back to the pretty pictures!

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.
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04.10.17 // hello!1!! first day back from spring break and it’s been pretty gud tbh. these are some pictures of a mind map i did for history and to help prep for a test :))

you know i really feel for john boyega right now. his performance in the force awakens was unmatched by anyone in the cast. he has been a life long fan of star wars and was told by jj that he is the STAR of the sequel triologies. and if we’re being honest… the force awakens reflects that sentiment…until we get to the ending. the ending was humiliating for finn. he got slashed and fell face-first into the snow. i say humiliating not becasue i think losing a fight or being wounded by a force user as powerful as kylo ren is humiliating in of itself but because the way it occurred was humiliating. he could have been injured gravely in any other fashion…but instead we get finn slashed in the back facedown - FACE DOWN in the snow. thats not a pretty picture. he could have fell to the side but instead they put him in such a humiliating position. then we end his story with him comoatose. now we know that isnt his only fate in the last jedi (we see images of him/poe/general organa standing) yet… it might as well be with the way he is subsequently treated. john boyega gave the best performance in the force awakens. he brought in new fans not only with his spectacular performance but because he’s black. i mean that. every. single. black person. i know in real life soley watched the force awakens because they were excited to see john, a black person, be the star/and a jedi of star wars. he brought an audience with him. he brought his amazing performance with him. and then? he had to sit on that stage looking a bit tired and see a poster that erased him completely and a trailer that mightaswell have done the same. he had to come back out on stage to reassure and plead with finn fans that “finn was back”… even though every indication to john and ourselves from @starwars and @lucasfilm @disneyparks has been that finn is not really back. finn is taking a back seat regardless of how interesting his character is, regardless of how groundbreaking his character is, regardless of johns superb performance… taking a backseat for the brown-haired white heroine whose prime storyline is..family. as if that is comparable to breaking out of a fascist organization. john boyega gave the best performance in the force awakens and he still had to deal with this shit and i feel so bad about it ;/ 

You can’t convince me that Lance didn’t have a giant Shiro poster on one of the walls in his and Hunk’s dorm back at the garrison

There’s a *very* christian book about dating in our school’s library which is supposed to be 100% serious, but is actually funnier than most comedies I’ve read.

●It has a list of date ideas, which includes:
- inviting a non-christian couple to a fair and teaching them about God
- literally kidnapping your significant other (???)
- washing a neighbour’s dog
- letting your girlfriend drive a car while you run behind it
- praying

●It also has a list of flaws your SO shouldn’t have, but it’s literally just seven deadly sins. That’s it.

● According to this book, using autocorrect and doing drugs count as witchcraft.

●It says you can’t fuck a girl if you don’t have her father’s written permission

●It teaches you to praise your gf for having traits which make her similar to Christ (?¿)

● “Does your lover like WILD PARTIES? ”

● There’s an entire paragraph warning you that holding hands leads to sex. I wish I was joking.

● The first two pages is basically “have sex with whoever you want! whenever you want! however you want! do wat u want!!!”, which is pretty odd considering the previous point

● The back cover is a picture of two teens holding hands surrounded by this speed meme blur thing (idk what it’s called but I hope you know what I mean)

I am your meme source

Hey, did I reblog a meme? Do you want to do the meme too? Reblog it. What if you don’t have any ideas for sending one to one my characters? Reblog it. What if you’re having a quiet tumblr day and just reblogging a bunch of memes but not really sending any or replying? Reblog it. What if I just reblogged five memes in a row and you love all of them? Reblog them. What if you’ve owed me a thread for a month and you don’t have muse right now but I’ve been reblogging cool memes for days and you just want reblog a ton of them? Reblog them.

You know how that will make me feel?

Glad that you’re following my blog! Happy that you’re seeing my posts! If we haven’t interacted in awhile, and maybe it makes me miss you a little, maybe it will inspire me to hop in chat or an ask and say hi!

Please reblog anything you want from my blog regardless of whether you send something back.

Okay listen, I gotta throw a little salt on this sugar. You know what makes me 1000% more anxious than someone asking me for a reply? Passive-aggressive posts about people reblogging your memes and not sending them back. I reblog memes, pretty pictures, those little headcanon quotes, like a kid in a candy shop. So if I start to feel like I have to pay attention to make sure I don’t reblog too much from a particular blog…that just makes me hella anxious, and it makes reading my dash less fun.

Sugar on the salt: I can’t tell you what to feel. If you see me reblogging all sorts of your stuff but I owe you replies and/or I never send you memes back, and it makes you feel down, pop in chat or an ask and tell me.

And because this post complains a little about passive-aggressive stuff, but is inherently passive-aggressive, go ahead and assume it’s not about you, okay? If you post stuff that makes me uncomfortable, I’m gonna follow my own advice and tell you about it. If you’re reading this, it means you’re following me and I love you.

So I sit next to this one girl in my English class

And she’s always taking my art pens and going through my doodle book without asking first and it’s really annoying since she’s pretty rude about it like she doesn’t even mention that she stole my expensive art marker she just kinda ups and takes it. Well I happen to know that she’s pretty homophobic so to get back at her I drew a picture of my very gay otp kissing on the front of my doodle book as well as a list of my favorite gay pairings (AmeriPan, Stony, Lams, SolAngelo, ect.) I am happy to announce that she doesn’t go through my doodle book anymore