was basically similar to Truth or Dare. The cards with even numbers were dares and odd numbers were truths. If you didn’t answer truthfully to a question then you had to do the dare. If you didn’t do the dare then you had to go around the table and take everyone’s shots.

As the game progressed, Jungkook’s turn soon came. He flipped an odd number. Yoongi, one of Jungkook’s closest friends from school, asked the question.

In the dark light, you saw Yoongi smiling mischievously. “Alright my dear friend Jungkook. Is it true that you like Y/N?” he blurted.

Your heart instantly stopped. You froze and replayed the question over and over again in your head. Does Jungkook like me? you thought. Jungkook cleared his throat and you turned to face him but were unable to look him in the eye.

He smirked. “Well duh I like her… we’re best friends,” he nonchalantly replied. Everyone booed. Jungkook laughed. “You wanted the truth, well that’s the truth.”

When his turn passed, you noticed that he quietly nudged you under the table. You lifted your head and he mouthed if you were okay. You nodded your head forcing a smile. Somehow you were relieved but also disappointed at his answer. After a couple of rounds, Jungkook had taken more than five shots. When you looked over at him you saw that he was completely out of it.

Around 3 am everyone was beginning to go home. You shook Jungkook’s arm whose upper body was collapsed on the table. “Jungkook, get up we’re leaving,” you said. He murmured something but you couldn’t hear him. “What?” you asked moving your head closer to his. Again he said something but you didn’t understand. “Jungkook get up I can’t fucking hear you,” you sighed.

All of a sudden he lifted his head up and cupped your face. His eyes were heavy and a grin was on his face. The same grin that he had when he walked into the club. You stood there in shock at his sudden movements.

“What are you doing?” you questioned in awe.

He let out a smile. “This,” he blurted. All of a sudden your lips were touching Jungkook’s, your best friend, the kid you’ve known since first grade. Your heart was heavy and about to leap out of your chest. You couldn’t believe that he was kissing you. But at the same time you realized that you were kissing him too. Why are you kissing him back? Yet somehow you didn’t force yourself to stop. Instead you gave in to Jungkook’s embrace as he put his arms around your waist and pulled you in closer. He kissed you more deeply and you felt like you were completely entranced. After about a minute, he stopped kissing you and gave you small pecks. It sent shivers up your spine.

When you were both facing each other, his hand interlocked yours and he whispered “I’ll call you tomorrow.” You watched him walk down the stairs toward Taehyung, who had now sobered up. Jungkook looked back at you once more.

-July 22, 2012 [4 am]-

“Tae! Run! Get the fuck out of here now!” Jungkook screamed at Taehyung whose head wobbled over the steering wheel. His hands were trembling as he looked off into the wreck in front of them. A car was thrown against a nearby tree and was slowly beginning to catch on fire.

“Did you hear me?! Fucking get out now!” Jungkook yelled removing Taehyung’s hands from the steering wheel.

“Shit!” Jungkook yelled as he opened the passenger door. He was still tipsy from the drinks at the club but he managed to storm over to the driver’s seat. “Get out! You need to leave before the cops get here,” He yelled over the faint sirens that could be heard in the background.

Taehyung suddenly awoke from his trance. “I can’t just leave you here,” he stuttered looking back and forth from the tree to Jungkook.

“You can and you will.” Jungkook demanded as he dragged Taehyung out of the car. “I am not letting you screw up your life. You’re the only one in this family who isn’t fucked up. Now get the hell out here! RUN!” He yelled waving his arms in front of him motioning Taehyung to run. Taehyung began walking backwards, his back toward the wrecked car. His eyes were dark and he looked distraught.

“Didn’t you hear me? God dammit Tae, run!” Jungkook pleaded from the driver’s seat that he had taken over. And Taehyung did just that.

-5 Years Later-

Jungkook thought that prison was a place where the worst of the worst went. He thought it was a place filled with murderers and thieves. But in the last five years, he found out that prison housed men of all backgrounds. He had met men that were fathers, uncles, and brothers. People with their own stories and struggles. Some of them had regretted their past actions and some were accused for something they had not committed. Yet everyone was serving their time.

During the five years that he spent in prison, not once did Jungkook regret his decision. He was the type of person that looked out for the people he loved. Taehyung was no exception. Throughout Jungkook’s entire life people had compared him to his older brother. Despite the negative comments, Jungkook did not feel angry. In fact, he acknowledged his own failures and didn’t feel jealousy toward his brother. So, the choice to take his brothers place was an easy one for him. Especially since he knew that Taehyung was getting ready to go to university. He knew that if his brother was arrested for the car crash, all of Taehyung’s dreams would have shattered. He couldn’t let that happen.


The sun was blazing down on his face as Jungkook walked out of the black prison gates. He squinted his eyes as he tried to take a glimpse of the cloudless sky. A small sigh escaped from his lips. While five years had passed by quickly, he felt thankful to have spent a relatively short amount of time locked up. Thankfully the car crash didn’t result in any deaths. But the judge  ruled a sentence for drunk driving. Jungkook pondered over the exact events that occurred five summers ago. He wondered how different his life would have been. Yet he disregarded those thoughts and forced a smile as he pictured his brother living a happy life.

Suddenly, a horn honked in the distance. Jungkook’s head swerved toward the sound as he tried to identify the woman. It was you. Before he got out of prison, he believed no one would pick him up, which Jungkook expected. Taehyung would be stuck with school or work. His parents were probably too ashamed of him. So, he was ready to take the long bus ride back to Seoul. But surprisingly you came. And you were the last person he expected to see.

You watched Jungkook swing his duffle bag across his shoulder and walk to your car. His hair was messy and longer. As he fixed his white t-shirt you noticed that his clothes looked loose on him. Somehow that made you feel sad knowing that he lost a lot of weight. But your eyes lit up when you saw him flash you a smile.

“Well this is a surprise,” he chuckled as he placed his bag on the floor and opened his arms.

For a split second you froze. It’s just Jungkook. Of course it’s okay if you hug him, you thought. So you smiled back at him. He quickly pulled you in and wrapped his arms around you. His embrace felt warm and comfortable. It reminded you of that night.

“Wow you stink,” you remarked trying to break the sudden tension that you felt.

He rolled his eyes at you. “Yeah prison isn’t really known for its bubble baths.”

You pulled out of the hug and leaned back against your car. Your eyes scanned the bottom of his shoes trying not to make eye contact. While you had gotten used to the fact that Jungkook was in prison, it was still a tough subject for you to talk about. You had known him your entire life. You grew up together and did everything with each other. You thought you knew him, but that night five years ago changed your entire world. You were expecting your relationship with him to go a completely different way than what it turned out to be.  

“Did you hear me?”Jungkook asked leaning down to catch your attention which was still on the floor. You batted your eyes breaking your stare. “Sorry, what did you say?”

Jungkook stood up straight. He folded his arms playfully. “I said. Aren’t you gonna open the door for me?” After hearing what he said you punched his arm. His bicep felt strong. I guess he had time to workout, you thought. As you shook your head at him, he hung his head childishly and walked to the passenger’s side. When you were both inside he was suddenly stiff. His expression became tense and his body also mirrored it.

“Are you okay?” You asked concerned. He looked at you warmly. A bright smile escaped from his lips. “Yeah,” he said. You knew he was lying but you didn’t want to make him talk about something he wasn’t ready to discuss. So you brushed off the uneasiness you felt.

As you were pulling out of the parking lot, you noticed that Jungkook was looking at the picture of you and Tae, which you forgot was hanging on a small chain beside the mirror. You felt a knot develop in your stomach. Jungkook didn’t know you and Taehyung were together. Five years ago you would never consider dating Taehyung. But Jungkook’s sudden departure from your life left you feeling empty and sad. You didn’t know how to function without him. He wasn’t only your best friend, he was the one who you talked to when you were upset, when you were mad, and when you were confused about life. So, it was insanely difficult being on your own. But when you began talking with Taehyung there was a sense of companionship that you found once again.

When you got together with Taehyung you wanted to keep it a secret from Jungkook. It was part of the reason why you didn’t visit him in prison that much. You knew that you could never look him in the eye and tell him the truth. But Taehyung had a different opinion. He wanted to let Jungkook know about your relationship. In fact, he was adamant about visiting him and letting him know you two were dating right away. But you thought it was unfair that Jungkook find out that his best friend was dating his brother when he was in a vulnerable state. So, you told Taehyung to wait until he got out. You didn’t realize Jungkook would find out so soon.


Jungkook’s heart sank when he saw that picture. It was as if time had stopped, yet the pain was continuous. There was no going back. He couldn’t erase what he saw. He couldn’t forget how his brother was kissing his best friend, the one he always loved. The one he had kissed. Sadly, he couldn’t find the courage to say to you the words I love you. Partially because he didn’t want to lose your friendship. He wanted to yell and scream, but he didn’t. Instead, he just stared at the photo silently.

Your voice echoed in his mind. “Jungkook?”

“So did you finish school?” He asked abruptly trying to change the subject. He saw your perplexed expression at his suddenness.

Your eyes shifted toward the road unable to make eye contact. “Yeah I finished last year. I’ve been trying to find a job these last couple of months,” you explained in a rather monotone voice. You were still  confused why he didn’t ask any questions about the picture. He definitely didn’t know beforehand about you and Taehyung. And you were certain he was staring at it intently. So why was he avoiding the topic?

The car ride to Seoul was fairly quiet. Jungkook tried to make it less awkward by cracking jokes but it was clear that both of you were uncomfortable.

“Everyone is excited is to see you again,” you added as you made a turn when the light turned green. You saw from your peripheral Jungkook didn’t react. “I mean they’re curious to see how you’re doing,” you rephrased wondering if what you said previously offended him.

Jungkook scoffed. “Curious..? Hmm I’m sure no one gives a shit,” he spat nonchalantly.

You were taken aback by his response. “Jungkook…people care about you. You know that right?” you said trying to comfort him. He let out a fake laugh. “Right, I can see that,” he pointed out.

At this point you were beginning to get upset because he was acting defensive and cold toward you. You wanted to scream at him but you decided to hold back your emotions. You started speaking. “I know it’s been five years but-“

Jungkook interrupted you. “But what? Don’t say that things will be the same because that’s bullshit.” He blurted in a loud voice. You could tell that he was heated but quickly quieted down once he saw your reaction. Jungkook let out a sigh and closed his eyes. “Let’s just go home okay. I’m tired,” he murmured.

You didn’t respond. Instead, you just drove on wishing that you could escape the intense situation you were in.


Jungkook was greeted by his parents and his brother. His mom was crying as she hugged him tightly. She stroked the back of his head and cupped his face. His dad, who was usually frigid, was also emotional. Jungkook was surprised by their reactions. His parents did not visit him too often in prison. He assumed that they were embarrassed or ashamed, which he understood. But their sudden warmth made him feel overjoyed. His brother stood beside them staring at Jungkook. He had his hair styled back in a sleek way. He was wearing a business suit with a light pink shirt. If they weren’t brothers Jungkook would have confused him for a CEO. When he went up to Taehyung, Jungkook sensed that their was an awkward tension between the two of them. For a moment he was confused why his brother was not being his overly bubbly and warm self, the one he looked up to and confided in when he was younger. Now he seemed to echo a person who was obnoxious and sophisticated.

“Good to see you bro,” Jungkook stated going in for a hug. Taehyung smiled sheepishly.

“Yeah, glad you’re back,” he replied less than enthusiastically. Jungkook noticed his tone of voice but ignored it. He assumed that his brother was just tired because of work.

After their quick encounter Taehyung ran up to you. He was being more affectionate and expressive.

When he kissed you, your initial reaction was to look at Jungkook. You hoped that he wasn’t hurt.
Surprisingly Jungkook wasn’t upset. Instead he said, “Congratulations guys.” Your eyebrow rose in curiosity. Jungkook was being way too nice.

When everyone went inside, you pulled Jungkook away from his family. “Jungkook, are you okay? I know this is really random and out of the blue but I just want to make sure-”

Jungkook stopped you. “It’s alright. If you guys are happy, I’m fine,” he explained. He forced a smile but you sensed that he was putting up a front. He walked away from you and made his way into the house. You looked at his back and part of you wanted him to turn around but he never did.

-6 months later-

You were walking in Itaewon when a familiar face caught your eye. It was your friend Eunji from high school. She was with a boy with brown hair. His back was toward you because he was paying for something. You called out to her as you waved your arms in the air. “Eunji!” you called.

She looked up at you and smiled. You quickly ran to where she was standing. “Wow, it’s been forever,” you laughed giving her a hug. She hugged you back. “Yeah! How have you been?” she asked. You nodded your head and told her you were fine. Suddenly the broad shouldered boy turned around and your heart stopped.

“Jungkook?” you questioned surprised to see them together.  “What are you doing here?” you added. He looked as shocked as you were. You and Jungkook had been distant the last couple of months. And you definitely understood why. He felt awkward around you and Taehyung. However, a selfish part of you missed your best friend. But seeing him after so long made you emotional.

“Oh right I completely forgot you were friends,” Eunji mentioned. “Jungkook and I are dating.”

When she said those last few words you felt tears beginning to form. You tried to hold them back and cleared your throat. “Oh..I see. You guys make a cute couple,” you lied. You tried to force a smile, but it was impossible because your lips began quivering at the slightest movement. “Listen I’m late for something but we should meet up soon,” you added trying to get myself out of that situation.

Jungkook spoke up before you left. “Didn’t my brother tell you?..We’re all having dinner tonight with my parents.”

Your heart suddenly stopped. If Jungkook and Eunji were meeting his parents then it definitely must be serious. You tried to suppress your sadness. “Oh no he didn’t tell me. I guess he forgot,” you answered.

Jungkook looked at you intensely. “Yeah I guess he did,” he said. “See you there,” Eunji added as you began to leave. You looked back and forced a smile. “Yeah, see you.”


You were surprised when Taehyung kissed you in front of his family. He was always worried about PDA, especially amongst family and friends. “Babe, what are you doing?” You asked embarrassed.

He pulled back from the kiss. “What? I can’t kiss my girlfriend?” He remarked.

You shook your head. You wanted to tell him that his brother, was standing right there and that kissing wasn’t appropriate at this time. But, you held back. Why did you even care? Jungkook was in a relationship already. He had his own girlfriend now. “Nevermind” you mumbled. As you moved slightly closer to Jungkook, you noticed his gaze was stuck on you and his jaw was clenched tightly. Eunji was standing to his right but she was too busy looking at her phone.

He suddenly spoke up. “Guys we’ll be right back. I need to talk to Y/N about something,”  Jungkook stated out of the blue.

You noticed that Taehyung became defensive. “Talk to her? What do you need to talk to her about?” He blurted. Eunji suddenly looked up from her phone but didn’t really respond.

Jungkook grinned. “C’mon Tae. I just wanna catch up with my best friend. You can have your girlfriend soon don’t worry,” he answered.

Taehyung didn’t say anything for a while. “Fine, just don’t take too long,” he finally demanded.

When they were gone, Jungkook walked over to where you were standing. He tried to grab your wrist but you pulled away. “What are you doing?” you asked puzzled at his sudden move.

He tried to grab your wrist again and this time he was successful. Before you knew it, he was pulling you down the street. A million thoughts went through your head. Jungkook seemed angry, but you knew he would never hurt you. He was still your best friend, the one you grew up with. He wasn’t someone who was reckless. But whenever you thought that, your mind went right back to the accident.

“Where are we going?” You called out. He didn’t reply. “Jungkook, what’s going on?” you repeated. Again, no response. Since he was not answering your questions you were trying to break free of his grip. But he tugged on more tightly. When you finally stopped you were five blocks from the house.

“Jungkook! What the hell are you doing?” You screamed. He stepped back and shoved his hands in his pockets. He walked back and forth for a few seconds

Then, when he stopped, he stared at you intensely. He yelled, “What the hell are YOU doing?”

You were surprised at his reaction. “Me? I’m not the one who’s dragging people to god knows where.” You scolded.

Jungkook scoffed at your reply. “Please, you know I would never hurt you,” he stated. You sensed the sincerity in his voice as he spoke the last few words quietly.  

“Then what are we doing here Jungkook? Why did you drag me here?” You questioned stepping closer to him as you lifted your head simultaneously.  

He rubbed the back of his neck. His eyes fell to the floor. “This feels weird,” he blurted. You tried to wrap your mind around what he said.

“What feels weird?” you asked curiously. Jungkook didn’t respond.

He suddenly spoke up. “Your relationship with my brother feels weird,” he choked. You were surprised and offended. Sure Jungkook was your best friend, but who the hell was he to say that about your relationship. You were in a happy place now. He didn’t know how much you suffered when he was gone. Also he had no right to say that to you when he was dating someone else.

You let out a deep sigh, unable to comprehend your emotions. “I know it’s weird. You were gone for five years so of course it’s strange. Also, he’s your brother so I get it,” you remarked trying to be understanding.

Jungkook shook his head. “No you don’t get it,” he answered.

You closed your eyes trying to gather your thoughts “Look I’m sorry. I know you must feel weird or hurt. But when you were in prison-”

Jungkook interrupted you “Prison. Prison. Prison. Yeah I was in prison okay. Why do you constantly have to mention that?! Especially you!” He pointed out angrily.

You were surprised at his outburst. “It’s not like I said a lie. You were in prison. Yeah, so what? You did something bad and went to jail for it. It happens to a lot of people Jungkook..I’m not judging you-“ He suddenly grabbed your shoulders and his eyes looked stern.

“Who told you that it was my fault?” He inquired stressing every syllable. Now you were beginning to get scared. You weren’t sure what he was referring to.

You stuttered your words as you answered him. “I mean Taehyung told me you got in an accident. No one died, but you were drunk and the judge wasn’t lenient.”

His hands were still on your shoulders. You could feel his grip getting tighter. Clearly, what you said did not sit well with him. “I can’t believe he fucking said that,” he cracked, his voice breaking up as if he was about to cry. “Your sweet, intelligent boyfriend was the one who caused that accident. I took the fault because I knew he got into college.” Jungkook spat.

You tried to process what he said. Words were coming out of his mouth but somehow you couldn’t believe anything he was saying. Taehyung had clearly told you that the accident was Jungkook’s fault. He even warned you that Jungkook would act differently once he got out. You didn’t want to believe him because Jungkook was your best friend. But at the same time, you couldn’t comprehend how Jungkook could drive a car while he was drunk. He was not the type of person to do that. So when he went to prison, you assumed that Taehyung was right.

“No..that can’t be true,” you pleaded in disbelief.

Jungkook scoffed. “After all I did for him…. this is how he repays me?”

You stood there shaking your head in shock. All of a sudden your legs started moving and before you knew it you were inside of their house. You ran up to Taehyung’s room, completely ignoring his parents and Eunji who were in the living room. The door slammed shut as you stomped your way to him.

“Did you fucking lie to me?” you shrieked. Taehyung stood up from his desk chair.  His eyebrows rose in confusion. “About?”

“About Jungkook. About the accident. About that night,” you ranted hitting him on his chest. You saw his eyes fall. So it was true.

All of a sudden, the emotions you were trying to suppress for so long exploded and you started crying. You collapsed on his bed. Taehyung quietly hung his head and sat down next to you, making sure to leave some space.

“I’m sorry,” he stated.

You didn’t reply. “No you’re not. If you were sorry, you wouldn’t have lied to me. You made me believe that Jungkook was this horrible person,” you wept as tears rolled down your cheek.

Taehyung clenched his teeth when you mentioned Jungkook. “So what?? Yeah he took the blame for me. And yeah I’m thankful. But why does everyone look at him as if he’s this god like figure. Newsflash he’s not.” he snapped.

You quieted down your crying and looked at him intensely. You couldn’t believe what he just said. “Your brother gave up five years of his life for you…so you could live comfortably!” you shrieked.

Suddenly Taehyung jumped up. His expression darkened. “I didn’t ask him to save me okay! He was the one who decided to go to prison. No one asked him to take the fault for me!” Taehyung boomed.

“But you knew he was drunk that night! You knew that he would end up in jail no matter what!” you yelled even louder. Taehyung didn’t reply.

There was a moment when it was quiet and you could feel the tension in the air. Taehyung spoke up again, this time more mellow. “Listen, do you know what it’s like? To live with that guilt for five years? It eats away at you Y/N. It completely breaks you down. I know I’m supposed to be thankful and welcome him like a savior but part of me wants to punch him in the face. You don’t know the anxiety and stress I had those first few years. It’s like I was in my own fucking prison,” he explained.

You understood what Taehyung was saying at that moment. But part of you felt disgusted. He wasn’t sympathetic or thankful. He was selfish. The only person he seemed to care about was himself.

You were about to speak up, but Taehyung chimed in again. “Y/N I’m really happy you chose me. For the first time in my life I felt like I could forget the whole Jungkook thing. I felt like whatever happened in the past no longer mattered.”

You stopped him from talking any longer. “Taehyung…first of all I didn’t choose you because this isn’t a competition. Second of all, you knew Jungkook and I were best friends, yet you still made me doubt him.” You stopped for a second and then went on again. “I understand you felt guilty, which is normal. But the fact that you became hateful toward him… I don’t know…” you interjected. You couldn’t process how he could act like that toward his own brother.

All of a sudden there was a loud bang on the bedroom door. It was Jungkook. “Taehyung open the door!” He yelled. You got up to open it but Taehyung pulled you down. Instead he was the one who went up to the door.  Jungkook stormed in and ran up to you. He scanned your puffy eyes and red nose. You saw that he looked heartbroken. That was soon replaced with anger as he ran up to Taehyung in a fury.

“What the fuck did you do?” Jungkook gritted through his teeth.

Taehyung stood there expressionless. “I’m talking with my girlfriend, do you have a problem with that?”

Jungkook became angrier. It was clear to him that you were hurt, but Taehyung was acting as if nothing had happened. “What the fuck is your problem dude? How can you do this to me? After all I’ve fucking done for you?!” Jungkook bellowed. He stepped closer to Taehyung trying to make sure you couldn’t hear. “You knew how I fucking felt about her,” he added quietly.

But you heard him clearly. You got up from the bed and stepped in the middle of them. “Felt about who?” you questioned. Jungkook’s eyes widened. He didn’t realize you heard him. “Nothing, just forget it,” he stated quickly.

“No who are you talking about?” you questioned Jungkook almost ignoring Taehyung who was standing right next to you. Jungkook hung his head and spoke quietly. “You. He knew how I felt about you and still dated you. He knows I still like you.” He crossed his arms over his head and let out a heavy sigh. He shut his eyes trying to suppress his emotions.

You couldn’t believe what he was saying. “You’re dating Eunji,” you said in a monotone voice. He lifted his head and uncrossed his arms. “Yeah I am.”

You were shocked at his sudden agreement. You mind was overwhelmed. “Get out,” you told Jungkook whose eyes widened. Taehyung was also surprised.  

“Y/N..” Jungkook spoke trying to come closer to you. But your mind was so overwhelmed that you just yelled get out again.

When Jungkook left the room you turned your attention to Taehyung. You knew how he felt?” You questioned Taehyung now. You were beginning to get furious.

Taehyung stuttered. “I..I mean-”

You yelled at him. “Taehyung! Just be honest with me for once!” You demanded.

“Yes, but I mean I developed feelings for you too. Is that so wrong? Am I not allowed to have any feelings?” He asked.

You paused trying to gather your thoughts. “You used me Tae. Maybe you didn’t do it on purpose but you were guilty and mad at your brother. And I was just a pawn” you stated tears forming once again. Taehyung didn’t say anything. For the first time in awhile you saw that he was sincerely thinking about you said.

“Goodbye Taehyung,” you said as you turned around to leave. You weren’t sure what would happen next but you just needed some space for now.

-2 days later-

There was heavy banging on your apartment door. As you looked through the peephole you saw it was Jungkook. You rolled your eyes. What does he want now? You were still mad at him.

“What?” you blurted only opening the door a couple of inches.

Jungkook looked down at the floor and then back up at you. “Can I talk to you?” he asked.

A heavy sigh escaped your chest and you stared at Jungkook. “There isn’t anything to talk about,” you mentioned as you started closing the door. He suddenly slammed his hand against it, pushing it back.

“I have a lot to say to you. I know you want to ask me things please just 10 minutes,” he pleaded. You stood in that position for a while but didn’t answer. Ultimately you ended up letting him in. He was right, you did want to say something. As he walked through the hallway you stopped him at the entrance of the living room.

“Alright talk,” you motioned crossing your arms.

He nodded his head and let out a deep sigh.“That night…the night I kissed you,” he started. You suddenly froze thinking about how everything had been so perfect. How it was weird at first but then it felt completely normal.

“Yeah you were drunk,” you quickly added.

Jungkook shook his head. “No, I wasn’t that drunk.”

You let out a scoff. “Jungkook you were drunk that’s why you got charged for drunk driving. I mean I know it was Taehyung who drove but you still got tested and they said-” Jungkook interrupted your ramble as he came closer to you.

“I had alcohol, yes. But I kissed you because I wanted to. I wanted to do that for so long Y/N” he explained sincerely as his brown eyes looked up at you.

“So why didn’t you tell me that once you got out? Why did you let me feel like a fool?” you questioned him.

Jungkook became quiet. “I don’t know…I should have-” he paused. “You and Taehyung looked happy, and I didn’t want to destroy that,” he tried to explain.

Your shoulders fell and you pursed your lips at his revelation. You spoke up, “When you kissed me, I knew our friendship would change. But I wasn’t scared, I was happy.” Jungkook’s eyes lit up in excitement at that remark.

You continued on. “But then we never had the chance to see eachother again. We didn’t see each other for five years Jungkook. I was heartbroken, lonely, and scared. And during that time, Taehyung was there for me.”

He looked down and nodded his head. “Yeah I understand.”

You started talking but suddenly stopped for a second because your voice cracked. “For five years my feelings for you were lingering around somewhere. And when you got out of prison, I couldn’t believe you were okay with my relationship. I was confused. I thought you liked me but I guess not enough to say anything to Taehyung. And then I find out you’re dating…”

Now tears began falling down your face.“When I saw you and Eunji together I made up my mind. I knew you were definitely over me at that point. I figured that the kiss meant nothing to you. It killed me inside you know that?” you wept looking up at him.

Before you could collapse, Jungkook wrapped his arms around you. He comforted the back of your head as you placed your face in his chest. “I’m sorry Y/N. I love you. I’m so sorry,” he kept repeating.

-3 months later-

You started working at an office a couple of months ago. It was your first job since you graduated from college and you were trying to make a good impression. As you sat at your desk, working on a file your manager gave you, your phone lit up.

[Babe: I’m downstairs at the coffeeshop! :D ]

You looked across from your cubicle to see if your manager was roaming around somewhere. He wasn’t. There was a girl sitting to your right and you let her know that you were running off to the bathroom. As you made your way to the elevators you were quickly typing away on your phone.

[You: Okay I’m coming now. I can’t believe you’re here.. I’m gonna get in so much trouble]  

[Babe: I need to give you something, it’s only going to be 5 minutes]

[You: okayyyy fine]

The elevator stopped at the first floor and you rushed out of the lobby. The coffee shop was fairly empty so you recognized him right away. He was sitting next to the window with his headphones in and his leg moving to the beat. As you walked closer to the table, you realized he didn’t notice you. A mischievous grin crept up on you. You quickly ran next to him and removed his headphones that were tugging on his hair. He turned around in surprise but laughed when he was saw it was you.

“Ya! That was a good song,” he said.

You rolled your eyes at him. “Who are you listening to again? BTS??” you teased sitting down next to him.

He looked off to the side. “Maybe…” he murmured. You started laughing at his expression.

“’re a fanboy. No need to be ashamed ,” you poked fun at his obsession with the group. As you scanned his figure you couldn’t deny that he did look like the idol type as well. He would be the perfect member for BTS.  “Anyways why did you want to meet up?” you added.

Jungkook smiled at you as if he was hiding something. You quirked your eyebrow in curiosity. “Hold on,” he stated rummaging through his backpack. When he found what he was looking for you saw it was a small box. Your eyes  remained glued on the small box. It couldn’t be, you thought.

“What is that?…” you asked pointing at it in curiosity. He grinned at your surprisement. He opened up the box slowly eyeing your every move.  

Your shoulders relaxed when you saw the object. It was a necklace. “Oh.” you let out.

He laughed at your comment. “What? What did you think it was Y/N?” he teased elbowing your arm.

You pretended to be upset. Quickly you placed your hands over your face and made fake crying sounds. You heard Jungkook shift in his seat as he placed his hands on your shoulders. “Are you okay? Why are you crying? Did you not like the present?” he asked rapidly as his voice became higher.

You wanted to laugh at his reaction but you kept up the act. “I just..I just.. I thought you loved me. How could you just give me a necklace?” you wallowed.

Jungkook moved closer to you, giving you hug from the side and resting his chin on your shoulder. “I’m sorry, I’ll buy you whatever you want,” he stated. Suddenly you lifted your head and he saw that you had no tears in your eyes.

“YA!” he called out. You started laughing at his expression. “I can’t believe you would think I would cry over that,” you explained continuing to chuckle.  He folded his arms but you could tell he wanted to laugh too. “Yeah..I was going to say…I can’t believe my girlfriend is such a brat,” he quickly added.

You scoffed playfully at his attempt to be mean. “I love it. Thank you,” you said grabbing onto his arm and lifting your chin to stare up at him.

He was trying to be serious but a smile erupted on his face when he saw you batting your eyes trying to act cute. “Ew okay…you’re welcome,” he stated.

You still were holding on his arm, this time your tone became more serious. “No for real. I love it,” you noted looking at the gift in your hand. It was a necklace with a small circular pendant.

He turned his face toward yours. “And I love you,” he chuckled grabbing your hands and pulling you into a hug. When he let go, he brushed his lips against yours and you felt yourself give into his embrace. It wasn’t easy being with him, but you didn’t care. Moments like this were irreplaceable. You thought it was better to cherish them because you knew how hard it was when they were gone.