I was at a bar with a few of my friends and some guy had been eyeing me up since I walked in. He walked up to me, and tried to talk to me. Before I could reply, My guy friends intervened.
Hey pretty thing, What's your name? *puts a hand on my shoulder*
Her name is No.
*puts arm around me and bumps the guys hand off* Her number is also No.
Can't I just talk to the pretty little thing herself? *reaches for me again*
*stands up and stands infront of me, protecting me and blocking me from the guy* You need to let it go.
Awe, these your body guards little thing?
(keep in mind Brock is 6ft4, 210lbs of pure muscle.. fucking intimidating) *Stands up and walks shoulder to shoulder with Daxton* I think it's time for you to leave. Either you walk out or we will make you walk out.
The guy walked out.. with the help of my two "body guards" and the bouncer. Supposedly the guy had been there since 5pm (it was about 11pm when we were there) hitting on girls and trying to bring them home. Moral of this story, don't go to bars alone.
I’m sorry for leaving you all hanging I didn’t mean to wait that long!
“What?” Baekhyun whispers, his eyes
I can’t hold in my uncontrollable
cries anymore, “I’ll be a good girl daddy, I’m sorry, please don’t hurt me.”
He drops the knife and releases my
hair, his hands hover over my shoulders as if he is suddenly afraid to touch me
like I might break. “My baby, my sweet baby,” He cries as he wraps his arms
around my head, holding me to his chest. “Daddy is so sorry, don’t cry, I’m so
“What the hell is going on down
here?” Suho roars when he busts the heavy metal doors open. It only takes him a
moment to access the situation in front of him. His younger brothers are all a
mess, Baekhyun more than anyone but the younger three seem to be in shock. My
eyes lock with his and he seems to join them in their daze for just a second
before someone pushing pass him knocks him out of it.
“Did you really take her?” It is
Xiumin roaring this time. All this screaming is too much, I can’t stop myself
“All of you stop yelling!” Jiyong
snaps, still on speaker. “She’s scared, I know this is a lot for everyone but
calm down. She is so scared right now, please.”
“Oppa, come get me,” I cry, “Please
Oppa, I can’t be here right now, this is just too much.”
“I’m coming my love,” I can hear
him moving things around, rushing to my rescue.
“Don’t fucking dare come anywhere
near our home,” Baekhyun seethes.
“She asked me to, I’m going to
leave her there with people who just tried to kill her!”
“That was before we knew!” Sehun
screams as he fights with Baekhyun to get a hold of me.
“Knew what?” Suho tries to catch up
on the conversation.
“It’s her Hyung,” Kai cries as he
drops to his knees, tears slide down his cheeks, completely contrasting the
bright smile on his face. “It’s our baby! She isn’t dead.”
“Is it really her?” Tao joins us in
“Stop asking me that!” I scream
earning the attention of everyone in the room. “Why do you keep saying that?
I’m not dead, I’m not a copy, I am me, why is that so hard for you all to
understand? Why did you do this? Why are you guys so willing to hurt me over
and over again? Is my happiness nothing to you?”
“We thought you were dead,” Xiumin
tells me. “We saw you getting beat into a bloody pulp, they found your body,
there was a funeral, we thought you were dead.”
“We need to get her out of here,”
Suho rushes over and picks up the knife Baekhyun had dropped. He pushes the
younger two out of the way and quickly and cuts the ropes binding me. The knife
is out of his hand the moment the last rope is cut, his hands are on my
shoulders pulling me out of the chair and to my feet but my legs aren’t strong
enough to hold me up. He catches me and picks me up without a problem. I want
to fight him so bad, I don’t want any of them to touch me, I just want to go
home. But I’m tired, I’m so tired. My head rests on his shoulder.
“She’s bleeding,” Baekhyun reminds
them, rushing to keep up with Suho who is basically running through the dimly
“You keep your distance, you are
the one that hurt her!” I see Tao stop, he pushes the older boy to the ground.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know it was
her, I was just so mad,” Baekhyun is stumbling over his words to the point I
almost don’t understand him. His voice fades as Suho continues on taking me out
of the basement into the bright hall way upstairs. I close my eyes, the
transition being too much for me. The only thing that let me know that we
joined the others in the living room is their unison gasps.
“Lay get over here,” Suho commands
the minute we step in.
“Is that?” Sweet Lay’s voice
I swear to God if he-
Suho thankfully cuts both Lay and
my thoughts off, “She isn’t a copy, this our baby. I don’t know what the hell
is going on and how she is alive but this is her and she is hurt. Fix her.”
“I-I need a first aide kit,” He
stammers, his voice coming closer.
“Than stop fucking staring at her
and go get it!” Kris snarls.
“Keep your voice down,” Xiumin
warns, poison thick in his voice. “This isn’t the time to be angry with each
other, we need to focus on this, on her.”
“Is she awake? How did she get
hurt?” It’s Kyungsoo this time, his voice deep and warm like morning coffee, I
forgot how much I love his voice.
“I think so, Baekhyun cut her, he
was in one of his episodes and I think he lost it.” Suho tries his best to
One of his episodes? Is that a
normal thing? How long has that been going on? I have so many questions in my
head that I want to ask but I know I would receive questions of my own that I’m
not sure I can answer.
“That fucking piece of shit,”
Kyungsoo seethes but I’m assuming one look from Xiumin keeps him from opening
his mouth again.
“Baby,” Chen calls.
“Jooyoung,” I finally respond and
open my eyes slightly.
“My name is Jooyoung, not baby, I
don’t know what is going on but for the past year I’ve been told you abandoned
me so understand that I will not be pretending like everything is fine and none
of this just happened.” I sigh and sit up without Suho’s arm around me. For a
moment I consider getting up and moving but I choose not to push my luck, no
matter what I say if they want to hover over me I don’t really have a choice.
I look at everyone, starting with
Kyungsoo who is on my left, we are on the couch, Chen is next to him sitting a
good distance away with Luhan. Kris is next, he is standing with his arms cross
over his chest, Xiumin is in front of the TV, directly across from me. The next
few are standing in a cluster; Tao and Sehun have their arms locked together
while Kai is standing in front of them. Baekhyun and Chanyeol are creeping in
the hallway for good reason, I don’t think I can have them any closer right
now. Suho is the closest, his arm is resting behind me, waiting to wrap me in
them again. I finally look at him, actually look at him and I’m taken back.
Without a thought I reach both of
my hands to his hair, “Daddy, you hair is pink.”
He seems a bit dumbstruck for a
moment but leans into my touch instinctually. A soft chuckle leaves his lips,
“It used to be red but it faded.”
I take my hands back, what am I
doing? I just told them to drop their pet name for me yet I continue to use
“Are you going to go back to him?”
Chanyeol suddenly asks.
“What?” The room echoes.
“Are you going to go back to
I shrug, “I don’t know. I want to
talk to him, I need to know what is going on.”
“He lied to you,” Kai reminds me.
I narrow my eyes on him, “Like you
were an open book Jongin.”
His eyes go wide, “How do you know
my real name?”
“I know a lot of things now,
Minseok, Yifan, Jongdae, Junmyun, Jongin, Yixing. Good to know half of you lied
to me right off the bat. You guys couldn’t even be honest about your names, why
should I believe anything you say over Jiyong? He is an open book to me,
anything he does in this big bang world, I know about it.”
“Because why would we lie to you
about something like this?” Kyungsoo quickly questions.
“I don’t know! Maybe you all
realized how much you missed me and thought of some lie to get me back. Even
though I would like to believe you wouldn’t destroy the happy life I had to do
that, I don’t know. I need some kind of proof.”
“Proof?” Xiumin mumbles. “I can
give you proof.” He steps aside and runs his hand along the edge of the TV to
turn it on. In seconds the screen lights up revealing a frozen frame of me on
the ground. My heart stops.
“The video, you guys have the
video? Do you have all of them?” I run my hands through my hair, my face becomes
hot. They saw it, they saw all of it. I wanted nothing more than to forget all
of that. I cover my face to hide my shame, how have I not ran out of tears from
crying so much in one day? My chest feels tight, I try to breath in but it
isn’t working, I can’t, I can’t breath.
close my eyes to try and calm myself but that only makes it worse. Suddenly I’m
back in that small cement room again, Taeil is there, the memory of his his
mask is burned into my mind, all of them are. I imagine him grinning, excitement
bright in his eyes. My clothes are gone leaving me naked in front of him, I
know even with five layers on he would still be able to strip me with just a
look. He makes me feel so vulnerable and fragile, he could crush me in his hand
and blow me away like dust without a problem.
pumpkin, you look so scared,” He chuckles, lunging for me quickly only to land
a few feet away. He’s taunting me, always taunting me. I press up against the
wall as he comes closer and closer.
you miss me pumpkin? Huh? I came all the way back just to finish the job, just
me. No more Zico, no more savior. I have you all to myself to do all of those
horrible things I’ve been aching for since the last time we met.”
pumpkin, you have no where to go,” His laugh echoes in my ears.
“He’s going to kill me! Get him
“Baby, calm down,” Kyungsoo and
Suho are both wrapped around me, whether they are doing it to restrain me or
comfort me I’m not sure but it’s only making me panic more. I fight my way out
of their grip into the middle of the living room. Everyone seems closer, like
they are trying to close in on me without me noticing. They aren’t going to
catch me, I’m not going to let them.
“Everyone just back up!” I command
with my arms out at my side making sure they get the message. I scan the room,
looking for an exit or at least some place to sort of hide.
“Sorry, I’m sorry baby, I’ll turn
it off,” Xiumin quickly turns the TV off.
“I need time, give me time,” I tell
“Maybe one of us should take her to
our room,” Luhan suggests. “One on one seems a lot easier to handle.”
“I’ll take her,” Lay volunteers, “I
need to patch her up.”
“Do you honestly think she is going
to let you touch her?” Kris scoffs.
“I want to do it!” The younger
“No!” Xiumin, of course, is the one
to put his foot down. “Luhan will do it.”
“What?” The crowd whines.
“He is the only one who is stable
enough to do it, the rest of us can’t handle it.”
“I can take care of her just fine!”
“You can take care of our baby just
fine when she is having a tantrum, this isn’t a tantrum, this is a panic
attack. Can you handle watching her relieve those things we saw on those tapes
in front of you?” Xiumin snaps back, standing chest to chest with the taller
man but still manages to be the more terrifying of the two.
“Is that alright with you?” Luhan
asks me, everyone else took a step back. “Do you want to come to my room with
me? I promise that I won’t lay a finger on you.”
I nod. My hands are shaking against
my chest as I follow the older through the familiar hallways. He walks into his
room first and lets me be the one to leave the door open or closed. I close it.
He stands on the far side of the room and again lets me decide on how we do
things. I have free rein of the room and decide to go for the bed. Though I’m a
bit hesitant to just crawl under the covers and make myself comfortable Luhan
quickly encourages it. Once I’m settled everything just fades away. He has
always been able to do this to me, if I had a nightmare, or was nervous about
something he would bring me back down to earth.
“Are you feeling more stable?” He
is by the windows now, far from me.
“Yes, thank you.”
“Can I come closer?”
I sit up in bed, “You can come sit
by me if you want.”
“Is that what you want?” He cocks a
brow at me and give me a small smile.
Oh so slowly he makes his way
toward me, he goes around the other side and lowers himself on to the bed so we
are laying next to each other, “Is this okay?”
I chuckle, “We’ve laid together
before Luhan, this normal.”
“No this isn’t normal anymore. You
have no idea how much this means to me right now. You have no idea how many
times I’ve woken up hoping you would be next to me. Lets not talk about that
now though, how about something more light?”
“Like what? Everything is a trigger
for something that could break the others heart.”
He hums, “When I was younger I
wanted to be a fireman.”
I stare at him, he’s looking up at
the ceiling his head cradled by a soft pillow. He looks like an angel. I couldn’t
imagine such a beautiful savior, “I wanted to be a ballerina.”
“Why weren’t you?”
“Because I wasn’t allowed to take
classes as a child.”
“What do you want to be now?”
“I’m not sure, I’m just trying to
figure out how I want this day to end before I start thinking that far a head.”
“How do you want this day to end?”
He looks over at me.
“I honestly have no idea. Either
way, someone will be hurt. Either way I will end up with a heavy heart.”
“I know you are dealing with a lot
right now but is there anyway I could hold your hand?” It is such an innocent
request that for a moment I think he’s kidding but when our eyes meet there is
so much emotion in his I just want to start crying.
“Only for a little while,” I offer
my hand to him.
“That is all I’m asking for.”
I just want to say @xiudaddyskitten I see you blowing up my phone all day, whole shit you blew through this shit! And thank you all for the love!
So a few quick thoughts on that episode of Wynonna Earp
1. I thought I was into Wynonna before, but she got like 75% hotter and I got 15% gayer.
2. Is there any chance I can see more of that red bra?
3. Nicole Haught’s new uniform is going to give me dirty dirty thoughts for a long long time because I’m a thirsty thirsty lesbian.
4. Where the fuck did Doc get that badass car?
5. I’m not even a little sad that Lucado’s head blew up.
6. I’m not sure I’m a fan of the fire fighting demon hunting fraternity.
7. Waverly Earp you will save all of our souls and teach me how to trust again.
8. Evil Wynonna is bad but hot. And what can I say? I love a bad girl.
9. I cringed hard when that demon shoved the pen through WY’s hand.
10. Baby Earp doesn’t exist yet and I love it with my whole Earp, also please Wynonna do not give it a W name.