I was diagnosed with auspergers and I have a hard time making myself clear to people so I use things like simile or other things to get my point across I had a fight with my mom and I went back on that so that I'd get better at talking like others do even in a heated moment. The second I do she stops me and says "stop it you do that to much just talk normally" and I felt so utterly broken like I was so far from normal and acceptable no matter what I do. Talking at all is hard enough for me.
Translation: I’m a judgemental
who doesn’t know how to be patient and accepting when my child is trying to express themself. Shove me t
o the window, to the wall, and then to the trash where I belong.